Yo! Hey today was such a sunny day huh?
The weather was soo hot! And I chose the
wrong outfit to wear... I wore sweater. LOL.
Since I'm not supposed to wear anything
inside if I wear that sweater, so I didn't.
End up I sweat like hell coz I have no
choice but to wear that sweater all the way! xD
Somehow or rather... I think I'm having a migraine.
Oh well, whatever with it...

I didn't have a good sleep last night...
Too bad for me then... -.-
Woke up get ready and stuffs...
Then I went to my sister's house...
On the way there, I saw Guo Yan...
Then after some time, I went to Geylang
with my mum as planned...

As usual, I enjoy my trips to Geylang! Hehe!
Okay I sound dumb there coz only aunties likes that place.
I like to go there to get some inspirations...
I simply love to see those bridal gowns
and also the traditional malay costumes made modern..
As mentioned, I want to be a fashion designer. So yea...
Anyway, this time round, I'm designing a Pant Suit.
It's very nice actually... I love new ideas! =D
And I would like to thank my mum a million
for buying me those fabrics which are quite ex to me...
And also for those tips and all! hehe!
Hopefully I can be a fashion designer one day,
and make her proud! Wheee~! =D
Then we went to have our lunch...
Oh yea my design this time is green in colour...
Mum also bought be a black blouse,
so I can wear it to my religious class. Thanks mum! =D

Then we went home... I'm addicted
to this game on my sister's iPod Touch...
After that I folded some clothes...
Then I carried some weights...
And I shall make that my new habit... =D
And after this, I'm gonna do some other workouts.
My way of workouts! hehe!

Mum said i can only go dating once a month
after school starts... Well... That's reasonable enough? xD
At first I was shocked...
See my boyfriend once a month... Wow...
I bet by the time I'm in school for 2 months,
I've already forgotten him? Haha!
but she said we can still meet but only
in our residential areas... Oh well, I don't mind! =)
I know she wants me to do well in my studies!
And I will do that! Insya'Allah! hehe!
So excited to start school! OMG!!!
Less than a month la seh!!
Camp next week la seh!! YAYYYYY~! xD
I'm so proud I'm part of Temasek Poly! LoL!

Okay lah I guess that's all! Bubbyes!
Assalamualaikum... =)

Yo~!! Wassup peepz!? Hehe!
Today was indeed a good day...
Seems like a family day...
I just hang out with my family today...
Minus my brother who has moved out..
We went out to the same place as a family before.
But that was like last 2 years? Or last year? I forgot.
Rare occasion much? Haha!

Slept around 1.40 AM last night...
Ooh! Thanks to Facebook,
I'm friends with my old pal, Nadhirah!
She was my classmate when I was primary 4.
More than classmates. We were buddies in fact. (:
And I just found out she post my video up in her blog.
I thought she was just joking seh last night... xD

My plan to go Geylang has been postponed to tomorrow.
Oh well... So I just chilled at home...
Watching TV with my whole famly...
Raja Bersiong... Nonsense show...
Everything they say must be rhyming... LoL!
Then we went out around 6 PM...
Follow my sis choose a renovation contractor...
I thought about giving my fringe a reborn...
But nahh... I don't wanna waste money. Haha!

Then went to this electronic shop...
I just asked the price of this pink headphone...
But my dad wants to buy it for me when he gets his pay!
OH MY GOSH!!!!! Happy nyer aku!!! Haha!
It's pink damn it! Haha!
And my dad said that brand has a good sound system!
EHHH!! SO HAPPY SEH!!! Haha!
Hopefully he doesn't cancel the plan...
So I'd better show good attitude these days...
Just to get on his bright side... Haha!

Then we went to have dinner as a family...
So freakin' full that I can't even smell food! -.-
Coz I ate at home already...
Still must eat there... Wah piang... Haha!
Then I went home with my bro on the bicycle...
Then I saw a FLATTENED dead bird on the road...
And my bro run over it! EEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
Oh my gosh poor thing!
It was as flat as a piece of paper I think!
Must be more than 10 cars run over it! =(
Then further down the road...
My bro suddenly shouter "ARGH! RAT!"
Then I was like shocked! And I turned around...
EEEEEEEWWW A DEAD BIG RAT!!! =X
But I just laughed all the way seeing my bro's reaction,
he said he became weak after he saw that rat... Haha!
Then he was like shouting so many times about it! xD
I simply laughed my ass off... Haha!
Cute sia my brother... Hahaha! xD

Oh well, I guess that should be all for today...
Hopefully tomorrow I'll be as happy as today! =D
So... Toodles! Assalamualaikum!

Hey peepz!
I'm out like for the whole day today...
Doing all religion related activities...
Except the MocCarnival part...
Must be the worst carnival I've been apart
from Junyuan Sec's 2008 NDP Carnival... =P

Okay let's start with religious class...
I thought I was late... But I was 30 minutes early.
Rather disappointing... I expect more friendly peepz...
They all came with their friends, so they don't
bother making new friends...
Only one sec 2 girl, Samihah... Is my friend...
She thought I sent my child to religious class...
Gosh... What an insult... Haha!
Coz she said I was very big... Oh well, can't deny that.
At least I have a friend... =)
I like my teacher... Ustazah Rihanna...
I'm not sure about her spelling, but that's her name.
She's so coooool! Like funny and fierce type! Hehe!
Not really fierce like scold2 la...
Got this guy, eldest there, 18 years old...
Talk about RUDE... And so I saw the way
Ustazah Rihanna scolded him in that funny way and
kicked the table beside him... Like cute sia! Haha!
She asked me a question... I couldn't answer...
And that same rude guy like say "Like that also don't know..."
Eh chill ah... My first time right?!
I'm like in Module 1.. And he's in Module 9!
Don't have to show off la dude..! -.-
Certain part he was funny lah...
Like the clown of the class... I think.
Didn't learn much today...
Note to self: Don't walk on grass at night...
hehe! Coz the grass are praying... =D
Cool la... First lesson learn all these...
I'm looking forward for next lesson! =)

Then I went home...
Then went out again to Downtown East...
With my sis, bro-in-law and nephew...
The MocCarnival so boring...
Saw Jean Danker and another Class 98 DJ.
Got 'Don't Forget The Lyrics'...
I felt like taking part but... NAHH... Haha!
It'll look so wrong... I'm wearing a scarf,
and yet I'm singing on stage... Like what the hell.
So yea, forget it... I just sang to myself..
Then went to eat at teh food court there...
Then me and my mum went for a... Tahlil(How to translate?)
Errmm... Some religious ceremony to recite some
prayers together after a person's death...
at Kak Zainab's house...
Seriously rotting there... Gahh! xD
Around 8.30-9.45 PM, I was like alone
outside the house singing softly...
With the cool breeze... Ahhh.... hehe!
Relaxing lah... Since I just love singing..! =D
Then went home around 9.50 PM...

I guess that's all that happened today...
That Danial from my religious class,
would be the 2nd Danial I don't like...
The first Danial was from my school...
Freakin' irritating, like to disturb me...
This new one.. Gosh... So rude... -.-
I wonder... My cousins said there were alot
of handsome guys in their religious class...
And there's none in my clas...
Either we have different tastes in guys,
or my class really have no good-looking guys! Haha!
Seriously... Handsome? Not even close... Haha!
and gosh... Smoking... o.o...
All guys doesn't seem perfect in my eyes
except my boyfriend I guess? haha! DUHH~! =P
Okay lah! That's all! BYE!
Assalamualaikum! =)

Oh yea, Happy 16th Birthday Aiha!
Thanks for keeping me company by sms-ing me
when I was at Kak Zainab's house! Hahas! =)

Wassup earthlings! Hehe!
So... Today was Earth Hour...
Did you peepz turn off your lights for an hour?
I did... For err... 45 minutes? I think.
Anyway, I wanna wish my bestie, Aiha...
A HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE!!
Yay! You're sixteen now! Hehe!
Have fun on your birthday tomorrow gal! =D

Nothing much happened today...
My backache is killing me! Grr...! -.-
TOMORROW I HAVE RELIGIOUS CLASS!!
OH MY GOSH!!! YAY!!!!!!!!! ^^
I'm SO making new friends! Hehe!
All I know is I'm wearing all black! Oh yeah! Hehe!
I'm VERY sure...I'll be lost tomorrow.
Like... Err... Where am I supposed to go?? Hahas!

Anyway, today seems like a 'confession day'...
Hahas! To me that is...
But after confessing so many things...
I think I feel better... Lighter in my heart....
OH WELL... It's 11:58 PM already!
BED TIME PEEPZ! Hehe! Good night!
Assalamualaikum! =) BYE!

