Omg!!! PEEPZ!!! You guys watching High School Musical The Concert now?!! Isn't Drew SO CUTE!!? Hahaha! Well to me la! Hahahas! His VOICE!! OMG!!! Super Nice! Hahahas! Ok I've gone mad over cute guys again...Hahaha! I can't take my eyes of YOU! Hahahas! That's a song I've never heard from the show...Hmm...Finally it's the commercial break! Can blog! Hahas! DREW SEELEY...! WILL YOU BE MINE!!?? Hahaha!

Juz now went to make my IC...Face so fat! DAMN IT! Hahaha! Well I looked like my mum! Then we went to Beach Road and ate Mee Kuah and ate Tulang! Haha! Umm tulang is...Indian version bone steak? Hahaha! And I drank Milo Dinosaur! Mmm...Yummy! Haha! The Mee Kuah was so spicy! LOVE it! Haha! Omg! Omg! Now is 'When There Was Me And You"..Aww...The song is so romantic...So meaningful...*SoBx*! Haha! Long pause for a sec there! Coz it was 'Get Your Head In The Game'!! Which mean...DREW IS SINGING & DANCING!! Hahas! Ok back to wad happened today! Hahas! Umm...Where was I? Oh ya! I went there wif my parents and met my bro there...After our meals...Our parents go home while I go to Vivo wif my bro...Juz to buy a mask! Weee~! The mask is SO CUTE n spooky of coz...HAha! Den we went home! Ok bye! Hahaha! I reli have to GO!!! I wanna watch TV!! Bye!

Oh ya...btw...VANESSA! NOT FAIR!!! YOU GET TO ACT WITH ZAC AND SING WIF DREW!! Your voice isn't THAT nice niwaes! Hahahas! Juz joking la! SO JEALOUS OF YOU!!!! ARGH!!! Dun care bout Zac la...BUT....BuT...but....DREW!!! THAT IS SO UNFAIR!!! Hahas!


WOOOOHOOOO~!!! DREW BLEW SOME KISSES!!! I CAUGHT ALL OF THEM!!! Hahahas! Ok I've seriously gone MAD! Hahaha! Somebody help me call the ambulance for IMH!! Hahas! I even dance along when they sang 'We're all in this together'! Hahas! That is called...CRAZY! Hahas! Well...Now the show's over...I'm back to being ME again! Hahas! =)

What are true friends...? There for you when you need help from them? Always give you the best birthday you can ever have? Never leave you alone when you're in trouble or isolated? Always there by your side when you're feeling down? Share almost every secret with each other? Help one another preparing for examinations? I don't see the true meaning of true friends...I guess, I haven't met one yet...

Neh...! I don't have any friendship problems now... Still the hapy me! hehe! Except for the part that Mr Ang is leaving us for the first 5 months of 2008! MR ANG!!! DON'T LEAVE MEEE!!! Next year is 'O' Levels...And it's like u are my fave teacher sey! My only motivation to go on! Hahaha! Sound so dramatic! XD

I typed those in the 1st para oso coz...hmm...like the song you're hearing now..."...I'm not feeling this situation..."...It's like...Sometimes I just wonder why do I even cry coz of frenz...It's like uncountable times already...All those facts up there...Are rarely shown by my 'true' friend unless somebody tell her to or my other bestfriends does then she'll follow...As I say...I just haven't met that so called 'true' friend yet...Hehehe! Ahh..! Wadeva...I think I met some oredy too bad only online! hahas! Such as...Aiha, Tom, SHI CHANG! Haha! Shi Chang like duh...I've met him before! Primary 5 n 6 everyday sit beside him! Oways fight one! hahas! But we're bestfrenz forever! XD I'm just not feeling that thing called 'bestfren bonds' between me and my current bestfriend now...But my other bestfriends are getting closer togerther wif me...And my friends are becoming my good friends! Well I guess my wish is finally coming true! =) I have more friends already now! Hehe! Damn it! I got to go now! Hehe! Bye2!!!

Hello Hello! Ooo Yes! Test over! Oh well...Wanna bet I'm gonna fail? HAHAHA! It was so tough! I heard like LOTSA peepz from 3e4 are supposed to take the paper...Hmm...Only me, steph and suhaimi were there...The pigeon hole area was like so humid n noisy! People keep passing by! Noisy! First of all..I wanna congratulate Steph and Suhaimi for taking the test! Hahah! Wad the... -.=...Well at least the 3 of us tried!! EVEN THOUGH WE KNOW WE'RE GONNA FAILL!!! ARGH!! Pressurised abit! Hahas!

