Don't you think she's cute??? Little Miss Shopaholic! I drew it! hahas! It has been a while since I drew something... Too busy to even draw... Then I edited it using Photoshop... Well I just erased the notebook background....Which turned out to be grey when I took a picture of this thing...And there were lines... Hmm...The hair also I follow my hairstyle...Haha! And I ALWAYS have that BIG smile on my face! Especially when I go....
SHOPPING!!!! ^^
Hmm...Too bad I can't colour her in...I tried but I failed! DAMN IT! Hahas! Hmm...Thinking of making a t-shirt out of it! Hahas! She is SO ME! Wait first uh...Must save money ferst! Haha!

Oh my gosh..I'm watching this dunno what show on Sensasi right now...I'm not WATCHING it exactly... Looking at it! hahas! Coz I only look up when I see JERICHO ROSALES!! OMG!! That guy is FREAKIN' HANDSOME, HOT, CUTE!!! And his smile is SOOOOO contagious! Hahas! Just like Dude Herlino's smile! Wheeee~! Hotties! Haha!

OH!!! LOOK AT THE TIME!!! It's 12.09 a.m.!!! It's my brother's birthday!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANG PIL!!! You're OLD!! Haha!
Come home so late one...How to give present...Sheesh... I remembered last year celebrate like around 1 am? hahas! I bought him a slice of bdae cake, I got from work... Polar... Sheesh... I hate working there! Haha! I MISS ANNIE THOUGH! =(

Oh what a boring boring Saturday... I did nothing but sleep! Haha! I know...LAZY!!! I have no mod to study larhs... Especially to go online... Ishk...I just changed my 2nd blog's layout and then I went offline... Oh I'm starting to hate Saturdays... haha! Nevermind... After this stupid Chem Mock Exam... ENJOY!!! On Tuesday or Monday, I'll be going to White Sands... Just to take neoprints and waste time...Haha! I know...What the hell.... I might also be going to SP...I don't know what's my whole point of going there since I'm going JC and SP doesn't have fashion design course...Mainly to waste time la... Haha! Oh boy...I'm SO SO SO BORED... And I'm stuck at home from just now and I'm desperately in need of $5! haha! Coz I wanna buy my mum's present and I am short of $5...Shit! Nevermind luh...I'll find a way to get that money! Haha! Ok2 I gotta go! Need to pray! BUBBYES!

Ok what's up with the title 'Kirin Day'? Hahas...Nothing actually... I just say it's Kirin Day coz today is all about me and myself! Hehes! I've been stressed for so long already this year... I even had a strand of grey hair last month! EEEEEEEYYERRR!!!! After THAT incident, I tried to relax more! Haha! Totally FREAKY! Hmm what happened today... In school, Miss Neo didn't come... So why not be naughty for a day huh? hahas! Me and Maizurah were like playing the game in my handphone like nobody's business... Ok we were noisy... Haha! I mean the game was like so fun! Haha! Then about 15 minutes or was it 10 minutes to recess...Me and Maizurah left the school to buy bubble tea! Haha! We wanted to left earlier, but we were like ALREADY eating in class... Haha! When we reach to our normal bubble tea stall, it was still closed...ARGH! So we went to the other one which is kinda far from where we were, it used to be my favourite when I was in primary school! ^^ The shop was half open... Me and Maizurah were like...Uncle...Uncle...Are you opened?? Haha! And Maizurah even knocked on the shutters... Hahas! I think it was our LAUGHS that made the uncle go out... Haha! So I bought Vitcalo Oreo... I dunno what the heck is Vitcalo... Haha! So why not try it? The bought crackers and then go back to school...Surprisingly on time... Haha!

After school, went to Interchange with Maizurah... Since I don't know WHERE is my Ez-link card... I had to walk to Interchange... Oh gosh...How I HATE walking at the park on Friday afternoons! So many malay boys and men! -.-... So we rushed our way to the mall! Bought my brother's present and also Nadzirah's present...! Then had lunch with Maizurah at Kopitiam TM....Pathetic sia!! The chicken rice, the chicken so little one! [Chicken Little! -.-....Whatever Kirin...XD] Never buying there again! Then we just wasted time there until it was 3.00 pm and we head home, taking the bus... Coz I seriously don't wanna walk in that park alone! -.-...

At home, I showered...Used body scrub, really really really shampooed my hair... And I smell GREAT after that! Hahas! My skin became soooo smooth and so was my hair! After praying, I used my traditional facial mask... It kinda stink but I'm used to it! Haha! Who cares? It makes me gorgeous! Haha! I mixed the powder with Jasmine water...It was actually toner...Ah! Who cares... Haha! Then I used it for like almost 2 hours since I accidentally slept... Hahaha! Come on...With cucumber patch on my eyes, the room was dark... Of coz I fell asleep! Oh yea I was also listening to rock song...Haha! I told you rock is my lullaby! Of coz it cradled me to sleep! Hahas! When I woke up, washed my erm...Scary face? Haha! I looked scary sia... Hahas! Then after that... AHHH!!! My skin felt SOOO SMOOTH! And those pimples actually like SHRUNK! YAY!!! Omg how can I not try this mask since like last time??!! I've tried so many things to get rid of that 3 bloody pimples on my face! Maybe I'll be using the mask again before I go to sleep tonight... So yea...I totally love my face right now...GAWD! Hahas!

If that girl thinks she's so POWERFUL...Trying fighting against me and MY gang, which includes my brothers and their friends and my SISTER who happens to be a police officer!

Hey peepz! How's life? I hope everything's doing great! Hehe! First of all before I start.... To Miss/Mr 'tp' at my tagboard there... You know what? I have a strong feeling...You're one of my friend in school... Hahas! Heard of the saying "Hate Turns Into Love"? Well if you have...You should know that feelings can change towards something or someone after sometime...

Hmm I used to dislike Mr Ang K S coz I think his lessons was rather serious and boring...And he was going WAY fast! And my maths was like ALREADY slow...How about A-maths?? So I thought it was kinda selfish of him to think that everyone in my class have the same learning pace... But what he did to me end of the year last year really changed my mind about him...In fact, I even feel guilty for disliking him... Ok I WAS being bias coz I really really really love Mr Ang K K's teaching and suddenly he has to stop teaching us A-maths... So yea I agree it was kinda unfair for me to judge Mr Ang K S like that... So like I said, end of the year last year...I was really crying and begging for a second chance for me to prove that I CAN be an A-maths student... But Mdm Teng insisted that I drop A-maths... It really broke my heart and made me cry IN SCHOOL...-.-...[You should know by now who I'm hating and will CONTINUE to HATE]...But Mr Ang K S was there to console me and gave me moral support that I should try my very best and he knows I CAN do it! ^^ Oh well I did fail that test... Haha! That was LAST YEAR! But I really saw Mr Ang K S face was like really caring...And showed that he really cared for me, as his student...

This year, things just got better...After I joined the A-maths tuition... And got an A1 for my E-maths end-of-year examinations last year... And also after Mr Ang's message saying that there will be ANOTHER qualifying test when school reopens... I suddenly start to love maths... And Those stuffs really motivates me to do better... And this year... Oh my classmates should notice this... Hahas...! Every SIMPLE question also I will ask Mr Ang! Haha! Especially after he said I don't have to drop A-maths and that I'll just have to attend the remedial class every Friday... I attend that class also coz Mr Ang told me to... Not coz Mdm Teng told me to...-.-... Somehow or rather I'm used to his teachings... And since he has been my teacher for almost a year already... I realise that he's actually funny... And SO SO SO nice to me! Hahas! [Hmm...Maybe coz I'm the maths rep? Haha! Whatever Kirin...LOL!] But seriously... His seriousness is actually FUNNY! hahas! Ok I sound STUPID when I said that... Hahas! Now there's not even ONE maths lesson where I don't laugh..! ^^ Oh yea... I just whine when there's no maths on that day! Haha! Weird..That actually came from me... Haha! The person who HATED maths since primary 3! LoL! And that day when Mr Ang like totally LISTENED to me on MSN when I apologised to him if I failed the A-maths mock exam since I didn't do a question which I know very well and I have lost ALOT of marks!... And the way he advised me, I was really touched... Hehe... He just said that I shouldn't be careless next time...Based on my opinion do I think I pass or fail... Then he said...I PASSED! OMG!!! I felt SO HONOURED when he only told ME my result! Whee~! Haha! Oh yea I even said 'I love you' to him! Hahaha! Eyh! As a teacher la seyh! Haha! He said he knew I can do it and I deserve it since he said that I have worked hard this year... And he told me to continue to work hard and I will end up to be an A student for 'O' Levels... And he told me to aim for distinctions now... I'll do my very best Mr Ang! Just to make you proud and make....MDM TENG LOSE FACE! Hmph! I'll SHOW YOU I CAN do it ok? Waddya think? An F9 student has no hope is it?? Don't need to give chance IS IT??! EAT YOUR WORDS I TELL YA! Coz I'm gonna prove YOU WRONG!

And Mr Ang K S... I really really hope you'll replace Mdm Teng as HOD of Maths some day... You deserve that position even more...Coz you're such a wonderful maths teacher! You don't deserve to be JUST a normal teacher! Hehe! Nevermind, HOD or whatever... You'll always be the BEST maths teacher I've EVER had Mr Ang...Even if all the tests you set are DIFFICULT! Ish! Haha! But I guess it's for our own good huh? Hehe! OK la! That's all!

Oh yea, talk about Hate turns into Love....Even the person who I have a crush on right now used to be the person I hated SOOOO MUCH...-.-... That too-much-coincidence-in-life makes me think that he's so Kpo! Everything I say also, one second later he'll say the exact same thing! Haha! Oh well, I think differently NOW! =P

I Hate Mr Ang K S, Mathematics,Rock Music, HIM
Favourite Teacher.Favourite Subject.Favourite Music.Favourite Crush.=))

Like I've said... Feelings change...The more you hate it...The MORE you'll love it someday... Especially that last point... Hehe!

