I'mSorryI Can'tBePerfect

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Friday, 31 October 2008;8:57 pm
Talk about a BREATH-TAKING SMILE! Someone took away my breath when he smiled at me! I am SO sure your guess is wrong! Haha! Come on! It was like a dream come true! =X
Thursday, 30 October 2008;11:30 am

Whee~! The vital ones are over! Referring to Maths and English... Hmm...Can get a B4 at least... Hahas! If I get a C for my Maths... Oh my gosh... The history repeats itself...My maths will suck like it used to be... Well hopefully I'll at least get a B4... I can do it!!! Hahas! Left SS and Science MCQ... Oh my gosh!!!

Wheee~! I'm SO looking forward for my Sentosa Beach party! It's a party with my besties... On the 13th of November...That is IF we're not too sad to leave the school since it's Graduation Day. It's not the end I tell ya! I won't forget my 4e3!! *sobx* Haha!


Anyway, just a short post coz I'm desperate to relieve my stress right now. Many things happened so far. And I don't think there should be anymore confusion in my mind. I have my reasons for saying that. Hahas! I don't see the need to elaborate on it. Oh by the way, I promised to tell you who is my crush after o-lvls right? Hahas! Cancel plan! I mean, why should I tell you? And this song at my blog ALWAYS reminds me of him! Whee~! Haha! He may never wanna look at me when he speaks to me, but once in a while when I accidentally saw him looking at me, I just feel like I saw heaven... HAHA! Rin is giler...So what you do? Ignore her. xD

Friday, 24 October 2008;10:47 pm
*Cries* I did badly for my A-maths paper 2...!! It was so difficult!! =(
My estimated marks was around 54 only...Ok I pass by my estimation but...I want a B!! And that 54 is not a CONFIRMED 54...Haiz...I'll pray hard that I'll at least pass my A-maths... Already planning to retake A-maths and Combined Humans next year... I have a bad stomach ache the whole day today... I had stomach ache during my E-maths Paper 1 and couldn't concentrate! Luckily the last 30 minutes after I finished the paper, I could concentrate... Managable uh the paper... And I saw a lot of my ex school mates from EVPS when I had breakfast with Maizurah at Prata Paradise... Today I didn't study...Desperately need to take a break from this stress for a while...Next paper Physics... I hope it's as easy as Chemistry...Ok la...I got stomach ache again already...-.-... Gotta go! Bye! =)

All the best for the remaining papers! Do your best for them and end 'O' Levels with a smile on your face! =)
Thursday, 23 October 2008;5:13 pm
Now...Is O-Levels...Like I said, I won't update... My brain is gonna burst any time now can? -.-
Here's an overview of how I did the papers...

Geography- FLUNKED IT!
A-Maths Paper 1- Can Get A B4 I guess...
English- Can pass, Compre easier than Prelims...
Chemistry Paper 2- BREEZED IT! xD

And my prize for all these stresses and late nights... Blardy freaking pimples and dark circles! 'Yay'! Sucks la... Nevermind, one week after O-levels before prom nite is intensive self-pampering time!!! NO MORE PIMPLES AND DARK CIRCLES!! Sheesh I think I look like a zombie every morning...-.-... OK la! GO STUDY FOR A-MATHS AND MATHS! Still online...STUDYYYY!!! xD

And all the best! =)
Tuesday, 14 October 2008;6:55 pm
And It Was Like A Birthday Wish Coming True...
Here I Am Wishing You Would Say Something To Me...
And You Came Along Wishing Me A Happy Birthday...
I couldn't ask for more... =)
It seems like, I can never forget you and you'll always come back if I'm about to... =)
Monday, 13 October 2008;1:14 am
Helloo~! Wow just now had to be the best Sweet 16 birthday I can ever have! Haha! Though it wasn't as grand as those shone in the tv programme, Sweet Sixteen... It's still meaningful! I went out with Diy today...But before that, I cried at home! Haha! Don't even ASK ME why coz the reason was SO lame! Haha! About my face la actually...

[Gosh the song "Over You" by Chris Daughtry seriously breaks my heart! Haha!] Anyway, THANKS FOR THE POST DIYANA! I'm really touched ans I LOVE IT! And it's okay you didn't get to make my birthday wish come true...It's not your fault...Some wishes just don't come true I guess?