OH MY GOSH! I got a new haircut!
And I simply dislike the fringe!
That bitch simply ignored what I said!
I said THREE FREAKIN' TIMES!
"PLEASE do not cut my fringe short!"
But she just snipped, and snipped and SNIPPED,
like nobody's business, and I was like
screaming in my heart... NOOOOOO~!
And there goes my emo fringe!
Damn it!!! I kept that for 6 months
or more I think... Eh wait... A year...
To make it long! My hair grows slowly!!
And this LADY just SNIPPED IT OFF EASILY!
Arghhhh so pissed off! -.-...
I'm going to poly and I have a primary 2
girl's hairstyle! -.-.... CHIS!
Nevermind, I'll find a way to style it! Whee~!
No more goody2 girl in TP seh... Hehe!

Anyway, my outing with friends are cancelled today.
Oh well, I guess we'll go next week.
I just went out with my mum instead...
I need to do something with my Poly GIRO form...
When I was done with that, we just went errr..shopping? xD
So called la... Mum bought me sushi...
Then she bought me this so-called PJs...
The aunty said I was good at choosing since
the original price of that thing was $40++...
But I bought it at $10, and it's damn nice! Hehe!
Thanks mumzies! =D
And then I went for a hair-cut...
I guess that's all that happened today...
Nothing exciting, nothing boring...
Just neutral... So yea, I'll end here!
BYE2! Assalamualaikum! =)

Oh my gosh... I forgot to blog... LOL.
Before I start... I want to show
my greatest sympathy to my sister-in-law,
whose mother had just passed away...
May her soul rest in peace, insya'Allah...

Today, practically nothing happened.
The summary of the day is...
Laze around at home and wishing school
would start as soon as possible. =)
I just spent my day with Kak Yaya and Fiqry.
I just used the laptop as usual...
I got a new hobby now! Whee! Hehe!
Anyway, tomorrow I'm planning to go out
with my two bestfriends, Ain and Maizurah.
We're gonna watch Confessions Of A Shopaholic!
I SO can't wait! Haha!

Argh today is boring! THAT'S ALL!
Good morning!! BYE!
OH YA! I've completed P.S. I Love You!
THE STORY IS WONDERFUL LA!
Should read AND watch! Hehe!
Okla2... I want to sleep!
My whole body hurts so... Bye again!
Assalamualaikum! =)

My tagboard's dead. Darn... -.-
Anyway I'm back from Aloha Loyang!
Oh my goodness! I have lots to share!
And I'm damn tired, so I'll make it quick.

Yesterday was Fiqry's birthday...
And it was rather a fun-filled day for me!
Lots of gossips going on... Games...
Games eh... Let me see... more to just ONE game.
I went to play bowling with
Abang Pil and Kak Zainab...
It was so much fun! Hehe!
Even though I lost... Lots of screaming. xD
I got second place for both sets. Haha!
I didn't eat much at the chalet...
but I drank ALOT... Hahas!

I played Para-Para thingy at the arcade there...
With Kak Yaya... We cheated...
We teamed up and emerged as champion! xD
So yea... I did some exercise there!
And we had sooo much fun together!
I didn't have a good sleep either...
Coz I need to hug something
in order to have a good night sleep.
And there's only 1 pillow... -.-...
Guess what?! 3 more chapters and I'll
complete reading P.S. I Love You! YAY!
Ok random... Anyway let's talk about today...

Today, around 8.30 AM...
Went for a swim with Abang Faz, Kak Yaya & Fiqry.
The slide was SO MUCH FUN! Hehe!
Then we just chilled in the jacuzzi...
After that had breakfast with Abang Yus & Kak Yaya
at McDonald's and then we went home...
Went home and rushed to repack my stuff,
and off I go on my date.
And so I was a lil' late... As usual.. haha!
I watched the Mall Cop thingy...
GREAT SHOW LAH SEYH!!
Seriously I recommend people to watch!
Hmmm nothing much to elaborate on
my date, as usual, I only give a review
about the movie I watch... Hehe!
So yea... I'll end here I guess?
I'm heading for the bed! Wheee~! Hehe!
Good night! Bye2! Assalamualaikum! =)

To my dearest and only nephew...
HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY!!! =D
Wow... I still remember the first time
I heard the news about his birth...
I was going to school...
On the way to the lift I shouted...
"I'm an aunt!!!"... And realised my
primary school classmate was there waiting
for the lift... Hahaha! PAISEH... xD

Anyway, I'm blogging in the day,
simply coz I can't blog at night...
Coz my family is having a chalet...
Oh gosh...both my arms hurt like HELL! -.-
and talk about stiff... -.-...

Last night, before I slept I err...cried?
It was an unintended event...
But just for a short while la...
Then I realised I really need a diary...
Somewhere I could pour out all my miseries
with ink... And nobody can read them.
So I did make a new diary...
As I started writing... It felt good!
Sometimes I wonder...
What if one day, I make my very own book.
Well that won't happen... Since
my imaginations when it comes to story...
It becomes bad... haha! I'm more into..
drawing, designing, painting, crafting...

Ooh goody I so can't wait to go for a swim!
Maybe if I do activities that put my mind off
the sickness I'm having, I might just
feel better sooner or later? Hopefully...
Coz I can't sing well with stuffy nose... -.-

And now I wonder... What shall I do
when I'm at the chalet, and everyone has
gone home or something...
I have no idea actually...
Oh well, I'll figure that out later...
2 more weeks of holidays!!!
Before my orientation on the 16th March!
Oh my gosh!! I'm so excitenervous! =D
New friends, new books, new school...
NEW EVERYTHING!! ^^
Ok I'm being too excited. Haha!
The house is filled with food now...
Grandma said that there's so much food.
Then my mum said they're carrying out
an engagement for me also...
With a new guy from Paris... YEA RIGHT. -.-
Okay lahh... I've gotta go!
BYE-BYE! Assalamualaikum! =D

Yoooo~! Wassup peepz?
Today is no doubt a tiring day...
But also a very FUN and TIRING day! =D
I went out with Kak Yaya today...
TO THE GYMNASIUM! =)
When was the last time I entered that place? x)
Somewhere last year I think...
Crazy about looking great before prom... xD

Anyway, we met at around 3 or so...
Did lots of things I've never done before.
The shocking thing was...
I felt good when I ran... it's like...
I was barely tired! Haha!
Then I saw this sign....
"Please Refrain From Exercising If
You Are Feeling Unwell"...
Both of us are sick actually... xD
But we ignored that crap... LoL!
Did alot of weight lifting...
Of coz not the 50 kg one lah... -.-
Big biceps for girls are GROSS! =X
I tried like almost everything in the room...
We simply talked alot... Haha!
And gossip about some kissing couples in the pool.
Like SO obvious in front of our eyes! xD
When the men started to come in...
And outnumbered the ladies...
And we were also tired already...
Around 4.50 PM or so, we left...
First trip, not much improvement.
So we planned to do this every week! =D

Now I'm feeling my tensed up muscles... xD
I'm pretty sure tomorrow is going to be...
A very painful day for me... Hahaha!
OOH I JUST CAN'T WAIT FOR THE CHALET!
Since it's huge... many rooms...
And had a JACUZZI... I'll spend some time
doing like what... 3-5 laps at the pool...
And OFF I GO in the jacuzzi! Wheee~!
And then I just throw myself in bed. xD
I guess I'll go on without my lappy for a day!
Coz I'm staying overnight there!
And the next day....
I will meet my dearest!
Can't be a long date coz I need to complete
my sewing... And the NEXT DAY...
I shall complete my dress...
AND MOVE ON TO A KEBAYA!!
Oh wait... I got a STRONG FEELING...
I can't make it this week...
I haven't buy the material yet!
And I'm not cancelling my date! NO WAY!
See first lah... About the material...
ANYWAY... I've gotta go and rest...
And enjoy the last few moments
of no-muscle-aches.... Haha!
Somehow, I regret carrying too much weights. xD
What to do... My favourite! =D

Hmmm I need an aim... Such as...
I need this figure to wear this clothing...
Hahas! Something like that la...
If I wanna say figure for Kebaya...
I already have that...
So I don't know what's my aim actually...
Skinnies? LOL! Eeeww NEVER. xD
SO skin and bones... xP
Oh well... I was just browsing through
some dresses at Victoria's Secret web...
I MEANT by dresses and NOT lingerie... xD
Nice dresses... Maybe I should aim for that figure?
So I'll look nice in those dresses as well?
Oh well... We'll see!
It makes me wonder how singles feel...
When they wear lingerie at home, yet sleep alone.
Isn't it... Uncomfortable? And cold?
Haha! I'm so not keen to find out on my own. xD
Just being random lah... Hehe!
THAT'S ALL! BYE!
Assalamualaikum! =)

