I'mSorryI Can'tBePerfect

If Only You Could See That I'm Trying.
Saturday, 31 January 2009;5:08 pm
Before I start...I was surfing the net
when I saw this love quote...

"The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring."

Awwwww....So sweet... Haha!
Sounds familiar...Haha! Well...
At least it's a good thing! =)

Anyway...Today my day starts at 11.40 AM.
Seriously wonderful sleep! ^^
I slept alone...So yea, no snoring. xD
Those drugs did their job I tell ya!
I don't have a headache anymore...
And yea, I really slept I tell ya... xD
After showering...Went to the living room.
ARGH! No bread, no food!
Just leftovers! Gahh...! I washed the dishes,
and then I went online for 10 minutes.
Coz I went to have my 'breakfast' with him
at Tender Best...And oh my God...
Wrong timing for the lion dance to come...
I SO don't like them! o.o...
Damn full after that. Haha!
Thanks for the meal sweetie! =)
Bought bread, and went home...
Took the stairs...Fuh! Tired. xD
I'm gonna take the stairs more often now...
It shall be my daily exercise! Haha!
Going down was a breeze!
Going up, by level 8, I was panting. xD

And I just made 2 new blogskins
for my 2 private blog...
For this blog, I'll leave it like this first.
And my bro said I might work next week!
YAY! Finally I'm occupied! Haha!
Every break time I am SO relaxing by the bay! =)
IF there is a break time... o.o... LOL.
Oh well, I seriously need the money
to buy new clothes for Poly! ^^
My clothes, or should I say, hand-down clothes
have lost their beauty... xD
5-6 should be enough right? Haha!
So I will spare $60 for shirt shopping.
If last minute I don't get this job,
I will use my bank money,
coz I REALLY need new clothes! xD
One of my goals...! Haha!
I've not shopped for quite a while anyway.
Almost a month I think...
That is PATHETIC for a shopping queen! xD
I guess I'll stop here for today...
I WANNA GO OUT!!! *sobx* Haha!
Might be going to Tampines Interchange. CHIAO! =)
Here's another quote before I leave.

"We were given: Two hands to hold. Two legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find."
Friday, 30 January 2009;11:04 pm
Actualy this is like the post of the day,
since I didn't blog yesterday... Oh well...
I'm just here to blog due to insomnia.
I can't sleep. Tired, but can't sleep.
What's WRONG with me?? o.o..
Even my bro said I looked weak...
Most probably I got the sickness
from those around me...! Like OBVIOUSLY.
Don't say a thousand thoughts...
Today, a million thoughts are
running across my mind...
Questions with no answers,
just leave me with confusion...
Is this just part of growing up?
Or am I just starting to change...Oh what the hell.
I updated my 2009 planner just now...
Every date has a quote I made myself.
Somehow summarises the day.
So it's like my own diary,
off limits to everyone! =)
This year I set 20 goals for myself...
3 different categories overall...
I must be determined to complete them all!
Especially the school goal...
STUDY HARD KIRIN!! xD
I guess if I wanna enter SMU,
I won't have time to fool around anymore.
What more last minute studies...?! NO WAY!
I got in the first choice school and course that I want.
Now I must work hard to get into the
first choice University that I want! Hehe!
Ahh...Blogging always relieves my tensed brain. xD
I feel better now...I'm drugged. xD
I ate 5 different types of medicines...
and 2 of them are for cough, only that
one is in a tablet form, another is liquid...
Is this called over intake of drugs? No right?
Coz the tablet doesn't cause drowsiness. xD
Oh yes yes! I almost forgot!
Actually I forgot about this for almost a month. xD

I know SOME teachers read my blog...Haha!
Though I know that ONE teacher doesn't read it.
Oh well, you can't put me in recovery room for this. =P
And that ONE teacher is Mdm Teng...!
I bet she saw my maths result already,
since she IS the HOD of maths... She might have
seen our results way earlier than us.
So... You didn't want to give me a chance huh??
4 freakin' weeks improve from F9 to C6 at least??
FOUR WEEKS!? Are you SERIOUS? -.-...
Thanks to my beloved Mr Ang K K & Mr Ang K S,
I still took A-maths for my O-Levels,
and STILL got a freakin' B4 for it!
If it wasn't for THEM, I would have been
demoralised to take that subject coz of YOU.
I pleaded for you to give me a chance,
but you ignored me! Gahhhhh~!
Oh well, gotta admit, I felt challenged
so I decided to PROVE YOU WRONG!!
Let's say I have to partly thank you? Whatever...
That compulsory remedials I had to attend
every Friday, which I didn't attend...
Was useless. I mean, seriously...
Are you kidding me??? It SO didn't help.
Well I guess that boring maths course
helped me out somehow or rather...
So...Thanks! Even though I only attend 3 sessions. (:
So yea...I won't keep any more grudges... xD
So we're cool huh Mdm Teng? xD
[Okay I'm being lame..Confirmed. Sick in the brain. xD]
;3:24 pm
OH MY GOSH!!!
My blouse is almost complete!! xD
Actually around 40% completed only... xD
But STILL...And DOUBLE OH MY GOD...
My hands are steadier! I can SO
sew a straight line now! Wheee~!
I'm so happy! Haha! My blouse should be
done by next week I guess..!
I am SO wearing that on my bro's wedding! ^^
Cik Ati told me to eat that small orange...
Then she and Auntie Betsy laughed at me
when they saw my expression...! o.o...
Gosh I HATE sour stuffs! xP
Aunty Betsy said I looked like a kid
eating bitter gourd... RIGHTTTT...! Haha!
Had lots of fun there! I was supposed to
complete the sewing by today...
But I had to rush for an outing...

Before that I rushed to the mosque first...
OH MY GOSH! My feet hurts!!
Coz I walked briskly all the way to the mosque...
I thought I was late ah...
But SOMEBODY was even later... *Roll eyes*
Then there was this auntie in the mosque...
She sat at the chair and all the way stare at me.
I was like...Errr do I know you? xD
I just ignore her presence after that. Haha!
Maybe coz I was the only one not wearing
a head scarf at THAT POINT OF TIME. Hehe.
Then I rushed back to Interchange.
I was still early...Oh 'wonderful'...!
Met Suhaimi there and we went off to Downtown.

At Downtown, met 4 new people...
Well, nobody new in his world... Haha!
Jannah, Kak Pah, Suhairin & Suhazrin...
I didn't talk much...Basically coz
I still didn't know them much...And I felt
awkward... So yea...
And I was kinda stressed up in the brain...
Since Monday or so... Haha!
So yea all I think of was...JC or Poly...
TP or TPJC? Appeal, or stay...? xD
Many thoughts running through my mind.
I was so stressed that it made me depressed.
But now I'm okay lah...Since the MOE
messaged me at 6.47 AM saying that
I got into Retail Management in TP...
I said "Yay" softly and seconds later I fell asleep. xD
So yea, it's decided. I'm going to TP...!
I'm a Temasek Poly Business School student people! xD
BUSINESS...!! YAY!!! hahaha! x)
Anyway back to where we were...

We went to watch Bride Wars together...
GREAT SHOW!!! SO reminds me of
myself and my bestie, Maizurah! haha!
There's Amma, who happens to be a teacher,
those kind type of people who gives in easily...
And is GOOD AT RUNNING... Haha!
There's Liv, who's a lawyer, but seems like
a business woman somehow... She
always wanna be number one...And
SHE CAN'T RUN AND LOVES TO...
EAT CHOCOLATES AND TREATS!! Haha!
I'm sure you peepz can figure out who's who now.
I'm Liv and Maizurah is Amma!
And their friendship lasts for 20 years! WOW!
And so I hope our friendship will last that long!
And also I hope we won't fight on our wedding day! xD
Certain parts were touching lah...
Kak Pah even cried... Awww... Haha!
Then we went to eat at the food court.
I was FIRST TO ORDER...but...
LAST TO EAT... Bloody toots! Grrr...!!!
Nevermind2...
Then I went home with Suhaimi only... (:
Reached home around 11 PM?
I think so... Around there or earlier...
Overall, I had fun! Hehe!
If only I wasn't stressed up...It would be better.
I'm sorry to the 5 of you for not talking so much.
Maybe next time?
I'm just not used to it yet. Hehe.

And OH MY GOD...
I had such a weird dream last night!
I'm Super Girl and he's Super Boy! xD
Yay! Going to the Sentosa Flower
with him this Sunday!! I LOVE FLOWERS! ^^
I tell you, I will post TONNES of picts! xD
Wednesday, 28 January 2009;4:04 pm
Argh! Once again I'm doing nothing...
AT HOME!! xD
Feel like going out, but nobody to
go out with...
And to think again...I'm kinda lazy
coz yesterday was pretty eventful,
and I slept around 2.30 AM...Haha!
Chatting, blogging and ROCK LEGENDING! xD
I know there's no such word..
But who cares anyway? xD
Now, I'm staring at my cat's face.
OH MY I LOVE MEHK EHK!!
Hehe! Cutest cat EVER! xD
And now...As usual...
I'm playing Rock Legends!!
Fed up sia people keep on stealing
my band members! Gahhh~! Haha!
And I'm gonna make another blog!
Well no big deal coz it's a private blog
and only for my eyes... haha!
atrabilious-instincts.blogspot.com
Nice right the url??! Haha!
Okay lah I'm crapping away... So..TOODLES!
Tuesday, 27 January 2009;10:27 pm
Yo peepz..!! WHEEE~!
It's the BEST day in January 2009!!
It's a Girls' Day Out..!! Wohoo~! Hehe!
Don't mind me but I'm so HYPER now. xD
Even though my energy is running low! xD
Before I start, I'll make a slide show
of today's event tomorrow aites?
Today I'm too tired already...