Remember I told you guys about me changing into a new girl after secondary school? Well the change starts NOW... Well I'm working on it... Haha! SLOWLY... Here's My Goal...

~>Improve In Studies
~>Be at least a B student by Prelims
~>Be an A student for 'O' Levels...Hell Yea I Must Get At Least 4 A2/1!
~>Save Up Money
~>Eat more healthy stuffs
~>Pamper My Face Even MORE
~>Get a rockin' haricut
~>Change My Negative Attitude...Workin' On It
~>Repent...Workin' On It
~>Be More Friendly...Tryin' My Best!!
~>Have a whole new wardrobe...
[CLEAR UP MY OLD FASHION AND SHOP FOR NEW CLOTHES!]
~>Exercise MORE regularly
~>Lose at least 6kg by November
~>Concentrate MORE on my studies
~>Do constant revision for Maths...^^
~>Continue liking that someone even if there's just SO MANY Kpo people around me! XD

I guess that's all... Hahas... Well there's one optional one... Well not for now uh... Now more to study and changing image...

IF I happen to have a boyfriend...
~>Be committed to him
~>Make him happy but at the same time NOT making SINS
~>DITCH HIM IF HE PLAYS TIMER!

Arghhh! My eyes are like painful and talk about DROOPY...-.-... Surpirisingly no eyebags or dark circles! Yay! Hahas! I'm SOOOO SLEEPY!! I slept at around 1.30 am... I know... There's no one else to be blamed apart form myself! Haha! And this crazy girl still can online when she knows she DAMN tired right now! -.-...

I did so many things to make me laugh like hell just to keep awake this morning... And of course... The never-fail-to-crack-me-up jokes... About Mr Ang... hahas! Just jokes la seyh... I DO NOT have feelings for him! Haha! I just say those stuffs for fun... Excuse me la... I don't go for people who are like WAY older than me! Hahas! But Dude Herlino is an exception! Hahas! He's the King of my heart! Hahahaha! Aduhai prasannyerrr.... haha! Then Diyana anyhow say Mr Ang is married... Ish! He's not even wearing any ring! -.-... Hahas NO it's not a good or a bad news for me! Haha! I don't care...! LoL! Hmm after school just now I hope people don't get wrong ideas when I say...I didn't have the chance to say bye to HIM... The HIM is Mr Ang... Not a boy... A Man! Hahaha! And I was JOKING! -.-... Just now we had 1.5 hour break... So I went to eat at the coffeeshop with Maizurah... I know very low class...Who cares? I'm still full! Haha! Then we bought bubble tea, hang around at my void deck then went back to school for E-maths lesson... Arghh... Until now I'm like STILL sleepy... Hahas! I joked alot with Maizurah today... Actually I only joked with her... Haha! Ok la that's all! Bye!

SLEEPING TIME!!! Hahahas!

Hellooo~! OMG KIRIN!!! 1.11 am still haven't sleep and I happen to be SCHOOLING tomorrow! Hahaha! Like I care? Haha! I was watching Bring It On: In It To Win It... recommended by Diyana... I thought I wanna stop halfway... Then the movie very syiok uh! Haha! Lets CONTINUE! Haha! And I end up watching the whole movie... -.-... My eyes are so heavy right now! Still can blog! Haha! What the hell... I blogged 2 hours in total...-.-... On my new blog that is... Hahas! Only 2 girls have access to it... My bestest friends... Oi! Aku ngantok la siak! Haha! Ok2 gotta go! Suddenly tired of the word BLOG already... Hahaha! Bye2! NITES!!!

Eh!!! OH MY GOSH...!! I can't believe how some people can be SO busybody! Oh oh SHE like that Guy...?!!? Oooo... Ahhh.... Ehhh??? -.-... Whatever la seyh... It's people's problem what who they like and all... Doesn't concerns YOU...-.-... And I am SO irritated right now... Observing la... what the fuck la... Oh so now alot of people know who I like... SO? What? Want to report to Cleo or Teenage Magazine or something?? Geez... Give me break la seyh! GET A LIFE PEOPLE! GET A LIFE!!! -.-... Haiyoh... No big deal what... What? Different standards in society? Do I LOOK like I care? -.-... The case is CLOSED la... I thought this..."Eh I know someone who LIKES that 'guy'.... WHO? who? WhO??"..-.-...Is all over seyh... Ahhh!! Coninue teasing those two!! Don't include me in!! I don't want!!! >.<... Sial uh... It was so QUIET when I used to like someone OUTSIDE the society I'm in... Since NOBODY knows him! -.-... How I wish things can be the same for now...Sheesh... Kpo people... No life one...

Omg!! I had a nightmare just now!!! I DREAMT AIN TOLD ME BLOGGER HAS CLOSED DOWN BECAUSE GOOGLE BECAME BANKRUPT!! Hahaha! I know...Crazy dream... But I remembered myself blogging in that dream... And Crying...-.-... Haha! I love my bloggie woggie too much la seyh! ^^

Went to the shop with my mum just now... Went to buy Loo Chia's birthday present... Her birthday is tomorrow... HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE LOO CHIA! Hahas! Speaking of which... I haven't write anything on her birthday card yet... I'll do that soon... Just online to blog... AGAIN... Haha! Ermmm....ermmms.... ermmms.... Got nothing else to say luh! BYE2! XDD

"If You Really Love Someone, Even If That Someone Hates You, You'll Still Love Him"-Me??

Haha I know... Total lame and crappyness... Haha! Ok2 gtg! BYE! XD

Oh My Gosh! I guess miracles do happens! Wheeeeeee~!!! I PASSED MY E-MATHS MOCK EXAM!!!! I PASSED THAT BLOODY HELL PAPER!!! Haha! Oh My Gosh! I was so SHOCKED when I saw my results! O.O.... 56.5/100!! Oh my... I thought I would get like... a D7 or below... Hahaha! I actually got a C5! Yeah!!! Hahas oh well... I didn't give my best shot... I will give my very best next time! No more slacking Rin! ^^ Oh well I know my Chem Organic Test just now has gone down the drain... Hahaha! I was seriously like... EEEEKKK! How to do??!! And suddenly some of the answers came to me... Haha! Like Oh My God... Physics was SUPER BORING! And I suddenly got attitude problems... Haha! Well... I just don't like Physics I guess...? Haha! Whatever... Ahhh!! I'm so happy that I passed my maths mock exam!! BOTH MATHS! ^^ I know ar my science... GAME OVER! Hahas!

After school I went to the bubble tea shop alone... Emo mood? Dunno.... Hahas! What am I emo-ing about anyway? -.-... Just feel like being alone... Then when I almost reach my block, saw Loo Chia... Well she was alone and waiting for 2 pm... Need to go to that RELC programme... So yea... Who bears to watch their friend being lonely right? So I accompanied her for the time being... It has been long since we talked... Hahas! So it was REALLY akward when we suddenly talk...-.-... Just needed a few minutes before we could laugh la... Hahas... She still remembers that time when we were Primary 3 and we were like Hi-5's number 1 fans! Hahas! I miss those times... Hmm... Though life was lonely at home... Since both parents working... School has never been so fun... Whenever I see Loo Chia, I feel like I'm a terrible friend...How can I leave my bestfriend being lonely in school everyday just like that while I'm having fun with my new bestfriends?? So yea since it's my last year in this school....Why not make the best out of it? Hehe... I'm so happy we're friends again... ^^ Don't worry Loo Chia, You're NEVER alone as long as I live! Coz I'll never forget the friendship we once had last time! You were the most FUN friend I've ever had in my primary school life! Hehe... Ok la... I guess that's all... GOSH I'M FREAKIN' HUNGRY! -.-... BYE2!

OMG.... BRIDGING PROGRAMME SUCKS....!!! SO BORING!!!!

MSN SUCKS LA SEYH~!!!! Already fourth time sia I got disconnected from MSN~! Shit shit shit!!!! OF ALL TIMES!!

Sial lah... I was like chatting with Yi Han and disconnected for SOOOO LOONGGGG UNTIL YI HAN GO OFFLINE! Damn it! -.-... Eh2... Kirin still not studying... Hahaha! Can say that I'm....
DAMN LAZY TO STUDY!!!
So many to things to study... So little time... Haha! I don't care already... Haha... Oh well whatever with MSN already so many times disconnected lazy to go online already...! -.- CURSE YOU MSN!!! Hahahas! Oh well...At least one of my prayers was answered... Lalalaz..! Hahas! Oh right... ALHAMDULILLAH.... Hahaha! You see... It is good to pray... Hahas! Brings happiness and peace... For those of you who thinks you have created alot of sins... It's not too late too repent now you know?

It has been such a LOOOONNGGGGG time since I used the phone for hours to talk nonsense... Hahas! So yea while waiting for MSN to work... I chat on the phone with Diyana... I'm not really the type of person who likes to talk on the phone... Haha! The last time I talked on the phone sooooo long was when someone sang to me and his voice reeks...-.-... Oh well... That's all in the past... Ok that's all! Bye! XD

Daydream after daydreams... Huhu...! One day it will happen la.... XD
What la I'm talking about...-.-

Argh! Lag Lag Lag.... Stupid laptop... Keep on lagging! And it's not even A YEAR old... Haiyoh... I'm so tired la today... So lazy want to go school tomorrow... Hahaha! You know what I'm more tired of? Frequent relationship quarrels by this particular couple... EVERY WEEK there must be at least ONE fuckin' quarrel... I'm sick of all the vulgarities spewed out and I'm sick of all the shouting! What the f**k sia... Want to quarrel, meet up and quarrel la... So don't irriatate others around you...Sheesh... Keep on saying... WE'RE THROUGH!... The next thing you now... Helo Darling what are you doing??.... -.-.. Sial ah... If I'm the girl... "What am I doing? Entertaining a monkey on the phone I guess!" -.-.... Once the guy says it's over... "Hello there Enemy! ^^ Glad to HATE you"... Sheesh... Ahhh! Stomach ache!! >.<.. Ate too much chilli padi! Hahaha! [Padan muker aku..] Can't resist la... Hehe!

