I'mSorryI Can'tBePerfect

If Only You Could See That I'm Trying.
Saturday, 28 February 2009;1:28 am

Look of the day! Simple la...
With the kebaya I sewed...


Nice right this shot?
See who took the picture la... xD


Awww....So nice together!
When's my turn ah? HAHA! JOKING! xD


Abang so happy to get married! LOL!


The bride, Kak Zainab, so beautiful right? =)
Well how are the pictures? Nice right?
All taken by me...Believe it or not.. Haha!
Who needs a professional photographer,
when you have Kirin? LOL! [Prasan... xD]
;12:47 am
Helloooo!!
Gosh I think I heard the name "Suhaimi"
like 20 times today... o.o...
Not day-dreaming la sey! Hahaha!
It's Kak Zainab's father's name...
Different spelling only... Haha!
And my bro's friend, the actor,
name also Suhaimi...
Then watched pesta perdana got 2 more Suhaimi... xD
Ok2 enough of Suhaimi... xD
And my sis just gotta tell the whole house,
that Aizat looks like my boyfriend...
I guess almost everyone knows I'm attached now? xD
Should be la... Hahas!
They'll know on Sunday! I think... xD

Anyway, today was filled with laughter...
And I have a part-time 'job'...Not paid though.. xD
I'm the photographer for today! COOL OR WHAT?!
Tomorrow also! Wheee~! Eh I'm good ok!
Later I show you 3 pictures... Haha!
Next time I post ALL the pictures...
So tired liao... -.-...
My day starts at 12 PM...
Followed my bro to collect the Sireh Dara...
Some fower arrangement la...
Alamak pissed off with all these spelling error sia!
Haha! Tired mah... Hehe!
Anyway... After that followed my granny
to withdraw some money...
Ate Nasi Lemak for lunch...
Blablabla then get ready to go Kak Zainab's house
at around 4 PM...
I wore the kebaya that I sewed! Wheee~!
So many people loved it...! *Ehem*! Haha!
Very proud leh... Haha!
I was more happy to hear that my kebaya is nice,
rather than they say I looked nice... Hehe!
Coz the make up took 10 minutes,
the kebaya took one month. Haha!
Anyway, there's this videographer la...
Wah piang... Turn by turn ask me...
Eh that guy handsome or not??
Especially my mum! O.o... Errr... Hahahaha!
No comments. LOL!
They forgot I'm attached I think... Hehe...
Oh well... Won't see him again... haha!
I thought it was over you know!
At night my grandma continued about him! xD
My sister don't think he's handsome though... Haha!
Anyway, at Kak Zainab's house...
I was like a pro photgrapher uhhh...
Chey prasan eh? Hahaha!
There was a paid photographer there...
Keep on blocking my view! Bodoh! xD
Pissing me off la siot... Haha!
I took around 200++ pictures! xD
96% of the pictures are clear! Hehe!
Not bad for a beginner ok?? Hehe! =P
Took so many pictures and realised...
Everyone left me already... o.o... -.-
Heck care lor... I just took the picts...
Then I go down alone...
Realised I got a missed call... I call back la...
THEN... Bata said I got the job! Yay!! xD
But I start next week la...
Nadia start tomorrow... Hehe!

Go down alone... [Confident siak... xD]
THEN LOST SIA! Hahaha!
They anyhow only point the direction of the ceremony!
I was like... WHERE SIA?! xD
Then wanna go back to the house...
WHERE SIA??! hahaha!
Then I just stood at the Coffee Shop,
then I saw the newly weds...
I was like... PHEW~! I'm not lost! xD
Then took more pictures...
Had a small argument with my dad...
Then he wanna bring away my camera seh...
THAT'S MINE!! Haha! It's his actually... xD
OMG! The place was gorgeously decorated!
So yea, tired of taking people's picture...
I took pictures of the surrounding...And FLOWERS!
That's my fave type of photography! Wheee~! Hehe!
Got scolded coz everyone was waiting for me! xD
They thought I was lost again! Hahaha!
I'm not that dumb ok? xD
In the bus took lots of pictures... Haha!
Then I forgot the convo la...But I remember...
I said I want kids a month after marriage..
Or better still... 2 weeks after... Haha!
The grannies in the bus were laughing their asses off! xD
Oh well, I love to make people laugh... Heheee! =P
Cannot meh? Too early ah? Haha!
2 weeks okay mah... xD

Then reached home, go out with my cuzz,
Nadhirah, after praying...
Then lepak at the void deck...Beautifully decorated.
Until around 11 PM? Haha! Rabak sak... xD
Well...typical Rin... Lepak je keje! xD
After a long day... Why not lepak right? xD
Seriously hungry sak... Hahaha!
Go home only eat seh! xD
I ate rice... And asam pedas & lauk lemak cili padi!
OMG!!! MY FAVOURITE! And there was
chicken wings in the lauk lemak...
And LADIES FINGER in the asam pedas! Gerek! xD
Then had to do some chores...
Wash the dishes... And scoop up the rice
from the tupperware to the pot...
Sticky seh... Haha! And heavy!
I had to bend down all the way...
Half way through I couldn't walk straight...
Painful sia my back! o.o....
Then went to 7-Eleven with my married bro...
He talks about mushy stuff...
He day-dream coz he thinks about his wife,
have to sleep alone tonight...
Eh! Tak perlu seh! Hahahaha!
I was like... BLEARGHHH!!! Hahaha!
Kla2... That's all for now!...
Tomorrow got dinner... More story...
Now tired like *toots* already...
Good morning! Toodles!
Assalamualaikum! =)

And congratulations to my bro and sis-in-law...
Mohamed Firdaus & Siti Zainab...
Alamak tomorrow must make a speech...
NERVOUS! =X Hahaha!
Thursday, 26 February 2009;9:51 pm
Rain rain go away...
Come again some other day...

I don't like rainy days!!
Where are you Sun??
Hmm... I feel so scared when it rains.
The thunder really shocked me! =X
And the lightning scares me! >.<
So it was a scary journey to the 291 bus stop.
Hahas since I was alone... So yea...
Reached East Point at 3.30 PM or so...
Hmm... Didn't do much today...
But I still had fun la...
I tried Lotus Seeds... Haha!
Cik Ati told me to try... Hehe!
After the course, dear said he wanna fetch me.
So yea he was 30 minutes late...-.-...
Saw Guo Yan... And Shikin...
We had a drink and that's all.. Hehe!
Zat said he saw us and horned at us...
I didn't hear any horn... Hahaha!
Either that, or I totally forgot! xD
7.40 PM or so... Reached home.
I sewed the buttons for my baju kebaya...
Since I'm wearing that tomorrow!
WHEEE~! Show off time! Hehehe!
So yea... ABANG IS GETTING MARRIED!
Congratulations Abang Pil & Kak Zainab!
Hope you guys last long until the end of time... =)
Oh yea... Gimme a niece will ya?
I got 1 nephew already and another one is a boy too.
So I'll appreciate it if I get a niece! Hahaha!
I'm gonna miss you Abang!!! =(
But I'm happy for you though! =D
Okay lah! That's all! TOODLES!
Assalamualaikum! =)
Wednesday, 25 February 2009;11:06 pm

This picture was taken at Mustafa...
Wahhh so big sia! Confirm spicy! Mmm..! xD


I've heard of Hot Sauce...
What about Chilly Sauce? New huh?
Leaves a chilly sensation in your
mouth after consumption! x)


See the 2 rainbows?! OMG!!! xD


AHHH! GORGEOUS LAH BODOH! xD
;11:02 pm
Heyyyy peeepzzz! Hehe!
Today I'm err... Hyper? haha!
Oh shit I got a headache now...
Better rush with this blog...
Anyway, today I went out with my dear.
Went to Downtown East...
Had fun here and there...
Until it rained. GOSH!
It rained so heavily that I was drenched!
And I think I fall sick... -.-
BUT! I saw a rainbow!
Wait... Then I saw another one!
WHEEE~! I saw 2 rainbows!!!
And they were HUGEEE!
I'll post the picture after this post ok?
Anyway went home at around 7.45 PM.
A 'lil off schedule... But yea... Sorry... Hehe.
Drank alot, ate just one meal today...
No appetite to eat already...
Feeling so giddy... xP
Oh well... I guess that's all la...
I don't like to brag about my date... Haha!
So yea, let's keep it short! =)
Toodles! Assalamualaikum!
Tuesday, 24 February 2009;1:48 pm
HELLLOOO~!
Oh my gosh I'm home alone!
Boring! Bosan! Mendak!! -.-
Anyway, I went to Mustafa Centre today.
Hmm... Today was like.. 12 AM??? LOL!
I went there with my bro...
The journey was rather... Thrilling? O.o
He was like seriously speeding!
And like got sudden bumps...
Like suddenly go down like that,
I sure scream sia... LOL!
I don't wanna die on the day I found out
I got into Temasek Poly!! xD
For the first time, I put my hand on
his shoulders all the way throughout the journey.

