I'mSorryI Can'tBePerfect

If Only You Could See That I'm Trying.
Friday, 29 May 2009;4:29 pm
To the anonymous tagger...
Seriously, are you like jealous of me or something?
First of all, it's my blog, my problem uh.
Secondly, as a Muslim...
I have to tell you this coz I think you're plain dumb
and have no proper Muslim friends around you.
We are not allowed to shave unless it makes us look weird.
I don't think I look weird coz I KNOW
I'm not the only one on Earth who has facial hair.
A few people that I know, such as my religious teacher
has facial hair to, but she doesn't care
and can even teach people.
And I won't do something that my God forbids me to do
just because some jealous person told me to...
What I care most now is my religion, and not people like you.
If it bothers you that I'm ugly... Don't visit my blog anymore.
At least I'm grateful of everything that Allah has given me,
and I'm not embarassed of anything that I have,
that is different from others.
I'm ugly, but I still have a boyfriend.
Because people don't judge me by looks, but from within me.
For people with a heart like yours...
I think even if you look like a supermodel...
With that kind of heart...
People will just overlook your looks. But in a negative manner.
Even if you get someone good-looking,
that person probably just wanna use you.
And if everyone in the world looks the same...
Wouldn't it be a hideous world itself?
So next time, think before you speak. Think.
Wednesday, 27 May 2009;8:59 pm
Hello... This is my second post of the day!
Gosh... The condition of my eye worsen after a short nap.
I just had to take a nap...
I felt so tired and the pain from my sore eye
led to a headache...
There was an emotional break down for me a while ago...
Just when I think I've stopped crying...
I'll cry again... And again... And again...
I feel all alone...Haiix...

Anyway, I realised when I woke up from my 30 minutes nap,
I actually cried in my sleep. xD
Maybe because I cried non-stop before I sleep...
Or maybe my dream was just soooo sad. x)
Someone actually sang to me Meraung by Newboyz, and cried
after he saw me with my boyfriend? Hahaha!
OMG... I really cried in the dream... Hahaha!
But that is IMPOSSIBLE to happen. xD
Not hoping for it to happen la...
But it was just a dream... Hahas!
Funny and sad at the same time... x)
Gosh i must be the most hideous girl in TP right now
with this swollen left eye! -.-

Gosh I'm so pissed about my project...
Got lah this one project... Irritating siot... -.-
Waste my time doing! SHEEEEESHHH!
I hope I get well soon... Hopefully by Sunday
coz I'm wearing scarf to Madrasah, can't hide my eye with my hair,
and I can't wear eyeliner coz I wanna pray later on....
So yea... It better get well soon...
I'm not going online until 7th June.
Unless I have project to do...
Which is most unlikely...
I wanna concentrate on my exams...
Anyway, there's no more fun going online.
It's just a waste of time...
Okay lahh... I'll guess that's it...
I'm not in a good shape, nor mood...
I have to complete my project
and also my tutorial questions and then revise.
So I'll update soon aites! Toodles... =)

And I wanna thank my buddy, Shasha,
for cheering me up today...
Even though she teased me with a guy I SO don't like... xD
She made me laugh though. =)
;2:39 pm



SHIT! I failed my Excel test! -.-
It better be the ONLY test I fail seh...
Haiz... I got no mood seh...
Eh my stomach growling I don't know why... xD
I'm so disappointed can? Urgh!
Nevermind2.. Next term I do better..

I'm so bored right now...
In the library, using my lappy with Shasha...
Gonna leave soon for Econs lecture...
I couldn't really sleep last night...
Stressed about the test and some other stuffs...
My mind is really bothered... =S
I need a break... seriously...
After exam, I don't wanna go out so often...
I'll just sit at home and unwind my complicated thoughts!
Gosh... Why am I so vengeful?
It's not that I want to...
But it comes in by itself...
Get over it Kirin... -.-

Okay now is 2.47 PM...
Lucky got my friend to encourage me about this Excel thing...
If not, I guess I'd just be down...
OMG I LOVE MY FRENZ! xD
Tuesday, 26 May 2009;8:49 pm
Oh my goodness!!!
My back hurts again!! *cries*
Looks like no gym for me for the next 2 weeks...
Haiz... What the hell is up with my back seh...
I hope it gets well soon...
And my eye is not getting any better...
And I'm meeting new people this Saturday...
With an ugly eye... OMG!
I supposed to meet my dear's family...
OMG! He totally don't allow me to have emo hair...
Then how to cover my eye!? -.-
Goodness... I'm so nervous...
There they are a very friendly family...
And here I am, a very shy girl... Shoots...!
Hopefully everything will be fine...
I have to study before I go out though...

Anyway, today school was okay lah...
I was considered letargic,
but don't wanna show it...
Coz of the insufficient rest that I get...
Mum said my eye like this coz of my emo hair!
LIKE NOOO~! -.-
Thanks for the lollipop Shasha! hehe!
POM was okay lah...
So happy that my tutor likes the description of the restaurant
I made for my POM project... LOL
Then break, just ate instant noodles...
Then went for Econs tutorial...
As usual, I had fun... Hehe! Nothing much to be learnt today.
Then went home..
Sleep. xD
Very very tired lah I don't know why...
Woke up, with a terrible back ache... -.-
Might be bcause I ran to school... -.-
[Please tell me I'm exempted from 3rd year NAPHA! xD]
Hahahas! It would be a blessing if that happens! LOL!
I don't need NAPHA to be a designer!

