Whee~! Tomorrow is Hari Raya...As I mentioned, I'll blog on Hari Raya, but Hari Raya eve is already fun! Hehe! I'm SOOOO HAPPY!! Hehe! SELAMAT HARI RAYA PEEPZ! I got some picts for Hari Raya eve!! I will put the videos on my blog tomorrow! I cooked Sambal Udang, Serunding and Kuah Kacang to eat with Satay or Ketupat... Hahas! School half day...And I wish so many people Selamat Hari Raya already! Hehe! And I gave my neighbour the cookies I made, and she LOVED it! Haha! And... I'm singing from Prom Nite! OMG!! COOLNESS! Haha! Thanks for agreeing Terrence! It's an honour to sing with you! =) Ok la...I guess that's all...Since I promised not to blog...This is enough... I need to study for Chem Test on Thursday! You think I wanna study uh tomorrow? Yea right! Haha! Ok2...Bubbyes! =)
Oh yea! Peepz...Forget it la about that Mr I...I don't need to tell you who he is...Not important already... Haha! And if HE reads my blog...READ THIS. If you're avoiding me, don't need to la... You can say to me that you want me away from you, which I'm ALWAYS doing... If the rumour about you liking another girl is true, then good la... You think I'm THAT desperate for you that I will separate the two of you just to be with you?? Even if you just say bye after you said you'll be back...good enough la... Don't have to say "be right back", in the end you don't come back. It tells me something you know... To be frank la... I'm sick of getting hurt because of you. I've had it. I'm just wasting my time by even PRAYING that you'll be mine. Coz I know you'll never be mine but I don't give a shit about it. =)
Tuesday, 30 September 2008;10:23 pm
Wednesday, 24 September 2008;7:40 pm
Hello...! Finally I feel all better! =)
Anyway, I'm here to wish you peepz out there who has always been reading my blog... Even though some of you don't comment... Hahas... It's ok...At least you even bother reading my long posts... That today, is the last day I'll be blogging... Well at least 'till 11th November 2008... And it's PARTAY TIME BABEH! Haha! But all those party-ing has to wait 'till after my O's... Just MAYBE...I will blog on Hari Raya since it is quite a big event... I will NOT blog on my 16th birthday, which falls on 12th of October 2008...First of all, it won't be a meaningful day[since when it has ever been meaningful? xD]... Secondly, IT'S 8 DAYS BEFORE 'O' LEVELS! I might be crazy but not THAT crazy ok? Haha!
My results, quite shitty uh... 3 B4, 1 A1, 2 fail... [Figure out yourself whether it's D7, E8 or F9!] One of the subjects that I fail...Is mainly because of my TONNES OF CARELESS MISTAKES... So I guess I can at least get a C6 for 'O' Levels if I can manage time and check my bloody work next time! -.-... So what's the plan now? I'll do 2 exam papers everyday for 2 subjects and do notes for my combined humans... It's like... I will do E-maths Paper 1 and Chemistry Paper 2 today...And after completing, I'll write my notes for geography... Which I intend to do after blogging... And tomorrow, I'll do different subjects... The same shit... And starting from 2nd of October, I have 3 hours of maths course EVERYDAY until 17th October... Only me and Diy going from 4E3...The rest of them don't wanna go... Oh well... For my own good anyway... =)
I need a break from all these work right? So... Everyday, I will spend an hour for sewing since I hate watching tv and I restrict my self from blogging... I'm currently sewing one modern Baju Kurung, yellow in colour, almost complete... And my prom gown which is red and VERY nice...Unfortunately I don't have enough cloth, and since I'm going to Geylang this Saturday, I'll buy more cloth... Should be done before 19th of November uh...Which is THE day... Hahas! So excited for it! ^^! I'm going with my friends and we'll all look like superstars! Huhu! Nahh...no dates! Haha! Oh well I guess this should be it...
OH WAIT! Next week is Hari Raya! I would like to wish all my friends, cousins and all Muslims in this world... Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin... Jika ada salah silap, tolong maafkan... Jika ada dendam sesama kita, harap dilupakan... Pada hari yang mulia yang bakal menjelang nanti, saya harap, kita semua akan berbaik-baik dan bermaaf-maafan... Barang yang lepas tu, jangan lah kita kenangkan... Dan bagi orang-orang yang tersayang, yang sudah tiada lagi disisi kita, harap tidak luput dari ingatan kita... Sentiasalah berdoa untuk mereka...=)
Before I end this whole thing, I have some pantun for the Malays out there!! In other words...It's just some funny short poems that the malays usually battle with... It's very fun! ^^ Oh well, I wanna wish all of you out there, good luc for your examinations and for the sec 4E's and 5N's...All the best for the 'O' Levels Examinations! =)
Pergi ke Geylang, membeli emas,
Raya dah nak dekat... Rumah dah kemas??! xD
Mengemas rumah hingga larut malam,
Di pagi raya, tidak bermaya.
Sesama keluarga kita bersalam,
Sambil mengucap, Selamat Hari Raya...!
With that, I'll end my last post for this period of time.. I'll miss all of you la can? Hehes! To the Muslims, selamat berpuasa, dan nikmati lah hari-hari terakhir bulan Ramadan bagi tahun ini selagi masih berpeluang... Jangan puasa yok-yok tauuuu!! Tuhan marah! Hahas! xD
Bubbyes! Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh... =)
Anyway, I'm here to wish you peepz out there who has always been reading my blog... Even though some of you don't comment... Hahas... It's ok...At least you even bother reading my long posts... That today, is the last day I'll be blogging... Well at least 'till 11th November 2008... And it's PARTAY TIME BABEH! Haha! But all those party-ing has to wait 'till after my O's... Just MAYBE...I will blog on Hari Raya since it is quite a big event... I will NOT blog on my 16th birthday, which falls on 12th of October 2008...First of all, it won't be a meaningful day[since when it has ever been meaningful? xD]... Secondly, IT'S 8 DAYS BEFORE 'O' LEVELS! I might be crazy but not THAT crazy ok? Haha!
My results, quite shitty uh... 3 B4, 1 A1, 2 fail... [Figure out yourself whether it's D7, E8 or F9!] One of the subjects that I fail...Is mainly because of my TONNES OF CARELESS MISTAKES... So I guess I can at least get a C6 for 'O' Levels if I can manage time and check my bloody work next time! -.-... So what's the plan now? I'll do 2 exam papers everyday for 2 subjects and do notes for my combined humans... It's like... I will do E-maths Paper 1 and Chemistry Paper 2 today...And after completing, I'll write my notes for geography... Which I intend to do after blogging... And tomorrow, I'll do different subjects... The same shit... And starting from 2nd of October, I have 3 hours of maths course EVERYDAY until 17th October... Only me and Diy going from 4E3...The rest of them don't wanna go... Oh well... For my own good anyway... =)
I need a break from all these work right? So... Everyday, I will spend an hour for sewing since I hate watching tv and I restrict my self from blogging... I'm currently sewing one modern Baju Kurung, yellow in colour, almost complete... And my prom gown which is red and VERY nice...Unfortunately I don't have enough cloth, and since I'm going to Geylang this Saturday, I'll buy more cloth... Should be done before 19th of November uh...Which is THE day... Hahas! So excited for it! ^^! I'm going with my friends and we'll all look like superstars! Huhu! Nahh...no dates! Haha! Oh well I guess this should be it...
OH WAIT! Next week is Hari Raya! I would like to wish all my friends, cousins and all Muslims in this world... Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin... Jika ada salah silap, tolong maafkan... Jika ada dendam sesama kita, harap dilupakan... Pada hari yang mulia yang bakal menjelang nanti, saya harap, kita semua akan berbaik-baik dan bermaaf-maafan... Barang yang lepas tu, jangan lah kita kenangkan... Dan bagi orang-orang yang tersayang, yang sudah tiada lagi disisi kita, harap tidak luput dari ingatan kita... Sentiasalah berdoa untuk mereka...=)
Before I end this whole thing, I have some pantun for the Malays out there!! In other words...It's just some funny short poems that the malays usually battle with... It's very fun! ^^ Oh well, I wanna wish all of you out there, good luc for your examinations and for the sec 4E's and 5N's...All the best for the 'O' Levels Examinations! =)
Pergi ke Geylang, membeli emas,
Raya dah nak dekat... Rumah dah kemas??! xD
Mengemas rumah hingga larut malam,
Di pagi raya, tidak bermaya.
Sesama keluarga kita bersalam,
Sambil mengucap, Selamat Hari Raya...!
With that, I'll end my last post for this period of time.. I'll miss all of you la can? Hehes! To the Muslims, selamat berpuasa, dan nikmati lah hari-hari terakhir bulan Ramadan bagi tahun ini selagi masih berpeluang... Jangan puasa yok-yok tauuuu!! Tuhan marah! Hahas! xD
Bubbyes! Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh... =)
Monday, 22 September 2008;9:33 pm
You know what? Today is the WORST day EVER. Haiz... First of all, I'm sick physically... I have a bad flu... I don't know how many times [I think more than 30 times already...] I sneezed today! And everytime I sneeze, my stomach hurts soooooooo badly! Hmm not stomach actually... The sneezing just makes my you-know-what cramps WORSE. I can hardly pay attention in class just now due to the pain... And to add on to that...
I got back my shitty A-maths result... Might as well burn the bloody piece of crap... I really thought I could pas my A-maths paper 1... But I end up failing it... Haiz... Kirin...You are SOOOOO dumb. [I know. =( ] The mistakes are seriously unreasonable, because I could actually do 85% of the questions, due to some lame ass careless mistakes, and the question is LINKED...10 FREAKIN' MARKS and I got ZERO for the whole @#$%ING QUESTION! And I actually know exactly how to do the question...Haiz... I hate myself... I'm stupid... I just deserve to die... And can you imagine?? A PURE SCIENCE student, getting a lame B4 for combined science?? Oh my gosh! I must be DAMN STUPID! *Sobx* I actually did better for Chem than Physics, when I studied like SO MUCH MORE for Physics than Chem... What the hell? -.-... These results seriously demoralise me! But somehow it motivates me to do better for my O's... I know I'm talking crap... Ignore me. Close this window. You won't understand me anyway. See? I'm mentally SICK due to these shitty results... I'm not going to JC anymore la...Being a JC drop-out is SUPER not cool... So I'd rather go to Poly instead... I don't care what my family says... I'll study hard and still go to SMU, since I'm going to Business School... But this doesn't mean I won't do well for my O's uh... I'll try my best...
Emotionally sick... Hrmms... Due to my disgusting A-maths result that I don't expect, I was SO disappointed with myself for not sparing some time to check my work, I even cried in class... Nobody realised though. Hahas! And I expect at least a B3 for my Physics, and I got a B4. Thank You. And when I got home, I got more sick? -.-... I ate my medication already though... Sick chicken...-.-... BUT I'll NEVER absent myself from school. Even though I can't walk like a normal person, I'll STILL come to school. I must spend every last moment I can in school to improve my results. I CAN'T GIVE UP. Only losers give up. I'm NOT a loser... Oh well, I guess that's all...It's 10.00 p.m... My revision time... Hahas! Sorry but certain people can study better at night you see... So...Toodles! =)
I got back my shitty A-maths result... Might as well burn the bloody piece of crap... I really thought I could pas my A-maths paper 1... But I end up failing it... Haiz... Kirin...You are SOOOOO dumb. [I know. =( ] The mistakes are seriously unreasonable, because I could actually do 85% of the questions, due to some lame ass careless mistakes, and the question is LINKED...10 FREAKIN' MARKS and I got ZERO for the whole @#$%ING QUESTION! And I actually know exactly how to do the question...Haiz... I hate myself... I'm stupid... I just deserve to die... And can you imagine?? A PURE SCIENCE student, getting a lame B4 for combined science?? Oh my gosh! I must be DAMN STUPID! *Sobx* I actually did better for Chem than Physics, when I studied like SO MUCH MORE for Physics than Chem... What the hell? -.-... These results seriously demoralise me! But somehow it motivates me to do better for my O's... I know I'm talking crap... Ignore me. Close this window. You won't understand me anyway. See? I'm mentally SICK due to these shitty results... I'm not going to JC anymore la...Being a JC drop-out is SUPER not cool... So I'd rather go to Poly instead... I don't care what my family says... I'll study hard and still go to SMU, since I'm going to Business School... But this doesn't mean I won't do well for my O's uh... I'll try my best...