Ok wait, I wanna thank all these people for their wishes and gifts...
-Aiha
-Ain
-Amira
-Atikah
-Ayah
-Bobo
-Charmain
-Diyana
-Fadlun
-Fairos[My 2nd Brother]
-Fatima
-Fazlin[My brother-in-law]
-Firdaus[My 1st Brother]
-Hanis
-Hidayah[My 2nd bro's girlfriend]
-Izzat
-Izzy
-Mama
-Maizurah
-Mazlan
-Melvin
-Nadia
-Nadhirah[Her Bdae is Today! Happy Bdae Dearest! =)]
-Nadzirah
-Norashikin[My eldest sister]
-Pui Ann
-Rence
-Samantha Chua
-Sarita
-Sharon [4e3]
-Sharon[4e4]
-Shermeen
-Shi Chang
-Shu Jun
-Syafiqah
-Syam
-Unknown Zat xD
-Vyvyan
-Yi Ling
-Zainab[My 1st brother's fiancee]

Phew~! That's not all...Some people from MiniToons and MiniBits wished me happy birthday too since I have their membership... And I'm sooooo sorry to those names I forgot to mention up there! Too many liaoz! Haha! I went shopping just now! Haha! Diy treat me a meal which...gives me a diarrhoea now... Haha! She bought me a necklace from the shop opposite Food Culture and a ring from Chomel... Both gifts I share with her! Haha! I mean, COME ON...Those stuffs are expensive! I feel so guilty! So I pay part of it la.. Haha! Then met my mum at around 6.45 pm...FIND MY PRESENT!! xD

Went to BHG, bought a cardigan for my prom dress...Heck with my unsewed red gown! Haha! I'd be too busy with my O's to even hold the needle! -.-... And after my O's, I'll be too busy rehearsing for my Prom Nite performance and enjoying myself to even SEW! Haha! After I sew then I sell uh... Haha! At least get some $$ to go shopping during holidays! Haha! Anyway, the cardigan was GORGEOUS! Mum suggest me to buy it...Come on...If I were to wait after the O's, the sale would be OVER! WASTED SAKKK!! Haha! So I buy now. Then my mum bought me a matching necklace with a pair of earrings as a set and add on with a ring, same colour which is red... For my prom nite...Damn it's heavy on my ears! Haha! But it's GORGEOUS! Birthday present! Huahaha! And I asked for a pair of diamond ear studs...Only $3.90... Hahas! Total was $62++... Cool! Haha! She actually wanted to buy me a cute huge teddy bear...To think again, I'll only sleep with my blue Mr Teddy...So why should I want a new teddy? haha! Had fun shopping with my mum! We were lame ALL THE WAY! Haha! Well like mother, like daughter! Haha!

I received so many gifts! I especially love the gifts I receive from my sister! Thanks Along! I really[x 1 million] love my new digital camera and the perfume! You know me too well! And some birthday wishes that really makes tears well up in my eyes such as those from Diyana and Nadia...Diy, THANKS FOR EVERYTHING! Nadia, you've never disappear from my thoughts[that's why I've got you your birthday present already! Haha!] and you're the bestest bestfriend I have ever had! You're much loved pal! To Maizurah, chins up! You didn't disappoint me on my birthday outing with our besties just coz we didn't get to go to the movies! I had a blast! And you played a big part in that sis! ^^ Ain, wow what a surprise! We used to be enemies and now, we laughed the most during our outing! Haha! Thanks for making me such a cheerful person on my advance birthday celebration and I really love the cat plushie you gave me! To Terrence, WOW chat until 6.30 a.m.? Amazing... Haha! Thanks for the lovely song dude! SO looking forward to sing with you on Prom Nite! And to Kak Yaya and Abang Yus, I really love the HUGE Baby Taz! Simply so cuteeeee~! Haha!

Wei too many to mention la! Hahas! Thanks to everyone for making this birthday a meaningful one! And I realised that I'm kinda more wise now in making decisions... hehes! BUT I'm still the same emotional Kirin! Haha! A little bit also cry! Haha! Happy cry, sad cry, angry cry! Haha! Ok la...I guess that's all! LAst post until 11th November 2008 ok? BYE2! All the best for the O's to those taking the exam! ^^ Take care aites!


Ring and Necklace from Diy, Ear studs from my mother!