Anyway, it has been a while since I went there.
OMG! The jewellery sets were so cheap!
I am SO buying at least one of them one day! xD
Hmmm... It would be great for my future boutique!
It looks expensive but it's cheap! xD
Anyway, then we went to the sports section.
As usual, we play around with those things. xD
Play with this twisting bar is it? Dunno la..
Like my arm hurts enough already, I used that thing.
IT BECAME WORSE! Haha! Oh well...
It's the fun that matters! xD
Then we punched each other when we tried on the
punching gloves... I don't think we
were allowed to do that... But we didn't care.. xD
ABANG PROMISED ME...
To buy me a Nike Water Bottle! ADIK INGAT EH!!
Then we went to the supermarket!

We simply shopped for food only... LOL!
It was quite fun lah... Seriously I think I am like..
80% like my brother... In front of the cashier..
$24?? SO EXPENSIVE AR??? LOL!
The cashier was like smiling already! xD
Like that time I wanted to buy a cake...
$18 so small ah?! EXPENSIVE SIA! xD
Then we went home at around... 1.45 PM.
I can't stop thinking about TP!! xD
OH MY GOD.... I'M SO HAPPY! ^^
Monday, 23 February 2009;8:08 pm
Helllooooo.....
Oh gosh... When will school start?!
I am SO rotting down here! -.-...
So, what happened today?

Swimming plan cancelled.
Thanks to the weather... -.-
Boring siaaaa...! So what did I do?
I designed a new dress! Wheee~!
It's all black la...
Very nice! I think after sewing this dress I'm
sewing right now, I will sew that one.
It shall be done before school reopens.
Hopefully lah... Insya'Allah...
Anyway...Around 5.15 PM, went out.
Met dear to accompany him to have his meal.
Like what the hell... On the way
I hurt my leg at the carpark... Bodoh siot...
Furthermore my arm hurts like hell! -.-
Coz I carried Fiqry for too long I think...
Not as bad as the other time...
I couldn't even move my arm! LOL!
Then went to the neighbourhood shops
to buy cough medicine blablablahhh....
Then we blah... Go home... Around 7.30 PM.

Hmm... My bro told me he wanna bring me
to Mustafa Centre tonight... I think.
That's why I'm blogging quite early today.
Imagine seh last night before I slept
I cried upon thinking of the good memories
I had with him! Hahahaha!
For GOD SAKES! He's just getting married!
Not even migrating to Greenland or something! xD
And I also dreamt of us...
My bro stole a Guitar Heroes guitar...
And it only costs $29.90 in the dream... Haha!
Funny dream la! LOL!
I guess that's all! TOODLES!!!
Assalamualaikum!!
I'm SO looking forward to see my
cousins and friends during his wedding! Whee~!

It's 8.52 PM...
AND I GOT MY LETTER FROM TP!!!
TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC!!!
OMG OMG OMG!!! I'm so happy!
I freaked out like WHEEEEEEEEEEE~! xD
;12:38 am
OH MY GOSH!!!!!!
Mum bought me a new kebaya!!!
PINK AND BLACK! OH MY GOSH!
It's so freakin' nice!
Like the BEST kebaya I've EVER had! ^^
It's only $60... OMG THANKS MUM!
And mum bought this baju kurung...
FREAKIN' NICE!!! She can't wear...
SO SHE GAVE ME!!! WHEEEE~!
It's turqoise in colour...
Somewhat like that la... hahas!
Both of them shall be my baju raya...
Gerek seh!! haha! I'm so happy la siot! xD

Anyway, today went to an open house...
Far away cousin... Haha!
I don't know ANY of them! xD
So I was rotting... And my prepaid
has expired... So I can't SMS anyone...
So I borrowed mum's phone...
That phone SUCKS! -.-...
Anyway people keep on thinking
that I'm the one getting married or..
I'm Fiqry's mum! HELLO!
Do I look THAT old to you people??
Around 5 PM, went off to Geylang.
And buy those clothes...

Went home around 7.30 PM...
Then after praying, I went out alone
to buy my top up card...
The Happy $128 now get $135 seh!
GEREK OR WHAT?! Hahaha!
Then I feel like walking around myself...
So I did that. Haha! Went home at 9 PM.
Rested for like 30 minutes...
Then went out to Interchange. Haha!
Don't know how to stay at home eh? xD
Went with Abang Pil, mum and dad...
Went to the Bazaar!
ABANG!! Thanks for the bag!!
And also the dumb game... Hahaha!
Stupid sia that boy... We didn't even ask
for his help! Irritating siot... -.-
Anyway... ADIK SAYANNNNG ABANG! ^^
Hahas! And thanks for the Dorayaki.
Pathetic and expensive shit... Haha!

Gosh...I'm gonna miss you when you move out!
EH! You still owe me guitar lesson! xD
Remember eh... I wanna learn Tears Don't Fall!
MY BRO KNOWS HOW TO SING 5%
OF THE SONG! Hahas! Cool? Entah eh... xD
He just know... "Your tears don't fall..." xD
Wait...That's 1%... Hahaha!
Went home around 10.50 PM? I think? xD
I still feel like going out...ARGH!
And Diy... Thanks for the message eh... Hmm...
My mood was spoiled for a while...
Then I felt better after trying out
the new corset my mum bought for me..
Much laughter going on between us! Haha!
I shall not sharre coz it's so NC16... xD
Oh well...I guess that's all!
I shall look like a princess on my bro's wedding! ^^
Saturday, 21 February 2009;11:53 pm
OH MY GOODNESS!!!!

I SO FREAKIN' LOVE
MY NEW BLOGSKIN !
YYY

And the song at my blog is nice right?
Goshhhh it melts my heart!!! xD
Kinda old but I wasn't in love with
the song back on the old days...
Now I am! Hahas!
And he's gonna sing it to me one day!
Oh how lucky am I... Heheh!
Anyway, I have to remake a blogskin for him.
Coz I think the one I just made for him sucks.
So... TOODLES ONCE AGAIN!
I still have Diy's blogskin to make...
Maybe some other days la...
I took just one hour for this one...! ^^
;8:15 pm
Today...What happened?
NOTHING! -.-
Simply slacked at home the whole day.
Boring sia my plan to go Geylang
got cancelled AGAIN. -.-
So tomorrow after going to this open house,
I'll go Geylang with my mum,
that is if she doesn't cancel it AGAIN. o.o...

Today I only went to meet Diy...
Then went to have errr... lunch? xD
She wantd to treat me, so..
What the heck... Hahas!
Thanks yea Diy! Haha!
Just have a small chat and then went home.

And now, I have no idea what to do.
I'm SO BORED!!!! >.< *cries*... Haha!
Okay wait... I have to sew those buttons...
Gosh... So lazyyy...!! haha!
Oh well.. No choice! Gotta go now!
TOODLES! Assalamualaikum! =)

OMG! My bestie is attached!! Hahas!
That's what you call bestfriends! We're both attached! Yay! xD
This is our 7th year as besties! =D
Friday, 20 February 2009;7:59 pm
Heys....
So what happened today??
I went for a job hunt with Nadia at 2.30 PM.
At first... Luck wasn't on our side.
And it was SO gettng on my nerves. xD
But I was able to control it...

In the end, after almost 2 hours I think.
Then we found a job...
Like I say, I won't tell where it is. xD
The last thing I want is visits from
people who just wants to disturb me! xD
Just saying this coz one of my friend
planned to disturb me before...
Still dare to blackmail me! Chis! xD
Anyway...Then we went to have a drink...
Then two monkeys disturbed us...
Asked whether we could share table or not..
Arse holes... -.-
I asked what with this unhappy tone...
Then they didn't disturb me anymore...
Instead they disturbed Nadia... Hahas...
Poor girl... But we ignored them...
Before we left I said sarcasticly...
"I forgot that this place was a ZOO... -.-"
Idiotic flirts. -.-...
Then we went home...
Walked at the park half way with Nadia...
Then we went out separate ways...
Oh ya! At the park we saw a dead rat like...
4 inches away from my feet!? EEEEKK!!! o.o...
Like GROSS LA SIOL! =X
Well I'mworking only on weekends...
The pay is pathetic... So...
I'm searching for another job.. 2 jobs.
Oh well... At least I have something to do. xD
I guess that's all for today! Toodles!
Assalamualaikum! =)
Thursday, 19 February 2009;10:46 pm
Gosh I was so blur today!
Mainly in the day... Coz I was fasting.
It has been a while since I fast...
And seeing people around me eat...
Gosh... The challenge was so strong!
And I was sick today...
I went into a coughing spasm when I
was at my sewing course...
Which led to heartburn.
Irritating sia this heartburn... -.-
Since I was fasting, I didn't eat my medicine.

