Oh so now I'm the one who is selfish?? Huh?! Huh!? Try to be in my shoes! Sometyms I juz feel like so eager to grow up la...Since they dun wanna move out, I'll move out! Oh yea wait till she give birth..Oh they just got married...Before marriage I heard them saying they were SOOO eager to move out...And what about now? I'm simply FED UP! Only my mother is on my side now...Even my dad is always on their side! We moved house coz we want everyone in the family to have a room! Now, we moved out, a new person joins our family and I DON'T HAVE A ROOM! Oh great! I'm SOOO 'delighted'! Thanks for the support anonymous! That really helps! If only I have a room, I wouldn't lose my things all the time since I have space to put my things at...If I have a room, I wouldn't have to make people room look messy with my soft toys as i can put my soft toys collection in my room...If I have a room, I can study in my room until late at night and not disturbing those wh are sleeping since it's my room that is bright!If I have a room I wouldn't be taking my parents chance to be together at night and give them some privacy! If I have a room I wouldn't mess up my brother's room to put my piles of books since I would have a bed with a cabinet to put my books like my mother promised! Isn't it good for everyone if I have a room? I'm not saying my bro-in-law is mean la...I mean at that point of time I was really angry n tired oredi after bio lessons which i hate the most and he was being impatient which really makes me boil...! It's really not fair hat I have to sacrifice for their happiness while they are not even trying to find their own house...If I were to wait for one year...Its like hello? My Mother Tongue 'O' Level has already start! I need a room so I can study in peace in it...Haiz...I guess different people have different point of views about this...People who actually face this before can actually understand how I feel ar...Those who has never face this before I understand la if u think i'm selfish or wad so eva...K la gtg...I dun wanna start a fight wif u or sumtyng anonymous...Sorry if the starting of this post or my tag offended you in any way...But the way you tagged my blog is like really you put the blame all on me and it sucks since the current situation here is that room is mine officially...They are supposed to be here temporarily only...And now I'm in my room for less than 10 minutes he's already so impatient and ask me to get out of the room coz he wants to go in...Like of coz I'm pissed off ryte? Sheesh... K la gtg! Bye! Thanks again for understanding 'eh'! Love you! Haha! =P

Hey peepz...Hmm..I guess I can't resist blogging after all...Hahas! Hey guesswad? For my level in my school for the essay competition, I GOT GOLD! Whee~! Hahaha! Seriously...my story was VERY crappy! Dets y I'm not one of the top people among te schools in S'pore! Hahas! Hmm...These few days...After 12th of Sept...A hatred towards boys suddenly appeared in me...Seriously...Now I HATE boys! Well not all of them...The them refering to the chinese guys! I think the past made me realise that these people just can't be trusted...So why trust them? I didn't say I hate men ok? I LOVE DUDE HARLINO! Haha! Crazy... So I kinda made this short 'story'?? Haha! I dunno wad it is called...It's juz sumtyng that reminds me of my past...

...The charred tree...

The sky was clear....
And the rainbow made things more beautiful...
The sun was shining brightly...
And the leaves of the trees rustle...
As the rainbow slowly disappears...
Strong gust of winds blew the leaves from the trees...
One by one...The leaves were carried away...
Dark clouds started forming...
The blue sky can no longer be seen...
As lightning strikes...
The tree was hit...
When rain started pouring...
The fire died off...
What's left was just a charred tree...Without leaves...
When the rain stopped...
The sun started to shine again...
But the tree was still just a tree...
Charred without leaves...

It sounds crappy la...Got a problem is it?! Hahas...It's juz for fun...It juz strck my mind...I know my english like crap! Haha! It's not really straight forward la...

