Smile to the camera!! [Ceyh Step Pro Ar... xD]


Awww...Mumzies so pretty! AND WHITE. xD



Me and Mumzies! See any resemblances?




That's my new style! Hehe! Nice or not? =X

HELLO....!
Omg it's 2.08 a.m. and I just blogged? -.-
Sorry luh...Very VERY busy...
Edited the pictures I took with my mum...
Went to the makeover thingy today...
SHE MADE ME LOOK OLD! Grrr...!! xD
Nevermind, I still think it was nice. Haha!
Mum had a makeover too!
She looked soooo cute!!! Hehe!
Was that my mum or my sister? =X
Hahas! Yea she looked GLAM
with fake eye lashes...! Haha!

Anyway, I got a new dress from that makeover...
Mum bought for me...
A long and sleeveless dress... Dunno how to explain.
Sexy shit sia! Hahaha! I look like Tarzan? xD
Obviously I'll wear it with something inside...
Only for that photoshoot...
The fake eyelashes...Not really worth it.
I mean, mine is GORGEOUS...
The one I bought for prom...
And cost the same as this one. Hiish.
Photoshoot. SHOOT. -.-
Most of the pictures weren't nice! DAMN IT!
I looked fat and you didn't tell me!? DAMN YOU!
You CANNOT be a photographer! xD
I mean there were at least 10 photos,
where I looked stupid or not ready at all! -.-
Nevermind, at least I felt like a model! Haha!
And thank you so much mama & ayah! Hehe!
I feel like I wasted your money somehow...
Ok I did. Maybe I should get a job...
I really feel guilty about this makeover. Hahas!

Anyway then went back home...
Oh ya...bloody hell sia got 2 heartburns in a day...
but just a VERYYYYYY slight one uh...
Lucky I brought along my Gaviscon! Haha!
It's just some medication...Delicious one. Haha!
I mean it. And I can chew it! [That's the best part. xD]
Ok whatever...Eat too much chilli already...
That's why too many heartburns...[Padan muker! xD]
At home, got more photoshoot...
With my mum... Haha!
I'm a good camerawoman you know! Hahaha!
And so is my mum! ^^ [I taught her! xD]
Took 129 pictures of us? Hahah!
Mostly my pictures la... x))
We had LOTS of fun! Hehe!

I bought a plushie!! For someone. Haha!
That's ENOUGH info. xD
Serious discount going on! Wheee~! Haha!
I also bought a "Little Miss Chatterbox" tee...$7...
And another one of my elastic hairband...Pink!
I wanted to buy this Bling ring... Quite big..
There's a letter uh...I wanted to choose between...
N,A,S,K,R... Then I was stucked with...S or K...[LOL.]
Then I picked S...Syakirin! Hehe!
BUT, when I wanna pay, there was no discount,
so I put back then I just buy the hairband! HAHA! xD
So now I'm left with $30 to survive for 3 months.
How 'delightful'.... Hahaha!
I NEED A JOB!
I NEED TO WIN THAT $10K!!! So...Do vote for me yea! HAHA!
http://mmsing.stomp.com.sg/video.php?catid=1#

Anyway, to end this post, I got some pictures!
Edited ones la.. Haha! ADIOS! ^^

HOHO! Oh my GOSH....
You know what??
SOMEONE IS OBVIOUSLY JEALOUS
that my voice is nice! Hahaha!
To call yourself a superstar from our school.
Let me share something with some of you...

A true singer will realise
even the littlest talent any person has...
They see others who can sing as friends
who share the common talent as them,
instead of seeing them as 'rivals'...

Anyway, MISSY...You don't have to
find the trouble to perform JUST to prove
that your singing is better than mine...
I'm sorry if you think I stole some fans from you,
but you can have them back if you want,
coz I've already quit singing you see...
But I SURE can't give you SOMETHING back...
Which is your duet partner! HAHAHA!
I guess you'd better find a new duet partner then?
Anyway, congratulation, you're the BEST
female singer in our school....
I didn't even said I was the best... o.o...
Ever thought that I even supported you before? O.o
I LOVE YOUR VOICE BABE! I mean it!
I don't een wish to steal your title...
I mean, you're the winner,
and I'm the Junyuan Superstar audition reject...
What a BIG difference! o.o...
And I know where I stand when it comes to this...
Coz I'm not a singer... Like you are.. =)

And I performed for Teachers' Day this year,
as ALL OF YOU CAN SEE...
I didn't want FAME... All I wanted was...
To serenade to my FAVOURITE TEACHER...
MR ANG KUANG SOON... =)
and give him a teachers' day gift,
that he will not forget! Not to gain popularity! -.-
And next year I'm doing it again,
because of Mdm Fauziah...She requested it.
I performed for Prom because of REQUEST
by Miss Zaleha...
You think I WANT to be a singer? Haha!
That's the last thing I wanna be! xD
The only time I sing for MYSELF is...
This MMSing contest! I WANT THE MONEY! xD
[Oh ya vote for me! xD http://mmsing.stomp.com.sg/video.php?catid=1]

Hmm speaking of which...
I suddenly feel so sad... =(
Haishh.... Mr Ang!! I miss you...!
I miss asking you so many questions in class,
I miss those sarcastic jokes you give the class,
I miss your WONDERFUL teaching,
I miss how you taught me and at the same time,
make me laugh...
I miss that (-.-) expression you always make! xD
I miss carrying those maths books for you,
I MISS BEING A MATHS REP!!
And Mr Ang, thanks for giving me the confidence
that I needed for my A Maths 'O' Level Exams...
Aren't you the best teacher anyone can wish for? =))
It's so unfair that I only knew you last year!
I didn't expect that teacher I saw when I was sec 1,
whom I thought never smiles,
would be my favourite teacher EVER! ^^
And I gave him an email!! Haha!
I Miss Him The MOST Right Now... =(

Anyway, I went to bed around 5.30 this morning...
Chat with two people who can drive me
crazy from laughing! xD
Suhaimi and Terrence...!
I don't know what happened to Rence last night...
Super lame sia... Hahaha!
But he really made me laugh la.. xD
Until my stomach hurts and THEN
I got a heartburn. Hahaha!
Laughed too much already... xD
Then when I was about to sleep,
I almost got another heartburn...
Just had the chest pain...
So I ate my medicine and went to sleep.

So many dreams shared...
Will any of them come true...?
The answer lies in our hearts... =)

Wheeeeee~! Guess what?
I LOST 3.5 kg seyhh!!! Hahaha!
I round it up as 4 kg la... Hahahaa!
YAY!!! I'm so happy!!
Actually I ate chocolates like almost
every day this week, but
I got sick most of the days...
I guess that explains my weight loss!
Whhheeeee~! So happy! Haha!
Let's see, I should maintain this weight.
I mean this is my LIGHTEST weight this year!
OF COURSE I'M HAPPY! Haha!
I won't tell you guys my weight though! Huhu!
NOT important seyh! Haha!

Today was baby sitting day... Haha!
I spent most of my time with Fiqry today...
Lets see...I became more responsible
as an aunt to Fiqry? Haha!
I'm a little bit weak today...
But yea, I overcame that already. Haha!
I must be STRONG!! xD
I ate a lot of junkies today.. haha!
I DIDN'T EAT CHOCOLATE!! =((
Hahaha OK lame eh Kirin... Haha!
YOU KNOW WHAT??!
My parents are going to Malacca
on the 17th, 18th & 19th of January?!!
ONE OF THE DAYS... I might get my RESULTS!
THAT IS SO...ARGHHH! =(((((
Nevermind, I have my sister with me! ^^
Oh yea, the two of us are wayyyy closer nowadays!
And I'm sooo happy about it! Hehes! ^^

Oh yes! Oh yes! Just now, I got
interrogated by my mum in the lift! o.o...
She pulled my hand and checked my wrists....
I was like... *gulp*... Hahaha!
Scars are gone, but marks are there...
Eeeks! I thought I made it CLEAR???
What's IN the blog,
Stays IN the blog.
I mean, what the hell siaa...?? O.o...
I said I SWORE TO ALLAH
I will NEVER slit again! NEVER.
I don't break my promises!
Why must whoever who told my mum
TELL MY MUM ABOUT IT?? O.O
I know you care about me la...
Sincerely, I'm touched...
But I'm alright...
I was unhealthy coz of my menses,
not because of my slitting.
Don't worry about me so much la sweetie...!
And Kak Yaya, I WON'T slit again...
How many times must I tell you?? Haha!