Today I stayed there for 1 and 1/2 hours...
Left at 6 PM... Told to leave actually. xD
Coz they said I looked so yellow and pale.
YELLOW!? Ewww...! xD
Paying back my missed fasts...
Is not a good idea when I'm sick.
Coz I become more sick. Haha!
Oh well, I'm quite happy that I fast today!
When I reached the sewing course...
Found out I got a new nickname from the aunties.
Sweet girl. Haha! Serious or what? xD
Maybe coz all I do there is smile... xD
Do things wrongly also I just smile! Haha!

Just now cut the sleeves wrongly... No allowance.
Accidentally said "MAMPOS" loudly...
Shoots... Minus points for my fasting... -.-
Got one auntie kept on repeating it...
MAMPOS...MAMPOS... Errr...I get it?? xD
In the end, designed a new sleeve...
Hmm... Quite cool lah the sleeve...
I'm so excited about that dress! Wheee~!
I didn't know my mistake could actually
lead to a beautiful sleeve!
Beautiful Disaster... haha! Mepek. xD
Wanted to sew today...
Too bad I barely had enough stamina left.
Just enough to go home. xD
Auntie Betsy was like...
Poor girl... Her hands all shivering already.
I didn't realise until I looked at my hands. xD

While at the MRT... Thinking of the
dread to walk home... Argh... xD
No choice, I needed to go to the mosque...
I just miss praying at the mosque! =)
After praying, met Mai at the mosque...
Prayed together...Talked for a while
and then we went home at 9 PM...
Hmmm...she told me something...
Somebody feels sorry about something...
Just keep your feelings la eh...

At home, I watched Forum Perdana...
A show where they have lectures about Islam.
Anyway, today's topic was about Wahyu Cinta...
In other words... Love...
More about teenage love...
The thing that was like the highlight of
the day for me in that show was...
Teens nowadays go to school and fall
in love for the wrong things...
We should go to school and fall in love
with education but in our generation...
We go to school to find love for the
other gender instead... Is that true?
It's undeniably true.

I can't deny that I was in love with both.
BUT... I only pursued in one.
Which is love for education.
And I didn't mind losing the other love...
Well I did mind, for a few months...
BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT. xD
The point is I went to school to study. xD
And the end result is rather satisfying. =)

Another point raised in the show...
Love should be in this order...
1.God [Allah]...Dunno about other religions.
2.Parents
3.Other Family Members
4.Friends etc.

Which means... Our boyfriend or
whoever... Comes under the 4th category.
The rest... You should know lah... xD
I also heard about teens showing love
through sex and physical affection.
Is this love? Or rather... sensual relief?
Girls... Don't sell yourselves to these beasts.
Put your dignity in front of love.
I'm sure we girls have the brain to think! ^^
They want more than just hold hands?
Leave them. More guys out there. (:
Oh my gosh!! I just lectured in my blog!
Shut up seh... xD
I feel good after saying those things! ^^
My grandma wants me to be her
companion to go to these lectures at mosques.
Hmmm.... COOL~! Hehe!
I'd be GLAD to follow her! Hehe!

And to dearest...
Please be rational about what you're facing now...
Doing what you think of doing just now...
Is very childish... Coz I know you're not.
Like you told me the other day when I was sad...
Just pray and you'll feel better...
Allah will understand your feelings dear...
Insya'Allah after praying you'll feel better.
If you think running away from home is good...
What about those kids who wish they have
a home to live in?
Don't be sad anymore aites? =)
I'm always here for you... =D

I guess that's all for now... Toodles!
Assalamualaikum... =)
;12:17 am
Hello....!
What happened today??
Hmm... Around 12.30 PM,
went to Vivo with him...
Reached there around... 1.45 PM?
I was so blur... I wanted to alight
at City Hall. Is that blur, or dumb? xD
Anyway, went to Candy Empire
to buy the candy to relieve heartburn...
Since mine is gonna finish soon...

Ass la... The cake I wanted to buy was sold out!
So had to buy another cake...
Bought a Tiramisu cake from Coffee Bean.
Used to be big to me...
Now so small... Con people. xD
Then had our lunch/breakfast at Banquet.
I ate some home made noodle thingy...
He ate baked rice...
Anyway, then we went off to the rooftop of Vivo,
to eat the cake... Blardy full...
Then off to Sentosa...
First thing I saw...

A girl in Gryphon P.E. Shirt...
I was like..Eh! That's my P.E. shirt! xD
ALAMAK... JUNYUAN SEC 1 CAMP! -.-
Suay or what seh??? xD
Oh well, I barely knew any of them! LOL!
Took lots of pictures there...
Then went to play the Luge...
So freakin' fun la sey!
I lost to my bro-in-law the first time...
THIS TIME I WON!!! YAY!!! xD
Anyway, when we just reach the top of the
hill or something, where the skyride ended...
The guy who worked there said...
I looked like Siti Nurhaliza! Where got... *step humble jap* xD
Then he asked whether I'm Siti's younger
sister or something... Hahaha!
I was like SO blushing! LOL! Paiseh la... xD

Anyway, after that, waited for a few minutes...
For the Song Of The Sea..
Even though it's the same shit...
Still...It's the same COOL shit! xD
I love the fire balls! Wheeee~!
Then we bus-ed home...
Reached home around 10.15 PM...
The got this huge dog at the void deck,
which made my cat jumped!
AND THEN the owner [Me] jumped too! xD
Seriously, that dog was... SCARY! o.o...
I guess that's all...
Oh ya! I saw Sharon from 4e4 at Vivo.
She works at Crocodile...
So she called out for me just now!
I miss her so much lah! Hehe! =)

I'm going to repay those days...
Where I couldn't fast...
At the same time, I shall train
my patience and also treat this like
a diet! Like YAY! Haha! Lose weight?
We'll see... Okay that's all! BYE!
Assalamualaikum! =)
Tuesday, 17 February 2009;6:40 pm
When the outsiders we trust,
can't be trusted... It's time to get serious.


Anyway, what nonsense is that?
Oh well... Nothing much to elaborate on.
Anyway... Thanks to some friends
for your concern...I'm touched. Hehe!
Babes... I'm not as gullible
as my looks states... =)
As they say, looks can be deceiving. =)
Don't understand me? Too bad.
If you can do it to me, I can do it to you.

Friendship. Whatever...

So...Today I just went out to take the
bag I ordered online like in NOVEMBER. -.-
So I met Sam Chua at Tampines East...
OMG! My bagpack is SO NICE! ^^
Can I start school tomorrow? Haha!
I'm so EAGER to start school! Wheee~!
I can't believe I'm in TP! I'm in TP!!! TP!!! xD
Excited much? DUHH~!
My dream school was actually TPJC...
Only to find out I can't even DREAM to enter
the science stream... So what the heck...
Second choice then... TEMASEK POLY! ^^
Hmm...I've been listening to Independent Woman.

I'm motivated by the song...
So this friday, I'm gonna find a job with Nadia.
I'm not telling anyone where I'll be working.
When I'm too busy with work and also course...
It means I have lesser time for everybody,
which means I'll have lesser time to cry! YAY!
And it means that I can be more independent,
rather than ask my mum for money... -.-
ANY JOB ALSO CAN LA SEYH!
Hmm...If I like the job, I think I
wanna work while schooling...
Super busy then? Oh yeahhh~!
Surprising, but true...I like to be busy.
But shouldn't be long...
Maybe one month of schooling plus working?
Coz I really wanna do very well in studies.
And I wanna work also coz I wanna
broaden up my social skills with public...
Retail Management requires this I think. (:
I just LOVE talking to the public!
"Yes, may I help you...??" Haha! Standard line. xD
I don't see it as "serving people"
and downgrading myself... I see it as
improving public speaking... =D

Anyway, it was fun talking to Sam...
Had lots of laughter...
And she brainwashed me. xD
So...I'm not gonna quit singing as I planned.
So my prom nite performance, was rather...
A warm up...The beginning.
Publicity sounds tempting... Hmmmmmmm.
Most probably we'll be joining
Teenage Icon... Cool huh?
Planned that before, but we had O's...
Hopefully the plan is not cancelled again.
Shall we still be Sweet Serenade..?
I miss being adored by so many people! xD
That shall be done NEXT WEEK!
At my bro's wedding...
So from today onwards, I vow,
to never drink ice blend again.
Take good care of my voice...
Train my voice, so I can reach the high notes.
Those sore throat and coughs seriously
damaged my voice! *sobx*...
Nevermind, a month or so,
it shall be all better again..! =)


Like I say, it's time to get serious.
I'm serious about joining Teenage Icon.
Nobody's stopping me. NOBODY.
Not searching for fame la...
More to money... Hahaha!
Like what I talked with Sam just now...
I realised I have a mindset like a chinese...
When it comes to settling down for a family...

