I'mSorryI Can'tBePerfect

If Only You Could See That I'm Trying.
Saturday, 27 June 2009;4:48 pm
I have moved. I'll come back when I feel like it.

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Friday, 26 June 2009;9:44 pm
I'm so sorry.
I'm so stupid... VERY.
I broke a promise I made to myself.
I hate myself...
Argh shit....! Haiz...
I'm moving on...!
But I'll visit some time uh...
I think? haha!
The thing is, I have a new blog.
http://sealedwith-asmile.blogspot.com
Do visit yea! And relink mua!
Sorry ah all my links emo2... Hehe
;1:49 pm
I missed school againnnnn...!

But with a valid MC! Haha!

My stomach hurts and I don't know why...

I dreamt someone else got stomach ache

and I gave that person a massage...

End up I have stomach ache in reality... o.o...



My fever is gone.. Yessa!

But still got slight headache..

Just now I blow my nose then come out some blood..

Eeeyerrr... I am afraid of the sight of blood! EEK! =X

Luckily I didn't go to school...

I have to catch up with my friends lah...

Shasha also didn't go to school today...

Get well soon babe!



I don't know why my mum like

couldn't be bothered to talk to me... O.o...

Oh wells, anyway, tomorrow is dad's birthday

and I still haven't buy him any present! =X

Okay what else?... OH YA!

Micheal Jackson passed away yesterday...

And I didn't even know that. =X

May his soul rest in peace...

He's a Muslim right? That's a good thing.. Hehe!



My boyfriend is away in KL...

But I don't feel so lonely ah...

When I'm sick, I couldn't be bothered about anything..

Even if the whole world is against me...

Whatever. I don't care. Haha!

And Ain, thank you so much for your concern! Haha!

So far you are the most concern friend

after knowing that I'm not feeling well! Hehe!

Okay lah I'll end here...

Waiting for this Dreamweaver trial to download

so bloody slow... I need to redo my CSA web page project... -.-

OMG It's gonna rain! YAY! xD

I think the rain was the one who caused me to have a fever...

Coz I walked in the rain when I was in school, on the way home...

Alaa only drizzling what that time...

How I know can cause fever... xD

Okay lah! BUBBYE!


3:43 PM update...
I'm sorry and shall just keep quiet then.
Thursday, 25 June 2009;10:07 pm
OMG!! I'M INFECTED WITH INFLUENZA!!

Without the A at the back..

So yea... I only got flu without the SWINE at the front.

I missed RA1 today...

Woke up and my head was super heavy...

I felt so humid like that...

So I went back to bed, thinking that

I will just attend APEL and Marketing...



While waiting for my mum to get ready...

I realised, it was 12:30 PM...

Clinics closed for lunch. -.-....

Okay I got very pissed off there...

So yea, I just went to school

even though I was very ill...

Coz I know I'm just gonna sulk if i stay at home...

Hot weather, hot temper, hot temperature...

So yea, reached school my temperature was around 37.9 degrees.

I followed the crowd when I reached school...

I know if I took my temperature,

I might be sent home... Hahah!

Like waste time sia like that!

I found a sticker and just pasted it on my shirt. LOL!



APEL was fun ah... It was Hui Xian's birthday...

But they bought a non-halal cake,

so yea... whatever, me and Shasha didn't eat...

The two besties got high fever. Best. xD

So yea we didn't have the appetite to eat...

Then I found out my Retail Accounting result...

I got a B!! Omg! Haha! I got 36/50...

Surprising coz I thought I'd fail the thing,

but so far, that's my best result! LOL!

APEL was okay lah...As usual, fun!

Dr Tan said he rarely hears my voice and Shasha's voice... LOL.

Yea right... Hahaha!
Then everytime I speak, people like cannot hear me...

Irritating sia... -.-



Then went for Marketing...

A little too early for class... haha!

Mr Sam knew I had fever...

Then was like asking my temperature in front of the class....

Everyone was like gasping...

People... I don't have swine flu la dey! xD

Then he gave out the marketing mid-sem test paper..

I GOT 31/50!! OMG!! I got a C! Hahaha! xD

I'm so happy! Hehehe!

Since I have confidence in my Econs...

I should be able to pass all my subjects seh! YAY!!!

Hehehehe! I'm so happy! Hahas!

And again. Whatever. It's just Mid-sem test...


Then has consultations for the paper...

He just told me to manage time and all...

Then went through the paper...

And then school ended.

Thanks Flare for checking my RA1 paper for me! =)



Then went to clinic.

So expensive sia! It costs my mum $28! -.-

Then went for a drink at the coffee shop...

Bought porridge...

Then went home...

Ate medicine, slept, woke up...



Ate medicine again... Now sleepy.. Haha!

Okay lah I'll end here! I blogged so slow sia..

Now is 10:57 already... Haha!

I have 2 days MC...

If tomorrow still sick like today then I don't go school lor...

Hahas! 98% chance, sick also I go school. xD

Kiasu sak Kirin... xD
Wednesday, 24 June 2009;8:50 pm
OMG! I'm so sick... Hiish..
I woke up at 8:35 AM today...
I usually finish showering around that time...
So yea... PANIC!!!! xD
I reached school around 9:10 AM..
Oh well, at least I'm only marked as late and not absent.

The first thing Mr Choo did was release the
Excel results and the Mid-sem test result...
First name called... Nur Azri....
I was wondering... Is that me? Haha!
But I just kept quiet ah...
Then he called out Sharifah...
OBVIOUSLY that was me...
AZRI??! So far off sia! -.-
And that's a guy's name! Sheesh...
That was the Excel test ah....
The one that I counted the marks and was like... I FAILED!
BUTTTTT....
I PASSED! OH MY GAWD!!!! YIPEEE!!! ^^
Hahas! I got 8/15... AT LEAST MORE THAN HALF! xD
Then he showed us our theory exam result...
So yea... He said less than 10% passed...
Something like that lah... Hahas...
I was like... LOL obviously I'm one of them who failed...
BUTTTTTTT....
OH MY ALLAH! Hahaha! I PASSED!
And I didn't JUST pass...
I got 30.5/50! Ehh happy nyer aku!!! WHEEEE~! xD
And I told my mum about it ah...
She was like so proud of me! Hehehe!
Shasha came after CSA...
So I had to wait for all alone... Kinda bored there...
Just ate bread...
When she came, we went to the lab
and I taught her how to use Dreamweaver...
I love that Dreamweaver thingy lah seh! Hehe!

