I'mSorryI Can'tBePerfect

If Only You Could See That I'm Trying.
Thursday, 28 February 2008;11:43 pm
Helo! Hmm...I remembered what Mrs Chong said...'No time' is a negative thought...We always have time...BUT NOT TODAY!!! I ave 8 freaking homeworks to be done by tomorrow! Physics worksheet, E-maths, 6 Online craps that we just got to know in such a short notice and web is freaking slow since there's too much people online and I have no freaking time to complete them!! ARGHH!!! BY TOMORROW!!? YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME! I'm like so stressed now! I only do E n A maths online...My e-maths offline n phy wkst havent finish la seyh!! Alamak! Can die ar! Should postpone the deadline to sunday at least! Sheesh...Tomorrow stll got CCA...SOMEBODY KILL ME PLEASE!!! Give us a break la seyh!!! I have got no time to lose! I've gtg!!! BUBBYES!!!

P.S. School MAkes Me Freaking Stress!! Stress=Higher tendency to get pimples! WHAT THE HELL!!! I HATE PIMPLES!!!
Tuesday, 26 February 2008;6:17 pm
HALOOO!! I'm so happy today! Received my Chemistry TA1 paper...I PASSED! I GOT A C5! Haha! I really thought I was gonna fail (as usual)....But I passed! ^^ Though my results isn't that good...I've improved! Thanks to mindmaps! Hahas! Oh yea! I'm sure most of you know my change already by now...I have a new haircut and I freaking love my fringe! Haha! Bad news...Failed my 2.4 km run by 2 minutes! Shoot! Nevermind...I'll do better next week! I better do my best! Haha! Hate running la seyh...Nothing is Impossible! Haha! Just now had Physics TA1...Quite easy...Compared to Chemistry...Tomorrow is A-maths TA1 retest...Wish me luck! Haha! I hope I pass la...Kinda studying right now! Haha! KINDA! Huhu! I online coz I want to go to the maths webbie actually...I wanna see the answers for A-maths Ta1 paper...I'm gonna redo the damn paper....Doesn't sound like me somehow...Hahas! Ok la! Bye2!!!! Oh ya! You guys should buy the LIME mag...Got Maroon 5 picture for the cover page...I don't give a damn bout the mag..But the MP3...The songs rocks! Yea all rock! Haha! I Love the Meza Virs! Gothic band!! I love Gothic Metal! Hahas! Crestfallen is a great song! Yea that song at my friendster that one...Haha! I love all sorts of gothic metal songs...especially my Evanessence and Within Temptation!! They rule!!!! Hahas! K la gtg! I still love sentimental songs thou! Hahas! Jiwang beb! XD

Not so...I love rock more! ^^

I thought it was all over...
No more dreams about you...
No more thoughts abut you...

But why is it all coming back...?
And that once 'oh so sweet' dream...
has turn into a horrible nightmare...

I know you hate me...
And I'm still wondering why...
We haven't talk for a year...
And my days were filled with tears and cry...

Is it true that I miss you...?
Is it a fact that I still need you...?
I just couldn't find the answer to these questions...
Because I always think you're the worst person I've ever known...
Can I ever forget you...?
Am I really all alone?
Will this nightmare last forever..?
Or will it soon be gone...?

Thought my brain is thinking about you...
I'm very sure my heart doesn't love you...
And I'm never..coming back to you....
Sunday, 24 February 2008;11:02 pm
Looks like I'm addicted to editing picts! And shit! I didn't study! Hahah! Coz I've made this beautiful collage of the photos I took with some of the people love the most in my life! So here it is!!! ^.^

So...Waddya think? Nice?? hahas! Click to enlarge btw! ^^
;7:34 pm
HELLO!!! Yay! I've made a change to my appearance!! Hehe! It was a tough decision and I needed some time to get use to the change...Kinda sad by the change at first! But I LOVE it now! Hahas! I can't tell you guys now...Find it out yourself...! Haha! My handphone spoil la sia! The menu like empty sia! Darn it!! Cannot take pictures!! >.< Can la but how to send!? I can't even open any files!! Need to send for service! $20...Then my picts will be gone!! DARN IT!!! I'll find a way to transfer the pict...But how seyh...Sheesh!

Slept at 3.30 a.m. yesterday...Wah so sleepy..LoL! I woke up very late today...Huhu! Whee~! No homework...Shoot! I must study physics!! Alamaks! After I clean up my wardrobe la...Too much clothes la! Hmm...Maybe I'll clean it some other days...My test more important...Test on electricity...The whole of electricity?? Wah siao ar! Nevermind..I'll follow what Mrs Chong taught us...Make lots and lots and lots of mind map! Hahas! And then tomorrow, I will continue making mind maps and the other half of the day I'll practice using my Assessment book...Ok that's my plan and I'm gonna start now! Hehe!

I'm still angry with a jerk who insulted me at my friendster! As if he is SO cool! Use ur bloody brain before insulting others! You are the LAST person who knows me best! So SHUT UP! I may not be cool, as that is how you see me in school! But think again...At least I'm not an asshole like you are! Argh! You're the person I hate the most in this world right now! I guess I'll stop here for now! Adios amigos! Good luck to my classmates who takes biology for the Bio TA1 tomorow! ^^

Get any clues yet? ^^ And Yes. I am Alone.
;1:07 am
Oh ya almost forgot...Hahas! Today I'm not so emo...More to emotional...Haha! Jiwang la...And I found a song that suits my mood now! Hahas! Sorry...The song is in Malay...My favourite sia last time! Haha! Enjoys!


