Heloz!! Like my new blog url?? Hahas! Ya i know...very emo...I can read your mind...Hahas! I just like their style! I think it's very mysterious...Very dark...very cool! haha! C'mon la...I'm like super bubbly! How can I be emo ryte? Haha! I'm just EMOtional...Not like what I read from an article yesterday...Emotional punk? Haha! I'm no punk...Hahas! I don't usually dress like emokids...I like to dress like a lady more...Hahas! Wearing black all the time wouldn't be so cool... Those of you who STILL doesn't believe me that I'm not emo...Then up to you...Hahas! I laugh at almost everything...I smile every single day...I hate to be alone...I don't listen to rock 24/7... Wad else do you want me to say??? Haha! Anyway...I already have the picture of the MD party...Not much...The dress up part was fun! I guess...My group's costume was the most like...Malay traditional wedding gown...The rest are more to funny! Hahas! I laughed alot that day! My group got 3rd place! YAY!! Hahas! Go team Si Nak Dara! Haha! Syazwani came up with that name for our group...Ok la I guess I'll stop here...It's so boring to do geography project...Hahas! Do I look like I have a choice? Haiz...*Roll Eyes*....

Ehy cannot upload the pict ar sia...Other times la ok? XD

Helo!! LIFE IS GREAT! Hahahas! and I ain't telling you why! Hahaha! Talk about second chance! Haha! Last year I've made a decision I really regret...I kept on thinking about it and wish for a second chance...I GOT IT!!! YAY!!! Hahaha! That's enough information! Haha! Phew...School life in sec 4 is tough...Next week is already Term Assessment!! OH MY GAWD!!! haha! Must relax...Hmm...Oh well all the best for the TA1! Hahas! I'm leaving in about 1 minute...Haha! Not sure tonight I online or not...Plan to do some of my homeworks and study a little...See first la...Now still got CCA...Argh...Boring sia...There's gonna be a party...I planned it...But at first fun uh...So many changes made now it sounds so dull! -.-...If only I can not be part of this! Haha! K la gtg! CCA at 1.45! Now 1.40 already! BYE2!

Hey hey hey! Wassup?? Hehes! Nothing to talk about actually...Hahas! I received this email from a few of my friends...On our horoscope...Hmm...Seems true...Haha! But I didn't forward it...So Lame one...Superstitious people can ar...Haha! For librans...One of them is ME

LIBRA - The Harmonizer .. Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

Okay....Tell me what do they meant by flirtatious!? ESCUSE ME??!! Hahaha! I am SO the opposite of that! Haha! But the 'Give in too easily' is SO true! haha! I just did that a while ago! Haha! My personal msg at msn explains it all! Hahas! Maybe sometimes...Giving in is the best solution...Even though...It hurts...I gave in to something that I'd never want to let go off...But it made things better...Even though it took me one year to stop crying about that! Haha! Now? Sheesh! I don't bother! And I also agree on the creative and very loving part! haha! I know ar people in school thinks I'm brutal...Hahaha! Actually that's not me...If you know me truly...You'll know how loving I am! Haha! Idon't really like to show THAT side of me! Hahas! I hate that flirtatious part! That is so unlike me! -.-...Ok la! I gtg! Bubbyes!!! =)) And to Mdm Fara and Mdm Irma...Thanks for the epok2!! I Love it! hahahas!

Haloozzz!! Hahas! I've changed the layout!! Hahas! Isn't it like OBVIOUS??! Haha! How is it? Nice? Better? Hahas! Say whatever you want I still LOVE it! Except that emo girl pict...The edit is so...Uncool! That's why got another emo girl below the pict! Haha! Juz kidding la! I ain't no emo kays? I just took this coz of the animated bckgrd! Haha! And I wan something simple..! And I LOVE that song! Haha! I put myself one lar...

Another tiring day lar today...Everyday oso return home late...What to do...Haha! Today was CCA day...Did some plannings...So called one of the malay dance Managers! Haha! And I have a part time job as a designer! Haha! In school la...Design this...Design that...But it neer gets old! Eyh! Just now after doing my Malay paper in class...I finished in 10 mins wen i have 45 mins! Haha! I day-dreamed la...Not about boys hello! More like imagining...Haha! And then I came up with anew design...Yea it's sexy...My 1st sexy design...Haha! The idea juz came in my mind! It's lke you plait your hair...But it's a dress...I show my close frenz only! Haha! That is ging to be in my 'portfolio' Hahaha! Who knows...I might be going to Poly...And still do well for my 'O' Levels! Hahas! Just now this teacher came to my class and asked who's interested to go to NAFA...Err...I was the only one raising my hand? But after that a few like less den 5 raised up their hands too! Hahas! Wahh got one part of the school specialize in Fashion Design...Like OH MY GAWD!!! Hahaha! I think drawing new designs is stress-relieving! Haha! To me lar...Hahas! Coz you day dream about something...That thing inspires you...And the next thing you know your hand is already drawing the design! Hahahs!