Emotionally sick... Hrmms... Due to my disgusting A-maths result that I don't expect, I was SO disappointed with myself for not sparing some time to check my work, I even cried in class... Nobody realised though. Hahas! And I expect at least a B3 for my Physics, and I got a B4. Thank You. And when I got home, I got more sick? -.-... I ate my medication already though... Sick chicken...-.-... BUT I'll NEVER absent myself from school. Even though I can't walk like a normal person, I'll STILL come to school. I must spend every last moment I can in school to improve my results. I CAN'T GIVE UP. Only losers give up. I'm NOT a loser... Oh well, I guess that's all...It's 10.00 p.m... My revision time... Hahas! Sorry but certain people can study better at night you see... So...Toodles! =)
Sunday, 21 September 2008;4:00 pm
Gosh...Just now I was so pissed off that I just HAD to cry... I couldn't hold back my tears any longer! Haiz... [Minus points for my fasting...] I've tried my best not to cry but I just had to... I was praying when I cried... Oh well, I'm not THAT angry anymore now... Actually I'm not angry at all now. Everytime after I check my friendster, I won't be angry or sad or whatever... I'll always be happy! Hehe! Coz I always cry when I feel not needed by anyone...Typical thoughts of a loner... But whenever I check my comments, I know that some people still treasure me as their friend... Especilly Aiha and Terrence... For friends who don't give me comments at Friendster but I still know they treasure me as their friend would be Diyana and Maizurah... The rest...I don't know...
I feel not needed by anyone in this world anymore... Nobody understands me anymore... I got backstabbed by too many friends that my heart feels numb to even try to believe in "bestfriends" anymore... My heart got broken by someone I really trusted and whom I really thought would understand me... The mended pieces of my broken heart fear that the next person I love will do the same thing to me too. I hope he won't... =(
I laugh a lot and what people think is...She must be a happy girl, free of problems, lucky her... Well think again. I laugh a lot in school coz I guess that woud be the only time I can laugh. I don't have friends outside school...And my family is too busy with their own stuffs... And now I'm considered crazy for talking to myself since I HAVE NOBODY ELSE TO TALK TO! Either my family are just not interested at all to know what I really feel, or I'll just get scolded for telling the truth sometimes...
Everytime I hear voices in my head... Sometimes I have suicidal toughts in my head... And most times I just wish that my teddy bear is alive, at least I would have a friend. Sometimes, even I think I need to go for couselling... This stupid stress and depression is driving me nuts! I can't even determine my own emotions sometimes... And when I can't, all I wanna do is cry. But all these negativity in me is overcome by my belief in my religion and the other voice in my head which constantly motivates me to carry on. Nobody may understand me, but I know Allah understand me... And since nobody can make me happy, I shall make myself happy instead. I guess I'm just at the first stage of depression, when I can't even determine my own emotion... It's still at an early stage and I can get through this whole thing...Hopefully... Oh I just read an article on depression... It states that...
The Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM) states that a depressed mood is often reported as being: "depressed, sad, hopeless, discouraged, or 'down in the dumps'." In traditional colloquy, "depressed" is often synonymous with "sad," but both clinical and non-clinical depression can also refer to a conglomeration of more than one feeling. Such a mixture can include (but is not limited to) anger, fear, anxiety, despair, guilt, apathy, and/or grief, in addition to what many people would describe as typical "sadness."
Well, I guess I am depressed huh? Hahas! But that's the early stage... A mixture of emotions... Anyway, I tend to feel better after blogging! Hehe! And I'm happy already! I'm having mood swings most probably... That's why I'm happy for a second, and sad for the next second... 3 days of mood swings and my menses still haven't come! The symptoms are killing me! I lose patience easily which seriously cost me those 'points' for fasting! Argh! I must try my very best to remain calm somehow... Hehes... Ok la... I have to go now... Laptop's battery running low and I want to do some revision on my E-maths... I'd better not disappoint my mother for my 'O' Levels... I MUST get a distinction for my E-maths... Gotta go now! Toodles! =)
I feel not needed by anyone in this world anymore... Nobody understands me anymore... I got backstabbed by too many friends that my heart feels numb to even try to believe in "bestfriends" anymore... My heart got broken by someone I really trusted and whom I really thought would understand me... The mended pieces of my broken heart fear that the next person I love will do the same thing to me too. I hope he won't... =(
I laugh a lot and what people think is...She must be a happy girl, free of problems, lucky her... Well think again. I laugh a lot in school coz I guess that woud be the only time I can laugh. I don't have friends outside school...And my family is too busy with their own stuffs... And now I'm considered crazy for talking to myself since I HAVE NOBODY ELSE TO TALK TO! Either my family are just not interested at all to know what I really feel, or I'll just get scolded for telling the truth sometimes...
Everytime I hear voices in my head... Sometimes I have suicidal toughts in my head... And most times I just wish that my teddy bear is alive, at least I would have a friend. Sometimes, even I think I need to go for couselling... This stupid stress and depression is driving me nuts! I can't even determine my own emotions sometimes... And when I can't, all I wanna do is cry. But all these negativity in me is overcome by my belief in my religion and the other voice in my head which constantly motivates me to carry on. Nobody may understand me, but I know Allah understand me... And since nobody can make me happy, I shall make myself happy instead. I guess I'm just at the first stage of depression, when I can't even determine my own emotion... It's still at an early stage and I can get through this whole thing...Hopefully... Oh I just read an article on depression... It states that...
The Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM) states that a depressed mood is often reported as being: "depressed, sad, hopeless, discouraged, or 'down in the dumps'." In traditional colloquy, "depressed" is often synonymous with "sad," but both clinical and non-clinical depression can also refer to a conglomeration of more than one feeling. Such a mixture can include (but is not limited to) anger, fear, anxiety, despair, guilt, apathy, and/or grief, in addition to what many people would describe as typical "sadness."
Well, I guess I am depressed huh? Hahas! But that's the early stage... A mixture of emotions... Anyway, I tend to feel better after blogging! Hehe! And I'm happy already! I'm having mood swings most probably... That's why I'm happy for a second, and sad for the next second... 3 days of mood swings and my menses still haven't come! The symptoms are killing me! I lose patience easily which seriously cost me those 'points' for fasting! Argh! I must try my very best to remain calm somehow... Hehes... Ok la... I have to go now... Laptop's battery running low and I want to do some revision on my E-maths... I'd better not disappoint my mother for my 'O' Levels... I MUST get a distinction for my E-maths... Gotta go now! Toodles! =)
Saturday, 20 September 2008;10:31 pm
Hi. I'm sorry but I'm not in a good mood again.
Yesterday it was "blow up" mood...Get angry over little things...Today it's "emo mood"...I've been thinking negative throughout the whole day and all I want to do is cry... But I didn't since I can't cry when I'm fasting... Haiz... I feel so insulted by mum just now...How could she call me a minah...??? -.-... And my dad with his ever-lasting irritating-nism...Stop it sia...-.-
Went to the shop just now, my mum blamed me on this small groceries stuffs uh...I used to don't mind...And treat it as a joke...But just now I was seriously cut...And I felt like crying. -.-... Just a moment ago, I felt like crying coz I suddenly feel not needed by everyone. Can ask my friend about that. I suddenly feel she doesn't need me anymore too. SUPER RANDOM. Sorry for wasting your time just now Ain... [Seriously...I suck big time...] Argh can this depression get any worse?! Depressed...Despressed...Depressed... To make it worse, I have a bloody sore throat, thanks to Mr Germ Spreader, Abang Pil... And I can't sing, and singing happens to be the main thing to make me happy! Since I can't sing, I'm sad...VERY sad. Haiz... I have a month and 29 days to get better... I must start singing sooner or later...
And these pimples are too much la bodoh! -.-... Bought a new facial cleanser by Loreal...Favourite brand... But this time for pimples, not whitening... Went to Interchange with my mother... She dragged me to Courts... Went to the sewing machines section... We saw this cool sewing machine by Brothers. She asked the price...$289... And she asked me..."So shall I buy for you now?".. I was SHOCKED! Sss..sseww...ssewi...SEWING MACHINE?!!! FOR ME?!! O.O... Oh my gosh...She was serious about it... I felt like crying coz I was so touched...! She may not buy me my Raya shoes or be my Wallet if we go shopping... But which mum would spend so much for her daughter's lame dream to be a fashion designer?! My mum would! Hehe! Thanks so much mum...I love you... Hehes! Yay...! One sewing machine coming up for me! From Brothers for God Sakes! It's an expensive brand! *faints*
Just did an online CLEO survey... Hoping to get free Maybelline mascara... Haha. What the hell. Shit la my throat hurts. Gotta go already uhh... BYE!
Yesterday it was "blow up" mood...Get angry over little things...Today it's "emo mood"...I've been thinking negative throughout the whole day and all I want to do is cry... But I didn't since I can't cry when I'm fasting... Haiz... I feel so insulted by mum just now...How could she call me a minah...??? -.-... And my dad with his ever-lasting irritating-nism...Stop it sia...-.-
Went to the shop just now, my mum blamed me on this small groceries stuffs uh...I used to don't mind...And treat it as a joke...But just now I was seriously cut...And I felt like crying. -.-... Just a moment ago, I felt like crying coz I suddenly feel not needed by everyone. Can ask my friend about that. I suddenly feel she doesn't need me anymore too. SUPER RANDOM. Sorry for wasting your time just now Ain... [Seriously...I suck big time...] Argh can this depression get any worse?! Depressed...Despressed...Depressed... To make it worse, I have a bloody sore throat, thanks to Mr Germ Spreader, Abang Pil... And I can't sing, and singing happens to be the main thing to make me happy! Since I can't sing, I'm sad...VERY sad. Haiz... I have a month and 29 days to get better... I must start singing sooner or later...
And these pimples are too much la bodoh! -.-... Bought a new facial cleanser by Loreal...Favourite brand... But this time for pimples, not whitening... Went to Interchange with my mother... She dragged me to Courts... Went to the sewing machines section... We saw this cool sewing machine by Brothers. She asked the price...$289... And she asked me..."So shall I buy for you now?".. I was SHOCKED! Sss..sseww...ssewi...SEWING MACHINE?!!! FOR ME?!! O.O... Oh my gosh...She was serious about it... I felt like crying coz I was so touched...! She may not buy me my Raya shoes or be my Wallet if we go shopping... But which mum would spend so much for her daughter's lame dream to be a fashion designer?! My mum would! Hehe! Thanks so much mum...I love you... Hehes! Yay...! One sewing machine coming up for me! From Brothers for God Sakes! It's an expensive brand! *faints*
Just did an online CLEO survey... Hoping to get free Maybelline mascara... Haha. What the hell. Shit la my throat hurts. Gotta go already uhh... BYE!
Friday, 19 September 2008;11:40 pm
I feel like crap la bodoh... -.-... All thanks to school. Thank you school. =D
Ok what's with this WTF mood? First of all, I freakin' HATE my English and E-maths results! ARGH! Can you believe it??! All the way I get A2/A1 for E-maths and suddenly, B4!?? o.o... OMG! SO MANY CARELESS MISTAKES!! I HATE MYSELF!!!! -.-... [Kirin...You are SO STUPID!] Frustrated sia!!! I got a JUST B4...In other words...60/100...Hrmms...DAMN IT!!!
Then it was English... I don't know whether I should even be HAPPY about getting JUST a B4... ALSO 60/100... What the hell?? And I can just dream on to go JC?? My English is a B4 for God's sakes! Haish... Imagine! FAILING Comprehension! What the hell la...Thanks to my Summary, I passed my paper 2... And how DUMB...My paper 1, free writing, I wrote about this guy getting a sentence of 6 month imprisonment for taking away donation money...Then the teacher comment..."I thought DRUG-TRAFFICKING is a serious offence-death penalty"...and at the rubrics..."Read up on drug-trafficking in Singapore"...What?? If my marks is deducted from there...You're giving me CRAP! I didn't even wrote on drugs! Why should I read up about drug-trafficking?!! MRS SHANKAR!!! PLEASE OH PLEASE consult the marker for my paper on THAT! I'm super frustrated about it! -.-...