Anyway, toda's event starts at 10.25 AM.
I was out of my house... Saw the lion dance
crew at the level 11 lift lobby... I was like...
Oh shit... Are they over or...haven't start?
Coz I'm very SURE I'll be startled upon
hearing the loud 'music'... Which I call, noise. xD
I was at the void deck and they started.
I was like...PHEW~! That was CLOSE! xD
Then reached interchange with Mai around 10.40 AM.
We were late! Haha! Lucky didn't
get scolded by Ain, Nadz and Sarita! Huhu! xD
Only 5 girls... Oh well! We can always
have another one next time! Wheee~! LOL.

First, we went to NTUC to buy some snacks & drinks.
Spent $9.10 there... Then we went to KFC...
Spend $15.65 there... I think. xD
Bought 5 pieces of chicken! Yummy! Hehe!
Then we went OFF to Harbour Front.
We shopped at Candy Empire...
Went to Level...3..or is it 4? Whatever...
PACKED. -.-.... The queue was FREAKING LONG!

We were DEMORALISED. Hahaha!
Went to Harbour Front bus station...
MORE PACKED! Oh my GOD... -.-
So took bus 65 like what the driver SAID.
And stop at TELOK BELANGAH RD...
LIKE WHAT THE DRIVER SAID...
Stopped at the right bus stop...
And NONE of the buses...
I repeat...NONE of the buses go to EAST COAST PARK.
Bloody hell siotttt....!!! GAHHHHH~!
CURSE YOU BLUR BUS DRIVER!!! -.-
So we end up getting lost at...
Lower Delta Road....
Fed up. We took the cab. xD
Haiyah 5 people share $10.40...
Only $2.08... Hahaha! xD
AND MY FLIP FLOPS SNAPPED! =(((
I used plaster to hold it together. xD

Reached there we were like...SO happy...
And suddenly, this man sneezed loudly,
I thought a dog barked, and I was SHOCKED. o.o...
Embarassing sia! Haha! Coz I shrieked! xD
You know...Outing with girls...
WE SHRIEKED ALOT! xD
Main problem...Red ants! xD
One of them was on my HEAD! AHHHH! =X
We took 15 minutes to pitch the tent.
I remembered coz Ain told me! xD
Coz Ain & Mai pitched it wrongly at first. xD
Then me & Mai changed clothes,
and we all ate our KFC CHICKEN!! WOHOO~!
It was around 2 PM... First meal of the day.
TALK ABOUT HUNGRY! xD

Then my Cabury Dream Sprinkles MELTED!!!
NooooOOoOOOoO~!!!! *Sobx*
So after eating my chicken, I ate my chocolate.
Then shared the fried maggi I cooked in the morning
with Maizurah... Freakin' spicy lah siak! xD
But we love it! LOL!
Even when we ate we can joke around. xD
THEN WE WENT TO THE SEA!! WHEEE~!
I forgot how long we spent there...
Almost 2 hours or so? Forgot. xD
Had so much fun! My skin feels sooo smooth! xD
Ain went out before me & Mai...
THANKS NADZ for taking the picts for us! ^^

Then it was just me and Mai at the tent...
Ain went for a shower, Nadz & Sarita
went off strolling around the area...
And THEN, I realised....THERE WERE
NUMEROUS BIG RED ANTS!! AHHH! =X
So we transferred everything into the tent and
zipped ourself up in the tent! Hahahaha!
We reacted as though there were aliens! xD
Then Nadz & Sarita return, we went for a shower.
WAH must pay 50 cents! So ex! -.-
Then the toilet so dirty and smelly one!
I wanna pay 20 cents good enough lorr...!
Taking advantage sia! Chitot! Grrrr...!
MY HAIR!! DAMAGED! -.-
Luckily I bring the Ginvera Hair Mosturiser!

Then packed our stuffs and all around
6.30 PM I think...Then we went to Mc Cafe...
I drank Double Chocolate...WHEE~! SO NICE! xD
Kirin so clever...Got slight sore throat,
drink ice blended. (:
HAHA! Nevermind, I ate my medicine already.
I realised I had a cut and I didn't know why...
I act cute and said I had a cut on my finger! xD
What the hell eh Kirin... xD
I got a boo boo! xD
KIDDING! LOL! I don't usually do that. xD
Then we gossiped? LOL!!! Haha!
Once in a while what...No harm... xD
Nadz, Mai and Sarita going TPJC...
I'm still considering actually... Haha!
But most probably I'll stick to TP! =)

Then we want to go home, we
got lost at Marine Parade...
So I asked my dad for directions and
found our way back to Tampines! Haha!
Thanks Ayah!! Hehee~! =)
In the bus me, Ain and Mai suddenly
got extra dirty minded... HAHA!
Ok lets not touch on that shall we? =)
Reached home around 8.15 PM...
Didn't get to pray Maghrib at the mosque... =(
Nevermind got other times! Hehe!

Conclusion...My day today is SUAY! -.-
I bought a new slipper...Threw the old one away.
My favourite seh... =(
Overall, I had a blast lah today!
The tent pitching was SO girl power! Hehe!
I wish to do this again soon, but with more friends...
Syafiqah and Sharon must come along! Hehe!
Okay lah I guess that's all!
Do you know that now is 1.44 AM?
Freakin' long post lah siot! xD
And I'm a Level 19 singer!!!
And I'm in San Francisco!!!
ROCK LEGENDS!!!! xD
Monday, 26 January 2009;9:40 pm

Partial Eclipse... Uh huh... *Roll eyes*


Cute teachers in costume! xD


Me going to grandma's house!


Hoho! Pontianak cut hair already. xD


Looks scary right? No? Haha!
But the kids sure are cute!
From Left...Liyana, Amirah, Azurah.
At the back is...Amirul!

Anyway, these are the pictures of yesterday and the 'partial eclipse' which I rather call evening sun... Haha! And also the picture of Mr Kim & Mr Khong in the costume! Not so clear leh coz they keep on walking... -.-... Anyway... I'm a level 18 singer in Rock Legends!! Yay!! Haha!
;8:30 pm
HHHHEEEEELLLLLLOOOOO~!
Hehe! I feel WAY better now!
I think I got the Monday Blues just now. xD
Around 4.55 PM met Maizurah...
So...We were late for Asar prayers...
Aiyoo... So we waited for a while...
Then we prayed by ourselves...
Then we went to Interchange...
The malls were creepy...
Not so many people. Haha!
And so many shops closed! xD
Bought Famous Amos cookies!!
Got discount some more! Thanks Mai! xD
Hmm...I think the cashier was from EVPS.
Don't know, don't care, don't bother. xD

Then we walked to Sun Plaza Park...
Only I played the swing...
Mai didn't want to... Oh well...
It was so fun! I swing very high! xD
Until I got giddy and I stopped. Haha!
Then we just sit and talked...
Around 7.05 PM, we went back to the mosque
for Maghrib prayers...We weren't late! xD
And the miracle happened...
After praying... I felt so... so...
Happy...free...wonderful... =D
So yea here's the plan...
Maizurah most probably will be going to JC...
So we won't have time to meet up everyday.
The plan is... We will meet at 7 PM everyday.
We will pray together! ^^
Good plan right? Hehe!
Depends lah if I'm free...
Coz if I have CCA, that would be a problem! xD
Suddenly I feel like I have no worries
at all right now... Hehe~! All happy... =)
Anyway...I was CHEATED.
There was no solar eclipse!
All I saw was the evening sun! -.-
Oh whatever... Haha! I will post the picture later.
And I have to sleep early coz I have
to go out by 10 AM tomorrow... Hehe!
For now, it's 8.48 PM...
I need to pray again! Hehee... =)
BYE2!! Assalamualaikum! =)
;3:11 pm
Anyway, there'll be a solar eclipse later on.
Wow how cooool~! Hehe!
Going to Sentosa tomorrow...
I really hope I can enjoy myself! ^^
Let's put my mind off the sad shits... Hehe!
4.13 already...I think I'll go off now...
I want to pray at the mosque....
I think that will ease my mind a little...! =)
Coz I love Allah more than anything..! =)
Only Allah understands how I feel right now. =)
Sunday, 25 January 2009;10:45 pm
Hello...!
Today was rather...Plain.
Not too boring, not too fun.
Just a normal Sunday...
Supposed to go to Changi Beach with
my mum and nephew, Fiqry....
But the weather wasn't on our side. Dang...
So we went to my grandma's house instead.
2 of my uncles were there with their kids...
At first I really got nothing to do...
Oh my gosh! Nadhirah and Nashuha!!
I came to your house and you gals weren't at home!
I miss you two so much seh!! =(