Oh shit I'm so dead for tomorrow's Excel test...
I'm sorry but I'll fail this test badly...
I'll do my best for CSA Theory test... Next week...
Shit sia... I hate Excel. -.-
The teacher eh... Mintak kene buang keje sak! Ajar mepek! -.-
Seriously sia... CAN WE CHANGE TEACHER?! -.-
Nevermind... Failure is the mother of success..! hahaha! Macam paham.
I guess I'll stop here?
I'm praticing Excel now...
I will be sleeping early tonight... By 1 AM...
That's considered early... Hehe!
I can't be late mah tomorrow..
And all these while I'm late for CSA... HAHA!
So I told my boyfriend to wake me up...
Coz nobody in my house is gonna wake me up... xD
Since sec 3 uh everyday wake up myself...
If late, then too bad lor... o.o... xD
OKAY HERE I STOP! BYE! =D
All the best for CSA test tomorrow 1R02!!
Can't wait for 7th June ECP Trip!! =D
Monday, 25 May 2009;10:21 pm

Finally get to meet my bestie again!


My 'uniform' n her uniform. Hehe!


Besties Forever!


Deciding where to eat... End up, never eat. xD


Reen & Shasha! CSA is SO boring.


Spaghetti & Fish Cutlet. My breakfast, lunch & dinner. (:


I look so white due to the dumb flash... -.-


Last night, trying out my outfit for today. x) Sempat...


Hey peepz! This is my 700th post! WOWWW~! xD
Anyway, that's not a big deal...
So many pictures right today?
It's because I'm super vain today, I don't know why. xD
Anyway, let's start with today's events...


I was 8 minutes late for lecture... Whatever... Haha!
My sandal strap snap. Shitto.... -.-
Elynn suggested I just pull the whole thing out...
And so I did. Haha! One side with 4 straps, the other with 3. xD
RA1 lecture still okay lah...
Then break went to Flavours...
Lots of laughter going on between me & Shasha lah today...
We ate and forgot to look at the time. Kwang3... xD
We ate Western Food... There's my picture up there...
Delicious stuff there! Only $4..! Wow.. Hehe!
Then rushed for CSA lecture...
Which was SO boring...
Me & Shasha had stomach ache but I think mine was worse. xD
We drank the same milk... Must be the milk. -.-
Then went home after that since POM meeting cancelled.


Quite disappointed that on the way home I didn't see Mr Ang...
Then at home I helped my mum pluck some bean sprouts...
Then we went out...
AND I SAW MR ANG!! Hehe!
I shout out for him but I don't think he heard...
So I ran after him... Haha!
So yea we talked all the way...
Oh my gosh Mr Ang! I Miss You SUPER MUCH! Haha!
I said I got exams la, so can't perform for Teachers' Day...
He still insists that I perform... Aiyoo...
I pity him la... I really don't wanna let him down...
I guess it'll be my last big performance? We'll see...
Maybe I should just make a CD and give him? OMG I DUNNO!! >.<
I hope to see him again real soon! Hehe!


Then went to the furniture store with my mum...
The china lady who works there was friendly...
But I couldn't understand what she says! xD
This chair has a storage area la beneath it...
She said.. "This chair has story"...
I thought the height of the chair can be lifted...
I thought she meant by 'storey' or whatever la...
Then she lift the thing up, got STORAGE....
Then i said la.. OH LER... Got STORAGE.... Hahaha!
Basket sak Kirin... xD
Then I saw this pink sofa bed... OMG!
IT'S GORGEOUS!! $200!!! We didn't buy though...
I'd rather have a proper bed, with pink bed sheet! hehe!
Mum bought me a super single wooden bed frame... VERY NICE.
And the matress also... $140 and $199 respectively....
And sh bought me a 2-seater sofa! OMG!
Talk about dream come true!
I've always wanted a sofa in my room! Haha!
It's red in colour... Not my favourite colour...
But the only one left... So what the heck... Only $80...
Thanks A LOT mum! I'm so happy! Hehe!
After exams, I'm gonna design my room on paper...
And then I'm gonna start working on it! Hehe!
I need to design a grafitti of my name too...
To be painted on the HOT PINK WALL... OMG! Cool or what?! xD
I'm so excited!!! Okay2... then I went to meet Mai... I was late.


Went to watch Night at The Museum 2 with Mai...
It was WORTH IT! haha! SO HILARIOUS!!
We just ate this Vanilla Wafer I bought...
MY FAVOURITE! Hahas!
I laughed A LOT sia... Hahas! Really2 funny!
The guy who sat beside me... OMG...
Such a bad breath he has!
I was like... Arhhh shit.... -.- *covers nose*
Then after movies, took some pictures,
lepak at the park for a while and headed home..
The MRT journey was rough and scary sia!
I thought the MRT was gonna topple over or something!
SUPER SCARY I TELL YOU!
Just ask Maizurah if you don't believe me! xD


I guess that's all the fun for today...
I have to do my Marketing project now, so... TOODLES! =)
Sunday, 24 May 2009;5:52 pm



YOOOOO~!!! Ahh today's such a boring day... -.-
I couldn't wake up sia this morning...
OH MY GAWDDDD SO SLEEPYYY~! xD
I slept at 3 AM for God's sakes doing the Excel shit...
TALKING ABOUT GOD...
OH MY GOD! It's 6.09 PM...
I'M LATE FOR MY PRAYERS!! Be Right Back!!
6.21 PM... I'm backkk~! Hehehe!
The cause of delaying my prayers was also my project...
Sheesh... Lucky I looked at the time...

