Haloo...! So many things happened today! Yeehaw~! Hahas! It's true what everyone says huh? Even though sec 4 life is stressful, it'll always be the most memorable and exciting year! Huhu!

Today, school was quite fun actually... Somehow or rather... Hahas! Gosh! Today sure was a hot day! Phew~! And somehow, it's so humid in 3N2's classroom! -.-... And Mr Ang now has a new system of asking questions or something?? We have to go to him to ask questions...Gah...! I have lots of questions... How many times must I go to him?? -.-... Now Chemistry, Physics, Mother Tongue all must go to level 4...Argh...-.-... And I saw my table just now in 4E3...Some boy is sitting there... Sheesh... When I return, I am SO expecting a vandalised table! -.-... Whee~! Tomorrow no Chem! Yahoo~! Haha! I hate chem to the max! >.<...

After school, went home for a while before going to Compre Workshop... There was the cheesy bites from Pizza Hut! Wheee~! My sister bought it! Gosh it was yummy! And I ate a lot! Huhu! Then went to Compre course... Not again... Haha! We went to Interchange around 4.45 pm... We're just plain lame and crazy today... Haha! Went there to buy teachers' day presents! I'm DONE! Hahas! I bought gifts for Mr Khong, Mrs Shankar, Mdm Irni, Mr ANG K K... And bought a big vanguard sheet to make cards for 10 teachers! Haha!

We were about to went home when we saw people queing up for free briyani rice! Haha! Since we're typical Singaporeans... We queued! Haha! The line was from Cheers to the MRT station's staircase! Haha! Kiasu... LoL! We waited for around 13 minutes only... And we were so excited? LoL! Took some picts too...I'll upload that later...Then we waited for the bus around urm... 15 minutes? -.-... Rather queue for Briyani rice sia... Haha!

I was walking towards my block, when I saw this CUTE black kitten! I call him...Blackie Wackie! Haha! I know it's a weird name... But I'll only 'adopt' it for a day... Mehk Ehk is upset about it too and ran away from home, he rather chill at my void deck and he doesn't allow me to hold him... Tomorrow I'll free the kitten when I'm going to school... I have pictures of it and also a video on it! =)

Well I guess that's all...Now THIS is a long post! Hahas! I've gotta go and do some revisions now! Adios amigos! =)




Wooo~! Busy day huh? Hehe! The lady in the scarf happens to know me somehow.


Kiasu girls! Haha! During the queue...


After the queue...Nasi Briyani advertisers! Haha!


Mr Blackie Wackie!!! hahas! So cute right? I LOVE CATS! =))

And here's a video of the kitty! =))

Haluuuuu...! Ok today I am CRAZY! Hahas! Oh first of all, my class shifted to level one, 3N2 classroom... NOOOO...!!! I love my class!! *SoBx*! And I hate level one classes! Just as I entered that classroom, it smelled like GRASS! Urgh! -.-... Anyway it's for Fatin's convenience... So I don't mind...Since we'll go back to our class when she gets better! Get well soon Fatin! =)

My friends wanted to sit at the first row...ugh... So Maizurah saw THEM going in front and she was like half-hearted wanna sit behind with me. I was pissed off dude... Is THAT what you call a bestfriend? Tch! So I said to her uh... Go uh sit in front...! And she already carried her stuff and I just stood there, so she looked at me, and I continued my sentence, "Who said I'm following you?"... Hahas! I thought she has changed! She's still the same! And I thought I wanted to cancel off my plan of forgetting her after secondary school... But I guess the plan shall go on... Then she came back to that table. I knew she wasn't happy about it. Give me a break la... I hate to sit in front! o.o... When teachers talk they usually spew some enzymes from their mouth! Hahaha! If sit at the back, teachers tend to 'ignore' you... Haha! If you wanna talk about a friendship that is not meant to be but is trying it's best to stay strong... Mine with Maizurah is a great example...-.-... So proud of it...-.-... Whatever la... If she wanna sit in front so much tomorrow... I'll just let it be la... It's not as though I'd die without her! -.-... At least she's happy with her 'family'... That's what they were discussing just now... Grandmother, sister, brother... I know I wasn't included. Thank you! And I meant by that! What the hell...So lame... She's not my only bestfriend. That's for sure!

Today school was quite okay la... Had some mood swings... Haha! So certain part of the day I just get moody and get irritated easily... Physics... Something surprising happened. Haha! I actually got second highest for the Physics test I took last 2 weeks! Hahahaah! OMG? I got 14/15! O.O... You know what? I didn't study! Haha! Isn't that COOL? LoL! Nahh I won't do it again... Next time I'll study hard and I won't depend on luck anymore... But that is SURPRISING! I really thought I failed the test! And congrats Sarita for getting 16/15! No it wasn't a typo... Cool right? Getting more than the required marks! Haha! CME was urmm...Boring? Haha! I used that time to take off the decorations from my table... 3 periods of English was also boring... Haha! 2 periods of Malay was fun! Haha! We were copying down nice phrases for composition... And the phrases were DAMN NICE! Haha! I like to copy down notes somehow... Hahas! After school, went to bubble tea shop!

Relax and had lunch at home and then... WENT TO TUITION!! YAY!! Hahaha! I swear I'm gonna be SUPER sad to leave my tuition centre one day! >.<... I was late for tuition by 15 minutes today... Had a stomach ache last minute... So no choice but to go back home. I was already at the lift of my block... Then I RUSHED to tuition! When I was at the door, I was thinking... Hmm... Must be another boring day at tuition... He's surely not there... Then as I entered the room... JENG JENG JENG.... Haha! I saw him! Ok wait... I saw him or he saw me? Coz we were like looking at each other? Hahaha! And somehow, I just got the inspration to do my best in tuition again! Haha! Hmm...I lost to him by 1 mark for today's test! I got 20, while he got 21! Damn! Only second highest... Nevermind Ali...There's still NEXT WEEK! I must beat you AT LEAST once... You're too clever la sia! -.-... Hahas! And I wasn't sleepy in class just now! Haha! And I was so impressed by his intelligence! Oooohhhh...! Haha! The chinese guy behind me called him handsome boy... Haha! 1st of all, it is a fact...DUH... Secondly, he himself is a guy, why did he call another guy handsome?? Gay ar? Haha! I know today I left the tuition centre with a SMILE! Haha! Gongz... XD

After tuition, went to Big Bookshop to buy a maths compass... It's PINK! And CHEAP! Haha! And it's mechanical! Most importantly, it's PINK! Haha! Then I also bought graph paper...Then I bought another Stabilo pen... I love those colourful pens! I also bought some cards for revision purposes... After this, my plan is to do my incomplete geog homework... Haha! And then I'll write the formats for English situational writing... Since I have English mock exam tomorrow... And they told us LAST MINUTE... I have no choice but to memorise the formats last minute too...-.-.. After that I'll be revising Chemistry on Acids, Bases and Salts... Since I'm very weak in that...And after that I'll try to do my Chem TYS... I'll have to learn to manage my time since I have to do that in JC like what Kak Faz told me yesterday... She simply made me over-excited to go JC! Hahas! And I really want to thank her for all the tips she gave me if I were to go JC, which is a confirmed decision, depending on my L1R5... If I'm THAT desperate to go JC and I can't enter TPJC, I'll go SRJC then. Haha! As long as it's not POLY... No no no! Hahas! OK la...I guess that's all... My mum's calling me to eat my dinner already! Good night!

I'm surprised by how people cannot see who he truly is... And how good he looks sometimes! Haha! I guess nothing can change my love towards him...Even that smart and good-looking tuition guy! Haha! =)

364th post!! I didn't thought my blog would survive this long! Hahas! And no more formal language! Yeah! Hahas! It's so boring to blog in such perfect sentences! -.-... So I plan to blog the way I used to blog! Like this! With A LOT of "!"... And 'Hahas!'... OK lets get on with it!

Can I say... I LOVE THIS DAY? Hahas! A lot of fun things happened...Definitely... And I laughed A LOT OF TIMES until my stomach hurts! Hahas! Mainly during Chemistry... 4 periods of maths today! Whoppeee~! Hahas! Had fun maths-ing! Hahas! I know... What the heck is maths-ing?? Hahas... Doing maths la... We could do our own maths work... And I just wished that there would be a whole day of maths! WoW WhEeE~! Haha! And imagine... Maths High School! Hahas! I mean, there's an art school, science school, sports school... Why can't there be a maths school? Gosh... The school must be filled with geeks! Haha!

Hrmms... Before Chemistry, I was PISSED since the teacher wasted my 1-2 minutes since she always tell us to go to the lab after recess and then... We found out that there was no lab! Argh! I was doing maths! I could have finished that question! Hahas! [Oh ya tomorrow there's Vectors retest... Hope I pass...>.<..] During chem, the class was spilt again and I'm stuck in a class that I SO don't like AGAIN. -.-... I don't like coz the class is just noisy uh... Irritating seyh that China boy...-.-... Talk crap like...ALL THE TIME! Sheesh! His mouth is simply full of bullshits sia... -.-... And vulgarities can be heard like EVERY TIME! In 4E3, I rarely hear those somehow... And my class is quiet when we are supposed to be quiet... That's why I LOVE 4E3! ^^!! But today it was different... A lot of my 4E3 classmates were scolding that China boy! Hahas! Including Diyana! I only laughed la... As usual... Haha! I was actually bored... And the teacher asked why are we so tired... So I answered uh... CHEMISTRY SO BORING ONE! Hahaha! I was just telling the truth... -.-... Hahas! Ok fine... It's boring to ME since I HATE chemistry! I love Physics though... Then it was SS TA2... Shoot... Hahas!