I was being Emo that time...
I'm all cheerful already ok?
I won't slit anymore coz I have my sunshine with me!
Hahas my bestfriend la... =)
Speaking of which...
Get well soon sweetheart...
I knew something was not right last night!
[Sorry for sms-ing you so late! Haha! =X]

I guess that's all la! BYE2!!
And vote for me! Hahaha!
http://mmsing.stomp.com.sg/video.php?catid=1
Thanks and goodbye!

Hrmms...I suddenly feel so weak.
Today it felt like impossible
for me to get out of bed...Just so...Weak.
My hips were aching until now...
Maybe I twisted and turned too much in bed.
Coz I know the bed was all messed up
when I woke up... Hehe...
Wanna type also like not much energy...
I don't know why am I feeling so...
Lethargic, tired and weak.
Not sleepy though.

I watched Dealova just now...
I didn't know I had the VCD.
Again, I cried when Dira passed away. Hehs.
This time I really concentrate on the show...
Karra said Ibel's favourite colour was blue...Hehe
that is exactly like the person he reminds me of. =)
He told me last night that blue
is his favourite colour...
I was just too much la yesterday...
Venting my anger on him...
I'm so sorry... I won't do it again...
I'm so fortunate to find a friend
as understanding as you! =)

Won't stay up so late tonight...
I don't think I have the energy to do so...
Actually last night I was realllyyy tired & weak...
Kept on dozing off? But yea...
I didn't tell my friends that... xD
So I slept at... 5.15 a.m.? Hahaha!
My goodbye session with this ONE person eh...
Can take like more than half an hour! -.-
Nevermind, at least I can have my laugh! xD

Anyway, at 10 p.m., IT'S TV TIME!!
I forgot the name of the show...The male gigolo... LoL!
Funny show la! Must watch! Haha!
I guess I'll be staying up late,
watching TV. Did I just said that? xD
Ok lahh I have to go already...Goodbye.

P.S. I miss you so much already... SO MUCH! =(
Di mana saja kau berada...
Ku kan tetap bersamamu...
Walaupun jasadku jauh...
Namun hatiku tetap padamu...

And I realised, my bestfren just crossed me out on her bestie list in her blog... And I don't even know what I did wrong to her... =(

Do vote for me yea! Hehe!
I mean, it IS my 1st and LAST contest I'll be joining.
http://mmsing.stomp.com.sg/video.php?catid=1

MMOOOODDDYYYYYY... -.-
Anyway, today, I went out with Aiha.
Last minute plan. So, yea.
We simply chill out and talked...
She bought some stuffs,
I just bought a drink. Hahas!
I only had $4 with me! Waddya' expect? O.o
Oh by the way, I'm a...
DEALOVADDICT! ^^
Ok random.

We joked quite a lot just now...
She showed me her friend, a guy, my age.
All I saw was this malay uncle and auntie...
Then I point to those people again
for confirmation...And she WAS referring
to them! o.o... That UNCLE...is 16? xDDDD
Like HAHAHAHA! Those specs & moustache...
Completes the "I'm-an-uncle" look. xD
I couldn't believe my ears when she said he's 16! o.o
And what am I? 3 years old? xD

Wow...now it seems like every day,
I'll sleep around 4-5 a.m.... This must stop.
Lets see...My latest shall be 2.45 from now on.
Hahas! But I can't sleep early! o.o
Talk about NOCTURNAL! xD
Anyway, I have a new crush but
there's something REALLY different...
As in, I get all jumpy and such when my
old crush says something to me...
As though I'm in heaven or so... HAHA!
But this time, I'm just...Cool with it? Haha!
As in, we chat lah...
All I do is smile all the way? Hahaha!
Don't even mention laugh!
My stomach can hurt from laughing too much! xD
Anyway, sooner or later you'll find out
who's this 'crush' I'm talking about...! xD
For now, he's my Ibel from Dealova,
and I'm Karra from that same show. xD
Though he's not as hot as Ibel,
and I don't let guys kiss me like Karra does. xD
Looks like I might not have my FIRST
guy after my 3rd year in poly... xD
It MIGHT be earlier? God knows... xD

P.S. http://mmsing.stomp.com.sg/video.php?catid=1
HAHA! =X
Do you know that you can vote, EVERY DAY? Hahaha!

[Updated: 11.41 pm]
Wheeee~! I'm so giddy!! Haha!
It's because I played Guitar Heroes...
I used the controller only luh...
It was still fun though! The pressure!! xD
My status? Pro! Hahaha!
I thought I have gone deaf for a while...
3 hours straight listening to hardcore? WHOOO~! xD
Oh yea I'm still "rockin' out" right now... Haha!
But just to Bullet luh...
LOVE YOU GUYS!! BFMV ROCKS!
ESPECIALLY MATT TUCKS!! ^^
[That's my boyfriend! HAHA! =X]
Kinda lost my voice a little after singing
Tears Don't Fall & Hand Of Blood...
Wheee~! I LOVE the screamo parts! GAHHHHH!! ^^
So what if I lose my voice? xD
Anyway, I had a few minutes of karaoke session
with my mum just now...
Then I watched Snow Dogs with her...
It's like a mum and daughter's time! Hahaha!
Only the two of us were at home!
Then she supported me while I played Guitar Heroes.
Until dad came home,
I had to lower down the volume,
and there goes my mood to rock... Hahaha!
So yea, cleared up the game and here I am
Alone in my room, ROCKIN' OUT! Hahaa!

And thanks for those dresses and the blouse Kak Yaya!
Very pretty luh! Even prettier with scarf! Haha!
Speaking of WHICH...I dreamt that,
I taught Charmain how to wear a scarf...
And she was a...Muslim? LOL! xD
Ok random much? xD

Today, I mean, YESTERDAY...-.-

Hmm...staying at home the whole RAINY day
SURE was boring...
And to make it worse, I was sick.
Talk about...IRRITATING. -.-
And to make it worse,
This idiot, suddenly say hello to me on MSN,
then asked me to tell him EVERYTHING about me.
Even told me to send him my picture. Sicko. -.-
Of course, he was IGNORED.
And SOMEBODY was very angry with this flirt! xD
And I had fun singing with someone
using the voice convo on MSN... Haha!
My voice sucks! EEEEE...! =X
That person's voice is sooooo nice la seyh! ^^
We sound niccceeee together! Hahaha! OOPS. xD
Should try convincing this singer
to sing at my brother's wedding... ^^

Anyway, I won't talk much about what happened,
coz all I did was...Chat? Hahaha!
And I had 2 heartburns in a day. Wow.
And YOU...Worry so much about me,
in the end, you are sick yourself...
Stop worrying about me la...
I hope you get well soon! =)

Just the thought of you makes me smile...