Then went for the MF meeting...
Thanks for the chocolate Hui Min... xD
Okay then just talked with Shasha until it was 3 PM,
we went off for Econs...
And she teased me with someone... URGH...! -.-
I so don't like him seh! o.o...
I couldn't concentrate well ah coz I was sick...
Like boring also ah coz it wasn't Nee Tat...
Then went home around 4:30 PM...

Dear fetched me coz he was worried for me coz I'm sick...
He bought me this Kumkuat thingy...
BLEARGH! SO SOUR! >.<
FIRST AND LAST I TELL YA! Ewww...!
He said it would made my sore throat go away... YA RIGHT. xD
We'll see about that ah...
Then he sent me to my sister's house...
He went home, I went up...
To have my dinner...
Then went home... My sis gave me this huge monkey plushie! CUTE! xD
Then we went home...

Hmm... I think I wanna tell my mum that
this religious class isn't helping...
I mean, they are not teaching what I wanna learn...
It's far too advance... So yea...
I think I'll find a new place to learn religious stuffs...
Okay lah I'll end here! BYE!
[OMG TOMORROW RA1!! What will my result be like?! xP]
Tuesday, 23 June 2009;10:22 pm
HELLLOOOO~!
Wahhhh today very tiring sehhh!
After school straight away go dating...
Luckily no Econs tutorial...
Around 12:45 PM or so, met my guy...


We went to SINGAPORE FLYERS!! Whheee~!
Haha! $10 only... Barely anyone there... xD
Not fair sia this couple got a whole capsule to themselves!
In my capsule was multiracial...
Got 4 couples... But 1 got a son ah...
Eurasian, Malay, Chinese and Indian... Haha! Cool shit!
The scenery was great ah...
Compared to my first trip there...
So dark... -.-


Okay we just walk here walk there...
Then went home... Damn tired siol...
Had to take the bus home coz too tired to walk.. LOL.
Went home, nobody home. Sad...
Nevermind! I need to go already! Hahaha!
Bubbyes! Ngantok.. Sleepy... Tired...
Tomorrow school at 9... Mampos. -.-
Monday, 22 June 2009;10:49 pm
Hello! Urgh today I'm so sleepy...
I went for CSA lecture today...
Coz attendance was compulsory...
I slept at 5.15 AM around there sia...
Freakin' sleepy seh....
Shasha! I owe you one babe!
Hahas! You are simply the best! Hehehe!
And thanks to my cousin, Nadhirah
for entertaining me all night... LoL!

Okay2... We had a small quiz after CSA...
Whatever with that...
I heard lots of people scored F for CSA Exam...
OH MY GODDDD~! =(
After school ate lunch at McDonald's with Shasha...
Then we talked until it was 3.30 PM? Hahas!
Then went home, Shasha has to work...
After praying, went to my sister's house...
Played Guitar Heroes for a while...
Then went to IKEA and Giant...
Bumped into Jannah, Hairin and Hazrin just now...

At Giant I was so sleepy already...
While waiting for my sis to buy air-conditioning system...
I sat in front of my mum...
Then was like half asleep as she massage my back... Haha!
Then around 10 PM I think, we went off...
Took lots of pictures there...
Will upload those tomorrow...
Coz I really have little energy left...

Okay lahhhh I have to go already...
I'm at my sister's house now...
I wanna go home...
Will update more tomorrow! BYE~! =)
Sunday, 21 June 2009;9:09 pm
EISH! I lost my thumbdrive seh!
Binget sak! SheesH! -.-
Life is being so unfair to my right now! Urghh!

Today just helped out a little to clean up
coz my sis has moved out today...
Couldn't help much or stay long
coz I have my Excel project to finish...
And my back f***ing hurts right now. -.-

Nothing much happened today ahhh.
My sister gave me lots of clothes...
AH! NO MOOD TO BLOG AH!
^&*% that thumbdrive ah! URGH! -.-
;4:01 am
URGH! I FUCKING GIVE UP CAN!?!

I was trying to save that fucking Excel project...

The system started to hang AGAIN...

I waited like FUCK...

AND THE FUCKING LAPPY AUTO-RESTARTED!

SIALLLL AHHHHHHHH~!!!!

I HAVEN'T SAVE BODOHHHHH!!!!

SHIT AH SERIOUSLY PISSED OFF! -.-

I think I'll do this after I sleep...

Piece of shit bodoh...!!! ARGH!!! -.-

I am SO sleeping at 10 PM tomorrow!

If I sleep any later confirm cannot wake up sia

the next day for school....

Already 4 AM and I'm crying here!?

Coz I'm damn angry!??!

Can I smash this fucking laptop? GRRRR~!!!!!!

Sorry for the vulgarities ah...

Just so angry seh... Haha!

Anyway no kids will read my blog mah...So yea....

HAIIIIXXXXX....! >.<
;2:29 am
OMGGGGG.... It's 2:31 AM and I'm blogging.
Hehehehehe!
And I'm DEAD BORED and DAMN TIRED.
BUT I have no choice but to complete my Excel project.
I'm just taking a break for now...
Urghh I freakin' hate this project can? Sheesh!
I rather do RA1 practices than CSA Excel... -.-

Woahh I'm really trying my best to stay awake...Gahh...
My last night to sleep late! Hahas!
Then it's school all the way! Noooo~!!
I'm not ready for school...
Well I'm ready... But I'm not ready for the
waking-up-in-the-morning part... Hehe!
Luckily my school is near uh...

I was thinking about something...
People have different views of realtionship...
Some want to have just that one perfect soul...
Don't even bother trying to find more... xD
While some thinks that 1 is damn pathetic...
You need EXPERIENCES.... Nyehehe....
Which means you want to have some Exes..
Hmmm... Me? Haha! I don't know...
If it lasts then it lasts lor...
If not then I find new one ah! Hahaha!
Then what? Beg for him to come back? LOL!
"Oh please take me back! I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU!!"
Talk about NEVER... xD
Wanna leave? Bye2! LoL!