Some people are super nonsense... Even after being dumped still want that person as if that person is the only person left on Earth...-.-
I tell you... No matter how much I love that person... Once I got dumped.. I take it as the book is closed! No more coming back... ESPECIALLY BEGGING FOR HIM TO COME BACK! Women are not DOGS to what I call... Men...-.-...

P.S. Am I ready for a relationship even AFTER 'O' Levels? Hahs! Don't think so! Isn't it better to remain as friends instead? =)

Wohoooo~!!! Malay 'O' Levels Is Officially OVER!!! Or is it? Hahas! No la... Oral haven't finish...-.-.. Ok then, Malay Paper 1 & 2 FINISHED!! Hahas! Yay yay! LoL! OMG like today's quote is "expect the unexpected"... The exam was somehow easy! I was like... Err... 'O' Levels? Hahas! Not overconfident uh... But based on all te practices that I've done... This is kinda easy... Except the letter writing...-.-... I liked the Free-writing topic... I HATE THE BLARDY FAN! -.-... My hair was all messed up...The papers were all messed up... And I was SUPER COLD!!! What the hell...-.-... When we NEEDED the fan during assembly.... THEY DON'T SWITCH THEM ON.... When we DON'T NEED the blardy fans... THEY SWITCHED ON EVERY SINGLE FAN! What's wrong with my school??? -.-... Couldn't concentrate much due to the coldness...-.-... But tried my very best... First time sia really2 checked my work... Hahaha! Other exams I couldn't be bothered... Haha! When I say easy... Actually I'm referring to Paper 2... Wow I actually knew all the peribahasa! Wheee~! hahas! The Bina Ayat was also quite easy... But I don't think I get marks for my Language... Haha! Hopefully I get distinctions for my Malay... But my Oral is SO spoiling the whole thing... Gosh... -.-....

After the whole exam just now, went to bubble tea shop with Ain, Mai, Diy and Fiqah... So called celebrate again... RIGHTTT... Hahas! We just buy the drinks and cheese fries and went home... Tired already...-.-... As usual... I still got time after the paper 2 to daydream! Hahaha! What the hell... -.-... I still had 15 minutes and I've finished checking la seyh... Waddya' expect me to do?? Haha! There's not even A DAY where I don't daydream... Haha! It's just not ME! And like just now on the way home I saw this couple...FROM MY SCHOOL... Were like trying to be romantic like in hindi movies or something?? -.-... Disgusting sia... Malay sumore! Give me a break la...Eeek! Must study for Chemistry Organic Chem Test tomorrow! Like what the hell right? Finish Mother Tongue 'O' Levels, must study sumore...-.-... So much for 'relax'... haha! Ok la... I need to pray then revise my Organic Chem... Ish... Bubbyes! ^^

I wish all the best for the 'O' Levels result for all of you who took the Mother Tongue 'O' Levels today yea! Hopefully most of you get distinctions k? Hehe...

And I really hope YOU pass the Malay 'O' Levels... Hopefully you get something better than a C6...=))

"Too Much Rock Songs, Gives You A Headache"-Reen

Hahas! Seriously...From just now listen to rock... MY HEAD HURTS!!! >.<

Love...
What is love...?
One-sided love...
It's when you love someone your whole life...
But you found out that person has never loved you...
It doesn't hurt much...
If that person doesn't know you love him...
But it kills...
When that person always say he loves you...
And one day...
He told someone else that he has never loved you...
That is when controlling your tears become impossible..
And your heart...Shattered into pieces...
Been there, done that...
And It's When You Tell Yourself...
I'll never fall in love again...
You Don't Trust A Single Person On This Planet...
And your life becomes meaningless...
Filled with tears...
Day and Night...
Your life engulfed in darkness...
And suddenly...The Sun just seems to shine again...
You asked yourself...
What Am I feeling?...
You seem to forget that feeling already...
Time goes by and the feeling grows stronger in you...
When he smiles, your world just seems to brighten up...
And when he says something to you...
You feel like you're in heaven...
And that's when you realise...
You're in love all over again...
Deep in your heart...You just hope...
I don't want history to repeat itself...
And I Just Hope That He...
Will Be The Cure To My Broken Heart... =)

Ok....What was I crapping about?? Haha I also dunno... Hahaha! Suddenly... In the love mood... Hahah! No meaning one la... Just felt like saying all those... Hahas! Me and my bullshits... Haha! Since just now sia 'hate that i love you' is playing in my head... And I hate that I love you soooooo....! Hahaha! Bored to the max...-.-...Eh! I just realised... THIS IS MY 5th POST OF THE DAY!! -.-... Expect more boring posts from me this June Holidays! Hahas! One day 5 post...Woah...Haha!

Is He Really The Cure To My Broken Heart? Hmmm....

That's the pict I just edited... Waduhhhhh PACAR GWE TU SIIH!!! Dude Herlino Cinta Sejati Gwe Dhonk! Hahahas! [Berangan je la eh Kirin...] Hahahas! That's MY prince charming! SO STAY AWAY! He's MINE! Hahas! For those of you who never watch Indonesian Shows one... Sheesh... He's the HOTTEST! And unfortunately... Not my boyfriend... =(

Hahas! Kidding la...I Only love ONE guy in this world! Hehe! I only admire this guy... How I WISH he's my brother! Hahaha! Mas Dude! Oh Mas Dude! Haha! Ok la... That's all! Hahas! I actually got edit more photos... Too personal la... Haha!

Sayangku Buat Mas Dude Herlino... Cintaku Buat Mas *****...Ehemz! Hahahahaha! Biol...XD

Aku bored la seyh... And Fiqry just gets cuter by day! All those cute sounds he make! Hehe! How fast babies grow nowadays... ^^ And now he's like talking baby language with my mum! CUTE LA FIQRY!!! Hehehe! I am like SO bored... SO SO BORED! Rabak sak no friends online... Hahas... My friends all online at night but I'm not going online at night! -.-...

Hmm...Lately these days... I feel like I have more friends... Hahas! And some are seriously great friends! Hehe! I am SO grateful to have these kind of friends... Hehe... And suddenly... I appreciate my life even more... ^^ Coz I don't feel lonely anymore... Just go online and I'm not lonely! Hehe... Well too bad I'm lonely in real life..-.-... Lonely...I am so lonely...I have nobody...All on my own... hahahas! Seriously I'm so bored right now... -.-...

Eyh!! Since I'm SOOOOO BOREEEDDDD.... Let's make a collage of me and my sayang!!! Hahas! I'll be posting it later... Hahas! Not any sayang la seyh... He's SOOOO SPECIALLL IN MY LIFE! Cowok gwe donks! Hahas!

Hey Peepz! OMG OMG!!!! Thank you SOOOOOO MUCHHH ABANG FAZ!!!! Gotta admit you're the most Rockin' Brother-In-Law!!! Wheeeee~! Hahas! He gave me 3 Still Remains albums... Yay!!! LOVE LOVE LOVE STILL REMAINS!!! And OH MY GAWD!!! Jack Off Jill totally rocks!!!! Freakin' rock addict sia! Hahas! Haste The Day is ALSO GREAT! Wheeeeee~! I LOVE ROCK!!!! ^^ Gosh I'm getting seriously deaf... Haha! My brother-in-law like have to repeat whatever he say 2-3 times before I can actually hear him! Hahaha! Continue listening to rock songs? Hahas! Who cares... I'm still exploring inding new rock bands... Or old ones that I don't know of.... Sheesh I used to HATE these songs! Hahas! Now noise is simply MY lullaby! YEAAHHHH!!! Haha! But not ANY sort of noise... Must be rock rongs ar! Hehe... I better not get a boyfriend who is like sentimental type... Ish... He sing half-way I sleep la sia... Hahaha! If I get a rockin' boyfriend... Wheee~! We can headbang together! Haha! Crazy Kirin... XD

Those of you who hates rock... START LOVING THEM NOW!!!!! Hahas! Gerek la siol! LoL! OHHHH!!!!!! MALAY 'O' LEVELS TOMORROW!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! AAAAHHHHHHH!!!!! AAHHHHH!!!!! Hahahas! I only got 70/100 for my mock exam... I scared uh a lil' bit only get B3... I BETTER GET AN A1!!!! Coz I know I won't get that for my other subjects! >.< Hahahas!

Eh bored la oi... Hahas! Eh what's the difference between 'garam jatuh ke air' and 'bagai hujan jatuh ke pasir'? Oh what a question Kirin... Hahas! I got that wrong in the mock exam... Sheesh... Seriously confused! So yea I'm kinda trying to memories the bloody peribahasa... -.-... boring... sheesh... Chatting with Aiha and eating cheese fries at the same time! Haha! Full already... Hahas! Oh boy... I'm a happy girl today huh? Hahas! I guess so... Compared to yesterday...-.-.. Jiwang sia... Haha!

Ok now... I have a new goal... Work towards JC!! Hehe! Ya and I'm certain it's TPJC... SRJC...Too slack... TPJC...Looking for Malay Dancers...Tch! Gimme a break... That's the LAST cca I wanna join... -.-... I won't be joining using the DSA I guess... Coz I really want rock climbing!!! Or art club... Hehe! I hate hate hate dancing! Ok I like dancing but I don't like to dance in front of people! Eeek! NO MORE PERFORMING ARTS!!! I don't like!! I wanna be under sports like in primary school! I was so fit back then...-.-... Ahhh my science... Must seriously improve my science! If I fail my Physics... I think I wanna take combined physics and chem... And really really work on my maths and aim for an A1/2 for 'O' Levels! I like that! Hahas! I hate revising science...Ugh...-.-... And there's Malay in JC... Good uh... Hahas! At least I know one subject is safe for my 'A' Levels... Hahas!