Ok this is REALLY getting old...
Vote for me!! Haha! [Pathetic siak Kirin... xD]
http://mmsing.stomp.com.sg/video.php?catid=1

Anyway...I HATE THIS DAY DAMMIT!
WHY you asked??! WHY?!!
This cramp just got WORSE!
Panadols not working, warm water not working,
WHAT ELSE CAN WORK?? o.o...
The cold weather just adds on to my
"HELL ZONE"... -.-
Extra long sleeve shirt, Extra long pants...
What else??! -.-
Shivering lahh bodoh... xD
Wait2...Let me get my cardigan... xD
So...Any suggestion girls?
Coz I HATE this cramp! -.-

Anyway, about that job...
They don't seem to call my friend back,
like they PROMISED. -.-
Whatever... Suddenly, I don't feel like working. xD
Today...I ate SOOO many thing.
Chocolates.
Lobster.
3 plates of noodles.
Chocolates.
AND CHOCOLATES!
Wheeeee~! That's me when I'm having it! Haha!
EAT EAT EAT! xD
Anyway, I gotta go...
Too cold already! xP
BYE2!!!

OH YES! Did I say? This is my 501 th post! Haha!
How COOL is that??! xD
Anyway, dad bought mum this big pink rose!
Aww...So sweet... And I'm so jealous! Haha!
All I ever want is a flower from anyone...
And a real flower that is...
Not like what Mr Tang gave me... A paper flower... haha!
But that was VERY sweet of him! Haha!
First guy to give me a flower? LOL. xD
Sounds SO wrong. xDDD

And I just had to be dumb? xD
I know today is my first day...
BUT, I still went out.
Prepare to suffer? I'm afraid so.
Anyway, my sis treat me, my mum,
Abang Faz and their son at BBQ Chicken.
I ate err...Hot Hot Drum? Oh whatever...
It was SO not spicy. -.-
But it was still yummy! Haha!
Ok then we simply stroll around and window shop...
Then we went to the arcade at E Hub...
We played that game,
where we get LOTS of sweets and a toy.

Me & mum played on one machine,
while my sis played another one with her hubby.
Anyway, me & mum won first! Wheee~!
Mum was a PRO! Haha!
Lots of screaming going on when I'm around. xD
I screamed when I get lots of sweets,
I also screamed when I get no sweet at all. xD
Wasted around $25? Haha!
My sis wasted more though... xD
Anyway, I got a Baby Tweety! ^^
My sis got a Baby Taz... I wanted Baby Taz,
but I already bought that Baby Taz,
so yea...No choice actually... Haha!

Then we took the ferris wheel ride...
Weee~! The lights are so pretty... Hehe!
But the ride was...lets say...plain? boring? xD
Then went to D'Marquee? Haha! I dunno how to spell.
Supposed to be a sale...
But it sucks... Though I tried on
some G2000 Blazers.. $49...Ouch... xD
Well, I can see myself in that one day! Haha!
I can't wait to start my life in business... =)
Not long after that, hell came...
The excruciating pain started.
I was like panicking? I needed to sit,
but there wasn't any chair,
and I have to maintain my facial exression,
coz there were lots of people?
Gosh the toilet won't help...
Coz it's no toilet business here. -.-
Actually rght now it's hurting...
Mum's gonna give me a massage soon.
Every month, same thing happens. Hmm...
IT SUCKS! -.-

Anyway, I watched Ice Princess.
It's a very good show indeed.
And Hayden's brother, "Teddy"?...
IS LIKE SO HANDSOME! Hahaha!
Those eyes... Motivates me to watch the show. xD
Anyway, I really gotta go...
I'm really in pain right now... =X
Goodbye sweethearts! =)
Oh yes, pictures will be uploaded other times! =)

Wow...I got 23 votes already... Hehes...
I really wanna thank all those sweethearts
for your support... =)
I really appreciate it... And especially you
Zulaiha... It's very nice of you... Hehe!
Even if I don't win, I'll still be happy,
for the fact that I have my own supporters. =)

Helo. I FEEL LIKE SHIT.
Lets see... Mainly because of
this STUPID PMC I'm having... -.-
It's a sort of cramp... Hmmm...
Even the Wild Wild Wet trip is CANCELLED.
And serious case of insomnia last night...
I tried to sleep uh...
But I think around 2 a.m. then I could sleep.
Then around 4 or so...I woke up again,
and had a hard time sleeping AGAIN. -.-...
Something's just NOT right.

Haiiz... That panadol isn't working... -.-
Apart from this, Nadia called for job
this morning and they say
they will call her back for further info.
[Huhu...There's hope huh? =)]
This morning went to my
sister's future house...Just around the corner.
It's a big house! ^^

Yesterday was a seriously moody day...
Main cause... PMS. -.-
Imagine, I stood at my house corridor,
for like an HOUR...Listening to sappy songs...
And singing at the same time... Like... Haha?
Jiwang ke perr...xD
And I saw this chinese guy...He was err...
Teasing a dog?? -.-
He pointed his 'THING' to the dog...
And tapping 'IT' as though he's
calling the dog to BITE it. -.-...-.-...-.-...
Gosh how I wish the door would just open,
and the dog will pounce on him. xD

MIGHT have an interview tomorrow.
Hopefully luh...
I'm looking forward to work at Whitesands...
Coz it's near? haha!
And Friday, I might have a makeover...
Speaking of which, I need to make an appointment
for that before 31st of December...
And before I start working that is.
And I need to remind myself,
to take measurements for my grandma...
I guess that's all?
Urghh...It hurts so bad! -.-
Nevermind...First day is always like this. Haha...
Should be better soon... I think.
MY MOOD STILL SUCKS. -.-
Maybe coz I miss someone? Hahas...
I don't know...Don't worry he's not Mr I...
I do not miss him... -.-...Why should I? O.o

And yea vote for me...
http://mmsing.stomp.com.sg/video.php?catid=1
Again, I'm Nur Assyakirin...
Gosh...this is getting old... -.-

Just a random post.
I really need to blog... Coz I'm err...confused?
First of all... Last night's dream.
I went to bed at 5 a.m...
But I only slept around 5.30 a.m...
Troubled mind & stomach. Hmm...
Anyway, I was thinking...
How will my result turn out to be...
Good...Or bad? So I dragged that into my dream.
But in the dream...
Me and Maizurah were extra close...
Like yea, those bestfriends in TV.
Ain got her results first.
She didn't really liked it and she just wished me luck.
I know after that I cried coz she was like
CLEVER and didn't do well...
WHAT ABOUT ME?! -.-

As my friends were busy saying...
'Oh my gosh I'm so worried...'
I was gazing across the hall...And
outside the square thingy near the staircase.
Hahaha! And there's someone who's doing the
same thing to me luh... Hahas! [WEIRD. xD]
And it's that look, I used to always get in school...
That look, that I used to always love...
That look, which is gone...forever.
And it's that look, from that guy.
It's kinda weird...Why did I even dream about him?
I thought he's gone from my life...
Well, reality speaking, he is gone from my life.
But why was he in that dream?
But the thing is, I talked to Maizurah soon after.
I remembered we talk about another guy.
I didn't know who the person was. xD
I see...There's like, a meaning.
But what is it? Oh whatever.
I need to do some brainwashing.

Hmm...I sense something is wrong with my friendship.
Okay lah this is random...But...
It's been a while since the two of us met...
And I just got this feeling that...
I hurt her recently... Well I hope I didn't
and if I did...I'm really sorry...
If we're drifting apart,
can't we do something to save it? Hmm...?

Hmm...Called for job today...
They were too busy to entertain.
I don't really care...
But yea someone said something that really hurt me.
I should work, so I wouldn't be home?
What is that supposed to mean???
I wonder...Did that person thought, what
I would feel if I hear that? Gosh...I don't think so. -.-
Since you've said so...Hahas! Like I said...
Thanks! For the permission! I'll work ok? =)
Sarcasm? Or excitement? You decide.
Whatever it is...It totally screwed up my mood...
I got no mood for anyone...For the WHOLE week.
Right now, all I wanna do is ignore everyone.
Handphone switched off.
MSN, not planning to go online.
And I don't bother meeting up with anyone.
Anyone who has an appointment with me this week,
consider it as cancelled. EVERYTHING CANCELLED.
I don't wanna see any of you. -.-
Except for my grandma's birthday...
So...errr...see ya cuzzies!