The part "I can't live without you"...
I mean how do you live BEFORE meeting that person?
How come after he/she come about in your life,
and leaves, you can't live without them
like you did before they even came into your life?
Doesn't make sense right? I know! xD
Okay ah I felt like I couldn't live without this particular someone...
I mean come on! I cried like almost
every single day after our small quarrel... xD
Like my life is OVER... And I became this emoshit. But yea...
2 months later I was unofficially attached,
and 3 months later I was officially attached. Hahaha!
Kirin perangai macam siak! xD
But it was the toughest thing to do uh to forget
all that love and devotion I have for a person... xD
I sound damn desperate.... LOL!
Can be said uh... Hahaha! Last time I was.. xD
Now... Obviously not for him right! Hahaha!
Why would I be attached in the first place right?
But yea, I'm not desperate for my boyfriend...
I barely liked him in secondary school... Hahaha!
It all happened after secondary school... xD
Seriously I was so confident that
after the last photo we took together...
I won't see that face anymore.... LOL!
But we actually have almost 700 pictures
taken together already now.... Kwang3... xD
ALOT right? I know. xD
Coz both of us are damn vain. Hahaha!
If wanna look back on all the pictures also...
Halfway I lazy already... Too many, and I'll close the window. xD

Sial ah... Can I pay someone to do my project for me?
Seriously malas nyerrr akuuuu~! -.-...
And yea, Happy Fathers' Day to all fathers...
Especially my own father! Haha!
As if he even reads my blog... -.-
I want to sleep uh... *cries* but i can't!!! -.-
Siak peh project... Sheeeeessshhh!!!
Oh well, at least blogging made me feel better! xD
I feel like making a blogskin...
Mine like so ugly only....
Coz I'm not the maker! Hahaha!
BUT... I don't wanna sidetrack uhhhh! Nevermind...
Other days then...
YARR~!!! Should I watch Transformers with 4E3...?
So few are going.... Boring seh...
Then go GV on WEEKENDS some more....
So expensive seh! o.o....
EH don't want ah! My father's birthday...
Then 28th start religious class already... Eiihhh malas seh! -.-
I'm becoming lazier by day... LOL.
Nevermind uh, wait for next class outing...
But I really wanna try and watch Transformers seh...
Not my type of show... But a lot say it's a great show...
So tempting can? xD
Like that 'Drag Me To Hell'... I don't like horror movies,
coz I don't find them scary...
but that movie was damn hell scary to me! Eeek!
Belum cuba belum tahu? LOL!
See first ahh...!

Okay ah! I'd better get on with my work seh....
Hiish... I hate CSA... I swear I do! -.-
Saturday, 20 June 2009;10:53 pm
Hello everyone...!
Today was rather a fun day lah...
I'm being paranoid about 'the Earth is dying'...
Gosh... So many dreams haven't been achieved...
But my time left here is so short... =(
Nevermind uh, rather die young... Haha!
Lesser sins made.. Hahas!
Actually 17 years is long... o.o... Hahas!

I wanted to Excel but no mood....
So I've decided to go out with my secondary school buddies...
Ain and Maizurah...
Kirin... Lazy to do Excel project...
Maizurah... Lazy to study for exams...
Ain... Lazy to do her script homework...
Haha! We're lazy for school! -.-...
Ate at McDonald's... Laughed a lot there... Hehe!
Wanted to go Bedok Reservoir actually...
But I thought of playing the swing...
And they agreed, so we walked damn far to Sunplaza Park..
I was feeling a bit giddy, but who cares. xD
Then played the swing...
The giddiness got worse... Haha! I still don't care. xD

The three of us joked, talked and crap a lot there... Hehe!
Then we got thirsty, so we went to buy
Chocolate ice blend... Quite nice ah... Hehe!
Then we walked a lot at Tampines 1...
Had fun there...
Especially at Kuhl... LOL!
Today we talked dirty a lot seh... xD
That's why I enjoy going out with these 2...
Confirm lots of laughter... Haha!
We laugh at things people don't laugh about... xD
We just lepak at the Tampines 1 staircase... LoL!
Then went to the art shop thingy...
I just LOVE the wrapping papers... Hehe!

Hmm... Fathers' Day today or tomorrow ah? xD
I haven't buy anything for my dad...
I think I buy him a Parker's pen for Fathers' Day...
Alaa at my school not so expensive lah that pen... Haha!
And dad really want me to cook for him Sambal Goreng...
And wants me to learn from him...
I guess that would be his birthday present? Kwang3... xD
I just want to make him happy lah eh... Hehe!

Okay ahhh... I'll stop here!
I'll post the pictures tomorrow...
I really need to start working on my Excel project...
Macam siak dari tadi tak buat2.... LOL! xD
BYE!
Friday, 19 June 2009;7:15 pm
Haizzz.... Holiday starting soon...
And I'm so bored...
Almost forgot about CDS...
Shasha reminded me...
First choice was 20th Century Fashion...
Really hope I get into it...
2nd is French...
It would be great if I can speak French! Hehe!
3rd Freehand Drawing...
I just love to design la!
So sad all business courses cannot take..
And the fun ones are in business! -.-

Today I just pamper myself uh...
Wear mask and all...
I'm moody... Why? I don't know. -.-
Okay bye!
;1:04 am
Helo... I lazy to blog ah...
Today just went to do POM project...
I miss TP.... haha! Except the security at library uh...
I forgot to bring matric card...
Then must say my adress all.. -.-

Then at night went to have dinner
with my family at Prata Paradise...
Tomorrow need to do Econs and EXCEL project...
Saturday going to school to submit Excel...