I MUST MUST MUST MUST GET DISTINCTION FOR MY MALAY 'O' LEVELS THIS COMING MONDAY!!! I MUST!!!! XD

Too much sia blogger... I wanted to edit just ONE part of the post before this and... I HAVE EDITED 3 TIMES ALREADY!!! It simply goes back to it's original post which is the wrong one! Ah Whatever... -.-... Eh!!! 5.30 already!! Just realised that... And I haven't pray! Eiishh... Kirin Bad Girl... Hahas! I good girl la...That's why I'm going offline already! Received new infos... Hopefully I won't go online tomorrow... I must really study peribahasa la sia! Until now haven't! Haha! One part of revision done... Listened to Malay songs already... Urgh... After Malay 'O' Levels I will make a new playlist... By BFMV, Escape The Fate, Atreyu, Still Remains, Evanescence, Within Temptation and Meza Virs! Wheee~! SAYANG THESE BANDS LA!!! Kk I gtg... Rock on peepz! Hehe! Sounds so funny when someone who was JIWANG say that...-.-...
That was my past ok....I'm a rock chic now! Hehe... OKAY!! BYE!!!! XD

Helooo~! Diyana!! You wrecked my dream last night!!! >.<... Niwaes, here's the lyrics for this song you asked for... I listened to this song like11 times yesterday before I went to bed... Haha! And I went to bed at around 2.30 am... Gosh I'm TIRED!
Jikalau kau dah tak suka tak apa
Tapi janganlah kau mengata
Sudah menjadi adat di dunia
Ada rupa dan berharta orang suka
Jikalau kau dah tak suka tak apa
Biarlah ku mengundur diri
Mungkin kau rasa aku tak sepadan
Dengan dirimu

[Chorus]
Ku sedar diri ini
Aku hanyalah insan biasa
Tapi aku ada harga diri
Walaupun terguris hati ini
Hingga menitis air mata
Namun semuanya tak bererti bagimu
Waktu orang suka semuanya indah
Waktu dah tak suka ada ada saja
Sukarnya nak ku temui cinta yang sejati dan bahagia

Jikalau orang tak suka tak apa
Tuhan masih menyayangiku
Moga suatu hari akan tiba
Jodoh buatku dengan insan
Yang ikhlas cintanya

So yea.. What Do I Wanna Do Today...? HMm... I don't think I want to go online tonight... See first... Maybe just to blog... If there's a STORY... Keep on complaining and whining at my blog... So why bother blogging? Hahas... I am SO bored... Oh yea... 2 more days icluding today...To Mother Tongue 'O' Levels... Hopefully I get my A1/2... I really don't wanna retake the stupid paper... So far there's improvement... I hope it STAYS that way... Argh! Freaking pissed off! Of all people... Why must that pain in the ass sit next to me! ERGGHHH!!! -.-... Just ignre his presence.. Haha! I guess an ALIEN is sitting beside me...-.-... OH! I got another thing on my shopping list! I wanna buy a tazmanian devil plushie! Hehe! Don't care what size la... Keychain also can... Maybe I'll buy that after Chem Mock exam... I have reasons why I buy these stuffs... Hahas! Oh yea must remember to buy the $16 pills for my face! Hehe! he pimples BETTER BE GONE! Sheesh... If not I'll be wasting $16! Another boring day...Argh I hate staying at home... Hmms... Kkaes... Gtg already... Jiwang time! Hahas! No la...For a while only...Then I wanna memories my peribahasa and prepare myself for my 'O' Levels... Hmm...Listening to sad malay songs seriously helps with Malay free-writing! Hahas! TRY IT! For the Malays that is... I regret for memorising my peribahasa last minute! Only got 3/5! Sheesh... Ok that's all! BYE!

Ssshhhhhhh....! QUIET! XD

Oh gosh... It's just the start of a Saturday and I'm like JIWANG... Haha! Yesterday was a Friday... And we usually say at least ONE thing to each other on friday... As friends la... Hmms... But today we didn't chat... I thought he would try to say hello to me for once... Well I guess I can continue hoping huh? Hmms... Actually got ar once... Hahas! Coz of what I did...-.-... Eee!! My WEEK IS INCOMPLETE!!! Tsk...Tsk... Hahas! Kirin da giler la seyh!! Haha! Then I've been listening to 'Tak Suka Tak Apa'...By Screen... Very classic uh... hahahas! Very touching also...It means... It's Okay If You Don't like... A love song uh... Hahas! Hmm...What is this I'm feeling? I miss him? HAHA! Gosh gimme a break...-.-... I'm so restless for no reason... Sheesh... Nevermind...Later I sleep then ok already... Hehes... Ok la... Gotta go! Oh just made a new friend... Hahas... That's all! BYE!

I wonder if he's SHY with me... Hahas! Either THAT...Or just simply couldn't be bothered... Oh well...Once again... Aper2 la eh... Hehe

Oh sorry la Bullet fans...For this moment I suddenly wanna change the song to jiwang la.. Hahaha! Dun worry, I'll change back ASAP... Hehes!

Boo~! Hehe! Shit! Reminds me of that heartbreaker! Ok2...I won't say "boo" anymore! Haha! Then what..? "Cak?" Haha! Cute! ^^ Niwaes not here to start crapping again... Haha! Just to say... ENJOY THE SONG!!!

AKU LOVE BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE LA SEYH!!! ^^

.....TEARS DON'T FALL!!!.....

And aku sayang blog aku!! Hehe! SENTIASA MUCH! =))

And of coz aku sayang detu larrhhhh... Hahas! XD

FOURTH POST OF THE DAY!! Ok that means I'm totally bored! Hahas!

Nice righhttt my new blogskin??? For all stressed up peepz! Hahas! I only spend one minute to look for it since it was the skin of the day! Haha! Actually I don't intend to change my blogskin... But just now there was a problem with my old one... So yea... Green much? Oh well...So much for hating green... Haha! Nah I hate orange more... Ugh... >.<... Hahas! No offence to orange lovers! Haha! I just don't like ONE thing about this blogskin... THERE'S TITLE!! I always type crap for my title coz I don't bother about them! Darn... Oh well...Better think of good titles from now on... Hehes... Oh ya... Why The girl sit on the letter Z seyh... Haha! Oi! I didn't choose the blogskin coz of the letter ok... It might be a letter N...then she turned it...Become Z! Hahas! N is for Nur and Nur is MY name! Hehe! Alamak...I'm starting to talk trash already... haha! Ok2... Gotta find a song for my blog! BYE~!

I'M BORED!! SAVE ME!!! And there's like NONE of my friends are online right now...Boring siol... And I don't wanna edit pictures! I especially DON'T WANNA STUDY!!! Sheesh! I feel like designing new bridal gowns...To think again... NO INSPIRATION... So what do I do now? I don't know... OH YA! Pray! Haha! What time already sia... After that? I'll be bored again? Alaaa.... Natasha!!! ASAL TAK ONLINE!!?? >.<... My parents are going out later and leave me alone in this boring house...Gosh... Lets try something new... Such as... Slit my wrist? Hahaha! EmOoO Wad.... Hahahaaha! NO WAY SIA!!! I was juz kidding! I'd NEVER SLIT! As usual...Talking crap again... Kirin...Kirin... Hahas! Ok la...I think I know what to do after praying already... I wanna design my gang t-shirt! Hehe! THE FREAKS! ^^


P.S. Waiting for you to say something to me is like waiting for the sky to fall! Coz it never happens! Lucky my crazy bestfren online... Hehe!

PHEW~! I'm finally done! From 3.45 until 6.26 pm, I've been editing picts! Gosh... My eyes are TIRED! Well it's worth while... Here's the slide show I promised...Not all the picts are here... Too many luh... So lazy to edit... Hahas! So yea... Enjoys! Hahas! Sorry Sharon & Ain for taking your picts without prior permission! Haha! It's called Candid... DUH~! Haha! If any of my friends want those pictures...Just ask me la..Refering to those who are part of any of the picts! Hahas

Alluuuu..! 1.30 blog oredy... Hehe! SCHOOL WAS FUN! Wow... I actually SAID that... LOL! Filled with laughter and friendship bond were tightened..! Hehe! The girls in 4e3 were like one big happy family just now! ^^ We played this game during the Big Breakfast... I eat very little seyh... Hahas... No appetite? Dunno... Hahas! The game was so fun! I was actually with Natasha... Finally we hugged! Hehe! She's such a cutie! Especially her voice! So cute liddet! Hehe! Then Maizurah called me to join the class to play a game... at first Maizurah didn't want to play then I forced her! Haha! And she liked it after she played! She thought SHE was slow! Haha! But she became the victim like ONCE only... I think I became the victim thrice... Hehe! And I didn't do the forfeit! Hahahaha! Ain was NOT happy about that! Hahaha! I wouldn't fool myself in front of public... Eekkk I hate too look foolish... Hahas! Lucky nobody else cared! Haha! Very fun seyh that game...alot of scream and shout... Haha! OOh! And alot of interaction! Haha! And Jia Hao became popular for the day? Haha! FOR THE WRONG THING! LoL!

OH YA!! I took pictures with ALOT of people today! Hehe I wasn't the only one who brought handphone to school okay... Hahas! Still can sms seyh...Haha I don't do that on normal school days... Hahas! Don't even bring handphone to school! I scared I'll lose my phone...Coz I am SO careless! Hahas! In class just now I was already panicking when I couldn't find my phone in my bag... "Ahhh! Where's my phone!!!??" Hahas! And I actually took pictures with Loo Chia! Gosh the last time we took pictures together was back in 2001! When we were bestfriends during primary 3..! Hehe! Actually until now I still think she's my bestfriend but she doesnt seem to be comfortable when speaking with me... Oh well... So it was kinda surprising when she wanted to take some picts with me... Hehes! Reminds me of the time when we used to call each other every 5.30 pm... And sing hi-5 songs together on the phone! Hahas! CUTE SIAA...! ^^ Or was it 5.00 pm? Haha! Forgot la sia... Primary three excuse me... Haha! I took alot of candid picts of my friends... Hahas! Too bad...! LoL! We had class photo taking session... Yay! More class photos! I WANT!! I'll be asking that from Sam Wong later tonight... Class clean up, I just cleaned one window... Almost cut my wrist by that glass window.. Sheesh... I took ALOOOOTTTTTT of photos with Diyana and it ended with a... Fight? HEY! Watch your mouth next time sista'! Grrr..! Mulot Cabol siol! It has been a longgggggggg time since I beat up someone... Well I got to beat Diyana up just now! Hahaha! But it was a short fight and we're ok already... And thenn.....