It was quite ok... Surprisingly I completed the thing... Haha! The last question killed me! Stupid paper from Temasek Sec...! Question so confusing one! -.-... And after that it was Geography... Me and Maizurah had to explain how cliff and wave cut platform are formed... And we're supposed to memorise from the textbook within around 7 minutes! -.-... The two of us could remember... But as we stood in front of the class... We simply lost our words! Haha! Nervous much? Sheesh...! Of all people... And I said overhanging cave when I KNOW it's overhanging CLIFF! CLIFF!! Haha! Embarrassing la! Never mind... And I realised I laugh alot if I'm nervous... -.-.... I laugh very easily! Then after school, went to 3N3 with Sam Chua...

We went there to practice singing Hero... Somehow we had fun! Haha! Anyhow only trespass people's class! Haha! It's not like we stole anything...! Anyway, Sam gave me those difficult parts to sing... THANKS Sam... Oh bother... What if my voice goes out of tone half way while screaming the difficult part...?? I'll be so embarassed!! >.<... Nevermind... It's worth a try! Hahas! And a new talent will be discovered from Junyuan Sec! Haha! This is the FIRST and LAST time I'll be singing in Junyuan... I sing coz I want to sing with my sis, Sam Chua for the last time, I also want to dedicate the song to Mr Ang K S and Mr Ang K K... And I want to PROVE to Mdm Fauziah and Miss Zaleha that I CAN sing and perform on stage! Since they were among the 3 judges that didn't let me through the audition last year! Sheesh! Anyway, after that we got the form and we spent like almost 15 minutes thinking of a group name... Our ideas were, Vocalism, Viva La Diva, Flower Flower[Sam suggested that and I have no idea why she even has that name in mind! Haha!], Divalicious and finally... Sweet Serenade. Yea the final one was our duet group name... I suggested that! Haha! Heard of it before somehow... Nice right?? Hahas! I'm nervous and excited for the audition! Yikes! Hahas!

Went home, and then I went to my grandmother's house... Went to Punggol Plaza with my cousin just to buy ice blend... As usual.. GOSH I was DAMN SLEEPY! -.-... Hahas! Until now actually... Now is 8.20 pm... After blogging, I will go offline and practice vectors! And then if I still have some time... I will finish up half of my Chapter 2 A-maths revision worksheet...Maths, Maths, Maths.... Hahas! OH NO NO NO!!! I cannot do my A-maths revision worksheet coz I need to complete my A-maths tuition homework! DAMN! -.-... Haiya he also never go through one.. Never mind, I'll do and if I don't know, I will ask my Mr Ang!! Hahas! Hmmm I wonder if that missing guy from my tuition will come tomorrow... Hahas! Oh well, most probably he won't... And surprisingly I don't miss him at all! Haha! Though I am hearing his name wherever I go! What the... -.-... Hahas! Ok la... I guess I'll stop here! Goodbye!

And then a hero comes along with the strength to carry on...And you cast your fears aside...And you know you can't survive... So when you feel like hope is gone... Look inside you where it's strong... And you finally see the truth...
That a hero lies in you... =)

Oh my gosh! I am truly proud of myself! As they usually say, "Practice Makes Perfect". I actually believe in that quote. Even though I practiced last minute, that is still considered as practicing for me!

Today, school wasn't that boring... I smiled more than I laughed. I don't know but I feel like life seems to be wonderful nowadays. Everything seems to go my way. And what I've always wished of is coming true...Family togetherness... I've always wished for that, and it has come true. I'm glad that my family is more united nowadays compared to the past after that big family problem, we don't seem to care about each other that much. Oh, my apologies for not telling all of you why I'm suddenly using proper English and not so much "hahas". This is mainly because I know my English is not up to standard and the only way I can improve it is through blogging using proper English. Though, I have to admit that this is kind of weird for a start... Since this happens to be my 363 post and all this while I've been using improper English... Oh well, I guess it's not too late to start! =)

Chemistry lesson was boring and so was Physics. As usual. Mother Tongue was quite okay since we were writing composition and I simply love to write! Furthermore it's my favourite subject! Even though it gets boring at times since I have this mental process in my mind telling me that Malay 'O' Levels are over so why should I bother studying. I am so anxious for my results! VERY!

P.E. was very fun indeed. I fell and slid on the muddy field? Which was so gross! We were playing rugby for fun. I was running towards the goal and Sam Wong accidentally pushed me and I fell to the ground. But I didn't mind at all, instead, I was laughing! ^^ And I ripped my pants, AGAIN, for the 4th or 3rd time. But I'm not going to throw it away. Instead, I'm going to sew it back, and after secondary school, I'm going to keep all these precious things that I get from my school in a box for memories! ^^ I wasn't hurt at all after I fell, Only that my shirt, pants, shoes and socks are dirty! VERY dirty! My neck hurts until now since I was holding the ball just now and a group of VIOLENT girls come after me and I fell. When I was already on the ground, still holding on to the ball, someone was about to fall so she accidentally tilted my head to the left. I tell you, IT HURTS! But I didn't know who was the culprit. Anyway, I treat my girl classmates as my family members, so I won't scold them [except for ONE]. Oh! My right shoulder is also painful right now since I played the monkey bar just now. I'm still good at it, but when was the last time I played with it? So yea, muscle cramps? XD

Maths lesson was quite fun since Mr Ang was asking the class some questions and he randomly choose the students. As usual, he will NEVER call any of my friends, including me! =P
After that, I went to the bubble tea shop with Diyana and then we went to McDonald's to practice English Oral. She was just helping me. Thanks Diy. The practice didn't go very well. And I was becoming more nervous since it was English Oral Preliminary Examinations! And I didn't practice at all yesterday or the day before! I was not late for the exam though. XD

In my classroom, while I was waiting for my turn, I don't know why I felt more nervous than during my Malay Oral 'O' Level Examinations. Maybe I just have more confidence for my Malay Language. Sam Wong put the shoe whitening liquid or whatever you call it on my shoe! Okay she said she was bored. Hahas! And my shoe was dirty anyway, so, thanks Sam Wong! =)
We talked nonsense the whole way. And it was finally my turn to sit for the exam.

As I sat there and read the passage, I realised that the passage was about sports. And I was so happy about it since I got the same topic for my Malay Oral 'O' Levels! I didn't do too well for my picture discussion and reading. I only got 9 for both. I guess that is good enough. Surprisingly, the part where I always don't score well in, which is conversation, I got 13/16 for it! I was very proud of myself! Her question was, " Tell me about your favourite sports." It is the exact same question for my Malay Oral only that this is in English! And I answered the same thing only that I translate it in English and I sound MUCH MORE BETTER while talking about it. I was fluent during Malay Oral but I wasn't as fluent as this. Especially the part where I was trying to figure out what do you call a safety helmet in Malay. I felt so stupid after I realised my mistake. Hahas. And once again, rock climbing has made me proud! I am SO joining rock climbing in TPJC! The teacher was so enthusiastic when she heard about my story! I was so proud of myself! It has always been my favourite sport even though I've only tried it twice in my life so far. I loved it since the day I tried it when I was Primary 5! And guess what was my overall marks? 31/40! Oh my gosh! I am SUPER proud of myself because all this while my English Oral isn't that good you see.

When I went home, there wasn't anybody home, so I was singing some stupid songs loudly since I was so happy! As usual! Hahas! Then I washed my school shoes! Damn! No matter how hard I scrubbed it, it's still dirty! So I soaked it in Chlorox+Washing Detergent+Dettol solution until now. After that I showered and then I 'showered' myself with talc! Hahas! I smell good! XD

I'm sort of irritated with my father right now coz he's as usual, irritating. So I'm going to stop blogging and get out of my parents' room right now since I can't bear to see his face right now! SO irritated! And I made my mum proud too! Hehe! So now, I'm going to STUDY! Wait. PRACTICE A-maths! Hahas! Maths freak... -.-...

Happiness comes when you succeed. So work hard, and strive towards your goal! =)

Hellooooo~! OMG...For 3 days straight I have stomach ache! Damn it! Damn it! DAMN IT!!! -.-...
Sorry didn't blog yesterday... Lazy want to on my laptop... Hehe! Yesterday was my brother's birthday, and today is my sister's birthday and her wedding anni. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALONG!!! ^^ And I hope you like my pressie! Sorry la...Doesn't worth much... Hahas! Wait until I work ok? Haha!

Yesterday, went to Interchange again...At night...In the day I wore my mask and accidentaly doze off! Haha! It was so relaxing... Waddya expect...? Huhu! And my face feels sooooo soft and rejuvenated after that! I love my Beauty Days!!! Hahas! You girls out there should have a beauty day too! Your face and body must be pampered! If you love them, they'll give you a look that you and everyone else around you would love! ^^..! Mine is still under construction! Haha! A box of mask which contains like 5 mask only costs you around $5.90... Isn't that cheap enough?

My mum and I were supposed to find something for me... Haha! But that something is sold out... And we went to royal sporting house... But the cheapest one costs like $24.90? -.-... And I ALMOST touched this she made of pig skin! Eeeeekkk! O.O... I only touched the tag... Lucky! Well what we did ater that is mainly...wasting time... And me, calculating how much money I need to save for my prom stuffs... Just a stupid hairband costs like $29.90...o.o... Hahas! Ok fine it's gorgeous... So what the heck... I'll save up! Haha! That is like 2 weeks school allowance! -.-...! And my mum said... She'll be sponsoring for my prom nite! Yay! Haha! I guess I just need her to help me buy the necklace, earrings and bracelet... I'll have to buy the materials to sew my prom gown... OMG! So excited! Haha! 99% chance I'll go uh... That 1%... If gown all made, I guess I'll save it for JC... Hahas! My eyes simply sparkled looking at those crystals...*.*.... Hahas!

Today... Urgh.. Did nothing else but study study and STUDY. First, I did my homework... Spent around 30 minutes only... Then I practice my A-maths until now... Doing the A-math revision worksheet.... I do follow my slow pace uh... Haha! Eh at least I do seyh... [It's like I'm just starting on the first one... =X] Hahas! Ooops! I guess my secret is 'revealed'? Haha! Now is actually not break time you know... I'm finding meanings of words for my English homework at dictionary.com... Hahas! Oh gosh I'm so hungry...! Haha! Ok la... I guess I'd better get back to work... Bubbyes!!! =))

Wellowzz...! Today was indeed, a tiring, fun, and painful day! Haha! Yea a mixture of emotions and feelings... Loads to tell! Hehe! So lets start!