It's 11.30 PM...!!!
Fiqry's birthday in 24 hours & 30 minutes time!! ^^
Happy Birthday in Advance Sayang!! =)
I bought him a present already...
Shall give it to him on Tuesday
during the family chalet... Wheee~!
Hmm... I didn't enjoy my last chalet...
Okay some parts were fun, but the ending...
Let's not talk about that shall we? =)

Went for present hunting with mum today.
Just went to Tampines Interchange.
Wanted to buy Fahrin's present...
Fahrin is not my scandal...
He's my future nephew.. =D
End up not buying it... Oh well...
Maybe next time I suppose?
And the Everlast Bag is GONE.
Nevermind... Didn't intend to buy anyway...
Then had dinner at Food Culture...
OH MY GOD! I ate a lot!
So... tomorrow, I'm heading to the gym...
I learnt that doing some of the workouts
actually causes your chest to grow bigger.
Good news for the guys,
but not so good news for the girls... LOL.
Arghh sucks... -.-...
Oh well... I really need to work out...

Oh well... I got a nose block... Shit. xD
So yea, I'm going to bed already! BYE!
Assalamualaikum!
And congrats to my bro and Kak Zainab...!
Hopefully it'll be a girl!!!!! x)

AHHHHHCHOOOOO~! =X
Oh excuse me... I've been sneezing
all the way today! My nose feels
bloody irritating like a broken pipe. -.-
The irritation is mainly on my right
side of the nose... Like feel like sneezing,
but end up not sneezing... And when I
don't think about it... I sneeze. -.-
Overall... This has led me to...
A freakin' headache... Grrr... -.-
And also some chestpains... Shit..!
But yea, I'm not that paranoid shit anymore.
It's just a normal flu... So... yea...
I'll get well soon after a long sleep!
So I'm hibernating at 9! x)

Supposed to go cycling today...
The clouds just grumble and grumble...
Waited and waited for the rain...
It didn't rain. And when I finally gave up
on waiting... Looked outside the window...
It's raining. Mampos... -.-
So yea, whatever with my plans.

My bro came just now...
I guess he read my blog,
since his wife tagged my blog there...
And he suddenly gave me $10 and
said he paid half of the price of the
Everlast sling bag... I was... Surprised?
Since I was so engrossed reading P.S. I Love You.
He handed me this letter...
Which he said was love letter...
Saw the handwriting on the envelope...
Errr... My handwriting? hahas!
It was from the school to collect
the leaving cert... Did that on Monday seh.

Then we talked for a while...
I just said I wanted to go back to school,
and he handed me another $10
and told me to buy the bag...
Ok I was SO not hinting him or anything.
I just SAID that as it is. Haha!
But thanks anyway...! Because of
this, I was stressed up for a while...
I was in a dilemma whther I should
buy that bag or not... I mean...
Isn't 3 enough? Or was it 4?
Oh what the heck... Including
my other bags which can be used for school,
I think I have 20...! Hehehe...
I guess I should just save that money...
For...? I don't know...
Future purposes? hehehe!
And I feel guilty towards those who
have to reuse their school bags for years
coz they can't afford new bags...
And here I am saying that one school bag
isn't enough for A YEAR at poly... -.-

Anyway, watched Street Fighter: Legend of Chun Li
and the Devil Wears Prada today...
Since I was stuck at home...
Wow Street Fighter was rather a great show...
I wish I can fight like Chun Li...
Whenever I payed Street Fighter
with my brothers last time, my
character will always be Chun Li! (:
Oh well, I guess that's all...
I'll read my book again while waiting
for the next prayer time to come...
And then I'll go to bed...
I am SO not sleepy, but SO sick. hehe
So... TOODLES! NITES!
Assalamualaikum! =)

Wassup!?! Wheee~! I went out today!
Well, I went out with a smile! Hehe!
Went out with my BFF, Maizurah today...
The weather... I thought it was gonna rain,
so I brought along a sweater with me...
Waste my time... -.-
It didn't rain.

I had a nightmare yesterday...
Which left me gasping for air
3 hours after I slept... Which was around 8...
You've guessed it. I slept at 5...
I switched off the light around 4.30 AM...
But I just stared blankly on the ceiling... xD
My mind was still thinking about the book.
So I brought it along in my dreams...
But this time, I'm Holly...
And he's Gerry... Same ending. He died. o.o...
It looked so real that I woke up
and thought I was really crying! xD
I was just in a state of confusion...

Around 5 PM, met Maizurah...
Cycled to bedok reservoir...
Thought of cycling 2 rounds...
But we end up talking at the jetty for 1 hour. xD
Then we realised, we're gonna be late
for prayers if we continued talking.
We just raced our way to the mosque after that.
Even managed to 'wash our eyes'
for a sec at the reservoir... LOL!
It's natural for us to do that.
Typical Kirin and Maizurah. Hahaha!

We reached our destination
panting, aching and sweating. -.-...
What conditions to enter God's home... xD
Seriously butt ache... Haha!
And weird, but true...My arms hurt. -.-
It simply has no link coz my leg does the work.
So I wonder why my arms hurt...
Maybe coz I pressed on the handle too hard.
One part we saw A LOT of birds
flocking from tree to tree...
I was SO panicking and STRESS! xD
They looked like large butterflies! Haha!
After prayed, we went to interchange...
I can't accept the fact that I smelled like a rag,
so I just sprayed my cologne in public,
like nobody's business... Hehe!
I ate watermelon and drank bandung at
Food Culture... Surprisingly...
I ate fruit, and that was all I ate for
lunch and dinner, I thought. Haha!
But I end up eating cheeseburger. -.-
And at home, they stuffed me with maggi.
Gosh... I'm gonna be fat! -.-
Maybe I need the nutrition right now...
Coz I think I'm getting sick... Haha!
I'll shall start exercising on Monday...
Coz I bet on weekends there'll be lots of people.
And I saw him with his friends...
Going for a movie...

OMFG! I so must have that $19.90
Everlast sling bag! OMG OMG OMG!!!
It's so pretty... But I'm broke...
And I already have 3 schoolbags!
And me and Mai just made a new promise...
To take bike license together...
Which means, I can't be so shop thrift!
Oh well... I better start saving up..?
Or should I start next year? *grins*
Since I'm taking the license in 2011...
I should start next year, and shop this year! xD
Oh come on school... START SOON!!
That's the only way I get my pocket money! xD
Okay lah... I'm crapping away...
Coz I'm bloody tired... urgh...
My hands are still aching dammit... -.-
So... GOOD NIGHT! BYE!
Assalamualaikum! =)

Look who said she won't blog
for 1-2 days for good... xD
At least I didn't blog for a day! Hehe!
Nothing much to say about yesterday...
Or should I say, nothing to talk about at all.
Yesterday was terrible...
And what the hell... I'm blogging at 2.55 AM.
I can't sleep... Though this migraine
is driving me nuts... I just can't sleep.
I guess thanks to the crying I have migraine.
Okay why do I wanna blog so late?
Main reason... I want this load off my chest.

Things have been quite rough
between me and certain people.
And it drives me nuts and makes me
think negative like almost all the time, and made
it seem impossible for me to think positive.
Which led to the misunderstandings,
overly-sensitive moods and of course...
Quarrels and bickers.
That simply leads to nowhere but more tears.

Yesterday, I couldn't really concentrate
on my sewing, and end up screwing up
every little things... And I felt like crying.
Managed to hold back my tears,
which slowly turned into anger and
of course... ruin my mood.
What I expect to be a dress, turned out
so ugly that I categorise it as a nightgown.
Utterly disappointed with it... Haiz...
Messaged someone and thought
it would make me feel better...
However, it didn't. In fact, it became worse.
Due to the telecomm connection problem,
another misunderstanding arouse...
Add on to my mood... Yeap, you've guessed it.
Chaos and overly-dramatic moods.
Over-dramatic moods doesn't include the
thought of slitting...I'd categorise that
under overly-stupid moods.

Friends worry that I might slit.
Don't worry, never again will I slit.
But I appreciate your concerns. =)
It seems like today, I spent it alone.
Thinking. And more thinking.
Though a certain point of time,
I couldn't help it but to cry hysterically
and mourn over whathas happened.
With the messy hair, bloodshot eye...
It's complete. I was a mad woman.
To add on to that, I looked in the mirror,
and talked to myself... But not just blabber.
I encouraged myself... Trying my best
to bring back my old self... Who
was strong-willed... And such a
positive thinker and never did the thought
of giving up crossed her mind...