As you can see...The tree is the 'heart'...And the leaves is 'love'...The sky is the feeling la...The rainbow is the 'loved one'...Wind is wen the problems was starting to arouse...And the dark clouds is saying like there's no more hope la...Love was fading slowly...When the lightning struck...It means the love was at it's wits end...Quarelling, disagreements and wadeva crap la...The rain started pouring is like the end of the love...Fighting stops and sadness sets in as the fire died off when the rain started pouring...And love was completely gone and charred tree means the tree cannot grow nimore wad so the love is gone forever...The sun shine again means that life was back to normal...But the heart just cannot love anymore...
Just like me! Hahas! Life is back to normal...But I Hate relationships and boys! If you guys still dun understand...Forget it la...XD

Today is such a freaking day for me! Tot of doing hwk today...But I got some serious stomach cramps! And I really needed to close my eyes as I felt like vomiting! When I massage my stomach, the sound of the bubbles is like so loud! Gastric pain! Felt like giving up sia juz now but I know this is a challenge I must face when I'm fasting! And I won't give up that easily! Tomorrow, NO CHILLING! I have to do ALL my homework...Juz now did the iconnexion one...Waste of my time!! If any teachers reading this...Please la...You guys know exams are coming...why do you still have this exercise?? We still have our offline homeworks to complete which is like ALOT! Waddya think we are? Robots? Sheesh! And then juz now after I eat oso...I got that cramp again! And whenever I sat down, I have difficulty breathing and even sitting properly coz below my right lung is SOO painful! Wad the heck sey...K lah! I gtg! Adios amigos!

Hey peepz! Almost 4got...Lyk the song?
Classic ryte? Hahaha! Actually I don't even know the title of this song! But I've heard of it before! I was looking for Love Story by Katherine Mcphee to put at my blog, but come out by Beethoven sia! hahaha! Very romantic indeed! Hahas! Juz now got people sing one but I changed to the music only one...So I don't sound lesbianos! Haha! Ok la! Chiao! Enjoy the song! XD

Hey peepz! Today is the first day of Ramadhan...So how was fasting Muslim peepz? It was ok for me...Except for the part when Guo Yan ate instant noodles in class! Inconsiderate and rude! Doesn't he have any respect for those who are fasting? Sheesh!

Today I'm happy! Hahas! Coz for the FIRST TIME this year...My whole family ate dinner together! With a new person with us! Hahas! Which is my bro-in-law...My dad cooked Briyani Noodles...[I SWEAR it was DELICIOUS!!!] Hahas! Wanted to have second serving but...Aftyer drinking water I was DAMN FULL! And to think that i don't wanna end up like a fat ass! I changed my mind bout that! Hahas! This year I guess I'll be more hardworking when it comes to after breaking fast! Hehes! I was always FORCED to clean up last time...But just now i cleaned everything up by my own will...Of coz ar now got table oredy, kitchen beautiful...Last tym...Sheesh! We had to eat on the floor and the kitchen...I dun wanna talk about it! Haha! I can't believe I only have 2 more weeks before exams...Haiz...And my A-maths sucks to the core... Who cares? Haha! I'm taking IT niwaes in poly...Argh! Wad am I saying??? If I can improve on my E-maths ALOT...I can surely improve my A-maths...I juz nid Mr Ang K K's Help! Haha! I would NEVER! EVER! Meet Mr Ang K S after skool! OMG! In class when I'm in doubt oso I dun ask him! haha! He seems...scaringly fierce! haha! I noe my english sux! XD

Niwaes...I have some homework to complete...some studying to do...and some religion studying to do! =) So i guess I better be off now! Most probably next 3 weeks there won't be any post so don't ask me why I never update my blog ok? Exams is coming!! Heloo??? XD
K la! Gonna miss blogging SOOO MUCHH!!! And also MSN n frenster! Hahas! Okie dokie...Ta-ta! Happy fasting to all the Muslims and try not to eat food secretly...Take this as a pleasure...And not a torture...I can't believe my sister saw someone from MY OWN SCHOOL eating at the pasar malam! Sheesh! Where's all you dignity girl? =.=

To My Pal from the past...You should know who I am since my name is juz there>>>>>
And I dun care read this post or not la eh? As long as I can wish you a Happy 16th Birthday! I hope that you have the best birthday you can have for now, pass your 'N' Levels with Flying Colours [Work hard on your Maths! I read your blog oredy last tym...!], enjoy life and selamat berpuasa! Hahas! Jangan notty2 eh...Haha!