IT WAS JUNYUAN Got Talent! Talk about NICE! Haha! [By the way, that was sarcasm...] Haha! But Kamil's performance was a real WOW and I can't deny that! Haha! I don't know how many times I said WOW.. WOAH....COOOOLLLL.... GEREK SIOL!.... Hahas! Yea I was noisy for a sec.. Haha! When the Sec 5 Boys sang...Me, Nadz and Mai became 'evil' for a while..! haha! Let's not elaborate on that! Haha! Since I was so 'delighted' to hear those sec 5 boys singing... I even recorded their performance! HAHAHA! My sister 'likes' it too! Hahaha! Boring uh this school don't have those metal bands... If got... POWER SIA! Hehe! Very difficult to find emokids in Junyuan...Most peepz are just... Crazy... Haha! Including me! Haha! OH! 4E3 won something... Canteen Table decoration? Dunno la.. Hahas! But we won... Hahas! Congrats to those who decorated the table! Hehe! Some people were jealous coz I heard someone said 4E3 sucks..! EXCUSE ME??? YOUR CLASS SUCKS EVEN MORE! HMPH! LoL! Sore losers... -.-...

Oh and another thing... Most of the finalists were from Malay Dance! Whooo~! Go Malay Dancers! Hahas! If you know how Malay Dancers 'language'... You would know what I meant by THAT! Haha! I support Kak Hidaya only actually! Hahas! Kak Hidaya very nice! Hehe! So romantic sing 'My Heart'... How I wish I can do that... Haha! Ok I can... But with who? Ghost? Haha! Nevermind.. I'll do all that performances in JC... Why bother showing off my talents in Junyuan? -.-... and Karishma... Thanks for the compliment! Haha! Too bad their confidence is better than mine! Hahas... WAY BETTER! LoL! I heard today is the last day of school? Eh? Eh? Haha! RIGHT. -.-... We have bridging programme for 2 freaking weeks and Malay 'O' Levels is like on MONDAY... And the MALAY I hate the most sits BESIDE me during the exam... FUCK SIA!!!! Grrrr....! -.-... Sorry2 get a little carried away... Hahas! Get so angry whenever I remind myself of that asshole...-.-... Gosh I'm too tired already... Phew... I need some rest RIGHT NOW! So yea... Maybe I'll post the picts at night after editing them and make a slideshow kays? I'm too tired la now... I wanna pray then take a nap! Hehe! Adios amigos! Have a happy holiday! Except for all the sec 4E/5N students in Singapore! hahas! That's all...!

P.S... And My Heart Feels So Enlightened When I See 4E3 As A Family! Hehe... I love you galz la seyh.... Seriously talking... 4E3 GIRLS RULEZ!!! ^^

Oh yeaahhh! Hahas! One more paper left which is Pure Chem paper...I'd better do well for it! And it has been postponed to next 2 weeks! Yay! More time to study! Hehe... After English paper... We had Malay extra lesson...Tomorrow also got...Sheesh... Boring much? -.-... And my leg hurts for sitting too long on the floor! One hour Oi! -.-... Then after school...Chill out with Diyana, Maizurah and Nadzirah at McDonalds... It was fun! Hahas... Diyana and Nadzirah totally told me these great religious stories and I was like SO ineterested! Hehe! Simply my favourite kind of stories...True facts about Islam... ^^

Then Maizurah and Nadzirah went home... It was raining heavily so I had to wait with Diyana for the rain to stop...But it didn't and I had to go home to pray... Well I've heard alot from her... And I feel guilty somehow for that someone who happens to be the most special person in my life... Actually...The only special person in my life...He never has to do anything to make me smile... Just to see him smile is good enough for me... =)

To that someone... I know... You don't read my blog... Hahas...That's why you don't know how I've been feeling towards you... Who knows one day you will? Hehes... I just got one thing to say to you... If you think what I say on my nick which is to forget you...is true... Please delete off that thought... Coz it will never happen... And maybe that day I was just being too emotional...Who knows... Hahas! Just don't care bout my nick la... Sometimes I just put those nicks coz I quote them from some songs that I really like...So they're actually meaningless... Hahas

To the kpo-ians... Stay out of this... Hahas! I just wanna let my feelings out...Who knows he might read it... God knows... Oh well... English papers were easy and I really hope to get B3 and above... And I really hope I can get an A1/2 for the Malay 'O' Levels I'm taking next monday... And I also hope that HE will pass his Malay 'O' Levels too! Come on! YOU CAN DO IT! ^^ Hehes...Insya'Allah... Amin.

P.S... If I love anything else more than you... That would be Allah... =)

OH! And to that guy from my past... It's ok uh if you don't wanna reply my comment on Friendster eh... I just wished you luck...It means nothing more than just GOOD LUCK... -.-.. Hoho especially not a SIGN that I want to be with you again! Sheesh... I'd rather be single my whole life than to be with you... -.-... Come on la... The new guy I like is like... 10X better than you...!

Hellooo... Hmm I wonder...Should I see this day as a happy or... a sad day? I don't know... I really disappoint myself...But I'm also proud of myself for certain stuffs... You know what? I don't care whether I'm happy or not...

What am I happy about?... Got my A-maths and Malay results already... Satisfying though can be improved... Hehe... My A-maths, I already knew I passed so it wasn't a surprise... BUT today I got back the paper... I got 43/80 for it... I was like...OH MY GOODNESS!... Hahas! Then Mr Ang turned and asked me...Why? Still not happy ar?... Hahas! I answered uh... NO... I already screamed at home when he told me that I passed! Hahaha! He was like was...You really screamed?? O.o.... Haha! DUH! I was an F9 student hello....~! Then Malay, I got 70/100...combined marks for paper 1 & 2... For paper 1, I got 47/60...So happy sia! Got 3 STARS!! Hehe! My paper 2, I got 51/70...Which is totally whoa for me... Haha since I just passed my end of year paper in 2007... Still don't understand why people keep on thinking my malay is like SOOOO GOOODDD...-.-... Mdm Irni said whoever got 50 and above should keep it that way and we'll do well for our Malay 'O' Levels! Hopefully la eh... Hehe... [Insya'Allah...] And the last thing to be happy about... The Sub Physics paper was like EASY MUCH! -.-...

Ok now for the bad news... I don't know but I broke my own heart VERY early in the morning... Gosh... Talk about emotional... I could actually feel so broken hearted! Oh don't ask me why please... Apart from this....I totally disappoint myself by not having enough revision on my Physics... Gosh... Concentrated too much on maths... And I think I'm gonna fail my Pure Physics mock exam... And I'll be FORCED to drop to combined science... And I suddenly feel... Not bad what tke combined science... I mean I didn't study much for Physics and I took the Sub Physics Paper 1 like a breeze... Though I feel like a loser for giving up my Pure Physics... Oh whatever... And the last thing I'm sad about is... NEXT MONDAY IS MALAY 'O' LEVELS!!! ARGHHHHHH!!!! I'm so scared!! >.<...Ok that's all!

P.S... I might have heard the wrong thing... But if it's true... I just want you to know... I'll wait forever for you...

Wheeekkkkkk~! I'M GONNA FAIL MY E-MATHS!!! Tsk...Tsk... Haiz... The E-maths paper was SOOOOOOOOO DIFFICULT!!! I was like wishing... Mr Ang, can I do A-maths paper 2?? Hahaha! Oh my gosh... I didn't know how to do ALOT of questions...But I tried uh.... Hmms... The graph was like SO difficult...-.-... Oh gosh...Oh gosh.... Haiz... No time to WHINE about this... IT'S OVER KIRIN! OVER!!! >.<.... I had a quarrel with Miss Neo just now... I was like SO angry sia... SHE TOLD ME LAST WEEK.... I did not have to take the Sub Physics Mock Exam... and JUST NOW....IN CLASS...SECONDS BEFORE THE BLOODY EXAM... SHE TOLD ME I MUST SIT FOR THE EXAM TOO!! Think what? I want to just sit there..and 'Oh Sure! I'll sit for it even though I didn't study!'..-.-.. I confronted her uh! Eyh! Not my fault I didn't study ok? I think my MATHS is more important! -.-... Talk about nonsense sia... Urgh..! Tomorrow I'll be taking Paper 1 Sub Physics...And both Paper 1 & 2, for Pure Physics.... Hoho I couldn't ACCEPT it when she TAPPED my shouler after PISSING ME OFF! -.-...

P.S. OH YAY!!! Tomorrow get back A-maths paper!! Hehe! I seemed to be the most relaxed student in my class just now when Mr Ang said 15 students failed..Hehe... Oh well... Try harder next time? ^^

Eh...I wanna ask you all uh.. Am I like...DEAF? Haha! Ok2 semi-deaf? Haha! Gosh people must repeat like ALOT of times when they say something to me with a soft tone! I can't hear sia... Haha! Listen to too much rock songs full blast! Woohooo~! Ok I'm like in love with so many rock bands now! Hehe! Eh doesn't mean I look emo, listen to rock songs... I'm an emokid ok? So shut up if you think I'm emo! Eeeyerrr... I dun lyk emo la... Hahas! Gosh I'm bored bored boredddd!!! >.<

OH MY GOSH!!! This is such a big NEWSS!!! It's such a boring SUNNY DAY!!! -.-... Gosh I'm so freakin' bored and I'm like sick of the E-maths TYS right now... Ergh... I went out alone for like 15 minutes to buy bubble tea and cheese fries.. Gosh it's so boring when you're home alone STUDYING! I can't believe I'm saying this... But I'm actually studying...-.-... Just a short post to 'relieve my so-called stress'... Haha! It's so stressful when you're bored! Oh whatever Kirin... Hahas! Oh I made a super short song just now in the lift...Catchy... Haha! Too bad I forgot the lyrics already! Hahas! look at the time! I only have 1 more hour to 6 pm, which means 1 more hour to complete my specimen paper and then move on to my english homework and physics revision! OH MY GAWD!! So jammed packed with super duper lame, dull and boring activities! Like what the hell... I dunno how to do so many E-MATHS QUESTIONS! I am SO pathetic! -.-... Weird...Can do A-maths, cannot do E-maths...If I fail E-maths...I dunno what else to say... Hahas! Ok la!!! BYE2!!! Can go crazy leh...