Anyway, VOTE for me.
http://mmsing.stomp.com.sg/video.php?catid=1
The name's Nur Assyakirin. xD

Maybe I should reallllllyyyy consider
about study abroad...
It might be cool huh?
Who would miss me anyway? =)

Helo. Lets go straight to the point today.
Since I'm SICK. Damn it. -.-
I got this major diarrhoea. ISH.
ANYWAY, I went to have lunch
with my family today..
Only my dad and one of my bro wasn't there.
Anyway, I ate Hokkien Noodle.
Then went home, prayed, and RUSHED
to Tampines West CC.
For Terrence's performance...
That guy ehh... He said 7.30 pm!!
But he peformed around 9.30 pm or so?
OMG, the other bands reeks. -.-
I feel like stealing that mic,
AND SING! xD
But as usual...I LOVE
Terrence's singing! Hahaha!
My comp got problem...
I can't tranfser the pictures.
Tomorrow can? =))

Anyway, I met Farah, so yea...
It wasn't so bad... If I didn't saw her...
Obviously I went home already. xD
There were LOTS to share! Hahahaha!
We really miss each other seyh!! ^^ *HuGs*
I also met Shikin, but she didn't stay.
I guess that's all...
I'm confused with myself seyh... Haha!
Weird weird Kirin... x)
Hopefully I can get that job that I want... Hmmm...
Anyway... VOTE FOR ME!!!
http://mmsing.stomp.com.sg/video.php?catid=1
LOL! Thanks! Bye2!! ^^

The video's up at STOMP!
http://202.157.174.100/20081217-mms-Salleh/Player.html
Eh vote for me please! VOTE FOR ME!
Got some wrong info about the rules...
I thought can only sing for 1 minute... Ish...
Anyway...Here's the link!
I'll put the link up EVERYDAY. Haha!
http://mmsing.stomp.com.sg/video.php?catid=1
I know must sign up and all...
I won't force you guys la...
Anyway voting is until March 31st 2009...
I might upload another one? Haha!
JUST in case. xD
Thanks for those sweethearts,
who have voted for me! LOVE YOU PEEPZ!
if some of you still can't find my video...
http://mmsing.stomp.com.sg/
go there and go under 'View & Vote Category A'...
Once again, thanks for your support! xD

Yay! I went swimming!
Boo! I didn't get to go to Singapore EXPO.
Oh well... Maybe next time?
Today, I just did 5 laps in the pool...
THEN this fucking bangladesh guy
PURPOSELY swam under me!
Of coz I point BOTH of my middle finger at him!
GET A LIFE PERVERT.
What the hell sia... Argh! So angry! -.-
Go and die la that idiot! F**KER! -.-
Anyway, it was fun swimming with Kak Yaya! ^^
And I'm getting better in swimming! ^^

Anyway, I'm calling for a job this monday...
I'm actually working to help my friend. Haha!
Poor thing la she tried so hard to get a job...
Until now still no job...
So yea, why not we work together...
Though CONFIRM different shifts... Ish...!
Nevermind... She needs the money
more than I need that money. Haha!
And I'm sorry if I hurt you Mai... =X
I don't intend to...
I planned this since last friday...
I'm really2 sorry...
I know you'll understand me... =)

Gosh I shouldn't have break that 'BFF Rule'...
Which is to have more than one BFF...
Well, I'll do my best to make both of em' happy! =)
Got this feeling eh... In poly,
I'll make another BFF? Hahaha! OOPS... xD

Hey2! Today there's Forum Perdana
at Singapore EXPO!
EHHHH~! I wanna go seyh!!
They have a talk on how to
overcome challenges given by God.
Coooooolll! Haha! CONFIRM
90% of the hall is filled with old people. xD
Hmm...Too bad my grandma's sick.
And I can't go with her...
Hopefully my mum can...
I'll ask her later...

Oh ya! I forgot to say!
Next Sunday, I'll begin my religious class,
at Andalus at Geylang...
Hmmm so far... Oh well...
You don't know how DELIGHTED I am
to hear that news! Yay~! haha!
Anywayyyy... I need to pray uh! Haha!
I'll blog again tonight aites?
Hmm...Nadia should be back in Singapore by now...
Hope our plan is still on...
Or that present will dust on my shelf... xD

Talk about emotional...

Slitting.
Lets see... What's the point?
Anyway, I tried it that day,
just because I wanna know...
WHY THE HELL...These EMOKIDS
slit? Where's the fun of it?
And for the muslims, apart from
pain and UGLY wrist...
IT'S A SIN! -.-
Most importantly, UGLY WRIST!
Rather than WASTING blood...
Why don't you keep it all inside,
until you're 16...Then you go to HPB,
and donate some blood for the needs?
Well isn't that more sensible?
It hurts...ALOT...
You'll bleed... ALOT
But you're making a good deed
and of coz, YOUR WRIST IS STILL CLEAN!
Well yea, I'm planning to do that
once...Soon? Haha! See first?
I still have this fear of injections. =X
I'll be MORE scared when I turn to my side,
and see a BAG of BLOOD.
I'm afraid of blood!!! xD

Anyway, to those emokids,
sorry to say but, GET A LIFE.
Slitting won't help you to get that life!
And now I'm stuck with 7 lines on my wrist!
Fading away anyway... Wheee~! Haha!
It was an experiment, to see,
how dumb slitters are. =))

NEWS FLASH: Updated at 1.51 a.m....
Why do I wanna call myself a blog freak,
If I don't have an outstanding blog to go with?
Whooo~! I love my new blogskin la seyh!
Sorry peepz...I don't make blogskins for people,
nor teach them how to do it! HAHA!
Coz I waited for FOUR YEARS for ANYONE
to teach me, but people are too selfish to do that.
So yea, I'll be like them too! =P
Try messing around with the codes and the next thing you know...TADAAA~! haha!
And how cool is this?
I'm all cheerful already...? Haha!
Thanks to the 'making of blogskin'... Hahas!
That's all for tonight folks!
My eyes are TIRED. So yea... Go to sleep la! xD

Helo...
Today was just another tiring day.
I went to the sewing course.
Today was more to cutting and drawing...
Which means, standing for 3 hours straight.
Luckily my hand is stable now...
The leg cramps were not helping I tell ya'!
Next week, there won't be any lesson...
Since Thursday is Christmas,
and on Tuesday, Auntie Betsy isn't in.

I simply went out of the house
at the wrong timing...
Those NA/NT students just came out
of my school...Their result day...
Ishh... I'm worried for mine which
is coming up in almost exactly a month.
I pray very hard to get a good result...
VERY VERY hard. x))

Anyway, I think there is something
wrong with me today...
I mean...I'm too confused with my feelings.
I end up laughing at things
that I'm not supposed to laugh about. -.-...
I must be tensed...That's all...
I need to hmm...Relax...
Is it a good thing that I'm TOO cheerful?
I wonder... Hrmms...