Ok...Dun ask me who was that for! If your birthday falls on the 12th of September 1991, and you know me well...And you know why I put the 'pal from the past'...You shud know that post was for you ok? And yea...You are the person who sang to me Tiger Lily...! Enuf clues? XD

Yo yo peepz! Ignore that stuff up there yea if it's not for you! Don't kpo! Eh exams coming oredy ryte??? So soon ryte??? Yar I know! How fast time flies! And I haven't even start studying! Haha! Well abit la...Abit to me is 5%! Haha! Oh ya to all the Muslims...Selamat Berpuasa! Don't skip any of the days! Unless you are a girl and you HAVE TO! Hahas! School seriously sucks nowadays...It's getting so dead...boring! I can't help myself from falling asleep in class! Well I can control but my eyes would be bloody painful! Maybe there shud set up some sound system and on music while the teacher teach! Hahas! Det...Will NEVER happen!

I'm so happy the chem test is postponed! Yipee!! Haha! Coz I haven't store much in my brain! Haha! Not coping well with A-maths...seriously sia my a-maths SUCKS! My e-maths...I think getting better every lesson! Coz my favourite teacher...Mr Ang K K teach!! Haha! Juz now, I was super scared to hand in my hwk that is due BEFORE OBS! Hahaha! Det is VERY LONG ago! Den juz now I give him [all thanks to maizurah! -.=] he NEVER scold me sia! Haha! Seriously...He NEVER scold me all this while since I started being a maths rep! Which was the first day of skool! Haha! He really treats me like his own daughter sia! Haha! Sumtyms my mistake oso he go scold other ppl [for fun la..joking2 one...]! Make me feel guilty sia! haha! Well he rox out loud la! Hahas!

I think I'll stop here...Oh ya! Yesterday we do this thingy where u have to comment about malay dance...OMG!!! I was SOOO Happy! Hahaha! All my feelings are out! Hope it can come true! Hahas! K la! Gtg! bye! Selamat berpuasa starting frm tomoro!

Oh ya I forgot! I've been like dreaming throughout this year...If only next year's prom nite is like using hindustan theme! Wah~! SOOO NICEE!!! Like the one in Khabi Khushi Khabi Gham! Whee~! The dresses muz be super gorgeous! Hahas! But definitely it won't come true...It will only come true in the comic that I'm making! Hehes! So...You guys enjoy this video ok? It's SUPER! Hahas!

Heya Peepz! Haiz...This freakin' laptop irritating la sia! I cannot bluetooth any picts inside lor...I juz wanted to put a pict I took with Mai at Suntec City juz now! We wore bunny ears! At Toy 'R' Us! Silly bunny girls! Hahaha! After our maths remedial, we straight away went to Suntec! Before that we went to CityLink Mall! Went to Polar...Met Cik Rozita! Mish Her! We saw John oso! Miss him too! Our manager! Cik Rozita insisted that Shahril [Is that how u spell it? XD] to look at us! Wad the...Haha!

We were like...Ok...Wadeva... We don't need him to see us! Hahaha!

She really miss us! Hahaha! We know that coz ALL THE WAY she talk bout what happen there n bout her life! Hahas! She suddenly said I slim sia! Haha! She say maybe coz I stress that's why I lose weight! Hahaha! Please la! I gain weight got la! But wad I care? A praise is still a praise! Hahas! Oh ya! Irene is banned from that place! Muahahaha! Serves her right! Sheesh! I tot of getting my revenge juz now! Wakaka! And that Christine! Sheesh! Hate her! To the max! We followed Cik Rozita where ever she went...After going to the bank...We went to the food court at Marina Square! Me n Maizurah juz tot of following only...Budden Cik Rozita wanna treat us! We were like so grateful and kinda shy la...Hahas! She told the stall holder we were her daughters! Haha! We ate rice...Den I wanna buy the drinks myself ar...But she insist on buying them for us! OMG! She's SO GENEROUS! We are like merely friends! Haha! Rarely see each other one! Hahas! Then we had to go la...Coz we so bored oredy...She has work to do niwaes...And John was there! Hahas! No slacking! Hahas! But the tables seriously need some cleaning! Nyehehe! XD