Reen & Dee at CS!


Jewellery Set from my mother! Isn't it gorgeous?! xD


Sweet 16! Hehe! From Diy!
Sunday, 12 October 2008;2:40 am







HAPPIE BDAE TO YOU!!
HAPPIE BDAE TO YOU!!
HAPPIE BDAE TO SYAKIRIN!
HAPPIE BDAE TO U!!!!



hey sis, its you're sweet sixteen birthday! i hope life will get better as you get older. hahah.. old.. omg... hahahaha... i would like to say thanks for always being there for me... you are a really great friend.. haha.. evn if we quarrel a lil here and ther every day.. its the best quarrel-ing sessions i ever had with any one... to quarrel with you is like a joke made every day.. it always lighten me up even in my worse days.... you my friend has made my life in secondary school more meaningful. thanks for believeing in me and thank you for trying to get to know and befriend me.. or else.. i would not have known someone as great and fantastic as you... yeah we had our downside days with each other last time.. ahhaha.. and ya we still do now.,.. bt we still pick it up at the end of the day.. haha im sry for that one fight we had that particular day.. i didnt evn knew it wud happen.. bt wen it happend, i felt that i lost a really good bestfriend in my life.... i hope we still contact after secondary school.. life w/o you would be a bore.. hahah.. btw, i would miss the time wher i have to wait for you for a long time to get to school.. hahhaha... jk. bt seriously, i'll miss that.. hahha... btw, thanks for understanding me.. and i'm sorry i could not make one of your dreams come true.. i really hope to do so... hahahaha....insya'allh.... ouh ya, forgive me for all my mistakes that i have made to you... i know that i did that a lot.. haha.. and yours to me were little and its always been forgiven =) hey, believe in yourself.. have confidence... you will excel..


SELAMAT HARI RAYA....
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN...



HAPPIE SWEET SIXTEEN TO YOU MY DEAR FREN, REEN..


LOTS OF LOVE

FROM YOU BELO FRIEND DIYANA...


BUTTER-DEE TO MARGERIN-E. HOHOHO



ps.. im sry your present lom dpt carik and bagi... aku tak tao nak beli aper.. hahah.. cz baby taz plushie and wallet kau da ader.. aper lagii? hahahaha.. idk...imsry....love ya loadz fren..... bye2 tc...




and yaaa... lets celebrate a post bdae w me! hahaha! im so sry tk dpt celebrate.. haha.. nxt wk kau stil nmpk aku hari2 kan.. hahhaa... yeah.. jom gi mkn one of the days ehh =)gd luck for your o lvls!!!! hey, truthfully, i've alot more to say thaan this.. this is short... tap later flood seii your post... hahaha... ther is a million things i stil hv yet to convey... hahaha.. nvm tho.. save it fr my blog? and next yr.. hohoho...



flying off,

DEE
Saturday, 11 October 2008;12:56 am





To those who wished me happy birthday and gave presents to me....I'd like to thank all of you with all my heart! I can never wish for a better birthday! And today is the last day of school! To my 4E3 classmates, I'm going to miss ALL OF YOU SOOOOO MUCH! Except one person with the race "O" on the class list...-.-... It's none of your business why I don't like him! Anyway, thank you Ain, Maizurah and Syafiqah, for the wonderful day at Vivo City, White Sands, TM and CS! Hehe! I never laughed so much in a day! And we were more like sisters than bestfriends! ^^ You galz made my birthday the most memorable one even though we didn't get to go to Sentosa Beach, nor the cinema...Oh well...Better luck next time? Haha!

Thursday, 9 October 2008;6:58 pm
The website...Slide...Is VERY slow indeed...So what'sthe plan now? The raya picts, wait until after my O's then you'll see them! Haha! Which is ALMOST exactly next month...11th November that is...I am SO neglecting my laptop after my birthday! Haha! 12th October... I thought this year was gonna suck...So far, 3 of my dream present come true already! YAY!