You can't just live with love okay? -.-

It's time for a change.
No more crying for people,
more smiling for myself!
Not changing to be selfish la bodoh... -.-

Say goodbye to weak, stupid and
sensitive Nur Assyakirin...
I'm changing. And that's final.
The heartbreaks changed me.
Monday, 16 February 2009;10:15 pm
Went out with Diy today...
I really missed her...
I guess.. She's the only friend left for me...
The rest... Bunch of actresses...
Forget it lah eh... I'm entering a new school
in about 2 month... I'd rather make new
friends and forget all these people...
Goodbye...
I don't bother anymore...
You don't seem to care either... What's the big deal?

I've had enough of crying. enough.
Hmm...look on the bright side..
I still have my dearest and my chinese friends!
Seriously, in poly, I'm SO gonna find
95% chinese friends...
Haixx... I feel all alone...
I'd rather send off Mrs Shankar with my
other classmates than with certain people...
I thought when a friend is sad,
friends should be around that person,
and cheer the person up...
Instead of disliking that person! -.-...
Whatever sia you people...

And I'll prove my dad wrong,
that even though I have a boyfriend...
I can still do well in my studies,
or even do better in my studies!
I HAVE 2 MORE MONTHS!!! Sheesh...
I was single 2 years ago...
My result was still like shit... Hahaha!
Sec 1 result...Like crap...
Sec 2, my result was fantastic... LOL!
So, we'll see in Poly... Wheee~!
I have my dearest support and my bestie,
Diyana's support... I'm sure I can do it!
SO CAN THE BOTH OF YOU!
All 3 from different types of schools... xD

Oh well I guess that's all...
Grandma said too much crying leads to blindness.
I'd better stop now... =)
TOODLES! Assalamualaikum...!

It hit me twice...
As if the emotional pain isn't enough for me...
Oh well...When the time comes...I'll just go...
;12:41 am
Hey yo! Here are some picts of
my official day with him...That time this blogger
got problem ah don't let me post pictures! Bodoh.

Look Of The Day! So how do I look? LOL!
We saw this kitten on the way home!
CUTE LAH SIA!!!! ^^ I hugged it! xD

"Lovingly Yours" Swensen's Ice Cream Cake.
SO SOUR LIAO! >.<

My Dinner! Mac & Cheese!


His Dinner...Some fish thingy... LOL.


The Rings Says We're Official!


Aiyooo~! What a MESS! Haha!
I made the heart shape! Nice right? xD

Suhaimi & Syakirin! =)
Sunday, 15 February 2009;8:16 pm
It's true...I'm crazy. Mentally ill.
I don't know what the hell is WRONG with me!
I'm getting weirder by day...
Gosh...the temptation to *EHEM* was so strong!
But I tried my best to ignore it...
Anyway, I should start learning how
to manage my anger sooner or later...
I shall make a new blogskin every time
I want to control my anger! Since I'm
getting better at making blogskins...
And I've activated my blogskin account...
Why not make lots of blogskins huh? =)

Anyway, it was a busy day for me...
I was busy making a card...
Imagine... 4 hours making ONE card. LOL!
Of course...It's a special one... Hehe!
Very tiring indeed...
He'll know why on Wednesday... xD

Oh how I wish I can go to BFMV concert...
Haha! Random huh? Yea I just saw
Hearts Burst Into Fire MTV...
It was like their concert...And I WAS
SO...JEALOUS BODOH!
BULLET!! WHEN ARE YOU
COMING TO SINGAPORE!?!!!! >.<
If Siti's Concert and BFMV's Concert
falls on the same day...
I am SO choosing BFMV! xD
At least I can SCREAM! And you know...
Rock concert gives you free gifts!
Like...After they sing, they will throw stuffs
at you such as their drum stick or whatever....
I want Matt's shirt!! Hahahaha!
I won't wash it if I get it I tell ya! NEVER! xD
Why am I talking about bullet?
Coz I have nothing to blog about today! xD
I was sad just now...But I smiled again,
after listening to Bullet! Wheee~!
Aku Sayang Bullet!!! \m/\m/
Saturday, 14 February 2009;4:53 pm
Yo~! BUSY DAY!
I'm feeling quite better today...
Can't say completely better...
The first thing that woke me up today,
my mum's scream. HAHA!
Come on...I was sick...Of coz I woke up late!
She was like...
OI! WHAT TIME WANNA WAKE UP!? xD
And she said some other stuffs...
I was half-dead, so nothing really
got into my brain. Hahaha!

Now is 4.55 PM...And I'm alone at home.
Nothing new lah alone at home...
Kinda great to be home alone! xD
Anyway, I have a birthday to plan...
I've planned it roughly...
I need to finalise everything now...
So I can chill later! Whee~!
I don't like to do stuffs last minute anymore...
See? I've changed ABIT okay... HAHA!
We'll see the drastic change when school starts.
Will I do my homework an hour after I get
back from school? Or wait until an hour
before I go to bed? HAHA! Which is around 12 AM.
I'll try my best la... It won't be easy to
be in the top 5% if I wanna be a lazy pig! xD
Anyway, I'm going out soon...
Buy some stuffs... And also Banana Oreo Ice Blend!
Like OH MY GOSH! Almost 2 months,
I never drink these kind of drinks!
When I get back home...
I have to work on something... Project eh? xD
I've gone coo-koo for a while just now...
Since I was alone at home,
I just screamed it out... Hehes...
Either I scream it out, or cry it out...
I chose the scream it out. xD
Word of the day... Compromise...
Hahas! Big word... Big meaning...
Kuch Kuch Hota Hai... Haha! Mepek sak Kirin. xD
OKAY LAH! If I wanna blog,
until 6 PM also I won't go out! Haha!
Gotta go now! BUBBYES!! I won't blog tonight.
Coz I'll be busy researching...
And in the evening, I'll be busy crafting. xD
So yea... NO TIME SEH! xD

Oh yes...I should get a job soon...
I should start saving up very soon...
I NEED A CAR LISENCE BY MY 3RD YEAR!
Doesn't mean I need a car la... Hahas!
BUT! My dream car is...
Rolls-Royce Phantom Drophead Coupe!
It's GRAND and it's a convertible! COOL SHIT!
But the one I saw was a normal one...Black...
The one I saw online is a convertible...
Unfortunately, it's blue... Bleargh... -.-
Nevermind...Mine will be dark pink! Whooo~! xD
But eh... After I saw this....
"Rolls-Royce Phantom Drophead Coupe
bought at charity auction for $1.6 million"
I think a Nissan 350Z would be just fine. xD
Or...Infiniti G37 Convertible...! OMG!!! xD
Wait... Save up for car...Or wedding first...?
CAR!! If wedding not fun leh...
Cannot drive with my girlfriends
and go shopping already!
Husband sure complain one! LOL!
Car by 25...Marriage by 27... Haha! Confident...
Why do I have a feeling that I'm not
looking forward to get married? xD

Okay lah that's all! BYE!
Assalamualaikum! (:
;12:22 am
I thought I didn't wanna blog today,
since I'm very sick...
But I'll be even more sick if I don't blog...
Haha! Merepek eh Kirin... xD
Let's make it a short one...
My day today... 80% of the time...
I'm in a car. Rotting. Seriously...
Stomach ache, nausea, head ache and runny nose.
Not to forget lost of appetite. -.-

Followed my mum, bro, aunt and granny
to invite people to my bro's wedding today...
The day started out fine...
After the first house...At Woodlands...
I got weaker by the minute... -.-
The Panadol Extra didn't help out much.
I walked like a...Zombie. Hahaha!

Anyway, the car my bro borrowed from his friend
was like so cool since there was a TV in it!
I watch Kuch Kuch Hota Hai! xD
I stopped at the second disc since I've
lost my mood to do anything after I felt nausea..
Then went to my aunt's house at Bukit Gombak.
I felt quite better after that...
Then continued our mission to
pass around the invitation cards.
So I got back part of my mood...
I played the third disc...
By the time we reached Marine Parade...
The show was ending, and I was crying. xD
So sad seh... Seriously, those who has never
watched Kuch Kuch Hota Hai before...
Should SO watch it! Haha!
I've watched it more than 10 times I think. xD
My FAVOURITE hindustan movie!
Then I was alone in the car...
Listen to the radio...
What the hell is wrong with me??
The song was sad, and I cried again!? xD
After every hindustan movie, I'll surely
be emotional for no reason! LOL!
On the way home, all the songs on the radio
seems sucky to me as my mood fades away.
By the time reached home...
I'm sick again. Yay? -.-....
Ahh! 12.35 AM already! Must sleep now!
Oh ya... Happy Valentine's Day Everyone!
And especially to my dearest! I MISS YOU! =)
Wait! We're Muslims!
We don't celebrate this day. xD
Hahas learnt that from my elder siblings! ^^
And I know where I got my
hot-tempered characteristic from...
My brother, Firdaus... Hahaha!
He was enraged about something just now...
All kinds of vulgarities he spewed out! LOL!
Reminds me of...Me? xD
But thanks to my sweetheart I'm learning
to be patient somehow or rather... HAHA!
Kinda difficult coz I get angry VERY easily. xD
Okay lah...That's all! Toodles!
Assalamualaikum! =))
Friday, 13 February 2009;12:32 am
It's official. I'm OFFICIALLY attached.
That one word is strong you know...
Coz all this while, I wasn't official...
I'd rather put the status as "it's complicated".
Now it's "in a relationship"... Haha!
Okay now is 1.03 AM.
I'm very sick right now, and I will finish
blogging within 20-30 minutes aites? LET'S START!