Had a poly talk with my sister again just now...She explains as though poly is like heaven! Argh!! So jealous!! *sobx*! Haha! We have to pay the same price for any course we want...But different course have different number of core subjects...Engineering has ALOT! But Apparel Design & Merchandising only got 4...Which are...Apparel Production, Fashion Illustration & Product Drawing, Fashion Merchandising and last but not least, Fashion Retail Management... I love the second point! Haha! And one of the career options has...FASHION DESIGNERS/JOURNALISTS!!! OMG!!! Hahaha! They teach business AND design! What else can you actually ask for!?? Haha!

I guess I'll stop here! I have to update my diary and need to do some revision and homework...So...TOODLES! Hahas!

Hey peepz! Went to TP juz now...It was so FUN! Especially the free gift parts...Haha! And the design school section! So the 'Oh My Goodness!' Haha! I kept on saying 'wow', 'cool'...Haha! I sounded irritating but I couldn't control it! I love their fashion design SOOOO MUCH! Haixx...Too bad I can't be part of them...I'm not THAT free to decide stuff for my OWN life...! -.-...I Must go to a dull school called JUNIOR COLLEGE...Like Euuuu...I SO don't have interest in there! And I CAN NEVER take art course coz my 'O' Level cert doesn't have art! But if I wanna go to design school...I don't even need art! They need a portfolio...Show them your designed fashion...And the BEST part is...I HAVE DONE THAT! ARGHH!!! My dream is so difficult to be achieved...I need to listen to OTHERS...And my dream can never be achieved...I can't be a well-known fashion designer coz I don't have the bloody cert! And I'll only have a bloody cert on a course which I have NO interest in! Haizz...JC sounds VERY dull! Especially after my sister told me how fun Poly life is...I'm so JEALOUS! Nevermind...After Jc...NOBODY can EVER make decisions for MY LIFE again! Even my BROTHER! What's the point of telling him I wanna go poly...I just told him my experience just now...He gave me his 'whatever' face...And I've tried asking him whether I can go Poly or not...I only got lectured by him and talk about getting scolded! And I end up crying...What's the point...Too bad for me for being the youngest one in the family! Hehs...If I get scolded because my brother told me he knows what I say in my blog and scold me about going to JC again...I KNOW VERY WELL who that person who complaint to him! Been there, done THAT! So it's a joy for you to look at me getting scolded by my brother? Oh thank you very much for your CONCERN! But I seriously don't need it! -.-...

I LOST MY A-MATHS TEXTBOOK!!! Lucky diyana drop A-maths oredy...She lend me hers! But tomorrow I am SO searching for it! Erk...So scared...>.<...haha! K la gtg! Bubbyes!

Hey2! Hello!! Today was CCA Fair day in my school...Kinda busy day for me and Farah...! We were like decorating stuffs for Malay Dance since yesterday! I did the notice board and the poster...Farah set up the table and decorated it! We carried things la, wad la, got stared at la...We hate the last point the most! Getting STARED at for no reason! Like WHAT THE......O.o...We wore the same costumes only that mine is pink and hers is blue! We had fun working together! And we know we did a GREAT job! Huhu! So JYSS Malay Dancers...Like the NEW notice board??? Hahaha! Ok2 stop it...Haha!

I'm under a secret mission now...Hahas! Nobody knows except for me and Farah! LoLz! We TOTALLY DIGG the NPCC marching! Hahas! And with Band...WOW! Complete set! Haha! Cool seyh! Not the marching part la...The posing part? Haha! Dunno bout NCC...Didn't see...MR ANG K K WILL BE GONE NEXT THURSDAY!!! DON'T LEAVEEE!!!! I'm gonna mish him SOOOOO MUCH! Juz now oso get to joke with him! Haha! He wanted to knock my head with his paper? Haha! He dun dare la...Haha! Me and Farah went around promoting...We got like about 5 or 6 girls...They just say see first but their mothers looks interested! Hahas!