After that, my mood was SHITTY! I tried my best to smile in school and act like nothing happened! It was fun during Malay lesson, since we had no lesson, me and Nadz were challenging poetry in Malay... It was funny... Learnt from my mother yesterday, so thought of sharing it with my friend... During Physics, my mood just got worse. They didn't return our Physics papers! ARGH! And and I smiled to my friend but he didn't see it!! -.-...[Don't worry la...He's a Chinese...I know what some of the bastards out there are thinking...]
And OH YA! Prom nite is at Downtown East and the cost is $70++?! -.-... But I'm still going since I reallllyyy want to perform! See first? Hahas! Told Miss Zaleha about it already anyway... Most probably cannot cancel my plan... And Steph thinks I'm bringing a date from outside the school...HAH! -.-... Give me a break la seyh... 99.9% I'm going with my friends... Sial uh...Which guy wanna go with me sia...[Euh...Me and Diy know one but I'd rather go alone! o.o...] Anyway, I'm asking for trouble if I go with a guy....Sheesh...My parents are going to give me serious confrontations! -.-...
At home, with my dad, super annoying, I seriously cannot take it sia! Sheesh! Since I as fasting, I tried my best to calm down... Managed to do that...But after break fast, I was kinda moody... Hrmms... Didn't get to sew today, stupid sewing machine is spoil! Bastard! -.-... Kak Yaya came to my house for break fast just now...I really miss her and was happy to see her just now! =)
Anyway, it's 12.09 a.m. and I'm in no mood to really blog... So yea...I'll end this dumb post with a picture...Get lost now...-.-
The last thing everyone wishes for is that your enemy has a freakin' crush on you! NO MORE CHANCES! You broke my heart once and NEVER AGAIN. @#$% Off!
Kak Yaya & Reen...!
Thursday, 18 September 2008;3:37 pm
Finally prelims over! Anyway, sorry for not blogging last night... Too busy... Hehes... I won't blog tonight, so I'll blog in the day instead...Yesterday was the last Prelim exam...Which was Science Practical... Wow thewhole thing was set up? Haha! I didn't even have to set up anything! Maybe it's nothing new to the Sub science peepz... Since I was from Pure Science... It was kinda..Weird... Hahas! The setting up of circuit was the fun part actually...Oh wells... I know I took my own sweet time to do the 2 experiments... Hahas! Still I completed 30 minutes in advance... Since I had nothing better to do... I rechecked, and rechecked and rechecked my work... Especially my Physics...! Lucky I check! I realise I forgot to see the zero error on the micrometre screwgauge... [I even forgot how to use it at first! xD] Sorry to someone coz I don't really encourage what that person suggested! Hahaha! Well it's for your own good anyway... Since my practical sucks...It's a bad idea to carry out that plan of yours! LoL!
Came to school at 9.00 a.m...Waste time in AVA room until 9.40 a.m. then leave for lab... The whole freaking day I was the teasing item for my friends! o.o... And I'm teased in front of the person they teased me with! -.-... Can you be more obvious than THAT?! -.-''... And how can Shu Jun guess I have a crush on Mr Ang?!! O.O... Sheesh... That dude can be my father for God's sakes! NOT interested much? Diy teased me with 6 boys in less than 5 hours?! -.-... I only teased her with 2! And among those 6, I hate 2 of them, one of them I only know his name, and 2 are chinese guys! The last one...No comment. The MAJOR teasing item was the last one... Diyana and Samantha! Grr....! After practical, got quarantined in hall until 12.15 p.m... Then went home....
After break fast yesterday, I sew from 8.00 p.m. to 12.30 a.m.... Haha! My mum cut the cloth... Mainly because the cloth was expensive, Original Silk, and I am not so great with cutting stuffs... Hahas! I'm not an expert YET, so I couldn't sew that blouse within a day...o.o... It's yellow uh... I just sewed the edges of the cloth that has been cut... Tonight I'll continue I guess... It's VERY FUN... Hahas! Need LOTS of patience, concentration and passion! Hehe! No passion, confirm no fun and you can't concentrate, which means you'll get fed up easily and you're being impatient at the same time! Haha! My eyes were damn tired after staring at that machine for 4 hours straight! Haha! At the same time it was kinda frustrating and lots of problems arouse... Such as, the needle broke, I wanted to change the needle, it slipped off my hand and went in the sewing machine, the new needle wasn't sharp anymore, there was a short-circuit and the whole house went black out because of the sewing machine! Hahas! But it was a fun experience...! I really feel grateful to have a mum who likes to sew and supports my aspration, to be a fashion designer! =))
Today, got results back... Diy gave me this Baby Taz handphone pouch... SO CUTE! I've always wanted it actually! THANKS DIY! Hehe! I got back my Maths Paper 2 and Chemistry MCQ back... I hate my results uh... Passed both... But I'm not telling you what I got uh... It's expected for Science Chemistry... BUT NOT E-MATHS!! -.-... I'll get Paper 1 back tomorrow.. Haish... My A1 fly away already... Hrmms... Nevermind, work harder starting from next week! I got mixed-up emotions today... And I'm super lunatic...
Can you imagine?? Diy tease me in front of the same person again??! -.-''... Gosh how I wish he can tell her to shut up! Hahas! If you wanna tease me, go ahead, but not in front of the person! Embarassing la sia! And how terrible can Geography get?? THERE WAS A MOCK EXAM JUST NOW! -.-....Who cares... Haha! I did the same shit like I did for my Geog Prelim....I only did one section of the Human Geog questions... Haha! Give us a break la sia... I forgot my Geog stuffs already luh.... Haha! Demoralised by the Prelims! Hahas! After school, I went to the shop to buy the 1.5 litre Peach tea! It's all mine!!! Haha! I drink like an elephant yesterday... Haha! Ok la... I'm tired uh...I guess I'll stop here! BYE! =D
And thanks again Diy! Hehe! I reallllyyy like your gift! Just watch when you're teasing me next time! It doesn't leave a good impression on that person ok?
It's so nice right!??? =D
The keychain is SO LOVED! Hahas! Baby Taz CUTE! =))
Tuesday, 16 September 2008;8:14 pm
Haiz... So disappointed with myself... Most probably I'll fail the whole paper...=(
I had A-maths paper 2 just now, as I mentioned in the previous post... Haiz...It was quite tough seh... And I don't think I can pass the paper...Most probably D7? Hrmms... If I get a D7 for Paper 2 and a C5 for my paper 1...Overall still fail... Haiz... And most of the questions in Paper 2 I know how to do but I just forgot how to do it! And some questions, even worse, I found out only after Mr Ivan Tan said all pens down...o.o... All I told myself was... I am SO slapping my own face at home! Hahahas! [But I didn't uh... Haha!] Super duper stressed la just now! Every question also...SHIT! Shoot! DAMN IT!!...One of the question I knew how to do last minute! Lucky me! Hehe! Oh well it's over anyway...
Science MCQ... Hmms... Physics, can be said easy uh... Chemistry, no comments since I didn't study...[OH MY GOD!! I just realise...20% of oxygen in air, rusting need oxygen, so the gas level decreases by 10 cm^3...Which means the new water level is 40 cm^3!! Not 30 cm^3!! OMG KIRIN!!!! >.<...] I think can pass la overall... Plus my Paper 2... Most probably my Science I get B3/4... Chemistry will pull down my marks uh.... Since when I'm good at chemistry? Haha! After the whole paper, went home....
At home, played the boring Nintendo DS after I prayed... It was so boring that I got so sleepy after playing it for a while...Then I slept uh... Haha! I sleep when I'm stressed. Then I was awakened by a text message...Sheesh...-.-...My friends invited me to break fast together... But I couldn't since my sister is going to work and my mother would be alone later... So I had to break fast at home... Maybe next time I guess? Hahas! Already have breaking fast plans with Diyana... See when I'll be free... I ate rice with asam pedas today... Mmm..I LOVE LADIES FINGER!! [gosh...somehow I sound like a cannibal..=X] Then I ate Chicken Wasabi Nuggets! So yummy la! Haha!
FINALLY I saw my friend already! Hahas! Couldn't talk, I was late for school and I was busy doing my last minute Science revision... Hahas! Nevermind, I'm schooling until 10th of October anyway... Still can see each other...Even though, rarely? Hahas! Tomorrow I have Science Practical Exam... [Damn the sitting arrangement! -.-...] Hmmm kinda cool about it... Last Prelim exam... And then I'm so-called free... Tomorrow, my plan is to sew... My mum cut the news paper already... My job is to sew this modern Kebaya, the type where you must wear a plain long sleeve shit inside... It's yellow in colour... Should turn out to be nice la... Huhu! My FIRST handmade Kebaya! Tailor made oiii! Haha! And I'M the tailor! ^^... So tomorrow, I'm busy... No hanging out or whatsoever...I should finish the Kebaya in less than a week somehow... Insya'Allah... When I sew already I show you peepz at my blog ok? Then comment uh whether I CAN be a fashion designer or not... Hehe! I wish there's a JC which has a Project Runway... I wanna join!! Hahas! Other than this project, I've been working on my voice, to sing Reflection by Christina Aguilera... Most probably, the next song I'll be singing for any performance would be this song... Hehe! [Confident sak..! Haha!]
Anyway.. I guess that's all uh...Eh practical also must study ok?! Hahas! I'm in the second group anyway, go to school late, so who cares if I sleep late? Hahas! Bubbyes! Take care! And all the best for those who are taking the Practical exam tomorrow!! =)
YAY! MY BLOGSKIN BACKGROUND IS NICE!!! Jangan marah huhhh...! Hahas! I edit it myself! =)
I had A-maths paper 2 just now, as I mentioned in the previous post... Haiz...It was quite tough seh... And I don't think I can pass the paper...Most probably D7? Hrmms... If I get a D7 for Paper 2 and a C5 for my paper 1...Overall still fail... Haiz... And most of the questions in Paper 2 I know how to do but I just forgot how to do it! And some questions, even worse, I found out only after Mr Ivan Tan said all pens down...o.o... All I told myself was... I am SO slapping my own face at home! Hahahas! [But I didn't uh... Haha!] Super duper stressed la just now! Every question also...SHIT! Shoot! DAMN IT!!...One of the question I knew how to do last minute! Lucky me! Hehe! Oh well it's over anyway...
Science MCQ... Hmms... Physics, can be said easy uh... Chemistry, no comments since I didn't study...[OH MY GOD!! I just realise...20% of oxygen in air, rusting need oxygen, so the gas level decreases by 10 cm^3...Which means the new water level is 40 cm^3!! Not 30 cm^3!! OMG KIRIN!!!! >.<...] I think can pass la overall... Plus my Paper 2... Most probably my Science I get B3/4... Chemistry will pull down my marks uh.... Since when I'm good at chemistry? Haha! After the whole paper, went home....
At home, played the boring Nintendo DS after I prayed... It was so boring that I got so sleepy after playing it for a while...Then I slept uh... Haha! I sleep when I'm stressed. Then I was awakened by a text message...Sheesh...-.-...My friends invited me to break fast together... But I couldn't since my sister is going to work and my mother would be alone later... So I had to break fast at home... Maybe next time I guess? Hahas! Already have breaking fast plans with Diyana... See when I'll be free... I ate rice with asam pedas today... Mmm..I LOVE LADIES FINGER!! [gosh...somehow I sound like a cannibal..=X] Then I ate Chicken Wasabi Nuggets! So yummy la! Haha!
FINALLY I saw my friend already! Hahas! Couldn't talk, I was late for school and I was busy doing my last minute Science revision... Hahas! Nevermind, I'm schooling until 10th of October anyway... Still can see each other...Even though, rarely? Hahas! Tomorrow I have Science Practical Exam... [Damn the sitting arrangement! -.-...] Hmmm kinda cool about it... Last Prelim exam... And then I'm so-called free... Tomorrow, my plan is to sew... My mum cut the news paper already... My job is to sew this modern Kebaya, the type where you must wear a plain long sleeve shit inside... It's yellow in colour... Should turn out to be nice la... Huhu! My FIRST handmade Kebaya! Tailor made oiii! Haha! And I'M the tailor! ^^... So tomorrow, I'm busy... No hanging out or whatsoever...I should finish the Kebaya in less than a week somehow... Insya'Allah... When I sew already I show you peepz at my blog ok? Then comment uh whether I CAN be a fashion designer or not... Hehe! I wish there's a JC which has a Project Runway... I wanna join!! Hahas! Other than this project, I've been working on my voice, to sing Reflection by Christina Aguilera... Most probably, the next song I'll be singing for any performance would be this song... Hehe! [Confident sak..! Haha!]