Saturday, 23 February 2008;11:57 pm
Yo yo! Wassup??? Whee~! Today I had such fun! Hahas! There was 4e3's class outing today! Surprisingly...Me and Diyana were the first two to arrive! Hahas! Well I can't deny it but I've misjudged Death Note...It was a great movie indeed! Alot of suspense and also funny part...and don't forget scary parts! Hahas! I couldn't understand the story at first...Especially when a monster came...I was like...err...Monster?? Haha! Ken'ichi Matsuyama who was L in the movie..Was so funny! And cute! Hahas! How I know the name? Just now I saw the name at Teenage mag I think...Hahas! The scary parts are those parts when they show infected people with this strange virus...Especially at the lab one! Sheesh! I used my hood from my sweater to cover my face! LoL! Seriously scaringly disgusting! Haha! And shocking! L was like a bit weird to me..Haha! Especially the way he typed! But he's a genius! And the small kid, Maths Genius is so cute! Hahas! And also the way L wanted to cheer kids up by putting alot of sweets on a stick! So cute n funny! And the way he sit oso I think funny!

Had my dinner at McDonalds after the movie with Ain and Maizurah...The rest of of friends go home already...Charmain said she wanted to take neoprints with us...But I don't know where she disappeared to! Haha! After the movie...My classmates go to our separate ways...With our own gangs...Argh! I saw a beautiful cardigan at L.P. Zone!!! It costs $16 only!!! And the 'P' looks like an 'R'!! Argh! R for Rin! Haha! Black colour sumore!!! I had the money...But I didn't buy it...Hmm...MUST RESIST!! NO SHOPPING! NO...LIFE!! ARGH!! WASTED!! Shoot! CAN'T RESIST! Hahas! Oh well with the support of my 2 friends...I resisted...I didn't buy it...I DIDN'T BUY SOMETHING DEADLY GORGEOUS THAT IS ON SALE!!! I DIDN'T BUY!!! It was a VERY tough decision ok?! Haha! For a shopping queen like me! Haha! Oh ya...The course said...Shopping is one symptom of stress! I am stress NOW! Since I've wasted the chance to buy that cardigan! Hahah!

After that went window shopping with Ain and Maizurah...Wah! At Marks & Spencer, we almost touched these shoes that is made of pig skin! Yucks! Haha! Today...Nobody called me emo!! YAY!! Haha! Even though I wore everything black! Huhu! Instead...Ain said I'm a goth...Woa...Haha! Oh well that's better than emo I think...Since I don't like red...Why am I even called an emokid right? Haha! We went home at about 10 p.m...That is LATE! Haha! Naughty2~! Haha! Oh ya! Saw a girl with blue hair! Hahaha! Everytime see her I will look at her in an akward manner! Hahas! Ok la I guess I'll stop here for today....Lazy la wants to colour the words...Haha! Maybe next time! Bye2!! Oh ya! And thanks Kak Zainab for the beautiful blouse! Abit sexy though...XD


Didn't took much picts...

Friday, 22 February 2008;5:30 pm
HELLO!!! Today must be the happiest day of my life! Hahahas! I achieved one of my dreams! Which is to sing to the live audience!! Hahas! Yay me! Haha! Worth the $140 for the motivational course la! Hahas! I ALMOST gave up! But they said my name already! I had NO CHOICE! Hahas! I couldn't back out last minute...And also Nadzirah would be so disappointed...Hehes.. The whole morning I was nervous! Haha! I was VERY NERVOUS about my solo part of the song! Scared if I blew up any part of it! Haha! It's gonna suck if I ever did!

We left the school at about 8.30 like that...I think...Haha! I didn't even eat my banana biscuits! Haha! Ate it at home though...LOVE IT! Hahas! Talk about addicted to it! Had the last minute rehearsal with Nadz behind the stage in the canteen..Hahas! The place was in Hougang...I forgot the name of the place...Home Of The Aged Sick I think...Hahas! Anyhow only... I took alot of picts indeed with my friends! Hahas! My nerves got even more tensed up when I was at the place! Hahas! Ben played the violin...I could hear it...But was TOO STRESSED to listen to it properly! Haha! We rehearsed about 4 times before we performed...and that DIYANA called me KHAIRIN instead of KIRIN! I'm KIrin NOT KHAIrin!!! Hahas! I WAS SHIVERING LIKE TOOTZ I TELL YA! I was so scared when I was on the stage...! I remembered what Mrs Chong said and I tried to look up! Erk! Scary! Haha! All those people STARING at me! Ahhhh!! Hahas!

And the mic wasn't on! Argh! I was already shivering and i must hold the mic! I need two hands! Coz it was so obvious I was shivering! Hahas! But I gained confidence by time...Except for one part when I didn't sound that nice and my confidence level decreased! ARGH! Hahas! But I did it la...I almost laughed seyh after I've made that mistake...I seriously cannot make mistake...Coz I tend to laugh at myself! Haha! Ya I know...I sound crazy...Haha! And then Nadzirah's mic got some technical problems...I also got scared coz it was HER TURN! Haha! So I passed my mic to her! I tried my best to look up la...But 90% of the time I looked down! Haha! After the whole thing I just walked as quickly as possible to the backstage! Haha! I was blushing like hell! Hahas! Coz so many people were like praising us...LoL! Never felt THAT among my schoolmates before...If family members and cousins different story la...Haha! So many supporters! Hahas! Too bad I won't be performing again! Haha! And my ambition is SO not to be a singer! Haha! But it was, in the past...

We made some hearts out of straws...Complicated but I LOVE the result! Haha! I made 3! And was so happy that I learnt how to do it! Hahas! We also made some origami...Origami is SO not my kind of thing! Haha! Coz I am VERY impatient! Huahaha! When we were about to went home...I talked to Mdm Irma about this Sunday performance for the malay dancers...Must I come or not...Then she said no need...but come to support la...I said see first...Then she said..I 'eksyen' oredy...Haha! I can sing very well on stage and looked very natural but don't wanna dance for malay dance! haha! So I told her la...Dancing and Singing is COMPLETELY different! Hahas! I have very little talent in dancing! Hahas! These feets are not made for dancing! LoL! And then got this old lady who wanted to follow us home coz she thinks that the bus is going to Malaysia...Haiz...I pity her very much...I guess that's all I did for today! WOAH! Talk about a long post! Haha! And I will end here with the video of me and Nadz for all of you out there! Hahas! The performance was a lil' boring...Bear with it! Haha! Yay! Tomorrow got class outing! Wohoo!! Hahas! I can't wait!