Then around 5 I think...
Went to the playground with the kids...
Then went to rooftop garden...
Make some 'ghost' videos... Haha!
As I was wearing all white, I'm the ghost. BOO~!
Had some fun there lah...
We did those videos around 7.15 PM...
I had goosebumps... Haha!
COME ON...! Anytime the real one can ask me...
"Hello, are you trying to copy me babe??" xD
OK lame eh Kirin.. xD
I just sms him while we were out...
For like an hour only... That's it. Hahas!
Go back to my grandma's house...
Yada yada... and around 8.30 PM we went home.
Nothing much lah kan...
Wohoo~! Beach party on Tuesday at SENTOSA!!
It's a Girls Day Out!! Yeahhh!! xD
Tomorow, there'll be an eclipse of the sun
from 4-6 PM...Cooool~!
But I think it's kinda scary... =S
Oh well...Don't wanna miss that!
Gahhh~! Not another day I don't
get to chat with my sweetheart! Darn... xD
Nevermind2...
Happy Chinese New Year In Advance to all!
To to my cousin, cheer up dude!
There are more fishes out there swimming in the sea! =)
Saturday, 24 January 2009;7:23 pm
Arghhh~! Can you believe it??
I used to HATE playing games..!
But I'm addicted to Rock Legend at Facebook!
Should really try that game! Haha!
I'm a level 14 singer! Yeahh!! Hahs!
That's quite pathetic actually. xD
I'll upgrade myself soon... to level 15!!
Then I can go to San Francisco, CA! xD
I'll play this game everyday until school starts. xD
OH MY GOD! I sound like...
A no-life-geek! =X
Nyeahaha! xD
Nevermind... I'll get sick of this game soon. xD
Like I said I'll blog at night right?
Well actually, there's nothing to blog about.
Today was kinda boring...
Wait. VERY boring. Now, that sounds better! ^^
I think I'd better go now!
Look at the time! I need to pray!! BYEEEEE~! xD
;9:51 am
Good morning peepz!
I just return from the clinic...!
Didn't go to polyclinic... Overslept,
and my parents wanted to go to the market.
So just went to the neighbourhood clinic!
Thanks for waking me up sunshine! =)

I finally had my checkup...
That heartburn I have is more to gastric.
Like I mentioned before, the gas goes up
my oesophagus, and it hurts like *toots* to breathe!
She tapped my tummy,
and it sounded so hollow. HAHA!
She said I would have a nicer figure if I'd...
ACTUALLY EAT...! Wow...
Ironic... Eat more to lose weight. -.-
Overall I'm healthy uh... Haha!
I guess that's all! Wow...
Complete opposite of last night's dream...
I dreamt I got stomach cancer! Yikes! =X
Haha! Oh well... Maybe I'll blog again tonight?
How wonderful...I'm happy again! =)
Friday, 23 January 2009;3:30 pm
Hello...! Let's blog in the day for today.
I'm gonna sleep early tonight,
wake up early in the morning tomorrow,
and HEAD DOWN TO POLYCLINIC!
Supposed to go today...
But I went to school for the lame concert instead.
Just like the past 4 years, the concert was lame.

But Mr Khong and Mr Kim were CUTE in
that chinese costume! Haha!
Feel so dead bored until now...
So I decided to tease someone just now. xD
Oh yes! Nice performance Terrence & friends! :)
Hmm... And after the last performance,
I felt proud of myself! HAHA! =X
I see no point in 'battling' you... Haha! xD
Had a good laugh here and there with Diy.
Just chill out after the performance...
Bump into Sabri at the school main gate.
He came after the concert was over. Haha!
Just talked a lil' and went off.
He doesn't wanna 'friend' me after we talked.
Haha! Then I said uh...In the first place...
We're not even friends. We're cousins! xD

Hmm...Should I ask the doctor about
my heartburn tomorrow...?
I mean if he/she just give me Antacid Tablets,
I already have it seh... Like waste money only...
Should I just say I'm having sore throat/runny nose?
Haha! I really don't know...
Maybe I should ask... For my own good?
Haha! Whatever... xD

For today... I just wanna be alone.
Not some moodswing lah seh...
I'm all emo today, should be coz I'm sick.
LET'S SLIT! HAHA! Just kidding!
I'm not stupid to slit anymore! Hoho! xD
I'm just talking emo lah...
I don't mean a shit I say. Just leave me alone!
DO NOT ask me what's wrong with me.
NOBODY should ask me. I won't answer you.
Coz I'm not angry with anyone.
I'm angry with myself. Can? Haha!
OH YES! Nice right the song at my blog?
Old song lahh used to just like it...
Suddenly I'm in love with it. xD
Sorry to my Chinese readers coz it's a Malay song.
I'll change it soon! =)
OH YES! Tonight got lots of stars seh! Hehe! =)

Shyness or humility...Take the knife and slit my throat.
Coz I don't bother to say anything else...
Thursday, 22 January 2009;9:54 pm
Yaaayyyyy~! Today was fun!
Went to Wild Wild Wet...!
Saw Guo Yan and Izzat there...
Went with Along, Abang Faz, Fiqry & my parents.
The place was quite...Empty. Haha!
Not many people ah...
The Sun was BRIGHT...
But I bought sun block lotion...
I'm still tanned! ARGHHHH~!!!! =X
1 MONTHto be white, 1 DAY to be dark! o.o...

Didn't do much today...
Just played the Ular-Lah ONCE. ONCE!
Nevermind... Next time ah... Haha!
It was more to chill than fun...
And my sis was with her husband and son...
While I followed my parents...
So what? I became the baby! Hehe!
So fun play the slide together with my parents,
and another time, together with my sis and mum!
When I SCREAMED at Ular-Lah...
I kinda lost my voice after that. Thanks. -.-
SORE THROAT!!! GAHHHH~!
Sorry ah Izzat cannot call out for you,
I'd lose my voice even more after that! xD
Maybe next time? Haha!

Then had our dinner at the foodcourt...
I suggested Fish & Co. and my mum teased me.
Aiyooo...! Haha! She said I'll be dreamy and
smile to myself as I imagine he feed me. o.o...
RIIIGHHHTTTTT....! Hahaha!
Then at foodcourt also saw those 2 guys...
But they didn't see me...
Like what Izzat said online, he won't know me,
coz I was wearing a scarf. Haha!
Since when they see me in scarf? LOL.
And it was SOOOOO irritating
when my family teased me with this guy
who served me my food! EEEWWW! o.o...
That's all uh...

Should I go to school tomorrow? Depends. Haha!
Dearest is SICK...!!!
Get well soon!!!! Sick also want to go online!
Very degil seh! Hahas!
Okay luh...Gotta go...Tired leh... BYE2!
;12:20 am
Heeelllloooo...!
Today was such a fun day! Haha!
And also a 'full' day...As in...
I'm so full right until now! -.-...
Anyway...Went out with my Mr S just now...
hahaha! I know most of you should know
who he is by now...Kinda obvious huh? xD
Anyway, the total distance we walked was...
16,092 footsteps!!!! WOWW...! Haha!
Anyway when you walk with your sweetheart,
it feels like you just take one step. xD
Minus the blister on your feet...! -.-...
Blardy shoes gave me blister! GAHHH~! -.-

I got 3 'anyway' so far... xD
Went to the city just now...
My second home... Kwang kwang kwang! xD
As usual...I do not know where to go. xD
And he kept on asking me where to go next! o.o...
Firstly, had our lunch at Donut Factory.
I LOVE DONUTS!!! BUT...
Not the cappuccino! The taste was bland and bitter!
I added 2 packet of sugar,
then it tasted quite okay already...
He added 1 and a half packet of sugar...
I know where the other half went to. xD
Took some pictures here and there,
and we're off to Esplanade!
My favourite spot! And here comes the blister. -.-
We asked this lady to take a picture for us...
She snapped like 10 pictures? "CHEEEESEEE"...
End up with TWO pictures only! PRO AH! xD
Okay whatever with her...
We just chill out by the bay...And sing! Haha!
And the fishes loved us! xD
Hmmm chill out... Can't say CHILL...
Coz it was scorching hot! -.-
Then around 6 PM...walked to Singapore Flyer.
Eat at Popeyes... He forced me to eat. Haha!
DAMN FULL after that! DAMN FULL. xD
Thanks for the meal dearest! (:
Then we walked back to Marina Square...
Just window-shopped and joke around...
And then went to Raffles City...
I was already on the escalator, someone called us...
Then I had to run down...! xD
Ok this part is funny... xDDDD

This China woman...wants me and him to
help out in some commercial whatever crapness...
I couldn't understand a WORD she said! xD
All I did was LAUGH. LOL!
She said "You got the STYLE that we looking for"...
But the accent...I couldn't understand her. xD
Anyway, forget about that lady. Haha!
Walk here, walk there at Raffles City,
then head home... Saw lots of stars!! xD
I guess that's all uh... (:
Laughed A LOT today! Haha!
What a crazy day... xD
Oh yea! We wore like almost the same shoes!
How cool is that?? We didn't even plan it! xD
Tuesday, 20 January 2009;9:05 pm
ANYWAY...As promised...
Here's the slideshow of the
Poly Open Houses pictures...! ENJOY!
And also my Sentosa Trip...
Which consists mainly of my face...
If you don't like it, I expect no critics.
Like I always say...My blog, my problem ah. xD



;1:07 pm
Every tuesday it'll be like this.
I rot at home. x)
No plans today...
And I don't think I'll have any...
No plans means no interesting
things to blog about!!! IT SUCKS!
Anyway, I wikipedia-ed about heartburn.
Finding out about my heartburn cause...
And I got this...