Alhamdulillah...That's all I've gotta say! Hehe! My prayers have been answered and my efforts have paid off... All I want to do is to thank Allah... I'm the most happy person on Earth right now! Hehe! For those whom I told you why I'm so happy...Keep it to yourself...Don't tag my blog about it!! DON'T! Hahas! It's a secret! Oh yea... It has NOTHING related to that crush of mine...Come on...Not ALL my happiness comes from him... Haha! Well most of the time yar... Haha! Not for today! Hehe! Another darling of mine made my day! Hahaha! Gosh he's not my boyfriend... Twice my age I think! Haha! I SAYANG HIM LA!! Thanks for making me happy my second most favourite person on Earth! Hehe! I feel much stronger now! Hehe! CONFIDENCE BUILDING UP!! Whee~! Hehe

P.S. The number 1 most favourite person on Earth is of coz...Ehem2 lerhz... Hahas!

Hiiee~! Why am I online when tuesday is my exam? Well just to blog and then I'll leave... I mean today was another shopping experience...HOW CAN I NOT BLOG ABOUT THAT!? ^^

Went shopping with my mum today...She bought 4 watches for $10...At Tampines Interchange... I know what you people are thinking... SURE UGLY ONE! So cheapp....-.-... No no... The watches are very nice! I even asked for one! Hahah! The watch is like a mirror, so I can keep on looking at the watch, not for the time but just to look at myself! Hahah! VAIN NYERRR! LoL! Then I went to TM, Wallet Shop as planned... Hehe! Bought my MYUKEDELIC PSYCHEDELIC long wallet already! From $29 to $19! Whoo~! Who can miss THAT!? NOT ME! ^^ I'll be using that in JC! Haha! I know it's still early... It's never too early to plan for the future right? Haha! My mood was OVERJOYED after buying that! Hehe!

OH YA!!! My grandma who lives in Johor, who is like SUPER RICH... She don;t like to keep her stuffs in bank or pawn shop... So yea..She went to the supermarket far2 away from her kampong... ALL OF THEM GOT STOLEN! From Singapore money to Malaysia money....From Necklaces to Rings! And some of those stuffs she wanna gimme! Gosh... Haha! Ok I sound reakin' materialistic! I really pity her seyh.. But my other sibligs still can laugh at her...-.-... Ok fine she likes to show off her stuffs and all...But she earned those stuffs seyh... Dunno what to say about my elder siblings la seyh! Especially Abang Yus! Tak baik seyh Abang!! -.-...

Ok2 back to shopping...Hahas! Then we went to NTUC, buy Sushi!! Hehe! OH YA! At Watson's...I saw this tablets la...If you eat them twice a day...Only $16... Then reduce pimples and all sia! OMG!! I am so gonna buy that! It's already on my shopping list! And also a bangle! After the exams...It's shopping all the way!! Yay!! Hehe! Next week no shopping... Already spend $1 of my school allowance on a pair of shades... OOooooh!! It's SO HOT!! Gosh $9.90 is like SO CHEAP! And it's made in Italy! NOT CHINA! Haha! [NEWSFLASH: Just saw this message at MSN... There's a G2000 Mid-season sale!! Get up to 50% off!!! XD] Oi still can win iTouch la sia! GO TO G2000!!! LoL! Eh but must spend $100 first leh... Ala those working people... $100, chicken uh... Haha! Ok whatever with that sale... Hehe! Then me and my mum went to CS to have our lunch... Gosh I'm so full... Bought a rattle for Fiqry! Hehe! Mum bought it..Not me! Hehe! Mum also bought me this black ring! Ooo...NICE! Hehe! And she bought me 2 shorts... To wear when I go to school la... Not just like that! Eeeuuu so sexy... NOT ME! >.<...

Then we went home... My mum like sayang me extra la today! Hehe! I talked to her while waiting to pray Isyak... Well ya she admitted and all...Well I guess I can understand more now... But I warned her...No hanky-panky or I'll pluck that guy's teeth one by one! Hehe! Oh well I'm cool now...Still can say I'm HEARTLESS... Come on man...That guy totally call her sweetheart... In malay... But she say it's nothing new coz since she was engaged like soo many guys call her sayang...Not a sign of love uh..As a sign of care... Sial uh...I slap that guy's face sia if he calls me sayang! Haha! Oit! What the fuck call me sayang!? FUCKING FLIRTS! Hahaha! I hate those kind of flirts! And i HATE people calling me 'Cik Adik'....EEEEEUUUU!! WTF!??!! Blardy flirt sia! -.-... OK la.. I guess that's all! BYE!

Helloooo~~!! Soo...What did I do today... Went out at 3...With Diyana to study... Went to McDonalds at interchange to revise E-maths... Oooh learnt quite a number of stuffs just now! Thanks for teaching me Diyana! Gosh I feel so pathetic... And to call myself an A-maths student! Haha! At around 5.30 pm... We finished studying and waste time at TM and CS.. Hahas! How pathetic?! There's not even 1 blardy neoprint shop! Hmms..Whatever... Went to Wallet Shop...And like OH MY GAWD!!! The MYUKEDELIC PSYCHEDELIC wallet is on sale!! Whee~! I'm buying that tomorrow! DECIDED! BUYING!!! Hehe! Talk about NOT GOING SHOPPING! Haha! Cannot resist!! I know I've bought a wallet...But that was in January! Hehe! It's not wasting money okay?! I already have the pencil case so I want a matching wallet la! Sheesh... Then after that we walked back to my block... Sat at my void deck until like 8.10 pm? Hahas! Talked crap... And Diyana kept on asking me to sing Malay songs...eeeuuu...I hate singing malay song! Gosh... -.-...

While some people are happy... Some are just shrouded with sadness and sorrow... I mean... Come on... Just have to accept fate sometimes... Promises might be broken in the process... We just have accept that... As a bestfriend... We should really be happy for our friend if he or she is happy... Even though it means betrayal... Sacrifice? Bitter sweet sacrifice I shall say... Oh I've faced too much of friendship betrayals... And I'm so USED TO it...

To my dear friend...You know who you are... You treat that jerk as your bestfriend... But you're not being happy for him coz he's attached now... I don't really see his mistake to be frank since you have fallen for someone else... Don't you pity him coz he's like so sad now coz he lost a friend? Who's not sad to lose a friend? And he doesn't even understand why you start to hate him and all... I'm not siding anyone here... Especially him..Ugh... [Like of coz I like the name coz I like a person with the same name... But this guy is SO not my type! >.<]... And you know what...I think if you were to tell him you're attached with that guy u have a crush on... I think he'll be happy for you... He knows I like that guy and he said even though he always say he hates me, he will always pray that I will be together with that guy I like some days...

Shouldn't we be like him? Be happy for our friends coz they are happy? I know you feel betrayed... He's nothing more than an online friend... So why take this matter too seriously right? If I can be happy for someone whom I really really love being with somebody else after we broke up and actually while we were still together... Just as long as he's happy... Why can't you? You're much stronger than me, my dearest friend... There's always a reason why this happens... Maybe he's a bloody pervert... Who knows... And he doesn't want you to be his 'victim'... Hahas! I always think he's a serial rapist! Hahas no offence! Juz cheer up ok?? BOTH OF YOU! Your friendship shouldn't end just like that... THink about it....=)

Oh my gosh!! Escape The Fate totally rulez!! OMG ABANG FAz!!! You're simply the most rockin' brother-in-law! Hahas! You made me love Rock! And MORE ROCK!! Wohooo! I love Escape The Fate!! ^^ But cannot download the song!!! Pathetic la iMesh don't have much Escape The Fate songs!!! Sheesh! It feels so great to be all emo and listen to all these metal songs!! Wohooo~! Hahas! I didn't even shed a tear! Hehe!

And all I can say is... Alhamdulillah... My prayers have been answered...^^ No not coz of the rock songs... Hahas! I guess fate just can't tear us apart huh? hehe... I think I've tried more than 10 times and so many ways to make me forget about this crush I have... Seriously, something just have to happen to stop me from forgetting him! Eek! Hahas! Gosh dude... You really read my heart do you? ^^ Well once again, you've made my day! Hehe! Hmm... I think it is more to fate made my day... Coz if it's fated that he will ignore me just now... Which means I want to forget him... Then my day would be ruined! Oh whatever la... And Kak Zainab... Your plan is cute but it ain't gonna work I tell ya! Haha!

OH OH!!! There's more! Oh my gosh Abang Faz can I like BORROW your iPod??!! Too much rockin' songs! It'll take me forever to download them! And I love them all! Oh ya!! Still Remains rocks too!!! It's a long long long list I tell you! These metal and rock bands simply RAWK OUT LOUD!!!!! Hehe... Leave me headbanging...XD

OH MY GOSH!!! ANOTHER PAPER SCREWED!!! Waaaaa.....*cries*...Hahas! It was A-maths paper seyh!! Mr Ang K S, Mr Ang K K, Mr Tok....!! I have disappoint you guys!!! I told these 2 favourite maths teachers and tutor of mine that I will pass this paper... Looks like there's no hope... Hmm... I'm really sorry teachers... Gosh I suck don't I? Ahhh!! Ok the paper was moderate...Not as tough as I thought... But I missed question 5!! HOW CAN I MISS IT!!?? I KNOW HOW TO DO IT!!! DAMN IT LA SEYH!!! I feel like crying... And I will do that at night... Juz for the sake of crying! Hahas! I did that yesterday... I was too stressed about this exam and also about that fucker who thinks that 'first love lasts forever'...I really2 cried... My Mr Teddy was soaked with tears! Hahas! I was really sad and disappointed and stressed uh... And I just had no shoulder to cry on... So I cried on my teddy bear's shoulder! Hahas... I KNOW! I sound like a bloody loner! ...-.-...