ANYWAY...
I still went for my religious class...
I won't skip lah... Only once coz super tired liao..
Today's lesson was about Prophets...
Nice lah all the stories and all... =D
Laughed a lot lah today during the class...
A lot of jokes here and there... Hehe!
I enjoyed every second of it! =)
Next2 week got test seh... Rabak sak...
1-5 June, School Term Test... 7 June, Madrasah Test. -.-
Then went for prayer... Rushing to wear my scarf back ah...
Then the pin broke! Alamakkk...
I was already late for the prayer sia!
So I just wear anyhow and rushed to the praying area! xD
Stupid sia that brooch! -.-

I think one guy from my class was from EVPS...
WAH SEH!! He's from Temasek JC sia now! SO CLEVER! xD
I also Temasek! POLY!! =P
I think highly of my school ok! xD
A lot of ustazah like to say about 'covering up'
if you know what I mean...
So I'm like brainwashed a bit lah...
Maybe I won't wait until I enter the U to wear scarf...
What if I die a day before entering the U?
Then I don't have a chance to repent right?
Maybe I wear next year?
It's the darling clothes I have!!! I love 'em too much! xD
Seriously if my mum wanna sponsor a new wardrobe,
I'd wear tudung tomorrow onwards sia! xD
But nahh I can dream on for that to happen. xD
I have so few long sleeve... -.-
Singapore humid mah... Of coz a lot t-shirts lah... xD
I should start shopping for long sleeve shirts!
Actually can wear long sleeve with t-shirt outside la...
But my t-shirts are mostly tight.. Hehe...
It's inappropriate to wear with scarf... =X
I don't know eh... I just think I look good in scarf.
HAHA PRASAN! xD [At least wearing scarf is a good thing!!]
[Rather than I say I look good in bikini right? -.-]

I got my gastric pains again today...
Should be because yesterday my first meal was at 9.30 PM. xD
And that leads to... Heartburn. 'Yay'... -.-
Anyway, my bro came just now...
He gave me some tips for Excel! Gerek ah! xD
Now my life a little easier...
My bro-in-law lend me his iPod suddenly...
I was surprised ah why he suddenly lend me...
Coz I didn't even asked for it... LOL...
He told me to listen to BFMV songs that I couldn't get...
Awww... SO thoughtful of you! =D
Nice seh the songs! Jealous seh I don't have them! Hmph!
Right now I'm all alone at home...
Ya lor so lonely... Actually still doing Excel.. Haha!
Only that I'm taking a break for a while...

This is my 699th post! A LOT SIOT! xD
Realised my daily post now all have pictures?
Better than before right? So plain and all words...
I guess it's better for readers and for me...
For me coz if I wanna remember those memories..
At least got picture! Hehe!
Anyway, I'm gonna make new memories tomorrow!
I'm called crazy... Because exam is drawing near,
but I'm gonna watch a movie with my bestie... -.-
There might be some changes in plan
if I suddenly realise the responsibilities I have to deal with now. xD
OH YA! TPSE called me just now...
Interview for Sub. Comm.... Hehe...
Not interested anymore uh...
No CCA busy like &*^%... With CCA HOW SIA?!
And I won't be performing anymore... I think. xD
Coz yea... It's like going against the Muslim law... =X
The reason why I cancelled my plan on joining Divo Diva...
Divo Diva is this singing CCA in TP la...
And yar! That time I saw this guy...
I think around my age ah...
Crossed zebra crossing, raised up his right hand... xD
OMG... Never before seen... Haha!
Ok lah I was rude to laugh when he's just a few inches away from me.
It was kinda obvious I laughed at him. =X
Don't know ah if he thinks that I'm crazy,
laughing to myself when nobody is around me... xD
OK LAH! I'll stop here! BYE~! =)
;12:32 am




OMG I'M SO CHUBBY! >.<
Saturday, 23 May 2009;10:48 pm
Went to Masjid Darul Makmur for some religious stuff just now.
OH MY GOD... What a waste of time! -.-
Shasha ah drag me there! =P
Hahas! Okay lah... the games were super lame...
But we had some fun... Hahas..
It's for people who never entered a mosque before...
Eh come on ah... I visit the mosque at least once a week. -.-
So yea, it didn't serve any purpose for me,
all those lame activities... -.-
There's this one girl, my age ah...
WAH FROM NUS HIGH SIA!! OMGGGG~!!
So clever?!! haha! She's friendly too! Hehes..
I forgot her name though... LoL!
Then me and Shasha left after Maghrib prayers...
Then outside the mosque there was this super cute cat!
OMG!! IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL!
Like greyish and white... OMG!! ADORABLE!! xD
Then went to Northpoint for a while...
The sushi there so cheap seh!!! NOT FAIR!! =(
Then took 969 home...

Oh ya I didn't tell you my journey there...
I saw Shuhada with her boyfriend at Interchange...
I guess it's her first time seeing me in scarf... Hahas...
She looked surprised... xD
Then kan... I was so bodoh lah seh... Haha!
I was unhappy with SOMEONE... So I couldn't think straight...
I was supposed to take the bus, but i go and enter the MRT.
I tap already, then I was like...
WHAT AM I DOING HERE? Hahahahaa!
Then I rushed to the bus station! Bodoh sak... xD
I was late ah for that thing...
But the activities started later...
One game I was blind folded...
This girl thought I was her friend,
then she go and turn me one whole round...-.-
What's your whole purpose? O.o

I guess that's all lah...
I'm so stressed doing my Excel project...
Urgh whatever uh... This whole thing is pure bullshit I tell you.
Friday, 22 May 2009;10:54 pm






