Hey peepz! Today has been a real shitty day for me! Well not the whole freaking day la...Lemmi tell you eerything that happened today alrytes?
Skool wasn't that bad today! Kinda fun! XD
Got Youth Day presents! Ice cream frm Mrs Lu! And a crystal keychain from mdm fara+mr ang+ mr chaw+ ???...4 teachers ar i know...Den wen CCA...We got Silat Practices...The MYAA thingy! Syiok! But very the tiring and painful! Kinda complicated! Our instructor is Mr Murad from Seri Warisan thingy...I think la I kinda forgot! Every friday got practice! Yay? XDD
After CCA me n maizurah went to the Metro closing sale! Whee~! So happy! Everything SO CHEAP! My total bill was $69.0 i think! Hahas! Dets alot! I bought a sweater for myself, a blouse for my mother, an octopus plushie, a spongebob 'magic 8 ball', a bookmark for maizurah, and an album! Den I treat Maizurah a drink at Mcdonalds. Then we went home! I had a BLAST! I was SO happy! Not until I get home of coz...Today very depressed liddat...Very emotional la...Dunno why la...ABG YUS! WHY YOU MUST OUT TIGER LILY AS YOUR RINGTONE!!??? YOU ARE KILLING ME!!! I juz finished crying...maybe i'm just over stressed...Shud rest la! K la! Bye2! I think 2moro canot wake up coz gt body ache! Hahas! K la! Bye2! Thx Maizurah for following me go shopping! Bye!
Saturday, 30 June 2007;12:31 am
Wednesday, 27 June 2007;3:30 pm
Hey peepz! Wassup?? Oredi 3rd day huh? So fast time flies! And I'm always SO sleepy in class! And that 'tragedy' starts happening again! Yesterday and today! Luckily today I only say the answer in my heart lucky never say it out or I'll be a laughing stock! Like yesterday! Argh! Why is this happening to meee!!!??? I hate it sia! Frightful Tragedy! Haha! Today is my father's birthday! So...Happy Birthday Ayah! e =)
Haven't got him a gift yet! He wanted a 2 GB thumbdrive...So gotta wait for my bro to come home from his NS thingy...And den we share! Freakin $40 sia! My mum's present oso not so expensive! Ahh...It feels like it's the first time get to go home early from school! Ain came to my house juz now...Do bio project! So now we are safe! Den she watched the video me n my cuzzies made det one! I think she thinks it's funny coz she WAS laughing! Hahaha! Some people think it is lame...Such as...Me! sometimes ar! Den I took lots of my own picts den i made like a slideshow so the picture was like actually moving la! Haha! I am SO LAME! And now, I have just finish recording me voice singing...But 2 of the songs didn't record coz...After I sing den I see mic not attached! Wakakaka! Silly me! XD
K la guys! Really gotta rush! Got some homeworks to finish up! Adios amigos! 'Enjoy' schooling! Haha!
Haven't got him a gift yet! He wanted a 2 GB thumbdrive...So gotta wait for my bro to come home from his NS thingy...And den we share! Freakin $40 sia! My mum's present oso not so expensive! Ahh...It feels like it's the first time get to go home early from school! Ain came to my house juz now...Do bio project! So now we are safe! Den she watched the video me n my cuzzies made det one! I think she thinks it's funny coz she WAS laughing! Hahaha! Some people think it is lame...Such as...Me! sometimes ar! Den I took lots of my own picts den i made like a slideshow so the picture was like actually moving la! Haha! I am SO LAME! And now, I have just finish recording me voice singing...But 2 of the songs didn't record coz...After I sing den I see mic not attached! Wakakaka! Silly me! XD
K la guys! Really gotta rush! Got some homeworks to finish up! Adios amigos! 'Enjoy' schooling! Haha!
Monday, 25 June 2007;7:28 pm
Hey ya peepz! Seemz fast huh the holidays pass by! I didn't even noe skool starts today! Hahaha! That's why I started doing my homework on Saturday! Hahaha! Lucky all the teachers gave us a chance to complete the homework! I got a new pencil case! Got a big mirror on it!!! Haha! My sis bought it for me! Home alone now...Kinda scared after the past incident! hahaha! Today school is really boring I tell you! Mr Kim is not teaching us Physics nimore...Why sia!!!?? I Like His Teaching!!! Coz he very kind one! Hahah! And went home today with only my father at home...I guess he did felt sorry for me coz I really see that he tried so many things to make me like him again! So I decided to just forgive and forget...His birthday is coming in 2 days niwaes! K la guys! Got some holiday homewerkz to finish up! Chiao! ;)
Friday, 22 June 2007;9:28 pm
Today...My afther tried to cheer me up and make it up to me by asking me wad to eat la...And he wanted to buy me a new hamster...! But nothing can replace Amy...And NOTHING can make me change my mind bout him being so cruel to laugh at a God's creation's death...Even though Amy is just a hamster...But she's worth a million dollar in my world...