Anyway...I bought a purple hoodie...
From I.P. Zone for $16...
It's considered cheap...To me that is.
I don't really like branded stuffs...
EXCEPT for my sweaters! Woohoo~! ^^
I.P. Zone is the ONLY brand of
sweaters that I love! Hehee...! =)
It has been a while since I bought
a new sweater...So why not?
I just NEED to buy a sweater AND
a bag when I'm CONFUSED.
The bag is still on the list.
That's why I HATE to be stressed.
I spend like an idiot! -.-
Don't you wonder WHY I bought
around 8 cardigans in total within a year,
and WHY I have around lets say...
Almost 30 bags? Some are misplaced
in the store room... Too many bags.
Coz I'm stressed with so many things in life! -.-

I just finished watching The Princess Diaries.
Good show la... She's this 'geek'
that nobody notice in school...
And the next thing, she's a princess... Hehe!
Lets say...It reminds me of my life
in Junyuan Secondary...
When I sang for the first time on Teachers' Day,
people even ask, when did I ever
exist in Junyuan...
And that time, it was my fourth year in the school.
And the next moment, after my performance,
almost everyone knows my name...
And I'm even considered a singer...
And of course, I'm no loger invisible... =)

But certain people stay as my friends,
even when I was invisble in people's eyes...
And the one who's always by my side is...
Of course Maizurah... =)
Anyway, I heard that Singapore Idol 3 coming up...
Yeah...So what? LoL!
Hoho I am SO not joining!
I've vowed to study hard in Poly.
And I KNOW that this nonsensical competition,
is going to pull my grades down,
coz all I'm gonna do is SING. -.-
So yea...3 more years and I'll join!
Whhheeee~! Hahas! Excited? Not really.
I still haven't upload my video
for the MMSing contest...
Maybe tomorrow...I'm kinda busy... =)

Oh ya! How can I forget?!
[This shows how STUPID flirts are.]
This idiot, keep on LOOKING
at me in MiniToons...
He got on my nerves...
But I ignored him. SHORTIE. -.-
Anyway, he's out of the case la ehh...
Then Diy waited for me outside
while I paid for my stuffs...
Then went I got out...
Diy told me that LOSER...
Actually asked HER for MY number.
Hohoho! He's CLEVER you know?
Clever by not asking ME himself.
Coz if he does, I'll give him
ANY number that comes to my mind.
And ANY name that comes to my mind...
Haha call la...Who knows he'll find his soul mate? xD
Anyway, he called Diy 'adik'...
As in, little girl...But he's actually 15!
HAHA underage ke per boi!?? xD
Kecik2 da gatal,
da besar nak jadi aper oii???
Obviously he was scared to ask me himself.
COWARD. Kwang kwang kwang.... xDDDDD

Heyyy... Wassup?
Hmm... Nothing much here.
Just went out with Diy in the evening
to Tampines Interchange.
Time for serious shopping sweetie! ^^
I haven't been shopping for quite a long time...
I guess I just don't see the need for it before this.
And now I really need to spend.

Since I'm a VIP member in Mini Toons,
I went there to shop...
For obvious reasons, privileges.
I get a free gift for ANY purchase.
I got that hand towel...
That looks like a cake...
At first I bought something,for someone...
FREE WRAPPING! Haha! xD
Then I got a 'chocolate cake'.
And $1.04 discount!
I was happy about that! HAHA!
So I decided to buy more stuffs!
I bought 2 keychains...Same one.
A 'K' keychain for me,
and a 'D' keychain for Diy. Haha!
Very pretty lar!
And I still got discount!!
I didn't know how much the discount was.
Counter spoiled.
Anyway, I got another,free cake.
This time it's...Vanilla Strawberry cake! ^^
Eh PRETTY SEYH! Haha!
I know it costs $4.95 or
something like that before this.
How lucky am I?? Wheee~! Haha!

Hmm...5 days already...
It still hurts...
But only when I touch it. Huhu.
If you know what I mean. xD
Apart from that, I'm
already enlightened.
THANKS TO SHOPPING!!!
What's life without shopping?Huhu.

And and and...
I GOT $150 FROM GOVERNMENT
for GOOD PROGRESS!!
ARHHH!!! Wheeee~! ^^
Like, SURPRISED??!! Hahahaha!
SEE?! I STUDY!!!!
You people see me sleep in class,talk in class,
don't pay attenton, don't do homework,
copy people's work,and
err...Ignore teachers I don't like...Hahahahaha!
But I study at home ar! xD
[Sorry teachers... Anyway, it's over? xD]

And suddenly...I'm MOTIVATED.
You know what?
I didn't get the Eagle's Award.
So, in Poly, I'm gonna...
-Do WAYYYY BETTER in my studies.
-Do a BIG part in my CCA.
-GET INTO SMU LAH AFTER THAT! xD

Hehehe...Kinda proud of myself.
Worth while studying... =)
Anyway, I gotta go! BYE!

I don't bother typing the title nowadays.
Hahas! Lazy uh wanna think.
My mind and soul is not at peace today...
But my friend gave me encouragements already.
Don't worry...I didn't complain
any personal stuffs to him...I just asked
for an opinion for my idea...

Anyway, today I didn't go sewing course.
I can't concentrate...
I'll end up screwing up all the way. Hehs.
So I'm going on Thursday.
I went to my grandma's house instead.
Apart from that, nothing much. Hehs.
Gotta go...Bye.

I suddenly feel weird.
Okay enough cry2 for a day...
But when I started laughing...
I realised I suddenly became HYPER.
Weird... Haha no explainations needed.
Thanks for the Swensen's treat Along! ^^
And also for the $50! Haha!
I don't wish to spend it though... xD
And Abang, I'm really sorry...
Please cheer up...I'll do something about it.
Thanks Diyana, Aiha, Suhaimi, Kak Yaya and Abang Yus
for making smile once again... =)

The truth simply hurts...
And I'll just have to cover it up with a joke.
And I have to accept it.
Maybe we're just not meant to be.
I should be grateful I found out myself.
Maybe I should just apologise to the
other person...And say...
Just forget about everything I told him
on 21st November 2008...
And hope that we're still friends...

Or maybe I should just move on and
just forget about everything.
If we're really meant to be,
one day we will be together.
From 8th April 2008...until now...
My feelings has never changed towards him.
I just can't...
And our photo is the only memory that I have left.

And maybe I should be happy,
that the other guy likes someone else...
Coz I wasn't really sure about having a crush on him.
It was more to infatuation.
My crush is still Mr I...

I don't wanna think about the two of you.
Coz even I love someone...
I don't want you, Kak Zainab,
to lose Abang, like how I lose him...
It's almost a month and I still can't get over him...
This whole month I'm so emotional coz
I miss him too much...
Everyday, I regret for saying those things
to him...
Everyday, I regret for being too shy...
Everyday, I think of you Mr I...
Everyday, I wish I'm still in sec 3...
Everyday, I wish you are still here
to make me smile like you always do...
Everyday, I wish I could just apologise to you, and say how much I need you...

And I'm sorry to all my friends,
for lying to you people that I have a new crush.
Who am I kidding?
I love this guy for almost 2 years already...
Moving on is almost impossible...
Nobody can replace him...
And my sis is bringing me to Wild2 Wet tomorrow.
How can I face him if I saw him?
I'm too embarassed with him already.
I guess I just need some time...
And I don't wish to have any boyfriends...
Until I finish schooling.
Unless that guy is him...
There's an exception I suppose.
But I know it will never come true.

Ok Fine. I've stopped.
I want things to be fair now.
I deleted MY post.
Hoho! He's gonna scold me already!
YAY! Wanna celebrate?
I don't wanna think about it now.
I don't bother talking anymore.
And please...Don't break up
coz of me and this bullshit.
Don't get wrong ideas.
I don't hate you kak...
I do not.

I've gone bonkers for a while just now...
I seriously meant by crazy MENTALLY ILL.
Coz I deliberately hurt myself with an object.
I shouldn't have done it.
But I did it. Stupid. I'm an emokid.
But for a while only...Not anymore though!
I told ya' my depression wave was over...
So yea...I choose to forget what has happened just now.
Thanks to the encouragements from my friends and mum and brother.

Don't talk about favouritism anymore laa...
I love all my siblings equally,
and more than any outsiders...
If I'm seen as 'materialistic' for choosing
my favourite sibling... Hey I would have chosen my sister.
Unfortunately, I don't want that.
I never love anyone because of money EXCUSE ME.
MATERIALISM is SO not my characteristic.
If it IS, I wonder why I didn't ask for a new phone.
I'm grateful with any cheap stuffs I have.
At least I'm lucky enough to have them.
Even if you give me a $2 watch, I'll love it.
Don't have to give me Rolex to make me love you.