U c I wanna go JC...But The E-maths is A-maths there! It's like OH MY GAWD! Dunno leh...Haiz...My bro really wants me to go JC...He enrole me to a tuition oredy...This thursday start...-.-...So...'gan chong'!! Anyhow only spell...Hahaha! Do I look like I'm a CHINESE?? O.o... The Wild is telecas on that day!! SOBX* why i cry?? I'M GONNA MISS IT FOR THE 2ND TIME!! And I'm so frustrated with Stomp The Yard...My mum ren the cd...And it was MUTE! I can't hear a SHIT!! ARGHH!!! Hahas! Siao! And I've completed ten pages of my comic! Yay! Haha! And it's getting fun now! Neh! I won't stop half way like my other comics! Yay! Next month got 2 bbq! Wheee~!!! Haha! 6.3 bbq and 3e3 bbq!! I'm looking forward for 3e3 one! Hehe! Favouritos class! Haha! K la! Gtg! Bye!

Argghhh!!! Test! On! Monday! Can't! Study! Hahahas! I spend like half of the day watching tv sia today! HELLO?? It's the simpsons MARATHON!!! Who wants to miss it??!! Of coz not ME! And it will continue at 10.30 till 3.05! Where got tym to study!? Argh! And i'm in holiday mood!!! Sheesh! Study??? Study??? NO MAN! Haiz...even mr ang k k asked that 'LaDy' to change the date but she still insists that it will be conducted on MONDAY!!! Ha Ha! You WATCH OUT 'LaDy'! Coz my bro is going to see Mrs Oh for that! And if she is the same as YOU...He will contact MOE! Muahahaha! LoL! Sound evil for a sec there...Hahas! So jealous people enjoying their holidays and I'm all stressed up here...Haiz...

Ok fine! If I pass this bloody crap...It will prove that you are a 'LaDy'! Argh! That is the only motivation words I can give to myself for me to keep on trying my best! Hahas! Am I the only one trying here? O.o....Diyana has already gave up...And Steph says she's not sure whether she wants to study or not...Argh! Come on people! We must show her that she's a 'LaDy'! We can't just give up...Hmm...Should I take an MC on Monday? Hahahaha! Juz kidding la! The thought of giving up is there but I MUST push it away! And so do the rest of you who are taking that crap next monday! Show her that we still have hope! [Ack...Who am I kidding...] You guys don't believe in yourselves niwaes...Giving up so soon! Why should I bother...Even if I get a C6 I'll be happy enough...Coz I never got that for any of my A-maths test! Hahas! Pathetic! XD
It's becoz...I HATE A-MATHS! But I LOVE E-MATHS! =)

Hmmm.....I guess I'll stop here...I'm really bored..Hey don't forget to watch the simpson marathon later! You guys will love it!!! I won't be watching the 2nd part one I guess...Coz I really need to study...Argghhh!! WHY MUST THE WORLD BE SO UNFAIR!!!???? Hahas! Ok...God bless all of you...And the 'LaDy'!!!! MUAHAHAHA! Tell me where's the fun in watching people fail and not giving them a REAL 2nd chance!? I guess when a person is heartless...It's a JOY to them! -.-...I hate her...

That's Me and my mom! Me Love Her! Hahas! During Hari Raya! I guess I'm having lotsa fun editing these picts oredy! HAHAHAS! Keep on editing picts!!

Today, I didn't go school...Crap la...Wake up late oredy...Rather not go school lor! 2nd last day! Tch! I rather say 3rd last week! Still got 2 weeks of remedial! Bloody hell... 2nd week still got TESTS! ARGH!!! Some of the subjects I even pass sia!!! Argh!! And BIO! I WANNA DROP!!! Sheesh! Holiday is like...No holiday la sey! Nevermind...Sacrifice starts NOW! Hahas! 'O' Levels next year and...argh! I need to sacrifice my FUN time! Hmm...I wanna take sub science...But Pui Ann said combine with 3e4...or gonna-be 4e4...And she said it'll be very noisy and I can't concentrate so what's the point...? Maybe I'll think twice about going to that class coz...Maybe I won't do well for the paper since I can't concentrate...I failed my Pure Science papers oso coz I didn't really study sia...Hahahas! Well...Not next year! It's all me and books! XP
Hahahas! Sound geeky there! Hahaha! One year only...And break one year and stress another year! 'A' Level!!! Argh! Hahas! Ok dets TOOO FARR! hahaha! Argh...Boring la sia...I got nothing to do! K la! gtg! Bye!