Heyy wassup peepz?
Nothingmuch to be said lah today...
School was okay lah...
Both lectures were fun! Hehe!
OH MY GOSH I LOVE MARKETING! Hehe!
Mr Da Silva makes lesson funney can? xD
The POM lecturer was also funny! And lame... xD
After that did POM project...
I'm like the leader of the group...
Not delighted about it though... Haha!
Then went home saw that fat cat sleeping!
SO CUTE RIGHT THE PICTURE?! xD
Anyway, Amirah said there would 4e3 chalet from 14-16 June.
OH MY GOD!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!!
AND ON THE 12 IS MY 4TH MONTH WITH MY BOYFIE!
And on the 1st is my bro's birthday!
And on the 1st... IS THE START OF MY TERM TEST!!! NOOO~!
Oh well... I'm studying for it! Hehe!
Anyway... I hope there won't be 'drama'
during this class chalet...
I have no time for that...
I just wanna catch up with my old classmates! Wheee~!
4e3!! I miss you guys so much can??! xD
Okay lah I guess that's all! GOTTA GO! BYE!
Thursday, 21 May 2009;9:57 pm
Hello everyone! This shall be a short post since I'm busy!
I was a bit late for school today...
Slept around 3 AM... Busy doing RA1 homework...
Surprisingly the subject quite fun seh... Haha!
Now the only subject I hate is... CSA!!
I woke up around 7.30 AM...
Oh my gosh... Talk about insufficient rest.. Zzz...
As if I have a choice... I was busy
doing my project... So I had to do my RA1 homework
a little bit late... Sheesh...
I watched American Idol for a while before going to school.
Kris won? Wow... Surprising... Haha!
Oh well, I don't support any of them!
ONLY DANNY! OMG! HIS VOICE SO NICE!!!
What a waste lah seh America...

Surprisingly, I got all my RA1 answers correct...
You don't know how proud I was of myself... Haha!
Coz all these while I get all the answers wrong...
And barely understand any of the lectures... xD
During break, me & Shasha went to TDS...
Ate rice... Then half way through got stomach ache...
Urghhh I hate it! -.- I mean, who loves a stomach ache right?
Then we went to Business Lab to print some stuff...
Then went for APEL... Fun lesson! Hehe!
Something funny happened lah during the class... xD
But I lazy wanna explain... LoL.
Then went for Marketing...
Got lethargic halfway... Maybe coz not enough rest...
Went home, watch TV...Eat.. Whatsoever...

Anyway, tomorrow I have meeting for POM project...
So I need to start working on the project now...
Since tomorrow I'm schooling late,
I'm sleeping late tonight to study Retail Accounting...
Latest by 2 AM la...
AND MY NEPHEW FIQRY KNOWS HOW TO WALK ALREADY!!
OMG!! Congratualtion Muhammad Fiqry! xD
As if he reads my blog... LoL!
I love you so much lah darling!
He still doesn't know how to talk...
All he says is... Wawawawawa...! xD
Okay lah gotta rush now! BYE!
Wednesday, 20 May 2009;9:39 pm

Oh no... Exam stress is on!
I eat alot lah sia!!! >.<
Okay during June break I must work out! I don't care!
AND I MUST PASS MY EXAM!! o.o...
I'm kinda okay with the subjects...
I need to revise lah...
Except for CSA... How to revise Excel??! -.-
And I seriously don't like Mr Choo's teaching sia!
I don't understand! He's too fast!! -.-
Maybe this weekend I redo the whole of MS Excel... -.-
Today nothing much happened uh...
Just stressed myself up during CSA. As usual.
Got Mock Test lor...
And I barely understand that MS Excel...
Ok I failed. Haha! Whatever...
Then break, Shasha followed me home...
Then we went back to school..
POM project meeting... Then went for Econs lecture...
Econs... Okay lah... Since it's my fave subject...
I enjoyed the lesson uh...
I would enjoy it more if I wasn't sick...
I got a headache but I just shut up ah...
After that went to study aloje at the library...
Then saw Nur Syafiqah there...
My ex-classmate from EVPS...
She's not from TP, but she was in TP's Library... xD
Then went home with my boyfriend...
Only went home together lah...
Didn't even sit to talk... No time leh...
Then reached home only I eat... Hehehe!
OKay lah! I gotta go and do reasearch for MF!
So... TOODLES!
Tuesday, 19 May 2009;9:59 pm




Heyloz everyone!
Today school was okay lah...
My eye still not okay sia... -.-
Hopefully it gets better soon though...
Today the weather is so humid...
I was 5 minutes late for class....
Not the last person to arrive though...
After POM, had breakfast with 1R02 at BizPark...
I ate rice...
THEN... I wanted to buy lollipop at Cheers...
OMG! THEY DON'T SELL IT ANYMORE!!
WHYYYYY!????!!!! *cries*
Seriously I'm not happy about this! Hmph!
Then it was Econs...
I think that's when I started falling ill..
I had this headache that was seriously
aking away my concentration...
I tried my best to concentrate though...
Took class photo... Even smiling was difficult!
My head just hurts so much!
And going home under the scorching hot weather...
Wah I reached home only I ate Panadols
and rested... Seriously cannot take it... -.-
Woke up, had my dinner...
And here I am stressing about CSA stuffs...
OMG I seriously don't know how to do the CSA Project! =X
Okay nevermind, tomorrow I ask my tutor!
OKAY BYE2!! That's all!
Monday, 18 May 2009;9:50 pm