Anyway.. I guess that's all uh...Eh practical also must study ok?! Hahas! I'm in the second group anyway, go to school late, so who cares if I sleep late? Hahas! Bubbyes! Take care! And all the best for those who are taking the Practical exam tomorrow!! =)
YAY! MY BLOGSKIN BACKGROUND IS NICE!!! Jangan marah huhhh...! Hahas! I edit it myself! =)
Monday, 15 September 2008;11:37 pm
Ok let's make this a reallllllly short post. A-maths Paper 1 just now... Was manageable...I think I can pass...But I wouldn't wanna count on that! It's like false hope...-.-... Tomorrw, I have A-maths paper 2 and Science MCQ... Wosh me luck aite? I wish all of you taking the same papers tomorrow all the best and have faith in yourself! Hahas! [Macam paham la siak...-.-] For now, I have to continue revising A-maths and I'm NOT planning to revise science! Hahas! Bubbyes! Gosh...I really miss this friend of mine... 2 weeks of not seeing each other?! Gosh... That sucks... Hahas!
Sunday, 14 September 2008;8:29 pm
Oh my gosh! Tomorrow's A-maths Paper 1!! Hmmm...I'm KINDA ready, but let's not count on that shall we? Haha! Hmm...Taking like a short break before I continue practicing A-maths... Even if I fail tomorrow[which I hope doesn't happen], I wanna get a D7... Haha! No more F9 for me!! Hahas! Hopefully la... And I have another 'oh my gosh' situation right now...Anyway, I guess that's all la! Bubbyes! All the best for the upcoming Prelim papers[To the peepz in Junyuan...DUH]!
NEWS FLASH!! : Can you believe it?? There's some girls in my school, who are fans of Jab McCardy?? You don't know who's that??? Oh he's real name is Jabbar... Haha! Gosh they'll scream out loud if they know that this guy always come to my house! Hahas! Give me a break la... Look at him also I don't want! -.-... Whatmore become a fan of his? He come my house then what? Beg for his autograph? Hahaha! xD
Aren't you the sweetest? And I suddenly wish I'm a Chinese... xD
OH MY GOSH!! My sis did this cool trick on me to see whether my first child is going to be a girl or a boy...And my 1st child will be a girl! OMG SO COOL~! [I believe coz she tried it and her first child is a boy, and my mum tried it and her 1st child is a girl, which is my sis! COOL SHIT! xD] Hmm...Baby girl ay? LoL! Urmm... I don't really wanna believe coz I'm like doubting God's power...So yea... Whatever with that! Hahas! It's a SIN to believe!! xD
NEWS FLASH!! : Can you believe it?? There's some girls in my school, who are fans of Jab McCardy?? You don't know who's that??? Oh he's real name is Jabbar... Haha! Gosh they'll scream out loud if they know that this guy always come to my house! Hahas! Give me a break la... Look at him also I don't want! -.-... Whatmore become a fan of his? He come my house then what? Beg for his autograph? Hahaha! xD
Aren't you the sweetest? And I suddenly wish I'm a Chinese... xD
OH MY GOSH!! My sis did this cool trick on me to see whether my first child is going to be a girl or a boy...And my 1st child will be a girl! OMG SO COOL~! [I believe coz she tried it and her first child is a boy, and my mum tried it and her 1st child is a girl, which is my sis! COOL SHIT! xD] Hmm...Baby girl ay? LoL! Urmm... I don't really wanna believe coz I'm like doubting God's power...So yea... Whatever with that! Hahas! It's a SIN to believe!! xD
;1:49 am
Oh my gosh...! Damn my laziness! I studied for only 1/2 hour for today!! -.-... Oh well, I couldn't focus anyway... Never mind...I have a 'mock exam' tomorrow... And it starts in the morning...I'll have to check my work before break-fast... My break in between Paper 1 & 2 shouldn't be that long since I hate to watch TV and I can't eat... Most of the time I just have breaks to eat, since I'm fasting, I'll just SING. But it looks like I won't fast for long... The symptoms are here...So it will come any moment now... SHOOT! I just thought of fasting for the whole month... Looks like luck is not on my side this year...-.-..
So what did I do today? I'm crazy for the whole day. That's one thing. Kept on talking to myself like what the hell... Haha! ESPECIALLY when studying A-maths just now... Around 3 p.m...It was like my beauty hour... So I used my Acne Treatment Guardian Facial Mask since these pimples are too much on my face! -.-... I only bought 2 of that...The other 3 is for whitening... Hehe... You know what? I'm actually fairer now compared to when I was in primary school! ^^! I used to hate all these facial stuffs... I don't care about my face! Wash face? Hahs! Only when I feel like it! xD
Then after break fast, went to Tampines Interchange... [Somehow, I looked like some geek with my specs on just now...Ahhh who cares!] I desperately needed to go shopping! I didn't go shopping for 3 months already! AHHH! Hahas! Minor shopping got uh... I want SERIOUS SHOPPING! Hahas! Well just now was considered as minor shopping too coz I just spent $10...How pathetic is THAT!? -.-... Oh well I've saved up quite an amount of money...! Cool! Haha! But I have to spend that soon for my prom nite... Gosh I'm so excited for that shopping spree! Wheee~! ^^! Anyway, went to Mondo just now...That shoe shop at CS, Exclusively Hers, Level 2... MAJOR sale going on at one section of the shop! Some gorgeous shoes for only $9.90!! OH MY GOSH!!! Heels, flats, slippers...COOL!!! Ok one pair is simply NOT enough... I bought this rockin' pair of high heels, black in colour...SUPER nice [I got the picture]! Woohoo~! Haha! That's for Hari Raya...I'll be buying another shoe for prom nite... Hahas! See first la... I bought it myself, unlike other girls, their moms buy for them...*sobx*... Haha! Nevermind...It's called independent shopping!
The fun thing about shopping is actually spending the money that you've saved/earned for a long time! Not spending other people's money! Haha! Anyway, MINE WAS THE LAST PAIR!! Ha Ha you can't have it! *Blueks*! Haha! There's the white one, but the black one is nicer... I look DAMN tall in those heels! COOL~! Like some model! Haha! AndI freakin' love this pair of slippers! There's a huge diamond on it! OH MY GOSH! I MUST go to CS again tomorrow and BUY that slipper! It's too bling2 to resist! Haha! COME ON LADIES!! YOU DON'T WANNA MISS THIS SALE! NO YOU DON'T! So rush to Mondo tomorrow!! Hahas nahh I don't work for them... It's what I do...I share sales with girls! Share the pleasure of wasting money! Wheee~! Haha!
Then, went to Wallet Shop... Gosh I MUST buy that new purse..! Same as mine but different design and ZIPPER THAT HAS A DIAMOND!! Oh gosh...I CAN'T refrain myself from buying that! NO I CAN'T! Hahas! Shopping freak! LoL! It's only $19 la! And it'll be my 3rd purse from Wallet Shop! Wheee~! And when the reduced section has a gorgeous wallet in future, I MUST BUY IT! Haha! Then it'll be my 3rd wallet from Wallet Shop...Though my favourite is still my current one which is 'Psychedelic MYUKadelic', very nice and BIG...The other on is by OzOzO sac...Not really that nice, but I still love it! Haha! My purses are all by OzOzO sac... I just HAVE TO buy every new gorgeous designs! Hahas! It's a Kirin thing that you won't understand... Haha! Gosh I drank alot today and I ate chicken rice for break fast today...My dad cooked it...
He's irritating to everyone but nice to me today...Weird... Haha! Coz it's usually the other way round... Guess it pays off to just shut my bloody trap and talk to myself...So my dad has this thing in mind "sheesh...She's craaazy! I'd better not talk to her!"... Hahahaha! Too bad then? How crazy I am, I'm still his daughter... So sad... LoL! He made my sister cried coz she was pissed off by him... Thought of consoling her but...Oh come on...Whenever I cried because of my dad's irritating behaviour, I'll just get scolded more by them instead! "Who told you to be rude in the first place?? He's YOUR dad anyway"... Yea I heard that I'm the only child in the house...-.-... Most probably they say that coz I'm like the Daddy's little girl back in 1998...-.-... Now I'm a nobody in the family's eyes la... As if it affects me! Hahaha! Who cares? -.-... And just now my dad was like..."You study very hard and you wanna be a salesgirl??"...EXCUSE ME?? I want to open up my OWN boutique okay... Not some SALESGIRL... And he continued,"But you said you wanted to be a doctor when you were younger?"... I was like..Hah? Doctor? Scared of blood...Hello? Hahahas! And he kept on saying that I DID say I wanted to be a doctor...All I remembered was I wanted to be a lawyer, governor of Singapore, DJ at Ria/Warna, police officer[NOT! -.-], body-builer[YUCKS! -.-], model and air stewardess... No doctor... Haha! And now I wanna be a designer or a Fashion Police... COOL SHIT! Haha! Oh well...I gotta go now! Bubbyes!! Nites! 
Saturday, 13 September 2008;1:45 am
I hate Chemistry la! Sheesh! Hahas! Actually the paper was manageable... Though I didn't put much effort for it... It was quite okay uh... Huhu! Lucky me! LoL! But the not so lucky me was... I was too nervous that my stomach ache just got worse... And I just HAD to go to the toilet today... Sheesh... Imagine so many eyes staring at you all the way...o.o... Haha! Oi eyes on the paper la! Haha! So paiseh one...But I had NO CHOICE! Hahas! Lucky Cikgu Irni came to me and not some guy teacher...-.-...
Anyway, I chose question 9 and 11 for Section B... I know 10 was preparation of salt was it? I'm not so sure but I didn't memorise the stuffs on that...Better not take the risk... Haha! The shitty stuff about it is that very few questions were on Acids, Bases and Salts! I studied a lot on that crap! Sheesh! -.-... Argh forget about it... Though I have a feeling that my Science can get at least a B4... Hahas! Hopefully ar... If not...I'll be VERY pathetic...-.-... After the paper, sat at my void deck with Diy to chat la... The she came to my house since it was raining too heavily and she can't go home... At my house, we played Guitar Heroes... It was SO FUN! Hahas! Though I won every single round... She still wants another battle... Haha! I guess she's not scared to lose huh? Hahaha! You know what? I've never had so much fun with any of my bestfriend like the fun I always have with her! We always quarrel which ends up to be...a joke. Haha! I can never forget that crazy turkey la... Haha! How dare she called me an Emu! -.-... Haha!
Then I went to Geylang with my sis and mother... My sis gave me $23... As she got her pay today... Thanks sis! I also saw the baju raya that I want already! It's gorgeous! $69... Usual price $129 I think... COOL!! Hahas! That is SO mine! It's black in colour... Favourite! LoL! Thought of wearing pink or orange this year since they are also my favourite colours... But one of my baju raya was pink in colour last year... Oh well... Next year? Haha! It wasn't exhausting la to walk around and fast at the same time... Only thirsty... And sleepy...Haha! No choice much? Hahas... Didn't really enjoy myself though... Oh ya! I saw these 2 transsexual guys...Or I rather call gays since I don't know whether they have went through operation already or not... Haha! Eeeuhh! They were old and fat! Come on la...They look like guys but they were wearing a ladies' blouse and they wore make-up!! EEEEUUUUHH!!! -.-... What a sight! -.-... Then as I was looking through the beautiful fabrics by myself, I suddenly thought of a new design... A fusion of Chinese, Malay and Eurasian...Very nice uh! I've drawn it already! Oh gosh...It's GORGEOUS! ^^ Hahas! But this one is mainly for weddings...Not suitable for dinners or prom nights... Anyway, when I was at the bazaar, this group of indonesian ladies called me Siti Nurhaliza and my mum was like laughing already... And me... Rigghhhttt...Hahas! Then got this huge black dog walked behind me, I didn't realise until my mum told me and I was like shocked! Haha! I didn't screamed though. I DISLIKE DOGS! -.-... Then I bought this brooch set for my mother to wear on Hari Raya... Hehe! It's so nice and it dangles!