Hopefully I can go SF on Tuesday...
It's just $10 fr students! I will beg my mum to allow me! Hehe!
Since Tuesday no school...
I'll be back by 8 PM though coz I wanna study...
Don't wanna screw up my exams in August...
So yea... TOODLES! Lazy ah... Hehe
And check these out lah eh... Funny shits...


fail owned pwned pictures
AHAHAHAHA! LOL! xD


fail owned pwned pictures
THAT'S SIX! LoL! xD

fail owned pwned pictures
This looks SO wrong! LOL!!!

fail owned pwned pictures

HAHAHAHA! =X
Wednesday, 17 June 2009;6:12 pm
Haiz... I'm so bored...
School is starting soon... Yea I'm eager...
but the laziness to wake up in the morning...
Nooooo~! =.=
Nevermind, I heard next week no tutorial...
I know there's no tutorials for Econs...
Not sure about the rest..
No CSA Lab please... Urgh first day already must see his face. -.-
I don't wanna be stressed on my 1st week of school..

I have learnt from my mistake...
I screw my 1st semester...
So yea... School starts, I'm not gonna spend
so much time online...
I must revise every single day...
I need to. =)
And yeah I've decided to not wear scarf in school just yet...
I will wear whenever I'm outside school..
Not ready to wear in school yet...
Soon ah... Hahas!

I just go online the whole day today...
Chat and webcam with my boyfriend... That's all. -.-
I have to do my Econs project tomorrow...
And I'm gonna do my POM and Marketing project after this...
The Econs project easy lah...
POM also easy... Marketing only like shit...
I'm so nervous about my result...
I've been praying about it since the holidays started!
Hopefully I pass yea...

Oh well, I have to start on my work now! BYE!
And to the 4E3 peepz... Sorry lah the pictures
don't have ALL of you inside...
I weren't there on the last day... So yea...
Hope you guys enjoy the slideshow lah eh...
The music was blocked off by YouTube... -.-
;3:38 pm
Tuesday, 16 June 2009;7:04 pm
HELLLLLLOOOOOOOO~~!!!!
OH MY GAWDDDDD!!!!
That was probably the best chalet I've went to! Hehe!
4E3!! I love you guys!
Or should I say the 7 people who stayed overnight
from Sunday to Monday...! Hahas!
I has a blast with those peepz lah seh!
Many things happen within 2 short days...

Me and DIy reached quite late on Sunday...
They were playing some card game...
Kinda lame lah...
4 cards, choose 4 girls/guys that is...
The richest, the one you love/loved,
the one you enjoy your time with and the one you hate.
The richest, I choose my cousin...
The one I love, Izzat chose for me before
I could even say the name..
Which is obviously, Suhaimi...
And then Suhaimi from my class turned around. xD
I lied about the one I enjoy my time with. xD
So I just picked any one of my chinese friends. Hahas!
The one I hate.. Kinda obvious isn't it?
One part I ask... Who is willing to die for me...
And it's my boyfriend! Awww....! Hahahaha!
Yea everyone said the same thing... xD
Lame also, we had fun ah... Laughing like mad...
After the game was over, we ate cold pizza...
Ain & Mia watched TV... And the guys played guitars...
And then we have the 1st person to fall asleep which was Izzat.
Then I just talk on the phone with my guy
for less than an hour surprisingly...
Then me and Ain went to the park... It was 12:30 I think...

We just sat there and talked..
Ain told me something about that card game...
I don't know lah eh... Who's right or wrong...
But I don't care anymore. It's over.
Then I was like suddenly breathing quickly
which spooked Ain out... Haha!
Actually I just saw a cockroach beside her... Eeek!
Ouh yea we sat at the breakwater... Romantic? I don't think so. xD
The sky was filled with stars!! So nice! Hehe!

Then Ain said someone messaged her...
Then I heard this...
*breathes in slowly*... Ain....*breath*...Ain...*breath*...Ain..
It went on like around 5 to 6 rounds uh...
With this high pitch and slow motion tone...
And the breathing was so dramatic lah...
I didn't dare to turn around...
I was stunned, spooked and scared.
I wanted to ask Ain whether it was her ringtone...
But I was too speechless.
Around the 3rd time the THING said "...Ain...*breath*"
I had goosebumps and sudden like my guts all shrunk. =X
It's not my first time and yea the same shit always happen.
I will be speechless.
I can't see but I can smell or hear these things...
I mean if you want my friend... Call out to her!!
Why did you call out to me?? O.O...
Then I told Ain suddenly uh... Let's go!
She was like why and why but I just kept quiet until
we went closer to the chalet...
I asked her how her ringtone sounded like...
It was sooo different. Obviously it wasn't her phone...
Then in the chalet area, I told her about what happened...
Then all the way she hold my hand coz she was scared! Haha!
I mean WHO SHOULD BE MORE SCARED! xD
I was a little mad at her for not telling me SOMETHING...
If she had TOLD me that, I wouldn't wanna go out in the first place!

Back at the chalet, I couldn't sleep...
I was too scared... So we talked until it was almost 4...
Me, Ain and Diyana...
Amirah, Suhaimi, Izzat, Guo Yan and Joel were sleeping already...
Then I knew I had to sleep...
Then I had 2 dreams... 1 dream was crap lah...
The other dream was, I was sitting at the breakwater with Ain,
I heard the same thing... But I turned around...
And saw *ehem* HER *ehem*... YOU KNOW HERRRRR...!!! o.o
Sial ah... I slept 2 hours only I woke up sia...
Then it was 6 plus uh...
Really cannot sleep already...
My heart was beating so fast sia... =X

So yea moments later a few people woke up...
Then after freshening up and all...
Me and Diy went for a walk at the park...
Took some pictures... Then went back in...
Some continued sleeping... Sheesh...
Guess who was last to wake up? The first person to sleep.
We were like having fun trying to wake him up? LoL!
Even rock song couldn't wake him up! o.o...
Thanks for throwing my phone eh!
And you know what woke him up?
His own alarm... -.-...
He wouldn't wake up until the alarm rang... -.-...
After everyone showered and everything... We went cycling...
Except for Joel.. I didn't know why he didn't join us.