And I couldn't see that 'love' when I was depressed.
Could you at least understand? -.-
Well, I can see my family understands...
And I think they know I'm back to my normal self now.
I've deleted those posts...
Coz I know they still care about me.
And ok, true what my mum said,
I was being too emotional,
maybe coz I worry too much about my health,
and I didn't expect that 'joke' to come from him.
And I couldn't laugh at it coz I was sick.
Fine if I've hurt him, I'll apologise soon.
Will he apologise after what he said to me
that day? I doubt so.
No point to even hope that will happen.
Or would he say...
"Sorry about what I said the other day...
I didn't know you were really sick. Want
me to follow you to the doctor?"...
I doubt so.
It's ok. I can go with my mother to the doctor.

What I did to my skin today was STUPID.
Why should I hurt myself coz of these craps?
I'll never do it again. I swear.
Eee now my hand ugly seyh...
Tak cool nyer! =X
Should be gone soon enough... I think.
HOPEFULLY! >.<
[My cat did it! Hehe...]

Let's see... I felt better after praying.
And also watched some funny videos.
Haha thanks for the recommendation Faris!
And thanks for all those encouragements!
Apart from that I was touched by Aiha's post for me,
so I was laughing... LOL.
I'm weird when I'm touched. I laugh instead of cry. x)
Thanks la Aiha...! That was very nice of you!
And I'm sorry I broke my promise not to do it babe. =(
From that sucky-wucky emo Kirin...
Suddenly I became this crazy Kirin,
who kept on laughing and smiling... LOL.
Well yea, I'm happy, waddya' expect? xD
Ok lah...I'm straining my tired eyes
for an hour already...I'd better sleep now.

No more quarrels la people...
Small matter also wanna have a war... -.-
We're Muslims for God's sakes...
Just give in and forgive each other...
Anyway, I don't bother about what happened tonight anymore.
It makes me angry... -.-
So I'd rather think of what happened
AFTER that 'event'...
It makes me smile allllll the way! Haha! ^^
Ok lah! Bye2! =)

And thanks for err...Encouraging me to have a boyfriend.
At least now I know,
you don't think I'm a lesbian anymore.
Since you already know I'm not a lesbian,
I guess I don't really need one right now.
Coz I wanted to prove to you that I wasn't a lesbian,
by having a boyfriend.
I don't see the need for that now huh? =)

Purnama mengambang cuma berteman...
Bintang berkelipan dan juga awan...
Siapa tahu rindu yang mencengkam di hatiku...

Yo! Yea here to blog again.
Went cycling at Bedok Reservoir
with Kak Yaya & Abang Yus just now...
Whheee~! It was fun!
Sorry that you injured yourself just now Kak Yaya.
Hope you get well soon!
Anyway, the breeze was wheeee~!
SYIOK LA! xD
Oh! Before that I went to Giant...
Along! Thanks for buying me all those stuffs! ^^

Anyway, today there was a full moon...
However, when I was at the park,
the moon was covered by clouds...
Then we went to that 'floating platform'...
It was beautiful at night... Hehe!
Then, I sang uh... xD
I sang Purnama Merindu by Siti Nurhaliza...
Then right... The clouds simply cleared the sky,
and there was the moon...
Like wahhh miracle seyhh...
The moon wants to hear me sing... ^^
Like... Wheee~! Hahaha! It felt like a fairy tale!
Too bad I have no prince to share the moments with..,
I shared it with a queen instead! Haha!
I was with Kak Yaya only that time...
Thanks for taking those videos for me...!
Sorry it all turned out sucky...
It's for the MMSing competition thingy...
I cried too much, so I can't sing well...
Maybe next week I'll try again.

And mum, I love you so much...
You really understand me now...
And Abang Yus, thanks for your support too... =)
For friends... Thank you...
Kak Yaya, Aiha and Faris
for cheering me up somehow and
giving me support that this is just
a challenge that God gives me... =)

Woah..Major insomnia... Hahas!
I took almost an hour to fall asleep last night...
Maybe because I was too happy,
somehow or rather...
Luck was on MY side yesterday! Wohooo~! ^^
Oh yea... I got this friend la ehh...
He suggested that I should work at SAFRA.
So I asked...As what?
He told me to pump bowling balls. LOL!
Sarcastic much? Hahaha!
But still it cracked me up for quite a while! LoL!
Cute but sarcastic joke! xD
I don't really know this new friend of mine,
but I think he's funny... xD
Apart from that, I had weird dreams last night...
I totally had flashbacks of what happened
between me and Mr I this year...
From the day he found out about me,
until the day I ended everything.
That explains why I could wake up at 6.30 a.m.
and not sleep again after that... Haha!
I was shocked... It cannot be...
The feeling MUST be gone already...
I know it's gone... Oh well... Whatever. xD

Went for some light exercise at
the 'exercise corner' near my void deck.
OH YA! I saw this show at Malaysia...
She totally say sachet...As...
SA-CHET...You know...Don't have that slang... xD
Then my dad was like unhappy that I laughed about it. -.-
What's his problem? -.-...
Well mum told me to ignore him. With pleasure! ^^
Wahh I didn't know 20 sit-ups feels like 40 sit-ups
when you don't do it for a lonnggggg time! xD
I mean, 36 sit-ups was chicken feet to me last time...
As in early this year... When there was PE...
Just now, 20 was disastrous! xD
Should do more frequently I guess...
And for now, I'm pretty sure,
I'll get stomach muscle cramps soon. xD

Heyy how cool is this?
I'm a happy person! Haha!
Had an 'unexpected' girl talk with mum last night...
She allows me to have a boyfriend...
Just make sure it won't affect my studies,
and also, the guy should be the type
who cares about studies and me at the same time.
Wow...I'm gonna have a hard time finding...
Unless that guy isn't a malay... xD
[If you get what I mean! xDDD]
Sorry la...Sorry la..I know I'm racist... LOL!
Trying my best to like malays...
Gosh this is tough... -.-
Coz when I chat,
I may sound jumpy and such...
Actually I don't give a damn. xD

My mum also said I can have guy friends...
Just that I can't hang out with them...
Kinda confused there... haha! Oh well, no biggy.
I'll make friends with gays then! ^^
At least they have the heart of a lady! xDDDD
No offence! xD
If cannot hang out then I'll hang out in school ar...
Haha! If not, I'll bring my girl friends along...
Crazy ar? Alone with boys?? O.o...
Even I DON'T WANT! xD
Aww... I made Missy cry last night
coz she was touched by my post... Hahaha!
We're crazy hunny! But in a good way! haha!
We are loved coz we're crazy! ^^

Today, my aunt's coming over...
And me, I don't feel like going online...
EH! Heard of the Beyond 'O' Levels Seminar at TP??
I am SO going! Haha!
Maizurah! You are SO going with me! xD
So excited nyerr...! Hahaha!
Eh not because of Sleeq's performance...
Do I LOOK like I'm their fan?? -.-
I know some girls would go..."AHHHHH! ^^"
If they see those boys...
I saw both of them before...
And like super close?
I didn't even bother to SMILE?? -.-
Wasted huh? NOT. xD
What more if it's Aliff Aziz? HAHA!
I wouldn't even bother to LOOK. xD
Like..Whatevs... xD

Anyway, I got nothing else to say!
Just check out my blog tomorrow for updates!
Today, is my BEAUTY DAY!
So yea...Whitening mask, bedak jerawat,
bedak sejuk, and sleeping mask.
Is 4 masks in a day enough? HAHA!
It's 5 minutes to 11 now...
I should start mask-ing already...
Haha I know...Lame... xD
Gotta run! BYE!