Thursday, 21 June 2007;10:45 pm
May the soul rest in peace and blessed by Allah...Today...It's a very sad day for me...My hamster which is also my bestfriend, Amy, passed away... When I'm sad...She was always there for me...I always tell her my sad feelings...Coz I know...She is sad too coz her family has been eaten by a cat in front of her bare eyes but she survived...She must have lived in misery...Just like me...But I have a family...But it's like I don't have one...They never listen to my problems before...I treat her as a big part of my life...But now she's gone... I went out for dinner...And when I went back home..I was the first witness to see my Hamster dead..One half of her body is on the ground and the other half is stuck at the cage...As I'm typing...Tears can't stop rolling down my cheeks and make my vision blur...I love her so much...It's just so difficult for me to accept this fate...It's like losing a family member....And to make things worst...My dad was he second to saw the blood on the floor...He laughed and clapped his hands that Amy is Dead...I just wanted to go out to cry my heart out...He stopped me and said if I went out he's gonna slap my face! WHAT!!?? And if I don't stop crying he's gonna slap my face too! I just hate him! HATE HIM!!!! The hate I feel in me is unbearable! I feel like running away from home as long as I live in the same house as my dad! When will I grow up and leave my house...!!??? I'm happy for my sister that she's leaving...Now it's my turn to face what she has faced in her teenage years...I just have to let go of Amy...And let her soul rest in peace...Even though my mother's gonna buy me 2 more hamsters...I don't think they can replace Amy...And my dad...Can never change...Only a bite mark on my finger is left in the memory of Amy...That was the last bite I got from her on 19 of June 2007...I'll miss her SOO much...I just bought her a new cage and she's dead...I would hqve bought her anything just to make her happy...But now....She's gone...Maybe this is fate that I have to accept...Maybe her time has come...I have to let her go...I HATE MEHK EHK AND MY FATHER!! Mehk Ehk for now...My father...Will last long...Until then my fair readers...
;2:07 am
Hey peepz! Nothing much to say bout' today coz seriously...TODAY WAS BORING! Maybe it's true like my fren say...When there is this one person you love for the first time..Ok la so called first love even though it's crappy love...It's impossible to forget that person...Unless the person is like the 30th one! OMG! That's a large number! LoL! Coz I'm facing this situation now...I thought that it was easy for me to forget my past...and all those sweet and dark memories I've faced with him even though I SWEAR I have NEVER went out together with him! It's always co-incidence det we met...
I try so hard but I just can't forget him! Talk bout the heartbreaks he gave me! More than once I tell ya! But I just can't forget him even after remembering the bad things he does to me! Ok the heartbreak has already been mended coz there's something up in my mind that nobody should even know! Wakaka! At least it helps me to relief my stress! It's just some conclusions I've made la actually...But seriously...Forgetting the first person you've ever loved? Believe me...It's IMPOSSIBLE! Maybe one day I can forget him! I can't wait for that day! When my cuzz said she thought she saw him with his gal holding hands...Gosh! You don't know how much pain I feel in me! But in the end...when I think bout it...Why shud I feel sad...? It's over...And then I was happy for him! LoL! Anyways...we were just really close frenz det accidentaly go above the border line! And then we sank deep to the bottom! LoL! I think I'm regarded as his enemy now...Oh really? Whatever...I don't care! Unless you are one of those M & M's...It's no reason for me to hate you too! I relief my stress every time I blog...Coz there's just nobody in this world who can understand how I feel so I guess This is the best solution...Coz my diary is LOST! Argh! I am SO angry! My diary is better coz all the secrets are there...Imagine if I put my secrets here [ooo...No WAY!]...There's gonna be big rumours man! All over! And fights too! LoL! So...better not! K la guys! Got to sleep! Going to exercise tomorrow! LoL! Bubbyes!
I try so hard but I just can't forget him! Talk bout the heartbreaks he gave me! More than once I tell ya! But I just can't forget him even after remembering the bad things he does to me! Ok the heartbreak has already been mended coz there's something up in my mind that nobody should even know! Wakaka! At least it helps me to relief my stress! It's just some conclusions I've made la actually...But seriously...Forgetting the first person you've ever loved? Believe me...It's IMPOSSIBLE! Maybe one day I can forget him! I can't wait for that day! When my cuzz said she thought she saw him with his gal holding hands...Gosh! You don't know how much pain I feel in me! But in the end...when I think bout it...Why shud I feel sad...? It's over...And then I was happy for him! LoL! Anyways...we were just really close frenz det accidentaly go above the border line! And then we sank deep to the bottom! LoL! I think I'm regarded as his enemy now...Oh really? Whatever...I don't care! Unless you are one of those M & M's...It's no reason for me to hate you too! I relief my stress every time I blog...Coz there's just nobody in this world who can understand how I feel so I guess This is the best solution...Coz my diary is LOST! Argh! I am SO angry! My diary is better coz all the secrets are there...Imagine if I put my secrets here [ooo...No WAY!]...There's gonna be big rumours man! All over! And fights too! LoL! So...better not! K la guys! Got to sleep! Going to exercise tomorrow! LoL! Bubbyes!