Hello peepz!!!
My pictures all so emo right? I know...
I'm not emo actually... Haha!
I'm hyper... Not in school though...
Main reason... Sleepy.
But people think I'm sad, emo, etc...
Don't judge a book by its' cover... xD
Today I was 3 minutes late for class...
Had to take temperature at Engine School...
I wore all black today...
Oh yea only my headphone is pink! =D
My eyes ar... Swollen sia the left side...
So ugly one... So I needed to cover it with my hair...
In the end I looked so emo today... LoL!
Retail Accounting, quite okay lah...
After much explanation from Shasha,
I think I understand already... Some. xD
Didn't eat during break...
CSA so boring one...
Jeremy was like the entertainer... haha!
If he didn't make jokes, I'd slept throughout the lesson. xD
After school went library do project...
Todai I didn't want attention,
but got so much attention from my classmates
coz of my hair... Rocker la... Cut hair la... What la...
So many comments! Hahaha!
Apparently, I don't like attention... =)
Reached home only I eat! HUNGRY SEH! xD
Then camwhored whatever...
Around 4 PM, I slept...
Woke up around 7.45 PM...
DAMN TIRED I TELL YOU!
I slept late ah last night...
Research for project... Hehe...
Nothing much happened today lah...
School... Sleep... Eat... Haha!
Okay2 gotta go and study now! BYE! =D
Sunday, 17 May 2009;9:03 pm
Helllooo peepz!
Eh today I learnt so many things during religious class.
The class didn't taught me much lah... Hehe!
I asked my ustazah lots of questions
during my break annd after the break...
So yea... I learnt a lot... =)
And seriously eh... That GUY from my Madrasah...
Seriously pisses me off every week!
Find faults with me without any reasons! -.-
That 'D' name is seriously wanted in my eyes! -.-
Wanted in the bad way!

Nothing much happened today ah...
I got sore eyes... I dunno what's it's called lah...
Infection I think... Got this small lump
in my eyelid... Shit sia... -.-
Okay2... I think I need to say something now...
*clears throat*...

To Shasha...
Thank you so much for being there for
me when I was down this whole week...
You were always there to cheer me up
whether in school, or online...
You always told me not to give up on my relationship,
and thank God I listened to you... I didn't give up on it.
I still need your help for Retail Accountings though... Hahas!
That subject is killing me seh... -.-

And to my boyfriend...GI BACER BLOG! xD

Okay ah must do research ah... Malas sak... -.-
BYE!!!
Saturday, 16 May 2009;7:58 pm
Helllloooo peepz...
I was a bit late for my MF lecture today...
I couldn't wake up! Haha!
I slept late lah last night...
I couldn't sleep... Haiz...
Talk about sleepless nights...
I thought I wouldn't cry yesterday...
but I did... In fact, I did twice...

The first time was when I slept...
I had a nightmare lah...
Imagine getting raped... Ish!
But no raping scenes lah...
I just remembered I said that and was
running away and crying...
And the next thing I know I was sobbing
and crying in my sleep! LOL!
Traumatic dream... xD
See lah... Cry so much...
In my dream also can cry! Sheesh...

Then around 11 PM or so lah...
I cried again...
I just can't control my emotions...
But thanks to my friends...
Who gave me advices and ask me to be strong...
I'm able to smile again... =)
But yea... Smiling don't really help much...
Sometimes, you just smile to cover up
your true emotions...

Lecture was okay lah just now...
To think that it took away my only
can-wake-up-late day... Which is Saturday...
It's very frustrating. xD
After that had breakfast with Shasha at Prata Paradise...
Then we didn't wanna go home...
I remembered I need to get my friends' presents.
So we walked to interchange...
After that we went to lepak at Central Park...

We spent quite a lot of time there...
We learnt more about each other...
Then we went to Ain's house...
Passed her present to her maid...
Then we went off...
You don't know how giddy I was already...
Certain point of time when I was sitting with her...
My head was like spinning around...
But I ignored the pain lah...
Then after I reached home my legs are weak again la...
I wanted to sleep, but I can't...
Oh ya... I cried again... What the... o.o...
So I just listen to music... Sing along... And closed my eyes...
Well, that's resting to me... =)

Oh well... I think I feel better by an inch... Or so?
Hahas... I don't know lah...
I need to ease my mind... Hmmm...
My soul is not at peace...
Okay lah! I wanna chat with my bestie ah! BYE!!! xD
Friday, 15 May 2009;4:35 pm
Hello...!
You know what?
I think I'm getting more serious in school now...
I really pay attention and copy stuffs
that others don't copy? LoL! Kiasu... xD
No lah... Those are examples...
But people are lazy to copy...
Like I used to be last week... =X

Something happened this week...
And I became so moody ever since...
Whenever I think about it, I become moody...
So I decided to put my mind off it...
By simply joking around with my friends a lot
and simply make myself busy with school work!
As I pen down those notes during lectures...
I let out the grief and anger in those inks...
I'm just fed up I guess...

Today I was on time for lecture...
Marketing Fundementals, as usual... fun.
Then went to eat with my classmates at Biz Park.
Sat with Kaye, Shasha and Kewei...
They all ate proper food except me...
I just ate that 'pillows' thingy and drank milo...
Just to fill up my stomach with some food
so that I can eat my medicine... =)
I had a good conversation with them..
And they kept on asking me to eat... But I didn't wanna eat.
Thanks for the concern anyway Kaye, Kewei and Shasha... =)

Then went for POM lecture...
Quite boring...But I was able to focus...
Even though I was sleepy, I kept myself awake..
Then went home... Raining...
Luckily I brought along my umbrella..! =D
And now I feel very very lethargic...
I think I need to rest... When I wake up,
it's study time! Hehe!
I can't sleep late tonight
since my lecture is at 9.30 AM tomorrow...
So I update my blog now...
Argh! The whole week I wake up early!
Since on Sunday I have religious class...
Nevermind... Come home from school can sleep again! xD
I think I'm lethargic coz I slept at 2 last night... Hehee

Okay lah! BYEEEE~!
Study hard for the exam/mid-term test peepz!
OMG! EXAMS ARE NEAR AND I DON'T FULLY UNDERSTAND
RETAIL ACCOUNTING! =X

And I realised...
I'm just the tormented soul I used to be...
Stupid emokid... -.-
Thursday, 14 May 2009;9:52 pm
HELLLOOOO~!
Like FINALLY I get to meet Maizurah! Hahas!
Okay she was like... SO LATE! -.-
Biase jugak kan Mai? xD
Okay let's not go so far...