Our day starts at around 11.30 AM.
I was 15 minutes late. SORRY SEH! xD
Alamak spoil ah...Transfer pictures...
Now 1.27 AM already... LATEST 1.45 AM ah... xD
Anyway, then we went off to the town...
Reached there around 12.30 PM or so...
First destination... Suntec...
Wanted to buy movie tickets,
but the tickets were sold out... Whatever... xD
Went to Marina Square GV instead...
But movies starts at 4.25 PM...
We had HOURS to spend. xD
After buying the tickets...Went to have
our breakfast/lunch at KFC...
I ate Fish Zinger! So full after that! Hehes!
Then went off to Suntec again...
Wah piang walked like a lot sia... Haha!
Nevermind, can exercise a little... LOL!
Bought some snacks at Carrefour,
Around 3++ went back to Marina Square...
Watched Love Matters... As expected. FUNNY! xD
Just like Ah Long Ptd. Ltd....
It was rather horny...LOL!
But this time, they tell how idiotic guys are. xD
Should watch la...Wait, NC16 you know!
Too bad for those below 16! BLUEKZ! =P
OH YA! OMG! I just LOVE to play
with the musical box thingy!
SO COOL SIA! Got so many songs!
Like "You Light Up My Life"... Awww..! xD

Since I didn't wanna eat YET...
We went of to Pasir Ris...
At Pasir Ris, bought the Valentine's Day special
ice cream cake... "Lovingly Yours"
Then we went to eat the cake...
Wah piang! SO SOUR SIA!!! >.<
Dearest had to eat almost all of the berries! xD
I tried like ONE berry... BERRY SOUR LEH! xP
But the cake SUREEEE was nice... ^^
They say wanna give us candle seyhh....
In the end never give. Gundu... -.-
AND I LOVE PLAYING WITH THE DRIED ICE!
Hahaha! Kirin so childish! LOL!
Oh well...I'm just sixteen you know... LOL!
Speaking of WHICH!!!
We were at Marina Square, passed by some
bridal boutiques... And stopped at one...
The salespeople saw us and then they
stood up and I was like..."We're not getting married!"
Hahaha! HELLO! Do we look that old?! o.o...
Maybe coz of our heights uh... Haha! Freakin' tall. xD
OK back to where I was...
So instead of blowing the candle,
we just blew out the fire from the lighter. xD
He doesn't smoke...He just bought that lighter.

After eating, we played with the berries
and melted cake... LOL! Kids... xD
Then we sing2... I sounded like a toad...I think.
Haha! Coz I kinda lost my singing voice...
Should be back soon... Haha!
Then he told me to close my eyes...
He didn't trust me on that, so he
closed my eyes with his hands...
I heard footsteps... Must be a 'delivery man'.
Hahaha! Then he told me to open my eyes...
There was a small bouquet of flower...3 roses...
A piece of paper, laminated but kinda damaged? LOL!
And a heart shaped Famous Amos canister with
a picture of us on it... I was like...
Woahhhh...! FLOWERS! LOL! xD
Then he sat with me and told me to
read the poem he made on that paper...
Long poem... VERY SWEET SEH!
I read like a retard... LOL!
Nervous plus so touched that I almost cried!
But I held back my tears! Haha!
And there's the magic words! xD
And we're official after exchanging rings!
Like... finally eh I'm officially attached with someone. xD
Then I gave him my gifts also...
Then we took some pictures...
After that we went off to have dinner at Swensen's.

I ate Mac 'N' Cheese... Seriously NICE sia! xD
He ate err some fish sambal thingy... I forgot. xD
Indeed it was a sumptuous meal! Hahas!
Then took the MRT back to Tampines...
And walked home... And talked all the way...
Darn..No stars nor moon... Sheesh! xD
On the way, saw kittens!
OH MY GOSH! I couldn't resist!
I MUST HOLD THE KITTEN! Wheee~! Cutie! ^^
Then headed home...

Came out from lift saw my neighbour,
that very friendly auntie... Hahas!
Cool sia! She made a mandrin orange tree
using some nets and all... LIKE COOL!!! xD
This Saturday or Sunday,
I'm going to her house and she's gonna teach
me to make flowers using the same materials! COOL!
Oh my gosh! I SO CAN'T WAIT! ^^
I got so many friends who are aunties... xD
Oh well, since I'm unpopular with the teens,
rather make friends with the old bunch of peepz! xD

I guess that's all for today!
Indeed a very memorable, fun & romantic day for me!
All thanks to my one and only dearest, Suhaimi.
Love you always! [Eh rhyming seyh! xD]
Okay lah! Toodles! Assalamualaikum!
Gosh it's 2.24 AM. Talk about SLOW. xD
Wednesday, 11 February 2009;10:46 pm
OH MY GOSH!
I LOVE MY BLOGSKIN!
WHEEE~! ^^ YYYY
;8:16 pm
Today's the end of my 2nd
payment of sewing course! ^^
Which means... FOUR MORE LESSONS
to Intermediate Course! OMG!!! ^^
I am SO excited! Hahas!
I haven't sew the buttons for my blouse yet...
And there's a hole at the arm,
and another hole somewhere else...
So that's my homework for this week.
And THEN I can wear it!!!! YAY!!!


So today, I am SICK...
My womb and stomach hurts...
Combine the pain, is WHAT THE HELL. -.-
I still went to the course though...
In the bus got this minah...
Her stupid bag was seriously pushing my womb area.
I was like...GET LOST YOU MINAH! xD
But I just kept quiet ah...
Stand so close to me when there's so much space!
Why don't you lean on me while you're at it?! -.-
Today... Hmm.. A lot of communications with...
Aunties. xD
Long story here...So let's start. xD

When I came at 3, Aunty Betsy wasn't there...
I had to wait until 3.23 PM. Thanks eh. -.-
Then Cik Ati told me to try on my blouse...
There were 3 other aunties there...
Then all 5 aunties were like...WAHHH!! SO NICE! xD
"WAH! I like the sleeves leh!",
"Eh! After this you give to auntie la!",
"Wahhh this girl very clever leh...!!",
"Like kimono but like baju kebaya also! So nice!"... Hahaha!
So many.."WAHHHHHHH"... xD
I was flattered! LOL! And then they MOVED ON...
After one auntie said "She wear this very nice leh!"...
And the convo was about me. Haha!
The said I had a sexy figure...! HAHAHA!
One said my figure was perfect,
especially if I wear a kebaya,
since I have the height, big B's and small waist.
I was like... Okayyy...Rightttt.... xD
And all the aunties wanna see my butt!
You SO don't wanna know how they describe it!
Whatever...They just said it's beautiful, in other words. xD
So paiseh lor... Ask me to show to them! o.o...
Then all of them ask me to maintain
my figure until I old..! Haha! Hopefully! xD
They say nowadays teens are too thin or too fat...
Difficult to find body like mine! o.o...
I think I'm fat though. xD
And this one auntie, kept on saying...
"Later you take MRT, wear that blouse, don't sit"
"You hold that handle and show off the sleeve!"
Hahaha! Cute lah that auntie... xD
Then this one auntie said...
"You have a nice body, must show off la..."
Don't cover so much... O.O...
Like EXCUSE ME? NO WAY! -.-
Hello...I'm a Muslim... Show off my body? O.o...
Okay, SO not me! xD

Today was very tiring...
I'm having it, and I had to stand like...
2 and a half hours... The course was 3 hours. -.-
It hurts like *toots* sia... -.-
I was getting pretty lethargic, so I tried
my best to ignore the pain and stay strong.
I didn't know you can iron paper without burning it! xD
Today I just cut the fabric for my dress!
Auntie Betsy and Cik Ati loved my material! Hehe!
I need to buy 1 yard of satin also... PINK! xD
This time I didn't really design the dress...
Learnt from my mistake...
The blouse that I made... I designed it.
THEY WANNA STEAL MY DESIGN! -.-... Grrr!
Nevermind... You got away from me once!
Never again! Haha! Designs are not cheap ok?
Around 6.30 PM I went off...

At 291 queue... This auntie came to me...
Asked me how to get to 883...LOL?
Obviously I know where that is. xD
So she decided to follow me...
The bus was so slow! And she kept on
talking and asking me so many question!
You from school ar? Not working ah?
Temasek Poly got sewing course or not?
And blablabla... I was like...Can this lady shut up? xD
Seriously I had my cramps again,
and was having a migraine... The last thing I want,
is to talk to a person who can't stop talking! xD
Nevermind, train my social skills. Haha!
That time I went to Isetan also got
this auntie ask me to give her some tips
on how to choose the nice letterings
for the keychain like the one I made...
My taste, as usual...Pink & black. Haha!
She loved it sia! Haha!
It seems like I'll make a good businesswoman!
I can communicate well with strangers! Haha!
That's all for today!
I am SO looking forward for tomorrow! Wheee~!