Sunday, 17 June 2007;10:56 pm
Heya peepz! Today was really spooky! Most of the times I was alone today...Wasn't as bad as I thought except when it was already dark! XP
And again...My father really makes my blood boil! It's fathers day and he's being irritating! Argh! I am SO irritated! Juz coz i shrieked a lil' he wanted to slap me! Like wad ryte? Maybe he's juz jealous that me n my siblings love our mom 20 tyms more den him...Since we cared so much bout mothers day but we dun give a shit bout Fathers Day! Juz a while juz now he disturb me ask me to do someting while I'm blogging! Nobody disturbs me when I'm busy blogging or I'll get fucked up the whole freaking day! Ok lets get on with the spooky story!
It was 7.30...7.15 liddat my bro called and said he was coming home...So I thought whoever who knocks on the door must be him...And I heard someone knocked hard on the door non-stop...I guess it must be him coz both of my brothers same like to knock non-stop one...! Wakaka! So I went out to the living room whch was in total darkness especially when you are terrified! It gets darker! LoL! When I went to the door...the knocking going on so I said ar...I'm coming! So I opened the door...There was NOBODY at the door! And so I went back to my room, trembling with fear! Haha! When I was in the room I was still scared and VERY paranoid! I still hear the knocking! Walao! Scary shit sia! Maybe I was hallucinating coz I slept at 5 a.m. this morning! Haha! But again...I don't think so! Some of you might think this is bullshit...But please trust me...this IS TRUE! As the knocking continues...I just ignore it and was wishing it would go away as soon as possible! Hahas! And luckily 15 mins later my bro was home! Whee~! But I carried my cat along wen I went out to the dark living room! Haha! This is house is SO spooky! Ok la! I gtg now! Bubbyes! Oh ya! I so happy today coz I get to talk to my mother! She's safe! Yay! LoL! K la! Bye!
And again...My father really makes my blood boil! It's fathers day and he's being irritating! Argh! I am SO irritated! Juz coz i shrieked a lil' he wanted to slap me! Like wad ryte? Maybe he's juz jealous that me n my siblings love our mom 20 tyms more den him...Since we cared so much bout mothers day but we dun give a shit bout Fathers Day! Juz a while juz now he disturb me ask me to do someting while I'm blogging! Nobody disturbs me when I'm busy blogging or I'll get fucked up the whole freaking day! Ok lets get on with the spooky story!
It was 7.30...7.15 liddat my bro called and said he was coming home...So I thought whoever who knocks on the door must be him...And I heard someone knocked hard on the door non-stop...I guess it must be him coz both of my brothers same like to knock non-stop one...! Wakaka! So I went out to the living room whch was in total darkness especially when you are terrified! It gets darker! LoL! When I went to the door...the knocking going on so I said ar...I'm coming! So I opened the door...There was NOBODY at the door! And so I went back to my room, trembling with fear! Haha! When I was in the room I was still scared and VERY paranoid! I still hear the knocking! Walao! Scary shit sia! Maybe I was hallucinating coz I slept at 5 a.m. this morning! Haha! But again...I don't think so! Some of you might think this is bullshit...But please trust me...this IS TRUE! As the knocking continues...I just ignore it and was wishing it would go away as soon as possible! Hahas! And luckily 15 mins later my bro was home! Whee~! But I carried my cat along wen I went out to the dark living room! Haha! This is house is SO spooky! Ok la! I gtg now! Bubbyes! Oh ya! I so happy today coz I get to talk to my mother! She's safe! Yay! LoL! K la! Bye!
;12:19 am
Hey peepz...! Haiz...This holiday sucks so much sia...I don't even remember myself having fun this month! Without my mother for such a long time...It sucks even more since I always go out with my mother only! Every morning the renovaters start their freaking noise polluting activities...Argh! What else to make this matter worst!? And the best part is...This is like my last June holidays to enjoy myself coz I really wanna study hard for my end of year exams and next year is already 'o' levels...It's 'o' levels sia! Not 'n' levels! I only have about a year b4 my mother tongue 'o' level exams! And my mid year I failed my paper 2! Damn it! I must do my best! I must get in a good JC! I shall not go to polytechnic! And I MUST join Tampines Idol next year! By hook or by crook I must join!
You know what I'm most irritated by now? MY FATHER!! All my siblings are irritated by him NOW! He's supposed to sleep but he's still nagging! Argh! Make my blood boil sia! Keep on sayingwanna throw our cats away! Wad crap sia! Don't tell us ar! If you wanna throw...Throw them! And then answer to my mother! If she doesn't scream at him, he's lucky enough! And I've lost my bro's hp charger...Wakaka! I forgot la where I put coz this evening I was too angry with my father that I didn't pay attention much to where I put those things...But I remember i put them on top of the closet and in the drawer...Haha! I'm so forgetful like my mother! LoL! Argh! I so jealous sia det time..My cuzzies can go out with their frenz...While I don't even see my frenz faces this holidays! Exclude the working days! We planned to go bowling...And last...Everyone is packed with homeworks and their own activities! My siblings all can go out and enjoy with their frenz! While I...STAY AT HOME LIKE STONE-AGE PEEPZ!