We saw Mrs Oh's house...
And then we saw The Red House...
Looks eerie... I wouldn't live anywhere near there!
Why wouldn't they demolish it? =S
Then we cycled back to the park...
We cycled to the spiderweb...
Ain and Diy were always last coz they used the
bicycle for two people... LoL! And couldn't balance the thing. xD
Funny ah the two of them! Hahas!
Then we became monkeys and climb that spiderweb
while the boys jump and shook the whole thing.
Nobody was injured though... Haha!
Gosh I miss climbing... Haiz...
If only I don't have this back problem...
I could have join rock climbing seh...
Then we cycled back to the chalet...
This time Suhaimi and Izzat took the weird bicycle for two.

Then back at the chalet we just chilled...
Sing songs, play guitar, talked and so on...
Then we played this card game...
Murderer and policeman? Hahas!
I don't understand the game, and I'm always laughed at. xD
Everytime I become the police, I will be blur. xD
Only me, Ain, Amirah, Diyana, Izzat and Suhaimi played that game...
Joel was concentrating on computer game..
Then we played heart attack...
This time Joel joined us...
Izzat cheat sia... Still cannot win! xD
We had lots and lots of fun there!
After playing that game, me, Diy and Ain went home...
Ain went to her house while Diy followed me home...
We slept for a while..
Diy slept for 2 hours or so...
I slept for 45 minutes only...
Diy was supposed to help me cook...
End up I just cooked with my brother... -.-
Luckily he's home... Hahas!

Then around 7:45 PM we went there again...
Reached around 8:45 PM....
I SAW LOTS OF MY CLASSMATES!! Yayyy!
Hahas! I was so happy to see them!
And the surprise was... Mdm Fara came!!
But Mrs Shankar didn't seh...
And and Mdm Fara said I'm so beautiful now...! =P
Hahahaha! Thanks Mdm Fara!! Hahahs!
Didn't eat much uh...
The fried noodles and marshmellow...
I drank alot only...
And a cup of drink spilled on my feet! Grrr...!
Pui Ann came seh! Haha!
Take one picture with me also cannot! Ish...
Around 11:15 PM I reached home...

Gosh I have sooo much memories there! Hahas!
Especially with Ain, Diyana, Amirah, Izzat, Suhaimi and Guo Yan...
Joel was there but he did nothing much... So yea... xD
I can't wait for the next one!! Hehe!
I thought of taking A PICTURE but no...
I don't wanna hurt my sweetheart... =)
He might say he don't mind...
But I'm sure he would... Hahas...
I don't wanna risk it because of a picture...
I want this journey to our 5th month
to be clean from any quarrels...
Okay lah I'll end here...
I'll make a slideshow and post all the pictures okay...
Around 180 of 'em... Haha!
Told ya I'm gonna take lots of pictures! =P
And I'll post some at facebook yea! OKAY BYE~~!!!

P.S. I LOVE 4E3!!!! =D and my boyfriend!

OH YES! I LOST 1 MORE KG!!! Wheee~!
You don't know how happy I am now! LOL!
Sunday, 14 June 2009;4:43 pm
HELLLLOOO SEMUA...! xD
Shit I'm dead bored. -.-
And I have 4 hours to waste! Sheesh!
What I'm thinking is...
Should I do my P.O.M project amendments?
Since I should be the most responsible in my group.. xD
This is why I do not like to be a leader. xD
I guess my mind wouldn't be on the project if I do it now...
So that's that.


Finally it's the chalet day! Whee~! Hahas!
Of coz I'm excited! Hehes...
I know most of my friends aren't coming... Haiz...
But the vital ones are there! =D
Even though my BFF isn't there... =(
Anyway... Tomorrow will be a tiring day I think...
Last night I didn't feel so well..
I don't know why... -.-
Luckily today I feel better...


OUH YAAA I NEED TO CHARGE MY CAMERA!
Okay done... Hehe!
I'm gonna miss my teddy bear for one night! Hahaha!
Gosh I talk like a baby... Hehe!
One night without sleep?
No big deal, I always sleep at 5... LOL!


Yesterday I watched a movie that I'm not supposed to. xD
Not porn lah dey! Haha!
Just M18... Ala... Only 1 year and 4 months away what... xD
Funny lah that movie!
Now, I'm just playing MSN Games with Shasha... Haha!
We're both dead bored... xD
She's making MSN scenes, and I'm blogging...
Urgh this sucks... I'm so bored! -.-
Okay lah... I want to play game with my bestie... xD
After this I will do my project a little...
Then I need to choose what to wear for chalet...
So... TOODLES!!
Take care everyone! =)
Saturday, 13 June 2009;8:35 pm

Ice cream!! =D


See! Got candle! LoL! Service so good,
the sauce bottles also they open for you... xD


The best soup ever or what!? xD


At Outram Park NEL... White & Black. =)


Damn we're chubby. Haha!
He printed me a love letter in black, pink and orange ink!
Awww... Hunny you're always trying to make me smile... =)
I guess, I've came out of my shell...
I'm no longer stuck in my past... =)
Get well soon dearest...
;3:43 pm
Okay here I am blogging about yesterday.
Surprising but true... I wore a dress.
I simply forgot when was the last time I wore one. xD
Anyway2... Yesterday was great lah!
Coz I've missed him so much...
There was a war between us...
All I needed was to see his face to feel better again. =)

We went to Vivo yet again... Haha!
Run out of ideas where to go... xD
Coz I'm restricted to go places like parks and beaches...
So yea we go to crowded places...
Talk about crowded lah eh... Haha!

Watched Drag Me To Hell...
I think I shouted the most and loudest in the cinema... LOL!
Because, I was afraid of blood...
And there's so much blood in the show! OMG! xP
AND THEY KILLED A KITTEN! NOOOOO~!
Okay that part I really screamed and heard nobody else screamed. xD
I'm a cat lover! What do you expect? Hehe!
We saw Shuhada and her boyfriend too...
The 2nd time I saw them...

We went to have lunch at Breeks...
Argh I love the Smoked Salmon Pasta! Hehehe! =D
The service was EXCELLENT!
One day you all should try lah eh...
Then got candle.. Haha! Romantic or what? LOL!
Then we were damn full lah can? xD

Since we went out around 3 PM or so...
Journey there almost took us an hour...
We spent time with each other for just a short while...
At least he didn't skip his Friday prayers to meet his girlfriend!
I'm so proud of him... Haha!
I reached home on the dot... 10.30 PM... Lucky. xD
Saw Kaye while we were in the train...
Gosh I miss him already... Hehehe!