At home, was relaxing on the bed and I didn't realise that I fell asleep! Haha! I thought I was watching tv... Haha! Gosh...2.39 a.m. already... Hahas! My energy level is seriously draining out right now...Phew~! Haha! I can't sleep now coz I ate around 12.15 a.m. just now with my sis and parents at Prata Paradise... DAMN FULL... Sahur I'll just eat my donut and drink water I guess... Ok now, time to get serious...To the teachers to read my blog, please pass this message to the teachers of Junyuan Secondary and hopefully the message will be passed on to Mrs Janet Oh...
The graduating classes were promised that we are going to have our 1 month self-study after our prelims and that we'll only need to come back to school if we scored badly for that particular subject. We have spent long hours and burnt mignight oil to study as hard as possible to prove to the teachers of Junyuan Sec that we are capable of doing self-revision. However, the promised we had is now broken. We are told to come back for school from 18th September to 10th October 2008. That leaves us with just A WEEK of self-study before our 'O' Levels Examinations. Furthermore, attendence is compulsory. I don't know whether that 'promise' was meant to make us feel motivated to do well for our Prelims and at the end of Prelims, we find out that the whole promise was just a lie... Or the promise was just words without a fullstop? I know this is all for our own good. But if you want to do this, you don't have to lie to us. You can just tell us that our request is rejected. At least we wouldn't be this angry right now, as I am speaking on the behalf of my fellow schoolmates. Since you said that we only need to come back to school if we don't do well for the Prelims, now that we have no other choices but to come to school still, what's the point of giving our best for our last paper? We STILL need to attend school as usual even if we get distinctions anyway... I guess that is all that needs to be said. I am truly disappointed with this false promise.
Ok that was my complain letter. Hahas! Monday, me and my classmates are meeting Mr Ang, I think... Or write a letter to Mrs Oh about that... We are certainly not happy about this! Wow what a great advance birthday present the school give me! -.-... My birthday is on the Sunday which happens to be on the 12th of October... School ends on the 10th of October... Thanks? Or...No thanks? -.-... Well I guess that's all uh... Got nothing much to say... Don't think I'll be blogging tomorrow... I need thorough revision for my A-maths! See first la..If I'm really, really bored! Haha! Oh my gosh...It's raining!! Hahas! Ok Kirin is crazy already... She's gotta go!! BYE! Hahas! =)
Anyway, I chose question 9 and 11 for Section B... I know 10 was preparation of salt was it? I'm not so sure but I didn't memorise the stuffs on that...Better not take the risk... Haha! The shitty stuff about it is that very few questions were on Acids, Bases and Salts! I studied a lot on that crap! Sheesh! -.-... Argh forget about it... Though I have a feeling that my Science can get at least a B4... Hahas! Hopefully ar... If not...I'll be VERY pathetic...-.-... After the paper, sat at my void deck with Diy to chat la... The she came to my house since it was raining too heavily and she can't go home... At my house, we played Guitar Heroes... It was SO FUN! Hahas! Though I won every single round... She still wants another battle... Haha! I guess she's not scared to lose huh? Hahaha! You know what? I've never had so much fun with any of my bestfriend like the fun I always have with her! We always quarrel which ends up to be...a joke. Haha! I can never forget that crazy turkey la... Haha! How dare she called me an Emu! -.-... Haha!
Then I went to Geylang with my sis and mother... My sis gave me $23... As she got her pay today... Thanks sis! I also saw the baju raya that I want already! It's gorgeous! $69... Usual price $129 I think... COOL!! Hahas! That is SO mine! It's black in colour... Favourite! LoL! Thought of wearing pink or orange this year since they are also my favourite colours... But one of my baju raya was pink in colour last year... Oh well... Next year? Haha! It wasn't exhausting la to walk around and fast at the same time... Only thirsty... And sleepy...Haha! No choice much? Hahas... Didn't really enjoy myself though... Oh ya! I saw these 2 transsexual guys...Or I rather call gays since I don't know whether they have went through operation already or not... Haha! Eeeuhh! They were old and fat! Come on la...They look like guys but they were wearing a ladies' blouse and they wore make-up!! EEEEUUUUHH!!! -.-... What a sight! -.-... Then as I was looking through the beautiful fabrics by myself, I suddenly thought of a new design... A fusion of Chinese, Malay and Eurasian...Very nice uh! I've drawn it already! Oh gosh...It's GORGEOUS! ^^ Hahas! But this one is mainly for weddings...Not suitable for dinners or prom nights... Anyway, when I was at the bazaar, this group of indonesian ladies called me Siti Nurhaliza and my mum was like laughing already... And me... Rigghhhttt...Hahas! Then got this huge black dog walked behind me, I didn't realise until my mum told me and I was like shocked! Haha! I didn't screamed though. I DISLIKE DOGS! -.-... Then I bought this brooch set for my mother to wear on Hari Raya... Hehe! It's so nice and it dangles!
At home, was relaxing on the bed and I didn't realise that I fell asleep! Haha! I thought I was watching tv... Haha! Gosh...2.39 a.m. already... Hahas! My energy level is seriously draining out right now...Phew~! Haha! I can't sleep now coz I ate around 12.15 a.m. just now with my sis and parents at Prata Paradise... DAMN FULL... Sahur I'll just eat my donut and drink water I guess... Ok now, time to get serious...To the teachers to read my blog, please pass this message to the teachers of Junyuan Secondary and hopefully the message will be passed on to Mrs Janet Oh...
The graduating classes were promised that we are going to have our 1 month self-study after our prelims and that we'll only need to come back to school if we scored badly for that particular subject. We have spent long hours and burnt mignight oil to study as hard as possible to prove to the teachers of Junyuan Sec that we are capable of doing self-revision. However, the promised we had is now broken. We are told to come back for school from 18th September to 10th October 2008. That leaves us with just A WEEK of self-study before our 'O' Levels Examinations. Furthermore, attendence is compulsory. I don't know whether that 'promise' was meant to make us feel motivated to do well for our Prelims and at the end of Prelims, we find out that the whole promise was just a lie... Or the promise was just words without a fullstop? I know this is all for our own good. But if you want to do this, you don't have to lie to us. You can just tell us that our request is rejected. At least we wouldn't be this angry right now, as I am speaking on the behalf of my fellow schoolmates. Since you said that we only need to come back to school if we don't do well for the Prelims, now that we have no other choices but to come to school still, what's the point of giving our best for our last paper? We STILL need to attend school as usual even if we get distinctions anyway... I guess that is all that needs to be said. I am truly disappointed with this false promise.
Ok that was my complain letter. Hahas! Monday, me and my classmates are meeting Mr Ang, I think... Or write a letter to Mrs Oh about that... We are certainly not happy about this! Wow what a great advance birthday present the school give me! -.-... My birthday is on the Sunday which happens to be on the 12th of October... School ends on the 10th of October... Thanks? Or...No thanks? -.-... Well I guess that's all uh... Got nothing much to say... Don't think I'll be blogging tomorrow... I need thorough revision for my A-maths! See first la..If I'm really, really bored! Haha! Oh my gosh...It's raining!! Hahas! Ok Kirin is crazy already... She's gotta go!! BYE! Hahas! =)
Thursday, 11 September 2008;2:41 pm
Hie... Today was Science Physics Paper 2... Quite okay uh... I think if Pure like 3 times tougher? Haha! Overall...Manageable... Though I was all stressed up before the whole thing! Haha! I only managed to study 14 chapters and to my horror... 3 of the chapters I study is not in the Combined Science syllabus! OH MY GOSH!! -.-... Gosh I'm damn tired la... Finishing up my last few energy for blogging! Hahas!
Yesterday after praying and break my fast, I was soooo tired that I HAD to sleep! Then overslept until 10 p.m. when I'm supposed to take a short nap only... So, I had to so called repay that during my bedtime...[Which is 1 a.m.? Haha!] I studied from 10 p.m. to like 3 a.m.? Haha! I was like...Ok2...2 a.m. I sleep... One more chapter... Just one more... In the end I studied like 5 more chapters and I slept an hour later! -.-... Then 4 a.m. must wake up for Sahur... I was like...ARGHH MY EYES!! Haha! After eating and chilling 'till like 5.30 a.m... I went back to sleep... Woke up at 7.30 a.m... To get ready for school...Overall, 3 hours of sleep! o.o... Haha! I had no choice but to go to school anyways... HELLO... Prelims! -.-... It has never been so dreadful to go to school! Haha! I think this is the least sleep I have before going to school... 3 freakin' hours... Luckily I have no lessons...If I have lessons, most probably I'll be sleeping in class! Haha! But most of the time if I'm sleepy in school, my eyes are wide open, but my brain shuts down! Haha!
Reached school THEN revised the other chapters! Haha! I brought the notes uh...But the time was too short for me to memorise and I got panic-strickened... Haha! Actually those formulas are in my head... Just the Exam Tension that caused me to panic! Haha! Then, it was time to got to the hall... Sheesh... When I was outside the hall already, I was like...Can I not go in??... Haha! Oh well, then I guess, I'll leave the rest to God... Haha! Since I DID put some effort to revise... Haha! Oh ya...At the parade square... Diyana just HAD TO tease me nonsensical stuffs early in the morning...-.-... SO not funny seyh Diy! -.-...
The whole exam went quite smoothly la... Not THAT stressful...When I just start the paper, I was quite nervous and my never-ending stomach ache gets worse...-.-... Gah! Already the 6th day and I still have this stomach ache! Haiz... But it feels a lil' better la today... Much worse on Tuesday! I hate the section B... Gosh...Especially question 11! I did that until the 2nd last question when I realise I was guessing every answer! CONFIRM WRONG! Haha! So I chose to do question 12 and 13 instead... On electricity... I loike! Haha!... Oh well I still remember the facts maybe coz I pay attention during the lessons on electricity... The rest is like... BORING... Haha! Though I don't remember THAT well...I wrote based on my understanding of that topic... After the whole thing then went to sit at the void deck with Diyana...
At the void deck... She told me SOMETHING... Gosh... How nice of that PERSON to wish me good luck for the paper just now... Hahas! No no...Euuhh this person is SO not my crush...-.-... Let's not mention names... Most of you will just get wrong ideas later... Sheesh... Haha! Whatever his intention is...And from what I heard what his intention is, I really don't want that to happen... So if that person reads my blog... Obviously he knows I'm talking about him... Dude... Just forget that Kirin you know back in 2006... You truly know the reason why coz I've told you before... =)
Then this China women came and sit with us... She made these beautiful flowers... Cool stuffs! Hahas! Diy bought one for me... Can you believe it?! She wanted to give me $50?! O.O... Of coz I said no la... Haha! That girl uh...Seriously gave me a shock sia just now... Haha! Thanks anyway Diy! Then my neighbour from the 11th floor came and sit with us... She told me that she knows how to make that too and she's willng to teach me after my O's! Cool! Hahas! And I took a picture with her just now! LoL! She's willing to teach me a lot of other handicrafts after my O's... Aww...Thanks a lot Auntie! You're a great neighbour! =)
Then we followed my mother to the market... Diy was seriously shopping! Haha! Then we went to the Value Shop... And I saw... NADIA!! Oh my gosh, girl I miss you! Hahas! Though I didn't really expressed it just now... She was with her friend, and I'm with mine...So yea... Haha! But the noisy two were of coz me and Diy... Haha! She looks so cool already and I still look like a geek! Haha! Eh excuse me la eh... I have a life! Haha! There's just sooooo many things to enjoy about in my life! Hehe! So I'm no geek... LoL! I only LOOK like one... What for sia look so pretty in school? Waste my time only... Haha! If I look pretty all the time, then I wouldn't look gorgeous once in a while... Correct or not? Haha! I look like a maid from Indonesia most of the time actually... Haha!
Anyways I guess I'll stop here coz I need to sleep! Oh ya before I forget... Just to an old friend...