I'm in black n grey! Nadzirah is the one in white ok? ENJOY! ^^



Tuesday, 19 February 2008;6:06 pm
Hello!!! Today was the second day of coz! Remember last year I always post saying I'm NEVER early for school! Guess what?? Today...I've made a record in my life! I came to school....ONE HOUR EARLY! So Much For "School Starts At 7.15 a.m."! Argh! It starts at 8.15a.m.! I could have slept for a little longer! One hour longer! ARGH!!! I was very angry in the morning..! VERY! Tomorrow come school around 7.50 a.m...Whee~!! Hahas! There will still be chemistry TA1 on thursday...NOOOO~!!! Argh!

Actually now I angry at something else...You know...I'm so freaking sick of ACTING! I just wish I could scream in front of this ass how much I hate 'it'! As if 'it' is SOOO GOOOOOD!!! World's greatest ass! You know...Ass is not the same as arse...An ass has an arse means...A donkey has a butt...Hahahas! Who is this ass to teach me and tell me what to do?? I am so embarassing all asses in the world by calling that person an ass...I'm sorry donkeys...Animals are not mean! I LOVE animals! Unlike that person...The person thinks it has the right to teach everyone to be like it! GIVE ME A BREAK! It is not the boss of me and my bestfriend! We are who we are! And WE will continue to hate you until one day when the both of us will scream at your face and tell you ALLLLLL your flaws like what you say to us and told us to change! At least WE accept YOU for who YOU are!

Today didn't do much...Study techniques...Lectures all the way...No games...BORING...! Except the pizza part! But her lectures not as boring as yesterday...Very useful indeed today...We ate pizza! 2 Each! I have the picts but cannot upload...Damn it la...Not cannot upload...Cannot bluetooth from my hp to the pc...-.-...Stupid laptop...Ok la I'll stop here...I just wanted to vent my anger! Hahas! I hate act good people who thinks they are perfect! -.-...

P.S. Whatever la eh...I couldn't be bothered anymore...Say whatever you want at that darn tag board...This is my blog...I never mention names...It's my opinion and I have nobody to talk to so i use my blog to vent my anger...I'm sure all of us have someone we hate...And this person is the ONLY person I TRULY hate...Nothing can change that I tell you! NOTHING! And don't jump to conclusion ar who this person is...If this person can hurt me...SO CAN I!

Oh yea! Forgot to say...I can smile already! I'm happy already! Hahas! Ignore the post before this yea! Hahas! I was being too emotional...Hahas! If not coz of this...I cannot smile coz of up there ^^^^....Huhu! Love saves the day! Hahaha! Don't get any ideas that I'm attached! Coz I'm NOT and I WON'T!
Monday, 18 February 2008;6:11 pm
Hey everyone...Lets keep this short and sweet since I'm in a really bad and sad mood okies?
Today, Sec 4s didn't study in school...We had a motivational course...Lecture...Tch...So Boring...They ASKED FOR MORE lectures...-.-...The activities quite fun la...Some of the motivational quotes really inspire me...Hahas! I even made my own one..."Why bother about the sadness around me, When I can find happiness so easily"-Kirin! ^.^!! Hmm...That actually cheered me up a little! Hahas! I guess I can't stay sad for long...Haha! Oh well...I've just forget one of my dreams...Actually still trying to...Hahahas!

Anyways...Just now for the activities...We had to blow cotton buds using a straw and shoot in the bucket...! I got one in! Hahas! My team won!! Whee~!! RED TEAM!!! Hahas! Then the next one was writing our negative thoughts on a balloon and then pop it...Wah! Can get heart attack sia! Hahas! Then we made this large wheel out of newspaper...My team won again!! Yay!! Hahas! Then it was inter-class competition...The Phua Chu Kang competition...! Hahas! Very fnny one! Too bad my class lost...Izzat became the Phua Chu Kang...I can't deny it but 4e2 deserves to win! Their PCK was very funny indeed! Haha! I actually laughed most for that class! XD

I guess that's all...I wanna chill for a while then I want to do my Maths homework and study a bit before I sleep! Shit la! Tomorrow go school at 7.15! Argh! Damn this course! Go home so late sumore!! -.-...

Sunday, 17 February 2008;12:42 am
Helo peepz! Just now went for the CNY Dinner Held at the Central Park...I had 'stomach' cramps like the whole day...But I had to go to the CNY dinner...Later Farah would be alone if I didn't come...So yea...Hahas! Farah gave me some medication now a lil' ok la...Hahas! Sleepy la seyh! haha! Me and Farah like didn't do anything seyh! All I remember we did was...Gossip? hahaha! Oh ya and talk about dream guys? That we can just dream on about? Haha! We are so the same! People call us emokids when both of us are like maniacs who can't stop laughing...All we can say that you people just don't know us...So shut up...Not everyone is happy the whole year round 24/7 ok? Sheesh...