Heartburn or pyrosis is a painful and burning sensation in the esophagus, just below the breastbone usually associated with regurgitation of gastric acid.[1] The pain often rises in the chest and may radiate to the neck, throat, or angle of the jaw. Heartburn is also identified as one of the causes of chronic cough, and may even mimic asthma. Despite its name, heartburn actually has nothing to do with the heart. It is so called because of a burning sensation of the breastbone where the heart is located although some heart problems do have a similar sensation to heartburn. Compounding the confusion is the fact that hydrochloric acid from the stomach comes back up the esophagus because of a problem with the cardiac sphincter, a valve which misleadingly contains the word "cardiac", referring to the cardia as part of the stomach and not, as might be thought, to the heart

Nice research huh? Haha!
Those stuffs are SO TRUE! Haha!
See? It's not really THAT dangerous...
It's due to gastric acid, which means...
I didn't eat properly!! Haha!
Okay2 no more diets and what not! xD
Look at the treatment...
Super easy and I'll be delighted to do it. xD
I LOVE MILK! LOL!

A glass of milk is an excellent and simple way to cure heart burn.

So yea...Drink more milk. That's what my sis
told me too, but she said HOT milk.
Hmm...I have to go out alone later to buy milk.
Apart from that, I shall also buy...
Banana Oreo Ice Blend! Haha!
Damn I feel so sleepy today... -.-
LAZY DAY!!! xD
Shouldn't stay up late today since I'm going out
tomorrow... Or I'll be sleepy again. xD
So yea, I'm online in the day means...
I won't be online tonight.
Yesterday was exceptional.
What should I wear tomorrow...?
Can I just wear t-shirt? Lazy la to think much. xD
Most probably black...Or not? Haha!
OK set! I'll stick with black t-shirt...
Those long t-shirt...
Really don't bother dressing up. xD
Okay2...3.43 already...Better get going! BYE!

Pray.Go Out.Come Home.Pray.Sleep.
Wake up.Pray.Have Dinner.Watch TV. Pray.
By 10.30 PM. Sleep. HAHA!
Niceeeeeee~! xD

8:40 PM update....
My hands are freakin' tired & weak
after carrying fiqry all the way just now...! o.o
That kid is HEAVY! xD
And I'm addicted to 'If I Ain't Got You'...
Especially after finding out I can sing that song. xD
Anyway....................

GOODBYE GEORGE BUSH!!!
It's a pleasre that you are
not the president anymore! ^^
Finally, I hope, the Muslims will not be
blamed for EVERYTHING. -.-...
GOOOOO BARRACK OBAMA!!! xD
Monday, 19 January 2009;3:44 pm
Hellloooo...!
Fuhh I had a wonderful sleep last night.
When was the last time I slept at 10.45 PM? xD
Woke up around 9.30 AM...
But still lazy wanna wake up...So
I woke up around 10.30 AM or so...
Furthermore get to sleep alone in my room! ^^
Woke up, I still wasn't hungry...
Around 12, went to Giant...
Then I was hungry. Haha!

At Giant was quite fun...
With my mum and bro, Abang Pil.
He pushed the trolley while I sat at the edge.
There wasn't much teenagers or kids...
So why should I care about what people
think about me? xD
But only at certain points uh I sit...
Then at the point where we wanted to return
the trolley, me and my bro were like
'fighting for the trolley'... Haha!
Coz we wanted the $1. LOL!
Very childish la...Who cares? xD

Then at home, ate chicken rice with my sis.
She said she saw a ghost at work...
You know that small window for ventilation?
She saw longgggg hair coming from that window...
RAPUNZEL!! [The scary version...xD]
Eeee scary sia!! o.o... I'd SCREAM if I were her! xD
After that, I cooked Lauk Lemak Cili Padi...
There's 'babat' and chicken in it...
How to translate babat uh? Flabs? LOL!
Very spicy seh... Mum ask to put more than 10
cili padi at first... But I only took 10...
Imagine if I put 15... SHEESH! xD
Overall...Nice ah... HAHA!
Not salty or bland...So considered good uh! xD
If don't trust me, come my house and taste ah. xD
Just kidding! Hahah! Coz I'm SO BORED. -.-

OH YA! I was cooking, then my bro BARKED loudly.
I was like SHOCKED and I scream uh...
NOTHING BETTER TO DO SIA! -.-...
Then he went out, return with bleeding arm...
Should be just a cut ah...
Then show me the blood when he knows I don't
like the sight of blood! o.o....

Nevermind la...I'll stop here...
I WANNA SING!! Hahas! BYE!
This song at my blog is SWEEEEEEEEET. xD
Sunday, 18 January 2009;10:19 pm
Gosh...I'm so lethargic right now.
Nevermind, still must blog. Hehs.
Like I said, I needed my bestie with me.
So yea, I went out with her just now.
Went to Downtown East...
Then we chilled by the beach...
I really needed to get my mind off
everything right now...
And no doubt it was my PMS that made
me super sensitive and so negative-thinking.
And for my dearest, I got a post for you
at our private blog ok? =)

So yea at the beach, saw Mrs Teo is it?
The Chemistry teacher leh.. Forgot the name. Hehe!
The beach STINKS. -.-...
The two of us just listen to sappy songs...
Look at the clouds and simply joked around!
Then we went off around 7 PM...
My handphone bluetooth okay already leh!
Thanks to him of course! Haha! =)
Then we walked to Whitesands.
As usual, we went to accessories store...
And I was soooo tempted to buy ear studs! o.o...
Nevermind, got a lot already at home. HAHA!
Then went back to Tamp, just window-shopped.
I don't see the need to waste my money right now.
I just ate one epok-epok sardine for dinner.
Seriously no appetite. Like sooo full for no reason.
I'm really tired already now...
I guess I'd better go off now! Bye2! =)
;9:54 am
3 and a half hours of sleep...
Is that enough? Oh well...
No choice, I just couldn't sleep well.
Having diarrhoea and no appetite to eat?
No choice, I still won't eat.

The last thing I did before sleeping was, I cried.
And the first thing I did when I woke up was crying.

1:20 PM update...
Wow... Since the time I woke up...
Now is like the 8th time I cry today...
I need a confirmation. Just something.
This must be my moodswing of the day... God knows.
I need my bestfriend with me right now... hmmm...
;12:54 am
Lalala...HELLLOOO~!
Hmm... There was a family outing.
So called luh.. Haha!
Abang Yus and Abang Faz didn't follow us...
Went to invite some of my dad's side
family members to my bro's wedding.
One at Sembawang, another at Yishun...
Or was it, one at Queenstown? Oh whatever. xD
Went out around 8 PM...
Felt so good to wear scarf again... Haha!
It has been a while since I wore scarf...

Urghh I'm so full right now! -.-
I ate chicken rice...Didn't finish it...
I ATE CHOCOLATE! Thanks Along! Haha!
I drank Teh Cino...Didn't finish it. HAHA!
Anyway, in the car...I stared at the dark sky...
I only saw one star... Hmm... Haha!
3 days in a row...Only 1 star...
But then around Sembawang I think...
I saw a lot of stars!! [Or satellites? LOL.]
Then I thought about my dearest... Hehe!
Coz he always tell me that when he gazes at
the stars, he thinks about me... Hahas!
Ain't he sweet? Hehe. He's mine! LOL!

In the day, I was just busy making a new blogskin
for my private blog...
All access are cancelled. Huhu!
And all posts are deleted!
I hate those memories! HATE THEM ALL! xD
Okay I'm crazy already...GOTTA GO! BYE! x)
Friday, 16 January 2009;11:17 pm
Today was DULL.BORING.MENDAK.
I woke up, shower, breakfast and all...
I just ate Tom Yam soup for breakfast...
In other words, just some gravy and 2 prawns.
Talk about freakin' hungry! -.-
Then I sat in the living room alone.
Damn bored, don't know what to do.
I listened to song and the next thing I know,
I doze off for like an hour? Haha!
Woke up, play with Fiqry and all...
Energy seriously low... -.-
Then went out to have dinner at KFC
with my mum, sis and Fiqry.
I ate one small piece of chicken.
Bloody toots, look big in picture but
so small in reality! -.-
I ate cheese fries and the prawn thingy...
Damn full after that. x)
Walked home like a zombie...
Soooo lethargic. I also don't know why.
Then at home folded some clothes...
And now I'm rotting again. -.-
And also found out I'm having diarrhoea.
AGAIN. -.-... What the hell sia... Gahh!
My bro wanted to bring us out for supper...
Wah my stomach can burst already. So full.
So yea, I rejected that idea...
And going out at this time?
With my limited energy?
I'll end up sleeping in his rented car. xD

And I'm already missing my dearest! :(
We so gotta meet next week! Haha!
Every little thing also links to him. Hehe!
Hmm... Vivo or Suntec? Haha!
I am SO fickle minded lah kan?? =))
Now cannot meet leh...
If meet too often, my mum won't like it.
So yea...Better not. Haha!
;1:22 am
HELLLLLLOOOOOO!
Wow 2 wonderful days one after another.
Today I went to Sentosa with
my mum, sis, bro-in-law and Fiqry!
It was a BLAST!
DEFINITELY a day to remember!
Thanks for everything sis and mum! Hehe!
And I just can't stop thinking about him today! xD
Keep on smiling to myself. Crazy. xD