Happy Birthday Tariq Irfaan.... His birthday is tomorrow... Say what you wanna say... We're just acquaintances... I know his name, he knows my name... Haha! We don't even say hello! -.-... So yea... OLD FRIEND I shall say... Huhu! Ok la! That's all! Bubbyes! And good luck for the upcoming Prelim papers! And all the best to the sub science peepz for the practical exam next week!
Yesterday after praying and break my fast, I was soooo tired that I HAD to sleep! Then overslept until 10 p.m. when I'm supposed to take a short nap only... So, I had to so called repay that during my bedtime...[Which is 1 a.m.? Haha!] I studied from 10 p.m. to like 3 a.m.? Haha! I was like...Ok2...2 a.m. I sleep... One more chapter... Just one more... In the end I studied like 5 more chapters and I slept an hour later! -.-... Then 4 a.m. must wake up for Sahur... I was like...ARGHH MY EYES!! Haha! After eating and chilling 'till like 5.30 a.m... I went back to sleep... Woke up at 7.30 a.m... To get ready for school...Overall, 3 hours of sleep! o.o... Haha! I had no choice but to go to school anyways... HELLO... Prelims! -.-... It has never been so dreadful to go to school! Haha! I think this is the least sleep I have before going to school... 3 freakin' hours... Luckily I have no lessons...If I have lessons, most probably I'll be sleeping in class! Haha! But most of the time if I'm sleepy in school, my eyes are wide open, but my brain shuts down! Haha!
Reached school THEN revised the other chapters! Haha! I brought the notes uh...But the time was too short for me to memorise and I got panic-strickened... Haha! Actually those formulas are in my head... Just the Exam Tension that caused me to panic! Haha! Then, it was time to got to the hall... Sheesh... When I was outside the hall already, I was like...Can I not go in??... Haha! Oh well, then I guess, I'll leave the rest to God... Haha! Since I DID put some effort to revise... Haha! Oh ya...At the parade square... Diyana just HAD TO tease me nonsensical stuffs early in the morning...-.-... SO not funny seyh Diy! -.-...
The whole exam went quite smoothly la... Not THAT stressful...When I just start the paper, I was quite nervous and my never-ending stomach ache gets worse...-.-... Gah! Already the 6th day and I still have this stomach ache! Haiz... But it feels a lil' better la today... Much worse on Tuesday! I hate the section B... Gosh...Especially question 11! I did that until the 2nd last question when I realise I was guessing every answer! CONFIRM WRONG! Haha! So I chose to do question 12 and 13 instead... On electricity... I loike! Haha!... Oh well I still remember the facts maybe coz I pay attention during the lessons on electricity... The rest is like... BORING... Haha! Though I don't remember THAT well...I wrote based on my understanding of that topic... After the whole thing then went to sit at the void deck with Diyana...
At the void deck... She told me SOMETHING... Gosh... How nice of that PERSON to wish me good luck for the paper just now... Hahas! No no...Euuhh this person is SO not my crush...-.-... Let's not mention names... Most of you will just get wrong ideas later... Sheesh... Haha! Whatever his intention is...And from what I heard what his intention is, I really don't want that to happen... So if that person reads my blog... Obviously he knows I'm talking about him... Dude... Just forget that Kirin you know back in 2006... You truly know the reason why coz I've told you before... =)
Then this China women came and sit with us... She made these beautiful flowers... Cool stuffs! Hahas! Diy bought one for me... Can you believe it?! She wanted to give me $50?! O.O... Of coz I said no la... Haha! That girl uh...Seriously gave me a shock sia just now... Haha! Thanks anyway Diy! Then my neighbour from the 11th floor came and sit with us... She told me that she knows how to make that too and she's willng to teach me after my O's! Cool! Hahas! And I took a picture with her just now! LoL! She's willing to teach me a lot of other handicrafts after my O's... Aww...Thanks a lot Auntie! You're a great neighbour! =)
Then we followed my mother to the market... Diy was seriously shopping! Haha! Then we went to the Value Shop... And I saw... NADIA!! Oh my gosh, girl I miss you! Hahas! Though I didn't really expressed it just now... She was with her friend, and I'm with mine...So yea... Haha! But the noisy two were of coz me and Diy... Haha! She looks so cool already and I still look like a geek! Haha! Eh excuse me la eh... I have a life! Haha! There's just sooooo many things to enjoy about in my life! Hehe! So I'm no geek... LoL! I only LOOK like one... What for sia look so pretty in school? Waste my time only... Haha! If I look pretty all the time, then I wouldn't look gorgeous once in a while... Correct or not? Haha! I look like a maid from Indonesia most of the time actually... Haha!
Anyways I guess I'll stop here coz I need to sleep! Oh ya before I forget... Just to an old friend...
Happy Birthday Tariq Irfaan.... His birthday is tomorrow... Say what you wanna say... We're just acquaintances... I know his name, he knows my name... Haha! We don't even say hello! -.-... So yea... OLD FRIEND I shall say... Huhu! Ok la! That's all! Bubbyes! And good luck for the upcoming Prelim papers! And all the best to the sub science peepz for the practical exam next week!
Wednesday, 10 September 2008;2:51 pm
Gosh I got all emo-ish after Maths Paper 2...Blegh... It was difficult seyh! But still manageable uh...And I gained my good mood after a few minutes... Looks like my A1 is gone... Haish... Whatever... I'll do my best for my A-maths though I know it's impossible for me to get A1... Haha! Who knows? Maybe for 'O' Levels? hahaha! [Yea...Dream on Kirin...] Anyways, my private blog is updated... And I've changed the link...Like SO jiwang... Haha! Too bad then...Nobody's going to read that blog anyway... Too err... Disgusting! Haha! Though it's my best blog ever to me! Haha!
Ugh...tomorrow is Physics... Alamak...I am SO not looking forward for it... Studying Physics currently, stop for a while to blog... Since I'm not going online tonight... So yea... Syam is SUPER IRRITATING today... [Asking for a type of slap! Hahaha! xD] So me and Diy decided to just ignore him and go offline! BYE TOM! Haha! He must be thinking that I'm appearing offline... Too bad... Diy typed all those stuffs la...Most of it la...
I WAS EARLY FOR SCHOOL!!! COOOLLLLL~! Haha! Then on the way to my class at the parade square, Suffian was was like...Eh this girl in front of me can sing very well... Who ar this girl?... Hahas wah only 2 years I quit drama forget me already? Hahas! Takpe2... LoL! Oh! I saw Mr Ang K S TOO! Hahas! And he taught me some A-maths before I left the school... Hahas! Thanks Mr Ang!! ^^!! Then I gave Miss Zaleha her belated Teachers' Day card... Hahas! Talk about outdated... Haha! Oh well...Whatever luh eh...
Gosh I have this stomach ache until NOW... And then yesterday before I went to sleep, my mum gave me a massage... Like there's an alien in my stomach? All those weird noises... Sheesh... Anyway, I LOVED what I ate for Sahur.... I ate this potato balls with some shredded meat inside... SO YUMMY! Hahas! Oh then before going to sleep I was forced to eat medicine... YUCKS! Taste like bleargh!!! -.-... Anyway, my stomach is pain already...I've gotta go! It's 3.09 pm already! Better get ready for tuition!! BYE2!!!
Ugh...tomorrow is Physics... Alamak...I am SO not looking forward for it... Studying Physics currently, stop for a while to blog... Since I'm not going online tonight... So yea... Syam is SUPER IRRITATING today... [Asking for a type of slap! Hahaha! xD] So me and Diy decided to just ignore him and go offline! BYE TOM! Haha! He must be thinking that I'm appearing offline... Too bad... Diy typed all those stuffs la...Most of it la...
I WAS EARLY FOR SCHOOL!!! COOOLLLLL~! Haha! Then on the way to my class at the parade square, Suffian was was like...Eh this girl in front of me can sing very well... Who ar this girl?... Hahas wah only 2 years I quit drama forget me already? Hahas! Takpe2... LoL! Oh! I saw Mr Ang K S TOO! Hahas! And he taught me some A-maths before I left the school... Hahas! Thanks Mr Ang!! ^^!! Then I gave Miss Zaleha her belated Teachers' Day card... Hahas! Talk about outdated... Haha! Oh well...Whatever luh eh...
Gosh I have this stomach ache until NOW... And then yesterday before I went to sleep, my mum gave me a massage... Like there's an alien in my stomach? All those weird noises... Sheesh... Anyway, I LOVED what I ate for Sahur.... I ate this potato balls with some shredded meat inside... SO YUMMY! Hahas! Oh then before going to sleep I was forced to eat medicine... YUCKS! Taste like bleargh!!! -.-... Anyway, my stomach is pain already...I've gotta go! It's 3.09 pm already! Better get ready for tuition!! BYE2!!!
Monday, 8 September 2008;6:49 pm
OH MY GOSH!! I must be in HELL! Argh! -.-... This stomach ache is killing me [it's actually worse than menstrual cramps! How much worse can it get?! >.<] and geography paper SUCKS...
Style uh today I'm all ready for school at 6.30 a.m. Haha! That's new! LoL! 6.30 a.m. used to be my wake up time... I KNOW I MUST wake up early today... Coz I know I'll need the toilet sooner or later! Gosh... What a way to start the morning! Today, Sahur, I just drank a glass of plain water... Thought of eating...But I just smelled the food and I wanted to vomit already! Argh shoots... Haha!
Surprisingly, I wasn't nervous for the exam... -.-... Maths, I was really looking forward for it! Whee~! Haha! Mr Ang said we should at least get a B3 for E-maths... Hrmms...I got a feeling I can get that somehow...I was quite confident when doing the paper... Hehe! I hate sets and notations! Eeeeyerr!! EVERYTIME I don't know... My first two questions on sets...I was like...shoots! I don't know! Ah! Nevermind uh...Let's just put null set... Hahaha! I even tried to draw it...I have no clue how to do it! -.-... [Oh! Before I continue...I was so delighted to see my classmates again! And also my schoolmates! Whee~! Haha! I MISS YOU PEEPZ LA!! ^^] The part where I'm not happy about the paper is that, there was no construction! Eyh! I really revised on that you know! Sheesh! Overall, the paper was fine except for the part where I had to wihstand the excruciating stomach ache that I had...Before dooms day comes after that... GEOGRAPHY!!! -.-
I seriously forgot all that I've studied on Human Geog... Not totally uh... Partially but a big portion! Haha! My mind seriously went blank! Oh gosh... So I decided to put full attention on Physical Geog instead... And lucky me...The first question was on Natural Vegetation... I studied for HOURS on that topic! I wrote super long essays for the questions! Haha! I wasn't too sure about the question on coastal management strategies... I can remember the hard and soft engineering... But I forgot all examples! Aiyah... Hahas! Nevermind...I have confidence on my physical geog though... Most prbably get a D7 or E8... -.-... Hahas! I'll do better for my O's... As in, I'll put in triple effort for my combined humans... It's not about understanding you know... This memorisng... I'm bad at that! Haha! Oh well, I want to go to JC, I'd better do well for allmy subjects.... Confirm I will be call back for remedial lessons for combined humans... Ahh no biggy... For my own good anyway...
Ok la I've gotta go already! My stomach ache is not getting better, but I've lost 2 kg! COOLNESS! Haha! But sucks la...So painful... *sobx*! Haha! Ok2! Bubbyes!
Style uh today I'm all ready for school at 6.30 a.m. Haha! That's new! LoL! 6.30 a.m. used to be my wake up time... I KNOW I MUST wake up early today... Coz I know I'll need the toilet sooner or later! Gosh... What a way to start the morning! Today, Sahur, I just drank a glass of plain water... Thought of eating...But I just smelled the food and I wanted to vomit already! Argh shoots... Haha!