Tomorrow's my official day with Him...
It's amazing you know...Coz...
I love my 2 brothers so much...
I get a guy who is like a combination of my 2 brothers! xD
Okay lah... That's all!
Tomorrow will be an even LONGER post! Hehe!
Toodles! Assalamualaikum! =)
Tuesday, 10 February 2009;11:56 pm
Of all weeks!
Why must it come this week?! WHY!?
Gosh... Please no pains! Haha!! xD
TOO BAD FOR ME...It's painful now! xP

I watched Long Khong just now...
Hahas funny name... Since my teacher's name
is Mr Khong... Long Khong... Right. xD
I MISS MR KHONG SEH! [random sak.. xD]
Anyway, that show is a horror movie,
and at the same time, GRUESOME LIKE WTF!
GRUESOME COZ THERE WERE SO MUCH BLOOD!
I'm not scared of the ghost at all!
It's the blood that is scary! EEEKS!
It's a DVD uh... I watched with my bro and dad...
I screamed so many times...? LOL!
And kept on hiding behind my bro! LOL!
Since I was sewing at the same time,
I kept on covering my eyes with the blouse also! xD
Seriously, I am SO afraid of blood! o.o...
And DON'T YOU SAY...
Every month also must see blood what...!!
WHO SAYS I LIKE IT!?! O.O...

I'm done with the hemming of my blouse! Whee~!
Slept at 6 AM this morning...Went to bed at 5 AM
but I just couldn't sleep... Insomnia much... xD
I think I slept around 4 hours only...
So many disturbance! Grrr...! xD
Had a dream... I was married. O.O...
With a SON! I want a DAUGHTER seh!!! *sobx*
Hahaha! Okay my brain has gone coo-koo...
Hmmm most prob I had that dream coz of a chat.
Better not elaborate on that. xD

Went to Geylang at around 8 PM with my bro.
So long never ride a bike. It was so fun! xD
Since it has been a while, I had to hold my bro...
On our way home, I held him for a while,
then I didn't hold him! Hahas! I know dangerous... xD
Once in a while? Haha! [crazy girl... xD]
Saw a convertible! OHMYGOSH!
MY FUTURE CAR!! And the driver like
opened the roof of the car..! Ahhh! JEALOUS! xD
It's a blue car. That part I'm not jealous.
I'm SO not a fan of that colour... Haha!
If only it's PINK! Wheee~! PERFECTO! xD
Anyway, went to Geylang to buy fabric.
It's PINK! Wheee~! xD
I just can't WAIT to see my dress! Haha!
I can't wait to wear it actually...
Like how I can't wait to wear my Baju Kebaya! ^^
Then I bought a facial wash also...
Oh well, I guess that's all for today...

OH MY GOSH!! Now is 12.26 AM!
My 'DAY' will be tomorrow!
OH MY OH MY GOD!!!!!! xD
No elaborations needed! It's a surprise! ^^
;3:14 am
OH MY GOD!
It's 3.14 AM AND I CAN'T SLEEP! o.o...
Seriously...This is INSOMNIA!
Not that I don't wanna sleep...
MY EYES ARE WIDE OPEN!
I can't sleep!!!
AND I'M ALWAYS THIRSTY..!!! -.-
Okay...bad news for me. Shoots. -.-
Monday, 9 February 2009;8:27 pm
Yo!! I WENT OUT TODAY! xD
As if it's a big deal huh? LOL.
Went out with Him today... Like finally. xD
Just went to Tampines Interchange...
To find rings. Hehe! SO NICE!
And expensive. -.-
Nevermind...Once in a while...
[Can't wait for Thursday!!! xD]

Lots of laughter going on...
Last night before going to sleep,
it was rather a bad night for me...
I was like so confused with my life
until I cried... Haha!
Thanks to Him I'm smiling again... (:
After buying the ring,
he wanted to buy a shoe...
From $58, it's $18 now... I think. xD
Unfortunately, the smallest size was 13...
Like HUGE MUCH! xD
Talk about Big Foot... xD
So yea, had to cancel the idea...
Then we went to have a drink,
then we just went to chill...
Then we had a challenge at the swing...
But He denied that he lost to me! Nyehehe!
After that, around 5.30 PM,
went off to McDonald's to have my meal...
I didn't really have my breakfast...
So yea, that's my so-called meal of the day.
Then we walked home...Saw Guo Yan...
He saw ALOT of his friends. xD

I MISSED THE GRAMMY AWARDS LIVE TELECAST!
Nevermind, I'm watching the repeat telecast.
But The Scorpion King is a good show seh! xD
And what the hell seyh...
My right thumb got 3 small scratches & 1 long one.
I didn't even know what happened...
And the long scar just bleed again. -.-

I SAW THE JONAS BROTHERS IN TUX!
JOE JONAS WAS SO HOT! xD
BUT JUSTIN IS HOTTER IN TUX!!
OH MY GOSH..!! JUSTIN!!!!!! ^^
Okay lahh that's all for today! Toodles!
Assalamualaikum!
Sunday, 8 February 2009;10:13 pm

Don't mind the ugly background. xD


I SO love the sleeves la seyh!
Took me ALOT of effort!


That's the GORGEOUS keychain I'm talking about!
I SO LOVE IT!! ^^
;9:52 pm
Hellooo~!
Kinda busy today...
Even though I didn't go out...
I had some stuffs to finish...
Though it's still 10% incomplete! Hehe!
Hemming was rather...Fun! Haha!
It took me 2 and 1/2 hours... LOL? xD
My eyes are tired though...o.o...
Anyway I was relaxed after doing that... =)
Watched Camp Rock and I was like...
FINALLY I'M WATCHING THIS!!
Coz I missed it on it's premier,
COZ I HAD O-LEVELS!!! xD
It's a good show! Hahas! [Outdated... xD]
Then I tried on my so-called kebaya.
It's so freakin' NICE!
It would be completed on Wednesday.
after I sew on the buttons!! ^^
And on Wednesday, I'm gonna start
drafting on a dress!! Which means...
One additional homework before that day,
I need to design something unique! Wheee~!
I just LOVE designing dresses! Like FINALLY! ^^
So I need to go to Chinatown, People's Park,
this Tuesday with my mum, to buy the
perfect material for my dress! SO EXCITED!
I just LOVE shopping for fabrics! Hahas!
Anyway, I have some pictures of my baju kebaya.
Do ignore the 'model' coz she was SO not prepared. xD
I guess that's all! Toodles!
Assalamualaikum...! =)

Oh ya! And I learnt from Kal Ho Naa Ho...
When you really love someone,
sometimes, you have to make sacrifices,
if it's for the best for them...
But the main thing I learnt was...
You can never forget your first love...
I have to agree on that! Hehes... =)
Saturday, 7 February 2009;9:31 pm
And again, I kept on asking myself...Why..?

Hey peepz...
Nothing much going on today...
Simply stayed at home...
I made something for 'our day'...
Which is next Thursday...
Nothing much to be elaborated on that...
We'll just wait for the day, and blurt
it all out... Now there's nothing much to be
said in case I blow up some surprises... Hehs...
So I've been messy today...
Painting, gluing, messing up the table...
And I'm very happy with the end result... Hehe!
Looks like I still have my artistic hands! =)

Apart from that, around 5 PM,
I watched Kal Ho Naa Ho...
Wahh so sad seh the show... Haiz...
Everytime Shah Rukh Khan cries, I feel SO SAD!
I only cried after the show...
I cried...Hysterically... But alone...
I just sat by my kitchen window...
Stared at the moon...And just cried...
Nobody understands my feelings anymore...
Which includes myself...
As I'm typing these out...
No doubt I'm crying too...
But why am I crying? I don't know... xD
But I've stopped already luh... Hehe...
After talking to Diy on the phone...
I felt better... She totally understands. (:
Thanks a lot Diyana... Hehe!
Darn I should stop this crying...
My eyes are becoming ugly! Urgh... xD
Anyway... I MISS MY DEAREST!
4 more days feels like forever!!
Get well soon dearie!! =))
Apart from these... Nothing else to be
talked about here... Hehe! TOODLES!
Assalamualaikum...! =)
;12:38 am
I seek apologies for my previous post...
Filled with foul language...
I promise it won't happen again... (:

Today is the day...I promised to myself...
That I would start changing... Hehee.
Well I broke the promise last year,
due to my busy schedule...
This year I still have 3 months of holiday.
The place I wanna work at,
doesn't wanna pay the workers...
I'd rather not take the risk and work there.
So yea, I'm totally free...
Why not spend the time for my God...? (:
I can't even understand my feelings nowadays.
I feel not sad, but devastated...
And I'm angry at myself for being sad,
I end up being angry and before sleep I'll cry.
I'm so confused! I feel like I should be happy,
but the actual fact is I'm sad.
I'm so confused! But I know...
Allah understands my feelings... (:
I guess, visiting His home, which is the mosque,
frequently, seems like a great idea! Hehe!