And school is starting next 2 weeks! Tomorrow's a Sunday...But I won't be going out...AGAIN! And I'll be alone at home coz everyon's working except for my brother but he's going for a wedding ceremony! I have the same fate as my cats! Stuck i this boring house! Actually this is supposed to be yesterday's post but I don't have internet...So I did this post on a notepad first...Haiz...Can life be any more boring than this? I hope NOT! Coz I'll die of boredom after that! Gtg now! Chiaux!
You know what I'm most irritated by now? MY FATHER!! All my siblings are irritated by him NOW! He's supposed to sleep but he's still nagging! Argh! Make my blood boil sia! Keep on sayingwanna throw our cats away! Wad crap sia! Don't tell us ar! If you wanna throw...Throw them! And then answer to my mother! If she doesn't scream at him, he's lucky enough! And I've lost my bro's hp charger...Wakaka! I forgot la where I put coz this evening I was too angry with my father that I didn't pay attention much to where I put those things...But I remember i put them on top of the closet and in the drawer...Haha! I'm so forgetful like my mother! LoL! Argh! I so jealous sia det time..My cuzzies can go out with their frenz...While I don't even see my frenz faces this holidays! Exclude the working days! We planned to go bowling...And last...Everyone is packed with homeworks and their own activities! My siblings all can go out and enjoy with their frenz! While I...STAY AT HOME LIKE STONE-AGE PEEPZ!
And school is starting next 2 weeks! Tomorrow's a Sunday...But I won't be going out...AGAIN! And I'll be alone at home coz everyon's working except for my brother but he's going for a wedding ceremony! I have the same fate as my cats! Stuck i this boring house! Actually this is supposed to be yesterday's post but I don't have internet...So I did this post on a notepad first...Haiz...Can life be any more boring than this? I hope NOT! Coz I'll die of boredom after that! Gtg now! Chiaux!
Saturday, 16 June 2007;12:29 am
Hey peepz! Today I went to musique workz..Some battle of the bands among the ITE students...Oh I didn't wanna go but I was unfortunately forced to go! Why I don't wanna go? Coz the place is fill with M & M!!! So not the drama! LoL! I'm anti them! Their hairs...OMG! So many styles! And some even looked like they are from planet of the apes! Wakakaka! And yea got this one ***** wear red chinese traditional costume when it's not even Chinese New Year! Siao! Wanna noe y I insult her like dis? Coz det freak insulted my bro's band like hell! They think they so good go and sing ar...! One part they realise me, kak zainab and kak yaya like scold them...Then det ass n her frenz stare at us like wanna fight liddat...! Eh! We ARE NOT scared of YOU! If u dare...One on one with me ar! You'll regret it for your whole bloody freaking life I tell you! Don't you dare look at me like that coz I'm not one of your species ok??!!
The concert was EXTREMELY NOISY and BORING! TRUST ME! Well my bro's band lost...Aww...It's just a stupid mat and minah rep competition...I don't think u shud be in that kind of competition. We will compete next year in Tampines Idol! LoL! Battle of he siblings! Wakakaka! After I hear that Jabbar won third place...I felt pissed off! I could have won too sia! Chist! Nvm...still got next year! The band who won was my favourite band...Djembridoo! They rocks man! The drummer was TALENTED! He played the Australian instrument while playing the drum! How cool is that?! VERY! And there was Evanonsense...That's not the real band name but they shud put that for their band name, i recommend! LoL! The vocalist sang like what sia! My ears cudden take it sia! You shud see the look on my face...I was SO BORED and after that bitch incident...I felt so fucked up!
Then went home abg pil treat me a meal at a coffeeshop...With his frenz! Oh ya...On the way...There was this green caterpillar on his shoulder! Euness!!! And when we were at the coffeeshop...His frenz were real joke sia! One of them once order Claypot Chicken Rice...But take away...Err...It would be called Tupperware Chicken Rice! Wakaka! And then the same guy was disgusted by prawns! He got phobia of prawns! HAHAHA! Never heard of that before! LoL! His frenz are freakingly weird! LOL! After that he drank New water but he pour at his milo cup...His milo finish oredi still gt very little left ar...So the water turned out chalky...My bro n his another fren were like saying it looks exactly like shit water! EEEUUUU!!! I was eating sia det tym! Yucks! And his another fren said the new water was the water last week he shit one! EEE! ANd my bro said that was the water he used to wash off our cat shit on the ground! EEE! Gross sia! XP They made me sick! Haha! But overall they r funny! Wakaka! Oh well I guess I'll stop here since it's 1.43 oredi! Bye2! Sweet dreams!
Me & Kak Yaya!!! Me & Kak Zainab!!!
Musique Workz! XP
That's the minah I hate so much! Muahaha! XD
I'm Actually Enjoying Myself. NOT!
Can get headache sia so noisy!