Hey peepz! I SWEAR yesterday was the BEST day I've ever had for this year! Hahas! I celebrated my birthday with my bro! At Vivo! I know it's a lil' too late! hahahas! He bought me this huge [to me la...] turtle for my birthday! Whee~! from MiniToons and yar I got free lifetime membership! Yayness!!! Hahahs! It's like what I've ALWAYS wanted! A VERY BIG PLUSHIE!!! Hahas! It costs $49.95! hehe! The ferst thing I asked for was a handphone ok? That's considered cheap enough! Hahah! My miseries will always be gone when I;m with my bro! You are my sunshine, my only sunshine! You make me happy when times skies are grey! You'll never know bro...How much I love you! Please don't take my sunshine away! Hahaha! Crazy la...XD Seriously I'll be freaking sad after he gets married and move out! NOOOOO!!! You better not forget to spend time with me! Hahaha!

Before going to minitoons, we went to toys 'r' us juz to c if there's any cute bears...Neh! Uncute! LoL! We saw this halloween section...LOTSA MASKS! I muz buy one one day! MUST! Haha! We had fun lafing at each other wearing silly masks! Haha! The one I cannot stop laughing is when my bro wear a gorilla mask [I know someone who'll look better in it than my bro! Wakaka! XD] !! It was SO FUNNY! Haha! We tried almost all of them and took picts of ourselves! I wore this afro wig...Den I never put it in the plastic again! Haha! It was already half way out...So I took it out lars! Hahaha! The last tym I wore that was last year in KL! Hahas! Silly Me! XD

After that we went to this dunno wad spain section at vivo? Haha! I say anyhow one! Haha! Coz I dunno! XD Got sell Chupa Chups watch lar sey! and also the perfume! Coolness ryte?! Hahas! My favourite lollipop brand! Mmmm...! Hahas! Seriously I'm addicted to lollipops! Hahas! Especially the vanilla, chocolate or pudding flavour...YUMMY! Haha! Siao! Den we went to Banquet to have our dinner. Too full to finish my food! Hahas! Wasn't appetizing niwaes! Saw Maisarah there. Aniwaes! After that we go and print some picts that we took n some hari raya picts! and so we set off for Orchard Road!

Saw quite lotsa places never seen before! I know I sound pathetic! It's not as if I go Orchard Road everyday! Went to the Paragon and went to Metro...Haiya...No sale...Boring leh...Thought of spending my $50 voucher...So...Wadeva ar...I wait for Mega Expo Sale! Whooppee~! Haha! Shopping Maniac! XD On the way, I saw this GORGEOUS YELLOW LAMBORGHINI!!! That Ass must be stinkin' rich! For those who don't understand what the heck am I talking about...It's a very low-lying car, and the car door is not open side ways...BUT UPWARDS!!! HOTTTT!!!! Hahaha! Gotta have it one day! after I get my Master Degree! Not Master Card! I hate loans! Oh ya during the day oso I saw this dunno what brand car la...But it's Xzibit's CAR!!! OMG! That's another rich guy! Jealous!!! Haha! Beat THAT Datuk K! Haha! Siao! At Metro got this osim uPapa! Haha! So me n my bro sat there for a while ar! Tired la dey, walking so much! Haha! After that we set off for BUGIS! Where the REAL FUN begins! Hahas!

At Bugis...the purpose of going there was to find this blinking keychain! NO FAIR! The shop is no longer there!! *Sobx*! haha! So my bro bring me to the arcade! We played those catching stuffs game...Well the catcher is ALWAYS lousy! So I recommended him this one game ar and there's nobody there [but it's PACKED at downtown east!]! So we played the game...And got addicted! Hahaha! We got more then 3kg of sweets I think! Hahahaha! We WON! Yes! We WON! We are the champion My friend...And We'll Keep On Fighting Till The End! We are The Champion! We are the champion...OF THE WORLD! Hahaha! As if la! But we had some serious fun there! and serious wasting money! Kwang3! I got another turtle! The same like my huge one but smaller size and SOOO MUCH softer! Aiya...The ones with styrofoam[anyhow only spell! XD] inside! But it's a male turtle! Cutie pie! Total I got 3 of that turle! Small, Medium, LARGE! haha! Our journey home was VERY dangerous! We almost have an accident TWICE! And both mere accidents obviously I would fly off the bike! Coz I was holding my huge turtle! No hand to hold the bike or wadeva[as if I hold all those all this while when I ride a bike! XD]...we're just LUCKY! Lucky, lucky! You're so lucky! Do you wanna! Haha! Crazy la! I keep on singing after everything I say! Hahas! I guess that's all lars...Juz now did a pamphlet for Malay Dance CCA day next year! Pathetic ryte? So early sia! Oh ya...! My whole class go to 4e3 next year! WHEEE~!! That includes...ME! hahas! And also...we won $500!!! for the overall interclass competitions la...The most points! WHEE~~! And we are invited to TWCC to take the prize! YAY 3E3!! WE RULEZ! Hahaha! I love 3e3 sooo much! Since the beginning! No lies! Haha! So far it's my favourite class! Who rulez? WE RULEZ! hahas! Heard they wanna have a bbq or chalet or sumtyng! YAY! Party with my BIGGY family! LoL! And we'll be a family for another year! Yea! 4e3 '08!!! Hahas! K la! I guess I'll stop here! This is freaking long sia! Hahaha! Well it's worth typing! MEMORIES!! Congratulations to all my classmates coz all of you are promoted to Sec 4! =)