I really hope and pray that I will pass my A-maths Paper 1... If I get D7 also...Quite happy la... I mean I was an F9 student... Hehe! Quite a big improvement... OMG! Just now during the test I was like giggling to myself when I heard someone singing 'Umbrella' in the hall! Hahahaha! Gosh! LAUGH OUT LOUD! Hahas! Seriously...How did you pass the audition? Haha! Ok I am so evil... Haha! Listen to your voice before presenting it to others! Haha! Ok2 stop it Kirin... Haha!

Thank You SOOOOO Much Maizurah for the time to teach me A-maths after school! You're such a good fiend! ^^ Same goes to you Mr Ang K S! Hehe! And thanks for the good luck wish Mr Ang K K! Hehe! I SO miss you la!! Hehe! Ok la... It's 7.06 p.m. already... Need to pray very soon... So goodbye and take care my friends...Good luck for the upcoming Mock Exams to all the sec 4 students in Junyuan Sec kays? Study hard schoolmates and especially CLASSMATES OF 4E3!!

>.<... My eyes are so dry like that...cried to much already... I hate to be sad but it just happens! I don't even realise it! But soon after I will smile again coz if I cry I LOOK SO UGLY!!! Eeek! I hate the word UGLY when it comes to my face! >.<... So shouldn't cry too much! Hehe!

I'm bored.sad.happy.disappointed.stress.confused and I've been whining and sighing from juz now... I'm confused by my own feelings... Can I even survive until I'm 18... Or I'll go to IMH by the time I'm 17? Haha! Gosh...I'm seriously mentally ill seyh... Haizzz.... Lalalala.... Save me from this boredom and confusion! Kill myself? Yea rigghtt...

I think today must have been the worst day for this month... Ughh... Hmm... My hand hurts... And my heart just hurts thinking of yesterday... Whatever about that... Hahas... I mean... What's not meant to be is not meant to be huh? And... I think all of these things in my head are nothing more than just a dream that won't come true...Heh... Going to JC and then to SMU? Who am I kidding? Even a simple Chem Spa I can't pass! -.-Ugh I feel like giving up hope to go to JC... And the H2 maths is like 3 tyms more tougher than A-maths like what Mr Tok said? Hahs no thanks... I'll end up to be a JC drop-out student! Sheesh! Oh well second thoughts for that! Arghh... Stupid SPA! Grrr...!

And I asked myself again...Why am I even hoping to be with someone so popular...so fun... so cheerful? I'm just another loser niwaes... Who am I to hope...? Ack... Whatever... One day I'll meet that someone who simply loves me for who I am... Coz seriously... Serious...Study freak... IS SO NOT ME!

I like to make people laugh...But who..?

I like to be happy...But things around me just makes me cry...

I want to have fun...But it's 'O' Level year!

I don't like to be alone... Do I have a choice? I don't... Hmm...

I want to trust people...But too many people betrayed my friendship...

I want to be in love... But my past just haunts my day...

Everytime I think how shattered I was when I found out he was just fooling around with me all the time when I was with him... I feel so scared...What if he's doing the same thing too? Gosh I simply don't trust anyone else in this world apart from my parents... And like Oh My Gawd... I'm totally scared of falling in love? How long will I stay like this...? I may have forgotten him... But I can never forget how he broke my heart... Someone who meant everything in your life... Simply thinks you don't mean a thing in his life... Haiz...Everytime I think of him I feel like crying...

I know it's over... Time to move on! I've moved on! But I feel like a freaking loser! >.<...
Eh even though I feel like a loser... I never think that I'm ugly before seyh! Hehehe! It's bad for my health! Haha! It's called Vain... Not Ego... Haha! Man...Something's wrong with my emotion system... I'm already smiling again... For one second I'm sad, the next second I'm happy... Hehe... Please la... I'm Miss Sunshine! Hehe! I can't stay sad for long... Unless err...My heart is broken...hehe like last year... I even forgot which week I did not cry... Every single week I cried! Haha! And when I was sec 1...Gosh that family problem freaks me out! Never cried that hard! Yea and sec 2...Supposed to be happy with him... But he's SO FREAKING SELFISH...Only thinks about his sadness and his another girlfriend... Whatever la @#$&^*... As long as you happy... Go on and break more hearts... Hehe! Congrats for breaking mine! -.-...

Ahhh!! I pray like everyday this guy I like won't turn out to be like that jerk! Eeesshhh!! I swear I'll strangle him!! Haha! Actually now I mainly pray to be strong in my heart... I cry too easily... At almost everything.. Haha! Too emotional... So yea...I wanna be a stronger woman inside! Speaking of which... To look on the bright side of life la eh... I go JC, mix with clever people...I can become clever also... Go poly...Mix with those fashion students... I'll become some fashion freak! Haha... And also... If I'm so scared of losing this guy coz I feel like I'm so not popular...Why should I be? I mean...If he loves me...He would love me for who I am right? Hehe! Well always look on the bright side of life! Hehe! Gtg and pray now! BYE!

Gosh ToM! You seriously got nothing better to do apart from disturbing me right?? Takde keje seyh ToM!! >.<

Oh by the way... OMG...Like some people just don't learn anything from assembly yesterday do they? Excuse me? I was like almost late for school... And this idiot...From the same school as me... Was like flirting?? You think I'll turn around and say bye to you? In your dreams sucka! I hate flirts.. They should DIE! XD

OMG!! My right arm hurts!! Freak la! Gosh just now after tuition... I was walking down the painted staircase of my tuition centre when I slipped and almost fell! I was holding on to the railing... So my right arm was kinda twisted... It hurts real bad!! To make it worse...When I tried to stand, I fell again and I stopped myself from really falling by holding on to the railing AGAIN! ThenI had to pull myself up with that painful right hand... Arghhh like so painful I didn't even care about the embarassment anymore..! And then I rushed all the way home while chanting so much prayers... Haha! I know... Why was I chanting? If I didn't chant... I would have cursed all the way! Hehe! My parents gave me a massage already...I feel better now... Hmms...Hopefully it gets well soon...

Okay the Malay mock exam was like SO difficult! >.<... The peribahasa like tootz sia! Haiz... Hopefully can get at least a B3... HOPEFULLY! Hehe! I heard that well get our result next wednesday... Ooohh!! Can't WAIT!!! Hahas! Assembly was quite fun just now...Alot of laughing going on...Hehe! I just hate the part when Mdm Fauziah was beig unreasonable when she scolded me for my tie...Assembly was like OVER....And I wanted to take off my tie sia...-.- Gimme a break la seyh...After school went to chill with Diyana before going to tuition... And there's just too much of this particular flying bugs! I was like freaked out! Gosh how I hate bugs! I guess that's all... Hmms..Why am I ignored? Did I do or said something bad to you? Or are you just occupied with something? Hehe... Wadever la... Okies! Let's get started with A-maths revision! Adios!

OH MY GOSH!!! ALONG!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! I freakin' love sushi!! Hehe! My sis treated me and my mum at Sakae Sushi just now... Ahhh... I ate so much sushi in one day! Hahas! I also ate some other japanese food but I dunno the name! Haha! Who cares... I tried new sushis and like WOAH! They HAVE LOBSTER SALAD sushi!! I LOVE THAT!!! Hahas! Toooooo much rice! So I got full easily... It was a buffet of sushi! Oh Oh! Then there was free Mochi ice-cream! Hehe! I lOiKe! Hahas! I think my stomach can burst by now.... Hahas! Oh I can't really say much... Need to pray in a while... And like guess what? This sister bond is like getting stronger! I mean... Last time it was no way there's peace between me and my sis! Now we're like bestfrenz forever! More to sisters forever...which is like a fact? Haha! And one part of our mission is accomplished my ME! Hehe! Piece of cake I shall say... Hahas! Lets not elaborate on that mission shall we? Since it's a private mission! Hahas! Oh ya! Then when I was about to leave the place, turned around and saw Mr Kim having his meal alone at Sakae Teppanyaki! I just waved at him...hehe! I told my bro that I AM NOT A LESBIAN already... Hahas! Give me a break dude! Worry that I become a lesbian?? What the heck..? And I'm like so in love with a guy here...And there he is thinking that I'm a lesbian...Hahas! Weird... Niwaes look at the time! That's All! Bye!