Thursday, 14 June 2007;6:50 pm
Hey peepz...! Okay...This is stupid...I'm posting a blog but I can't see my blog! Damn it sia! I'm so pissed! This blogskin was like super perfecto to me...But in the end I cannot see it! Argh! I'm so pissed off! Use my bro's laptop oso cannot see! What the...ARGH! Even my blogskin says I'm not emo! Just get it straight in your head that I'm not emo k? Hahas... I love this bloody skin...How can I see it sia...Ok wadeva with the layout...I still haven't return the freaking report book when the whole skool has handed in! Oh my god! I am SO dead! Well tomorrow I'm gonna return it to the office..Mdm Fara is SO gonna give me a long lecture when school reopens which is equal to...She's gonna kill me! I'm doomed! I'm juz being paranoid now... Extremely panicking now! Ok wadeva...She's not like gonna send me to recovery room or something...Right? Oh let it be true...I better apologise to her when she call me later! Erk! Sorry is the hardest word to say! LoL!! If I have to go to the recovery room for such minor problem...Argh! My record will be ruin! K la...I'm outta werds oredi la...Gtg! Bye2!
;2:00 am
Heya Peepz! Woah! This is late! LoL! Ok lets get on with this ok? Btw, Diyana...Ur present is done! LoL!
Today...I really miss my mum! No fair she's having a vacation and there's Malaysia Mega Sale and I'm still stuck in Singapore!!! Argh!! LoL! Ok I'm crazy! It's weird you know...My father takes extra care of his 4 children when my mum is not around! But when she's around...He always find fault with us! I oso don't understand! XP
Ok2...What happened today eh...
Today went to City Hall to return my Polar stuffs! Jon and Cik Rozita was there and that Shahril (Counter boy) LoL! I am SO bad! LoL! Serious wad...Always handle the counter! Haha! I went with my bro...So Cik Rozita ask me whether my bro was my bf or what...Was she blind?? We look almost like twins! And he's GIGANTIC! I was overjoyed Chris wasn't there! LoL! Then never gimme free food sia! Rabak siak! LoL! They all greeted me with a smile! LoL! Good enough la! LoL! Then when on the way home...My bro brought me to lorong whores! Oh my gosh! I think I need an eye surgery after that! LoL! I think over 40++ whores! They wear like their body is super cheap sia! Got one ar...Wear like gothic sey n wear so small until the boobs like wanna come out sia! Wad the *toot*! LoL! Freaking gross man! Talk about lots of bangladesh! Eu! Pervertic desperados! So me and my bro after that were like laughing at them...By saying that their hole muz be super loose by now! LOL!!! Ok censored! Kids shudden read this! LoL!
When I reach Tampines...Went to TM with my bro coz he wanted to meet his fren! I bought an L.P. Zone green n black sweater on the way! That's my third L.P. Zone sweater sia! LoL! My mum is so gonna scream at me! LoL! But it was $15 only! Who can resist?? Not me! LoL! When we went home...Yadda...Yadda...My cat drank water from the toilet bowl! What the freaking *toot*!?! Disgusting sia! So I closed the toilet seat, afraid he'll do that again! And a few moments later...He licked the toilet floor to drink water! What is wrong with that Mehk Ehk!? Crazy! Got water sia we put for them! Baby drank from the basin! But Mehk Ehk was scared of the basin! Crazy cat! One day I show u the pict la...It's in my bro hp n he's asleep now! Everyone is! And I'm hal asleep now! It's 2.18 a.m. For Goodness Sake! Nyte2 Peepz! Au Revoir!
Today...I really miss my mum! No fair she's having a vacation and there's Malaysia Mega Sale and I'm still stuck in Singapore!!! Argh!! LoL! Ok I'm crazy! It's weird you know...My father takes extra care of his 4 children when my mum is not around! But when she's around...He always find fault with us! I oso don't understand! XP
Ok2...What happened today eh...
Today went to City Hall to return my Polar stuffs! Jon and Cik Rozita was there and that Shahril (Counter boy) LoL! I am SO bad! LoL! Serious wad...Always handle the counter! Haha! I went with my bro...So Cik Rozita ask me whether my bro was my bf or what...Was she blind?? We look almost like twins! And he's GIGANTIC! I was overjoyed Chris wasn't there! LoL! Then never gimme free food sia! Rabak siak! LoL! They all greeted me with a smile! LoL! Good enough la! LoL! Then when on the way home...My bro brought me to lorong whores! Oh my gosh! I think I need an eye surgery after that! LoL! I think over 40++ whores! They wear like their body is super cheap sia! Got one ar...Wear like gothic sey n wear so small until the boobs like wanna come out sia! Wad the *toot*! LoL! Freaking gross man! Talk about lots of bangladesh! Eu! Pervertic desperados! So me and my bro after that were like laughing at them...By saying that their hole muz be super loose by now! LOL!!! Ok censored! Kids shudden read this! LoL!
When I reach Tampines...Went to TM with my bro coz he wanted to meet his fren! I bought an L.P. Zone green n black sweater on the way! That's my third L.P. Zone sweater sia! LoL! My mum is so gonna scream at me! LoL! But it was $15 only! Who can resist?? Not me! LoL! When we went home...Yadda...Yadda...My cat drank water from the toilet bowl! What the freaking *toot*!?! Disgusting sia! So I closed the toilet seat, afraid he'll do that again! And a few moments later...He licked the toilet floor to drink water! What is wrong with that Mehk Ehk!? Crazy! Got water sia we put for them! Baby drank from the basin! But Mehk Ehk was scared of the basin! Crazy cat! One day I show u the pict la...It's in my bro hp n he's asleep now! Everyone is! And I'm hal asleep now! It's 2.18 a.m. For Goodness Sake! Nyte2 Peepz! Au Revoir!