Argh...Another boring day...! Sheesh! Though f going shopping but my mum won't even speak to me and my bestfriend is out with her family...Too bad yaw... I downloaded a lame game...I can even sleep half way when I played it coz it was SOOO boring!!! I even got a headache juz playing it! Haha! Dets y I slept! With a freaking stomach cramp...No thanks I'm going out! Pre-paid low!! ARGHH!!! Cannot sms nimore!! Sheesh! The promise last tym was my mum's gonna top up my card for me every month...Now it's like I have to top up myself! Ish! I'm SOOOO BORED RYTE NOW!!! What should I do seh...Everyday also same! My bro's gonna enrole me in this tuition centre for A-maths...I dun mind but lazy la sia muz go SO FAR!! Blk 200++ is SOO FAR from my house! I'm like at 800++!! I'll always be late for it! Hahahaha! But muz study hard la next year 'o' level! N there's a mini exam for A-maths paper to c I can still take it or not...Well, sounds fair enough rather than not giving the failures a chance to try again! =)
I will not let my brother down! Haha! And myself too! XD
K la! I'll stop here! Adios amigos!

Today...I went Jalan Raya with my friends, Ain, Maizurah, Syafiqah and Diyana...
It was seriously lame coz we only went to each other's houses...People are seriously like avoiding us sey...Wen we ask in person they all say they at home...When we sae we coming only everyone's out...Pathetic sia....Why not juz tell us in person that we can't come to their houses? I don't know if they don't like us or something...But we never do anything wrong to them sia...haiz... dunno la... I'm seriously pissed and depressed today...So I can't blog that much u c...Haiz...

I watch 'Heart'...Makes me more sad and to add as a finishing I listen to 'When You're Gone'...It's like all my memories fly back in my head...I just have the same luck as Rachel in Heart...A girl who fell in love with her bestfriend and before she gets to confess her love to him...He already told her that he fell in love with another girl...And HE is Farel....Oh gosh I really miss You...But I know you're not the same anymore...I've tried my best to forget you...But everything that I do reminds me of you and brings me to tears...WHY?! WHY!? I REALLY WANNA FORGET YOU!!! I CAN'T!!! Haiz...I give up...With you on my mind...Nobody else can take that place...Even when I found somebody new...Our memories just push that person away from my mind... But I'm already out of your mind...Maybe you even forgot my name by now...I mean...What am I to you other than a stranger that you NEVER see...? =(

Heylo Peepz! Wheee~! Today had my belated birthday party! It was supposed to be at the the beach which would be WAYYYY more fun! But it was raining...So plan cancelled...My frenz came to my house...It was still fun! Not like what I expected! Hahas!

We ate fried noodles...YuMz! Hahas! Well I ate abit only...Kinda full coz had my meal b4 they came...Den we played monopoly spongebob! Hahahas! Eh it sounds lame but it was fun ok? Hahas! Sit around the table, watch tv, eat snack, drink zapple...Syiok! Hahaha! Had some gossip n crazy tyms too! Hahas! As usual during a party...Sharon would be hyper! Hahahas! I lost la in the game...4th position...1st is Pui Ann! Not fair!!! Hahaha! Juz kidding! After that she kept on insisting we play bubbles! Hahas! She certainly had fun! Well I didn't! Hahaha!