Surprisingly, I wasn't nervous for the exam... -.-... Maths, I was really looking forward for it! Whee~! Haha! Mr Ang said we should at least get a B3 for E-maths... Hrmms...I got a feeling I can get that somehow...I was quite confident when doing the paper... Hehe! I hate sets and notations! Eeeeyerr!! EVERYTIME I don't know... My first two questions on sets...I was like...shoots! I don't know! Ah! Nevermind uh...Let's just put null set... Hahaha! I even tried to draw it...I have no clue how to do it! -.-... [Oh! Before I continue...I was so delighted to see my classmates again! And also my schoolmates! Whee~! Haha! I MISS YOU PEEPZ LA!! ^^] The part where I'm not happy about the paper is that, there was no construction! Eyh! I really revised on that you know! Sheesh! Overall, the paper was fine except for the part where I had to wihstand the excruciating stomach ache that I had...Before dooms day comes after that... GEOGRAPHY!!! -.-
I seriously forgot all that I've studied on Human Geog... Not totally uh... Partially but a big portion! Haha! My mind seriously went blank! Oh gosh... So I decided to put full attention on Physical Geog instead... And lucky me...The first question was on Natural Vegetation... I studied for HOURS on that topic! I wrote super long essays for the questions! Haha! I wasn't too sure about the question on coastal management strategies... I can remember the hard and soft engineering... But I forgot all examples! Aiyah... Hahas! Nevermind...I have confidence on my physical geog though... Most prbably get a D7 or E8... -.-... Hahas! I'll do better for my O's... As in, I'll put in triple effort for my combined humans... It's not about understanding you know... This memorisng... I'm bad at that! Haha! Oh well, I want to go to JC, I'd better do well for allmy subjects.... Confirm I will be call back for remedial lessons for combined humans... Ahh no biggy... For my own good anyway...
Ok la I've gotta go already! My stomach ache is not getting better, but I've lost 2 kg! COOLNESS! Haha! But sucks la...So painful... *sobx*! Haha! Ok2! Bubbyes!
Sunday, 7 September 2008;4:08 pm
Cool! This is my 400th post! Nothing much to talk about actually...Most probably just a single paragraph post... Can you believe it?! Tomorrow is the Prelim Examinations...And I have diarrhoea! Noooo~! Damn it la... Hopefully I'll get better by tomorrow morning... Ooooh!! Tomorrow I'm going to school! Yay! Hahas! Too bad I'm coming back for something I hate... EXAMS... Sheesh... Ok I know my Geography confirm GAME OVER... Haha! Oh well, better concentrate on other subjects then...Such as... MATHS... Haha! I've marked my E-Maths June Paper already... AND I GOT AN A1! Hahas! Yay! LoL! Of coz I'm happy...-.-... Mr Ang told me to spot his mistakes in the marking scheme... But my Paper 2 was incomplete... So I told him I'll correct the paper 2 by night... But then at night I'm sick! Sheesh... Yesterday was a dull day... I studied from 3 p.m... Take a break before and after breaking fast with my mum... I cooked Fried Noodles... And I continued to do my revision until 2.30 a.m... Today... I must stop by 12 a.m... Wake up at 4 a.m. tomorrow for Sahur...Then I won't sleep again! Haha! Do last minute revision then go to school uh... Oh well...I guess that's all! Good luck for your Prelims! See you peepz tomorrow! BYE!
Saturday, 6 September 2008;3:41 pm
Actually I have nothing to blog about. Why am I blogging? Haha! Urmm..Lemmi think... Okay I seriously have nothing to talk about coz I'll be studying until Sahur I think... Hahah! Bubbyes! xD
RaNdOm... -.-
RaNdOm... -.-
Friday, 5 September 2008;10:54 pm
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Halooooz! Phew today was quite a day I shall say! Hahas! Ok my day starts at 1 a.m... Haha! Just browse through some friendster profile! Huhu! And I had a good laugh... Gosh I laughed so loudly that I hoped nobody was awakened by my laugh! Hahas!
First of all...I saw some comments on this person's profile...I seriously know they are lying la... [Like...GIVE ME A BREAK! LoL!] Then I saw one comment... This person was so straight forward uh... I don't know whether it's a he or a she... But that person comment and said that those comments seemed to be like sarcasms only... Haha! That person is SO telling the truth! Huhu! I agree with that person! They are like so lying la... Typical girls...-.-... So nice around guys even if they suck... -.-... I'm no typical girl... Haha! I don't give a shit to any guys! LoL! Until I really know them that is... As if I can't live without guys... Hahs!
The second profile I saw...Aww....I'm so proud of this guy...! ^^... He finally categorise himself as a heartbreaker! Congratulations! I thought that he'd never realise how much he has ruined my life back in 2006! He thought it was funny to toy around with my feelings... Oh well, I guess he has learnt his lesson! =)
Today I went to my old block, Blk 851, to study with Maizurah... Oh my gosh... She was almost 20 minutes late... Haha! Asked her a question on Construction... Some questions he also don't know... All the questions I don't know, she don't know... Haha! So I suggested we should just go to school... Then I sms-ed Mr Ang K K about that... Went to school at 4 p.m... [I was really hoping Mr Ang K S was in school...But he wasn't!! >.<...] Reached school, saw some of my classmates with Mr Khong... Then while waiting for Mr Ang, me and Maizurah chat for a while at Knowledge Zone... Then when he came, asked him those questions... Just to find out that 3 out of four questions I asked him was out of syllabus! AHHHH~! -.-... Hahas! Then I decided to ask him A-maths... He was like...CANNOT! No I don't want A-maths!!... Hahas! Cute la you cher! Hahas! As if I care? Haha! I still asked him anyways... LoL! But not too much questions though... Since he didn't like it... He saw Yi Ling, Ling Yu, Bobo and Judy from afar... Then he said...Oh dear, I sense A-maths stress coming up... Hahaha! But they didn't even want to meet him! Hahaha! Too bad la Mr Ang... Haha! Then he didn't read this trigo question I gave him la... So he did one part wrongly... Then I told him about the question... Then he scold me for not telling him earlier! Eh eh... Haha! Who told him not to read the question carefully? LoL! After that we decided to leave, then Mr Ang asked us whether we want to meet Mr Khong for geography... Haha! No thanks... I wanna ace my Maths... Geography I pass can already la... xD
After that the two of us didn't wanna go home ar... We're like...Sheesh, still early la... Hahas! Then we decided to play badminton since Maizurah just bought a new pair of badminton racket...We went around searching for a badminton court... We found one but Maizurah said there were too many people there... Then we went to a place that she suggested... There were MORE people...-.-... We end up going back to where we started... Hahas! Played for like 1 and a half hour... Tired... Haha! And thirsty! Hahas! Had fun there... The wind spoiled the whole thing la... Hahas! Saw Jonathan playing basketball with some Junyuan guys... Then we went to buy drinks for break fast before going home... On the way home, saw 4 of my classmates...
Today break fast with my mum only...Damn full until now... My mum cooked Mee Soto Ayam... Very nice indeed! Hehe! Wah 9.43 p.m. already! STUDY TIME!! Hahas! Geek talk...-.-... Who cares... 2 more months to study and that's it! [Before 2nd February, coz it'll be 1st day in JC...-.-...] Oh ya! I'm not taking Geography in JC! Hahas! Why should I care so much about it anyway? Ok la...For 'O' Levels I'll aim for a B3...The rest will be A2/1!! English, not too confident about getting an A though... My aim for my L1R5 is 13...The maximum is 15... Ok la! Gotta go now! BUBBYES! =)
First of all...I saw some comments on this person's profile...I seriously know they are lying la... [Like...GIVE ME A BREAK! LoL!] Then I saw one comment... This person was so straight forward uh... I don't know whether it's a he or a she... But that person comment and said that those comments seemed to be like sarcasms only... Haha! That person is SO telling the truth! Huhu! I agree with that person! They are like so lying la... Typical girls...-.-... So nice around guys even if they suck... -.-... I'm no typical girl... Haha! I don't give a shit to any guys! LoL! Until I really know them that is... As if I can't live without guys... Hahs!
The second profile I saw...Aww....I'm so proud of this guy...! ^^... He finally categorise himself as a heartbreaker! Congratulations! I thought that he'd never realise how much he has ruined my life back in 2006! He thought it was funny to toy around with my feelings... Oh well, I guess he has learnt his lesson! =)
Today I went to my old block, Blk 851, to study with Maizurah... Oh my gosh... She was almost 20 minutes late... Haha! Asked her a question on Construction... Some questions he also don't know... All the questions I don't know, she don't know... Haha! So I suggested we should just go to school... Then I sms-ed Mr Ang K K about that... Went to school at 4 p.m... [I was really hoping Mr Ang K S was in school...But he wasn't!! >.<...] Reached school, saw some of my classmates with Mr Khong... Then while waiting for Mr Ang, me and Maizurah chat for a while at Knowledge Zone... Then when he came, asked him those questions... Just to find out that 3 out of four questions I asked him was out of syllabus! AHHHH~! -.-... Hahas! Then I decided to ask him A-maths... He was like...CANNOT! No I don't want A-maths!!... Hahas! Cute la you cher! Hahas! As if I care? Haha! I still asked him anyways... LoL! But not too much questions though... Since he didn't like it... He saw Yi Ling, Ling Yu, Bobo and Judy from afar... Then he said...Oh dear, I sense A-maths stress coming up... Hahaha! But they didn't even want to meet him! Hahaha! Too bad la Mr Ang... Haha! Then he didn't read this trigo question I gave him la... So he did one part wrongly... Then I told him about the question... Then he scold me for not telling him earlier! Eh eh... Haha! Who told him not to read the question carefully? LoL! After that we decided to leave, then Mr Ang asked us whether we want to meet Mr Khong for geography... Haha! No thanks... I wanna ace my Maths... Geography I pass can already la... xD
After that the two of us didn't wanna go home ar... We're like...Sheesh, still early la... Hahas! Then we decided to play badminton since Maizurah just bought a new pair of badminton racket...We went around searching for a badminton court... We found one but Maizurah said there were too many people there... Then we went to a place that she suggested... There were MORE people...-.-... We end up going back to where we started... Hahas! Played for like 1 and a half hour... Tired... Haha! And thirsty! Hahas! Had fun there... The wind spoiled the whole thing la... Hahas! Saw Jonathan playing basketball with some Junyuan guys... Then we went to buy drinks for break fast before going home... On the way home, saw 4 of my classmates...
Today break fast with my mum only...Damn full until now... My mum cooked Mee Soto Ayam... Very nice indeed! Hehe! Wah 9.43 p.m. already! STUDY TIME!! Hahas! Geek talk...-.-... Who cares... 2 more months to study and that's it! [Before 2nd February, coz it'll be 1st day in JC...-.-...] Oh ya! I'm not taking Geography in JC! Hahas! Why should I care so much about it anyway? Ok la...For 'O' Levels I'll aim for a B3...The rest will be A2/1!! English, not too confident about getting an A though... My aim for my L1R5 is 13...The maximum is 15... Ok la! Gotta go now! BUBBYES! =)
Thursday, 4 September 2008;2:12 pm
Not even a week and I miss him... What about a year? Ahhh! Haha! Seriously I can't get my mind off him!! Hrmms... My life seems dull without his smile... Sheesh... [Give it a rest Kirin! -.-]
P.S. I hate Malays who don't fast for no valid reason...They belong in HELL!
Gosh...1.41 am already... I studied geography from 8.30 pm to 1 am...o.o... SOOO tired la my hand! Sheesh! Hahas! Tomorrow planning to meet up with Maizurah, she's teaching me some maths... Touch up before Maths Prelims next week... Then go home most probably I'll continue with my Geography revision... And at night, it'll be E-maths... And on Saturday, it'll be science day...Wah...what the hell...Study study study... Can go biol la... Haha! Ok la...Just a short post leh... Tired already, must wake up at 4 am later...Gosh confirm my eyes will be glued together! Haha! Kkaes! Bubbyes! Nitez! =)
P.S. I hate Malays who don't fast for no valid reason...They belong in HELL!
Gosh...1.41 am already... I studied geography from 8.30 pm to 1 am...o.o... SOOO tired la my hand! Sheesh! Hahas! Tomorrow planning to meet up with Maizurah, she's teaching me some maths... Touch up before Maths Prelims next week... Then go home most probably I'll continue with my Geography revision... And at night, it'll be E-maths... And on Saturday, it'll be science day...Wah...what the hell...Study study study... Can go biol la... Haha! Ok la...Just a short post leh... Tired already, must wake up at 4 am later...Gosh confirm my eyes will be glued together! Haha! Kkaes! Bubbyes! Nitez! =)
Wednesday, 3 September 2008;9:32 pm
Gosh... Suck la sia! I did so badly for today's tuition test! Argh! Nevermind, after blogging, I'm doing my 'O' Level June A-maths paper... Tomorrow, I'm going to tuition again... Not for the class la... Just want to clarify some stuffs with Mr Tok...Those questions that doesn't make sense to me... See first la... Thought of going to school and ask Mr Ang...But he said must make appointment first... Like how? 0.o... So I'll just find Mr Tok then... Next week, tuition will be held on Saturday... 3.30-5 p.m... And on the following monday, which is on the 15th of September, 1.15-2.45 p.m...