Tuesday, 12 June 2007;1:09 am
Hey peepz! Today's post will juz be on a peom I've made last year when I was Freakingly broken hearted that I even cried making this poem! Now? Tch! Waste my f***ing time only cry for that memory! Oredi got 2 tags that reli motivated me! LoL!! Motivated sak kene...No nid to noe wad I've juz said if u dun understand..Not important! Here's the poem!
If Only...
If my tears were meant for others...
It would have been meant for you...
If the world is meant for me and someone I knew...
The someone would have been you...
If the world is unfair to you...
I'll always be true to you...
If only I didn't know you...
It is certain that I wouldn't love you...
If only you were sincere to her...
We would still be together...
If only you didn't love me..
I wouldn't have to betray your love...
If only you really loved me...
You would have chose me...Not her...
If only I wasn't so stupid...
I should have known you couldn't be trusted!
If only I didn't love you...
I wouldn't have to let go of you...
If only you knew what I didn for you...
I'm sure that I'd be appreciated by you...
If only you had realise it...
I was still loving you...
You wouldn't have to make me your enemy,
But too late...Now you're one too...
From lovers to strangers,
That's about me and you...
I hope you'll be happy with her,
Hope you'll be happy for me too...
Even though I have no lover...
But I am happy...
When I'm not with you...
Evil Poem! LoL! The last part actualli I change abit!
It was too evil! XD
The thorns on the roses that cuts through my skin...
Isn't as painful as the time we said goodbye...
From love it changes to hatred...
You've disappoint me and now I HATE YOU!
You murdered my love...
And I hope some day you will get your retribution too!
I guess that's all...There's actuli a drawing la...A girl gripping a thorny rose until her hand bleed...Euu....LoL! Sorry la if the poems quite crap...But seriously...If you don't like it...Do me a favour k? Just Shut The Fuck Up! Coz I was broken hearted how can I make such lovely poems... K la! Gtg! It's 1.31 a.m. and at 8 i hav to wake up coz gt remedial at 9! So...adios amigos!
If Only...
If my tears were meant for others...
It would have been meant for you...
If the world is meant for me and someone I knew...
The someone would have been you...
If the world is unfair to you...
I'll always be true to you...
If only I didn't know you...
It is certain that I wouldn't love you...
If only you were sincere to her...
We would still be together...
If only you didn't love me..
I wouldn't have to betray your love...
If only you really loved me...
You would have chose me...Not her...
If only I wasn't so stupid...
I should have known you couldn't be trusted!
If only I didn't love you...
I wouldn't have to let go of you...
If only you knew what I didn for you...
I'm sure that I'd be appreciated by you...
If only you had realise it...
I was still loving you...
You wouldn't have to make me your enemy,
But too late...Now you're one too...
From lovers to strangers,
That's about me and you...
I hope you'll be happy with her,
Hope you'll be happy for me too...
Even though I have no lover...
But I am happy...
When I'm not with you...
Evil Poem! LoL! The last part actualli I change abit!
It was too evil! XD
The thorns on the roses that cuts through my skin...
Isn't as painful as the time we said goodbye...
From love it changes to hatred...
You've disappoint me and now I HATE YOU!
You murdered my love...
And I hope some day you will get your retribution too!
I guess that's all...There's actuli a drawing la...A girl gripping a thorny rose until her hand bleed...Euu....LoL! Sorry la if the poems quite crap...But seriously...If you don't like it...Do me a favour k? Just Shut The Fuck Up! Coz I was broken hearted how can I make such lovely poems... K la! Gtg! It's 1.31 a.m. and at 8 i hav to wake up coz gt remedial at 9! So...adios amigos!
Sunday, 10 June 2007;6:37 pm
Hey Peepz! Me again! It's like finally I'm done making this poem thingy...While still in the mood... To make the 'A Broken Heart' took such a long time you know! So complicated! Then I took like 15 minutes to finish the poem...About my feelings! Hahas! My broken heart la...duno y suddenly feel like doing it...After listening to Tiger Lily by Matchbook Romance...Memoriies...LoL! I siao oredi lor...I make oso for wad... Hu to giv...Hahas! Very emotional type one la the poem...Oh ya I drew a heart... Then there's a thorny rose like went through the heart and the heart bleed and the rose petals were falling... It shows that my heart is bleeding and I'm hurting and for the rose petals falling...Shows the fun in my life becoming lesser by day... Cey3! Speaking sia! Haha! Actually to tell u the truth...I drew it for fun! LoL! No meaning! [Argh! I accidentally fold the thing into half wif my leg!] oh shit...Hahas! Hmm..Now ar I feel like my jiwang-ness is becoming lesser...I listen to those metal, rock songs more frequently you see... I LOVE WITHIN TEMPTATION!!! Thanks Abang Faz for introducing the song to me! =P
This is my creation! Hahas! Too bad you can't read the content of the poem...