I even forgot who I used to be...
And I thought I've lost all the joy in my life
after something I've never imagined, happened.
It was like a whole week filled with tears
and sorrow that seemed to have no endings.
Until one day, a guardian angel came...
Always there to brighten up my day...
And giving me encouragements to live on...
How could I forget all these joy he has given me?
Just because of some silly arguements?
I can't believe how selfish and childish I am...

The summary of all I've said to myself
in the mirror was simply...
Everything happened for a reason...
I have to stop lying to myself and be strong again.
I have to accept reality, appreciate with
what I have, and not mourn over what I've lost.
Depression was never in my vocab.
It was just happiness, joy and laughter.
Revenge was never in my to-do list.
It was just forgive, forget and move on.
I rarely cried not because I was a rough type of girl.
It was because I was strong-willed.
I'm still the rough type now, though not
as bad as I used to be... But I'm weak-willed.

Oh here I go blabbering about in my blog,
as if anyone is gonna read all these bullshits.
And why should I care about what people think? (:
What's important is what I think...
And I think that this is my blog, and
I don't care if people think my posts are long,
coz I've never forced them to read right? (:

Yesterday, I cried and sweared like
there's no tomorrow... But it helped.
Some people told me to end it is the best.
But I don't think that's rational..
To end it when it has just begun...
So I guess if I quarrel with my husband in the future,
I should just get a divorce? I think not. (:
Teenagers can be categorised as young adults.
As a young adult, I think my mind is mature
enough to think that to call it quits
won't resolve anything, yet worsen things up.
As a strong young lady,
I wouldn't give up that easily. (:

Being emo was the last thing on my mind 2 years ago.
But the year after all I became was
a stupid emokid. But now...
After much thinking. I'm back to myself. (:
It's easy to motivate & encourage others,
but it's not easy when it come to yourself.
Through the years, I've encouraged many...
And they see me as a strong person...
But the truth was, I'm weaker than they were.

I've listened to so many opinions.
And I end up with nothing I really want.
So now, I'm back to my old self..
And I will listen to my heart...
And my heart says I shall live life to the fullest.
And appreciate all the things around me,
and ignore every single word in the song,
"All these things I hate (revolves around me)"
By Bullet For My Valentine... (:
I've been reading P.S. I Love You...
Surprisingly I've survived till chapter 26...
And I'm still enjoying the book. (:
I learnt a lot from it...
I can be like Holly Kennedy too!
I think she's a strong person! (;

I used to remember how nice my eyes were.
No sunken eyes nor dark circles...
After much crying... My eyes are so ugly.
And became smaller? o.o... Haha!
Let's not just relive my life...
I shall relive my beauty as well...
Beauty day used to be every Saturday...
That was before prom... Hahas!
Now, it shall be every single night. (:
And when poly starts,
I'll get back to every Saturday...
I'm still young and shouldn't neglect my beauty.
Now is 3.44 AM. Today shall be the last
day I'm gonna sleep late.
Need my beauty rest... (:
And I shall start losing weight the healthy way.
Crash dieting only give me health problems.

And I don't want my guy to worry about me so much. (:
Gosh... He's probably the main victim of my
simply terrible moods... =X
So in my public blog, I shall say,
I'm truly sorry and we shall not be a
couple who fill our memory lane with quarrels.
And the word break up shall be banned for
misunderstandings... Only use it when
either of us really cross the border, like...
Found somebody new? Something like that.
Not because either of us replied one's sms
30 minutes late... That's dumb... (:
And sorry for not truly appreciating you
all these while... Especially your patience. (:

I guess that should be all for now...
I will blog again later tonight... 3.54 AM.
What the heck... Still not sleepy...
Let's chat with Diyana! Hahas!
Or... Continue reading P.S. I Love You...
Darn I'm addicted to that shit... xD

Oh by the way...
I may not be blogging for 1 or 2 days...
And I also won't go online...
Seems like the internet is cursed...
Everytime I go online, there'll be a quarrel.
Seems small but really hurts at times...
As usual... I just act like I'm fine.
But I keep it all in...And it compiles.
Many are helping...
But not a single one is working...
Thanks for all the encouragements...
I'll try my best to stay strong as long as I can.
Just now, that stupid thought
crossed my mind again.
Hurt myself and watch myself bleed.
But of course I didn't do it...
It's just some typical thoughts...
But heck no I'm gonna do it again...
Once in my life and that's it...
I promised to God I won't do it...
It means I won't do it again.

I'm not neglecting my blog/friends/boyfriend.
I just wanna stay off the net.
If needed, just text me.
I'm still alive, like hello... -.-
So yea, I'll stop here. bye. take care.

Helo... Nothing much to bullshit about today.
Another day at home... nothing much.
Lately, I get pissed off very easily by everyone.
Right now since yesterday, it feels as though
there's a fire in my stomach...
Around that area I shall say...
Heartburn? Nahh I can breathe fine...
Indigestion? Whatever... I don't give a shit...
Must be this inappropriate daily meal...
Too paranoid about my body already...
End up neglecting my health. Hehs..
I don't know how to express my feelings already.
Someone in my life has really changed...
So many secrets are kept away from me...
What has happened to that friend of mine..?
I miss the friend I once knew...
Not the friend who he/she is now...
People are changing... I'm changing...
But some things remain the same...
It kills us from within... And all we can do is pray.
Oh well... Before I start being an emo shit again,
I shall stop here! BYE!

The pain with no cure...
A curse with no reverse...
I have no choice but to endure...
The pain which makes my life become worse...

Nobody can help me...
The pain I feel within me...
The scar is deep beyond words...
It's like I've been stabbed by a sword...

I assume today will be a plain boring day.
Coz I'm wearing a dress that is
above my knee, it means I am not going out!
I don't wear short dresses out of this house! xD

Woke up at around 7.30 AM this morning.
That's the earliest so far this year. LOL.
Not really lah... I've woken up earlier to pray.
But yea I would be like half-alive... xD
But this morning I was fresh.
As usual...
"Hmm... Nobody's awake.. Let's join them!"
So yea, I went back to sleep, but not for long.
I woke up at 9 AM... Can't sleep...
Energy bar too full already...

Slept around 10.30 PM last night..
The last thing I did was read. Yea, read.
Can't deny I just LOVE to read P.S. I Love You.
But Kirin & reading just doesn't go along well. xD
I read to make myself more sleepy... x)
Woke up... I continued reading.
Now I'm at Chapter 9...
Multiply that by 6, I'll complete the book! LoL!
Sounds easy, but I doubt it'll be.
I've watched the movie too...
Romantic and sweet movie. Recommended to watch.
That was SO last year... Or the year before? LOL.

When I finished reading around 10.30 AM,
went out of my room and everyone was gone.
Only left my brother... Oh well..
After showering and all...
I just sang some songs... Watched some MTV...
Malay MTV... Those karaoke...
In the music video Jesnita,
I think Ezad Exist was cute.. xD
I freakin' love his damn voice! ^^
It's so... Yummy! Hahaha!
Ok I'm being random. xD
Well I've got to go now...
Probably continue reading. Haha! CIAO!

Hello...!
Before I start, I would like to thank Aiha
for the touching post lah seh... hehe!
Anyway, today was very wet I shall say.
Raining all the way until evening.

Went to school with him to collect leaving cert
and whatever shits... But I forgot to bring
any form of identifications... -.-...
End up, I had to go back home...
Luckily my school is near to my home! Hehe!
So sad... Didn't see any of my classmates at all...
It seems like quite a number of students from 4E3
haven't collect their leaving cert yet...
After that we just chill out
and drank bubble tea...
As though the weather isn't chilly enough... xD
Oh well... Better to meet now...
Coz I think we'll be too busy in our own worlds
once school starts which is lexactly a month
for my case...! Wheeee~! Hehe!

Hmm... it seems like mum is really not
happy with me about this relationship I have.
Well, I take it as a challenge then...
It's weird you know...
When I tell her where I'm going, I get scolded.
If I don't tell her also, I'll get scolded. Haiz...
Last time it was just when I go out with him...
Now... Even when I go out with Maizurah
she will scold me... Come on...
I only have like 1 more month of holiday seh...
Sh's always like this, I also couldn't be
bothered to go out seh... Go home only,
she'll give me silent treatment and won't smile at me.
CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME?! Hahas...
Oh well... It's just a challenge from God... =)
So what now? Be a nerd for a month?
Just sit at home and read P.S. I Love You. xD
Oh yea and attend sewing course...
No life kid. Chih! I SO can't wait for school!
At least she can't scold me then... Hehehe!