Den after the party, Yi Han, Sharon n Pui Ann went home...Den me, syafiqah, maizurah n ain went to KFC...But b4 we reached KFC syafiqah went home...I share umbrella with her n i was soaked wet on my left side! Hahas! And she...on her right side! The umbrella was too small for us! LoL! Den ain ate cheese fries at KFC...Den I bought Caramel oreo ice blend at this bubble tea shop. One of the shop owner repeated my order n said 'Cameral'...! LOL! Den wen I took the drink, the other shop owner kept on insisting that I was the one who said it wrongly! Wad the *tootz!*....Like helo....Do I look like my english is like a china man's english? O.o.... Den maizurah go buy koko crunch n den go home! It was SOOO DARK! But wen i reached my house den rain! Phew! Lucky! Haha! K la I'll stop here! Hiare Ra! [ n yea...cicakman...u r SO irritating! XD]

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!
sorry la I never update yesterday! Go jalan raya lar...Go home 'die' oredy! Haha! Battery flat!
Tired sia yesterday! Oh ya thanks Abg Yus for the spongebob plushie!!! I LOVE IT!!! Hahas! So the very the much! Hahas! Oh ya Aiha! Thanks for helping me solve the 'CP' case! Haha!
You guys dun nid to noe wad it stands for!

Yesterday I went to 5 houses...Total collection...$141! Hahas! Dets alot ok? Coz plus bdae money! Hahas! From my grandma n mother! Had lotsa fun yesterday! Talk about family togetherness! Syiok la sey! Didn't took lotsa picts of my biggy family la...Maybe later my other family members upload the picts den I post la k? =)

I took lots of picts with my cuzzin, Puteri! Hahas! Sux la sey today...I go my Pak Long's house for 2 minutes only...Freak la sia... My fave spot during hari raya sey...Can sing2 together...*Sobx*! Nevermind! There's next year! [Don't worry Pak Long! Haha! Your 'siti nurhaliza' will sing next year k? Hahas! Dis year ader tour la...HAHAHA!] Mcm paham...! Hahas! Coz juz now must go jalan raya with my cuzzins and their family...I didn't have my family with me...Sad sia...! WASTED! Hahas! Total collection...$10...Plus the one I got from Pak Long...$20! Hahas! And the $10 I actually went to 3 houses ok? Hahas! Oh ya and one expired phone card...I totally don't know the meaning of that! Keep in touch? Hahaha! Who knows...? LOL! That's a total decrease in profit for me! Haha! But Cik Leha gave me $5 wen she come my house so today is $25! At least I got some 'ka-chings'! Hahas! Too bad I can't spend it...Saving money for my design to become reality! I'm gonna make a gorgeous prom gown! Hobby la...NOT FOR SALE! Hahas! I would say coz of passion la eh? Mak oi! 2 am oredy! Haha! Didn't notice!

Yesterday where ever I go there's glitter! LOL! Talk about ALOT! Hahas! Freaking sia! Haha! My baju kebaya was TOO GLITTERY! Everybody complain! Hahaha! Yesterday my aunt sat on my finger...I even screamed sia so painfuL! Haha! Everyone was shocked! Haha! My another aunt n uncle told me to join business school in poly...they elaborate n elaborate...It actually makes sense you know! Hahas! Maybe I will! Hahas! Syiok ar Pak Cik & Cik Linda! Hehe! And YEA! Their maid, MET DUDE HARLINO BEFORE!!! OH. MY. GAWD!!!! SO UNFAIR!!! She gets to meet my darling!!! I MUST go Jakarta one day! Hahas! DUDE!! Gwe Cinta Sama Loe! Hahas! Sod! Dude punya gwe! Bukan punya loe! So MUNDUR YA KALIAN SEMUA! Hahaha! Juz kidding! Who says I can't speak Indonesian language? Hahas!

Talk about sore throat and pimples invasion! Everytime I don't talk for sumtym...My throat starts to feel like sandpaper! Hahas! And OH.MY.GAWD. MY FACE!!! Pimples are invading! But what is raya without make up darling? Hahas! We have to look our best! The more people say you pretty, THE MERRIER! Hahas! Pak Long and Pak Chu...Thanks for the compliment! LOVE iT! Hahaha! Oh I juz doze off a few seconds there! Hahaah! Sleepy ar! Tuesday I going picnic! Yay yay! Hahas! Siao...Eh I really think i'm half dead la! If I forget or miss out anything 2moro sure i add on to the next post la k? Nitey nite2! There are some pix for ya! Enjoy! Bye! =)

Yo yo! Greetings from the birthday girl!!! Hahas! It's my birthday! We're gonna party like it's my birthday! Ok lame...Hahas! Finally 15! OLD!!! HAHA! Well the symptoms are...short term memory loss...bloody freaking back ache and accident prone! Oh ya! And melatah tak abes2! Haha!