P.S. My sister's Samsung SGH-F480 is CRAVED! xD
I'd do anything for that blardy gorgeous pink phone la! xD

Lets see...
I sense some jealousy around here...
I mean, about this talent I have...
Which is singing...
I mean come on...It's not that
I am unappreciative of my talent.
If so, why did I perform right?
And I know, if I perform...
I'll be creating sins...
And IF I become a singer...
It's performance all the way! o.o...
I'm still unsure about this singing career...
People see me as a SINGER...
not a DESIGNER unfortunately... -.-
And my singing talent isn't THAT amazing
until I can be a singer what...
So why take the risk of being embarassed
by these paparazzi...?

If I choose to be a designer?
Even though my fashion is ugly...
Have you seen those fashion on the runways???
It's ART. Ugly is still beautiful. =)
And I think that my talent,
is more in sewing...You know...
Not everyone has the patience and
determination to sew! Coz it's not easy!
So yea...I'm more proud of THIS talent! ^^

What did I do today? Nothing.
Just stayed at home...
Well that WAS my plan...
I finished the skirt's hemming today...
But Fiqry puked on it. ERK! o.o....
So I'm washing it...
YAY! It's done. Next thing on my list,
tracing for the blouse...
Argh...So lazy...! -.-... Tracing is a BORING task.
And requires stable hands & patience.
Speaking of which, I have neither. ^^
I'm training it though.
Anyway, decision made.
I'm gonna find a job...

Wanted to work with my friends...
But they already have that job...
And Nadia has been searching for a job
for quite some time already...
So yea...I'm going job hunting with her soon.
She wanted Starbucks at Airport...
HAHA. NO thanks... xD
I'm CLUMSY! I can't work at cafeterias!
Even my mum agrees on that!
Most probably I'll work at departmental stores,
or some fast food restaurants...
At least I can socialize... =)
Hmm...Most probably I won't be
in the same school as Nadia next year..
So why not work with her for now huh? x)
I'm not neglecting my secondary school BFF...
I always have time for them!
We can ALWAYS hang out! ^^

Monday, I might be going to Wild2 Wet...
And also watch Bolt...
Hmm...Sorry to say to my friends...
We might have to postpone our
Sentosa Trip AGAIN. =X
It's a family outing...
How can I not go??? o.o...
I'm SO SORRY...
I really hope Ain haven't pass
the message on to our friends yet. =X
Wednesday can? Haha!
I have no plans on that day...
That is, if it doesn't rain.
It's been raining cats and dogs lately.
Suits my mood...Depressed. xD

Anyway, my 'depression wave' is over...
Suddenly the laughing gas came back...
I just HATE the depression wave...
It makes me so...Emo...and so down...
And I cry so much like what-the-hell...
So yea, I'm back to my normal self already.

OH! You know what?
Fiqry called me 'Mak'...
Which is mother in Malay... Hahas!
That boy loves me as much as his own mother! ^^
Just see my face, he will laugh.
SAYAAANNGGGG FIQRY! ^^

Anyway, mum told me already...
Without me asking her...
She said I should only have a boyfriend
after my studies, as in after University...
I guess it's for my best?
Anyway, I don't think anything can ever happen
between me & my current crush...
The hope is just too high...
But when the time comes,
I guess even my mum can't separate
me and my partner right? Hahas! =)

Gosh! I'm not even working and I'm tired!
Today's sewing course was 3 hours...
And I sat for 10 minutes only... hahas!
My leg is TIRED...
Anyway, first 4 lessons over...
Hmm...Kinda fast, paid for the next 4 lessons already.
Got this lame lucky draw thing...
Luck wasn't on my side I guess... Hahas!
Who gives a damn about it...xD
At least I got 6 packets of free tissue! xD
MY DEEP PLEAT SKIRT IS DONE!! Woohoo! Haha!
I just need to complete my hemming as homework...
Cut the fabric for my blouse already...
Auntie Betsy said to Cik Ati that I made a new design,
FOR HER... YEA RIGHT!
Steal my design & I'll drag you to court! Haha!
I wanted to sew the body part as kebaya...
But I'll learn that in intermediate lessons...
LONGGG way to go... Hahas!
For now, it's just baju kurung...
But my design is still not the usual baju kurung. =)

Designers must have special designs
even if it's just Baju Kurung..! Huhu!
That makes us...Unique Designers! xD
[And...since when I'm a designer? LoL!]
Ok lahh...I'll be one in future... Hahas!
Actually, I couldn't be bothered to go today...
But... Due to my passion, oh well, might as well go.

I need to do some tracing as homework too.
Haish...So lazy luh... -.-
I drank the Collagen drink just now...
Just trying things out...
OMG! Can any drink taste WORSE than THAT!? O.O
The taste SUCKS! =X
I will never ever buy that again!
Anyway, I'll stop here for today...
I need to go and pray! Bubbyes! ^^

Talk about day-dreaming much...
I thought I saw someone at my void deck...
But I'm not sure if it's that someone... Oh well.. xD
So what happened today?
Just went to Geylang in the evening...
Yes, I didn't attend the bloody sewing course.
Dad's kinda sulking throughout the day...
Pissing me off... -.- Whatever with him.
Anyway, at Geylang, I wanted to buy the
fabric for my baju kurung...
It's not some normal baju kurung...
It's Kirin's signature baju kurung... Haha!
It's a fusion of different kinds of malay traditional clothings.
Cool huh? Well, I can't stay online too long today,
coz I need to design that blouse...
The blouse will be in blue & purple...
Difficult to explain, but the result will be GREAT!

While browsing through the fabrics...
Saw my eldest uncle, Pak Long...
[He was wearing the shirt he wore yesterday! xD]
That's how I recognised him! Hahaha! =P
Then me & my mum walked around with him...
He told this auntie at the shop...
My mum was his sister... And me...
His mother... Errr... You serious? O.o
Haha! Nobody is THAT dumb to believe. xD
He was hilarious! Then he treat us dinner.
This man was mute, he sells
Tongue soup...So he pointed his tongue...
Then my uncle said to me..."What do you wanna eat?"
"You wanna eat his tongue?"
I was laughing like *toots*... Haha! Evil sia my uncle! xD
Then he showed his leg...As in, Leg Soup...
My uncle said..."How about his leg?" LoL!
Like GROSS! xD
I couldn't stop laughing sia... Haha!
How I wish my dad could be funny like that...
All he does is piss people off... Especialy me & my siblings.
Anyway, I oredered Mee Kuah without veggies...
My uncle was like...
"So you want the noodles, and just pour the gravy,
and stir them together like that?" Haha! Right.
It's more funny when you see his reaction. xD
Thanks for the treat Pak Long!
He even said he'll be voting for me
in the MMSing contest I'm joining!
So supportiveof him seyh! =))

Anyway, then I went to buy the fabric that I wanted.
$1.60/yard... Kinda cheap actually...
My grandma actually told my aunts & uncles
that I'm sewing her baju kurung for her birthday??
Hahas! And my Pak Long was amazed... xD
Awww...No big deal... LoL!
Then mum bought a modern Baju Kurung
at Yasmin...Very nice!
She's gonna share it with me! Hahas!
Ok laa... Gotta go now!
I need to start designing! Bubbyes! =)

It seems like I'm smiling...
But who sees the sorrow I feel within me...?
Nobody.

Current mood: Extremely Happy.