Oh yea! You know what? It's 8 PM...
And I still haven't eat for the whole day...
And you know what? I don't wanna eat! ^^
We'll see la... Maybe a piece of bread?
At least that's something! Haha!
Okay2 I'll stop here! BYE! =)

WASSUP!? I made a new blogskin!
See? I'm damn excited for school can? xD
And those motivational posters
are for navigations...
Funny posters... Haha! The 3rd one
looks as if the guy is kissing the
other guy's ass, but he's actually drinking
water from the lady's cup... haha!
Oh well... I shall stick with this one...
I kinda love it! Hehe!

Hello...!
Slept late again last night...
Just couldn't sleep, maybe coz
I cried earlier that night... Oh well...
Let's talk about today...

I just karaoke all the way..! Whee~! Hehe!
It has been a while since I karaoke...
It was so fun lah can? hehe!
My first song wad Karam...
Then I sang like 5 Siti's song?
So happy I can sing some of her songs again!
When I had that non-stop cough,
I just couldn't sing any of her songs! NOW I CAN!
Hahas! So yea... Enjoy it while I can! xD
Recorded some of my singing and here I am.
Watched some videos of ITE guys singing...
Don't worry... My boyfriend recommended,
so I take it as he won't be jealous... Haha!
DAMMIT! The voice damn nice! ^^
Okay let's not elaborate on it... x)

Okay lah I guess that's all!
I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY CAMP!!
Alaa must go alone... Hmm...
Nevermind... I'll make new friends! ^^
Okay lah! CHIAO!
P.S. I MISS 4E3 SO MUCH!! Haixxx...! =(



Memories... Hehe! (:
Good ol' times during sec 3 bio class.

Wassup...!? 3rd post of the day.
I slept at around 4.50, going to 5 AM
in the morning due to some difficulties.
Around 3.30 AM or so, I was sick...
I got a really bad cramp...
Oh well, just withstand the pain alone...
Since the pain wasn't as terrible
as the pain I feel in my heart... Fuck it.

So I thought listening to music
shall make me sleepy and all. But no.
It made me weep like a child...
Who says big girls don't cry?
Stopped crying at 4 or so...
But I just couldn't sleep... Hmm...
When I woke up, until now...
It seems like I have no bloody emotions.
I have no mood for everything.
I felt like screaming... So what did I do?
I watched Role Models and Saw 5...
I thought Role Models would make me laugh...
Well certain part lah...
But the show wasn't as funny as expected.
So I watched Saw 5 to thrill up my day.
And yea, it does give me goosebumps!
SO MUCH BLOOOOOD!!! ARGHHH!!
Okay I screamed ALOT...!
Well that cheered me up! Hahaha!
OMG I sound like a sadist... xD
The show was GORY, BLOODY, and GRUESOME!
Not for the faint hearted.. xD

I also went to the shops with my bro and mum.
Ate the Bento Set... UNAGI!! Hehe!
Oh well... I guess that's all for today.
I think I wanna watch Step Up 2
to really cheer me up! Hehe!
And I shall have only 1 meal per day...
And should start working out...
Okay lah!!! BYE!!!
Assalamualaikum!

I'm sick of my life. That's final.

Yoooo~! 3 minutes to 3 AM.
Still awake. Hahas! Not sleepy.
Can I say I'm.. Moody? Yup2.
So what do I ALWAYS do when I'm moody?
MAKE A NEW BLOGSKIN! Hehe!
Anyway, this time, my face is not in it.
Or shadow or whatever...
Freakin' nice right?! Hehehe!
Ok now THIS is under my top 5 blogskins!
I've made so many blogskins this holiday!
Hmm... For this blogskin...
Universal... But I'll never post my blogskin
in Blogskins.com... I might be labelled a ripper.
Hmmm coz I rip some code from others! Hehe!
What makes the blogskin nice is the background
what... And I made the background MYSELF! xD
This layout very emo huh? Haha!
I just love the area where the posts are!
Very pinkish and there's a heart! hehe!
Feeling 5% emo now...
Around 1 AM just now it was like 25%...
So yea, I feel better after making the blogskin!
Things that make me feel better are
all related to blog! Blogging, making blogskin! Hehe!
I think I'll change my blogskin AGAIN
somewhere around next week? Hehe! We'll see!
Oh well! I should get some rest now...
Even though I'm not sleepy...
I shall listen to some rock songs in my MP4,
maybe that will make me sleepy! hehe! CHIAO!

HELLOOO~!
Today was indeed a funtastic day! ^^
I went out with my BFF, Maizurah..!
To celebrate her belated birthday...
Went to Downtown East...
Wanted to watch Pink Panther 2...
But the show is no longer in the cinema. Bullshit.
So we end up watching...
Race To Witch Mountain...
Which is probably the best show I've watched
so far in 2009, since I watched so many
movies already... Hehe!
We ate at Fish & Co. Express...
Much laughter going on here and there.
You know when bestfriends meet...
It's just CHAOS, NOISE and MORE NOISE. xD
Around 7++ went to White Sands...
As usual, the mall sucks...
So we went back to Tampines...
My cramps came back, but I ignored it.
At Tampines, we did some window shopping!
Then Mai bought eyeliner...
Shit sia, my eyeliner is M.I.A...
Everytime go out cannot wear eyeliner already! =(
Then we walked home...

At home, alot of people came...
My dad's younger sister just realised
that I've cut my hair short? LoL?
My last haircut [my hair doesn't grow back] was
like mid 2008! Haha! Now she's outdated! xD
Then I think about what CCA to join AGAIN. Haha!
I also looked at my bro's wedding picts!
Gosh... The cameraman really likes to take
pictures of me seh! ALOT sia my face! -.-
And certain shots I look so ugly! THANKS EH! -.-
Anyway, after that watched TV and all...
Now I'm here blogging...
My mood was bright just now...
Thanks to someone, it's now rotten. -.-
Shouldn't have went online... Hmm...
OH YA!! Just now near Downtown,
saw this group of guys just alighted from the bus.
It seems like I knew them...
Then I saw one face, which is like CONFIRM
Maizurah's ex-classmate in east view...
Then behind him got this big guy...
I was SHOCKED. Coz he was my...
Primary 3 crush! Haha! SO HUGE! xD
Huge as in vertically AND horizontally! xD
I'm SO not saying the name la kan.... LOL!

The time bomb is ticking. Hehes...!
Shall not elaborate on that! Whee~!
Anyway, I'll stop here for today...
Surprisingly after blogging, I feel a BIT better now.
Thanks to the creator of BLOGGER! Hahas!
Hmm.... I think I wanna change my blogskin soon.
It's too romantic type... I wanna change it to emo type.
Shall make one some day...
So I can change2 my blogskins when I'm sick of it. xD
Coz this layout doesn't fit my situation right now.
And DEFINITELY doesn't suit the song on my blog!
I LOVE THIS SONG! I LOVE BULLET!!!
I LOVE MATT TUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wheee~! Hehe! BYE!
Assalamualaikum! =)

Heys..! Wassup??
Okay I wanna make this a short one!
Like I say, I don't elaborate on dates. xD
Anyway, today was 12th March 2009.
Which mean it has been 1 month
since I'm attached... Seems fast yea?
Anyway, we went to Orchard today...
All the town areas... Which I SO don't like.

To avoid blisters, I wore slippers.
And yet again, I got blisters. THANKS. -.-
So we planned to watch Role Models,
but the show seems to be 'expired' in cinemas.
Thanks to my bro's suggestion,
we went to the Lido...
Probably the worst cinema I've ever went to.
The seat was cool, like old granny
rocking chair... So I played with the seat. xD
I also liked the drink... Super big cup,
but what a waste, there was no Ice Lemon tea.
Here's a suggestion...
DO NOT watch Coming Soon...
First of all, I expect it to be VERY scary
since it originates from Thailand...
Secondly, I expect it to be EXTRA scary
since it is rated NC16...
OVERALL, I was so disappointed,
coz I was so not scared of the ghost!
I just screamed coz I saw some blood! -.-
Well, yea like a thousand times I've said this,
I am afraid of blood. Haha!
NC16? Should be PG I think! -.-
Maybe it was the language, coz one guy
said 'pussy' in one part of the show.
It's just PUSSY. -.-
So what? My blog should be rated NC16 now? -.-
Anyway enough about the movie...
That place got a SALE...
But only for Isetan members! What the...ARGH!
That is so unfair la sia! Grrr...!!
Oh ya! I saw Kak Lisha there...
My bro-in-law's sister... =)

Then went to Far East Plaza to have our meals.
Mmm...! Fried Mars Ball is delicious la sia!
And I'm SO going there again one day
to buy some shoes! Damn it! SO CHEAP!!
Ok should be end of April or so...
After Poly starts... Maybe with new friends?
Or just my favourite current friends! hehe!