Today breakfast with my mum and sister only... We ate Hor Fun and Roti Kirai... Yummy! Haha! I was the only one who finished my Hor Fun...-.-... After that, washed the dishes clear everything up...Then I pray and then watched tv... Watched America's Got Talent... And they played the song, Hero... My sister was like... Hey your song... Hahas! Since when Hero is my song? LoL!
OH YA! Just now I went to the pet shop to buy cat food...Then this lady brought in a dog and the dog in the shop sniffed the dog I guess... And it came charging towards me...I was at the door la... I was like... AHHHHHH~!!!!... Haha! And I ran out of the shop! Haha! Then I called my mum, I was too scared to enter the shop to buy the cat food! Haha! I looked PATHETIC! And then the 2 dogs sat on the shelf BESIDE THE DOOR... And the shop owner can invite me to come in?? IS HE OUT OF HIS MIND??!! -.-... I was like...NO WAY!... Haha! Luckily another shop owner came and took for me the cat food... Haha! I just stood outside the shop! LoL!
Life is so good nowadays! Haha! But now I'm happy for a new reason already... Nothing to do with Mr I! Haha! Not ALL my happiness comes from him ok? Haha! Anyway, I'm making a slideshow of Teachers' Day celebration right now...So, wait for it la okay? Hahas! Bubbyes!
10.33 p.m....HERE YOU GO! =) ENJOYS!
Today breakfast with my mum and sister only... We ate Hor Fun and Roti Kirai... Yummy! Haha! I was the only one who finished my Hor Fun...-.-... After that, washed the dishes clear everything up...Then I pray and then watched tv... Watched America's Got Talent... And they played the song, Hero... My sister was like... Hey your song... Hahas! Since when Hero is my song? LoL!
OH YA! Just now I went to the pet shop to buy cat food...Then this lady brought in a dog and the dog in the shop sniffed the dog I guess... And it came charging towards me...I was at the door la... I was like... AHHHHHH~!!!!... Haha! And I ran out of the shop! Haha! Then I called my mum, I was too scared to enter the shop to buy the cat food! Haha! I looked PATHETIC! And then the 2 dogs sat on the shelf BESIDE THE DOOR... And the shop owner can invite me to come in?? IS HE OUT OF HIS MIND??!! -.-... I was like...NO WAY!... Haha! Luckily another shop owner came and took for me the cat food... Haha! I just stood outside the shop! LoL!
Life is so good nowadays! Haha! But now I'm happy for a new reason already... Nothing to do with Mr I! Haha! Not ALL my happiness comes from him ok? Haha! Anyway, I'm making a slideshow of Teachers' Day celebration right now...So, wait for it la okay? Hahas! Bubbyes!
10.33 p.m....HERE YOU GO! =) ENJOYS!
;2:20 pm
Heeelllloooo~! =)
Wah! I didn't blog yesterday! SORRY! Hahas! Hrmms... Quite a number of things happened yesterday... And the coolest thing was...I WAS ABLE TO CONTROL MY ANGER FOR THE WHOLE DAY!!! Yipeee~! Hahas! Mainly because... I didn't even TALK to my father AT ALL... Hahas! It helps! LoL! I can avoid being rude to him and also avoid losing temper very easily! Hahas! Ok shut up Kirin... =X
Went to the market with my mum and sis... I bought bubbletea too for breakfast... Diyana is really spreading words about my voice isn't she? Even the auntie at the bubbletea shop knows about my singing! o.o... Haha! Then went home...Luckily we went home on time! It rained very heavily after that! -.-... Chill for a while...And it's COOKING TIME!!! Hahas! I had fun cooking! It's challenging since I can't taste the food whether it needs more salt or sugar... BUT. I DID IT! All those estimations were PERFECT! Haha! My food turn out to taste good! Wheee~! Haha! I cooked Sambal Sotong with Petai and Lauk Tauchu [I dunno how to spell! Hahaha!]... My favourites! Hahas! I didn't cook the rice la... So many things must cook... Hahas! So fun seyh! Huhu! After eating, I prayed, then chill for a while...Then went out with my elder bro, Abang Pil... Went to Geylang...Wasn't THAT fun... OH! I found the type of Baju Raya that I want! Yay! Hahas! It's not the typical baju raya uh... But it looks expensive and it is expensive... Haha! It's like $150++? Haha! Abang Pil was like everywhere he go, he insults people around him...-.-... Especially if he sees those kinda 'soft' guys... Hahaha! And then went to TKC... Saw these mat reps...Asking for donations... The same FAT ASS who scold me TWICE at Tampines Interchange for ignoring him! GO AND DIE LA FAT ASS! -.-... He scold me, I scold him back uh! Think I'm scared uh? Bloody ass...-.-
Went home around 11.30 pm... Coz we kinda got lost at Arab Street coz my brother thinks there was a bazaar there... Turns out the were just tents with nothing! Haha! -.-... Then at home, watch videos with my sister at her laptop... Kinda cool... Watched this video about people imitating artistes... It's actually a competition you know?! Wow...If that competition exists in Singapore, I would SO join if we're asked to imitate Siti Nurhaliza! Haha! I'll bring my uncle along to be Dato' K! HAHAHA! Come on...He's almost as old as my uncle...And my uncle has moustache like him! Haha! Ok2...Kirin so bad... Haha! Siti will HATE ME! Ahhh~! No!! I'll beg her for forgiveness after that! Haha! I'll never do anything to make Siti Nurhaliza hate me! >.<...
Talk about competition... I just checked out my friendster just now... And Terrence said that we can do a duet in future... Cool! Hahas! I would want that! He told me that I can sing and that I'll have a great future if I pursue on it... Hahas... Guess that dude doesn't know me well yet... Haha! I don't even aspire to be a singer? Haha! Oh well...It was nice of him to say that to me in the first place! Hahas! Hrmmm... Why don't we perform for Prom Nite? Hahas! See first la if he's allowed to go coz he's graduating next year... Oooh! I'm so excited! Haha! I wanted to ask him la whether we can do a duet some days in the future....But he asked me first! Hahas! Cool! [Somehow I feel all superstar-ish nowadays... Haha!]
I'm so dreamy nowadays... It feels like so good to be a superstar, at least in your school... Haha! Too bad I'm not one. Neither in Tampines, nor in my own school... Haha! But I'm a superstar in some people's eyes... Hahas! I'm barely a star? -.-... HEY! Maybe if I become famous one day... I CAN MEET DUDE HERLINO!! Hahahas! LoL! When was the last time I talked about Dude? Haha! Ok la! I've gotta go already...3.18 p.m. already... must go tuition! But before that...Must do last minute revision for the test later... Every week got test... Aiyoyo...-.-... Ok la! Bubbyes!
Monday, 1 September 2008;8:09 pm
Wowwww... I feel good after fasting! Hehe! I made this fasting month to-do list... Spent about 3 hours on it? Hahas! It's kinda cool and coulourful uh... I was able to stay calm for almost the whole day... Except around 6.40 pm... When my dad get seriously irritating! He's just being lame la... I was helping, then he was like "I want you out of the kitchen NOW!"... Eh like whatever eh? As if I'm soooo devastated because I'm not allowed to help him out in the kitchen! Ungrateful! I helped so many things already sia! WHATEVER...! Sheesh!
And in the morning, he dare to say my singing sucks when he heard me sing? Wow look who's talking... -.-... I can bring 10 people with me, to prove to him that I CAN SING! He can't sing and say I CAN'T SING?? Are you serious??! -.-... As if that ONE critic will affect me... Lek sua! Hahas! Niwaes, how was your fasting day today? Great? Hahas! Hmm...Maybe because of first day, I still haven't lose weight! Haha! Give me some time... Hahas!
I'm just here to blog for a while... Hahas! Isn't this cool? It's like I performed last week seyh... Until now people still praise my singing! LoL! I guess they are really surprised since I'm like so quiet in school and suddenly...BOOM! Haha! And Terrence...Please la seyh...I am not Singapore's very own Mariah Carey! Haha! She's a legend! And I can't even sing the chorus of Hero very nicely... I can't stop thanking these people for praising me too much la! Hahas! Today seems like a short day somehow... Haiz... Could have been a school day... Hrmms... I miss my schoolmates and teachers... Especially Farah Syafiqah, Maizurah, Diyana, Samantha Chua, Stephanie, Ain, Syafiqah, Yi Han, Nadzirah, Sarita, Pui Ann, Natasha[3e2], Wei Jie, Shu Jun, MR ANG K S, MR ANG K K, MRS SHANKAR, Mdm Fara, Mdm Irma, Cikgu Irni, MR KHONG and MR KIM!! >.<... Haizz.... =(
Ok la nothing much to talk about leh... I want to revise Physics! Oh ya! Last night I did Math 'O' Levels June 2008 Paper 1...Kinda easy... Hahas! But who's gonna mark it for me? Oh well, maybe I'll pass it to Mr Ang and ask him to mark for me! Hahaha! I know la...I make life difficult for him only... Sorry Mr Ang!! Hahas! If not, then how to know whether I'm right or wrong? O.o... Haha! [Nevermind...Ask my brother's fiancee to help! hahaha! She IS a maths teacher...] Ok la! I guess that's all! Gotta go now! Adios amigos! And you know what? I'm still all dreamy about Saturday's event! Haha! About that 'chat'! Haha! Everytime I think about it, even when I'm angry, I can be happy! Haha! Oh well...That IS the sweetest thing! LoL! Gotta go now! BYE!
And in the morning, he dare to say my singing sucks when he heard me sing? Wow look who's talking... -.-... I can bring 10 people with me, to prove to him that I CAN SING! He can't sing and say I CAN'T SING?? Are you serious??! -.-... As if that ONE critic will affect me... Lek sua! Hahas! Niwaes, how was your fasting day today? Great? Hahas! Hmm...Maybe because of first day, I still haven't lose weight! Haha! Give me some time... Hahas!
I'm just here to blog for a while... Hahas! Isn't this cool? It's like I performed last week seyh... Until now people still praise my singing! LoL! I guess they are really surprised since I'm like so quiet in school and suddenly...BOOM! Haha! And Terrence...Please la seyh...I am not Singapore's very own Mariah Carey! Haha! She's a legend! And I can't even sing the chorus of Hero very nicely... I can't stop thanking these people for praising me too much la! Hahas! Today seems like a short day somehow... Haiz... Could have been a school day... Hrmms... I miss my schoolmates and teachers... Especially Farah Syafiqah, Maizurah, Diyana, Samantha Chua, Stephanie, Ain, Syafiqah, Yi Han, Nadzirah, Sarita, Pui Ann, Natasha[3e2], Wei Jie, Shu Jun, MR ANG K S, MR ANG K K, MRS SHANKAR, Mdm Fara, Mdm Irma, Cikgu Irni, MR KHONG and MR KIM!! >.<... Haizz.... =(
Ok la nothing much to talk about leh... I want to revise Physics! Oh ya! Last night I did Math 'O' Levels June 2008 Paper 1...Kinda easy... Hahas! But who's gonna mark it for me? Oh well, maybe I'll pass it to Mr Ang and ask him to mark for me! Hahaha! I know la...I make life difficult for him only... Sorry Mr Ang!! Hahas! If not, then how to know whether I'm right or wrong? O.o... Haha! [Nevermind...Ask my brother's fiancee to help! hahaha! She IS a maths teacher...] Ok la! I guess that's all! Gotta go now! Adios amigos! And you know what? I'm still all dreamy about Saturday's event! Haha! About that 'chat'! Haha! Everytime I think about it, even when I'm angry, I can be happy! Haha! Oh well...That IS the sweetest thing! LoL! Gotta go now! BYE!