Schoooooollll....! Ok la... I was so called late... Coz I knew I was going to be late while on the way to my class, so why not make myself late huh? I'm in school already anyway... Haha! Nothing new la... I'm always late to reach my class on Fridays... So? I don't care. And I had to slow down my steps for a CERTAIN REASON. Haha! Nahh not coz of Diyana... I have my reason... Huhu! In class, we received this survey for PROM NITE! OH MY GOSH!!! Wheeee~!!! Hahas! I am SO going! I chose Red Carpet theme at Hotel! OMG! Everyone would look so grand on that day! Haha! Superstars! ^^!! I'm so eager for it!!! Haha!

I had menstrual cramps that seriously made me lose concentration on my studies! DAMN IT! Argh! -.-... And I had to go to the library for 4 periods? THANKS. It made the cramp worse! >.<...! Today there was lots of PHYSICS! Love it! Haha! Rather than CHEM...-.-... The chemistry remedial was SO boring! Ok had fun joking with Steph, Shu Jun, Wei Jie and Diyana! After Physics remedial, I was running towards Maizurah, then Steph grabbed on to my bag, and she made me like her 'horse'?? Haha! And she said that was fun? Haha! Steph is still my good friend since sec 1! ^^... Then GO HOME!! FRIDAY!! YAY YAY! Haha!

I was SO tired. And it has been a while since I went out with my mum. The menstrual cramp was still there. But when mum asked me out, I agreed. Haha! I was watching TV and I dozed off halfway! I told you I was tired! Haha! The cramps woke me up! When there was a sudden pain! Damn it! -.-... I went out around 6 pm after eating... While in the bus, still can gossip with Maizurah via sms seyh...! Hahaha! Simply got nothing better to do sia these two girls... Haha! When we reached Tampines Interchange... IT'S SHOPPING TIME!!!! WHEEE~! ^^

Went to TM... Went to Swarovski...Saw this GORGEOUS earpiece with this big crystal on it! Costs $170! I know very expensive! SO?? Haha! It's beautiful! Argh! Cannot buy now..! Cannot shop anymore! I'm broke and I have to start saving already since I know there will be prom nite! Nobody is going to sponsor me! Haha! Ok2 hint2 to my siblings... Haha! Ok uh my sister is out since she's buying me a camera...[YAY!!!! Haha!]... So I'll ask my 2 brothers to share money and buy me that thing la... Can? Can???! Hahah! Just kidding! Then went to LP Zone...Where I gone bonkers! Haha! There was this massive sale la oi! And my rock start cardigan which I bought for $28...COSTS $15 THERE! ARGHHH!!! But there wasn't any size L... And my hand is like super long? Haha! Pants, shoesm tees...ALL CHEAP!!! So I can't miss this opportunity to waste money! Haha! Yahoooo~! I SHOPPED! AGAIN! Haha! I can't resist la... Like blogging also... Haha!

I bought this CHEAP pair of pants...Which costs like $15!!! OMG! OMG!!! Haha! CHEAP!! And it fits me perfectly! We are MEANT for each other! Hehe! Then I saw this t-shirt, which I always wnated to buy but costs like $12 before this...And now, it's $6!!! OMG! I was so 'hyped up' while I was in the shop! Haha! I went here, went there and I was smiling all the way! Haha! Crazy... And I bought this t-shirt for my brother, Abang Yus, his birthday is TODAY[12.55 am, Saturday]! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANG YUS! Hahas! Then me and my mum went to TM, I bought another gift for my sister... Her birthday is tomorrow! I also bought 2 mugs, for 2 special teachers of mine. One mug is cheaper than the other. Mainly because I wanna give that more expensive gift ONLY to that FAVOURITE OF THE FAVOURITE teacher of mine! Haha! Clue, both Maths teacher and OBVIOUSLY not Mdm Teng...-.-... Well I know it's very advance... But I know I won't have time for buying presents in August... PRELIMS OI!! Haha! Ok back to where we were, I had dinner with my mum at the food court at CS... I brought home 2 big shopping bags!! ^^! Haha! My mum did some shopping too...!

Well I guess that's all for today! My day is filled with laughter and smile! Hehe! Except for the cramps! Ugh... Fun destroyer! -.-... Should be ok by tomorrow... Somehow..? Haha! Ok la... I still haven't wash my face leh... Haha! And Abang Yus, thanks for the Ben & Jerry's Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough ice cream! It's nice and I LOVE YOU LA CAN? Hahas! OK la, OK la! BYE!!! ^^

SHOP SHOP SHOPPPIIINNNGGGG!!! Hahas! [Lookin' Good ey? Haha! XD]

OMG!! How boring can a course get???! -.-... I had English course today... It was SO boring...! Thanks Maizurah for 'sacrificing' your drama to accompany me to this stupid course! Haha! And I'm VERY sorry for being late! Hahaha! We were 15 minutes late... Last 2 to arrive. Whatever... Good enough I came.

We were like the first 2 to get scolded?? -.-... HELLO~! There were more people talking and she aimed the two of us ONLY...BIAS LA BACIN! -.-... After THAT...Which was just 5 minutes after we got seated, both of us loe interest already...Since you scold us, we won't give a freakin' damn about your bullshits! -.-... Then we had to do this tough cmpre...Ugh...The words so difficult to understand! And the passage is SO confusing... So I just do anyhow lor... And we had this booklet...Me and Mai totally shut our ears down when she's talking uh...Doesn't mean we talked too. She's blabbering about how to do the exercises in the booklet... And don't know what cold jokes she made uh... The two of us didn't CARE. So we just did the booklet WITHOUT her instructions... I mean, come on... That piece of crap was EASY...-.-... So whie they were doing, for example exercise 3... We almost complete exercise 4...While they went through exercise 3... We've completed exercise 5! Hahas! Hey at least we're doing something good even though we're not paying attention! Haha! Well the two of us did laugh...But of coz at our own jokes! Haha! Nowadays I laugh alot with Mai...I guess our friendship is coming back together? Huhu...

School...I am SO failing my A-maths mock exam! OMG OMG!! I know how to do the trigo question but why can't I factorise the equation!??? I DIDN'T DOUBLE CHECK... I CHECKED 5 TIMES BUT I STILL COULDN'T SPOT MY MISTAKE! Ok that moment of time, I felt like crying... Haha! Obviously I didn't...-.-... Teachers' Day audition held before National Day and after National Day... So me and Sam decided to go before National Day since AFTER National Day...IS OUR ENGLISH ORAL 'O' LEVEL EXAMS!!! >.<... Gosh now I have to be nervous for 2 things... -.-... Look on the bright side... The school finally knows that I can sing? Haha! And the malay dancers will know that I can't dance for a reason! Coz my passion is for singing and not dancing! Bleargh... haha! And most importantly.... I CAN SING FOR MY MR ANG KS and MR ANG KK!! Hehe! Wonder what special gift I should get these two for Teachers' Day... Hmmm....

I am SO disappointed with myself right now, all thanks to A-maths... Hahas! SOOOO... What do I wanna do next after this?... Practice my Chemistry! Haha! No link seyh... Well I have to do my Chemistry Remedial homework... Since tomorrow is hell day...ARGH! I hate Friday! -.-... Since it's like the official 'Science Day'...-.-... Why isn't there 'Maths Day'?? Haha! And Don't You DARE...Give me 'Language Day...Eeeeyyeerrrrr!! Haha! Boring!! >.<...! Oh tomorrow we have to write an expository ssay for Malay... Actually got a choice uh...I can also write a narrative essay... Since my teacher said, in JC there's no more narrative for Malay... So let's practice my Expository writing and get use to it! Yeah! haha! Semangat sak...-.-...

It's 7.14 pm!! Thursday night! And I'm all alone with my cat!! Huuuu... Scary.... -.-... Haha! And my mum treated me like a baby just now saying she'll be home very soon? Haha! Now what a bad news! I LOVE STAYING ALONE AT HOME! She should stay out longer! Haha! She's with my elder brother and sister... And Mehk Ehk loves me more nowadays! Haha! It gets irritating sometimes, like just now when he ate my hair! -.-.... That part is NOT cute.

So I guess that's all! I gotta go and pray and I'll be mugging like a nerd! OH! Have you ever seen a cat licking a person before? Hahas! Well mine just did a few seconds ago... Very ticklish seyh! Haha! This Mehk Ehk always lick me and my family members if he wants attention! Ok2 already...I gotta go! Bubbyes!! I got motivated to study after reading someone's blog... Haha! And I happen to dislike that person somehow... Who cares about the person who blogged about it... What matters most is the content! ^^ Ok la ! BYE!!!

Wheee~! Today there are some news that bring the smile back to my face! Hahas... Though I still have doubt about one of the news... Hmmms... Maybe it was just a cover-up story...-.-...

Today in school the graduating students saw some of our pictures since we were sec 1...OBVIOUSLY don't have my face...THANK YOU. Haha! Coz whenever the camera comes close to me and my friends, we... RUN AWAY! Haha! No thanks yea... Not interested! LoL! I take my OWN picture. To think back, I do have wonderful memories in my school... And some are simply just... so wonderful that it makes me smile everytime I think about it. Hahas too bad I'm not sharing!