Did you peepz saw the full moon AGAIN tonight?!
The weather wasn't so good in town...
But back in Tampines, there were
so many stars in the sky and the full moon!
Certain points of the day,
I still had my bloody cramps...
As in LITERALLY bloody... Haha!
Dad cooked Tulang Masak Merah today...
Like gosh... Sooo delicious! Haha!
But I'm full, so just ate one... Hehe!
And I'm tired now! So... TOODLES!
Assalamualaikum!

Hi... I have no mood to blog,
but I'll blog anyway...
The day started with pain. My first day.
Around 3 PM, I went to my sewing course.
I was still in pain, but who cares...
In bus 291, saw Terrence outside the bus.
Long time never see him! Hehes! =)
So, today I continued with my dress.
One pointof time, I couldn't take it.
The pain was just too much...
Cik Ati went to buy Panadol Menstrual for me
and also brought me hot water...
Thanks Cik Ati, that's very nice of you! =)
certain points, where there were some
mistakes made, I felt so angry with myself
that I almost cry... Hahas...
Then I went home at 7.30 PM.
2 lessons today...

Had my dinner at KFC alone...
Then took MRT back to Tampines
and then I walked home alone...
All I wanted today was... To be alone.
Just a moment ago... I cried.
I don't know what else to say...
Disappointed? Confused? I don't know!
Oh well... I've got to go! Bye!

Crying hurts... As in, the heartburns
are seriously not helping when you're crying.
I don't know lah what pain is this...
I just assume it's heartburn...
All I know is first, I will cry coz of somthing,
the next thing I know is that I'm crying
because of the pain... Like LOL... -.-
Okay lah I'll stop here...
My eyes are really hurting from all those tears.

Wassup peepz???!
Today's outing... Eat again. xD
Before I start... GET WELL SOON DEAR!
Okay let's start... Hmm...
Today I went to SATA...
with my bro, Abang Yus...
Saw Melvin & some 4e4 chinese guys there.
Went to collect my medical record...
I'M HEALTHY! ^^
Anyway, I was checking through my record,
then I saw... Height, 159 cm...
Weight... 54 kg... I was SHOCKED.
Oh my god! I'm SO not that short! xD
Then I see the name,
it wasn't my record! Haha! Like EXCUSE MOIR!
I'm 169 cm seh... 10 cm difference ok! xD
Then went to Kak Yaya's house.
And then went home...

At home, Abang Pil came with Kak Zainab...
Abang Pil came to my house early in
the morning and disturb my sleep! Grrr..! -.-
Anyway, after Maghrib,
went to TM Swensen's with them and Fiqry!
Thanks for the treat Kak Zainab & Abang Pil!

I ate my favourite, Mac 'N Cheese! Wheee~!
Then I drank Bananarama...
And we ate calamari rings and fries and ice cream!
We ate the ice cream last...
So I was pouring the caramel on the ice cream...
This Malay guy waitress said something about
the caramel la... But I didn't pay attention...
So only my bro replied to his every sentences.
After he left, they said he was like
looking at me and they think he's trying
to give me hints...What the... Hahaha!
Come on lah seh! Haha! xD
Then went home...

Did you peepz saw the full moon?
OH MY GOD! The clouds, the moon, the stars.
SO GORGEOUS! But I'm too lazy to
go to the car park and take a picture of it...
I took a picture of it using my handphone...
But quality like TOOTS. -.-
Seriously gorgeous lah can? hehe!
And HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BFF, MAIZURAH!
Oh well... I guess that's all for today?
Should be lah... Okay then! Bye!
Assalamualaikum! =)

Anyway, since my moodswing has started,
I'd better start listening to BFMV...
Not really 'emo time'... Rock soothes
my mind and soul... So don't mind my
loud music yea? You can always mute it! ^^

Heyyyys...
What the heck I feel so weak today...
Must be some hormones issue... -.-
Went out around 1.15 PM today...
Went to Downtown East with
my sister, mum and nephew...

Went to Hei Sushi for a sushi buffet.
OH MY GOSHHHH~!!!
I love sushi!! Especially UNAGI!!
Which is Eel in english... Hehe!
But so expensive...
Cannot have second servings... LOL!
Anyway... I ate quite alot...! Hehe!
I'm CRAVING for sushi! Seriously seh!
Then went to E-Hub... Walk around...
Ate ice cream waffle... Share with my mum & sis.
Then went to White Sands...

Walk around here and there...
Then... Eat again at Ya Kun Kaya Toast.
I asked my sis... Eat again???! xD
And the weakness started to show...
Went to NTUC, I was soooo weak...
Tried my best to hide it uh...
Not pretty uh when I show that I'm weak. xD
Then we head home around 5 PM or so...
Reached home only I took a nap
on my sofa... Really cannot take it.
Arund 7 PM I woke up...
Then freshened up, went to take
passport photo and photocopy some things.
Then went to supermarkets again.
I was still weak but not as weak as before.

At home, Kak Yaya helped me out with my Poly stuffs.
Continuing tomorrow...
Going to bank, CPF building and SATA.
And it'll be submission time! Hehe!
I am SO excited to be part of TP! Wheee~! ^^
Okay lah! I guess that's all!
Picts will be in the post after this one aites!
But... There's some error...
So the picts WILL be after this post, but,
not today that is... Stupid sia... -.-
Toodles! Assalamualaikum! =)

I saw this at the processing area under this window...
"fail-owned-wanking-fail.jpg"...
Who even wanked? LOL! =X

Okay like cool or what I got 600 posts?! xD
So how to celebrate this?
Quit my job. Hahaha!
It wasn't a joke... Me and Nadia
really quit the job...! xD
Everyone around us thinks it's a dumb
job with a pay that is not worth it.
So why should we stay right?
So today, came to work to say... I QUIT! xD
Then we went to search for jobs, we'll
call them up tomorrow...
The problem now is, I don't feel like
working already... Haha!
Okay here's the thing... I worked at Bata yesterday.
I can tell you now coz I'm not there anymore.
The smelly feet are like super gross but
I cannot make faces in front of the customers.
Like... BLEARGH! o.o...
And some goons when you ask them what size
they want... They will say...
"Errr... I don't know leh... What do you think?" -.-...
How the hell should I know?!? -.-...

After that, went home,
and fill up my polytechnic forms...
Like last minute eh? Hahaa!
I wanna do but nobody to guide me...
And I don't understand that crap la... -.-
Abang Pil!! Help me!! Hahaha! [I'm begging ya'!]
Then went to the shop for a while...
Oh my goodness...
My back is still aching coz of yesterday...
And I have weird dreams lately...
Are they signs...?
But what signs? I don't know...
Oh well... Dreams are just stuffs that
won't come true... Or is it?
Like Cinderella says...
"A dream is a wish your heart makes
when you're fast asleep..."
Hehehe! Watch too much cartoon already. xD
Found out Nad and I are on the same boat.
Hehs... I truly understand your feelings Nadia... =)
Oh well, I guess that's all! TOODLES!
I can't blog much coz I'm not
feeling too well... F**k sia keep on having
that sharp pain when I wanna breathe. -.-
Ok lah! I'll stop here!
Assalamualaikum! =)

OH GOD!!! I'm f**king tired!! -.-
My feet are numb! Hahaa!
Since I'm soooo tired, my mouth becomes foul.
Get angry easily, small things also
I will throw tantrum and use vulgarities! xD
Oh well... Temporary only... xD