We apologised to each other a lot yesterday...
I guess I was feeling too insecure and
like I do not trust him and all... So yea...
Oh well! Everything's okay already for now!
Our fourth month was hell seh... HELL I tell ya! xD

Nothing else to be said here... So bye!
Today never go out just chill at home,
webcam with my sweetheart! Hehe!
TOMORROW CHALET LAH SEY!
CHALET LAH SEY! 4E3 LAH SEY! Hehehe!
Yays! Hehehe! Okay lah! Bye2!!!
;2:26 am
Urgh so sleepy... Hehe!
Just passing by to wish my Boyfriend
a Happy 4th Monthsary... Lucky we've stopped quarreling! xD
I'll give a brief overview about it tomorrow ok!
Sleepy ah! Actually today 13th June already..
Our 4th month was yesterday! xD
Shit ah, sleepy and hungry seh! =(
Thursday, 11 June 2009;10:45 pm
HELLLLOOOO~!
Ehhh boring sia this holiday...
Almost everyday must stay at home alone! -.-
Today ehh... I'm crazy uh. xD
I wake up, smile2 to myself... LoL!
Biol.
Then I kept on singing and singing...
Like sooo happy like that... Haha!

So I chose what to wear for tomorrow's date
and also the CHALET!! Hehe...
Gonna just wear t-shirt for the 1st day...
Coz overnight there... Not sleeping...
Sure humid seh... Hehe
So the next day then I wear nice2 for the BBQ...
See first lah! Actually what to wear for chalet still undecided. =)
Pasal baju pon nak kecoh seh Rin... Hehe!
Then kan... My wardrobe (roboh)...broke? LOL!
English B3 only ah... Haha!
I was like laughing my ass off...
Too many clothes! Hahaha!

Then I just watched TV uh...
No life sak... Haha!
Then I went out alone to the shop...
Craving for peach tea... LoL!
I drank like 3/4 of the big bottle? LOL!
Urgh drunk with tea...
Eh sial ahhh I lost 4 kg sak WITHIN A WEEK! Haha!
HAPPY GILERRR!! OMGGGGG~! xD
Not diet ah... I've been crying a lot...
Since the exam week I always sleep late...
Must study mah... Then holiday where got sleep early one... xD
Then exam week also cry... Haha! Sedih hidop... LoL!
Then my meals are like...
Errr seriously not balanced ever since last monday...
Coz normal school days I surely eat properly in school..
Overall... Unhealthy weight loss. Hehe...
That explains why I keep on having these 'blackouts'...
If you don't know what that means, your problem..
OH YA GOT ONE HEALTHY WAY LAH...
EVERYDAY LATE FOR SCHOOL MAH! LOL.
Which means, I walk briskly everyday seh...
Then run up the bloody staircase of the overhead bridge...
Then run to the LT or tutorial class...
Bloody tiring lah seh! Haha! Every morning exercise! xD

Okay2 let's move along...
I cleared some of the clothes from my wardrobe...
It was soooo difficult! I love all of my clothes! =(
I threw one of my JYS uniform set...
One more I keep for memory... Hehe!
Took hours to clean my wardrobe... LoL!
Then went online...
Hey2 tomorrow is my 4th month with HIM...
After all those commotions, it's surprising we last this long! LOL! xD
I guess all relationships has its ups and downs..?
Since it's my first one, kinda difficult uh... Hehe..
Getting use to it? I think?
Okay lah... I need to sleep already!
OH MY GOD... I'm actually wearing a DRESS tomorrow? LoL!
Oh well.. I guess now's the time coz
any time soon I'm gonna wear scarf...Wear dress
also must wear pants... Hehe... So yea...
I won't be wearing tights and dress and then wear
long sleeves inside and then wear scarf...
Eee so minah tudung siol...!
With normal not tight pants can uh...
Kkaes GOOD NIGHT! AND BYE2!!

Wheee~! 3 more days to chalet including sunday!! WHEE~!
OH MY GOD FREAKIN' EXCITED! =D
Oh how can I forget...
My mum bought me this comforter set...
ORANGE, PINK, BLACK and green... OMG COOLNESS!
My sister chose it! Hehe! Good taste uh Along! =D
I think coz she took my 'How Well Do You Know Me' quiz..
Or she reads my blog... Hahas...
;3:13 am

The floral design is LOVED.


I LOVE THE KITCHEN THE MOST! xD


I like the cool lamp. LOL. And DUH! The TV! xD


Nice right? The sofa like mine, but mine is red! =D


Dining area...
Eh I want my own house uh!! Hehe!
But the colour must be pink & orange!!! =D
OKAY2 GOODNIGHT! Or Morning? xD
;1:01 am
Hello everyone...
I'm so quiet today... Hehe...
Moody... I just needed time to be alone...
I'm okay already now...

First of all I would like to thank
all those people who has made me feel better..
Especially you Abang!! Hehe!
ADIK SAYANGGGG ABANG BANYAK2!! =P
And also to my best friends, Shasha and Diyana. Gerek uh korangz! =D
Okay2... Let's move on now...
And Abang, I love every single thing you said! LOL.
You know, I know, public don't know! ;)

I barely ate today...
Can't even finish a small quantity of food.. -.-
Like feel like puking ah after eating...No appetite...
So yea I just ate one chicken drumstick yesterday,
and have no idea what the hell I ate today.... xD
Please lah eh... This is not diet... xD

Slept at 5 AM last night...
I'm almost completing my Sepi Merindumu...!
It's the 4th song I've made uh... Hehe!
Left the ending also... Haiyoh...
I always stuck with ending one... -.-
Nevermind... Not the time yet...
But Sepi Merindumu must be completed A.S.A.P..
I have my reasons. =)

Today didn't do much ah...
My sister's house so nice sia!
Go there also what did I do? Cry. LoL...
But for a short while only uh...
Watched TV... Then my bro called me...
After he put down the phone about almost an hour later...
I was already at my house...
Then went online uh... Since only left me & dad at home...