Went out around 2.30 PM? Or 3 PM?
I don't remember... Haha!
I wanted to wear a simple t-shirt...
My mum didn't like it...
I simply couldn't be bothered with what I wear. xD
So I find something better to wear...
I look extravagant today... HAHA!
Well you have to look hot when you go to Sentosa right? xD
JUST KIDDING! I wasn't hot. -.-

Anyway, we went to Vivo first...
Had our lunch there...
My sis withdraw some money...And she
found this receipt with the amount $79K++...
She talked about it until the time we
wanna go home seyh! Hahaha!
I ate Fried Kway Teow...Drank Bandung...
FIQRY WAS SOOOO CUTE
when he ate noodles! Haha!
I'll upload the pictures later...
Got 100 pictures, so I'll make the slideshows
some other day when I'm free...
Then sis bought me CHOCOLATE at Choc. Empire.
I was like YAYYY~!! haha! xD
Then saw this pastry name..."Paris-Brest"
I was like...Whaa...?? LOL! What in the world... xD
Anyway, then I went to this accessories shop alone.
Bought 4 tiny hairclip and one hairclip with flower.
Only cost me $3.10... Okay luh... Quite cheap.
That's the only shopping I did. xD
Then we went off to SENTOSA!!

At Sentosa, played the Luge with Abang Faz...!
MY FIRST TIME! OH MY GOSH!!
It SO won't be the last! Haha!
Wouldn't it be romantic to
take the sky ride with my dearest? Hehe!
So yea... I kinda planned it up for his birthday...
I just need the permission for that ONE day. xD
It's next month anyway...What's the rush..? Haha!
Abang Faz actually wore the helmet the wrong way!
I was like laughing! LOL!! xD
And I lost the race! Gahhh! I was leading seyh! =(
Takpe Abang Faz... You win me this time! xD
It was SO FUN!! Weeee~! xD
Then went to Underwater World...
Before that I took a couple of picts at Siloso Beach.
And took load of picts at Underwater World...
That place was dull... Seriously dull.
AND EXPENSIVE...! -.-
Thanks for the ticket mum! Haha!
And I heard this tourist said...
Hmm, this place looks better in pictures!
LOL!!! HAHA! What an insult! xD
Then went to watch the musical fountain
at Songs Of The Sea...
OMG OMG OMG! I LOVE IT!!! xD
The show was awesome!
There were lights, fire, water! WHEEE~!!! ^^
That is SO on my date plan. Haha!
Anyway, went home with a smile...
I really had fun! Laughing, talking and joking...
It was a blast indeed! Hehe!

On the way home in the cab, I doze off... xD
That's why I'm still blogging at 3.36 AM.
Not sleepy liao... Hahaha!
Then Mak Chu called...Asked about my result...
She told me to take a diploma in Early Childhood.
HAHAHA! That's the last thing I want!
I'm SO not into teaching la seyh! xD
She talked with me around 18 minutes or so...
She was very proud of me and very happy for me!
Aww...Thanks Mak Chu! Hehe! =)
Mak Chu, Mak Ngah, Pak Cik, all proud of me! Hehe! =)

Anyway, I've done my JAE online application...
1st choice, TP Retail Management! Wheee~!
Hahahas! I don't think I want AD&M so much. :)
I'll pray hard that I'll get into it! Hehe!
Gosh...I miss him already... HAHA! =X
I'll upload pictures tomorrow..
My body aching already...
Since in the day actually. Haha!
Okay luh...Good morning! BYE! xD
Thursday, 15 January 2009;12:08 am
First time in my life eh...
I had a date with a malay guy who is not
related to me...! Hahaha!
I know uh pathetic.... Who cares?
He doesn't...! Haha!
Oh ya, I never date my SO-CALLED ex...
I won't talk much about it...
I'd rather keep it to myself uh... Haha!
Okay lets not skip so far shall we?

Woke up around 11 AM...
Lazy wanna wake up early... Haha!
Then I asked mum the QUESTION...
Hahaha! Frekin' nervous siot! xD
So yea, told her about it and told her about him a lil'...
She allows me... Of coz got ground rules...
The same ground rules that I set for myself.
Told my bestie about the green light I got...
And she asked her mum too. HAHA! xD
Cute lah that girl! Hahaha!
She got her green light too! Wohoo~! Hahaha!
Congrats babe! HAHA! xD

Then went for lunch at this coffee shop
opposite East View Primary...
While walking there...Memories came back to me.
Hahaha! Life sucks in EVPS. xD
People see me as this nerd. Thanks eh... xD
See who's NERDY now?? LOL.
Okay fine...I was a freakin' nerd in primary school.
And a freakin' geek in secondary school,
except sec 4! Wohoo! I'm a singer! LOL! [Prasan! xD]
So in poly? A loner? Hahahaha! =X
We'll see... Obviously NOBODY should know...
That I can sing...! I QUIT! xD
In poly, it's time to get serious. No more singing! (:
And guess what?
After getting my 'O' Levels result...
I don't give a shit about that MMSing contest...
$10K? So what? I get into TP I happy already. xD
Oh ya I changed my mind again.
Retail Management 1st choice. HAHA!
Talk about Fickle Minded! LOL!
I mean my future will be brighter with
a business foundation... ^^

Anyway, around 4.50 PM,
he picked me up in a cab...
I feel guilty for not paying part of it! xD
Then went to Downtown East...
Saw Fong Ee, Steph, Sam Wong and Wei Jie.
He had his dinner at Fish & Co. Express...
And then they played the song 'Crush'...
Haha! Romantic ar so called? Shut up la seyh. xD
I was full with drinks... So I didn't eat.
Only 1 fries and a bit of his dinner...
Seriously full. Haha!
Reached home around 9.05 PM...
What a day to remember! Haha!
It sound boring right? Coz it's not the full story. xD
Don't kpo can or not? No life ar? xD
Thanks for the wonderful day sweetie... =)
Unofficial still... Hahaha!
2 seriously weird people. xD
Laughed a lot uh today... Hahas!
I also don't know whether I'm single or attached.
Nevermind. Single but unavailable. xD

At home, I found my FAVOURITE LOST SHADES! YAY!!
And also...Moodswing-vulgar. xD
I was like scolding vulgarities over EVERYTHING! xD
Got pissed off so easily!
Especially by this f**king SLOW laptop! GAH! -.-...
Been lagging like a PIG! Sheesh!
Anyway I ate rice for dinner,
watched some science programme at Discovery Channel...
Cool la seyh! Haha!
I also watch American Idol... Okay luh...
I guess that's all for today!
GOTTA GO! DAMN TIRED LA SIOT! BYE!!!
Wednesday, 14 January 2009;12:35 am
My body aches sooo easily for now.
The 'time' has come. Damn it...
Later on in the day will be hell for me.
Hopefully not though. xD
ANYWAY....
Went to TP around 4 just now...
MAIZURAH was late again...
2nd trip to TP, 2nd time she was late. xD

The Course Counselling was cool!
Everyone was SUPER friendly to us. xD
Except the lecturers from Media & Communications. -.-
Like whatever seyh... Hah!
You think I want to enter your course so much ar? -.-
And the Retail Management lecturers were
like amazed by my result...! *Blush* HAHA!
Then I was freaking interested in that course la! o.o...
NOT because they praised me!
Coz it's already my first choice... Not confirmed though.

Then went to Apparel Design & Merchandising [AD&M].
OH MY GOSH! OH MY GOSH! OH MY GOSH!
I am SOOOO joining AD&M!!!! SO JOINING! xD
When the lecturer explained...
He was kinda soft uh...But he was funny! Hehe!
I'll be GLAD if he's my lecturer! Haha!
He simply CLEARED MY DOUBTS about AD&M!
The BEST thing was... He said my result was very
good already and I don't even need a portfolio! WOW! ^^
Then he said, unless I'm kiasu then can give
them a portfolio but that is under JPSAE...
I can just enter easily with my L1R4...
YAYYYYY~! I'm so proud of myself for once? xD

OH MY GOSSSSHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!!
Like FINALLY I'm pursuing my DREAM!
Coz I wanted to be in the best class soooo much...
I put aside art, which was my PASSION.
And the subject I'm best in. -.-....Wasted SIOL! Gah!
Nevermind, I'm still a good student in science stream! xD
A B-Student quite good what... HAHA!
Cannot challenge my classmates uh...A-Students. xD
I'm easily satisfied I tell ya'!
My uncle SURE was proud of me! HAHA!

Anyway, I've made my 12 choices already...
11th and 12th choice...
TPJC & SRJC respectively...
*Prays hard* hope I don't get any of them! xD
Hahahaha! I know I sound crazy. xD
Seriously I was stuck at my 9th choice...
So the rest I put nonsensical stuffs uh. xD
Should I put NAFA as my last choice? Haha!
No thanks la ehh... xD
I put Psychology I think...
Confirm cannot enter one. Haha!

And just now just window shopped at TM & CS.
So fun joking around with Maizurah like crazy people. xD
Laughing at people? Ish3... LOL!
We are mean....Seriously. xD
Then went to those Precious Thoughts and what not...
Saw Valentine's Day cards...
We were like...Awwwww....Alalala...! Giler... xD
I want a bullet from my valentine!
HAHA ok lame. xD
OOH! We drank Iced Teh Cino...AHH! YUMMY! xD
What else uh? Haha!
WE MISSED A BARGAIN COZ...
I didn't bring my money!!
OMG! This bag was GORGEOUS! From $26.90...
to $20!!! WHAT THE HELL?!! ARGHHH! =X
Me and Maizurah were GREAT bargainers! xD
Hahahahaha! Damn it sia!!! xD
Nevermind...This is what we call...FATE! *sobx*
HOW PATHETIC! The mall has no sale! Grrr...!
Okay luh...I'll stop here...
Moodswing is starting. Better stop blogging. xD
BYE!
Monday, 12 January 2009;11:41 pm
Here are the pictures...
I look ugly in uniform. As usual. xD
So yea... WHATEVER! xD
No captions since I don't bother typing anymore. xD
Except for 4 of them...
Not feeling so well uh...Darn it. xD
Maybe coz I FREAKED OUT too much
in school just now. HAHA! Kirin Giler! xD
Prize giving ceremony... Super scared already. xD
RESULT TIME! FREAK OUT!!!!! xD
Seriously freaking out...! HAHA! I look RETARD! xD
THAT'S MY RESULT!!! Click on it to enlarge! xD
Just received today got a folding line already. xD
;8:19 pm
Today...Wasn't really dooms day...
IT WAS A MIRACLE DAY!! WOHOO!!
Hahaha! OH MY GOSH!!
[Alhamdulillah... =)]
*Breathes in...Breathes out...*!!!
GAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH~~!! Hahaha!
I'm so happy lah can?!
In the hall I was dying though...
Hahaha! The suspense was KILLING ME! o.o...
I went to school with him...
And as I EXPECTED...
People looked at us like we're aliens... -.-

While waiting for the result...
I was HYSTERICAL! xD
Shivering, screaming, and...
Squeezing the hell out of Maizurah! Hahaha!
We hugged all the way through sia! xD
And CONGRATS AIN!!! Lets put Ben aside..
You're the 1st SINGAPOREAN in our school! ^^
I'm soooo happy for you!
And SOOOOO proud that you're my friend! ^^
And congrats Nadzirah!! 4 distinctions is WOW! xD
And Maizurah... 3 DISTINCTIONS IS GEREK SEYH! xD
Me? 1 distinction... Haha! Malay, A1... Haha.

I saw Amirah walking away...
I was like AHHHHHH!!!! MY TURN!! xD
While walking there, I was trembling sia! xD
Mdm Fara so badd!!!! xD
She gave me more suspense!
She gave me this sad tone...
You passed your English and Combined Humans...
In my heart was like... A-MATHS HOW??!! xD
Even she could see I was hysterical! xD
So she let me cool down for a while then she continue...
Then she said I passed all...
Saw my result... AHHH B4 FOR A-MATHS!!!
AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!! ^^
Hahaha! Freakin' happy la SIAK!! xD
Seriously, I NEVER get a B4/3 and above for A-Maths!
WWWHHHHEEEEEEEEEEE~! ^^

So here's my result...Not trying to show off,
It's not so WOW anyway... Haha!
English- B3
Maths- B3
A. Maths- B4
Science(Chem/Phy)- B3
Combined Humans(Geog/SS)- B3
Malay- A1/Dist.
Except for Malay? Hehe!
OH YA! Congrats Farah for getting top for Malay!
Expected la kan? Hehe!
So many friends of mine get wonderful results!
So proud to be their friend! =))
For those who didn't do so well,
or did well but not up to your expectations...
Cheer up yea? It's over...
Why not try to do better in future?
Whether in ITE, Poly or not so good JC...
I know if you peepz work hard,
all of you can succeed! =)

Especially to my dearest... =)
If you need help, I'm more than willing to help,
but help yourself by studying harder in future.
I believe you can succeed...
And whatever result you get, or
whatever school you got in...
Don't worry, I'll still love you...
Just don't change into a bad person can already. xD
But I know you won't... =)

I was like hooray2 after that, until I realise,
someone has disappeared from my sight. xD
And then I cried! xD
Some people might think my result was bad...
Hahaha! No lahh... =)
I'm okay already though...
Thanks Maizurah...You're a wonderful friend...
Wait.. Wonderful BESTFRIEND! hehe! ^^
Kirin SAYAAANNGGGG Maizurah! Haha! =))
And thanks for your support of my result Diyana!
Kirin SAYAAANNNGGG Diyana! Hahas! =))
And thanks for the voucher Ain!
Kirin SAYAAANNGGGG Ain! Haha! =))
Don't get me wrong...I'm not a lesbian. xD

After that took pictures with teachers...
Then went to TCCC to accompany Maizurah...
then went to my tuition centre
to inform Mr Tok about my result...
Mr Tok and Mdm Teo so proud of me! Haha!
I miss them seyh! =))
Took a picture with Mr Tok too! Hehe!
Then had a drink with Maizurah...
Seriously no appetite to eat... xD
She was starving, while I was full. xD
Then went to the park to chill...
Until some junyuan alumni came...
Irritating sia... -.-... So we went to stroll at the park...
Then joked at the Mangosteen Playground...
Then chilled at the hut near that playground...
Saw some 4T student from my batch...
Farhan was like..."Still schooling in Junyuan?? HAHA!"
So I replied..."EXCUSE ME...I got my 'O' Levels Cert AH!"
HAHAHAHA! =X
That guy sureee was proud he's already in ITE. -.-
Then Masturah asked my result...
They were like calling me clever? Haha! LOL? xD
I just said I passed everything...
Could be everything C6 what. xD

Anyway, then we went home around 7.15...
Bought ice cream...
Then the uncle say I so late still in uniform...xD
Then I say uh...Get result lah uncle... xD
My face still typical sec 4 face ah? xD
Even the uncle knows that I passed everything? xD
Then went home... GO ONLINE! Haha!
So many people proud of me...
I'M SO HAPPY!!
Time to choose my school wisely! WOHOO~!
Last 3 or 2 choices CONFIRM JC... Hehe!
Okay luh someone ask me to eat uhh...
Haha! I was kinda sick just now
when I hang out with Maizurah...
Cried too much in school and
didn't have my lunch... Haha! [Padan muker aku! xD]
But okay already luh now... hehe!
Ok2 pictures as usual, will be uploaded
in the next post! C ya!!!
AND CONGRATS TO EVERYONE
WHO HAS DONE WELL FOR THE O'S!!! ^^
;2:10 am

I'm all black today! =)


Chillin' By The Bay... So noisy one... xD


We're in skinnies! Hahas!


Smile before eating my donuts! Hehe!


What a sunny day... Hehe! =)
;12:36 am
Helluuuu...! =)
Yesterday wasn't such a good night...
But today was a good day..!
Wheeee~! Date with Maizurah...
We wanted to ease our mind before the big day!
Supposed to go to East Coast Park.
In the end we went to City Hall...
First we went to Donut Factory...
EAT DONUT!!! Wheee~! ^^
I ate 2, Maizurah ate 1...
That was our lunch+dinner.
Talk about BROKE. xD
Maizurah told me to queue at the long queue line,
then she told me to queue at the
counter where you dine in...
I was almost there already at the long queue,
but I went to her instead,
JUST TO FIND OUT...
I had to queue at the long queue AGAIN.
And this time, the queue is LONGER. ARH!
Haha! I was so angry! Haha!
MAIZURAH! YOU OWE ME ONE SIA! xD
Bought drinks at Carrefour...
Then we went off to Esplanade.

Just chill by the bay...
The water pollution was terrible
and we saw a fish dying in front of our eyes. o.o...
Those Philippines kids were so ANNOYING
and IRRITATING! -.-...SO NOISY! -.-
So we end up mimicking the way the spoke...
And laughed our ass off..! Hahaha!
We also took ALOT of pictures!
I'll upload some later and I'll
upload all in weeks to come. xD
Then these selfish Mat & Minah Reps...
On their song so loud... Bloody arse... -.-
So I was PISSED OFF. And I on my hardcore song.
And then they switched off theirs.
HAHA! Losers! xD
Then it rained. -.-...Nevermind...
At least get to chill around 45 minutes or so.
Then we went off to Marina Square...

Had fun there... Continued to joke...
Kept on teasing each other... Haha!
And simply window-shopped. ^^
Saw my teddy bear at MiniToons...
Obviously the cutest of 'em all! Haha!
And saw some gorgeous jewellery at MiniBits.
Tempted to buy! BUT BROKE. xD
The two of were really crazy today...
Stressed I think. HAHA! xD
Then I ate Choc Sundae, treat Mai ice cream too.
Then went to Raffles City...Around 9.30 PM
we set off for home...

In the MRT, this chinese lady...
Like not happy with me sia... xD
Her boyfriend was looking at my direction...
Obviously not at me la..
And I was looking at the door, where he stood.
Look at him for what sia...
Weirdo carrying the lady's handbag on his neck. xD
Then the lady with that super arrogant face looked at me.
I looked at her back uh...
Then she looked at her boyfriend...
Then she looked at me again...
The she "OI!" to her boyfriend and
told him to look at her. xD
She thinks I wanna steal her boyfriend ar? xD
Like hello... I already have a guy in my heart! -.-
And your boyfriend is a chinese and SO not handsome. -.-
After that Maizurah looked at her,
and she gave Mai this arrogant look as well...O.o
What's HER problem? Hahaha!
Crazy lady... xD

So I guess that's all...
As usual, pictures will be uploaded
in the post after this post...
RESULT DAY IN LESS THAN A DAY!! AHHH!!
All the best peepz!! *pray hard* Hahaha! =X
Saturday, 10 January 2009;6:47 pm
Hey peepz...!
Wahh I can't wait to enter TP...
Seriously, I hope I can enter
Retail Management. Sounds so...ME? Haha!
And they give me a special gift...
Maizurah didn't get. Hahaha!
Coz I was SOOOO interested about the
course, I didn't stop asking them questions! xD
Both of us were late for the BOL Seminar...
Starts at 10 and we reached at 10.16 or so.
Overslept... Hehe! I didn't even hear
my phone alarm seyh... -.-
So...We didn't have breakfast.
Had our lunch around 4.45 PM or so...
We just ate the granola bar for breakfast...
Design school students gave us...
And drank coffee... Haha!
I got the Orginal Nescafe... BLEARGH!
Taste like *toots*... -.-

Then watched some CCA performances.
This girl ask me to join the stunts cca...
Where they do stunts using bicycle?
WAH! She must be crazy! o.o...
I don't wanna break any limbs sia! xD
The performance by those stunt men were AWESOME!
Wasted sia if you missed them! Hehe!
Then there was a performance by Silat.
I LOVE IT when they were fighting against one another!
SO COOL~! Hahas!
And so cool that I have a friend who was part of it! xD
After performance, passed Mazlan his birthday present,
and went off... Then we returned again. xD
Then around 4 we went to interchange.
We ate chicken rice!
Met Nenek Esah and Mak Ngah...
My grandma and aunt... =)
Then we went home since Maizurah is working.

And last night, suddenly my legs became super weak,
and I fell to the ground and had a short blackout...
Around 3 seconds or so? Very short la...
When I opened my eyes...
Super headache sia... But for like 8 seconds
or so only... Not enough rest I guess. xD
I'm all healthy already now! ^^
I deserve it. HAHA!
Well I won't sleep too late anymore now! ^^
But tomorrow, I really really can't sleep.
I don't think I can. o.o.... xD
ALL THE BEST FOR THE 'O' LEVEL RESULTS! ^^

And for now...Everyone, just get out of my life...
I just need to cry right now. =)
Don't ask me why. I suddenly become so emotional
and I just wanna cry it all out. That's all. =)
Maybe it's the result day pressure...? Hehe!
And Along, thanks for the 2009 Schedule Book!
It's so pretty la! I LOVE IT sis! =)
Friday, 9 January 2009;11:27 pm
The 4 simple stages of love.
Level 1, fall in love...Waiting to
have a relationship... xD
Level 2, in a relationship...Withstand the ups
and downs in the relationship.
Level 3, engaged, waiting for marriage. Busy.
Level 4, married and have kids. (:

Why I suddenly say this?
Because I see it among my siblings? Hahah!
and its like according to our
'levels' in the family...
I'm at level 1...My 2 bros in between...
And of course my sister, married.
Cool huh? xD
Anyway this is not the only post of the day...
Below post for today's update.
This is just random. :)
;9:04 pm
Helloooo....!
Today was pretty eventful...
But nothing special... Hehe.
Went out at 11.15 AM...
Somebody was late again. Haha! =X
Followed him to the bank and we
went off to school. I miss the school. xD
When we reached the office...
There's this sec 1 boy I think...
Like scared to enter the office. Hahaa!
Then he asked where to get toilet paper. xD
Why ask us? Hahaha!
And what a good answer my friend gave him...
At the toilet. xD
I told him to ask from the Janitor's Room...
Almost 1/2 hour later, I still see him
wandering around...Finding toilet paper? xD
Poor kiddo... You'll get used to it! xD
Maybe he just wanna skip lesson? =O
Haha! Naughty boy ar!!! xD
Then went home...Got bullied by Fiqry. xD
He pulled my hair, hit me, scratch my face
and hit me with a remote control... haha!
Oh well, I can still laugh coz he's a baby... Hehe!

Then around 2.30 PM, went to TP Open House
with Diyana and Ain...
Hmm... I feel most comfortable in TP.
I feel so awkward in other poly...
Don't even mention... LOST. xD
Kinda disappointed he couldn't
go to TP Open House coz he has to work.
Nevermind, Monday see him again! x)
I wasn't very hyper today...
He realised it. My friends realised it.
I don't know why I'm kinda quiet today.
Haha nevermind... Maybe I'm worried
for the results on Monday...
The CONSEQUENCES... ARGH! o.o
If I fail my A-maths...
THE HUMILIATION!!! NOOOO...!! =X
Okayyyy SHUT UP NOW...

At home, had my meal...Just some rice...
Not as much as I used to eat. xD
Eat so much later fat seyh... xD
Then fed Fiqry porridge...
He was sitting at my left foot uh...
Then he finished eating, he laugh2...
Then I pulled away my leg, and it was
SHITTED ON. O.O...
I was like...EEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWW!!!! >.<
My hand and both my FEET got shit.
Especially the right foot! Like GROSS! =X
A lot sia!! Eeeeee~!!!! *sobx2*
So suay leh!!! -.-
Mood like shit already, still got shitted on. o.o...
Grossssss~!!!! Ok stop it.
Then went to clinic coz Fiqry has cough.

That's all that happened today uh...
Nothing much lehh...
Only some weird thoughts...
Guess what? My imagination is seriously
getting better by day!
I'm so imaginative in a good way! ^^
Should consider joining design school...
Wahh so amazed by the designs... ^^
I'll blog about what course I wanna take tomorrow.
After I go to the seminar...
I'll decide on the courses I want.
But of course at TP only! Hehe!
I don't care about other poly... Hehe!
And I think now...
I can differentiate between the
feeling of being infatuated with a guy,
and the feeling of being in love with a guy. x)

http://mmsing.stomp.com.sg/video.php?catid=1&sort=date&pg=2
Thursday, 8 January 2009;11:54 pm
Wheeeeeeeeeeee~!
Today was the best day EVER! haha!
Okay luh...So far... Hehe!
Went to Poly Open Houses with my two buddies,
Maizurah and Ain...! Wheee~!
First it was NYP,
second, NP!!!
third, SP...

NYP was okay luh...
First we thought there was no open house...
Talk about unwelcoming... Haha!
We tried to find our way in though...
The place looks old. And creepy. xD
Found our way there, then went to
the convention centre...Go under Business.
Hmm...Business Marketing seems like a good course.
I'll consider that as one of the 12 choices...
But shit laa...NYP so farr... -.-
Then went to Engineering section.
Like whatever...SO not interested. -.-
Then went to grab our goodie bag and
OFF WE GO TO NGEE ANN POLY!!!

Ngee Ann poly was THE BOMB! Hahaha!
Well so far la...Since I haven't visit Temasek Poly.
Their CCAs are SO FUN!!! Wheee~! xD
And the best thing is there's free shuttle bus to
school, which means I can save up on my bus fare! xD
Coz it's from Tampines! Cool or what? xD
Anyway, I was DAMN EXCITED
when we visited the Adventure Club section!
WHEEEE~! Haha! It was freakin' AWESOME!
And the courses were freakin' awesome! Haha!
Get to take free pictures! ^^
EH! When go MJC must pay sia! Lousy! xD
Then the 3 of us played this team game...
Our group name was Terrific Trio.
WOW....SO FUNN!!! Haha!
We rocks! Hahaha! Hopefully we win... Haha!
That's not the main point.
The main point was to have fun together! Wheee~! =D
You know girls when they play games...
It ain't complete if there's no...
SCREAMING! Hahahaha!
I screamed a lot uh... Can't help it. xD
OH MY GOSH!!! It was SUPER FUN
playing Nintendo Wii bowling!! ^^
I was so reluctant to let go of the controller! xD
Then we got free candy floss...
Took LOADS of pictures! ^^
I'll upload tomorrow... Tired already today. =S
Anyway, the COURSES.
6 months OVERSEAS if I take International Business!?
OH MY GOD! =O
Like...No thanks? In China?
DOUBLE NO THANKS! -.-
And they don't even teach entrepreneurship. -.-
BOOOO~! xD
Guess what really blew me up?
There was small concert. It was in Mandrin.
BOOOO~!!!!! -.-
Then we got this huge grandma specs for free? xD
Talk about camwhore! Hahaha!
We looked cute! Hehe! =X
Then got free cupcakes... WAH! SO TASTY! ^^
Cannot have second serving leh... Haha!
Then get free coffee... I was the only
one who drank it... And I was the only one,
Who was freakin' hyper throughout the day. xD
I joked a lot today...
I cracked the most joke... xD
And what's up with the three of us?
Freakin' horny! xDDDDDD LOL!
Typical Ain, Kirin and Maizurah. xD
Then we went off to SP!

Singapore Poly reeks? Whatever eh?
Didn't even view the courses.
HAHA clever girls... xD
We went there to eat... xD
I was getting sick coz I haven't eat.
Wait. I ate. 2 thin slices of Sara Lee cake? xD
Walk so much, eat so little...
Obviously I didn't have enough energy.
Ate at KFC, talked trash a lot. xD
Realised it was 6 pm.
Open House is over. AHAHAHA! xD
The we set off to...CITY HALL! ^^
Planned to go Esplanade.
Oh ya my sandal snapped. -.-

So went to City Link Mall to buy super glue. xD
Then we walked to Esplanade...So romantic? xD
And so fun la can? Hahas!
I was like their tour guide? xD
Went for this art exhibition on broken heart. LOL?
There were around 6 bras hanging? xD
We REALLY didn't understand the meaning behind it. xD
All we did was laugh coz we were NOT
thinking straight. xD
Especially when we saw the underwear? xD
It says somthing like...
"It was tight, but he didn't mind"... LOL. xD
If you're clean, you won't get it.
Me and Maizurah, simply the noise maker
in that hall of art. xDDD
But some, I could really understand! Cool! xD
I have the mind of an artist! x))
We took some picts at those floating balls? xD
You should know where la... Haha!
Then we went to sit by the bay...
Saw Abang Yus, just return from work.
Ahhh....So relaxing...! Hoho! xD
The wind, the atmosphere... Wheee~! hehe!
Can't say away from the city...
Since the city is just a distance away. xD
Let's talk about what happened there.

We let our imagination run free... Wheee~! xD
Didn't really talk trash...
Suddenly this advertisement came up in my mind.
The two of them think it was a good idea
and I can earn some money with that idea. COOL. xD
I need actors... So we started imagining our teachers
as the characters... Hahaha!
That's where the fun starts,
when we stare at the dark blue sky
and imagined our teachers with weird hairstyles! Haha!
Then we looked at the clouds,
and try imagine some stuffs out of 'em...
Like it was so fun! Didn't feel like going home. xD
Wouldn't it be better with *EHEM*! xDDDD
Like what the 3 of us talked about today... Hehe!
Girl talks! Can't share! Hahahas!
No gossips...Only 'advices'. xD
Then around 9, we went home.
Reached home around 10.10 p.m.
Naughty girls go home so late. xD
I miss the two of them laa...!!
I'm STILL waiting for the damn beach party! xD
I don't care about my results!
If it's not good,
then I'll use the time at the beach with my friends
to cool down and forget about it!
If it's good, WHAT ELSE??
PARTY TIME!!! Woohoooo~! xD
Hopefully it's good luh... I mean it. xD
OH YES! We planned to go bowling too!
ARGHHH! Sounds so exciting!! xD
I hope our results are beautiful luh...
I don't wanna see any girlfriends of mine
with a frown and crying...Coz I KNOW
they are VERY clever. xD
OH YES! I saw this headphone my sis told me about...
Pink and FURRY!!! ARGHH PRETTY!!! =O
And expensive... $139 I think...Forgot lehh...
Wahh...I imagined myself wearing that,
listening to BFMV songs...GAHHHH~! ^^
EHHH SYIOK NYER!! =(
But so expensive...Don't wanna waste money luh... =(
Nevermind, when I work already I go buy! ^^

Tomorrow going TP open house
and also collect money at my school...
Finally can touch money... xD
I mean, MY own money. Haha!
I've been broke these days. Sucks.
1.30 AM now...
Happy 19th Birthday Mazlan! Hahas!
And Happy 17th Birthday Stephanie!! ^^
That's all uh... Lazy to type anymore.
BYE! =)

Today was a wonderfulllll day!
Thanks to Maizurah and Ain!
I love you two darlings la can? Hehee! =))
Wednesday, 7 January 2009;7:03 pm
Gahhhhhhhh~!!!!!!!! =O
OH MY GOSH! OH MY GOD!
OH MY GOODNESS, GRACIOUS, ME! =X
Results will be released on
the 12th of January 2009, 2 PM.
CONFIRMED! ARGHHHH!!!!
Mr Ang K S emailed me that....
GAHHHHHH~!!!! =X
I'm so scared! So worried! So nervous!!
First of all, I'm scared if I fail anything.
Secondly, I'm scared if my L1R4 is
not good enough for me to enter
Business Studies in Temasek Poly!
Thirdly, that PERSON said he might
treat me differently if his result sucks!
Treat me differently as in... Arghh!
High possibility we won't end up together!
NO WAYYYY~! >.<...
Oh wait, I sound desperate for a while didn't I? xD
Coz I don't wanna lose him!!
Ok fine if we don't end up together...
Lose him even as a FRIEND??
That's insane! o.o...
Nevermind. I'll pray for the both of us
and also for my friends...
That we'll pass the important subjects,
and do well for the other subjects.
I've been doing that since the day
'O' Levels finished anyway... Hehe!
Hopefully my prayers will come true...
Insya'Allah... =)

I went to Geylang just now...
Also went to CGH to visit my uncle.
On the way to CGH, took a cab la...
Then the driver's name was 'Koh Tiak'... x)
No further explanations needed.
I was seriously controlling my laughter,
and as soon as I got down from the cab,
I burst into laughter and told my mum and
grandmother about it...Even the two
of them started laughing uncontrollably! xD
I guess that's all uh... I think. Haha.
Laughed a lot today... With my mum especially.
And guess what? I got a green light from her! xD
Can't tell you for what though... xD
Ok la that's all...! BYE!

And for YOU Mister!
Even if your result isn't up to standard,
remember...You PROMISED not to leave me.
If you really leave me...
I guess you still don't know that
I'm always here if you're disappointed...
What are bestfriends for right? =)
And I'm pretty sure you passed the vital subjects.
And if you don't, I'll do whatever it takes,
to help you to get into TP! =))
Don't lose hope aites? =)
Just pray hard and believe in yourself...
Same goes to the rest of my friends! ^^
Tuesday, 6 January 2009;11:01 pm

Me with the necklace. I LOVE IT! ^^
[Semangat Junyuan eh? xD]


The teddy with the necklace.
The pendant pretty right?? =)


Teddy! Surprisingly, this teddy is a male. xD
But I can't tell you the name thou! xD


I Love the teddy!! Hehe!


Awwww....So sweet! ^^
;7:54 pm
Halloooo...!
Today, I have this minor migraine.
Like...What the hell.
Luckily there was no briefing today.
Anyway, you know what?
I don't think I wanna work at this place.
I need money and I don't think I'll
get the money I want from this stupid job.
I might be working with my brother...
Oh gosh... And ONCE AGAIN...
I'll be working at City Hall... -.-
Let me consider uhh...

Anyway, I took an hour nap already.
I guess the migraine is not so bad now.
I went to facebook just now... And took a quiz.
"Who is your soulmate?"...
I can't BELIEVE what I saw! Haha! Like...COOL! xD
Read this...
Belongs With Someone With Rhythm
Your future lover should be someone with talent.
Someone who can juggle your busy schedule
and make it work. You guys have something
extremely important in your life in common.

Hmm...Reminds me of someone. HAHA!
Oh yea he has talent alright! ^^
And that extremely important thing in common...
Is it singing? Hahaha! Or teddy bear? xD
He should really read that...
"Someone who can juggle your BUSY SCHEDULE
and make it work"....
Haha! How cool is THAT? xD
I still haven't find the courage to tell
my mother that I like someone...
I need to find the courage sooner or later.
I mean, that present he's gonna give me,
is gonna make people suspicious of me!
I'd better confess sooner or later... xD
TO MY MUM! Not him! xD

Okay la...I think I'd better go off now...
I'll see about going online again tonight.
Toodles!! ^^
Hmmm...Should I attend the training tomorrow?
Seriously, now I think this job is crappy... xD
Oh ya vote for me...
I'm sick of saying this. xD
http://mmsing.stomp.com.sg/video.php?catid=1&sort=date&pg=2
I'm the third girl...
Bloody bitchtard...They say submission
ends on 31st of December 2008...
THEN WHY ARE THERE NEW CONTESTANTS?? -.-

[Updated: 10.43 PM]
The migraine is not getting any better. Whatever.
And how cool is this? He's having a headache!
Not that it's a good thing...
But it's like a coincidence! Haha!
I hope the two of us will get well soon!
[Coz I HATE eating Panadols! -.-]
And that teddy bear is SO cute!
And I freakin' LOVE the necklace!!
And the pendent obviously.. Hehee!
You're simply the sweetest la... =)
And I'm so lucky to be the first girl
to receive a teddy bear from you..! haha!
The exact same bear that I gave you. xD
For the fact that you really searched for it...
Was simply the sweetest thing anyone has done
for me la can? =))
I don't think the term 'bestfriends' suits us anymore. xD
If anyone of you know who he is...
Oh please shut up... Hahaha!
Soon, everyone will find out la...
No need to worry. xD

Anyway, I'll post the pictures in another post! Chiao!
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The name's Kirin
Currently In TP, Business School
Under Retail Management
Born on 121092
Status? Of coz single!
Who gets married at the age of 16?
But I am attached already.

Well I love singing.
ROCK IS MY LULLABY!
Love Siti Nurhaliza and BFMV!!!
Can't deny I'm vain. LOL.
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