To my buddies...Thanks alot for the gifts and warm wishes! I really appreciate it! And THANK YOU SHARON!!! I LOVE Chocs! Hehes! And I can't wait for the picnic guys! It's gonna be a blast! Depend on the weather too k? Coz if it rains....cancel plan!! Hahas [Too Bad Sam! You dunno today my bdae so you cannot sabo me nimore! HAHAHA!]

I'm so happy my birthday falls on Hari Raya Eve! Kak Safiah oso came! Whee~! Got a pink teddy bear and a kitty cat keychain! Hahas! SUPER CUTE SEY THE CAT! And talk about soft! The bear is Super soft! I think I got more then 5 soft toys...dun care bout the size la...! I oso LOVE keychains! Hahas! Coz I have LOTS of bags! This evening cut dried chillies and ouch my eyes! Hahas! And I clean up my bro's room...Too bad yea if anything is missing! Hahas! Den at nyte I clean the tables and take off the plastics from my dining chairs...and put down and up the curtains...

This evening emo abit ar! Hahahas! Well....Wadeva the heck la eh...? Hahas! I dun care nimore!
I guess the only boundary between me and happiness is me...I'm the only one who can make myself happy and I'm the only one that can make myself angry...Maybe if I just don't talk much in this house...Think positive always...I can carry on with my life as per normal...=)
Oh well I gtg...Happy birthday in advance my cuzzie, Nadhirah! And Kak Yaya...I appreciate your concern very the much!! Hahas!

Hey Peepz! Only 6 hrs & 37 mins to my birthday! YAY!!! And 30 hours & 37 mins to Hari Raya!!! Wheeeeeeee~! I'm SUPER EXCITED for the second one! 1 year I waited for it! Hehe! This birthday I think almost everyone giving me soft toys! Hahahs! I ask for it la... Dey ask wad u wan...soft toys...Hahahas! And my bestfren from New Zealand has sent me the birthday card...It might reach S'pore by next week or so...Yay! Thanks sis! Hahas! Oh shit! I haven't make the cookies! Damn it! Maybe on saturday I make...Hahas I know Hari Raya start oredy...Haha! But who got time for jalan raya sey? Some of my cuzzies still got exams...

TOMORROW LAST PAPER!! YAY!!! Hahas! Was late for my paper just now...Gosh it was the easiest chemistry paper I've ever sat for! Hahas! And then it was hell... Lectures one by one! Lucky I missed the first one! It's about poly...Neh not polyclinic! Hahas! Polytechnic... It sounds so fun sey...Business IT is out for me ar...coz all you get after schooling is difficulty in finding jobs! Hahas! I want design school!!!! But I don't take ART! Fashion design!!! My dream!!! Damn it! Hahas! TP is a confirm I wan go one...It's ok if all my buddies are going JC...I'll start my life afresh then! Hehe! Can't follow your friends all the time you know! You have to make decisions that are best for you! Like me...Chose biology coz of frenz and the whole year I have to suffer with it! Sheesh! And go 3e3 oso coz of frenz! Now I can't go design school! Damn it! Even my family members cannot convince me to go JC now! JC is SOOOOO BORING!!! Coz it's like secondary school! Uniform, basic subjects...If stop at 'A' Level...Die! Hahas! Dun se the fun in that! So Temasek Poly...HERE I COME! Hahas! Engineering or IT eh...? Engineering lotsa maths...But later after graduating... I'll get well-paid jobs... Engineering ar! I WILL STUDY VERY HARD FOR MY A-MATHS NEXT YEAR! Hahas! Well it's for my future...

This morning...The most magical thing happened to me...It was like a dream come true and it's NOT a day dream! Hahas! But I dun think it was meant especially for me...[or is it?] But it made me blush like #$%@! Hahas! Somebody KILL ME! Hahahas! Well yea I was killed at that time! LoL! By words! {It was juz a song kirin...Give it a break...!} Hahas...It was wonderful coz I spice it up with some Syiok Sendiri! Hahas! Dunno how to translate that! LOL! Sort of day-dream in reality but actually the thing is maybe not meant for you but you're enjoying it niwaes! Hahas! Crappy explainatioN! Hahas! Well so far it's a great bdae eve! Hahas!