And the drawing is so blur! Coz I used pencil! This Pix will end this post! Chiau!
;3:16 am
Hey peepz...Good night? Hahas! Me again....Woah...It's 3.18 man! I was too engrossed changing my blogskin...That I forgot bout the time! Hahas! Do so long then the link cannot go! Walao! I spent the most time on links sia! Damn it! Eh my blog skin very emo liddat ar? Please la..Get this straight! I AM NOT EMO! I'm jiwang...Dunno how to translate...Ar the romantic2 relax2 type one la...Not rockers! LoL! Partly only...Hahas! Wah....Tired oredi liao...Don't forget to tag my blog eh peepz! You guys rulz! Peace out...Good night n sweet dreams...I'm gonna have dark circles like a panda if i continue to sleep late like this! O.O...LoLz...
Saturday, 9 June 2007;11:46 pm
Hey there peepz! Ahh...Finally I can enjoy my holidays! I think so...With the stack of holiday homeworks...I take back my words! Hahas! At least n more job for me ryte? I guess my prediction was wrong...I thought that school is worst than working...Well it's not to late to change the statement! As far as I can see...Today is the best working day ever ar! Not coz it's the last day...Ok...I'll tell you guys why...Me & Maizurah had the time of our lives! LoL!
Today was filled with so called 'revenge'! WoHoOoO! LoL! I was waiting for this freakin' day to come! And luckily Irene came! Muahahaha!!! Me & Azurah seriously showed our aitude to that 'nyonya'...I think it sound better without, '', HAHAHAHA!! Coz I'm juz stating the fact that she talk...acts...and looks like a nyonya! Hahaha!
How can she say I so fat! At least I'm not stumpy like you! I hate you for life for saying that! Arse hole! I was so angry after she said that...She can keep on calling us dear and touching us! Wei! Deer at zoo la! Touch2 people...Disgusting ar! Every time she touch me...I will wipe my hand! LoL! I culdn't stand it when she wasted water and paper just like that and ten she said nevermind la...Only a bit..Ya right! A bit! A lot sia! I felt like smacking her for not saving the earth and taking it lightly! Seriously I hate her I tell ya!
I made wrong tea ar...Annie the supervisor never scold me then she yack so much at me as if she SOOO GOOOD! Go to hell la! Then I say ar..."Then Annie never scold me leh..." Over sia that freak! Even Jon the head supervisor hate her! Kwang3!!! He said she very irritating! Like...OBVIOUSLY! LoL!
Then she gossip bout Christine...One of my collague la...She ask me..."Eh christina always scold you or not?"...I answer back la.."Not so la...Better than you..." Wakakaka! Even Annie laughed! XD!!! LoL! I couldn't stop laughing seh! Haha! Wan say people she worse sia! Even Cik Rozita and Maizurah also laughed! XD!! Joke of the day! But she didn't hear it...LoL! She tot I say "Almost everytday" or something like that ar...Kinda' forgot la...
Got one time she say she got a teenage daughter...So she undersatand how we feel ar...YA RIGHT! Then she say...But work with this girl(me)...can mampos(die) ar! Like what?! So I said softly...You want to mampos yo mampos la...With pleasure I'll stay here longer! Keep on saying mampos sia! Oh ya! Got one part! She tease this small malay boy...Then the boy go and imitate her like "Nyenyenye!" LOL!!!!! I was laughing SO HARD! LoL! Serves her lah for imitating me twice! Irritating sia! She's a great definition of "irritating"!
Then we said we wan go home la..Actually we went to Suntec to buy Annie a present...I bought her a handphone pouch and maizurah bought her a bracelet! She really love it! And then nyonya jealous came! LoL! She was really rushing! Hahaha! I think she jealous! Seriously! She talk so much sia! "Waste money leh you all! So rich meh? This thing very expensive one!" Eh jealous say jealous ar we never buy for you! Then I say ar...I show her my true side..."Eh I never ask for your money what..." Hahahahaha! Then she speechless sia...Annie and Cik Rozita was like...Wah...Hahaha! Don't play play ar...She really make my blood go upstairs sia! I was very annoyed at that time!
Then we took Cik Rozita's number...Then Annie gave us Can drinks for free! I got ice lemon tea! $2 sia n we got for free..Maizurah took coca-cola...$1.80 only..At 7-eleven WAY cheaper sia! The big gulp la...Mixture of two more BEST! Haha! That's what I do when I buy big gulp! Early in the day Annie gave us chocolates she buy from 7-eleven...the 4 for $1.95...I love it! hahas! And last time I got free milkshake...Iced Chocolate...Eclair...all from Annie...You think I want to leave her without giving her a present? No Way! LoL! Ok la...I really wanna chill now! Got to go! Bye! I'm gonna miss working.... NOT! LoL!
Today was filled with so called 'revenge'! WoHoOoO! LoL! I was waiting for this freakin' day to come! And luckily Irene came! Muahahaha!!! Me & Azurah seriously showed our aitude to that 'nyonya'...I think it sound better without, '', HAHAHAHA!! Coz I'm juz stating the fact that she talk...acts...and looks like a nyonya! Hahaha!