I was 5 minutes late for school...
Urgh Thursday is hell... -.-
On the way to school, I almost slipped
and fell backwards...But I didn't fall...
But my body like bend backwards...
Which caused my back to REALLY HURT...
I was like "URGHH~!" in public... xD
Bloody slippery sia... -.-

RA1... Confusing lesson...
Can die sia... After I blog I'm gonna revise my RA1...
Break, me & Shasha went to eat at TDS...
Ate rice... Freakin' a lot sia.. -.-
Okay lah... Delicious... Hahas...
Then it we just chilled and talked...
Saw Faris twice...
Just now online he said that I had a "non smiling face"...
Hahas! Well I smiled at him before...
But he understands why I didn't smile today...
Explained. (:

Then we went for APEL Lesson...
As usual, APEL was fun... Hehe!
I had fun lah...
Then went for Marketing Fundemental tutorial...
As usual, every lesson...
Mr Sam must say "Kirin Beer"...
That was after I gave my opinion on his question lah...
But after that he'll apologise...
Haha no need to apologise la Mr Sam...
Every week also you repeat it... xD
Overall MF Tutorial was fun...
Then my group changed the project topic to iPhone again...
And I've deleted the info I found on iPhone. Yay! -.-
I felt like exploding just now...
But nah... I need to control my temper...

After school... Bought ice blend with Shasha...
then Shasha went home I waited for Maizurah...
Met Maizurah, had our meal together...
I just ate 1 prata... the rice still kept me full! xD
Then we chilled at the park
and catch up on each others' lives...
As usual, it's fun lah...
Then we both saw Faris... my 3rd time already...
When I asked, he only saw me once. LOL.
Everything was okay lah today... I'm emotionless. xD
BUT! I forgot to take pictures with Shasha and Mai!! Ahhh! -.-
And yea, I'd like to wish Ain a Happy Birthday! =D

I found out something sooooo shocking just now! Haha!
Someone in school likes me?? LOL!
But my friend won't tell me who...
Haha I don't care anyway... I got a boyfriend already. xD
But surprising lah since, when I was in secondary school...
Who the hell would even be infatuated with me sia? xD
I don't know what's wrong with my boyfriend ah...
He sees me differently I think? LOL.
Wah school haven't even 2 months sia
got someone like me... Haha! [I'm so not interested! -.-]

And Shasha, THANKS EH for your good luck wish! Haha!
Super irrelevant I tell you! xD
Okay lah I'll end here! Toodles! =D

Oh yea... I'm like considering...
Should I join Divo Diva...?
I want the CCA points and the CCA seems fun...
BUT... Do I want the popularity?
I'm always scared of popularity!!! How?!!?
Haha nevermind, I decide by Sunday...
ARGH! SATURDAY GOT LECTURE AT 9.30 AM!! =(
Wednesday, 13 May 2009;9:07 pm

Today in school.
Break Time=Picture Taking Time!!! xD


The fresh ones I got yesterday.
The dried one I got 3 months ago.
I still keep that dead bouquet. xD


Kirin loves flowerssssss...! =P


Yesterday outside Econs class
while waiting for the lecturer....
Warning eh Mr W... DO NOT...
TAKE MY PICTURES!!!
[ESPECIALLY my Matric card picture!! I BEG YOU!! DON'T!! xD]
;8:24 pm
Heyloz.... Ahh once again I'm sick...
And CSA lesson seriously made me MORE SICK. -.-
Argh that teacher doesn't TEACH...
He CONFUSES people.. -.-...
But I can see he's trying his best lah...
He gets so stress with 1R02... Haha! OOPS! xD
I hate excel... -.-

Then got 3 hours break...
Just chill with Shasha...
I didn't eat... I just drank 1 cup of iced lemon tea...
Then we talked while Shasha ate...
Then we were bored...
So we went out... Bought bubble tea...
I know I'm not supposed to drink bubble tea...
Coz I have runny nose, sore throat, having menses
and most importantly, I haven't eat.
But who cares anyway...
We talked alot... I wasn't in the mood at first...
But I end up smiling again... Hehe!
The conversation is just between the two of us! x)
Pouring my true feelings out to a bestie
makes me feel a lot better...
For now, only Shasha understands my feeling...

Then went for Econs lecture...
Seriously I was just moody...
But I managed to concentrate...
Went home with the hot weather...
My body just got so weak...
I walked so slow...
And when I reached home, Fiqry wants me to carry him...
Seriously using all those leftover energy I had...
Imagine.. I wanted to tear a piece of bread
to feed fiqry, my hands felt so weak
and trembling... Gosh...
Then I figure, I needed a rest,
when I know in my head, it's saying I need some food.
But I'm not hungry. I don't wanna eat.
I wanted to blog, but blogger was bullshitting...
So I switched off my lappy...
And switched off my brain...At around 6 PM...
6.45 PM, I woke up....
Feeling slightly better I think... xD

I watched American Idol for 10 minutes,
and here I am.
Doing my research for the MF project...
That's all lah today...BYE.
Oh ya got pictures later... that's all bye.