I wanna take this advantage to tell those muslims out dere...
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Dan Batin...
Aper2 salah silap harap dapat lah dimaafkan...
Ni bulan puasa nak dekat abes jangan korang nak early off eh! XD
I hope you guys enjoy this raya!
Untuk keluarga yang berduka...
Saya turut simpati pada kamu semua...
Binalah kehidupan yang baru...
Kenangkan peristiwa yang manis...lupakan yang pahit...
Life has to go on you know? So smile ok?
Mesti ader hikmah disebalik peristiwa yang sedih itu...=)

Speaking benor eh tadi...I gtg now! Tata! Assalamualaikum...=)

Hey Peepz! Argh...I just had the best time at Haagen Dasz with my bro and his girlfriend! They treat me there! We ate Fondue...Oh My GAWD!!! It was SOOOOOO YUMMILICIOUS! MMMMmmmmmm.... AHahahas! Alot of picts were taken but...Haven't upload to pc yet so...juz wait lar eh? So didn't post yesterday...Freaking emotional last midnight...Dun ask me why! Coz I really dunno why...It felt weird...Memories juz flew one by one in my brain!! All the fun that I had in my life so far didn't seem to be appearing in my brain last night! Hahas... Well we girls always have our drastic mood change sumtyms before the big *ehem* comes...Hahas! I cry easily during this periods...I always get really angry at it and break down into tears! Hahas... But SELF-MOTIVATION! YEA! It keeps me alive! Hahas! I'm not one of those who enjoys living...But my inner-self aways motivates me to keep on living coz my dream still haven't come true yet! Without this self-motivation...I think I'd be one of those kids who keep on running away from or even commit suicide! I guess I better move on to the next post! Kak Yaya and Abang Yus!! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!!!!!!! Hahas! I cannot forget the bill part! Hahahahas! But I won't tell the public bout it! No worries!

Layer 1: On the outside.
Name: Kirin
Birthdate: 12th Oct 1992
Current Status: Single But Unavailable
Eye colour: Dark Brown
Hair Colour: Brown

Layer 2: On the inside.
My heritage: Malay, Indian, Javanese, Boyanese[is it? I anyhow only..]
My fears: Allah SWT, get retained in a certain level in school & cannot give birth!
My weaknesses: Lose temper easily & very sensitive
My perfect pizza: Pepperoni & Cheese!!

Layer 3: yesterday, today, tomorrow.
My first thought of waking up: "Argh...Another day in school! Damn!
My bedtime: Whenever I'm sleepy...Even in School! XD
My most missed memories: Being a baby

Layer 4: My pick.
Pepsi or coke: none...they give me gastric pains!
Macdonalds or Burger King: Macdonalds! =)
Single or group date"s: single
Adidas or Nike: Both...Mainly their bags only...
Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Vanilla or Chocolate: BOTH!
Cappucino or Coffee: Cappucino

Layer 5: Do you?
Smoke: NEVER
Curse: It's something new if I don't curse...Hahaha! But not during fasting month...
Take a shower: Once a year only...Duh~! Of Coz I Do...
Have a crush: hmmm...the feeling come n go...but...yea! XD
Go to school: I wish I don't!
Believe in yourself: Almost all the time except for when I'm sitting for A-maths paper!
Think you're a health freak: Hahas! No way...

Layer 6: In the past

Drink alcohol: Never Ever ever ever everrrr....
Gone to the mall: They are my 2nd homes! XD
Been on stage: Yep
Dyed your hair: I like my hair colour just the way it is! =)

Layer 7: Have you ever..?
Played a stripping game: LOL! Never...And Not even thinking of trying!
Change who you were to fit in: Only in school...Actually not to fit in...So called hiding true identity! LoL!

Layer 8: Are you hoping to
Get married: Insya'Allah...It's my greatest dream!

Layer 9: In a partner
Best eye colour: anything...
Best hair colour: brown or black...dun like people dye their hair!
Long or short hair: Guys with long hair is so...Euuu! Of coz short!

Layer 10: What were you doing?
A minute ago: breathing, sitting, looking and typing this thing...oh! and laughing!!
An hour ago: chatting, sitting, blogging, breathing, playing wif my cat, day-dreaming, laughing
A Month ago: waste my time in school...day-dreaming, singing, laughing
A Year ago: breathing, day-dreaming, singing, bore myself to death in school, laughing

Layer 11: Finish the sentences.
I love: *ehem!*, family, friends, felines, shopping, chatting, laughing... n Allah swt =)
I hate: People who betray my friendship or love and...SCHOOL! oh ya...include biology!
I hide: my diary and my true identity if in school...=P
I miss: being a toddler or baby and I miss...*ehem!*...hahas!
I need: Love.Care.Concern.Respect.Sincerity

Layer 12: Tag 5 people
~>...Ain...Hahas sori yea...But you no nid to take nimore exam wad....Sure got tym one! XD
~>...Kak Yaya...Since u r my darling...U muz do! Haha! Tak valid sey reason...XD
~>...Diyana...Aku sajer je nk sabo kau...XD...Bkn kau tak kenal aku niee...XD
~>...Maizurah...Hmm...Aku tau kau tak update blog...So u can use dis as a topic? XD
~>...Kak Zainab...Since u r my future sis-in-law...I wanna noe more bout u! XD

Ok I guess that's all...Know me better now?? Happy now Syam?? Blom bdae da sabo org sey...! XD K la! Gtg! Ta-ta!