So jealous look at them can wear so pretty clothings! Hahahas! Actually for the Indian dancers...I don't really envy them...Haha! Coz I've worn that Indian Costume WAYYYY before them! Haha! When we collect thise dresses from Drama Room...I was so HAPPY to see that Pink Dress that I wore for Drama SYF 2005! Hahas! Memories...And the zip for the skirt is still not there! Haha! Nobody wore that though...The instructor said the colour was dull...In Malay Dance it might be dull...But I remembered last time...How many people was so disappointed that I got the pink one before them! Hahas! I didn't act...I danced Indian dance...For Romeo & Juliet party...Haha! Oh I act but only fighting scene...Lets get back on track here! Hahas! So I had some real fun with Farah! Hahas! We got free expensive Nasi Lemak[The one at TM Lvl B1 The Otah Stall...]! hahas! Ate that at home just now...Yummy la seyh! haha! Saw Aiha and Aisha at the park just now...So we enjoyed the performance together with Farah too! They performed well...With a little bloopers...Can't avoid that...! After the whole thing...Me and Farah went to Pasar Malam near my house! Wanted to buy a bag la...The uncle said...Twenty Fuay...I was like huh? Twenty? Twenty four? Dets wad I said uh...Den he show his hands...$25...HAHAHA! FUAY! Is FIVE! Haha! I told Farah n we were like laughing non-stop! Haha! We crazy la today! Haha! Ok la I guess I'll stop here! Bye!!
Took These Picts Just Now! I've edited them! It is called...Nothing Better To Do...XDD
Saturday, 16 February 2008;12:31 am
Hey peepz! I've watched P.S. I Love You at Cineplex, Century Square just now! I give a 4 stars rating...Wasn't as good as the storybook...Kinda run off the track actually...I went to the cinema with Kak Yaya and my bro...I wouldn't be so sure they are together again...They were but it wasn't a good ending...And my bro really left me with a bad opinion about guys and relationships... When I heard all those vulgarities he said... Well...Flashback I guess...Simply brings me to tears SO EASILY since I'm in the 'Love Mood'...Hahaha! P.S. I Love You was a romantic show indeed...Case solved! I know already why I cried so easily...Hahaha! Oh man...This is so uncool...Ish...I've been saying that almost the whole day! Haha! No wonder...I just asked myself...Why am I crying coz of him again?! Hahas! I'm NOTHING in his life...EVER...So why bother caring about a @#$%ing jerk right?? And P.S. I Love You taught me to never be afraid to fall in love again...Aww...Haha! Thanks to SOMEBODY...I almost said I don't want to get married! Sheesh! Haha! Oh ya! Gerard...Who played Jerry in the movie...WAS SO HOT! Haha! Love his smile...accent...BODY...Hahaha! And he's SO ROMANTIC! Haha! And when he did his Sexy Entrance Dance for his wife...OMG! So Sexy! haha! I was a lil' disgusted actually...Haha! Not used to urm...Seeing guys so...'sexually excited'?? Hahaha! Oh shut up kirin...XD

Had some fun actually...Hahas! ^.^... I'm so weird...First I'm sad...Then I'm angry...And suddenly I'm happy! Haha! Before the movie I look like so lady-like...I brought my sweater along...After the movie...I looked like some emokid...Haha! I didn't even smile! Haha! Crazy girl...LoL! Lets change the term 'crazy' to psychedelic...Sound more professional! hahaha! Like my frenster nick! Seriously seyh...Me and my black hooded sweater...My hair not tied...Nobody can see my right eye since it's covered with my hair...And my eyeliner was really thick! Haha! Just now I saw, across my block...3 SOC officers...I dunno what they are doing but they are looking directly above my house! Haha! Oops! Battery running low! I'd better leave now! Come to the park tomorrow if you're free and see Junyuan Malay Dancer perform! haha! Nah...I don't and WON'T peform! haha! Singing...depends la eh? Haha! Bye2! Take Care!

P.S. I Love You...^.^
Thursday, 14 February 2008;4:36 pm
Heylo peepz! Eventhough I'm NOT celebrating Valentine's Day...Just wanna wish all of you a Happy Valentine's Day and and and...Happy Friendship Day! Hahas! Hmms...I see the sec 4s this year aren't as romantic as the sec 4s in the past years when I was still in lower sec...hahas! Last tym I see big bouquets of flowers in girls hands...Wahhh...So jealous!! Hahaha! I'll get it one day! On my wedding day! Hahaha! Pathetic sia...LoL! Nothing special la today...OH YEA!!! I got A1 for my SS TA1! Yay! Haha! I gt 9/12...Hopefully that would save me from failing my combined humans...Since I am SO failing my Geography! Hahas! OOO!! And i received A Heart cookie from Mdm Fara for that! Hahas! Everyone in the class oso...I think those with distinctions only...Dunno la...

Just now before I go home...That cookie fell from my school desk and broke at the top part! Oh NO! A broken heart! I've fix it though...By eating it...! haha! Tastes yummy! I want MORE! Hahahs! Joking la...Ain gave me a small card, Sam gave the class sour lollipops which I am NOT gonna eat...And Yi Han gave us Ferrero Roche...I don't like also coz it's like coated with NUTS! It'll drive me nuts if I eat it! Then went back to school for chem remedial...Wah so lame one...No classroom la sia! Study at the study corner at the Level 4 there...Lucky 1 hour only...It went by really quickly actually...We only did this worksheet...I totally forgot about Periodic Table! Arh! better start studying!! hahas! Oh well...I have tuition tonight! And I SWEAR I AM NOT going to be online! Hahaha! Oh yes...Nightmare!!! Somebody wants me to be his Valentine for the day but I seriously don't want [Give me the chills sia! XP]!! I want THAT person whom I see EVERYDAY!!! Hahaha! I can continue dreaming on! Haha! It's not wrong to dream once in a while right? Haha! Alamak! I better go la! I need to finish up my tuition homework! Yay! Next week no more irritating malay boys in my Tuition class! Coz I'm going for the Wednesday class! FINALLY can concentrate! Those assholes never give others a chance to answer! As if they are SOOOO GOOOODDD!! Go to hell la...
Wednesday, 13 February 2008;5:01 pm
Argh!! I am SO DEAD!! Geography and A-maths TA1!!! I'm DOOMED!!! Oh well some of the questions in the A-maths I know how to do...At least get some marks for methods ryte?? Haha! My mind went totally blank during Geography! Not so blank la..it was actually on A-maths formulaes...Haha! [Shit! I'm feeling giddy now...=S] I better get some rest soon! Or I'm gonna...Who knows I'm gonna faint or wad..Haha! Today was Total Defence Day...Ah...Never make a difference in my life...I don't care...Congratulations Syafiqah, Ain, Vyvyan and Yi Han for winning the poster design competition! But most of the congrats goes to Fiqah la! Haha! I don't know eh how to say how was my day...How about...It sucks at first...But then it became the best day of my life? Haha! Why should I tell you why? I don't bother to tell...OK la! I guess I'll stop here! Adios amigos! Take care!
And A Very Happy Valentine's Day To All! ^.^...Too Bad I'm not celebrating...Every year oso same shit...Hahaha! ^.^