I'm seriously not feeling this situation right now...
Tuesday, 12 May 2009;9:56 pm
Hey peepz!
Today is my 3rd month with my boyfriend...
No celebrations...
Celebrated on Saturday already... Hehes..
Only surprises...
I GOT A BOUQUET OF ROSES!!
OH MY GAWD I'M SO HAPPY! Hehehe!
The the card my boyfriend made for me is so cute!
See... Where to get such a romantic boyfriend?
Difficult to find ok! Haha!

Anyway, today school was terrible...
Not coz of the subjects or whatever lah...
I like every Tuesday...
It's just that it's my first day of menses...
I got this excruciating menstrual cramps
which made me lose my concentration...
Furthermore I had my backache...
And the coldness of the rooms add on to my misery. xD

Break, I didn't eat proper food...
I just ate biscuits and drank water chestnut drink...
Then ate my medications...
Shasha was so worried about me seh! Hahas!
Such a caring bestie! =)
I ate like 3 panadols...
End up in Econs tutorial, I became drowsy... xD
School ended 15 minutes early...
After school went to library with Shasha and play comp. xD

I guess that's all for today...
So dull right? Haha! I know...
It's even more dull when you're sick,
and your boyfriend gives you an additional info
that you don't bother knowing at all. (:

And OH MY GOD SHASHA!!!
You are SUCH a great song writer!!
Write me a song one day babe!! xD
And I'm SO pissed that I have to re-do my
marketing research coz they CHANGED THE TOPIC...
LAST MINUTE!!! THANKS EH!!! ARGH! -.-
Okay that's all! BYE!
Monday, 11 May 2009;11:26 pm

OMG!!! THE PINK HEADPHONE!!!
I'm SO wearing this to school everyday!!


Me & My Besti, Shasha...
She looks sleepy, I look sick. Great.


Me & Pamela... Very friendly girl! Hahas!


Look of the day... Blue! My boyfriend's fave colour. xD


Muhammad Fahryn very the cute!
With a piece of tissue on the forehead! xD
;10:56 pm
Hello peepz!
Let's make this a quick post...
Today was a tiring and sick day for me...
I woke up, I have cough, sore throat,
runny nose, back ache, my leg was also aching
and also other symptoms of my-menses-is-coming-soon.
Hahas! Yea I hate the last one the most. -.-

Was a bit late for school...
Coz I can't walk fast...
I had that menstrual cramps...
And so I couldn't concentrate well... -.-
Additional to the Monday Blues...
I was so sick and bored to concentrate!
Furthermore the person in front of me
just couldn't stop talking! Can you like SHUT UP for a sec? -.-

During break went to Flavours..
Found out I lost my $15... SHIT LAH! -.-
I felt like crying seh... But I didn't la..
Lucky got last week's money... xD
Then after eating, went back to BUS School..
I think on the way to Flavours, I saw Faris...
But not sure lah... Ok lets move on now!

CSA was fun lah...
I sat in between Pam and Shasha...
Pam sureee was energetic! Haha!
Then went home... Slowly...
Seriously sia... Irritating seh cannot walk fast...
Went home.. Watch TV blablabla...
Then I took a short nap...
Just so tired... I slept so rough...
That I snapped my necklace!! NOOOO~!!! *sobx*
Luckily not the neckleace dear gave me...
If not... I will SO cry! Haha!
Even though that thing is already rusty... xD
I still love it though! =D

Then around 3.45 PM or so...
I went to the doctor because of my back...
He said it was just some muscle problem...
He told me to choose... Fast way or slow and steady...
Fast way is INJECTION...
Slow way is medicine and all...
INJECTION?! I'd rather take a year to recover! xD
Hopefully I get better soon lah...
I don't like lah this backache...

Then go home and watch tv..
Then my dad came home with...
A NEW PINK HEADPHONE FOR ME!!!
Oh my gosh! Thank you Ayah!!!
I've always wanted one of those!
I'll post some pictures later on!
Anyway... I NEED TO DO SOME RESEARCH NOW!!
BYE!!!!!
Sunday, 10 May 2009;12:50 am
Yoooo~! Hehehe...
Wahh Almost 1 AM already!!
But I'm not sleepy yet... Oh well...
Today was fun lah can? xD
Ok I shall say... Just now.
Since it's already 1.31 AM now...

Today I couldn't sleep anymore when
it was around 7 AM or so...
The sound of thunder were just scaring me... xD
Then 8 AM I really woke up...
Mum said she wanted to go to the market...
But she said abit later...
So I just lay down on my bed until 9 AM...
I showered and all... Got ready...
That was around 10 AM...
My mum was STILL not ready...
Until she said, she cancelled her plan. o.o...
Nevermind... Haha!
Happy Mothers' Day to my mum anyway... xD

Then I changed my t-shirt...
And got ready for my date instead...
I straightened my hair...
Eh nicer seh... I really like it alots! Hehe!
Later I post some pictures OKAY!
My aunt said my hair style suits my face.. xD
And my hair very nice... LoL! I wish... xD
Another aunt said it seems like I've lost weight...
Errr... Are you kidding me?? o.o..
Hahahas! Thanks anyway... xD
So after I'm done... Around 11.25 AM I went out...
Waited for my boyfriend until 11.40 AM...
My neighbour saw me...
She was like...
"Aiya! Just leave him lah! So late one!! Girls don't wait for boys!"
Hahaha! Nevermind...
If I'M late.... I need to apologise...
If HE'S late... I can nag at him! Haha! xD