So, today was my first day of work...
Those who know where I'm working...
Please shut the hell up and don't tag about it.
Don't say... Eh! I saw u at BLABLABLA! -.-
You saw me then shut up la...
Oh gosh... My job is...
Life-threatening, tiring, not worth it
and very very busy... Bodoh... -.-
I mean seriously... Not worth is siot... -.-
I am SO finding a new job can? This is SO
gonna be one month job!
My colleagues... Friendly la...After they knew me.
Friendliest was Eugene... Sec 5 chinese guy...
Ah Hao is my so-called monitor...
Help me out and all... Speak like foreigner...
I don't understand sia sometimes... Haha!
There's one thai lady... Miss Phen?? xD
I don't know how to spell leh... Haha!
Very friendly also... Hehe!
And there's Cat, very nice lady... With
a very foul mouth... Haha! Ok almost
everyone there has a foul mouth...
They are VERY vulgar... And almost all
of them smoke... Waduhh...! xD
Oh well, the foul mouth, is already me. xD
The smoking part, you are SO not gonna influence
me to smoke la seh! Ewww...! -.-
And I was SOOOO clumsy today...
Oh well, the 'time' is almost here...
So I was clumsy AND thirsty like all the time? o.o..
Water bottle so small... Within 1 hour
all the water gone already... Chis..!
Then got one Malay customer...
I was tired uh... Then he seriously cracked me up. xD
At first he made me blush coz he called me Siti,
then he said some other stuff about the product
that made me laugh! Hahas! His wife was there.
Don't worry... Not my scandal or anything. xD
Then when having lunch, met Nadhirah,
my cousin, for a while at Mac... She was alone...
Saw Amirah when the place almost close down...
And then around 10.30 PM, time's up,
can go home.
I served 29 customers within a day...
4th best worker of the day. WHEEE~! Haha!
Total cost sold... $617.15... Gerek ah...! Haha!
But commision $3.00++ only... Bodoh... -.-
Then went to have dinner with parents.
So tired, no appetite, just drank Milo...
And I'm so tired now,
tomorrow still working leh... So...
GOTTA GO!!! BYE!!!
Assalamualaikum!

Oh yea... And here are
the videos I took during my bro's wedding.
One is a solo by me, another is a
duet by me and him... Isn't it obvious?
Well, happy watching.
Nobody forced you to watch... So minimize
on the criticism shall we?

Okay here's the Malacca updates...
Alamak... Got headache ah...
So let's rush through this one..
It'll be a long one like DEFINITELY... xD
Anyway, I shall start with today.

Today, I only went out for 2 hours.
I got conned by the school...
Ask to collect Alumni card...
When we came there, it's the card
that I already have! LER!! -.-....
Got a freakin' blister thanks to my shoe..
Pissed! Grrr..! Painful sia!
Anyway, then went to the spectacle shop,
passed dear his presents...
Then just talked for a while...
Then went home...
At home, I had my meal...
Then watched American Idol,
so every commercial breaks, I sang! Haha!
Hmm... Wouldn't it be cool if I join
Singapore Idol? haha! No way lah eh... xD
Then the headache strikes. Shit.

Ok let's talk about... 4th March.
I kinda 'blogged' about it on paper... xD
So I'll just summarise it...
Argh! I'm working tomorrow!!! Hehe!

4th March 2009:
Wednesday was quite a long day I shall say... I went to Malacca with my parents, my bro and his girlfriend, Kak Yaya. Since I wasn't really in good terms with my mum, I had doubts about going, but in the end I still go... Haha! At Woodlands Checkpoint, got this custom officer said I looked like Siti... And then he like looked at me... then see what's my name... HEY GET ON WITH YOUR WORK! -.-.. Then he said if I join Siti look-alike contest, I would win...Thanks? LoL?

Then at Malaysia Checkpoint, my dad was like the only 'extra' one who went to scan his things... -.-... We were like... What is he doing?? hahaha! Then the people who worked there told him I looked like Siti...Okayyy... Againnn... Haha! The bused to Malacca from Larkin bus station in JB. The bus was so humid... And I had gastric pain all the way... Darn...Oh ya! Their McLunch is like RM 5.95! Argh! Ours is ex! And it's until 3 PM! Ours is until 2 PM! NOT FAIR! -.-.. At Malacca bus station, mum bought me a new pair of 'Ray Ban' shades... Fake one, but it's hot alright! Whee! Hehe! Then went off to Bandar Hilir, took lots of picts there and had our dinner there, Nasi Lemak. Then went off to my grand aunt kampung at Kampung Lereh...

Like what the hell, there was a huge beetle sia! It was blue! EEE! And it landed on my butt! OMG!! Lucky I wore pants! Haha! I simply screamed my ass off! LOL! And all the way in the house I hugged Mimi, my teddy! LOL! Didn't have a good sleep... Creepy. xD

5th March 2009:
What happened on this day? We went home. But we did some shopping at the bus station and Mydin. They lied to me AGAIN. Coz we were supposed to go to Mahkota Parade on the 4th, but they say we shall go on this day, but on the 5th, they cancelled the plan AGAIN! -.-... Oh well, I still did some shopping... Bought some stuffs for dear, Mai and Fiqry... And another schol bag for me! LOL! Bag addict... xD Overall, it was a nice experience... In the morning I ate Nasi Lemak at the kampung... Gosh! It was SO NICE! WAY nice compared to Singapore's Nasi Lemak! Hehe! And what's the specialty of Asam Pedas Melaka? It's salty... -.-... Then we bused home... At around 3.45 PM or so... I actually drank coke... Haha! But I shook the gas off... Haha! Super long post huh? Yup2... There are pictures, but yea, I owe 2 slidehows now... Next time la ok?! Hahas!

Anyway to Abang Pil and Kak Zainab... Can we go before 3 PM or after 10 PM? Any weekend la... Coz I'm working la... COME BACK TO SINGAPORE! haha! Why must bring him along ah? LOL! Miss you guys la! Anyway, I really gotta go now... My world is spinning around like *toots*... Goodbye! Assalamualaikum! =)

I'M BACK!
Oh well, it doesn't mean I'm updating...
Too tired already lah...
Tomorrow I update ok?
2 long days lah seh... Who's not tired?
Especially when my bag is super heavy! -.-..
Okay lah! Good night! =)
Oh ya, look at these since I'm lazy to blog...
Can laugh your ass off... xD
And look at that video...
Doesn't it remind you peepz of something..?
Or... Someone? Hahaha! OOPS! =X
Well not pointing fingers...
If you think you're the person...
Too bad then! LOL!!! xD



see more pwn and owned pictures


see more pwn and owned pictures

Wheee~! 5 more posts to 600 posts! xD
Anyway, I won't be updating tonight,
so why not update now?
The trip to Kuching was cancelled... Gah...
Kinda disappointed coz my parents have
been promising me to go to Langkawi...
Especially if I have good results for my O's.
And I end up just going to Malacca... Oh well...
I shouldn't be wasting my parents' money anyway...
I'd be labelled a spoiled brat... LOL!

And OH MY GOD!
I'm going to stay overnight at a Kampung!
OH MY GOD!!! >.<
And that house is haunted...!
It sends shivers down my spine I tell ya!
Okay I am SO scared...
Especially now, I have stomach ache,
I'm gonna need the toilet often,
and the toilet there is SUPER SCARY.
Alamak... Takot nyer aku...!
Oh well I guess that's all!
I'll be back tomorrow! TOODLES!
Gonna miss you peepz!
I brought Mimi along! Hehe!
That's my teddy bear by the way...
Not the real person... xD
Assalamualaikum...! =)

That's our dinner. Junk food. xD


Kirin & Mrs Shankar!!
My Favourite English teacher! =)


Me & Mrs Shankar!
Alamak she blinked! Hehe!
I'm gonna miss you so much!!

Today I went to the check up with
my brother... Luckily I was on time today.
So I had an X-Ray & urine test...
Next Tuesday I'll collect the result...

Then walked around Bedok Interchange
with my bro... He bought me a pair
of black snickers for school! Thanks Abang Yus!
I really love it! Hehe!
Anyway, then we went back to Tamp...
Rushed to the bookshop to buy a card for Mrs Shankar,
then rushed home, then rush to meet my friends.
Anyway, we took the correct bus,
but going in the wrong direction... We end up in
Punggol and wasting 30 minutes. Clever...
So we returned to Tampines, and took a cab.
Reached there on time! Fuh!
Saw my classmates.. Gosh I miss them! Hehe!
And we said goodbye to Mrs Shankar...
Gosh... I'm gonna miss her...
But she'll be back in 2 months time...
Then we went to have our dinner...
Me, Ain & Maizurah that is...

We end up getting lost finding McDonald's. xD
But in the end we found it la...
We talked and joked alot! Hehes...
Just like we used to in school...
God knows how I really feel inside...
Anyway, I'm all moody,
so let's end this post here aites?
And the pictures are in the post after this one. Bye!
Assalamualaikum...!

Just screw everything la...
My eyes hurt from crying...
And my heart is already shattered to even break...
Who's there to blame?
Nobody but myself... It's all my fault... Haiz...
I'm killing myself internally...