How can she say I so fat! At least I'm not stumpy like you! I hate you for life for saying that! Arse hole! I was so angry after she said that...She can keep on calling us dear and touching us! Wei! Deer at zoo la! Touch2 people...Disgusting ar! Every time she touch me...I will wipe my hand! LoL! I culdn't stand it when she wasted water and paper just like that and ten she said nevermind la...Only a bit..Ya right! A bit! A lot sia! I felt like smacking her for not saving the earth and taking it lightly! Seriously I hate her I tell ya!
I made wrong tea ar...Annie the supervisor never scold me then she yack so much at me as if she SOOO GOOOD! Go to hell la! Then I say ar..."Then Annie never scold me leh..." Over sia that freak! Even Jon the head supervisor hate her! Kwang3!!! He said she very irritating! Like...OBVIOUSLY! LoL!
Then she gossip bout Christine...One of my collague la...She ask me..."Eh christina always scold you or not?"...I answer back la.."Not so la...Better than you..." Wakakaka! Even Annie laughed! XD!!! LoL! I couldn't stop laughing seh! Haha! Wan say people she worse sia! Even Cik Rozita and Maizurah also laughed! XD!! Joke of the day! But she didn't hear it...LoL! She tot I say "Almost everytday" or something like that ar...Kinda' forgot la...
Got one time she say she got a teenage daughter...So she undersatand how we feel ar...YA RIGHT! Then she say...But work with this girl(me)...can mampos(die) ar! Like what?! So I said softly...You want to mampos yo mampos la...With pleasure I'll stay here longer! Keep on saying mampos sia! Oh ya! Got one part! She tease this small malay boy...Then the boy go and imitate her like "Nyenyenye!" LOL!!!!! I was laughing SO HARD! LoL! Serves her lah for imitating me twice! Irritating sia! She's a great definition of "irritating"!
Then we said we wan go home la..Actually we went to Suntec to buy Annie a present...I bought her a handphone pouch and maizurah bought her a bracelet! She really love it! And then nyonya jealous came! LoL! She was really rushing! Hahaha! I think she jealous! Seriously! She talk so much sia! "Waste money leh you all! So rich meh? This thing very expensive one!" Eh jealous say jealous ar we never buy for you! Then I say ar...I show her my true side..."Eh I never ask for your money what..." Hahahahaha! Then she speechless sia...Annie and Cik Rozita was like...Wah...Hahaha! Don't play play ar...She really make my blood go upstairs sia! I was very annoyed at that time!
Then we took Cik Rozita's number...Then Annie gave us Can drinks for free! I got ice lemon tea! $2 sia n we got for free..Maizurah took coca-cola...$1.80 only..At 7-eleven WAY cheaper sia! The big gulp la...Mixture of two more BEST! Haha! That's what I do when I buy big gulp! Early in the day Annie gave us chocolates she buy from 7-eleven...the 4 for $1.95...I love it! hahas! And last time I got free milkshake...Iced Chocolate...Eclair...all from Annie...You think I want to leave her without giving her a present? No Way! LoL! Ok la...I really wanna chill now! Got to go! Bye! I'm gonna miss working.... NOT! LoL!
Saturday, 2 June 2007;8:36 pm
Friday, 1 June 2007;11:38 pm
Hey peepz! Long tym no blog eh? Well... No pc how to blog? I got my own laptop now! Whee!~ LoL! Wah...My exam result lyk shit man! I got like 3rd last in class man... So disappointed...Haiz...Nevermind...Try harder next time! LoL! Won't yack so much today...Tomorrow still working...Haiyah! Sucks leh! And I'm like so freakingly hate that job coz they are like control freaks! I'll never work at Polar ever again in my life! Regret! Too late for that! Erm...I moved house oredi u noe! LoL! Way bigger than the last house! Where I live now? Why should I tell you??? Life would have been better if I hadn't chose to work! Argh! And like hello? I work so far sia! At City Hall sia! I really missed blogging! And missed chatting for God's Sake! That dy got injection before the first day of work...I was shivering! LoL! I hate injection needles! Work like crap + injection...pay only $4 an hour! Where can one! I wanna quit!!!
The best month is like finally here! No not the school holidays part....The GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!!! So far I've bought a new bag, a minnie mouse cushion and a laptop... The rest I buy for people only...Today my bro's 25th birthday! Happy Birthday Bro! K la! I think I should take a rest coz tomorrow working! Like crap right? Argh! Work on weekends while other students enjoy their holiday, I'm suffering! Damn it! LoL! K La! Adios! Take Care! =)
The best month is like finally here! No not the school holidays part....The GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!!! So far I've bought a new bag, a minnie mouse cushion and a laptop... The rest I buy for people only...Today my bro's 25th birthday! Happy Birthday Bro! K la! I think I should take a rest coz tomorrow working! Like crap right? Argh! Work on weekends while other students enjoy their holiday, I'm suffering! Damn it! LoL! K La! Adios! Take Care! =)