First, I received a waterproof and shock proof Olympus Digital Camera... COOLEST gift! Haha! From my sister! Secondly, I JUST received a huge Baby Taz from my brother, Fairos, and his girlfriend, Kak Yaya! THANKS PEEPZ! Hahas! And another one is...I might be performing for Prom Nite with Terrence! Hahas! He thinks I made his dream come true...But it is SO the other way around! He made my dream come true! ^^ But how happy I can get when the only present I want, which doesn't cost a cent from that person, can only stay as a dream and that's it?... Oh well, if I wanna think about him, I'll hate this birthday...If I think about my buddies and family, THIS SWEET 16 IS A BLAST! Whopeee~! Anyway, Happy Birthday In Advance to Fatin from 4E3!! Her birthday is just one day before mine! How cool is that?? Hahas! Okay here's the pictures...I've gotta do my revisions now!

OH YA! Guess what? My L1R4 is 14!! *faints* Haha! DRASTIC CHANGE FROM LAST YEAR! Last year was 20...Which SO sucks! Haha! This year's class position is 26/43...Last year...Better not mention! I'll be embarassing myself! -.-... Haha! About the comment..."many talents"..Hmm...I know I can sing...I seriously can't dance...What more act?! Haha! Who cares??! hahas! I was so happy in school just now! Gonna celebrate my birthday with my friends soon and this Saturday got Geography Field Trip! Yay! Haha! Ok Kirin...Stop bloggng and shut up...Hehe!




















ME! First Day Of Raya! =)














ME! 2nd Day Of Raya!















Me and My Family On 1st Day Raya!















Me & My Siblings! 1st Day Raya!!




















Me & My Cousin, Riri...With Liyana at the back! ^^














Raya Outing with Friends...7th October 2008!
[Friends who wants the Raya picts, wait 'till after our O's can? I'm kinda busy... =/]
Sunday, 5 October 2008;1:31 am
[Pictures Will Only Be Uploaded After Raya Outing With Friends On Tuesday. Sorry For The Inconvenience Caused]
Thursday, 2 October 2008;1:13 pm
Selamat Hari Raya Everyone...! Wow yesterday was such a BIG DAY! ^^

As always...We have to seek apologies from parents and I have to apologise to the most number of people... Haha! Every year also same... Nevermind...Next time, it's Fiqry's turn! Muahaha! Haha! [Alamak...By then I must give duit raya to him! xD] Wow...It was such an emotional moment... Haha! Surprisingly eh...This year...I'm the only one who cries...[Congratulations to me...] I really mean it uh...Every year I want a long apology, but half way I sure cry already...Especially when it comes to my mother... Half-way my voice become weak already... Haha! After receiving $140 from just my family members... Haha! We went to my grandmother's house...

I saw my big family...I was so touched...Aww...I misses them so the much! Haha! It's been a while since I last saw them... Hehes! I took pictures with my cousins...grandmother...Ate a lot... Haha! OOH! Especially the yummilicious Nutella Marble Cake...*faints* It's SO NICE!! Haha! I ate around 9 slices I think...*OoPs*! Haha! Once a year only mah... Haha! We spent around a few hours in my grandma's house... Then set off to my house! They watch this comedy... Then I was opening the bottle of Ice Cream Soda... Then the sound like 'pop', shocked me and I said "Oh mampos..."...Then my uncle teased me, he said,"Later if people come to your house and want to propose to you...They heard you say that how? They will think you are cursing the guy!"...Hahas! Nonsense sia... LoL! It's funny in malay uh...Sounds weird in English...LoL! Then Kak Zainab came to my house... Then we went to my far cousin's house...Didn't spend much time there...

Then went to my uncle's house in Toa Payoh... I was first to reach since I was the only one who went there by my uncle's car! Hahas! Had fun there! Playing fireworks, damn dangerous... Haha! Those naughty kids play with fire! Tsk3! -.-... They took the fireworks and put on a piece of cardboard n set the thing on fire...What the...-.-... [Psst...If my child sure kena smack sia the face! Haha!] Then they were all 'grounded' indoors... Haha! OMG! The Kuih Sugi from my uncle house ROCKS! I ate about 12 I think... HAHAH! Glutton! LoL! Before I forget to type in la... In every house I go where there's food such as Lontong or whatever... I will CONFIRM eat. Haha! This year only la... Past years I usually don't eat but drink ALOT of gassy drinks! This year, every house I ask for non-gassy drinks! Hehe! Maintain my voice la... Haha!