And just now during recess, another memory is made! Haha! Me, Mai, Ain and Sharon were in class during recess... Furthermore Mai was eating! Haha! I finished mine already! Haha! And Mr Vanan was standing at the corridor giving us that 'warning' look... Haha! We already felt threatened by it...! Haha! Then we went to the toilet uh...No bad intentions or anything, just accompanying Mai! Haha! Then, I went out, I saw Mr Vanan, and Mai was peeping out from the toilet and she ran back in just as she saw him! I was like...Eeek! Haha! I had this 'o-oh' face when I saw him! Haha! I actually did nothing wrong, just for the fact that I'm scared of him? Haha! Then I wanted to walk back in the toilet uh... And I ws facing a dilemma... Go back in or walk away? Haha! Then I ran back in! Haha! Mr Vanan was like.."How long are you going to hide in the toilet huh??"...He repeated that twice with a fierce tone... [Scary...! Hahaha!] And we actually did nothing wrong... Haha! Then we were like slowly peeping from the door to check whether he was still there or not... Seriously like refugees... Haha! First we went out, and ran back in...I don't know why Mai decided to run... Haha! Then it was my turn to lead. Since coast was clear, we ran to the benches at level 4! Haha! We were SO grateful that we won't get him for the English Oral Prelims next Monday...[Like so fast right?? -.-...]

Then saw Vyan bought the Racial Harmony badge... Whee~! So nice nd cheap! And we only had 5 minutes before recess ends! Haha! Another race! Haha! So me and Mai were like running to go down... And then at level 3...I realised my wallet was in class! I told my friends and they were laughing at me! Hahaha! I am SO silly! LoL! Then I borrowed money from Yi Han...paid her already... Then I went to buy the badge... It's orange! "You & Me = TrUSt..." Aww...So sweet! Haha! And to think that I'm racist! Haha! No la... I'm racist to my own race. Haha! Seriously... I love my Chinese friends ALOT MORE than my Malay friends! And it's orange! Haha! I used to dislike orange... I don't know why I suddenly like orange... Haha! Maybe coz it looks good with pink somehow... Hmmm I can already imagine a pink and orange sundress! Haha! Coolness~! ^^

Had Physics practical today... GOSH! It was SO boring...-.-... And it makes no difference after Racial Harmony Day performance! I'd rather be killed than be tortured by the boredom! Is my school like BORING or something?? Other schools can wear their traditional clothes and we were in our uniforms for Racial Harmony Day?? Wow... So much for supportive! Haha! I guess the teachers are a lil' unhappy since...Urmmm... Oh you know... The students tend to look WAY better than them in traditional costumes even though we're wearing school shoes... Hahaha! Just kidding! For the fact that we're younger... Of coz we look better! Haha! Last year's Racial Harmony Day celebration was the best! Haha! Oh yea, MRS SHANKAR LOOKED GORGEOUS WITH HER INDIAN TRADITIONAL COSTUME!!! OMG!! Hahas! And Mr Vahid & Miss Ravi...Seems to be a perfect couple somehow! Hahaha! And Mr Chew was simply cute. Haha!

Tuition!! Nothing new... Just felt like my body battery is like almost flat... I was so lathargic and was trying my best to stay fresh... And Mr Tok kept on looking at me! Ahh! Haha! I kept on yawning and have that URGE to sigh... I always feel like this every Wednesday... Eh it makes no difference la eh if he's around or not... Haha! Oh oh! Sharon from my tuition centre is like so excited whenever Fikril is around... Haha! Happy sia get to sit beside him... Haha! He sit beside me, I couldn't care less. Haha! Had an exam just now... Oh well didn't do so well.. Hahas! And I have another 'exam' tomorrow...In a jif I'm gonna try doing the 'O' Level paper 2 in my A-maths TYS... And practice on my binomial theorem!! I can't believe I'm getting good in Modulus Function and the graph... Hahas! And yea just now in class mark the e-maths paper I sat for yesterday... So far so good... Confirm pass already! Haha! Thank God... Just now after tuition, I asked Mr Tok a question on proving circle thingy... Haha! Then payed the fees, I heard him asking Mrs Teo, "Ali didn't come again today. Later call him and ask whether he's coming tomorrow or not."... And I was like...'Hmmm missing in action ey?' Haha! Obviously he stops attending alredy la... Hahas! I forgot how he looks like already! Haha! And I don't seem to care about that. Haha! I guess that's all! I'd beter start studying now! BYE!

You never look better like when you smile... =)
Just a look of that smile of yours, makes me wanna smile too. =D

OMG is that lady deaf or trying to make COLD jokes?? I said CLEARLY my name was KIRIN...
K.I.R.I.N... 'Key-reen'...KIRIN!!! -.-....
But she heard KILLER...Huh??? Killer...Kirin... So far! Just because there's the "Ki" in my name and Killer...! Lame siak..! And like purposely uh...I can SEE that she's trying to be funny...BUT IT'S NOT WORKING OUT LADY! -.-... Coz she can speak softly...She chose to say KILLER...LOUDLY! THANKS~! -.-... And the whole class was like laughing at my SO-CALLED name... Sheesh... -.-... Except ONE...Which was SAM CHUA... Ok Sam... You were being extra by calling me "Eh"... Haha! That is SO off the topic Sam! -.-...

Got back my Sub Chem mock exam papers back...Well at least I passed... Haha! Lets no elaborate on THAT! Haha! How embarassing...-.-... Nevermind, I'll do better for it next time! Huhu! After that, go back to class, and Steph and Sam start calling me Killer... -.-... Thanks for the nickname! -.-... So who's my brother? Murderer? -.-... Oh speaking of which... LADIES... If you wanna wear short sleeve shirts...You are SO recommended to SHAVE! If you DON'T WANT TO... Which is like so..BLEARGH... Wear long sleeve la! Eeyerr...! So disgusting la seyh! -.-... I don't wanna mention names here... Seriously I was grossed-out...-.-... Nahh she's not my friend... She's nobody around my age... Just guess la...

After recess, seriously I was bored to DEATH...-.-... There was Maths Mock Exam just now... Paper 2... Quite okay...I just hope that I pass the exam... Haha! I know I'm gonna fail the A-maths one which is coming this Thursday! Haha! And during the test, I suddenly felt SICK...-.-... So yea, I completed the paper, left with 15 more minutes and went to the toilet... Just as I reached the toilet, I was ok already...-.-... While I'm at it, and I'm done with my paper... Why not waste 5 minutes or so? Haha! Then returned and check my paper... I actually CHECKED my paper... Haha! When the hell was the last time I did that?? I forgot... Haha! Now is 5.28 pm... I'm taking a break till 6 pm, before I start 'schooling' again...-.-... Study study study... Sick of that word... Sheesh... And this is JUST the beginning... I still have my A-levels to go...NoooOooOo...!!

After school, went to the neighbourhood shops with Syafiqah and Maizurah... Went to 7-Eleven... Accompanied Syafiqah...Then I saw this cute cushion which costs like $1?? Hahas! CHEAP and cuddly! LoL! So I decided to buy it for my nephew, Fiqry! Then went to buy bubbletea... Go home, had my lunch and drank MILK...As I almost finish the milk... Again... I found out the milk is spoilt just as I'm about to finish it...-.-... And I'll always have this reaction...My stomach will be churning and grumbling... Haha! Hopefully I won't be sick! Do you know that this is the THIRD time I discover that the milk is spoilt when I almost FINISH it?? -.-....

Tomorrow will be a looonnnnggggg day! Same goes for Thurday and Friday... Tuition is so different now... Haha! Sometimes when I cross that road...I look to my right... Hrmmms...I see nobody. Haha! Ugh it's so boring when I can't compete with a genius in tuition! -.-... Good for that person since his a-maths has improved! Arghh! Mine haven't! Haha! Ok la...but not so much...

Oh ya! Just now when I return home, I saw this 4T guy from my school with another guy uh... As usual...They are SO ignored. -.-... That 4T guy was from EVPS... Then his friend asked me in malay,"Eh were you from East View last time? Eksyen seyh... Don't you remember me?"... [I know... Another "Eh"...My name is NOT "Eh"!]... Haha! I was already in the lift that time... Eksyen is like arrogant uh... Eh, like WHY THE HELL should I even bother about your existence? -.-... Then as the lift door is shutting, I said uh..."Huh?? NO..."... Who the hell is that guy....? Whoever he is...I DON'T CARE. Quite surprising... since I was a very low-profile girl in EVPS... Barely anyone knows me in that school unless you're my ex-classmate. Haha! And... That guy remembers my face?? o.o... CONFIRM not one of my close friends. [Hmm...Don't know about that... Most of my lower primary friends are like in NT now...Haha!] And I WAS from quite a bad class in lower primary... Haha! 3.5 is considered bad enough... Haha! Oh well... Hahas! And wassup with that 4T guy smiling at me?? O.o... You know VERY WELL I'm NOT returning that smile. I only smile at chinese guys... Haha! Nooo... I am never interested in chinese guys la seyh... Haha!

Ok la...I guess that's all...It has been quite a day la today, and I'm kinda tired... So yea, I wanna rest!! Hehe! Bubbyes! Take care!! See ya tomorrow! =)

Hell-o... Oh gosh...Today is SUCH a terrible day! TERRIBLE I TELL YA!! Hrmms... How to put it in words eh? Haha! I cried twice in a day! Sheesh... Thanks to a NEWS... -.-...

PE... as usual... FUN! Haha! Ok I am SO passing my PE assessment... Haha! Actually I KNOW that... Hahas! Violence! Yea babeh! Hahas! No injuries today... Whee~! Lucky me! But my shoes are DAMN DIRTY and my body so sticky!! Eeyerr... Ok took a shower already... Emo shower... Haha! Coz I was emo-ing while showering just now... Hahas! Niwaes... Maths only one period but it was after Physics... And I heard of that OUTBREAK during Physics... So I had no mood for maths since my mind was haunted by a thousand thoughts and I felt like crying! Haha! First of all... It has NOTHING to do with what my crush has done... NOTHING. Haha! Niwaes...The weather is totally with my mood right now... THANKS... Haha! Cold and dark... Hahas! Emo sak Kirin...!