Suffian gave me a mask from Drama Club...He was my junior in Drama...Now just my junior in school! And my friend of coz! Haha! Cute and funny guy! Hahas!
[OMG! I Just found out there's only 2 Malay girls in 3e3 08'!!?? How PATHETIC IS THAT!? What happen to Malay girls??!!]
Ok That was a news flash! Haha! And Mdm Fara and Mdm Irma kept on saying that ugly drawing on the poster is nice...Like EUUU...! It's so..EEEUU! Haha! The eyes is like different from each other sey! And the hands! EEE! Haha! Ok I drew it! So dun get wrong ideas here! I'm insulting my OWN drawing! Haha! I guess they like the new baju kebaya design which I ACCIDENTALY designed...Haha! THAT part I'm a bit proud of myself! Hahas! Of coz la...My dream is to be a Fashion Designer mah...Hahas!

Hello people! I know I shudden be online! But...Who cares!? haha! Niwaes...I'm lovin' 2008 so far! haha! It's juz the 2nd day... I know...Haha! I was early for school! Wow? Haha! I go to school with Diyana and that would be a daily routine for me! Since I wanna avoid coming late for school! Hahas! 1st tym late oredy go recovery room sia! WAD THE HELL!!!?? Haha! So it's my last year...Gotta keep that record clean! Haha! My class got scolded by Mdm Fara! =X
Coz of our class blog ar...She did say she reads everyone's blog...O.-...Hmmm...HELLO MDM FARA! Hahas! Crazy girl...! LoL! I suggested this mountain thingy put our picture...My design was 'rejected'...partly...Haha! Too crampy la...But the want the 4E3 logo! At least part of it! haha! I wud be printing det design for myself to kip n for Syafiqah since she wants it! Hahas! End of year I'll design a T-shirt for my whole gang! Juz to remember each other...I'm gonna mish dem..Hmm...Alot of talks and surveys done today! After school straight away went to Tampines Interchange with Maizurah! Juz to enjoy the final 'holiday' together! Haha! Starting from tomorrow...Serious work people! Haha! Ok uh! Gtg! Bubbye! TAKE CARE!!!! Don't be late for school ??Junyuanites???? Hahahas! I sound like a mother...XD
For your own gud mah...Want to go recovery room ah? Sheesh! NO WAY! XDD

Oh Yesh! Yesh! I forgot to say! I got my IC oredy!!! YAY!!! haha! When I took it from OM Tan he said to me 'Nice picture..' haha! With NO emotion! Haha! K la! Bye2! Thanks niwaes to him! XDD
I have GOT to be kidding! haha! I dun like him seyh...But maybe now think twice? XDDD

Hello peepz! It's a whole new year! Yay! Hahas! And I've done some crazy shits today! haha! I actually gave det someone a comment on frenster..! I'm lik totally...O.O...Did i juz do that?...Haha! Oh well I wanna make peace and forget him! Wtf is det supposed to be?? Haha! Oh well since I told myself so many fucking stuffs he did to break my heart to make me hate him I STILL can't hate him...Guess I'll make peace..won't be online nimore...And forget him! Hahas! Since I won't be online next year until after 'O' Levels...And...Eh I mean dis year! Haha! And after 'O' Levels I might have a boyfriend and that is the only way I can forget him! Huhu! Yay yay! Haha! Well he gave me a great experience! hahas! The moral of our story...Don't trust a guy too much! haha! I'm sorry if I've hurt any of your feelings in 2007! I'm really sorry...I won't disturb you again next year! [Including you, Kathleen!] Hahaha! I'm sorry 'I'...I know you must have seen my profile at friendster...It's harsh for you...But I dun mean it...Just like you...I want you to hate me so I can forget you...BUT IT'S NOT WORKING! Grrr...! hahas!

Niwaes...went to the countdown party at Marina Square to watch the fireworks! Wooohooo! It was splendid! Haha! Alot of Mat Reps...Ugh! So NOISY! Stupid malay boys...Humiliating Malays...-.-....Wadeva with them...The crowd was packed!! Argh! Cannot walk! LoL! Smelly oso...Never bathe I think...Haha! I go with my bro so...Who dares to disturb me??...Haha! Den we went to eat Bean curd and drink soya bean...I spilled 3/4 of the soya bean milk on my pants! -.-....Haha! Strting of the year oredy so silly! Haha! Dets juz me! Haha! Den suddenly this indian man come to us n shake our hands happy new year..He held out his hands in front of me...I Juz looked at his hands like O.o...Haha! But hu cares...it's new year...so I shook his hands! Haha! Den my bro dared me to finish up the whole bowl of beancurd very quickly! Get $2! Haha! I finished it! But I wanted to vomit liddet! Haha! SO FULL! Haha! Den we went home! Niwaes! I'll stop here! Enjoy the video I uploaded! If not clear den juz go to Youtube...Can hear my voice seyh! Haha! Who said I'm proud bout it? XD