where do you think you're going?
Sunday, 10 February 2008;7:55 pm
ARGHH!!! Tomorrow! START! SCHOOL!!!! NOOOO!!! Darn it seyh...I'm gonna miss holidays...Hahas! Wait uh lemmi check my handbook when is the next holiday...[Checking...]...ARGH!!! March 21st!! Which is Good Friday! is it even a holiday?? Hahas! And before THAT...There's X-Country on the 1st of March! NOOOO!!! Hate that day! Don't you even MENTION June holidays! It's NOT a holiday for my batch of school kids! We have MT 'O' Levels!! ARGHHH! hahas! See la I so scared oredy...There's 3 TAs next week...A-maths[AHHH!!!]...Geography[NOOOO!!!]...Physics[DIE!!!]...Hahahas! Most scared of the first one...Sheesh! And I still have no idea for my malay compo! Darn it sia! Haha!

I went to Giant with my bro juz now...I wear so emo sia today...Haha! No I am NOT emo! Shut your mouth okay? Haha! Went to Courts after that...Had our lunch...My bro ate Fish and Chips but couldn't finish it coz too much so he was too full...I ate fried wantons! Yummilicious la sia!!! You guys BETTER TRY THEM! I wish I can have some more of those! Hahas! Halal sumore! Haha! I saw my DREAM SEWING MACHINE!!! It's good for embroidery too! So it is GREAT to sew wedding dresses! And Baju Kurung And Baju Kebaya! Hehe! The price also nice! $3,888!! WHEEEE~~!! I was blown away by the price! Haha! Thought of saving up and buy that by the time I sit for my 'A' Levels...But count2 still not enough! Darn! Hahas! I MUST have it one day! Nobody can stop me from buying it! Hehe! Alamak! I need to complete my compo! Bye2!!! Hahas!
Saturday, 9 February 2008;10:51 pm
Darn...I'm so bored...Hahahas! I tried editing a picture juz now...IT SUCKS! Hahaha! I sewed alot today...I've also came up with a new design for my dress on my bro's wedding...My mum loved the design..! ^.^...I can't WAIT to see the dress! But I'm more eager to see my Prom Dress design become a reality...! Haix...Where can I find a tailor...I can't sew a dress THAT fast when I just join the sewing class after 12 of November...But I CAN sew the sequins! ^.^!! Anyways...Just now Kak Yaya edited a picture for me! I love it! hahas! Don't get any ideas that I told her to write that 'The Sweetest Girl' ok?? Ok la...I gtg! I still haven't do the compo! Haha!




I Edited this...Haha! So ugly sia...XD


Kak Yaya edited this! LOVE IT!
;3:25 am
Ignore what I've said on the previous post! Hehes! I still love my frenz! I don't wanna leave them! And I have a date with Kak Yaya on Valentine's Day! And thank you SOOOO MUCH Steph for cheering me up! Hehes! I really2 appreciate it! Hahas! You made me happy again! Whee~! Hahas! I'm still not sure bout the Hari Imlek = Chinese New Year in Indon...Hahaha! But that is wad I saw on TV...But again...It's not good too trust the tv too much! Hahaha! It is just filled with crapz sumtymz! Hahas! Whee~! So late still wide awake! Haha! Finished my Malay 'O' Level Practice Paper 2 oredy!! So tough! Damn I HATE the comprehension! Especially the find the meaning part! If 'O' Level like that...Wah...Die sia! Hahas! Scared must retake 'O' Level Mother Tongue in November leh....Argh!! OK chill...To call myself A MALAY...How embarassing! Haha! SHOOT! I still have no idea how to make that 'Importance Of A Friend' malay composition...It is a 1 Billion dollar topic sia...I HATE IT! Hahas! Think again...I have alot of wonderful friends too...So...I guess I'd better start writing later in the day! Bubbye!! Gud...morning?? Haha!
;12:56 am
Haix...I Hate My life...That's all...Please Kill Me...I Can't Have You...And I Lost So Many People In My Life Already...Nevermind...Just Kill Me Ok? I Don't Wanna Live Anymore....
Friday, 8 February 2008;5:10 pm
Helloooo...! Today was filled with laughter! Even though I entertained myself...Ok I sound crazy there...Hahas! I read my diaries...That's all! Hahaha! What made me read them...Coz last night...I dreamt I was back in 2006! And that BOY was in my dream! I was like... ARGHHHH!!! I'm still with HIM!?!! THIS ISN'T HAPPENING!! And I woke up from that dream at about 4 a.m.? NIGHTMARE! Hahaha! Wad made me dream bout him sia...Sheesh! I didn't even think about him in the day! Ugh....*roll eyes*...

I read my diary in 2006 one...I don't believe how desperate I was for an asshole! Hahaha! I couldn't stop laughing at myself! I see his true colours already! haha! He doesn't have ANY colour! Heartless freakazoid! >.<...And read the next diary...More funny...Hahaha! Talk about curse of the diary! Hahaha! What I wrote in there which I would never want to happen in my life...is actually happening in my life! Hahas! Funny...I seem to like it...Hahaha! I compare the past and present...Woah...Totally opposite of each other...! Hahas! Ok la!! I gtg!! Need to do my mother tongue 'TA1' ! Hahas! Which happens to be my homework my teacher said...Adios Amigos!