Went for SS remedial, bored to death, brain no concentration, but still able to do my work uh... Then rushed home since I was late for my afternoon prayers... And while praying hard of the hard... I cried. Hahas! I just wish that there's nothing else that is able to separate me and my crsuh... Ok first of all, I don't have much time...I'm cool with that... But I can accept all these you know... But I have no idea about him. Maybe after April next year, I'll just move on with my life...Start afresh... Try to forget EVERYTHING and EVERYONE in my past which is currently in my present right now... Nothing lasts forever right? Hehe! I guess that's all yaw... BYE!

Why am I so emotional nowadays? Stress? Depressed? Haha!

Alluuuuz...! Hey!! Tomorrow is so called PE 'exam'! Haha! I am SO looking forward for that since we're playing rugby! Wheee~! Hahas! I'm going to have FUN! Haha! So I can't fast tomorrow, that is IF I can control my thirst...-.-... Hahas! Tuesday, there'll be E-maths Paper 2 mock exam... I studied for that...[SURPRISINGLY...! Haha!] And I'm gonna finish up my homework after blogging... Eh wait! I wanna eat my dinner first! Haha!

Oh gosh... I didn't realise life would be as BORING as this! -.-... I've been studying since 2.30 pm... And I'm like SUPER BORED! Well that's an advantage actually... I tend to do better at my work when I'm bored... And now is my 10 minutes break, so why not I blog... Hmm... So far I studied English and E-Maths only... I'm doing Ping Yi sec 2007 Prelim paper 2 right now... OH! How to study English? Easy... I read a book, copy the wonderful phrases and idioms and at the same time I read aloud to practice my oral! Huhu! I spent 2 hours on that... And I'm gonna study E-maths until 7.30 pm... Take a break, pray and go to bookshop to buy my pen's refill and also to buy E-maths formula book... I got the A-maths one yesterday... So today I want the E-maths one... Arh! 10 minutes up! Haha! And I need to finish Ping Yi's paper 2 by 7.30 pm!!! So... I've gotta go! Oh yea here's the picture of the bookmark competition I made...! BYE!

Oh wheee~! Finally it's FRIDAY!! Hahas! Well I managed to NOT blog for 2 days... Haha! And I think I CAN not blog for a long time...Since I've started to update my diary already... Phew~! It has been an exhausting week... And I've been sleeping early nowadays... And also revising my work... Somehow... Haha! Many things happen for the past two days... I've been having mood swings... But like no way I'm 'coming' again... I just did...-.-... Maybe yea... not enough rest so I tend to get cranky and crazy easily... Hahas! My eyes are like so droopy right now...-.-... Haha!

Wednesday, as usual...Long day... Sheesh... Tuition, it's a confirm... He's GONE. YAY! Haha! Ok la...So evil... Sorry!! Hahas! Well without his presence in my tuition centre, it's better since I won't stare at him when I have the chance coz he's simply handsome! Haha! But I'm more to cute guys... Don't give me handsome... Haha! And I realised...I don't care coz I didn't sit beside him for the last time, 2 weeks back... Haha! I got pissed off very easily on Wednesday... VERY easily... Haha! Don't ask me why... LoL! For the first time, I went home around 10.36 pm... And OK...I WILL NEVER do that again! Nonononono! I'll just study alone at home next time... Then I went to McDonalds and this old lady gave me this long and draggy fart...She was 2 tables from where I was... Like EEEUUUH!!! -.-...

Thursday, I had English remedial... Only 5 girls... Me, Mai, Shikin, Khairin and Sarita... Just practiced oral... It was kinda fun...! And Mai got so shocked when Mrs Shankar said if Mai doesn't have confidence for oral, she will send her to Mrs Mcgrath's remedial...! HAHA! Talk about INSULTING FACE! Haha! She was like...O.O... LoL! And I realised my weakness is just Converstaion... Sheesh... It's no big deal for Malay seyh... English is so... Difficult to me...-.-... I'm starting to read books? Haha! Ok now THAT'S weird... LoL! For a start, I borrowed Chicken Soup for Teenage Soul... Ok there's some good phrases and idioms, so I'm copying them down... Maybe I can use them for my compositions... And when I went home, I drew some stuff for the bookmark competition... I just draw for the sake of it... I seriously hope if I win, I don't have to make a speech! Eeek! I would say... MAKE ME LOSE!!! Haha! I hate to make speech! o.o.... I can't even announce to the class to hand in their maths homework to me! Haha! I HATE attention! -.-... I took HOURS to complete the bookmark... Sheesh... Hahas! Then I did my homework... I had to complete that since the dateline is today... Oh ya! I went to Prime Supermarket with Mai... And then the cashier was joking around with me since she act like she forgot to give back my change and said 'bye' to me... I just stood there and then guess what she said...? "No la... I was just killing you... Hahas! [Gave my change]... bye!"... And I was like.. HAHA! Now THAT'S a good one! What?? You were KILLING me???! O.O... Hahahaha!

Just now school... SUCKS... Coz I practically had 4 periods of CHEMISTRY! UGH! I HATE CHEM! -.-.... Like I was supposed to have Physics but Ms Zaleha changed it to Chemistry...-.-....Thanks ALOT...-.-... Ok like why am I so angry about it? Haha! Since I so love Physics only that I'm bad at it? Haha! But I'm better in Physics than Chem... Simply because I love electronic and such... But my Qualitative Analysis has improved somehow... Haha! Since I had NO interest in the lesson at first, whatever Shikin and Diyana did I just go with the flow and I was clueless... Shikin could see that! Haha! Only for the 1st question uh... After that I kinda contribute alot... Since I got my generator running already... Haha! I actually know ok... Hahas! If I want I can be top ten for exams... But I'm just as lazy as a pig! Well now I'm advancing to become a bore... HAHA! At least bores roam around the jungle to find food... Haha!

During Chem remedial... I heard some true facts from someone... Haha! That seriously enlightened me up! Haha! And leave me smiling like a freak! Haha! OMG... I'm so delighted...!!! Hehe! Oh well...I still dare not to be too excited... Hahas... It can mean anything but I simply don't wanna elaborate on it! Hahas! Ok la... It's a;ready 5.33 pm... I guess I'd better stop blogging already coz I need to pray and then I'll start revising my school work... I know... That is SO not Kirin... Haha! Well I wanna change ok? That is if I want to go to JC... And I think I won't even have time to blog if I'm in JC already... And I'll study 2 times harder since I want to pass my 'A' Levels with flying colours... Hehe... Okays... GOTTA GO!!! BYE!!!!

By the way, I just checked my friendster... EUH! This Indonesian guy gave me a comment..."So in love with you"...EEEYYYERRR! Give me a break la siak! o.o... Dude... I am SO unavailable! Haha!

Wheee~! Malay 'O' Levels... OVER!!! Haha! OMG OMG!!! I really hope I get to be the best for Malay 'O' Levels... [Insya'allah...=)]... Malay LC was ok... The weather was BAD... And I sat near the door... So cold and the rain wet my hand...-.-... I was quite nervouse you know... Imagine, sitting in the cold classroom with that nervous feeling for almost ONE HOUR!...-.-... I was like... Arghhh... COLD! Haha! I felt like closing the door seyh... And as usual... I can't run away from my silliness... I was like... wait... What have I forgotten to bring in the examination room.... Oh well... Nothing... I was like fiddling with the bloody confirmation slip and my IC and I realised... OH my pencil case! -.-.... Kirin... Is like so SILLY... Hahas! Is that even NEW?

I remembered last time I heard on the radio and was like answering the LC questions... And now it's like my turn... It feels so... scary? Haha! While waiting... I think of some stuffs that makes me NOT stress... And I was able to do that...^^... Easy peasy... Haha! I am SO not sharing what was the stuff I thought about... Then Diyana come to my house.. like 'till now... We'r actually studying... So yea I'm just here to blog you see... Hahas! And I'm like so stressed with the A-maths tuition questions... AND I CAN'T ASK MR ANG K S TOMORROW!!! Noooo...!! Damn that course he has to attend la! Haiz... Nevermind... I'll ask my friends tomorrow...

In school... Many things happened.... I have more friends now I think... Haha! Yay? Oh well... And I'm also deleting some friends from my friends list... Such as those arses that I act to be their friend when I reall hate them coz I like have no choice since I don't have much friends... BYE BYE ***!! You are SO off my list! Sheesh...! Ok la I guess that's all... I wanna continue my revision... So yea... Bubbyes... I suck coz I CHAT! Wad the...-.-... I'm not supposed to! Haha! Nevermind... I have my reasons la eh? Haha! I don't chat without any purposes... Ok there's like no reply from that person anymore now... I'M REALLY SORRY!!! I didn't mean to disturb you seyh... I know you're busy!! Hahas! I'm SO sorry... And wow I saw my ex-classmates from primary school... And they look different now! Fatin Adibah looks the same... I saw Audi, Hazmi and Yasin[Diy told me he was there but I didn't notice him]... All from Springfield Sec... Ok la I guess that's all! BYE!

OMG!! I got my revenge? Haha! Ok I just pushed her real hard just now! Wohootz! LoL! I know... Like whatever la eh Kirin... Hahas! I fast today! And after PE... Seriously dehydrated...-.-... Haha! I have fun la today in school... And after my SS remedial, Diy came to my house...she's still here by the way... and we like cooked together! Hahas! Cool huh? I've never done that with any of my friends... Hahas! Ok I've found out like some stuffs I seriously don't know... Haha! Like... Ken is into culinary... And I was like...O.O... Hahas! Ok he doesn't look like he cooks... To me la... Mainly coz urm... Since when do I look at him? Haha! And when was the last time I talked to him? 2006?? LoL! Joke with him... OK that is...I don't know what to say... Haha!

I guess I've changed a little in terms of socializing with people around me... Hehe! Thanks to Diyana partly... Hehes... You know what, after I gained more friends... For this year la... I feel like I have more confidence to sing on stage for Teachers' Day... Oh well... I guess that's all! Seriously I can't control myself from not blogging... Argh! Hopefully I won't blog tomorrow!! I HOPE I GET FULL MARKS FOR MY MALAY LC!!! And I wish all my friend good luck and I hope you peepz will get full marks too alright? GO DIG YOUR EARS NOW! Haha! OK2... BYE!