Whee~! 2 more papers!!! Not fair sia the rest of u finish oredy!! Sheesh!
Juz now got A-maths paper 2! Can I cry?? I'm SO DISAPPOINTED!! It was so difficult and I leave some blanks in almost ALL the questions!!! I STUDIED OKAY???! Even mre than that of Paper 1...ARGH!! Mr Ang K S!! Y u set so difficult!??? Hahas! Sub bio paper was quite ez...It's difficult coz I didn't study...Haha! AT ALL! LoL! Serves me right! LoL! Dropping it...Dun Care...! XD
So my frenz said they wanna celebrate my bdae on the day itself which is this friday....
Sorry la guys...Can other days? I don't really like going out when fasting...Later hungry ar...LOL! Nxt week no more fasting...And on tuesday there's Marking Day... How bout' we go out on that day? There can't be a hari raya outing on det day coz other people from other schools are still schooling... And we certainly cannot celebrate like last year wen we breakfast together...Coz I got a party and I dun think some of our parents allow... So...other days ok? Pleeeaasseee.....!!!! Hahas! Now I've got to make a new post...Syam it's all YOUR fault!! Of ALLL people...Why you sabo me???? Hahas....Nvm la..I'll do it niwaes since I've got nothing better to do...well got la...must study for chem but...no mood ar now...XD

Hiare Ra!!!

Helo peepz out dere!!!
Today ferst tym ever go recovery room! My record is dirty!!! XD
Argh lucky it was only 1 hour...If until 5...Walao! Die sia!
It was so dead boring I tell you! BORING!!! XD
That is the worst experience I've ever had on my bdae week! I was juz late for 5 mins...Wads the big fuss all about??? Sheesh!

Ok bio exam was tough! Like duh! Of coz la I never study!!! LOL! I was studying but I automatically fell asleep! HAhas! So I dun reli care....And I noe its a sure F9! LoL! So proud sia go n tell the werld! Nyehehe! Wad I care sia...? Dropping the subject oredy...
Tomorrow still got sub bio...and a-maths paper 2! I'm juz stuying a-maths today...I think it is much more important than that BORING subject!

K la! Me gtg! Hiare Ra!!!!

Wheeeeee~! Heya Peepz! This week is gonna be a blast! In 3 More Days....I'm Gonna Be 15!!! WhooPeee~!! Hahas! And In 4 More Days...It's Hari Raya Aidilfitri!!! Yay!! School's Ending Next Week! Exams Ending!! This friday...=.= stupid sub science paper!
I reli got nothing much to say really! And I'm VERY lazy to study Biology! BORING...!
I'm reli looking forward for bears and bags my family n frenz r giving me on my bdae! LoL! And Also the PARTY!!! Hahas! Not that much of a party...I made this 'kueh raya'...shaped like a swan n inside is pineapple tarts jam...u know those stuffz...I dunno wad to call it la! I love det kuih! It's so...NICE! LoL! Oh Well...I Guess I gtg nw! Haire Ra!! Selamat Hari Raya!!! XD

[Oh ya...Gonna get my I/C!!! Gt the letter oredy! YAYNESS!!! LoL! And gonna fail my bio wif falling colours!!! YAY! LOL! Coz I nvr study! Happy? XD Waste my bloody tym...dropping it niwaes...]

I've had it! I'm sick of that 'tingl' feeling in me...It sucks! Coz that tingly feeling can actually turn into a heart ache... Actually it haven't come true yet...It's just some beautiful imaginations that leaves you dreamy and want the thing to happen...It comes and go for sure...And for sure it is gone forever now! YeS! I'm free from that stupid feeling!!!! Thou it was quite painful ust now...This is...FATE! And I accept this as a challenge from God...

The next time this feeling is coming inside of me would be 2 years to come when I have the license to love! LoL! And it must come true! Ok this is stupid...C first la...depend on fate! =)
K la! Gtg! Haire Ra! That is bye in Maori! My pal from New Zealand taught me! =)