So now, both me & my guy gained one enemy.
I guess that's a fair deal...
I guess I have to be patient...
And be patient... And be patient...

EHHHH TAK SABAR NYER NAK GI CHALET! xD
I am SO taking ALOT of pictures...! Wheee~! Hahas!
RINDUUUU SANGAT2 4E3! Hehe!
Okay laaaahhhh I told my guy I'm sleeping at 1,
but I'm still blogging. LoL! xD
Okaysssss BYEEEE~!

3 more daysssss....~!!! Wheee~! xD
Wednesday, 10 June 2009;12:00 am

Nice right the bed sheet?! Wheee~! Pink and purple!
[OMG MUM WANNA MAKE ME A BUILT-IN WARDROBE!]
[PINK AND ORANGE AND MIRRORS LAH SIOL!] xD


YAY!! My own sofa! But red uh... Not my fave colour.
I'm still happy though.. I'm sitting on it now! xD
AND THERE'S MY CUTIE BABY TAZZY! =D


The bed. I caught 1 bed bug already. Haha! Talk about fast. -.-
Nice seh! I LOIKE. =)
And goshhh I'm so touched by my brother's concern seh...
I'm very sure he read my blog,
that's why out of the blue suddenly ask me to call
him if I need someone to talk to...
I almost cried ah so touched! LOL! xD
See? That's why I say don't mess with me...
My brother will kill you. LOL! Just kidding! xD
And I finally met Diy? Haha!
Macam siak lepak until 11 PM... xD
So late sia... Haha! Skali skaler... =P
Tuesday, 9 June 2009;8:15 pm
Helo... 2nd update of the day...
It has been a busy day today... Hehs.
Cleaning up my room, coz my bed and sofa is coming...
Ok it has arrived. I LOVE MY BED & SOFA! xD
The matress so bouncy! Hehe!
Later I post the pictures!

Today my heart feels so uneasy... Haiz...
Keep on losing focus on the things I'm doing...
I don't know lah... I knwo I should be excited and all
bacause of these new stuffs I got...
but I can't, I just cried a few hours ago...
I don't know why I just can't stay happy for long...
Someone just have to make me cry... Haiz...
Thanks Diy and Flare for being there for me... =)
I think I'm okay already now...
My heart is already broken anyway....
Nothing is changed or worsen...

Whatever with the sadness...COUNTDOWN....
5 more days to chalet!!!! OH MY GOD!!!! =D
I'm gonna have a BLAST! xD
All those classmates I've missed so much...
I MISS YOU GUYS 4E3!!!!
The best class EVER! =D
I think I can cure my heartbreak by mixing with my friends! =)
I'm wearing black!! Hehes...
I just bought that blouse lah... Of coz must wear it! Hehe!
EXCITED!!! hahas...

Okay lah... I've gotta go and buy bed sheet already!
BYE2 SAYANGS!!! Hehe! =D
;11:06 am
Good morning readers!
This is an exclusive news...
That's why I blog in the morning...
I'm feeling quite neutral uh...
Gosh yesterday's dream come true,
continued as another dream in my sleep!
Haha! If only THAT dream comes true. xD
Okay2 let's move along.

Last night I slept around 3.30 AM...
From 3-3.15 AM I just spent my time crying. Fuck.
Okay what's up? At first I was okay uh...
Then I felt like what's going on is simply too much ah.
I commented on someone's facebook wall.
If people know me well, some of my jokes are actually threats.
So yea in other words I threatened someone.
Not threatened to kill or what lah... xD
IF IT WASN'T FOR THAT 'DREAM COME TRUE',
I don't think I could stop crying.
Seriously dude, you have crossed the border.
It's not that I don't trust you anymore,
but if you are really trustworthy,
you wouldn't even let that pose happen in the first place.

Seriously ah fucking pissed off sia.
No censored for vulgarities today, coz I'm really angry!
You want him so much?
GI AMEK AH! AKU TAK HERAN LA DEY!
And YOU, bukak mata besar2 siket ah!
Typical guys siak, girls wanna rest on the shoulder then allow.
I think I've told you MORE than once.
You know me only for a few months...
So you have not seen the ugly side of me.
You mess with me again, I can break your heart
into a million pieces if I want to.
Oh yea, what's the point anyway,
coz the girl can cheer you up in school. Fuck lah.

I think I'm being too nice too you.
So I'll be even nicer...
From now onwards, don't have to tell me where you're going and all ah.
You want to have a 'spare tyre' also, GO AHEAD.
I know in your mind you guys are just friends,
but look at the way she poses with you! Is she thinking the same way?
I DON'T THINK SO.
Whatever uh from now on,
you can take any poses with any girls,
and SAME GOES FOR ME WITH ANY GUYS.
So it's fair right? I don't need your explanations uh.
"They are older, don't worry"... YA! That helps! -.-

And the fucking spammer who spams my tag board...
Keep on saying I'm ugly, well YOU'RE FUGLY!
Get it? FUGLY FUCKING FAGGOT!
I've deleted that tag... No life sia these people...
And I don't know what's your point ah...
If you're jealous that you can't get my boyfriend or anything,
eh just tell me lah eh... We're not married anyway,
you don't have to insult me to get him!
But before getting him, GET A LIFE FIRST! -.-
;2:10 am

Big Gulp advertiser. xD


The orange pot! Nice seh! I see pink too! xD


I love my mama! Haha!


Birthday mummy! With little Fiqry! xD


Seriously speaking, delicious sia this coffee cake! xD
;1:24 am
Wassup peepz?! Hehes...
Today was indeed a greatttt day! =P
Coz one of my dream came true!
All I need was 'sardine-ness'... Hahaha!
Okay whatever... xD
Seriously seh... Happy nyer aku! LOL!
Later, one more dream coming true...
MY OWN ROOM/BED/SOFA... OMG!!!! =D

Today in the day nothing happened uh...
Feels so good to sleep 12 hours. LOL!
Freakin' hungry lah siot...
Coz I barely ate yesterday... Haha!
I drank milk only... Hehe...
Ok which means I didn't even eat. Chis...
I was awaken by a weird/funny dream... haha!
Did nothing ah seriously...
Apart from playing Sims 3 on my sister's iTouch?
I have no life? LoL! No lah...
OH YES! It was mum's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMAKU YANG TERSAYANG! =D
Eh so happy seh she allow me to stay over at the chalet.
At first it was a no, then it became a yes. WHEEE~! xD
My sistersaid she wanted to come along,
when she didn't even know what we were talking about. hahaha!
My whole family crazy one... Hehe! But I love them! xD
But I'm the craziest... LoL!