And I can accept that it was all a joke... I know you don't mean it... I trust you...
Isn't that the most important part in love? Trust... =)
It's because I love you, that I trust you... I know you do all that coz you're just shy... That's the quality I simply love in you...=)

P.S... This song is SO my love song... Hehe! And he should seriously know why... But I know even MORE... Haha! And so does my bestfriend... Haha! =)))

Helooo...As promised, I'll blog today...And I'll try my best not to blog until Friday! So yea I'll only blog on Weekends... Alamak... Boring uh... Haha! Oh well 99 days to 'O' Levels... Waddya expect? Hmms... So yea as I said yesterday, I'm going to Geylang today... And I did, with my mum, bro and Fiqry... There were ALOT of people... Foreign workers... NOT my favourite... Haha!

Went to City Plaza, First Lady... My mum wanted to buy this Kebaya for me... Which costs like $69.95... And I grow like damn fast? Haha! I can't wear my 2007 Raya clothes anymore... Short... I've grown taller...Or the clothes shrink...-.-... Haha... Then I told my mum it's alright...It's too plain...And I'm always fancy on the first day of raya... So yea... Not my taste... But it was GORGEOUS I tell ya! I salute the designer! Huhu! Then I saw the Jubah that I saw n tv... Ok...It was UGLY in reality... And it costs $40++...o.o... It's ok... You can keep it...LoL! So yea... Then I saw this Jubah, pink and black which costs like $19.95... AND DAMN NICE [to me la... Haha!] with sequins! Thanks mum for the Jubah! I LOVE IT! Hahas! I get all 'wow-whee' when I go to Geylang and see all these Malay Traditional Clothes... Love 'em! Hehe! So yea.. Then went to have lunch at Arnold's... Yummy! Hehe! Then went to TKC... OMG... I swear I was DELIGHTED to see the wonderful designs at the boutiques!! OMG!! One day I am SO opening one of my own! Hahas! But the clothes so damn ex... Chill uh on the prices...Hahas! But the modern Kebaya is so NICE! It's modern plus traditional... As the skirt uses Songket... Very commonly used in the past... Damn nice! My favourite material! Though it's thick and hot... It's GORGEOUS! Then saw this one shop at level 2... OMG... I LOVE LOVE LOVE the dresses and kebayas! Hahas! They think I wanna buy... Tch... $100 for a damn plain long tube dress?? Haha! I buy cloth make myself better la siak... Haha! So I went there to get an idea on how to design a wonderful gown...And I got it! Hehe! Then went home...


Reached home around 7.30 pm... Yada yada yadas... Then I designed the gown that I had in mind... Gosh... Now that design is my second favourite!! Wheee~! Hehe! Sorry la.. I will never post my designs... Be my friend and I'll show you! Haha! NO! Not coz my drawing is ugly I don't wanna post... It's bacause I'm afraid some assholes might steal my design... You'll never know... Hahas! Then I watched Hellboy, then I went to Giant with my bro... Wow I love his new bike...! It's so... FAST! Haha! And kinda scary... Like first time I old him when I'm on his bike... Haha! All this while I've never hold him when riding his bike! Haha! He heard me screaming... But I screamed not because I was scared... But my shirt was flapping and can see a quarter of my body! -.-... Didn't have much fun at Giant... Keep on 'quarreling' with my bro... Haha! Irritating guy... Haha! Thanks for the ice cream though... Haha! And yo know what? His bike name is "CB"... Like of all names... Haha! Ok la I guess that's all for today... Schooling tomorrow and it's already 11.27 pm! So... Goodnight!

Oh yea... And I'm in love with "Tear drops on my guitar"... Like finally can "feel" the music... Haha! Before this I listen but I don't care... It totally reminded me about the first day of school after the school holidays... Hahas! And around 2 am... I was listen to the song, and I cried upon listening to it! Haha! Emotional...-.-... LoL! Ok la! BYE! And here are some picts...

She'd Better Hold Him Tight...Give Him All Her Love...Look In Those Beautiful Eyes...And Know She's Lucky Cause...
And yes... He has beautiful eyes to me... =)
And I've finally decide... It's alright if he chooses her... I have no right to stop him...

I guess it must feel so good when your crush tells his friends that you're his girlfriend after he finds out you like him...
Hehes... Lucky her...=)


Everyone Look Elegant In Their Traditional Costumes...=)


Good girl face...! Haha!


Do I look like my or what?? Haha! Ok I look weird somehow...


SO NICE RIGHT???!! =D

Alluuuu...! Oh yet another stay-at-home Saturday... Actually I also lazy want to go out on Saturday... Since it happens to be my beauty day... Urmm maybe when I got the money I will go out on Saturdays...But I'll only go out to go for facials or spas... Huhu... That is when I work already ar... Now no money... LoL! So Saturdays are officially my beauty day... No Disturbance! Hahas! I just had a 45 minute shower and I used my hydrating mask today... Nothing much... Speaking of which I haven't eat my beauty pills..Ugh... I forgot to eat that yesterday... So today I'll have to eat two! Shoot! The taste is SO not nice... Hahas!

Today, I COOKED! Hahas! I cooked my favourite dish, which is... Prawn Sambal with Petai... I don't know how to translate Petai since it's a NAME... Hahas... It's a vegetable... That's all I know.. Haha! Usually my mum is always by my side when I'm cooking... Since like...Yea... This clumsy girl? Alone? In the kitchen? NO WAY! Haha! I guess she trusts me more now that I've cooked alot of times already... Haha! Apart from oil popping all over the place and the stove was dirty... Haha! And so was my shirt! LoL!... When I chopped some stuff...It's impossible for even one small bit not to fall to the ground! Haha! I'm like so silly...-.-... I'll be more careful next time... Ok I was like rushing when cutting the chilli... And if I pressed the scissors a lil' harder... I know my skin at the finger tip would be cut off... Hahaha! Before that happened I screamed already... LoL! My mum was like...WHAT?! WHAT HAPPENED??? Hahahaha! Nothing happened. XD

I did lots of stuffs after cooking and I didn't even TASTE it... Haha! But if my mum cook... I'll be like... OMG! I WANNA TASTE IT!! Hahas... I didn't even bother to taste mine... After praying around 7.30 pm just now, my mum was eating uh... she asked me again whether I wanted to eat or not... I said see first...Then she said my cooking was POWER... Haha! In other words... Delicious...! And you know what else she said?? She said that it tasted better than when my sister cook it! ^^... OMG!! Ok now that really flattered me! Hahas! And that day when I cooked curry my dad said he just have to eat a lot since it was my cooking...Simpy too delicious to not eat a lot! Hahas! Gosh... My parents really enjoy my cooking! Whee~! Hehe... So then I go and eat uh... Even I was impressed! LoL! 'Eh...Did I cook this?'.. Haha! It tasted like my mum's cooking!

I didn't prepare the whole thing uh... Ok practically the whole thing except the prawns... Ugh... They STINK! Haha! And I saw my mum peeling the skin and the head off and those orange juices from the brain flow on her hand... I was already disgusted... Haha! So my plan was... "Hmm Mum, why don't you do this and call me later...While I look after Fiqry huh? ^^"... Haha! So yea she agreed... She actually told me to fry this fish uh after I cooked... I was like... NoooOooo... That's YOUR job... Haha! I don't FRY...I COOK... Ok wait..Frying is part of cooking.. Oh whatever... But frying a fish? OMG! Some serious oil popping! I hate it when I burn my skin with hot oil...-.-... And I'll be screaming like a pontianak in the kitchen... Haha! Then my mum will get irritated and then she will fry the thing... So why not she fry te thing herself in the first place huh? Hahas! Ok I've used my laptop for 30 minutes already... I used it for like 6 hours yesterday... Haha! Friday is my off day... So yea... Gotta go and finish my homework as soon as possible...

Tomorrow, I'm going to Interchange, then I'm going Geylang with my mum... We're going to interchange to buy some stuffs for sewing I asked from my mum...It's for those embroidery stuffs la... Hehe! I love my supportive mother! Gosh all my hobbies are like potential housewife's job... Haha! Cooking, sewing... Ok I used to like washing the clothes when I was in the lower primary since I love to play with foams.. Hahas! Now...Nahh... LoL! Eeek housewife?? You serious or what?? I want a degree and I want to be a housewife? HAH! NO WAY! My passion for sewing and designing is simply blooming by day... I'm SUPER eager to join the sewing class by the end of 'O' Levels!!! Wheee~! Hehe! And I'm going to Geylang tomorrow coz... My mum wanna buy me this Jubah from First Lady... OMG! I love it, love it, LOVE IT! Hahas! I tell you, if I know how to sew, I won't even bother going to the Raya Bazaar... I'll be busy sewing my own Baju Kebaya... Hehe! OKAY! I'm done with blogging for the day! Tomorrow is another day! Hahas!

I'll be blogging tomorrow... And I will try my best to restrain myself from blogging on weekdays... Eh remember that time when I was pissed off during PE lesson..? Ok now I don't bother to get my revenge after I know her hands is way to filthy for me to come close! Eeek! Haha! So yea... Get You Filthy Hands Off Me as they say... Hahas! And you know what? I've been thinking alot... Why should I hate those two guys who broke my heart...? I mean ok they broke my heart and left me crying like damn it... Haha! But still... They give those sweet memories... And also 'warn me' to stay away from people like them! Haha! I'll be more careful next time... Hehe! [Hmmm and I don't think my crush is like them at all... His looks is too...Urmm...Innocent. Haha!]..So for now, I only hate that girl with the filthy hands! Eh wait... And that irritating asshole... Grrr...! It's better if I don't mention the name! Haha! A guy...Like DUH... LoL!