Thanks to one friend of mine,
I totally don't care about what as happened
to me before this! Haha!
I owe this person one seyh...Haha!
But I'm repaying that next year! ^^

And I think I know why I get these chest pains,
and difficulty breathing...
Let's look on the bright side shall we? =)
Maybe because I cried to much...
So when I sob too much...It isn't good for me? x)
I still have a lot of dreams to live up to, and
I don't wanna die just yet.
Not until I have done my pilgrimage
and sing with Siti Nurhaliza...
And also I wouldn't want to let me BIG family down...
They really want me to be a singer! =)
Insya'Allah I'll be one... [If I want to...xD]
So yea...Like the song says...
Always look on the bright side of life! ^^
Oh well, I'd rather stay happy like this...
Than cry until my eyes hurt like NOW. xD
I cried just now, so my eyes hurt now uh! xD

Hi. Just a short post.
No mood, I don't give a shit.
Anyway, I'm gonna participate in this contest,
called STOMP MMSing or whatever it is.
I don't give a damn about the name...
I just need to send a 1 minute video of me singing.
I really need the money anyway...
If I have to perform IF I win...
Hmmm I don't mind I guess...
But I need your help...All of my friends!
Tell your friends! Or whatever..!
VOTE FOR ME~! Hehe....
But tomorrow uh...I'm editing the video tonight!
For more info, go to www.stomp.com.sg
Your support is needed sweethearts!
Especially my beloved fans! Hehehe! =)

Gosh...I feel so shitty... Oh well...Hmmm...
On the 18th, going to Wild Wild Wet...
Will I enjoy myself? God knows...
I'll ignore whoever I see there and imagine I saw nobody.
If you know what I mean.

Helloooo...!
Hmm...I realised something...
I tend to go out with my outside friends,
more often than my good friends from school.
Either that or I go out with family members.
Let's see... It's planned? Hehs.
Except for certain bestfriends...
I really plan to ignore these 'act as bestfriend' friends.
They waste my time. Seriously.
I don't have any cliques!
NO SUCH THING AS... The FREAKS. -.-
HELLO... I'm NOT a freak. -.-
They are still a gang though... Well, good for them.
Anyway, went out with Aiha today...
Went to Bugis, then to Geylang.
I thought it would be err...awkward. Haha!
But it was FUN! Haha!
We joked alot! Huhu! She thinks I'm weird. -.-
GIRL! I LOVE your hair! Hahas!
You look prettier la! ^^
It's more to her shopping trip la...
I just bought this BIG earring! Whee~! So nice! ^^
And met Diana...She works at KFC.

At Geylang, this auntie say I looked like...
Siti Nurhaliza... Alamakkk... Haha!
And she stared at me as I went down the staircase. O.o...
Okkkaayyyy... Haha! Paiseh siaa...! xD
Saw this PERFECT fabric for my Baju Kurung Modern! ^^
Gonna buy that tomorrow! ^^
Thanks for the great day sis! ^^

AND... I got things planned up for next week too!
Monday, Hari Raya Haji...Nothing much.
[I can't see the sheeps! Coz I'm a big girl!]
[At the mosque, there are lots of 'wolves'...-.-]
Tuesday, I have sewing lesson...
WEDNESDAY... I'm meeting my naughty bestie...
SITI NADIA!! Wheeee~! Hehehe!
We're gonna watch Bolt!! Yay! Girl, you rock! ^^
It was my suggestion & she agreed to it...!
AND She said she misses me! Awww..!
I miss you too sweetheart! ^^
Thursday, I have sewing course...
Friday, RELAX LA SEYH! xD

And yea...I realised something...
I'm err... Extra weird nowadays... Dammit.
Should stop this nonsense johnsons soon... =)
And yea... I don't feel like going online.
Suddenly I got no mood to chat.

OH! Before I go...I have 3 picts of the anime I drew!
Sorry luh if ugly... I'm no cartoonist you see.. =P


Looks familiar to you?? xD
Aren't they CUTE!? Haha MIGHT be
my new characters in my new comic...
I tore the old one into pieces already coz
it's mainly about what happened to me & Mr I.
As how my heart was torn by him...


Okayyy this is ugly. Haha! But the gal who
received the card loved it! Hehe! Me & Her! ^^


Oh you spot my name? Haha!
That's not me though! ^^

2 days...Still counting. Hmm..Seems like forever.
Oh sweetheart, please don't let your friends hear
the song I made for you... =X

OMG! My purple skirt is almost done!
YAY~! I have to do some adjustments at home.
Next lesson is my last lesson for skirt.
And I'm moving on to blouse!
Whheeee~! So excited! haha!
I got some pictures of my beautiful satin skirt! Hehe!
Today's session was...URGH! FRUSTRATING!
I keep on making mistakes!
And then I have to open up those
part wrongly sewn and sew them back...
Like GAAAHHHH~! -.-...
Oh well, sewing requires patience. xD
I was happy with the end result though!

And one of this show off auntie was seriously...
NOT HAPPY with me... -.-
She was showing off this Samsung handphone
she just bought for Christmas to Auntie Betsy.
Then I called Auntie Betsy to help me out...
She gave me that...WHAT-THE-HELL look...
Then she told me..."AIYA! Just sew the front to back la!
Like that so easy one!"
She totally clicked on my AP button sia...
Haha! [Attitude Problem =AP]
I say uhh..."Well too bad then... If I knew HOW,
I wouldn't have come HERE in the first place!"
And gave her [this] -.- look...Haha!
She wasn't even a TEACHER there... -.-
HAHA! LOSERRR~! Too bad for you SHOW OFF! xD

Practically, that's all I did today...
Apart from that, watched tv...
As usual, I got bored, so I switched it off.
Well that's all I gotta blog about...
Kinda 'sappy' today...Haha!
Kept on listening to sappy songs...
Coz I really miss my crush... Hrmmms...
Kirin jiwang!! Hahaha! xD

OH YA! I realise Kiki & Fafa sound so...

EEEWWW... Equals to...WTF... -.-

Hahaha! So I decided to strike that off yea!
Haha! I Kirin, and you should NOT know
who's my crush! Hehehe! =)



It's purple and elegant, and the model is ugly. HAHA!


With the deep pleat, it's VERY easy to walk! ^^

Showed my sis his pict just now in THE BOOK.
And she said he was HANDSOME...!
Awww...Of coz my sweetheart is handsome! Haha!
And as usual, without me, having to show her...
She will see other pictures and see that ONE FACE...
And say that he looks geeky... Hahaha!
I used to be angry at her coz I like that guy...
Oh what the heck...It's Mr I laaa...
But now it's different luh...I just keep quiet.
Because all I want now, is him, out of my mind, forever.
I know it's over. We can never go back to his birthday,
where he found out, that I love him...
Anyway, showed mum too...My crush's face...
But...

My mum didn't like the fact that he's from NA stream...
Like COME ON! He's in a good course in TP!
I TOTALLY defended him! I mean...
I think he's clever laa..! Hehe!
Future Scientist! Hehe! I'm so proud of you! =))
My mum likes geeky and clever people I guess... -.-
And she SO didn't like his hair!
EH! His hair so hot seyh! Like a rocker! Hehe! [Like my hair! ^^]
Mum like nerdy hairstyles I guess? LoL.
Elehh not my taste! Hehe! xD
Well yea, I've got a change in taste now... ^^
Sorry mum, but this time, I'm choosing him MYSELF! ^^

Anyway, went to the airport just now...
Spent most of my time with Kak Yaya & Abang Yus! Hehe!
Took LOADS of pictures!
And I found out something...
I'm a great photographer! COOOL~! haha!
It was fun seyhh! Hehe!
Ate Mee Bakso... So spicy! -.-
Then went to East Point. Hahas!
Tomorrow also going East Point...
My second home? LOL. NOT. -.-
Went for ear candling.
Haha! So scary and ticklish! xD
I SAW FARAH!!! Hahas!
She was with Karishma and their chinese friend...
I kinda forgot her name....Sorry gal... Haha!
Sweet Farah Syafiqah wear tudung already too!
Awww... Sisters! Haha! You looked pretty you know! ^^

I guess that's all? Haha!
ARGH! Diy and Aiha are telling me to say hello to HIM!
Eishh I'm so scareddd...!! Hahaha!
Oh ya! Thanks for offering to edit my video Mazlan!
You're the best la seyhh! Hahas! =D
Oh back to where I was...
SHOULD I SAY HELLO TO HIM!??
Allaaaa I miss him too much laa... =X
[I'm worried if he happens to read my blog... -.-]
SO PAISEH NYERR!!! xDDDD