Hello...!
Sorry I didn't blog yesterday...
Went out from the moment I woke up
until 2.45 AM... LOL!
Not really la... From 9.30-11.30 PM I was home.
Emo time? Haha! Whatever...

I went to the Poly check-up with dear...
But the registration was close. Kimek..
Saw Farah there... Hehe
Then in the bus got 3 people uh...
2 Chinese girl and 1 Malay guy....
I overheard their conversation...
I think 2 of them said they are in
TP Retail Management.. OMG! My classmates! xD
Haha! But I just kept quiet ah... What you expect?
"EH! I'M IN RETAIL MANAGEMENT TOO!!"
Hahaha! Like KPO sia... xD
Then we went back to Tamp...
Had our meal at Long John Silver...
Where some STUPID Malays played with Chilli Sauce,
And the thing burst and splashed on others!
AND THE OTHERS INCLUDES ME! Babi... -.-
OBVIOUSLY I blew up there...
Seriously scolded them... Assholes.
Got another Malay guy also blew up! Haha!
He called them piece of shit coz they
didn't even apologise... Haha! Piece of shit... xD
Then something happened and I cried in
public... Alamak... Cannot control seh... xD
Then went to the movies to watch
Marley and Me... What a touching show...
I end up crying! AGAIN! Hahah!
And certain parts were hilarious that I couldn't
stop laughing! Hahaha!

Then we straight away went home...
Quiet journey home...
Then went home, nobody home...
At home I cried again and Mehk Ehk
licked me and was like trying to cheer me up!
AWWWW....!! I LOVE MEHK EHK! Hehe!
Should make a new movie... Mehk Ehk & Me.
Hahaha! Nonsense.. xD

I felt like doing it again... But...
I see no point in hurting myself,
and let emotion take over my life...
So I just prayed instead...
After praying... Took my MP3...
AND ROCK OUT... Hehe! In other words,
I sang screamo songs and what not... xD
It felt good coz I could scream my lungs out. xD
I thought I could stop crying...
Then after I stopped. I CRIED AGAIN. -.-...
Around 11.30 PM, went out
with Abang Pil and Kak Zainab...

It was rather fun! Like their usual dates...
Alot of debates and funny arguments...
And for God's Sake! They kept on praising
themselves! Haha! And don't you start praising
them! They will drag on and on and on! xD
One thing about them... SO not humble. xD
I had a good laugh la after a whole night of tears.
I ate chocolate ice cream, calamari rings & fries
at Swensen's... Since the menu sucks... No Mac & Cheese.
So we went to Simpang Bedok to eat...
The Mee Opeh SUCKS!
BUT... All the way they on Hindustan songs..!
Like my favourites! Wheeee~! hehe!
Then went home at around 2.45 AM or so...
Went home only, I sleep. xD

I guess that's all la! BYE!
Assalamualaikum! =)
And now, I look ugly coz I cried too much,
and I'm having a stomach ache...
Don't bother to eat ah...

Poor guy...Must be so tired...
EH WAIT! This is the groom!
9.20 AM still sleeping?? =P
Haha! Just kidding la..! I know he won't mind! xD
That's the last time I'll be seeing him sleeping here! xD
COZ HIS ROOM IS MINE FOR NOW! Woohoo!

Wassup?? Fuh... Had a wonderful sleep
last night... Hahas! Must be the medicine I ate?
Haha! Who knows...Who cares...
Woke up at 9 AM...

But showered at 11 AM...
Since everyone didn't allow me to take
a shower coz I took the longest time.. -.-..
Then I was like rushing to get ready seh...
Didn't even have a chance to put on my lashes!
Rushed down around 12.20 AM... Haven't eat...
Then waited for dear to arrive...
Then I dragged him along to go to the bride's side.
We were VIPs..! haha! Get to ride on the groom's car! xD
My bro's friend's car that is...
My bro seriously ruin my reputation in front of 3 people seh!
Jaga Abang...! Nyehehehe!
Reached there, I was busy taking pictures...
After eating, took a lil' more picts...
Then me and dear went some other places to take picts.
Then return, took more pictures of the newly weds...
Took the bus home...
Stupid Hadrah... NOISY! -.-...
When I wanted to take a pict with the newly weds
with my guy, the DJ said Kak Zainab looked
like Nurul, and said I looked like Siti... LOL! xD
Malunyer akuuu! xD

Upon reaching, the two of us sang Dua Insan..
Since the thing was not original... There were
so many typos in the lyrics! -.-...
I was confused? Hahaha! Wait.
WE were confused. LOL! Bodoh... xD
Then he and Maizurah went home...
Thanks you two for coming!
And thanks for coming too Aiha! Hehe!
Planned to sing Cinta with Riri...
Plan cancelled in the end,
coz I had to carry on taking pictures and
these 2 minahs sing that song horribly already...
People don't like repeat telecast...
So many minah sia... -.-

After taking pictures of people and people
taking pictures of me... I wanted to sing,
as a closing ceremony... Chey macam paham.. xD
I went there alone, then this DJ called me Siti also...
Luckily not so many people! Haha!
I sang Kesetiaan... So nervous seh...
Coz I suck at Malay songs obviously... xD
But it turned out quite well... Hehe!
Mak Chu wanted an autograph from me...
And all my family members loved it... Hahas!
Then went up, transfer some picts...
And...Blogged... Sempat eh? xD
Then I just talked with Kak Yaya for like 1 hour?
It was fun la...COZ I MISS HER! Hehe!
This Friday got a date with her...! Yay! xD
Then I ate my dinner...

Then sent the grandmas and grandpa
at the void deck since they're going to my aunt's place.
Then went to the shop nearby with my bro...
On the way home saw Mr Tok, my tutor!
GOSH I MISS HIM! Hehe!
We talked for a while...Then I went home...
At home, ate Loaker biscuit...
Then I went online...
That's all for today... Pictures?
Other times la! I only post one ok?
Blardy tired la seh! -.-.... ZzzzZzz... Haha!
Ok2! Toodles!
OMG! I'm gonna get $50 from my bro tomorrow,
and when he goes to Bangkok he's buy me
some cloth from Thai! COOOOOL~! xD
Ok lah! Assalamualaikum! =)

First and foremost,
my mum will kill me if she knows I'm blogging.
But I'm tired seh... This is how I chill...
Anyway, let's talk about yesterday's dinner.
It was FRUSTRATING.

The emcee of the dinner... SUCKS.
Sial ah... I made a speech la...
Then she called me a 'lamp post'
for like around 8 times? F**ker... -.-
She said that coz I used to follow my bro
and sis-in-law to their dates...
Mepek eh pompan...once or twice
is of coz a joke la... I laughed...
The last time she said that I stared at her...
Idiot.. Embarass me... Since she got nothing
to say, she used ME as the 'topic'... Badut...
She asked me when will I get married...
I was shocked but with confidence I said...2019! xD
Hahaha! Confident sak Kirin... xD
I wasn't shy... Coz I didn't know any of them. xD

The dinner was around 8.45 PM or so...
I was the photographer again...
Okay la... Fun la... Hehes...
The food was nice,but I couldn't eat much,
coz if I do, I won't look good in my
prom dress and I need to rush to take picts.
The speaker was behind me...
Wah piang.... My ear drums! >.<
Went home around 10.30 PM...
Ate properly at my bro's so-called dinner.
Cousins all head home and I was lonely...
Food still alot... SO....
I called dear to come! Hehe!
So he came like 20 minutes later...
Then I intro to my famiy...Incomplete la...
He was so shy.. Haha!
But there were no girls la...

Gave him some food...
Then we went the block across and talked...
It was his birthday in between there...
29 Feb... Haha! Happy Birthday Sweetheart! =)
We were in the lift when the clock strikes 12...
So I was first to officially wish him hapy birthday! =P
Hahas! Or is it happy belated birthday,
since it's already 1st March? Haha!
So we talked until it was around 1.30 AM...
Since I got gastric pain...
Couldn't even bend... -.-...
Then he sent me home...

In the day, I was teased like toots...
Haha! Those old peepz were like asking me...
When you wanna get married,
how many kids you want??
"Marry tomorrow la! 10 more
years we're dead already!"... In malay la...
I was like... HOHO! Wanna sponsor? Hahaha!
Typical old peepz la... Marriage. Main topic.
The night before I talked on the phone with him
until like 4.20 AM? HAHA!
The next day cannot wake up... xD
Anyway... Let's move on to the next post...
Which is TODAY! Main day! =)

P.S. Kak Zainab... Aper ni recommend video guy la,
nephew la... I'm attached sis! Haha!