Then we went off to Orchard Cineleisure...
Watched my boyfriend's movie lah... OMG ZAC!!!! xD
17 Again! Zac Efron is SUPER HOT! *melts in seat*... xD
Dear bought Famous Amos cookies!
Butterscotch Chip & Pecans!
OMG MY FAVE! LOVE YOU DEAR! xD
Then I bought ice lemon tea...
THE SHOW WAS GREAT!
One part Zac was like reading this note with a sad tone...
I CRIED! Ahahahaha!
I can't bare to see such a hottie cry! LOL!
Not really lah... The note was touching... Haha!
He's just the additional tear-factor... xD
I don't know how many times dear gave this 'signal'
coz I kept on saying..."Oh my... so hot!!!"
Hahaha! Whenever I see Zac... Mike O'Donnell!
I think he was irritated... Haha!
Hot, handsome, cute... ZAC HAS EVERYTHING!! [Sorry eh dear! =P]
After the movie, we went to Vivo...
Had lunch at Banquet...
Play with water at rooftop and wet my jeans... -.-
Hahas! Childish couple... xD
The took bus home... Which was so slow..
Until I fell asleep... -.-...
Okay maybe coz I was already tired before I even went out.

Reached tampines, wanted to find flowers for my mum...
But they were all so expensive! -.-
I also had a stomach ache...
Coz I ate late... Hehehee...
So yea, lost mood to find flowers!!
Tired and sick... Whatever eh... -.-
Luckily we were heading home already...

At home, told mum about the flower thingy...
She changed her mind...
Now she just wants me to treat her a meal.. Aiyoo
So fickle minded one... Haha! Like her daughter... xD
Oh well... I think my energy bar has dropped....
It's 2.11 AM now... I'd better go off...
TO BLOG IN MY 2ND BLOG! xD
So yea.. Toodles! Here are some pictures yea!



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Saturday, 9 May 2009;12:40 am
Yo wassup peepz?
Late update for 8th May...
Ahh I'm emo! Haha!
Only last night and early in the day...
After that I'm okay already... =D

Today I wasn't late for lecture I think..
Haha! The thunder scares me a little. xD
It was really pouring seh this morning...
I went to Guardian and buy lozenges...
My throat hurts... But I still can sing! Yay! =P

Marketing Fundementals' lecture was rather fun...
I really like Mr da Silva! He's so funny! Hahas!
I kept on laughing during the lecture...
He makes the lecture super fun lah can! xD
1R02 students planned to wear the BIZ t-shirt today...
But not all wore... Mostly lah...I wore it! =D
Oh yea! Before lesson starts...
Shasha gave me lollipop! Hahas! Thanks babe! xD
So thoughtful of her right? =)
She's a great friend la... Not because of the lollipop! xD
She's right! We do have a lot in common...
Doesn't mean we look differently...
We don't share some common interest! Hahas!
She's my new bestfriend lah! =)

During break, me and Shasha went to Flavours...
I ate Carrot Cake, Shasha ate Sambal Fried Rice...
Saw Shi Chang there...
That guy ah... Sure must find fault with me! Hahas!
Okay my bad lucks starts.... now.
I wanted to buy Banana Milk Shake...
End up, it was sold out... Shit lor... -.-
Then I went to buy bandung instead...
After buying, I went back to the juice station..
Waited for Shasha... And when we wanted to go off...
This RUSHING girl... Didn't see her surrounding I think...
Her hand hit my drink!
But the drink spilled on neither of our side...
only like one tiny drop on her white shirt...
Not even a drop on mine... Hehehe!
But my drink!! And I was thirsty!
Eh I said not a drop on mine is not like..
Not a drop on ME!
MY RIGHT HAND with my WATCH...
Got Bandung spilled on it! -.-
Lucky my watch plastic seh!
Shasha was there to ask me to chill down... xD
Then we started to eat...
SHIT LAH! The carrot cake not nice seh!
Some parts were like charred... Haiz...
FIRST AND LAST AH! Hahas...

POM lecture was so *&^%ing BORING!
I ate my lollipop to ignore the boredom... xD
But I still payed some attention lah...
The lecturer don't know how to make lesson fun ah!
Must complain! Haha! Joking2! =P
Some people were playing games on their lappy...
And there was this particular guy...
Funny lah sia his reaction! Hahaha!
I shall not explain here... It would be rude...
Me & Shasha were laughing our ass off!
Hahas noisy girls... xD

Lecture ends at 3.05 PM...
1 hour early...
Accompanied Shasha go bookshop and all..
Then I went home...
My cousins were there...
Ater they left around 8 PM, I went to the shps with my mum...
I did lots of house work today...
Somehow or rather... I had fun! Hahaha!
Stress relieving! xD
I don't like to be FORCED to do things...
I do at my own will... Hehe...
You force me, sure I lazy wanna do... xD
Okay lah... 2.08 AM already sia... SHIT!
I need to go to the market tomorrow!
And I have a date after that!
AND I'M SUPER HUNGRY NOW!!! LOL!
Talk about super tired and sleepy too!!
Okay lah! BYEEEEEE~!!!
Thursday, 7 May 2009;10:18 pm

Look at this messy boy! Hehe!


He simply crawled slowly...
And sat on my lap! Cute lah Fiqry botak! xD
So cute ryte he watching TV? xD


Before the race starts! xD


She loves her chocolate ice cream alright! xD


And I love MY vanilla ice cream! hehe!


Sampat sak...! xD


It happens when girls see mirror... xD


At PUB building...Lift.


2nd Rin in the house! Muhammad Fahrin!
So cute right!? Fiqry's lil' brother!
The pig mug that I got from my lecturer.
Hahas! Still in the box now... =D
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Currently In TP, Business School
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