P.S. You Didn't Have To Lie...You Could Have Just Told Me Why We Couldn't Go Out Together...I Won't Be Jealous...Give Me A Break La...You Are SO In My Past...



Our Friendship Is Not Ending...It Has Ended...And I Ain't Gonna Waste A Drop Of My Tear For You No More...I know all along you guys were meant to be bestfriends forever...!^.^...No No...I'm Not Being Sarcastic...I Mean It... =)

OMG! 'WE' WORE THE SAME COLOUR BAJU RAYA LAST YEAR!??? WHAT A COINCIDENCE! SOMEBODY KILL ME PLEASE!!! I'M GOING CRAZY!!! ^.^
See...You Are Always THE reason to make me smile again! Even though indirectly...Haha! XD
Thursday, 7 February 2008;7:06 pm
OH MY GAWD!!! Somebody Kill ME PLEASE!!! I'm Dead bored!!! BORED I TELL YA! Haizz...From Just now I listen to music only...Shops closed! i don't know where to go and I'm stucked at home being jealous about I CAN'T CELEBRATE HARI RAYA THIS YEAR!!! ARGHHH!!! Singing is already boring now...Homeworks? Ugh...That's it...I'm jumping off my block now...Hahas! I'm really really bored!! Oh my GOD!!!! Hahas! Since i'm bored...It is equal to I have NOTHING to say! Oh yea! I sms-ed Mr And just now...I MISS HIM!!!!!! That's wad I said...Hahas! Happy Chinese New Year And Happy Holidays Peepz! BYE!!! My Day is Still incomplete! NOOO!!! XD
Wednesday, 6 February 2008;10:00 pm

Ok here are the photos for the Malay Dance party...The video takes such a damn long time to upload! I've already waited for 1 hour! I've got better things to do! So just appreciate what's there ok? =)


Touch up? Hahas!



The Models...That Masturah Is SO FUNNY! Hahas! Like my design? Hahas! It's sold out...XD


P.S.....I'm really pissed right now! I'm still not happy with the fact that I have no room! My mum said when my bro gets married, I'll have a room! Oh thank you so much...I HAVE FINISHED MY 'O' LEVELS BY THEN! ARGHHH!!! I'm so angry that I could eat a human right now! Grrr..!!

;8:24 pm
Heloz...Happy Chinese New Year to all chinese all over the world and especially to my friends! ^.^!! Ugh...What a boring day today is...-.-...All shops closed...No mood to do my bloody homeworks...Still Must do anyways...Haiz...Today felt...Incomplete...Oh shut up...Hahahas! Uhh that was meant for me...Hehe...Oh you don't need to know why my day is incomplete alright..! Hahas! Ate carrot cake again today...OMG! The Cadbury Marble chocolate is SO yummilicious! Hahas! I went to this coffeeshop to drink Milo Dinosaur with my mum...But the person was SO slow! When I turned to my right...I saw this 2 guys...Like OMG! They looked like indonesian actors! Equals to so handsome! hahaha! I'm sure they are older than me..Hahas! OK once again..Shut up Kirin...Hahas! I spilled my drink! I was so SILLY! Weird part is I wasn't embarassed! Yay! Hahas! [AHH!! MY PRINCE CHARMING DUDE HARLINO CRIED!!! STUPID CAHAYA! >.<] Damn I hate that show! Dude is sad! I really got nothing to say la seyh! Got to go! BYE!
Tuesday, 5 February 2008;5:14 pm


I'm sure you guy have heard of this song before...It's so motivational...It always makes me feel motivated and make me love myself even more! So if you guys feel like giving up...try listening to this song! I know it's old la..Hahahas! I dun care...^.^
;3:23 pm
YO YO WASSUP PEEPZ??!! Hahas! I'm hyper today! Coz I'm SUPER HAPPY!!! In fact, I was so happy in school today...I almost cried! Hahahas! HOLIDAY IS HERE BAYBEH!! haha! Relax! While studying! -.-...Hahas! I need to practice ALOT of trigo questions this holiday for my A-maths TA1...Since there's no tuition teacher to guide me and the bloody TA is a day before my tuition day next week...ARGH! Hahas! Talk about A-maths! Remember I told you guys bout how hard I studied for my A-maths test last week?? It's all worth while!



I PASSED ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS
TEST FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!!! In fact...I
got a C5!! Not even a C6!!
ARGHH!!! hahas! ^.^



I am SO relieved! And super happy! That was when I almost cried coz I've never been so proud of myself and I've been failing my A-maths test, quiz, exams ALL THE TIME! It's time for CELEBRATION!!! Hahahas! And that was what i did when I reached home...I did my HAPPY DANCE! Hahas! I can only dance well when I'm HAPPY! ^.^!! I told all my family members already! Wheee~!! Hahas! My bro and mum was SO PROUD OF ME! And also Kak Yaya! Of coz I'll tell my favourite future sister-in-law!! ^.^! I HEARTS HER! Hehe!