Then went online for a while...
Eh did I say in the previous post my song is almost complete?
I didn't eat and all coz I was completing my song...
Still not complete uh... Only left the last verse...Yay!
It's a very very slow song... hehe!
One day I am SO compiling all the songs I've made! =D
My OWN album lah kan... Hehe!
I need to work with others also lah...
Like my bestie, Shasha, and my brother (eh ajar main guitar ah! xD).
Shasha and a SINGER (eh singer siot! Jealous tak? LoL!),
made a song, and Shasha told me to sing the song...
I won't tell you who the singer is! *bluek* =P
None of the singapore idol uh, that's one thing...
And definitely not Aliff Aziz... He's a singer? Not in my eyes. xD

I went to Courts/Giant at night with my family...
Wasn't so fun at first... LoL...
Just felt insulted for a sec... Hehee...
But then okay already luh...
At Giant damn tired sia!
Play catching with my nephew Fiqry!
He was like not tired at all, and I was panting like a dog? xD
Then one part got ah this guy...
Around my age or younger? Don't care la!
Kept on looking at me sia... -.-
I thought he looking at his fren or what, but nobody near me sia...
Sheesh... Creepazoid...
And my sis said he was trying to attract my attention.
Seriously... NOT attracted. xD
Obviously I don't know him coz I have less than
20 malay guy friends, how can I forget
how these people look like. xD
Then went home around 11.30 PM.
Late or what sia... Haha! xD

Reached home only go online. Haha!
Chat with a few people...
People who thinks I can sing well... LoL!
And I get this "Why didn't go for Singapore Idol auditions?"
again... By so many different people already.
Peepz... Low-profile ah... No contests for me! xD
And now I'm trying to learn how to sing the song Shasha made.
Eh nice seh the song... I sing become nicer. LOL!
Just kidding lah... Haha!

Ouh yea at Giant I saw this orange pot...
Eh nice seh the orange! Hehehe!
Favourite colour akuuuu~! =D
Eh I talk so much ah!
3 more days my 4th month already sehh...
So fast!!! Haha! [Eh the way I say it like I'm pregnant seh!]
FOURTH MONTH with my boyfriend lah... LoL!
And I got a new song coming up... Yay! xD
that shall be the 4th song... =D
Okay lah!!! Gotta go!
Tomorrow must wake up at 9 AM sia...
Sedih hidup... Haha!
But I'll sleep at 2 AM! I wanna sing! xD
GOOD NIGHT! BYEEEEEEEEEE~! =D

Eh amacam leh lupa sak....
Thaqif accepted my friend request on Facebook! Yay! haha!
Eh his birthday just 2 days after mine seh! Hahaha!
But I'm one year younger uh... WHO CARES! xD
It's not like I'm interested... xD
Sunday, 7 June 2009;5:40 pm
Alamak jiwang seh title... LoL.
WELL2... I'm dead bored. B.O.R.E.D.
Eh I never blog seh yesterday!
Two days... I'm so jiwang...

As expected, my back became worse when I woke up.
Haha! Nobody even told me to sleep at 5 AM... xD
Chat with Shasha until 5 AM...
As if we didn't talk enough in the day...
What to do? I can't even sleep!
My back was in such pain!
And at 4++ I sneezed and the pain was like KCUF! -.-
I actually screamed uh... Hahaha!
Lucky nobody woke up... Hehee
Okay2 NEXTTTT...
In the day I was like alone at home most of the time..
Who gives a shit...
I got menstrual cramps anyway... Rather stay indoors...
While I was washing the dishes... I hear songs in my head...
OMG A NEW SONG! Hahaha!
So I sang it over and over again...
And I wrote it down...
Yea I write songs alright... Hehe
Hidden talent. LOL! xD
It's a Malay song again... Called "Tanpa Dirimu"
Translation... Without You.
I might change the title again... Hahas...
I freaking love it lah kan! xD
So far I only have the 1st verse and bridge...
It's under constructions... =D
And I'll only let certain people hear it! =)
At night gave mum her present...She loved it! YAY!
And today she's wearing it! Haha!
I have no idea why she wears a watch at home though... xD

Okay today, I was 30 minutes late for Madrasah...
Whatever lah still on time for my test...
I finished it within 5 minutes? LOL.
Then went home around 12.40 PM...
Until now ah rotting... Haha!
But I had fun chatting with some people... Haha!
Chat with a lot of people actually...
I sang some songs to practice my vocals...
I know I'm not performing anymore...
But it's for my own pleasure ah...
If I sing terrible... Not good you know! xD
I guess now I have to stop here...
I wanna continue writing my song...
Or maybe new songs...
Next Friday is my 4th month with dear...
Maybe I should make him a song? LoL!
I've made songs for my old crushes,
but I never make one for my own boyfriend... Haha!
No inspirations yet uh...
Got some songs... But I'll just sing, then I forget. xD
One thing for sure, I'll never publish my songs online. =)
Okay lahhh I've gotta go now!! BYE!! =)

Sometimes I wonder... And think of my old thinking concept...
I always don't want to have a boyfriend...
And the promise was, I can have a boyfriend after my O's...
And just months after my O's I'm attached. =S
With someone I least expect...
Seriously seh I didn't like my boyfriend back in secondary school. xD
To me, when he kept on turning back
and looking at me, was very annoying. LOL!
I agreed to take a photo with him during graduation day
also for one cause... I won't be seeing him ever again. xD
Skali he became my boyfriend ah sia! Haha!
Almost every week I see him at least once. xD
I was so confident I would end up with someone else...
So were everyone else...
But you know... It's all fated.
Expect the unexpected as they say. xD
I'm still wondering...
How would life be like if I'm single now...
Gosh... Life would be wild... