Helo...Ok here to make another lame short post...Seriously I did nothing fun today...If you think doing nothing is fun...Think again. Yesterday I spent the whole day sleeping! What the hell... Hahas! I was having a headache anyway...HATE IT! So by the time I woke up it was 11...Tell me what's the point? I only slept around 6... I couldn't stand it any longer... Didn't tell my mum coz she'll force me to eat panadols! ARGH! DON'T LIKE!! If I don't want...She'll nag and make my headache worse! Aiyo...So I just kept quiet...The first thing in her mind is...What a lazy girl my daughter is! Haha! When I woke up, I ate...I couldn't believe it...I ate so little...Yet I wasn't hungry! Yay? Haha! Then I saw this MARS advertisement in my parents room...I was like...OOooooOO!! MARS!! I MUST eat MARS tomorrow! Haha! That was what I told my parents...! And guess what? They bought me this 12 pieces funsize MARS chocolates just for me... Awww...That's SWEET! And I was just joking yesterday! Haha! Talk about losing weight! All of that is for me! Haha~!

OH! I watched White Chicks...DAMN! That show NEVER fails to crack me up! Hahaha! And ya! I've made this vow...Ok so far it's kinda easy to follow up... The vow is...To chat only on Fridays...Even during public holidays...but STOP by June! AHHH!! I said CHATTING...ONLY...Haha! Saturdays and Sundays...Is just blogging & friendstering day...After that SHUT the laptop! Kinda easy actually...I usually have no one to chat with...Haha! Unless I have a boyfriend! haha! Oh yea...It is like IMPOSSIBLE to go on without the computer! And all you think is going online and use that bloody hp to keep on sms-ing until mum finds out! Which happened to me and gave me a damn phobia of relationship before 'O' Levels! Erk! Luckily that's in the past! YAY! Hahas! Now I'm a good girl! Haha! What the hell...Ok So that's it! If you see me online today, that's your LAST time...Hopefully...Haha! On friday can la... Anything juz tag this blog or gimme a comment on Friendster! Don't even think I'll reply them early! Coz I won't be online on weekdays...Argh! Responsibilities! Shit! XD
That's all! BYE! Oh...It's not a short post after all! Hahas!

P.S...To Mr Someone...You have never called me by my name...I clearly know that...I know you don't dare to...Haha! C'mon...My name is not EH! I don't even have E and H in my name! That's my father! sallEH...Hahahaha! So please...NOT 'EH'! -.-

*cough!* Oh hello! This cough is seriously tearing my throat apart! I coughed so loud and it's very painful la seyh! Ish! And my nose block...runny nose...Arh! At 3 am...I woke up to go to the toilet...I ate my medications already before I slept...And that medication is seriously strong...Sheesh! I couldn't even lift my head! My head feels SO HEAVY! And my body is damn weak! It's like last time I used to wake up at 3 am to coz my cats woke me up sometimes... But I can wake up easily...I felt damn weak just now! Sheesh...Lucky when I woke up..I'm okay already...I can't even walk properly seyh that time...! Haha! Like some drunkard! Haha! Don't even talk about opening my eyes! Haha! So today...I won't go out...At night, paln to do my homework...So I can actually SLEEP early tomorrow...Coz all this while, do homework at night on Sunday then have to sleep late to complete my homework and I'll get so damn tired in school the following day! Hahas! Used to it actually! Haha! Today my aunts and uncles coming to my house...So yea... Have to stay at home! Niwaes... HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY ZULAIHA!!! Hahas! Bubbyes!

Ok YouTube on MY laptop...Simply SUCKS! I've waited 1.5 bloody hour...it's not even 1% loaded! ARGH!!! Hahas! I was just about to show the funny video about Bush to my sister seyh...-.-... Nevermind... OK today...Is a SUSPENSE day...No la actually only 1 part...PHEW! I think if me and my friend were to be in a movie...all viewers would be gasping when they saw what happened today...Haha! INCLUDING ME! Haha! What I learnt from that experience...Mind what I'm saying when I know 'that person' can be any where around that place! haha! I thought my heart was going to pop out just now! LOL! Ok shut up Kirin! Hahas...See my mouth, fingers...SAME...Just have to spill it out! Haha! Coz I'm too eager to do that!! XD

Argh I'm still sick...Noo...! Gets worse...I feel like I'm on a boat...Like my head is going to explode but I don't have headache...And I can't even breathe!! Nose block! Haha! Cought...Sore throat...You've said it! I have flu! All thanks to OVERSTRESSED and germ spread by my mother! Ish... It's VERY difficult to concentrate in school actually...Felt like going home after school...But got remedial...I kept on sneezing! And when I don't sneeze...Have this URGE to sneeze...But then cancel plan...Argh! I hate that feeling!

I gave Aiha her present and bdae card already..! She love them! Hahas! Thanks to Maizurah too! ^^ This week has been a great week...! Hehe! So many things happened in such a short week...! Ok I guess I better sleep early today...Sick...Hahas...Oh just now I went to pasar malam with my mum...My mum walked in front of me...So I walked behind her...about to sneeze and suddenly 2 guys suddenly said I look like this superstar and I was like O.o...Err...Haha! I didn't even turned to look at them! Haha! I guess being sick doesn't make a person ugly! ^^ Seriously...The smoke at the pasar malam...Killing me! I couldn't stop sneezing! -.-... Guess what? I didn't even study yesterday! Haha! AGAIN...Hahas! Tomorrow I will la...Won't go out...[I think...]...haha! Ok la! BYE2!

P.S...My nephew name not Fiqri...Fiqry la...Haha! I just knew about that today! XD

Ahhh...! Still sick! Like what the hell...I think I sneezed more than 20 times already in one day! Sheesh! My throat hurts!!! And I can't sing!! Nooo...!! That is BAD! Hahas! This is gonna take a looonnggg time to get better...All thanks to not enough sleep! Sheesh! Ok I'm onlinefor a while only...so nothing much to talk about...Though there's no test tomorrow...I HAVE to study...Ergh... I know I sound like a GEEK! You think I like meh? I hate revising la sia! [Ah! I just sneezed AGAIN! -.-] I sayang my Fiqry la...! Ok ok...My sister's Fiqry...Haha! I felt SOOOO GREAATTT to hold him for so long while he's sleeping in my arms...^^...I suddenly felt that he's my own baby...Hahahas! Just now there was Chem SPA...Sheesh....Don't like...It's a Dry Run...Amirah! I owe u one! ^^ Oops! Look at the time! I've got to go! Bye2!! ^^

Helo! Ahh...I'm so lucky! Today...From the moment I went to school until 6 pm...I felt so weak...My eyes very painful...Headache...Sore throat...Nose block...When I went home to check my temperature...I have a fever! ISH! Don't like sia being sick...It's so...SICKENING! Hahas! So I ate panadol before going to Tuition...just to find out that those Panadols cause drowsiness... I was SO controlling my eyes not to sleep during tuition...And I simply can't think straight! Even the simplest differentiation equation I can do wrongly...Haha! So I went home, change and straight away went to sleep...

Thank God by the time I woke up...No more fever! ^^ That means...SCHOOLING TOMORROW...-.-...Argh...Why must I be in sec 4!!?? I cant even afford to miss school for once! Sheesh! Yesterday...I was simply TOO stressed... I really broke down into tears in the night... Ok when I'm stressed...Somehow I become depressed too...I was like screaming like a mad person...Haha! Thanks to lost Health Booklet, Miss Neo's NOT understandable language, and an E8 for my Chemistry test! I was like throwing my big teddy bear on the wall...Haha! Only for 10 minutes...When I wrote in my diary I felt better already...Oh ya! Yesterday my sis was back home already...OMG....FIQRY IS SO CUTE!! AND I HAVE EVIDENCE!!! haha! I guess I'll stop here... Somehow or rather...I don't think this blogskin is suitable anymore..Haha! That somebody has noticed me...I guess it is obvious that I have a crush! Sheesh... Hahas! So now what I'm planning to do is to act like nothing happened ok? BUT that NEWS simply brings me a smile to my face without FAILING! ^^ Ok2 shut up...Haha! Gtg! Bye! Here are the picts by the way...




That's Fiqry...! Awww....^^



He's drinking Water!! AWWWWW....! XD



He's gonna cry but he looks like he's smiling!...AwWwWwW.....! LOL!


That's enough of the awwwwws...! Haha! I KNOW...No need to tell he's damn cute! XD
His skin is so smooth!! I want a baby! I want a baby!! When will I get my Putra?? Haha! Btw...If you guys forgot...That name is given by my mum for my future son which is coming very very very very very late....Haha! [Sekali all my children daughters seyh...Haha! XD]

HELLO!! Has this been the super duperous day or what?! Ok I got two great news for myself...Haha!

Firstly...I'M AN AUNT, PEOPLE!!! YAY!! So my nephew should call me Mak Chu! Hahas! In my big family...We call our last aunt/uncle in the family by that name! Hahas! Ok I suddenly feel OLD! Hahas! I think by the time he speaks I would be in JC already...Ok la...Quite old...Haha! I'm so excited to see him!! The name is Muhammad Fiqry I think...I know got Fiqry ar...Cute name! Hahas! Just hope this baby won't grow up to be a VERY naughty boy...Hahas! I won't like it! >.<... So from what I heard from my dad...My sis is coming home tomorrow! Yay! Ok that's the first time I said 'yay' coz she's coming home. Haha! I also heard that she gave birth at around 4 a.m....I got the news at 6.35...When I just woke up...Hoho I guess the family understands me very well...NOBODY should disturb my sleep! Haha! Except my cats...They just don't understand...Haha! So around 3 a.m...Baby, my cat, woke me up by making weird souns like scratching2 like that coz he's too weak to climb to the bed...So I woke up and carried him and let him sleep beside me! I love cats and babies! ^^ WHEN AM I GETTING A BABY??? ARGHH!!! SO LONGGGG!!! So jealous already! Haha!

Secondly...I got a great news from my friend. That's all! Hahaha! Eh that great news...MADE ME SMILE THE WHOLE DAY! ^^ Until now that is...Haha! And made me do my happy dance+scream at home! Haha! Chill...Shouldn't be too over confident...I am SO not losing hope anymore! It's growing babeh! Haha! Not telling you what I'm hoping on! Just don't refer to the song for my mood right now! I just love the song! That's it! Haha! And just now during school got NAPHA shuttle run and pull ups...Haha! Oh I accidentaly made my teacher laugh after I did the pull up...I did 19...5 points! Yay! The 19th one...I was like trying to give birth sia...ARGGHHHH!!! Hahas! So I say to my friend ar...(perhaps a lil' too loud...)...Just now I sounded like I was trying to give birth to a child! Haha! My teacher overheard it...Oops! So he laughed... The shuttle run...I was like challenging with Amirah...Hahas! Coz 2 by 2...I won! Hahas! I got 11.2 seconds...5 points babeh! Haha! Ok this 2.4 km run is really making me lose my gold award! >.<...And that MAIZURAH...Aftr she heard the news that my friend told me...The WHOLE day she teased me! -.-... Everything also got link to that news...Haiyoyo...

OK! Got to go! I wanna chill till around 4...Then do my STACK of homework...Sheesh...So much homework...So little time..Tsk Tsk...

Oh by the way...Sorry if my song abit racist la...Hehe...It's just to urm...Fit in with how I feel now... The most meaningful part of the song is when she say... Let her continue to love him even though just in her dreams...And she told the guy to go with the other girl coz she needs him more than she does...Ahhhh...! So sad! Hahas! Really like how I feel...Only that I don't tell him...Hmm... *sobx*...Hahas! Well I guess we will never be...Heh...I can just dream on...WELL...Some sacrifices are for th best...What I shall do now is just concentrate on my freaking 'O' Levels that is coming this MAY!!! ARGHHH! Hahas! Ok la! Bye2! I also no mood to emo2...Haha! Coz I rather stay happy! ^^

OH! By the way! Nice not my new blogskin?? Hahas! I LOVE IT! Hahas! Didn't really took much time to edit it...^^ And yar here's the pictures I took yesterday and on Friday...




That's Me At The Beach! ^^




That's Me & Liyana...Playing with OIL?? Haha! Crazy Us...XD



That's Me, Azurah & Amirul...^^



How beautiful is THAT?! That is actually the moon...It looks like the Sun ryte? Hehe!

HELLLOOOO... So yesterday I didn't blog and this is for yesterday ok? Coz I didn't do much stuffs today... Urm... What did I do yesterday?? Wait lemmi remember...

OH! yesterday...I was like a DAMN RETARD! LOL! And a bad influence to kids...-.-...I brought my little cousins to play in the RAIN...Hahaha! Ok we had fun! Rather than STUCK at home...Haha! Somewhere around 6++...Went to Interchange with Liyana, my cousin...We took neoprints and we looked like SISTERS! Hahas! We had some fun there...Saw this gorgeous "You're 16" birthday card...Like so EXPENSIVE...So I decide to make the same thing, improvise a lil' and SAVE alot of money! Hahas! And change the age to 15...Find out yourself if you wanna know who I made it for...Hehe! I took 2 hours to complete it! I LOVE it! So far the best card I've EVER made! Hahas! Sorry can't tell how it looks like...It won't be a surprise for that girl! Hahas! Then me and Liyana went to the food court to have a drink...OH YA! At TM arcade...We saw this guy who was damn WEIRD! Hahaha! He danced the Para Para Dance thingy like OVER! Haha! I know you only need to move your arms and legs...I didn't know you need to move your body like a jellyfish! Hahahahahaha! Ok shut up Kirin....LOL! Damn funny la! So many people were like LAUGHING AT him more than IMPRESSED BY him! Haha!

Just now, I played Bingo with my bro and lil cuzzies...And the Grand Winner...IS ME!! Haha! We won Mars chocolates...I won 4! Haha! Yay me! Haha! And how I LOVE Mars! Hahas! Then after that went to McDonald's...Ate ice cream...Mine was McFlurry...But one of my cuzz, who ate Choc Sundae...Didn't finish the choc...So I took it and mix with my McFlurry! YUMMY!!! Hahas! Improvisation! Haha! And just now, my sister has a 'RED ALERT'..Ooo...! Baby coming soon! Hahas! Alamak...I still have no money to buy her a gift! Better save money! I MUST! Haha! Ok la...I gtg...I must do my bloody homeworks and do some revision for my Chemistry SPA Test Next Thursday....Scared I have no time to study last minute! >.<...Sucks la SEYH!!! Hahas! What to do...-.-...BYE2!!! ^^

So yea today was a holiday...Quite well spent I shall say! Hahas! I know it was raining cats and dogs in tampines...It won't stop ME from going shopping! So I went to the Bazaar at tampines with my mum...And bought a GORGEOUS BLACK BAG FOR ONLY $20!!!! Yay! March bag!! Hahas! I said yesterday I was gonna buy a bag...I never lie when it comes to buying a BAG! Haha! I just bought one last month and I bought another one...It's called collection babeh! Hahas! Ok like WHY am I blogging at 1.58 a.m.?? Crazy much? Haha! I can't sleep tight if I don't blog!! Haha! So my mum bought a bag too...I told her to! LOL! SO....I can EASILY 'borrow' that bag! Hahaha! I showed Maizurah that bag and my bag...Asked her whic one I should buy...So I bought the big one and my mum has the small one...I can use BOTH! Yay! Haha! After that went to Pasir Ris Park since my Uncle had a picnic there...I had some fun time with my aunt and uncle! ^^...The moon was GORGEOUS I tell ya! Hahas! No kidding! The scenery was astounding [stuningly surprising]! Hahas! I'll upload the pictures tomorrow...Coz I haven't upload the pictures in my computer...My cuzzie is sleepy oredy! They sleep over at my house! So...Gotta chiao! Hahas! Bubbyes! ^^

P.S. I don't wanna see ANY tag saying I waste money coz I buy too many bags! Coz if you don't know the meaning of COLLECTION....Then....SHUT UP! ^^ Take care darlingz! =))

YAY!! Thanks to medications and rest...I'm all better now! I don't look like a freak anymore!! YAY!!! Hahas! Of course I'm happy la! Haha! I can open my eyes widely now! Hehe! That thing in my eyelid is still there...Maybe 2 more days or so it'll be gone... I can actually forgot to go to tution yesterday?? Like what the hell?? Haha! I only remembered today...But there was Meet-the-parent session in my school...Finished around 9? Yea about there...And tuition ends at 9.30...Mr Tok asked me to join the class...But I can't coz my mum was waiting for me...And what the hell? 30 minutes? I never bring my things anyway...And I've completed the chapter differentiation of trigo and logarithms in school today...So yea just apply that knowledge from school to complete my tuition assignment which I asked from Mr Tok just now...I can always ask him questions next week...

So at first the meet-the-parent session in school was kinda boring...LoL! I have to tell the truth don't I? Haha! Mrs Oh didn't talk much about JC admission I think...And I don't really understand the pre-admission to JC thingy...I forgot what it is called... Join JC for a while from July to August...Then how to concentrate on 'O' Levels? Hahas! And then she also mentioned that these JC look out for our talents...I mean...TPJC wants dancers sia...So NOT me...Even though I WAS a dancer in Malay Dance...Now I'm just IN malay dance! Haha! I want rock climbing!! Sheesh...I must do very well in rock climbing then! Haha! And they'll be like...wooo....This girl is gooooddd! Hahaha! If I keep on falling then sure cannot enter one la...Nevermind...Show them a good 'O' Level cert! Huhu! ^^ That's why I must do well in my 'O' Levels...MALAY 'O' LEVEL! Shoot! Hahas! So Scared already!

So what did my teacher said to my mum just now...Nothing much...Or was it? Hahas! I hear alot of good stuff...Haha! Unlike last year...-.-...Waddya expect...2 F9s...! Haha! My mum was disappointed last year...But that was 2007! This year...Hmms...No F9s...Ok E8 for my geog...But Combined humans still pass mah...Haha! So overall I pass everything! OVERJOYED I say! Haha! Especially the part where I made my mum proud of me! Hehe! Hmm about other stuff...Mdm Fara just said that I'm responsible and dependable when she asks me to decorate the class or what...And I mix with non-problematic group of friends...LoL! Mdm Fara...Outside school...I have no naughty friends ok...Haha! All my friends good people! LoL! We are actually against those people who are annoyance in the public! Haha! Hopefully it stays that way...haha! Ok la that's all! Nothing else to say!! Today...My goal is...Complete Malay homework!! Hahas! Seriously...I relaxed too much during the march holiday! Sheesh! OH YA! I saw this GORGEOUS bag at the pasar malam at interchange...ONLY $20!!! SO GONNA BUY IT TOMORROW! ^^ Got to go darlings! Bubbyes! ^^

Oh ya...I forgot to tell seyh...My hamster...Amy The Second died...NOOOO!!! That's my ONLY hamster that licks my finger! I'm SO SAD!!! I can never get another hamster like him...Hmm...And my cat, Baby...Needs to go for an operation coz he has not pass motion for quite a number of days...Aww...So sad...He's so weak that he can't even walk properly...=(

P.S. Aiha...Urm...I buy ur present a little late okies? Haha! Sure after I buy this bag, I bankrupt already! Haha! I'll give the present a week later! Ok? Hahas! Sorry yea! haha!

Somebody didn't go to school today....Hahas! Yea me... Eh I did go to school okay? My attendance is still marked okay?? Hopefully...Hahas! I only went home after important lessons...Today was such a slacking day anyway... First...SS lesson...Only 1 period when there's supposed to be 2...I wanted to go home by the end of the 2nd lesson...But there was geography test and I have studied from 8pm to 1am yesterday and you expect me to skip the bloody test?!! NO WAY! Too bad for me...MR KHONG DIDN'T EVEN COME! -.-... I could have gone home... Sheesh...

So 2 geography periods...Was used as a talking period! Haha! I talked with Maizurah and Ain...Ok we were damn horny? Hahaha! You DON'T wanna know what we were talking about! LoL! Argh! My hands and legs are itching! No no no...I don't have that hand, foot and mouth disease la...Hahas! Hand, foot and eye disease! LoL! I know you guys must be asking why I went home half way...Be patient la...I'll get there soon... I only tell Mr Ang I wanna go home after the lesson...When people are doing the exercise...I did 1 question before leaving! haha! Later I'll complete it... I didn't really have to tell these teachers what my problem was...Haha! Obviously my swollen right eye explains it all! XD Oh ya! When I was about to go out of the classroom..My hand hit the door...And there was a loud 'bang'...Haha! Silly me! But it didn't hurt! Sorry if it shocks you my classmates! Hahas! It's the way of saying goodbye I guess? Haha!

Thanks to overheating due too much durian consumed! Haha! [Speaking london seh...Haha!] Too bad the staffs in my school's office thinks I watched pornographic...Excuse mua? Blegh... Gross much... Now I look like the Hunchback of Notre Dame...Sheesh...I don't have a hunchback la! My eye! haha! Ok and why I said I'm itching all over? Thanks to these dumb mozzies in my house! My feets are UGLY thanks to them! My hands still ok ar... Just now my bro fetch me from school...Like pathetic...I can just cross the road to go home...But my bro has to fetch me...LoL! Then went to Polyclinic... Boring sia wait so long! For once I wish I was back in school! That means...Just now was DAMN boring! Hahahas! [If you get what I mean...LoL!] It was raining heavily...But we still went home..SOAKED! Haha! I reached my neighbourhood when students from my school just came out from the school...About there ar... Oops! Haven't do my Chem worksheet! Got to go! Bye! Who said I'm not going to school tomorrow? When you're sec FOUR...You can't afford to even miss ONE day of school...LoL!

P.S....Hmm...I don't think I want to keep that hatred towards that somebody anymore...I mean...Unlike that another somebody...I don't like to blame others for my own problems...I mean we're like 16...Ok for me 15++...We can think in a more mature manner...Why blame others fo ruining our friendship when WE ourselves are the ones who are neglecting it... Like I say...I don't bother anymore...^^

HELLo...So today was the 1st day of the 2nd Term...SHOOT! 50 more days to MALAY 'O' LEVEL PAPER!!! NOOO!!! I'm SO not prepared! And I'm still disappointed that I can't go to Siti's Concert! And just as I wanted to book the tickets..It's SOLD OUT! Sorry Siti!! >.<... As planned...No PE for me today...And I seriously suffered this SUCKY stomach + menstrual cramps the whole day! Tell me what's up with that?! Sheesh...I ate cheese fries today! Yay! Hahas! Well life is still the same ol' boring one... And something came up in my mind in school...Sometimes... We can't really trust someone too much...Hmms...I don't know...Do I want to believe that person? I keep on asking myself... Should this trust even exist? Nevermind... I won't put anymore hope on you...I know who I am...I don't deserve you...Who am I to hope? So there it goes... I always sacrifice a very meaningful feeling in my heart...What the heck...No more sacrificing after my 'O' Levels! Yay! Haha! I know the feeling is still there...I KNOW VERY WELL... But I don't see that something special anymore... So what the heck... Tomorrow there's CCA...Haish...Bored la...And my dad is EXTRA frustrating to me today! Sheesh! I just asked to sign this GIRO form and he makes such a big fuss about it...-.-....Ok...Like WADEVS? -.-... I have no mood to BLOW UP...Just now chem test was a killer! Ok that's all! BYE!

SHIT! I'm schooling tomorrow! Jeng Jeng Jeng....Hahas! Friday holiday again! Yay! Haha! Ass... All I can think of is holidays! Haha! School starts...Stress level rises...Haiz...Like what the hell....This holiday has been a WOW! Hahas! I mean...So many things happening...New friends made...Old friends come back...^^...And I do crazy things...Sheesh! haha! Went to great place...such as Sentosa, VivoCity, watched movie...blablablaness...Hahas! Well most importantly...I've tighten the bonds I have with some of my friends and also my family members! Isn't that great...^^...Some bonds are also losen up...Sheesh...Yesh! Tomorrow I don't need PE...I have a VALID reason OKAY?? Haha! I'm so eager to do all those stuffs again! Hahas! But not this year...That's enough of my holidays! I need a WHOLE DAY to update my diary! Like what the hell...Hahas! It's so dead...-.-... I blog but I don't update diary...Sheesh...Argh! Tomorrow got test! WHAT AM I DOING HERE!!??? Gotta go and study! BYEEEE!!!! ^^

AHHH! School's starting!! School's starting!! DAMN IT!! I'M NOT READYY!!! >.<....Mentally prepared in other words...Hahas! Shit! I don't wanna go to school with a stomach cramp!! NOOO!!! Coz today I have ehem cramps...Sheesh...Eh! Like that I don't need run for NAPHA ar? Hahas! Dunno la...THAT'S what I'm not prepared about! Haha! I'm not prepared to fail uh...Hmms...I'm so bored...And my bestie not online!!! Forget it la! I wanna complete my homework now! STEPH! Thanks for making me happy with that info! Hahas! Bubbyes!! ^^

Oh ya! Just now I edit this pict...I know ar it's VERY emo...Kwang3...LoL! Hope you guys think it is nice! ^^ I LOVE editing pictures la seyh! But my photoshop GONE!! SHOOT! This one I use photobucket...Pathetic la siaa...-.-...Ok whatever...HERE'S THE PICTURE!....


Waddya think?? Hahas!

Yet another boring day...BAH! Hahas! All I did was update my DEAD diary...Sheesh...I don't even have time to design new bridal gowns! Now that is NOT a good sign! Hahas! Reading through my diary was fun...How great my friendship with her WAS...And how terrible it is now...And I always see at the end of the page..."Another great day with my bestfriend! ^^"...Where are those days now?...All I see now is..."And yet another quarell...She ignored me again and I don't know why..."...Please...Stop blaming your sis for all this...She did not influence me...Look in your room...Does she get all those stuffs I gave you everytime we go out together? I barely buy her anything...She's my bestfriend and you have no right to blame her for destroying our friendship! If you can say that...SO CAN I! YOUR BLOODY BESTFRIEND WHO HAPPENS TO BE MY ENEMY IS THE ONE CAUSING ALL THIS! You like that? No? NO RIGHT!? Then don't give my friend that look like you're blaming her! I'm not choosing between the two of you... But look how you treat me...You tell me you're having yet another one of your mood swings...BUT WHY AM I ALWAYS THE ONLY VICTIM!?? And I happen to be your closest friend among all of them! Do you notice that!? DO YOU!? I don't think so...

I've cried enough for you...If you wanna leave me...Go ahead...I don't care anymore...I DON'T CARE! I don't want to cry for you ANYMORE! I've HAD IT! I know I've made mistakes...And I've done my best to change...But you still don't appreciate it...And when I care for you...You even scold me once when I was trying to be concern...You said do you have to tell me everything that happens in your life...Well If it makes my friend sad..Yes I want to know...But since you said like that and made ME sad in return...I guess I'd rather see you being sad!

Aiha...Thanks so much for the post...It's really meaningful...You made me cry seyh! Sheesh! Hahas! Well it's better if she reads your blog too...At least she knows how I REALLY feel after reading your post...hahas...Well cheer up about the family thing...If you think your family don't care...You can regard me as one of you NEW family member! hahas! And I read this passage yesterday...It says that Muslims MUST always think positive! IT'S A SIN IF YOU DON'T!! Hahas! So you better be strong and be a positive thinker like me ok sis? ^^

And Natasha...Thanks for your support too! You can get through your sec 3 year! All the best!! Hehes! I have faith in you...And you better do better than me! Hahas! That would be easy since my results was so LOUSY! hahahas! ^^

Heys! Wassup peepz? Hahas... OK lets start! Hmm...yesterday was rather disappointing...Ok I'm disappointed with a friend[or is it..? -.-...]...So like I said before...You hurt me, I hurt You...World peace...Hahas! I know la..WAR....Haha! But she has gotta feel how I felt all along...1 year you know this has been going along and I just kept quiet...Well...Not anymore...I don't want my heart to be crushed any longer! >.<

I thought of not going out at all today...Since the house was plain boring...Why not watch a movie? Hahas! With a bestfriend! ^^...So I went to watch Ah Long Pte Ltd with Aiha...! The show was so much more 'adult' than Horton...Hahas! And VERY fuuny I tell ya! I bet I enjoyed that more than I'm gonna enjoy watching Horton with my mum...Hahas! I mean...I laughed like a FREAK just now! haha! Don't believe me? Go and ask Aiha ok? Hahaha! I mean....That show is SO for dirty-minded people! Huahaha! ME! Hahas! I mean...If you are those 'clean' types...Dream on...You'll NEVER get the jokes...After people explain to you...Most probably you'll say...EEEUUUU...!!...Hahahaha! NOT ME! ^^ Born dirty-minded girl! Hahaha! Ok it's time to shut up Rin...Haha!



I especially love that part when Mark Lee(Jojo) told this bad guy he has a gun in his PINK pants! Hahas! So he put his hand in his pants! Haha! Then that guy said who doesn't have a gun! He has a 'gun' too! Hahaha! And he put his hand in his pants! Haha! Showing Jojo he has a 'gun' too! Hahahaha! You know what I mean...His gun...HAHAHA! And I was like laughing so loud! Hahaha! It WAS hilarious! Waddya expect? Giggle? No way! Hahaha! And Jojo was like pointing his fully loaded gun in his pants to the bad guy! HAHAHA! Ok stop laughing...LOL! The next funny part was when Jojo's wife wanted to take the gun from his pants...he said NOT THE FLESH ONE! THE METAL ONE! HAHAHAHA!!!! Ok that part totally cracked me up! Hahahahahaha! THAT JOKE IS SO DAMN PERVERTIC! HAHAHAHA! I LOVE IT! Hahaha! Ok NOW you know who Kirin REALLY is...Hahaha! So shut up...Haha! I'm no decent girl who reads story book all the time! Yucks! I hate books! -.-... Ok enough said about the movie! LoL! You wanna know more go watch yourself! I didn't pay $7 to tell all of you the story! Haha! Belum try belum tau...Da try hali2 mau...Hahah!


So the gossips and all was fun...And the neoprints was seriously fun! Haha! We were so panic when we were decorating the picts! Haha! And one of the pict...I end up writing...4eve Frenzi....-.-...Not supposed to be that...Supposed to be..."4eva frenz!"...I gt no tym for the '!'...Haiyo! Haha! But overall the picts are nice! Hahas! Yay! Our first neoprint! Lalala! Hahas! Seriously...I need to go for a mental check up...! ^^ Ok la! That's all! Yay! I earned $20 in just a day! Haha! And all I said was...Can I have $5 to go out with my friend? Hahaha! Save save...Coz a BAZAAR IS OPENING SOON AT INTERCHANGE! YEAH BABY! Hahas! BAGS GALORE!!! Haha! Oh I can almost smell my new bag coming up! Haha! Ok la! I guess that's all! Good night! AH! It's Thursday night... Oh it's already Friday...Which means...ghosts are roaming around! Haha! Damn...I'm starting my nonesense...EH! I did my mother homework already! Yay yay! Haha! Bye2! ^^




AIHA! I LOVE your belated Valentine's Day gift! Hahas! THANK YOU! ^^


That's our first Neoprints! ^^


And this is the best among the rest! Are we emokids or what? Hahaha!

Hallooozz! Hahas! Guess what? My life is going along just fine! Not even a single day when I say...I HATE LIFE...in 2008...Hahas! Especially now...No way I'm gonna say I hate my life...I'm Lovin' It! Hahas! I think almost everyday I said I hate life last year...It was a terrible year...Heartbreak...conflicts...stress...BOOM! Hahas! This year...I don't care about those who wanna hurt me anymore...In fact...I want to hurt them! Muahaha! Oh I'll wait until AFTER 'O' Levels...They just watch out I tell ya...I'll hurt them by just telling them the truth what they did to me all this while that crushes my life and tell them HOW MUCH I HATE THEM! Hahas!

So...What I was about to say was this...I got my progress card from my tuition centre...Kirin...Kirin...How pathetic...JUST 1 A!! Urm...Discipline that is...Hahas! I'm a disciplined student! LOL! My overall attitude is a B...Oh well..That's good enough...Eyh I got a C for concentration...Like hello...! I should get a B! I concentrate sia! Thanks to 2 monkeys in my previous class...I can't possible concentrate! ARGH! Hahas! For student's performance...I got a C...Oh well..Good enough for an F9 student ok...Haha! Enough said...I won't say the remarks by teacher! Haha!

Hmm...Should I go...Or should I just stay at home tomorrow...Kinda pissed off for a while just now...We ALWAYS have to listen to Miss KNOW-IT-ALL...! -.-...I'm so damn irritated! Why do we always have to listen to HER!? FINE! From now on...you want any information don't bother asking for my opinion! Coz I couldn't be bothered to answer! And all I will answer is..."I don't know...Why not ask HER instead?!"...Sheesh! I feel like telling you how I feel towards you right NOW! 2 years I have this hatred for you, YOU KNOW THAT!? ARGHH!!! You already got my ONCE bestfriend's attention...Don't you even DREAM to get mine! I don't give my enemies attention! Coz they simply don't exist in my life! You got my bestfriend right? Hahs! Too bad I cared ONCE...but not anymore...I have better friends...A true bestfriend won't leave you crying on your own birthday! And won't leave you for another friend! The friendship is way over...I'm sick of your faces! I really feel like not going tomorrow! And actually...I feel like not talking to all of you at all! Argh! I don't even care if you happen to read my blog and know that you're the HER...And tell all your friends about this and leave me all alone! I'm ALREADY ALONE! -.-... THANK GOD 'O' LEVEL IS THIS YEAR! SO I DON'T HAVE TO SEE YOUR FACES ANY LONGER! Hmm...Maybe I'll go...Just to show that I don't make friends cry on their birthdays...Unlike SOMEBODY....-.-...

P.S...Thank You my brother-in-law for the rockin' songs by Bullet For My Valentine! I LOVE THEM!!! SO MUCH I TELL YA! Hahas!

And today...I'm just so crazy...that I just did something crazy that I know will bring me a heartbreak if I fail! O.O....It's ok! Learn from my mistakes! Step by step! And I took the second step already! Hahas! I'm so nervous!! Somebody! SLAP MY FACE!!! Hahas! Eh I freaking love the song The End by bullet for my valentine la seyh! For those who hates rock...metals...You guys will really hate this song! Hahaha! No lie I tell you! Coz there's simply too much screaming in it! Haha! I LOVE ROCK!! Haha! [Omg...Please accept..Please...Please..Pleaseeee...!!! I'M BEGGING YOU!!!] Guess what? I take this steps to get wad I want and I realised that I'm over Mr Past! haha! Yay me! Haha!

Helo everyone! Today, there was the malay course! As expected...BORINGGGG!! Hahas! And some irritating monkeys from Siglap Sec sitting in front of me....So noisy and rude! Thank goodness they are not from my school! -.-...Damn irritating sia! Sheesh! I almost fell asleep LOTS of times! Huahaha! Notty girl! Haha! Except for one part..When the teacher from Springfield was like coming towards me to ask question...But she asked the person in front of me...One of the noisy Siglap boys... HAHA! And he didn't know the answer!! Kwang3!! TALK sumore! Hahas!

And I saw SOMEBODY! ^^ Hahas! Of coz happy coz as a FRIEND...It has been long since I saw that person...! If you read my blog...HELLO! HEY I SAW YOU JUST NOW!!...Hahaha! Kirin crazy la! Haha! OH OH! And I saw some of my old classmates in primary school...Wow...Their looks have changed! I even saw my pri 4 crush! Haha! We were bestfriends too...Haha! His looks really changed! And he's DAMN TALL! Haha! We were the same height last tym...I guess not anymore! Haha! Some grow vertically and some horizontally...[oops...XD] Hahas! The teacher from Dunman Sec was definitely funny! Haha! Coz he ALWAYS emphasize on his 'S'...Haha! EH! Don't think dirty ar...Haha! Now look who's talking! Haha! I actually like my small school afterall after seeing their school! Hahaha!

The food...Hmm...Can la..But I had no appetite to eat...Hmms....I didn't get to see 'someone' smile today...At least I get to see the face! ^^ Hahas! So what...I can see that face anytime! Haha! Actually coz I had a freaking stomach ache! Until now la sia! Walao...-.-...After the break things got even more boring...I had nothing better to do so I sms-ed Aiha...Haha! After the whole lecture...we had to complete this worksheet...Ugh...So tough! Thank God that Mr Naim not my malay teacher! I'd kill myself! Haha! I did anyhow only...Haha! Couldn't be bothered? Yerps! Hahas! Someone's phone was stolen...It wasn't me! Hahas! After the whole thing, ate ice cream at McDonalds...Then I went to interchange with Maizurah...I bought a lipgloss! Pink glittery! Nice! haha! Only $3.90! Hahas! Just had to shop didn't I? Haha! I saw this Everlast hooded sweater...WALAO! SO NICE! $29 i think...Haha! Forget it...I rather buy an LP Zone cardigan! Hahs! I guess that's all for today! Like OMG! I was a mad lady today! Haha! I kept on laughing non-stop during the lecture! Every little thing is funny! Haha! I'm hyper today! Wheee~! Haha! XD

OH YA!!! I forgot to say! They kept on playing sentimental songs sia in that school! Hahaha! And they played My Heart....By Irwansyah & Acha...Unbreak My heart by Toni Braxton...Wah listen to those songs suddenly remind me of Mr Past! haha! Especially when he's so close yet so far from where I was! Haha! I wasn't emo even for a sec la seyh! Haha! Those memories won't bring me down at all! haha! And then while we were doing our work...they play the song 'Oh Fatimah' this classic oldies song! Haha! Everyone was like singing the song...Include me in! Hahaha! I always sing det song for fun at home last time! Hahaha! Very funny la everyone singing that old song! Haha! But I hear mostly from my school and Siglap sec...dunno bout the rest! Haha! XD

So tomorrow is the malay course...What the heck...I don't care...Just another lame day filled with lectures...Wei! I must find people to help remind me that there's Heroes on Star World tomorrow! If I miss it again....DAMN IT! Haha! So what's my plan tomorrow apart from sleeping while the teachers are giving lectures...? Hahas! Just kidding la! Do I look like I'm from a super bad class? Hahas! Ok fine my only plan is...To have fun! Joke around with my friends...Especially Maizurah, Farah, Nadzirah and Sarita! Since..Urmm...They are my only close friends going? Haha! I feel sorry for Ain and Syafiqah coz they cannot go...It might be more fun with them around! Mother tongue was great with them when we were sec 2...We partly contributed to the noise! Haha! But not sec 3 and 4 la...Make noise in Mdm Irni's class?? Hahaha! In our dreams! LoL! At least joking around during tomorrow's lecture will keep me awake! Haha! Tell me at least ONE not boring lecture! Haha! NONE! I'm bored...AH! I haven't complete my malay essay!! Eeek! Tomorrow must bring...Haiyoh...Ok la! I got to go now! Bye2!! For some of you...See you tomorrow! Hehe!

Lalala...Helo!! Hahas! I had fun today! What the...I ate so much today! Nevermind...Going to the gym one of these days...Wednesday! Just now...I went to IKEA with my mum just now...She planned the whole thing! Hahas! I had some fun! Hahas! Compared to 2006...Everywhere I go..I feel guilty...My life was FILLED with lies! Oh well that's the past...I lie coz of SOMEBODY who is very ungrateful...Regret lying to my mum coz of that person...Oh well! 2 Hari Raya has passed by...Which means I have seek forgiveness from my mum already...! And I have not lied to her anymore about guys! Haha! Coz I'm a free woman! Like what 'missy' said there in the tagboard! Hahas!

We just went there since there was a sale...Sale much...So expensive! Like Oh My Gosh! Haha! I used this mask...Like what the hell...Haha! I wanted to buy this cat mask! Only $2.90! Walao! Sold out sia...-.-...Hahas! I think it's kind of a waste of money...Hahas! It serves no purpose unless I'm a 3 year old girl...-.-...Dammit! I have a pimple which is not fully developed and is VERY IRRITATING from just now until NOW! DAMN IT!! I HATE PIMPLES! And a stupid ant bit me on my left cheek making it look like a pimple! IT'S NOT! >.<... My mum bought me a pillow! Yay! I love it! SO SOFT! We were like choosing stuffs for my FUTURE room! Hahas! I can dream on about getting my dream bed! Hahas! Don't wanna elaborate the story...Kinda disappointed...Oh what the heck...Then we went to Coffee Bean to have our dinner! Damn I'm full! Haha! I ate Chicken & Mushroom Fusilli...Mum ate this salad...I LOVE the smoked salmon in that salad! Hahas! It tastes like meat...Hahas! Weird...I guess that's all I did...Apart from laughing like a mad lady the whole day joking around with my mum! Haha! And it's 2 am now...I strted blogging at 11.30om..This is considered a short post ok? My mum wanted me to help her with her phone..So..Yea...Hahas! Ok la! Good night! I'm SO DAMN SLEEPY! GOOD NIGHT!




What the....Super Sotong Girl? Hahahaha! That thing was too small for my head! XD

HELLO!! Hahas! I had a GREAT day today! Imagine this...I took 118 pictures in less than 8 hours! hahas! Crazy girl...Hahas! I enjoyed myself on Women's Day! Yay!! Haha! And I managed to SHOP! haha! Even though I just bought one pathetic keychain! It's still shopping ok! Who can resist not buying anything at Vivo City!?? NOT ME! Hahas! Argh! I'm so sleepy!! Hahas! Ok the laptop battery left 12 more minutes...Same la like my sleepy battery...Sheesh! haha! I went to Sentosa with my mum today! It was great! My uncle booked a chalet at Costa Sands Resort! LOVE IT! Hahas! There were lots of food! But I didn't eat in the day since before going to Sentosa, I ate at Banquet at Vivo with my mum already...But my mum can still eat..O.O....Haha! My mum bought me 2 decks of Cadbury Popping Choc from the Candy Empire! MY FAVOURITE LA SIOL! Hahaha! At least it gave me the energy...I was VERY sleepy! LoL! Oh ya! I got to watch Heroes! Yaya! Haha!

The beach was simply beautiful...! Except for the part that the seaside was dirty! YUCKS! As if there was an oil spill or something! Gross! I took LOTS of pictures at the beach! hahas! It has been damn long since I went to the beach...To sentosa? Hmm...Sec 2! During he drama public performance! Hahaha! Pathetic sia! I didn't even know I have to pay to watch the musical fountain now! How pathetic! Everything also need to pay! -.-...Everywhere I go there was beautiful! Hahas! Maybe I upload the picts tomorrow...Only the best ones la I put up! Hahas! I love climbing la seyh! You should know later why I say this! Haha! My BIG family had a long walk around Sentosa! We were damn tired! So back at the resort...We ate like some cavemen who have not eaten for ages! Hahaha! Well I was hungry...Duh...Haha! We did saw part of the Musical Fountain! Like woah! It was GORGEOUS! Hahahas! There was a few fireworks at the end! NICE! Hahas! Reached home at about 11.30 pm...DAMMIT! I'm tired!!! Battery running low!! Hahahas! Ok la! Still need to update diary! Good night! Maybe I improve this post tomorrow k? ^^

[Alamak...Sorry la...I have to upload ALL the picts tomorrow...Coz there's something wrong and I can't upload! Irritating sia!! ><]

Me again! From just now I've been watching music videos at youtube...I watched the MTV for Sepenuh Hati by Spoon...Like OMG! After reading the comments..NOW I know that the singer for that song has passed away! I remebered my mum told me he was killed and his body was placed in a gunny sack and he was thrown off a cliff [i don't know what is gaung in english! Hahaha!]..! The murderer admit la he killed that guy and the body has been found like AGES AGO! haha! But STILL....! He's knda cute ok? If he has a cool hair and good sense of fashion! Like what's with me and guys with big eyes?? Haha! Ooo...I like big eyes! Haha! What a freaking idiot! Kill someone with such a great voice that ALWAYS brings me to tears! And he's not even married yet! Like OMG...CRUELTY!! Haha! Seriously...The person who killed him should be given a death sentence! Hang him! Asshole! He killed a Jiwang singer! Haha! And HOW I LOVE all the sad songs by spoon! Like..Sepenuh hati...Rindu Serindu Rindunya...Memori Sekuntum Rindu....Long list la eh...Haha! As a tribute to him...I'll put all his best jiwang songs at this post! Haha! For those who hate jiwang...Please don't give critics at my tagboard...It's just a tribute to one of my favourite singers...Hahas!









Hope You Enjoy The Music! Hahas! I'm Still Jiwang sia...Haha! Oh ya! I also saw ALOT of videos at youtube...Malaysians uploading videos insulting their Prime Minister...Sheesh...Corruption...No wonder they aren't as developed as our country! And you guyds should read the comments! The even said some vulgarities about the PM! -.-...

Little FAIZ WAS SO CUTE at PESTA PESTA PESTA! And Suhaimi and Alias Kadir are so FUNNY! Hahaha! I laughed alot so far! There'll be a post on it later!!! Wheee~! BRB!!!

Yahooooo!!! It holiday babeh! Hahas! Shut up...I didn't have a good day ok! WHY!? WHY, YOU ASK???! I AM SO FAILING MY A-MATHS DIFFERENTIATION TEST! NOOO...!! I hate failing!! Oh yea...I Passed Everything for my TA1!! Super coolness!! Hahas! That A-maths test is just a normal one...STILL?! Hahas! I really need to study this holiday...revise my sec 3 chem n physics...And practice my A-maths since there is no homework given...Sec 4...I have to be an independent learner! Haha! Look who's talking! Haha! I've been an ass la last year..Never revise my work...always copy one! Hahaha! I don't give a shit about my studies! NOT anymore! I'd better study for my geog and chem test too which I was supposed to have this week! Phew~! Lucky postponed! Haha! If I fail those two test...I'll slap my face! Hahaha! Next week...Monday is Maizurah's birthday! Happy birthday in advance! Monday I have tuition...From 2.30-4.30pm...NOOO!!! Hahas! Tuesday there's Mother Tongue course at Springfield Sec...Nyehehe...I've been waiting for that day to come! Haha! And Wednesday...There's tuition again from 4.30 to 6pm...Argh...Tuition homework! I think I'll do that tonight...And also try completing my Malay essay...Sheesh the topic is damn lame...Haha!

Oh yea! Hey ladies! You gals heard tomorrow is Women Day?? Haha! I've never heard of it before but my mum heard about it on the radio! Wohoo! Tomorrow I have PLANS! Hahas! Lets see...Go shopping with my mum....Maybe just window shopping! Kwang3...Haha! At home we'll have our 'beauty time'...Ceyh! Haha! We'll pamper ourself the cheap way! Haha! Wah if got money I'll sure bring her to go for a facial treatment la seyh! Haha! Tomorrow...Ladies officially RULEZ! Haha! Back off MEN! Haha! My mum allow me to go to Siti's concert!! But nobody's following me!! Oh yea Diyana is! Haha! I'll see first...I'm worried if I can't see from that place...Since it's damn far from the stage! Like what the...Haha! Ok la! I'll stop here! Happy holidays peepz! And DON'T FORGET TO STUDY! Sheesh...I talk like a mother! Hahaha! ^^

Hoho! Today has been a tense day for me! I can feel something burning in me! But I was able to control it and carry on with my life...Though I was very emo in school today! Ahaha! More to irritated than angry...Irritated with someone who was SUDDENLY ignoring me! And when I talked to her she was like couldn't be bother to answer..When every questions I asked her I smiled but she gave me that "stop smiling...i dun give a shit" look...FINE AR! For your info lady...I don't give a shit anymore la! From today onwards...If you start giving me that shitty face AGAIN...Hoho...You'll get the same from me! I treat you the way you treat me! And don't you dare say that I'm ignoring you! Coz if I am ignoring you...Means that YOU are ignoring me first! You think I'm like you? Love to ignore your own friend? Well since I don't even WANT to call you a friend any longer...It's easy for me to ignore you just like I ignore the strangers! You wanna bitch about me coz I get pissed at you when I'm having my period! OH! Look Who's Talking! Eyh! You want me to throw my diary at your face showing all those entries that mention u ignore me like crap and den at home u text me saying that u r having ur period!? If you DON'T want...THEN SHUT UP! Look at yourself before you say anything la eh! guess I'll stop here...^^

P.S. At least I have NEVER made you sad on your birthday...NOT LIKE YOU! You made me CRY on my birthday ok!? All I can say about you is unappreciative...I've given you so much and never cared for a friend as much as I care about you! Well since you don't even appreciate my existence in your life...I guess it's better if I leave...Coz I don't care about you anymore...And I won't cry coz of you anymore...

Hey hey hey! It's a beautiful day! hahas! No lah..It's such a wet and cold day...But again...Who cares? Hahahas! I'm just blogging to say hi! hahas! Coz I'm freaking bored!! Yay! Holidays in 2 days time!! Yeah babeh! Yeah! Haha! Sheesh tomorrow still got Chemistry remedial...Ooo...Can't wait for NEXT TUESDAY!! Wonder what is going to happen...Hmm...See old friends from that boring ol' school...See an UNWANTED face...Huahaha! Ooo..Wonder what my reaction would be! haha! If I see THAT face! Hahas! I'll give that person the face that the person gave me on December 2006! You think only YOU can make that shitty face to people? SO CAN I! Hahas! Ahh...So many plans coming up in this upcoming holiday! Hahas! Arh! So sad can't go Siti's concert...Too ex..Mum don't allow...Haizz...Nevermind...I'm sorry kak Siti Nurhaliza...AHHH!! Must study for Geog test tomorrow! Hope I pass seyh...Hahas! Fail oso I wont cry la! hahas! Wokie dokie! Bubbyes!! ^^

I guess some things in this world...Only your mum can understand...Even without you telling them...It's like my mum knows me TOO WELL...Hahas! Her words really cheered me up and bring back the feeling that I almost lost once...Hehe! She just gave a name to my future son...Hahas! And I couldn't believe my ears what I heard from her mouth...I'm not telling you the name! Because my secret will be revealed then! Hahas! Until then! My mum just made my day! I LOVE HER! Hahas! She didn't even know what I felt...But her words are really...WOW! haha! Ok la! Bye2!!

Halloooo! Wassup peepz!? Love the new blogskin?? I HEARTS IT!! WOOHOO!! It's Weekend!! Hahas! Sad...Yesterday online for a while only...Since today there's Cross Country...I came coz it's my last cross country! Whee~!! Hahaha!

Ok...I was late...Reached the bus stop around 7.30 a.m....Hahas! Guess what? Woke up at 6.50 a.m.!! Haha! Do I look like I'm overjoyed to go? -.-...Hahas! Thought I was late...But there was alot of people taking the same bus as me! Hahas! Phew~! I'm safe! Haha! When I reached Bedok Reservoir...Diana called me...I didn't see her at first...Hahas! So we went to the reservoir together...It's like long lost friendship reuniting...New friendships made...Just when I thought that I'm losing friends...New ones are coming! And old ones are reviving! Hahas! Cool! ^^! I didn't run..Cannot say at all...I run AWAY from SOMEBODY! Haha! She thinks I WANT to walk with her? O.o...Ain't happenin'...! hahas! I was with Nadz and Sarita...Then when we ran away from her...She ran after us! Wah! Cannot escape! Haha! So I ran away alone from her! Haha! Then saw Huda and Diana...Then Nadz and Sarita caught up with me and the 5 of us walked together...But then we lost Diana and Huda...It rained and the wind was so cold! And me...I was freaking EMO! Haha! I was listening to my MP3...Come out all the sad song [especially Cry Me A River by Justin!]...I walked as if I was in some MTV...Hahas! And memories came back to my mind...Wah sad morning! Haha!

After the run...We were dismissed straight away since it was raining quite heavily...Me, Ain, Mai and Diana went to have our breakfast together at coffeeshop...We were WET I tell ya! Hahas! My fringe was so wet! Hahas! The rest part of my hair or whatever I don't care..Haha! I only ate 1 prata...And Mr Softee! hahas! Crazy girl..So cold still eat ice cream! Haha! Went home...I SLEEP! Hahas! ALOT of sms and missed calls! [Sorry Aiha!!!] Wasted sia! If not just now can go out with her! I didn't check my hp!! Shoot! Nevermind! Next time! Hahas! Cancel plan want to go to Plaza Sing with my bro...Oh well...Tomorrow la! Yay! During March holiday my bro's treating me to watch Step Up 2!!! Whee~!! Hahas! Sec 4 life is simply great though stressful...Coz for the first time I'm strong...I ignore those people who always make me cry...That includes girls too ok? Haha! That's why I'm very cheerful...Everything oso I'll say...'Hmm...Whatever'...Hahas! I couldn't care less...And sometime I think I'm too obvious with this that the person is realising it and becoming upset coz I'm more like avoiding then ignoring..! Hahas! Oh well...I'm just giving her freedom! Coz I have my OWN life to take care of! I don't care about her feelings anymore...She simply hurt me too much...I can't stand it anymore...^^!

From just now use laptop...Sheesh...I wanna go out! And Iconnexion is boring! Left Physics...Now doing...I'm mentally dead! Haha! So I personalised my blog! So sad liddet ryte the layout? Hahas! I don't like colourful layouts...The darker, the more emo it is, the better! Haha! Talk about "I'm not emo"! haha! Feel free to tag my blog! Only got 3 picts la..! Enjoy! I'll try my best to make a collage for every of my 'fun' post! Haha! I simply LOVE editing picts! ^^


Cross Country 2008! Sarita, Me & Nadz! ^^


Me & Nadz! Wad? Why I erase the face of the person behind us?
Lets say...She's the one whom the 3 of us were running away from! XD

(Continued..) Just Finish Blog surfing...So jealous when I see how united some friends are with their 'gang'...Why Can't mine be like theirs...Nevermind...All of this will happen in JC! I can't WAIT to find new friends and those friends are those who will accept me for who I am! And we'll be friends forever! Hahas! Well at least after university? Hahas! I can't wait to get out of Junyuan Sec! Only months to go and I'll be a JC student[with God's will]..! Wheee~! Hahas! TPJC! HERE I COME! Oh yea and ice cream cake! My mum promised to buy me one if I pass my 'O' Levels with flying colours! ^^ -9.23 p.m.

HELLO EVERYONE!! Can life get any better than this?! Hahas! Okay my day was bad...Duh...Disappointing...Yea quite...Sheesh...Don't wanna talk about it...Just wanna forget about it...


BUT AT NIGHT....My parents brought me to Changi Airport!!! We went to Terminal ...Wow...The place was gorgeous! Hahas! I was so impressed by the design of the place! Like Oh My GOSH! Haha! I LOVE the place! And the first place we went to was...CANDY EMPIRE!!! Whee~! Hahas! Bought MARS!! 2 Different kind of Mars! Favouriteness!! Hahas! Well I guess my mum was more excited than I was! haha! Then we walked around the place...The departure hall (is it?)...Can't even see any planes...Pathetic...Hahas! Like that Terminal 2 is way better! Only for that area la..Hahas! T3 was HUGE!!! HUGE I tell ya! Hahas! There's so much to talk about today!! Hahas! Ok what else...Then we took the skytrain...Oooo!! It has been YEARS since I took that thing...Not even once in secondary school life...Sheesh...Now I sound pathetic much...haha! Went to Terminal 2...Here comes the BEST part! Huhuhu!



MY PARENTS TREATED ME AT SWENSEN'S!! WHEEE~! Hahahas! I guess the last time I had a meal there was one of the years before 2005...VERY long time ago! Hahas! That time t was the OLD Swensen's...I remembered I ate fish and chips! Hehe! Back then...everywhere I go...If I see Fish and Chips on the menu...It will confirm be my choice of meal! Hahas! I can't believe I ate raw prawn just now! In a salad! Hahas! I LOVE trying new food! ESPECIALLY vegetables!!! Hahas! My food was the last one to arrive...When I was the most hungry person there! How irritating...Hahas! I ate Mac 'N' Cheese! Only like THE BEST macaronni and cheese in Singapore! After eating that...I was like..Gimme gimme...gimme...gimme gimme more...! Haha! SO DELICIOUS!! Oh how I LOVE my parents! Hahas! My dad had almond crusted lamb chops I think...Don't quite remember the name of the nut...Haha! My mum had Crayfish spaghetti I think...I know got crayfish la..N spaghetti...Hahas! Dunno the name only...My parents had Iced Lemon Tea...While I had Bananarama! Like DAMN DELICIOUS! Choc ice cream blend with banana and ice...Wheee~! Yummilicious! N then got whip cream n a banana slice on top! Mmmmm!! Hahas!


After eating...Went to Polar Puffs & Cakes...Of course I must go there! I MUST VISIT MY DEAREST ANNIE!!! ^^ I was OVERJOYED to see her! I MISS HER SOOOOO MUCH! I think she's the head manager there already...She's a gazillion times better than that Christina...Sheesh! Annie asked me what I wanted...I was like so shy...I wasn;t trying to be modest or what ar...But free food is like...Hahahas? LoL! I only asked for 1 sugar roll...Then she said "Wah one sugar roll share wif 3 people ar?" Hahas! Then I said nevermind la...Haha! Then she gave me a box la...We didn't talk much and I FORGOT TO TAKE A PICT WITH HER!!! ARGHHH!!! Hahahas! The I went to my parents...I open the box...She go and give me 1 sugar roll, 1 choc roll and one strawberry roll...Annie...Annie....She's just too kind! That's why I LOVE HER! Hahas! I am SO visiting her again one day later! With Maizurah since she said next time come with the other girl...your friend that one...Haha! She only remembered my name...Hahas...Oh well..I guess I'll stop here! I need to sleep la sak! Cross country tomorrow! Damn it! Hahas! I'm late for bed and I LOST MY MR TEDDY!!! Shit la seyh! Ok2...GOOD NIGHT!!! Err...Morning? Haha!






Me Love Swensen's!!! Hahas! And Annie!! Dun have her pict la seyh...

P.S. Thanks mum and dad...I Simply Won't Exist Without The Two Of You! ^^