Gosh like FINALLY it's Friday! And EVERY SINGLE DAY is a tiring day for me... Seriously, I had a SUPER BAD DAY today... First of all, Mdm Fara totally spoiled my day when she mentioned the names of the people that have to attend the SS remedial next week... Everyone has their close friend except ME! OMG!!! Injustice!!! So yea I went to talk to her about it! Hahaha! Too bad I still have to go ALONE... Oh bother... -.-... Oh well...It's just 45 minutes right? Dunno uh...I forgot the timing... Haha! Do I look like I bother? Haha! Ok now, my favourite day is just Thursday since school ends early without any freakin' remedials! Wednesdays and Fridays are BULLSHIT DAYS! Damn it sia go home so late on these days...-.-... ESPECIALLY WEDNESDAY! Now I have NO MOOD to go for tuition... ARgh! -.-.... Ok wait see first uh next week... Haha! Coz tuition is kinda fun sometimes... Hahas! Ok wait...Most times... To me la...[Gosh I sound like a geek! o.o...] If I AM a geek...I wouldn't dress up like some rock star to tuition...-.-... Haha! That's my 'tuition fashion'...I always wear like a rock star... LoL! Especially with my new haircut!

Speaking of which...HOW CAN I FORGET TO BLOG ABOUT MY GORGEOUS HAIRCUT??!!! Hahas! Well today I will alright... I got a haircut on Monday... Short... Thin... Spiky?... Hahas! Well I love it except for the part where I have to use like 4-5 clip in order to tie my hair neatly since it's too thin and the layering is like VERY uneven for me to tie up my hair...And the length is below my collar, so I ave no excuse for not tying my hair up... Sheesh! But I love it when I don't tie my hair! I don't even need to use hair wax to make it spiky coz it's already spiky! Haha! My head feels lighter and it's cooler uh...Since my hair before this is like THICK...and HOT...-.-... Before and after picture will be posted later on...No comments on my face please! I know my face SUCKS in that picture... Haha!

Oh!! TUESDAY!! The LAST Malay 'O' Level paper!! Wohooo!!! Hahas! Listening compre... So the plan now is... DIG MY FREAKIN' EAR EVERY SINGLE DAY!! Gosh I'm like so worried since like...HELLO... I'm 'partially deaf' remember?? Hahas! Joking la...I'm not deaf, just that I can't hear very clearly sometimes... It's irritating at times... Coz it goes WAY beyond the actual word... I know people around me are more irritated than I am! Haha! So...Good luck yea peepz for the listening compre...For all students taking it la in Singapore... And especially to my 4E3 classmates, chinese and malays! All the best peepz! YOU CAN DO IT! Hahaha!

I practically had a stomach ache from morning until about 9.30 pm?? Gosh it SUCKS... -.-... I don't bother to online for long now...I see no purpose...And I have 4 freakin' homeworks to complete?? All not by Monay uh... BUT...I want to start on my INTENSIVE REVISION! Hahas! Well like DUH mainly on maths... Science is SO dull... So yea, I'll have fun revising maths! LOL! Urmm... English, I'm planning to borrow a book from my school library... Is that impossible or surprising? Haha! Ok Maizurah was surprised... Since I'm the kind who DOESN'T read... I get all those nice words for my compo, mainly from my wonderful rock songs! Whee~! Haha! That's why most of my compo is like...Emo? Unless I have no choice uh... Hahas! Oh well I guess that's all... More things happened today, such as I get angry VERY easily today in school and etc... I rather not elaborate on the 'etc.'... Haha! Gotta go now! BYE BYE!!!! XD

When was the last time I received that 'look'...? That made my day for today...=) I Love You...Hahaha! Ok fine...I sucks...XD

An Empty Chair Sits All Alone.
Abandoned and Lonely,
Like A Broken Soul.
And Here I Am,
Out In The Cold.
And It's Your Hands That I Wish To Hold...
[for this one, I drew a chair, supposedly at this isolated place uh...But drawing not complete yet... Hehe]

Ok this is the loooonnnngggg one... What do you expect? I was dead bored! Haha! Ok most of it doesn't rhyme though...That's why I don't call it a poem...I just call it...Some shits I've written... Hahas!

Is this true what I'm feeling?
Is it finally over?
Or am I just confused with my feelings?
Maybe I'm just what you call,
a crestfallen lover...

I'm afraid of the consequences,
But I'm loving the memories.
I love to see you smiling,
Your smiles take away my worries...

But the smiles are never meant for me.
Just ignorance and plain arrogance.
What have I done to you?
Or do you just hate me?

For more than a year,
I've kept this feeling for you...
And finally you knew,
That I love you...

I thought that would bring happiness,
But my judgement is so untrue...
You ignore my existence,
And leave me torn apart in silence...

But I have confidence,
Never to let go of you...
Until my dark past came to me,
and leave me feeling blue...

Ok let me explain a little here... The dark past... Is actually that 2 dreams... Seriously reminds me of that heartbreaker... And I DON'T WANT to be reminded about him! Ugh... -.-... Both 'story'...Mainly describe my feelings towards my crush right now... After I'm reminded of my past... I don't know...That fear of falling in love just came back to me...And that JOKE I heard from my crush's mouth 2 weeks ago became SOOOOO CLEAR in my head... And it makes me even MORE afraid to fall in love... Hmms... I don't know la... I'm afraid but I'm still praying that one day he'll give me a chance to love him... Haha! So yea...Confused soul...And for now, I feel like my blog url... Simply suits me... Hehe! I guess that's all... Actually today, my life has a storyline...You know, everywhere I go today, I hear a 'narrator' in my head advising me... Haha! I'm NOT crazy... It always happens when I'm emo... Haha! My mind encourages me to smile again... =)

Ok ok I'll stop here...I'll type out more of this crap if I make more of it kays? Now I need to revise my A-maths formulaes! Bubbyes!

These Days Are Dead Again...
It's Empty From The Start...
And It Drives me Crazy...

Listen to the lyrics of this song... Totally describes my feelings right now... Hahas! First and foremost, I just want to thank my God for the retribution that I've received... Hahas! It hurts, but I know there must be a reason behind it... And I deserve it for being so sinful my whole life... And I've repent... To Allah...I give in all my hopes... =)

I don't know eh...I'm just losing it one by one... The people whom I really want to be friends with...Gone one by one... And I won't question my fate here... And I'm still ignored by the person whom I want that person to be more than just a friend to me... Well he should just continue doing that... Carry on... It doesn't hurt as much as my heartbreak in 2006 anyway... Hahas! So ea, not so bad... He should forget me just as school ends... Banish me from his mind... I doubt that I'm even in the heart... Haha! He don't deserve me...He deserves someone better... I don't deserve him... I guess I deserve a heart breaker like my ex huh? Hahas! And I totally deserve that heartbreak...! That's why I don't hate him anymore...

And that other guy, whom I said had the brains, the discipline and the looks...I think he's gone forever from my sight... Like I asked myself before...'He's so clever! Why does he need tuition??' I guess he stopped attending tuition already? Or financial problems? Or change session? Or he's just absent for one day? Hahas! Whatever it is I was happy...! You know why? Coz I prayed once, I wish there's something that can happen to help me to ONLY like my crush and nobody else... And that somebody is GONE! ^^...Prayers answered! Gosh... Am I really meant for my crush or something? Haha! Oh whatever Me... I know it's like IMPOSSIBLE...Me and HIM? Hahahas! People would be gasping... And I would probably embarrass him... Oh my God! You're with HER?? O.O...Are you BLIND or something? Hahas... Oh well... Whatever la... Some things are just not meant to be I suppose...

Ok my day was really DEAD today... Emo much? Hahas! After school, asked Mr Ang how to do my A-maths remedial question... About Kinematics uh...He drew the distance and displacement line...And when he wanted to explain to me how the particle moved, he made funny and weird noises... Haha! And he asked me where I was going after secondary.. Like of coz TPJC... Obviously I wasn't interested in the TP Engineering School talk... GOSH... I was DEAD BORED... Not only I don't want to go poly, I also don't want to take engineering course if I go Poly! Never explain about School of Design seyh... Whatever... And Why On Earth TPJC don't have talks or whatsoever?? Haiyoh...

Then go home, cooked fish curry and squid sambal... Sooner or later I'll have to cook everyday...! Haha! Oh well, I love to cook anyway... And my grandmother was so proud that I knew how to cook already and she said my curry was delicious and I can get married already... Hahs! Give me a break... NOT INTERESTED! LoL! There was Physics tests and I was SO not prepared...Finished 15 minutes early...So I wrote some craps on my foolscap... Haha! Nothing better to do and I was in no moo to sleep like the rest... There was also Malay TA2...Quite easy uh... But cannot say TOO easy... So yea... I guess that's all...Now I'm gonna type that crap that I wrote on my foolscap paper out here... Hehe! On a new post yea... So yea.. Bubbyes! Oh yea... 4E3 classmates...remember to study for tomorrow's A-maths mock test... All the best yea peepz! Hehe!

Ya Allah, kepadaMu aku berserah...

Aisey! Tomorrow there's tuition and at the same time, that stupid SPA Assessment! Alamak spoil uh sak...! BIG BIG BIG problem here... Haish... I will DEFINITELY go for my tuition I tell you... I got a lot of questions to ask Mr Tok anyway... So yea... I MUST go... And I still haven't showed him my Mock Exam paper... Argh... What a long day! Shit la siol... But I don't hate Wednesday... I HATE FRIDAY! Since there's science and a-maths remedial STRAIGHT AWAY AFTER SCHOOL! What the hell??! Think what?? We're robots or something?? Sheesh... [Gosh 7.16 pm already... Must finish blogging ASAP...Need to pray and study!!]