There was CNY celebration in school today...Noisy la those galz from 4e4...The 4e3 galz were irritated! Including me! It was a good show! Except for 2 performances...Hahas! I couldn't really hear what 4e3 won...At least we won!! YAY 4E3!! ALL THE WAYY!! hahas! Sam's singing was great! ^.^! I LOVE the Back To Basics...The Beat Box dudes! They are so COOL!! I LOVE their every performances! Hahas! And also the dances from other groups...! And now it's holiday! hahas! I want to eat la! Bye2! My dad is gonna cook Carrot Cake for MUA'! Hahahas! ^.^!!
Monday, 4 February 2008;9:08 pm
Heyyyy!! Wassup? Hmm...Nothing much here...Talk about bored...And my fingers are damn tired from drawing non-stop..! Haha! What am I drawing? Some design for my class...I've never been so contributing to my class in my whole life...Only for 4e3 which was 3e3 but last year I was lazy...Hahaha! I LOVE 4e3!! Hehe! I hate my previous classes...Except for Primary 3...I only hate the bloody teacher who kept insulting ME! Embarassed ME! I HATE HER! Haha! School life is great with 4e3...I don't know but I feel like this class..urm...what you call that...? Brings a smile to your face...Hahas! I've made so many posters for the class already...Tomorrow another one...Hahas...My class doesn't seem to be very enthusiastic to decorate the class for CNY this year...We actually won ryte last year? I couldn't remember...Hahas!

Wah from just now listen to sentimental songs...Hahas! I don't 'feel' the songs nimore since I've been single for so long and I'm SO over my past...Hahas! No mood to study lahs today...Tomorrow oso can lah...Huhu! I want Carrot Cake!! Hahas! Just now Maizurah came my house and we played games on my bro's PS2 from 2-6 p.m.! haha! Enjoy! ^.^! She better not share about that one particular game we played! haha! Naughty girls! XDD

I Can actually hear my dad snore from the living room? He's in his room now...Like oh my gawd...So LOUD! >.<

Look at the 2nd "It's We Not I"...Nice? Hahas! I LOVE IT!
It's dedicated to my beloved class...4e3!! ^.^
I never force you guys to like it...So If u hate it...No need to say la..XD
Sunday, 3 February 2008;5:24 pm
Heloz! Wahh...Rain whole day...Hahas! So chilly la today...COLD!! Hehe! Hmm...Got angry for a sec juz now...Coz 2 hours of my life is WASTED...I could have done something BETTER! -.-... You DON'T Wanna Know Why!

I've been chillin' out at home the whole day! Phew... So relaxing...School 2 days only!!! YAY!!! Hahas! And tomorrow is MOTHER TONGUE TA1!!! So today I'll be reading some model compo for INSPIRATION...Hahaha! Wish me all the best peepz! Coz I'll do the same for you! ^.^...I failed last year...Embarassing la siot! Haha! Malay fail malay language! Huhu! I'm starting to get sick of my blogskin leh...But I also cannot find a new nice one...Nevermind...Like the new song?? I LOVE IT! Hahas! I'm clumsy! Hehe! Ok la I'll stop here...I wanna do my homework...Next week no TUITION!!! NOOOO!!! Hahas! Ok la! Bye2! ^.^

P.S....Talk about love is blind...I Must Be FREAKIN' BLIND or MY EYES ARE INFECTED WITH LOVE GERMS! Hahaha! Coz seriously...People whom I say 'cute' are so the opposite of the meaning! Except for Dude Harlino! That guy is SUPER DUPEROUSLY HOTNESS!!! Hmm...I guess I'll open a new book after secondary school! hahas! But if I go for good-looking people...I will SO be a SLUT! And that person confirm plus chop is a timer! Coz they think they are 'SOOOO GOOOOOD...SOOOO HANDSOMMEEE'!!! Hate those kind of people! Some guys are not good-looking but is in the popular crowd...They just think they are FREAKING GREATTT that they can break girls hearts by TIMING THEM! Bloody ASSHOLES! Hahahs! I seem to be angry there...Haha! Nahh I just hate people who break girls heart...Remember my dearest 'sister'...You are still young...Don't get in a relationship so early...=)
;12:31 am
HALO!!! Hehe...Today was such a super duperous day! I had a great time shopping with my mum! Hehes! I went to CompassPoint with my mum around 6 pm...We joked alot...So I'm a very cheerful gal today! I smiled almost the whole day! Except for when I was in the bus and this irritating man hand was at my seat...I cannot rest and his bag kept on hitting me...And when he wanted to move to the back, his newspaper were only inches away from my face! Grrr...! I like wanna smack him with that bloody newspaper sia! [Ugh...I'm so exhausted now...Type also very slow now...-.-...]

When I reached Metro...I was very fickle minded la...So I couldn't really decide what to buy...For sure I was gonna buy a shirt! And I did! I used my $50 voucer that I got from my sis on my bdae last year...Already almost 5 months passed then I used! Haha! There wasn't any expiry date...When I saw this Miss Sixty perfume + shower gel.. $20...Thought of buying that...But to think again...The shower gel was like bigger than the perfume...And I have the deodorant also I use abit2 only...Haha! I dun wan it to finish very fast! So I didn't buy it...Saw this Addidas perfume + shower gel also...Thought of the same thing...What for use such a great smelling perfume for showering? Hahas!...So I didn't buy it...Saw this beautiful shoe! $23...But no size!!!!! *Sobx*! Disappointed sia! I really fell in love with it!! So I bought a different type one...Also black...Flats! SO not comfortable! But it's $19...Can always use the shoe support or wadeva...That is on next week's shopping list! KIRIN IS A SHOPPING FREAK! ^.^!!! Hehe! But at first I saw those two shoes, I loved both of em! Haha! Next thing I looked for my shirt! I tried one...Too tight and sexy...! >.<...Then my mum recommended me this beautiful shirt...BUT IT'S TORN AT THE SLEEVE!!! DARN IT!!! 2nd Disappointment! So I took this black and white horizontal striped long sleeve dress...But I wearing with jeans la! Me? Wear a DrEsS JuSt LiKe ThAt??? HA-HA! -.-...Then I saw heaven! CHOCOLATES!!! Hahahas! First I took one...den I took 3 more...I bought this potato chips, 3 pack Toblerone and 3 of the Cadbury the big2 one...Dunno what it's called la...Hahas! [Flavours: Caramello, Marble and Top Deck] Total Yum Yums! Hehehe! One day, one whole deck(is that the correct werd? XD)!! Just kidding la! I'll grow FAT! But I did that in the past...Stopped when I reached Sec 1...That's all for Metro...