Today around 1.30 PM, went to have lunch
at McDonald's with Maizurah...
As usual, we went window shopping...
And go crazy when we look at V-Day cards... xD
Then went around to look for a birthday gift for Him...
FOUND IT! Oh my gosh!
I LOVE IT! I hope he does too! xD
Anyway, then went to Isetan, made a keychain
for myself...Cost me $16.40! EEKS!
It's JUST... "RIN(heart-shape)"-[dangly heart key]
Can't picture it? Nevemind... LOL!
Picture will be posted soon enough...
Very pretty leh! Hahas! PINK & BLACK & BLING! o.o
Like in other words, PERFECT! haha!
Worth my money leh... Hehe!
Can't stop looking at it! Weeee~! xD

Anyway, after we had no idea where else to go,
we head down to the mosque around 4.45 PM...
After prayed, we chilled at the park...Talked and all.
Then around 7.10 PM, went back to the mosque.
After praying, we sat there for the lecture.
Went off around 8.30 PM...
The lecture was so good! And some parts were funny!
Talking about Al-Kausar or known as Al-Haudh...
Well that's how Mai told me to spell it... Haha!
It's about a drink that you get from this so-called well,
before, upon or after entering Heaven.
That's the 3 conclusions they made.
The drink can quench your thirst for eternity!
WOAHHHH~! Cooool! Hahas! But you must be
a filial and good Muslim on Earth...
It's the best tasting drink ever! Wow...
I was simply amazed by the speeches! hehe!
And brainwashed at the same time! xD
After I left, my heart felt very light...
And I was so determined to change...
I really hope this determination will last!
Insya'Allah I will change into a better person.
First of all, I must learn to be patient! Hahas!
Then at home, after dinner,
I learnt some religious stuffs for around 2 hours,
then I went online! THAT'S ALL! (:
Assalamualaikum! (:
Toodles! Hehe!

And OH MY ALLAH! xD
I dreamt of a guy I totally dislike! Like EUH!
He was so nice to me, I was mean to him.
But we end up being nice with each other! EEEE!
I guess I won't keep anymore grudges...
But STILL...Eee why was he sweet to me??! o.o....
Luckily it was just a dream! HAHA!
Thursday, 5 February 2009;11:17 pm
OH MY GOD!
I'm freakin' F**KED UP! -.-
Sewing course was SO not relaxing...
I sighed due to anger! WTH.... -.-
My hands got freakin' tired for
unpicking too much... Sheesh...
And my eyes were more tired! o.o...
Then it was on to the sleeve...
Every tailor says it's the WORST part. o.o..
And the sleeve I'm making is MORE tideous. -.-
Aunty Betsy did the left sleeve...
I had to do the right one...
I redo the thing like... THRICE. THREE TIMES! -.-
Seriously testing my patience...
TO THE LIMITS! o.o...
First of all...THE PINS POKED ME LIKE...
A hundred times I think! Kept on saying...
OUCH! Adoi..! Ahh! -.-...
Next, the thing is not straight...
there were lots of excess cloths...REDO. -.-
WWEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKK~! >.<...
Seriously i kept on wiping my face...
And kept on saying...ARGH! STRESS~!
Then I was on the edge of giving up seh...
But NO! This is my PASSION! I must be determined!
So yea... Just took a deep breath...I DID IT! ^^
When I had to SEW the sleeve...
I felt like tearing the blouse apart....
Seriusly pissed. Grrrrr....!!
I finished then I realised there was little foldings! O.O
I had to unpick like almost EVERYTHING... AHHH!!!
And then Cik Ati helped me out...Fuhh! THANKS! xD
My homework is...Hemming...
THE WHOLE BLOUSE...o.o
Oh
My
GOD!
When I heard that, my eyes almost popped out! o.o...
It's hand stitch all the way seh!!!
That would take me more than a day! AHHH~!
Nevermind...Slowly... I can do it... I think.
Oh wait. I have to. xD
By Wednesday...I wanna do it this weekend.
Then I went to Popular Book Store...
Bought some art stuff... For one special day. xD
Anyway, I saw some SWEET love quotes...
Wah piang...Really melts my heart... xD
Oh ya forgot to say!
FREAKIN' CRAZY I.P. Zone Sale at Eastpoint Mall!
OH MY GOD! THE TEES Are $6 EACH!
I bought one only since I've already bought 4. x)
It's pink in colour...! "I.P. Zone Girl" xD
So tempted to buy another pair of jeans!!!
Nevermind...Wait for next sale... Hehe!

Went home, met Mai at the park...
Then we went off to the mosque together...
After praying, went off to CS for a drink...
Talked about many stuffs...
Then we went home... I MISS HER! ):
Nevermind, tomorrow we meeting again,
to go for prayers again! WHEEE~! =)
But that would be around 7 PM...
So in the day, I'll just rot at home! o.o...
Okay2 that's all!! TOODLES!
6 More days lah seyh! xD
Wednesday, 4 February 2009;3:07 pm

I.P. Zone: 3 tees, 1 polo tee, 1 jeans, 1 pair of snickers
Mondo: 1 pair of high heels
Total: $70!! SO CHEAP! xD


Shopping bags! Mondo & I.P. Zone!


It's called retail therapy babeh! ^^

Anyway, I've already planned up yesterday...
Go shopping... And also, don't go online.
It was so fun shopping with my mum yesterday!
Simply shopped for my stuffs only! Whee~!
I was CRAZY there! Hehe!
Well I was happy for sure...
But I was worried about Fiqry all the way...
Until today in fact... Haiz...
Get well soon dearest...
Your aunt is always here to pray for you... =)
I made 2 posters and paste them at my house.
For those 3 selfish smokers! Grrr....!!! -.-
I've been very naggy now...But it's for Fiqry! =)
If I'm the one who is sick...Hoho...
No more ash trays in the house,
smoking is not allowed ANYWHERE in the house
and of coz I'll nag EVERYDAY!
Fiqry coughs up blood...
If I'm the one, I'd spit the blood out
in front of their bloody eyes! LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE!
Yesterday, I finished shopping around...10.30 PM.
I still got pissed off very easily...

Today woke up, I was like a MUTE GIRL. -.-
Nobody could hear what I'm saying!
I was actually trying my best to speak normally...
But all they heard was whispering... -.-
I've regained some of my voice...Somehow...? xD
And today, I have a seriously painful backache!
Thanks a lot lah eh! Argh! It hurts like toots
when I was praying just now! -.-....
I hate to be sick... And again...
Who likes to be sick? LOL.
Okay lah...I gotta go now! BYE2!

Conditions just worsened after I cried.
The chest pain isn't helping at all.
How I wish I could be happy like I used to
be when I was a small girl again... ):
Tuesday, 3 February 2009;3:25 pm

It's called bored-to-death.


My doctor was Imran Ajmain... xD



My 1st number that I missed. 7431...
The next number... 7549...Like WOAH. -.-


These are the pictues for today! Toodles!
;2:56 pm
DAMN IT! DARN IT!
I'm SICK... WORSE. -.-
Coughed like WTF just now until my eyes teared. -.-
And I'm one at home. 'Yay'!
And what the hell...My mood is so shitty today.
I went to Polyclinic with Him this morning.
Just tried my best to be on
my good mood but at times it
just turns back to the bad mood... Haiz...
I easily got pissed and just wanna blow up
at everyone at every second! ..........
And now? I'm emo. o.o...
Whatever seh Kirin...

Went out at 9.20 AM today...
I just LOVE going down the staircase. xD
Fiqry coughed out blood! OMG OMG OMG!!!
And now he's at KKH to check if there's
any lung infections. Those smokers
in my house are SO gonna get it from me!
NO MORE SMOKING IN THE HOUSE!
It is OFFICIALLY BANNED!
Say whatever you want, I DON'T CARE!
This isn't enough to make you people realise?!
STILL NOT ENOUGH?! HAH!??!!! Grrrr...!!!!
I'll pray for you my dearest Fiqry... (:

God...I feel so lethargic right now.
Must be the cough syrup... Haha!
And how terrible is THIS?! I CAN'T SING! *sobx*
Everytime I speak a little bit loud or try to sing,
I will cough like hell and feel nausea... -.-
Nevermind, at least I still dance like the Hindustan! ^^
Had breakfast at McDonald's...I just ate fillet...
He didn't finish his hotcakes...I had
to finish the last one for him...SUPER FULL. o.o...
Went back to the clinic,
realised we missed our number... LOL!
Then had to take a new number...Hooray? LoL.
Spent so much time there. -.-
Waiting pisses me off even more easily. -.-
The doctor thought He was my husband?
Serious or what? LOL!