So tomorrow, I'll be meeting Mr Kim to ask about the SPA Assessment thingy... Waste my time...-.-... Just now I called him so many times, never come out... ARGH! School was like ok uh today... Cannot say fun... Hahas! Thanks to a stupid dream I had last night! For 2 nights! My freakin' ex appeared in my dream, and simply destroy that dream where I was about to find happiness with my crush...[He smiled at me in the dream until he saw that guy giving me a present...-.-...Oh who cares...At least he smiled at me! Haha!] That was Sunday night's dream...

Last night's dream... Ok that freaky guy who happens to be someone USELESS in my past, was like smiling at me when he saw me and I was like EEEEEEE!!! Hahaha! Straight forward sia... LoL! I mean, he SUCKS...So...What the heck... Hahaha! Eee oh my God! Why the hell do I have dreams about my ex! Get it straight la sey... I'm SO OVER HIM! He spoiled my heart once and now even in my dreams, HE'S SPOILING MY HAPPINESS!!! Hahas! Oh well not his fault coz it's just a 'nightmare' anyway... Hahas!

There was Chem Lab today...[Phew...Luckily it was Lab... If not sure die one...Never do homework! Hahaha!]... Kinda fun uh... The filter paper like burst into flames and that includes the thongs! Gosh I was like SO panic? Haha! Ahhh! Fire! LoL! Ok had fun there... Shu Jun burnt part of her fringe...I thought it was dust on her head, then I realised that's her hair...O.O... But she's ok...^^... During SS, Mdm Fara gave us this beautiful keychain...! THANKS MDM FARA!! Hehe! Some people get some really neat shapes uh...Mine, I couldn't describe what it is...But what it seems to me, it's a teeth? Hahaha! Or two hearts joined together...But mine sure was big! Haha! Geography, just did peer marking...Argh...Bored...Hahas! Maths, just did another 'Mock Test'... It's from Dunman Sec...THANKS Mr Ang...For reminding me of something that is related to my dream last night...-.-... The paper was surprisingly easy, though I still didn't know how to do certain questions... Too bad then... Hahas! But East Spring's Mid-year paper was serously tough... Sheesh... Talk about school standards and exam paper standards...!

After school, went to bubble tea shop with Maizurah... Then we chat for a while, and then we went home at around 4... Go home yada yada...Then I played Nitendo DS... Haha! Like I can't sleep between 4.30-7.15 pm... According to my religion, this is a praying hour, called Asar...And if we sleep during this range of time, we'll suffer from mental retardation some days! Hahaha! Ok I believe in it since like ALOT of people tld me that and they learnt it from some religious school or whatsoever... Some like me also uh...Learn from friends and family members... Hehe! So yea, I DON'T wanna be retarded... Haha! Then after almost 2 hours of playing game, I prayed, then I ate my beauty pill...Which is like daily routine... And now I'm wearing a mask and I'm gonna pray with my sis RIGHT NOW! Hahas! So bubbyes! Oi 'O' Levels in 104 days! GO AND STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!

Ooo... Mr Gold Digger! Hahas!


He loves gold! Hehe! Muhammad Fiqry Is SO CUTE!


I Love My Mum! Oh The one in orange is my grandma! Haha!
Hearts her too! Hehe! =)


Biggy Shades Are Loved! Hehe!


I Love Pink! Hehe!

Hey peepz...Happy Youth Day! Oops...Too late, it's already Monday! Hahas! Oh well...Whatever... Didn't do much today... I just went to a wedding ceremony with my mum...The last time I went for one was end of last year at KL... Hahas! I didn't eat alot uh...I took very very little rice since I usually cannot finish one... Hahas! The ceremony was like so...quiet? Haha! Not many people leh... Until the bikers came in...Wooo~! Big bikes! Hahas! Like so cool lor...Then I say uh I wish one day my boyfriend is a biker... Haha! Like gangster like that uh...UNTIL...I saw almost all the bikers are OLD and the ladies are young...WTF? o.o... Hahaha! CANCEL PLAN! Haha! I want a guy driving a BMW instead! Haha! I wore pink today, and I'm so glittery... Like Hari Raya like that... Haha! I wore the same colour as the bride and the groom...-.-... What a coincidence... Haha! Newly weds look sooooo beautiful together during their wedding ceremony...! I wonder when's mine... hahas! I saw at my void deck...The colour is Pink And Black! OMG! OMG OMG!!! Haha! Ok ok approximately in 10 years time the people in my neighbourhood will see that again during my wedding ceremony! Haha! I'm so jealous!! The void deck was GORGEOUS! O.O... And there were ALOT of people... Then when go home, I saw Rafi at the wedding ceremony at my void deck...[So? Do I look like I care? Hahaha!]...

I went to Interchange too...As planned...Bought a purse, but not the purse that I intended to buy...I realised the purse was like flat so yea, with my big wallet and fat phone...No way it'll look nice...! So I bought one that is like exactly like my current one only that different colour and pattern..Also $19... I LOVE IT! Haha! Hmm...After my O's I'll buy 2 more... Haha! Obsession with OzOzO Sac! Wheee~!!! Haha! Then at Wallet Shop I think I saw Nana's 2nd elder sister...Wasn't so sure leh... Haha! She was like..."Kirin...!"...So I just say.."Eh Hi!!"...Actually in my heart was like...Err...Who is she? Hahaha! Oh well, no harm being friendly? Haha! Then mum bought Nasi Briyani at Cheers there... Then this auntie kept on staring at me...o.o... Then she said to my mum I'm Siti Nurhaliza's twin sister! Like Laugh Out Loud! Haha! Kept on saying I'm Siti sia...No I'm not... Haha! Then she realised my grandmother was related to her... You peepz don't have to know about it... Hahas! Rather not tell...Haha! Then she told my grandma...I saw Siti Nurhaliza then I realise you were with her!...-.-... What the... Haha! And she asked the question I so hatez-a-lot! Haha! "How's Dato' Khalid??"...O.o... Oh that old freak got married with a 15 year-old last week...I got a divorce from him already! -.-...I just giggle uh...Got nothing to say sia...And my grandma...Where got Dato' Khalid...Hers is Dato' Salam..Whot the hell is Salam sia? Hahaha! I know got one teacher with that name uh... Haha! Eee SO the disgusting marry an old man...o.o...

So I guess that's all uh...And it's like whatever with Tampines Idol for this year... Haha! No time! LoL! Told my mum maybe after my sewing course after my O's, I wanna work as a malay traditional clothing model...! Hahaha! Like cool right?? She TOTALLY agreed! LoL! Just ONE problem...Do they WANT me? LoL! And YAY! Finally can pray again, which means, I can cut my hair too! Wheee~! Haha! We'll see about that uh...Maybe just a trim...I'll only cut it like until cannot tie after my prom nite [if there's any...-.-...]... So yea...I'll keep it so called long for now... I guess that's all for today! Bubbyes!

I'm so delighted that I can pray again... So that I can continue to pray for you, my one and only *****... =)))

And I suddenly hate myself you see... It's so irritating to live with this guilt... I mean, I've been such a jerk... How can I like someone, and I know that someone happens to read my blog sometimes, and I blog about another guy?? True that I don't like the other guy... But I kept on praising him sia... Hahas! Ok like last week, I just did that for so-called revenge since my heart was really shattered upon hearing that something from his own freakin' mouth... A fact that I seriously couldn't take it as a joke... But even this week I'm still blogging about the other guy...I'm just too much la seyh...

I SUCK.

So yea...I won't blog about that tuition guy anymore... Hahas! And I guess, if I really HAVE TO change to Thursday's time slot for tuition...I guess I'll just have to accept it... But seriously, the main reason why I DON'T wanna go Thursday's time slot is because of that irritating Mr Know-It-All, I have NO CHANCE to answer any questions! -.-...And the class is SO noisy! 7.30 pm? I'm like TIRED...-.-... Seriously it has got NOTHING to do with Ali...I don't even TALK to him...Why should I even care?? o.o... All I said before is just a joke...So yea, for those who know I have a crush on 'my crush'...Hahas...I hope you galz don't think I have another crush... I don't. It's just a joke. Why would I wanna leave someone I've cried for? Doesn't make sense right? And to my bestfriend, you asked me not to be with him if I become a popular singer one day...[Which seriously won't happen since I HATE to be a singer]... I'll still wait for him... He said he's not ready YET... It means I should wait for him... And I still am... =)

Hmm today is kinda boring day...In other words...IT SUCKS! Hahas! Well only me, my mum and Fiqry at home...Fiqry cried alot uh today... Ishk... Can't wait for him to grow until that stage where he cries only when he falls or anything... Toddler! Hehe! Since my mum had to look after him, I cooked la... Hahas! I cooked Chicken Sambal... Just following instructions from my mum... Since it's Saturday, it happens to be my beauty day... So yea, after a long shower, I had my breakfast than I ate this daily tablet for teens to look gorgeous! Haha! There's four types, then they say uh...This one eat for Saturday and Wednesday only or something like that uh... I ate for the acne one... Thanks Along for buying me that thing...I was unsure about thanking her yesterday since I thought the thing was capsule uh...And I have a terrible fear of eating capsules...o.o... So I was like...Errr...Gosh...This is gonna be HELL... LoL! It turns out to be normal pills...So yea...

I joked alot with my mum today... And there's a wedding dinner at my void deck...Got one lady sang Purnama Merindu by Siti Nurhaliza... Purnama is Moon, Merindu is Miss... Like the moon is missing something? Haha! I am SO bad at translation! LoL! Anyway it's a beautiful song and difficult to sing... I can only sing that song sometime, when my voice is really ok...I can't even have a SLIGHT sore throat to sing that song...! Haha! But that lady who sang that song, sounded horribly monotonous! LoL! And I don't think she realised that since she sang the WHOLE song! Haha! I heard some sarcastic remarks from the audiences! Hahaha! And I was like LOL at home! Hahahaha! Ok la...I guess that's all... Hahas! Since I've CONFESSED... Hahas... I guess part of the guilt is gone... Hmm...I really hope he understands if he happens to read my blog...Ugh! I suck! Hahas!