For the sec 4s in Junyuan Sec...ALL THE BEST FOR THE MOCK EXAMS!!! Study hard for all of the subjects and don't take this exam too lightly! And good luck for the Mother Tongue Mock Exam tomorrow! And to that someone... Have confidence in yourself! You Can Do It! Hahas! That's all! ^^

Hey hey hey!! OMG my brother is like SO dead! HOW DARE HE THINKS I'M A FREAKIN' LESBIAN! EEEEEEEEuuuuuuu!!!! I'm NOT!!! This is what happens when you don't read my blog! Everyone else in the family knows I like someone...Except my dad... He better not know! Haha! But I'm not a lesbian! Like finnnneeee I don't have any Malay guy friends in the school...Like hello... Outside school?? I can find friends who are not from my school what... Sheesh.... Gimme a break la seyh... I may seem like I'm a sexist...BUT I'M NOT!! >.<... I'm just not the 'so eager for relationship' type la... I can wait... Doesn't mean I'm single, I'm a lesbian! I wana stay single also because my heart was broken by a GUY! So where did this lesbiano idea came from?? -.-... I don't share much with this brother of mine coz I'm seriously terrified if he knows about it! Eeek! He'll be like angry? O.O...Coz my mum said HE'S my 'bodyguard' to keep me away from boyfriends! And if he catches me with a guy...I'M DEAD! That's why I never tell him! Sial la if he know that person, that person will be condemned for life I think! But after what his fiancee told me... I felt relieved! Phew~! He wants me to have a boyfriend or what?? Eeesh! Don't want seyh... Not the time for that! I just mend my heartbreak and I want it to be broken again? No no no no wayyyyyy! Hahas! Well just let time determines it all... While I still pray every single day that me and him will be together one day...=)

Gosh...I'M SO LAZY TO STUDY MALAY!!! >.< Peribahasa is like SO whatever...-.-

I simply have to blog about the mock exam just now.... Sheesh... Today was the first two papers... Combined humanities... Seriously... MY BRAIN IS JAMMED WHEN I DID THE SOCIAL STUDIES PAPER!!! How pathetic is that! Of coz la...I DIDN'T EVEN STUDY HOW TO ANSWER THE SBQ QUESTIONS!! >.<... Then I like spend 2 days studying geog... I can forget to study about the conditions needed for a delta to form! EEEESHHHH!!! SIAL AR!!!! BINGITNYERRR!!! Ok..Chill... Hahas! Niwaes it's over... What else can I do? *sobx*... Apart from... PRAYING HARD THAT MY COMBINED HUMANS WILL PASS!! Ahhh...! Haiz...Whatever much la... NOW...I will study my Peribahasa... CIKGU IRNI NEVER RETURN ME MY MALAY FILE!!! CIKGU!!!! MACAM MANER NI!!!??? TAK ADIL NYER!!! Kater cikgu nak bagi personally!! >.<... Nevermind... Lucky I took my Peribahasa Sheet already... Those bahasa indah...[in english... beautiful words? Hahas!] Already in my head la... Hahas! So tonight n tomorrow...All the way listen to malay songs! So can get some beautiful phrases for my composition..! I'll also practice my A-maths... Maybe tomorrow, start revising at 10 am...I guess... Hahas! Read Peribahasa until 1 pm... Then at 2 pm practice A-maths until 7 pm... That's my plan! Blogging and chatting not on the list... Argh! Integrity!! Haha! I must promise myself to RESIST touching my laptop! Eeek! I can't! Hahas! But I must la...Sheesh...So many exams... And this is just the beginning! -.-...Ahhh so many days without blogging?? How to live??! XD

School was kinda ok... KINDA... Malay class... As usual..Boring...So I watched the birds outside the classroom fighting! Hahas! PE...played Badminton with Ain all the way...Shoulder aching...GREAT! -.-.... But it was fun while it lasted! I don't want basketball!! I will fall again! Hahas! Got tired after a while so the game became boring...But I imagined that the shuttle cock was that family destroyer, son of a bitch who fucks himself' head...I had fun hitting the thing as hard as I could! Hahas! Imagine...The real head...Blood spattering all over! Haha! Euu gruesome! MR ANG K K IS BACK!!! So yea I went to talk to him first thing in the morning and told him how much I've MISSED HIM!!! But when Diyana asked him to teach our class, I just kept quiet... Hehe... Even though I simply LOVVVVEEEEE Mr Ang K K... Mr Ang K S's teaching is still the best! Independent learning... He doesn't spoon feed us! MY favourite teacher niwaes...How can I bear to watch him leaving our class by demand? He'll be so sad if he happens to enjoy teaching our class! And I am SO hating my class for that! Hahas! Niwaes Mr Ang K K said he won't be teaching us... Oh well... I will demand him to teach the A-maths remedial class! Please please please Mr Ang!! Teach the dead and boring A-maths remedial class!! I promise I will come every week!! ^^ I'll even ask for more I think if YOU teach! Hahas! My 2 favourite teachers...Mr Angs! ^^ Hmm...Chem lesson was held at I-Hub... [And your presence just bring a smile to my face...=)] It was quite fun... Since I understand the topic and we've finished Macromolecules... During Physics... GAWD! I was like SO sleepy! In my head was like... Stay away Kirin... WAKE UP!!!... Hahas! I didn't understand a word she said! Sheesh! Lucky the next time I'll see her is on Friday! YAY!! Hahas! Only 2 days of Physics! And that's all that happened in school...More happened but those stories are better left as memories in my personal diary! ^^

Well... I think that's all... And I got say once...It has been a while since someone calls me 'Eh'... Hahas! And there was once this person who ALWAYS calls me 'Eh'...My name is Kirin...Not Eh... Hahas! And just now... I was called Eh again! Hahas! I wasn't angry...Delighted in fact! Haha! When was the last time that voice spoke to me! No...Not some voice in my head [i'm not crazy yet..]... From someone's mouth la! And why oh why there's just too much incidences going on in a single day...where I keep on seeing your face in such a close distance? I don't know... But I like that...! Haha! What the *tootz*... Haha! My prayers have been answered! Wohoo~! Hahas! Thanks Allah almighty! ^^ I've also talked to my mum about him... Gosh she was so cool about it! She even remembered his face! Hahas! But she said this love won't last at all...-.-...'Thanks' for the support mum...! Hahas! So much for easy come, easy go... How can be easy come... My worst nightmare sia... I can recall how much I hated him and what happens now? Only God knows... Haha! OH! I've also sang Air Mata Ibu to my mum...At the ending my voice abit siao.. Haha! Sad already half way! Haha! But she still loved it! ^^

OH YA!! When I wanna go home from school the first time, saw that big flirt who was flirting with me last year[go and die uh...] in a police car! Gosh... What happened?? Haha not being concerned here... It's called Kpo... Haha! That's why la... Who told you to be such a big flirt ass? Embarassment to Malays la seyh... I hate flirts! -.-... That's why I like someone who doesn't flirt! Doesn't even care about my presence! Hahas! I like that! XD

Hey! I've edited that picture of me 'smoking'! haha! My whole prupose was to actually promote something to people...No...Not to promote underage smoking! -.-... I wanted to edit it! Just see the picture la! By the way...Smokers are selfish! They wanna kill themselves slowly but they are actually giving us, the passive smokers, a slow death too! Selfish people! Sheesh! How I hate smokers... Smoking is never cool! It's never cool to have bad breath and making your lungs black! >.<...

Happy Mothers' Day To All Mummies/Mamas/Maks/Ibus/Bundas/Mothers etc...!

Just making a short post of appreciation for my mum though she doesn't read my blog, at least will make some people appreciate their mums better!

Happy Mothers' Day Mama... Though you might have disappoint me once...It doesn't change the fact how I truly respect you... You sacrificed your love coz you symphatize someone else... I know I would go crazy if that happens! Hahas! You're strong in the heart to face all these challenges! I know I'm the rudest child among all your children! HAHA! I'm really sorry... Trying my best to watch what I say... Sheesh... hahas! Thanks so much for your guidance to change me into a better person... What would I do without you!?? ^^ My mind is a lil' blank right now... So tomorrow, I will sing for you Air Mata Ibu as promised! Hehes! After you come back from that event la... And I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU MAMA!!! So yea... I wanna sleep now! BYE! XD

Hey heys! Looks like today seems to be a brighter day for me... Let me see what happened...

Oh by the way thanks for tagging peepz! Keep it coming! Haha! And I am sorry Amirah for leaving our convo half way...MSN problem... And kak zainab...You are so right about my sis...Maybe coz that time we kept on quarreling... That's why I think like that one... Hahas!

Today, in the day studied Geography... After praying at about 5... I went to Interchange with my mum... Oh oh! I wear this self-heating mask...Wah so warm one leh my face! But after washing... My face feels sooooo smooth! Should try leh! The brand is Nivea! I think that's how you spell it... Oh come on... It's just $1.95... Must always be willing to spend some extra money for your face! Start early! Love your face and yor face will love you! It means..... If you start loving your face only when you've ignored it since like FOREVER... No way you're gonna look good...You didn't cae for your face once...And your face won't give you any more chance to look good! Oh you can find that mask at Guardian pharmacy... Gosh...Another back ache... I am SO growing older...Hahas!

Didn't really buy anything today apart from this oil control film... My mum did most of the shopping... I only ask for a drink and cookies! And I'm like some maniac today... Keep on smiling to myself! O.O.... Hahas! I just need to remember that 'take care'...I smile already! Like now! Haha! Wad the heck... Hahas! The last time I got that from someone I like was 2 years ago! Of coz la! Hahas! Whenever that scary thought of my parents separating...I think of that take care I forget about that problem already! Haha! Gosh...Aren't you the sweetest? ^^ I guess I was in heaven for a sec yesterday! Hahas!

[If he say take care I'm like crazy already... Wonder what happens if he say something WAYYYYY sweeter than THAT! Gosh I think I'll be like fainting for a while! Haha!]

In the bus... Me n my mum were like talking about my future... Hahas... My mum said she was kinda worried when she heard I was going to JC since I hate reading SOOO MUCH! Hahas! But to think again...She said I'll be so easily influenced in Poly and she don't think I can go to University from there! Hahas! Especially from fashion designing course...Everytime go to school... Hey gal! Where did you get THAT TOP? We SO need to go for some SHOPPING!! LOL!...In JC what they care...Where did you get that top?? From the shop where you got yours from... Haha! Since all of them wear uniform! Well can see from the way my mum spoke to me...She really wants me to go to the U... And also to JC... Well that is what I'll do... Maybe I won't have any life for the next years...OMG...Like 2 more years of textbooks! >.<... Nevermind as long as it makes my parents proud! Hehe! And I can go SMU...! Yay! And my grandma is staying over at my house for a few days... Tomorrow, STUDY ALL DAY!! *faints* Hahas!

So yea talked about that prob with my mum already... Well I feel relieved now... Abang you wanna tell Ayah so much right? Go ahead... We all know the truth... And we all trust Mama... So it's up to you to do the RIGHT thing... I got nothing else to say... That's all! BYE!!

STAY HAPPY! And don't these negative flies around you affect your life... Sheesh I just let some did yesterday... But now I use a 'repellant' already! Hahas! I'll always be happy! Little Miss Sunshine? XD
As long as I like him I'm happy! XDDD