Then went to TM, to find some stuffs.
OMG! I.P. Zone has a 50% off storewide sale!
OH MY GOODNESS!!!!
Tomorrow, I'm SO going there
before I go for my sewing course! YAY!!! xD
First thing in the morning...Around 10 AM,
I shall head down to the bank with my mum.
Lets see... T-shirt $8... I shall buy... THREE!
One jeans and one sweater and maybe...
One snickers! YAY!! Haha!
And then I'll buy a new girly shoe...
All for me to use in poly! Wheeee~! xD
So my budget shall be... $70! ^^
Hopefully tomorrow the sale is still on.
If not...I'll borrow money from my mum TODAY.
And TONIGHT I will go there!
It's called Retail Therapy! Hahaha!
No matter how SICK I am...I always have
the energy to go...SHOPPING!! ^^
It's not wasting money since I need new
and cool tees for poly... Hoho! xD
The sweater is kinda wasting money...
BUT IT'S A BLACK HOODED I.P. ZONE SWEATER!
How can I miss that?!!! NO WAY! xD
I've gone bonkers.. LOL!
Maybe I should go today since my mood is like crap.
At least it will make me feel better! ^^
I'll go alone! That would be GREAT!
Nobody to tell me..."Eh not nice lah that one..." xD
I'll just ask my heart...But when I'm in I.P. Zone,
My heart says... EVERYTHING IS NICE!! xD
If I have some extra money, I shall buy
one polo tee too! $9.50 only! OMG! o.o...
That's all that happened today.
Nothing much lah seh... So yea...BYE!
Not blogging tonight...
Not going online either.
1. I have to finish up my sewing
2. I'm sick, need to sleep early
3. I got no mood to chat
4. I MIGHT BE BUSY SHOPPING! ^^
5. Eiishhh so lazy seh to go online! xD
Monday, 2 February 2009;9:19 pm
--FEMALE--
Aaaa aaa aaa.... Humko humise chura lo,
dil mein kahin tum chhupa lo
(Rob me from myself, keep me hidden in your heart)
Hum akele kho naa jaaye, door tumse ho naa jaaye
(So that I won't get lost alone, so that I can't go far from you)
Paas aao gale se lagaa lo
(Come close, embrace me)

--MALE--
Humko humise chura lo, dil mein kahin tum chhupa lo
(Rob me from myself, keep me hidden in your heart)
Hum akele kho naa jaaye, door tumse ho naa jaaye
(So that I won't get lost alone, so that I can't go far from you)
Paas aao gale se lagaa lo
(Come close, embrace me)

--FEMALE--
Humko humise chura lo
(Rob me from myself)

--MALE--
Dil mein kahin tum chhupa lo
(Keep me hidden in your heart)

--FEMALE--
Aaa aaa aa....la la la la la

--MALE--
Yeh dil dhadka do, zulfen bikhraa do
(Let your heart beat, let your hair down)
Sharmaake apna aanchal lehraa do
(Coyly loosen your aanchal)

--FEMALE--
Hum zulfen to bikhraa de, din mein raat na ho jaaye
(If I let my hair down, it the day might become night)
Hum aanchal to lehraa de, par barsaat na ho jaaye
(If I loosen my aanchal, it might rain)

--MALE--
Hone do barsaatein, karni hain kuch baatein
(Let it rain, I have a few things to tell you)

--FEMALE--
Paas aao gale se lagaa lo
(Come close, embrace me)

--MALE--
Humko humise chura lo, dil mein kahin tum chhupa lo
(Rob me from myself, keep me hidden in your heart)

--FEMALE--
Hum akele kho naa jaaye, door tumse ho naa jaaye
(So that I won't get lost alone, so that I can't go far from you)

--MALE--
Paas aao gale se lagaa lo
(Come close, embrace me)

--FEMALE--
Humko humise chura lo
(Rob me from myself)

--MALE--
Dil mein kahin tum chhupa lo
(Keep me hidden in your heart)

--FEMALE--
Aa aa aaa aaa aa.....la la la la laa

--MALE--
Tumpe marte hain, hum mar jaayenge
(I adore you, I will die for you)
Yeh sab kehte hain, hum kar jaayenge
(Everyone says all this, but I will do it)

--FEMALE--
Chutki bhar sindoor se tum ab yeh maang zara bhar do
(With a pinch of sindoor fill the parting of my hair now)
Kal kya ho kisne dekha, sab kuch aaj abhi kar do
(Who knows what will be tomorrow, do it all right now)

--MALE--
Ho naa ho sab raazi, dil raazi, rab raazi
(Whether or not everyone agrees, my heart agrees, God agrees)

--FEMALE--
Paas aao gale se lagaa lo
(Come close, embrace me)

--MALE--
Humko humise chura lo, dil mein kahin tum chhupa lo
(Rob me from myself, keep me hidden in your heart)

--FEMALE--
O, humko humise chura lo, dil mein kahin tum chhupa lo
(Oh, rob me from myself, keep me hidden in your heart)

--MALE--
Hum akele ho naa jaaye, door tumse ho naa jaaye
(So that I won't get lost alone, so that I can't go far from you)

--FEMALE--
Paas aao gale se lagaa lo
(Come close, embrace me)
La la la...hmm hmm....

YAY! I finally found the translated lyrics
for Humko Humise Churalo...A
BEAUTIFUL SONG from Mohabbatein...
And the meaning of Mohabbatein is
"Love of a lifetime"... LOL!
Fanatic much? Go and research for all these. xD
Anyway, the post after this one
is the post of the day...Not this post.
This is for my own reference! xD
Nice right the song at my blog?
You can sing along if you want to!
Coz this is the lyrics! Hehe!
;6:58 pm
Moody...MOODY...
Not moodswing leh...Just moodLESS. xD
Furthermore I'm sick...
Not that I wasn't sick BEFORE...
It got worse today. Haha!
Might be going to the clinic tomorrow...
Coz I run out of medicine. -.-

I didn't know what I could do
to make me smile today...And for
God's sakes...Stop sighing! xD
Around 3 PM...I watch Mohabbatein... Until 6. xD
Oh my gosh...It totally made me smile!
Certain parts I was sad also ah...
Natural reaction when you watch Hindustan! ^^
Tomorrow, I have no choice but to sew.
I have course on Thursday...
Starting my job soon... Then I'll be busy. ^^
My sis said she saw this teen, who looks
like...Shah Rukh Khan! OMG OMG OMG!!!
But got a Chinese girlfriend...
WOW... And she said he has that hot body
and also fair skin...Oh my goshh...! Ok, shut up. xD
Maybe after sewing,
I will watch...Kuch Kuch Hota Hai? LOL!
Isn't it cool to learn Hindustan?
Whatmore to learn their DANCE!! xD
Okay lah I guess that's all. Bye.
Anyway sweethearts, I got this love
quote from Mohabbatein..VERY SWEET! ^^

"One should love you, the way you are. Not the way she wants you to be. If someone tries to change you, then it's not love, but a compromise... One doesn't compromise in love, right?"
Sunday, 1 February 2009;11:07 pm
WOAH...! It's February! xD
As planned, went out with him today.
Went to Sentosa Flowers....
We reached around 12 PM I think...
Took the MRT to Harbour Front...
Not as much people as the time I went
with my girl friends for the beach party.

Took the train to Sentosa...
Stopped at Imbiah Station...
And then there was th SENTOSA FLOWERS!
Oh my gosh...The place was beautiful!
So colourful...! I LOVE FLOWERS! ^^
We troubled quite a number of people
to take pictures for us... Nevermind,
they troubled us back in return. xD
Wanted to find the heart shaped bush...
Got lost at Imbiah Look-out... xD
And I saw Butterfly Park...o.o...
I'd rather call that hell... xD
FLUTTERING THINGS ARE CREEPY! xP
Then we went back to Sentosa Flowers.
Took lots and lots of pictures.
Then we went to Siloso Beach for like...
Ten minutes? LOL.
And then we went back to Vivo...

At Vivo took more pictures...
And seriously didn't know where to go... xD
Then we went to Harbour Front Centre...
Then chilled here and there...
Overall it was fun and memorable day! =)
We took 65 and went home...
SUPER long journey...
And I saw this road called...
"Kay Poh Rd"...LOL!
Okay the goverment must have
ran out of ideas of what to name the roads! xD
Then we went to CS food court...
Then we walked home...
On the way saw Izzat, Zul, Karan and blablabla...
All his friends one lah...Haha!

At home, I talked on the phone with Maizurah
for around...1 hour and 45 minutes? LOL!
Then went online...Yada yada...
And I'm sick. Bloody hell.
He is sick too! Hahas!
Get well soon sweetheart!
And go to the doctor!!! xD
I guess that's all! Bubbyes!!! =)
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Currently In TP, Business School
Under Retail Management
Born on 121092
Status? Of coz single!
Who gets married at the age of 16?
But I am attached already.

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