So we went to Suntec after that for some serious...SISTAZ DAY OUT TIME!!! Hahas! We had some serious shopping there! Well...Mostly me! Hahaha! I bought a pair of earing, a bling2 dog tag with a crown on it[YAY! got my bling2! Haha!] , 3 dog tag keychains [1 for me 'Born To SHOP' Hahas! So me! 2 for my besties!], Elmo plushie! =P, a black n pink biggy shades, 2 malt on a stick? Hahas! Ate that already wen at Toys 'R' Us! I ate the lychee one, Mai ate chocolate! Hmm..I think that's all? Oh ya! I buy this body scrub for smooth and fairer-looking skin! Dets all! Hahas! Shopping queen! Wait till I work! I'd be the REAL shopping queen! But still I won't buy TOO EXPENSIVE stuffs juz coz of the brand! Ok la quality very good one...Bag oso got warranty one! But I rather but those pretty big bag like the one I juz bought on Monday! It's only $29.90! I'm CRAZY for big bags AND soft toys! Hahas! I'd spend anything for plushies! But NOT for bags! Hahas! Coz I rarely carry bags around wif me but I LOVE hugging my lil' babies at home! Especially my blue Mr Teddyz-a-lot! My collection of soft toys has come true! I have tons of em! But there's always room for more! Nyehehe! Siao...

Me & Maizurah had a great tym juz now! We really laughed alot! We saw this bear figurine [is det how u spell it? Ok like wadeva...] so pervertic dude! he placed a vaccuum cleaner at his ehem! Eu! Wad's the whole purpose here? O.o

We were like lafing! Not coz of the pervertic thing! Coz we were figuring out why the hell the bear wants to do that? Hahaha! I am SO not telling you what we said! Hahaha! We would so sound like the most pervertic gurls in tampines! hahahas!

We hang out together till like 7 pm! Hahas! That is LATE! Hahas! Coz we were still in uniform! Well I was in half U! Arh wad the heck...We got chased out from the arcade! Haha! As if we even care! Wad a bunch of losers! Had a blast la today! Tomorrow I'm going out with Nadia n now it's 1.31 a.m....I better get some sleep! Chiao!

Hey peepz! How's your holidays coming along? Great? Hehes... I just can't wait to meet my bestfriend this thursday...! I miss her so much! It has been a year since we've last seen each other! Yesterday, my tongue got cut when i was closing the water bottle! It got stuck there! I had to pull it out lor! Painful sia! Bloody hell! Oh yea it was bloody alright! Hahas! I can't even talk properly! Like some retard! XD

Today, sent my cat, Baby, for vaccination! Next week...It's sterlisation time! Hahas! He keep on steaming so often! Gross! Hahas! After that my bro treated me n my parents at Arnold's! Yummy! =P
Went to dis jewellery store...My mum gave me this golden bangle! It's my father's one during his teen age...With his name engraved on it! So we went to the shop to change the name to my name! Oh yea! Gangsta style! Hahaha! I juz wear lar...I think it's cool! Lyk those hip hop dudes...Hahas! I want bling2!!! Hahas! It's super nice with my name on it now! Hahas! N it is SO polished! So we went 2 First Lady after that...Say this gown...OMG! So nice! Only $24! But not sweet la if wear for Hari Raya...But still i want it! My mum oso so we wear the same thing but diff colours!

Go home...Go out back to Giant with Abang Pil...Sheesh! Super cold there! We bought so little things but took such a long time to go home! Haha~! Today, I realised that my favourite ice-cream is CRUNCH! Oh thanks abang for introducing it to me! Whee~! It's SOO YUMMY! Hahahas! Siao...

I Want A Room...=(
Haiz...When can I have my room....??????? Sheesh!

Today...I have nothing to talk about since I sit at home all day long! So I'll say how I feel...

I had fun when I was alone in the living room playing the PS2....
But now.....

I FEEL SO DAMN IRRITATED AND FUCKED UP THAT I FEEL LIKE STRANGLING SOMEONE THAT I FEEL SHOULD DESERVE THAT STRANGLING AND GET THE FEELING HOW ANGRY I AM NOW!

Ok...That was stress relieving for me! Hehe! And that's ALOT of feel!
Just got irritated by SOMEONE in the house! My sis should know who...
Ryte sis? Hahahas! Who else....? o.=
Ok la! I guess I'll stop here! Adios amigos! Happy Holidays! Sheesh!