After that went to Action City...Mum bought this water dispenser for $9.95 I think...Cute~! Pink elephant! Talk about pink elephant I remember last time at the end of sec 2 like that when I bought this pink elephant...Elfy! Then so many people suddenly ask 'is that your boyfriend?' when I put at my nick 'I Love Elfy!!' Hahahahaha! Silly people! The name already so weird...! Haha! And some of those are even boys...Does it matter if 'Elfy' is my boyfriend? Haha! Then went to Value shop...Then ate at Banquet...I ate Carrot cake!! Yummilicious!! Hehe! Favourite sia! And when I went out of the place...Saw Kak Aini from Malay Dance with her friend...At first i couldn't see clearly...Hahas! She wave then confirm it's her! My eyesight is really getting worse! DAMN IT! >.<...Then took bus went home...
When reached Tampines...Went to Tampines Link...Bought 2 black clothings...Both like long like that...I LOVE them! hahas! make me look slim! ^.^...One for $5...*yawn*! Sleepy leh! Hahas! One my mum chose for me...The other one I choose myself! Today was a great day indeed! Darn it...Still must update my personal diary...So LAZY LEH!!! Alamak...Haven't wash my face la! 1.05 a.m. already!! Got to go now!! Adios Amigos!!!! Gud night! Shit sia I didn't go to NAFA open house! But the shopping change my mood! Huhuhu!

KiRiN LOVES SHOPPING!!! Hehe! =))
YUMMILICIOUSNESS!!! Huhu! And The receipt! Can see or not? $50.40! XD
Friday, 1 February 2008;6:59 pm
Helo! Me again! I've changed my song! NOW u believe I'm not emo and I'm jiwang? Hahahas! I know abit racist la my song...Since it's in Malay..At least u know this is a malay blog...Hahas! And the song is kinda old...But I just like it! Not happy? Shut up la seyh...I dun even care! Go make your own blog then! =)

ENJOYS! =)

And one more thing...I'll change my song every week! Coz Songs get boring easily to me..Hehe! This week is jiwang week...So I put Jiwang song...See bout next week la k...So fast 1 month already...5 more months people!! Malay 'O' Levels!!! ARGHH! hahas!
;5:52 pm
HEY!!! Weekends is finally here!! YAY!! Thank God It's Friday!! Haha! It has been one exhausting week! Today there was 3 tests! Phew...Physics...A-maths...English TA1...The most difficult i think..Hmm..Physics! Hahas! I HATE SCIENCE!!! Damn it...Hahas... For the first time...when me & my frenz discuss a test after the test itself...I got the same thing as them! Yay! I think my A-maths graph correct...Who knows...Hahas! Miracles do happen sometimes! I'd be freaking disappointed if I fail AGAIN! I really studies freaking hard for the freaking test! Until I accidentaly doze off yesterday coz I was freaking tired! Slept at 1.30 a.m. yesterday...Finish revising around 1.15...When I realise I wasn't actually revising anymore...The paper was already on the floor and I was already asleep! Haha! Tired la sia...

Got trigo test during tuition yesterday..Oh yea! I failed with flying colours! Hahas! Those freaking 2 malay boys in my tuition class are so damn noisy! Like want to smack their face sia! Grr...! Always want to go home early! I never want to go home early! Haha! For tuition of coz...For school...I always want to be the last to come and first to go! hahaha! Tuition fun la...Got air-con, teacher very very very nice...I LOVE MR TOCK!! Huhu! If only got air-con in my class...! haha! The wind and fan already made me shiver...Imagine got air-con...I think I'll have frost bites! hahah! Ala...Say about teacher very3 nice...I MISS MR ANG KENG KIAT!!!! MR ANG!!! COME BACK!!! *SoBx*!...He always made school fun for me! I make him like my own father seyh! Oh yea talk about maths...Received my E-maths TA1 paper just now...OMG!!! I actually got an A1!!! ARGHHHHH!!! hahaha! 1st time la for my secondary school life!!! I'm SO HAPPY!!! Hahas! If only got Mr Ang KK...Sure he's happy for me...Hehe...Coz I almost failed my TA1 for E-maths last year...[Just told my mum and she seems so proud of me...Unlike other times...'Mum...I failed my test'..Haiz..Nevermind..Try harder next time...] Hehe! My mum's face was like so happy! ^.^

Just now got CCA...Didn't do much...Kinda boring...hahas! So I helped out Farah with her class deco...Hahas! Nah...We are not classmates for those of you who don't know...Rained very heavily...Huhu...And I was in the emo mood...LoL! I made this motivational phrase thingy for my class...And now I'm part of the Welfare Comittee for my class...Finally! Some recognition! Haha! Actually got that a year ago...Haha! Mathematics representative...So much for HATING to be a leader! haha! Eh people!!! Yesterday the NAFA open house start already la!! Until 2nd Feb! Ahhh!!! I better go! I want to see the fashion studies! Oh yea! Now I can choose whether I wanna go JC or Poly...! Yay! But still I dunno where to go...Hahas! depends on my result I guess...I'm trying to LIKE studying...What a tough task! Haha! yesterday I went shopping! I bought this Dog Tag with a Bling2 K on it for $8.90...K for KIRIN! My grandma was like...who's K? I know your name starts from S...No...It starts from A...Haha! Eh no! N...Den A...Hahas! I bought this 'MYUK says no to EMO' hp pouch for $5.90...And a hp accessories at Mini toons for $2++...SHOPPING FREAKO!! Hahas! I Love Shopping! Tomorrow going Bugis with Sharon and Maizurah! WOW! LONG POST! hahas! Gtg now!

Kirin...Signing OUT! Smile always peepz! =))
Shopping And Bling2 Makes Me Smile! =D
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