Then went to Kak Zainab's house... Ooh...Nice crib! Haha! It's small but it's nice! Then I say to my siblings in her house that I looked as ugly as a maid, and I realised HER maid was in the kitchem! Then I was like...maid from Philippines!... Haha! My siblings all laugh already! LoL! Close call! LoL! I think she's from Indonesia... Haha! Who cares? LoL! Then went to my Aunt's house, Mak Chu...where I ate agaian but didn't spend much time there coz my family was kinda late actually... Haha! Then went to my another uncle's house, Pak Cik... Spent quite some time there... Ate again... Haha! The little girls tried to scare me with a lame spider toy which existed way before thei existence! Of coz I wasn't scared! LoL! Cute la those girls! Reminds me of myself and my 2 cousins, Nadhirah & Nashuha...We're cuter of coz! Hahaha!

Went home and realised I got $200++ already! Yay! Haha! And then...TRAGEDY. Haha! My contact lenses went underneath my eyelids! GONE. I touch only, it disappears! I was SO PANICKED! I really thought I was going to be BLIND! I was seriously praying hard! I asked help from my elder bro...When he left the room to research for solutions...I was crying hysterically by myself in my parents' room and pray hard that the thing would come out from my eyes! BOTH sides! O.O... Haha! My eyes were like bloodshot sia! Eek! Haha! Then the solutions were like not helping... Haha! Then I go and pray since I missed my prayers for the day... So I pray triple hard that the contact will fall from my eye! Haha! Then after I pray I saw something drop...I THINK it was one of the contacts since it was grey in colour! Hahas! But the other side still M.I.A... The next day I didn't go to school...Coz I was exhausted and I need to see an optician... She say she couldn't find the contact lens.... Must have fell when I cried... Haha!

Around 2.20 pm I went to school for the dumb maths course... Damn stupid sia... Teach how to draw parallel lines... Oh COOL! -.-... My GRANDMOTHER also know I think...-.-... $60 for that crap? Thanks! -.-.... I found out from Mr Ang K S that the school paid $300 for us already, cannot back out...Lame shit la... -.-... Oh well, no choice, I'll have to go...Chis! Haha...After that, went to tuition... I came 30 minute early...What the hell?? And that irritating son of a bitch from PRSS was like...Eh how come got 17 people sia? Extra sit on the floor uh (looks at me)...Then I stare at him la....Then he ask his friend to sit on the floor...Why don't YOU sit on the floor...So you can STOP BOASTING and SHUT THE %^&* UP!? -.-... Pissed off with that guy sia! Thank God I'm in Wednesday class!

After tuition, went to my father's eldest sister's house... Biggy house! Haha! Spent like just 1/2 an hour or so... Fiqry was SO CUTE when he saw this baby girl at that house...Her name is Fatimah... Alalala he smiled when he looked at her! Haha! Flirt sia! Haha! Then the baby girl kissed him so many times sia! Haha! SUPER CUTE! Pictures will be uploaded...NOT TODAY... Haha! Tired leh...

Went to school today...Laugh a lot sia... And dream come true much? Shh...! Don't wanna tell! Haha! Next Tuesday, going to Jalan raya with my friends! Whee~! Haha! Then after school went to MJC Open House... Boring sia! Cut-off point 9? HAHA! I can just dream on sia if I wanna enter that school! LoL! NOT interested... Haha! The Principal rocks! Haha! She was so friendly! I wish she's Junyuan Sec's Principal...Huhu! LoL! Did lots of stuff there uh... Saw some of my classmates too...Me, Ain, Maizurah & Syafiqah took a picture together... Other time I'll upload uh... After that ate at McDonald's with Maizurah, while Ain & Fiqah ate at KFC... Then met Shi Chang...Dude! Thanks for teaching me maths! Haha! So long never see, you look way different! Haha! Then went to CS & TM with the 3 girls... Had fun! Hahas! Laughed and window-shopped alot... Wheee~! In the end I just bought a clear pencil case for my O's and the rest all food! LoL! By then it's just me and Maizurah la...We went home around 9 pm...Coz I don't know why I suddenly have a curfew which starts at 7.30 pm? It used to be 10 pm, 2 years back! -.-... Nevermind...I take it as she cares more about me now! Haha! Whatever Kirin... -.-... LoL!

WOW! Long post aye? Haha! Hmm...Tomorrow' post will be on Raya too...The pictures uh... Cannot post now leh...Blogger crazy la! -.-... OK la! Bubbyes! Nites!
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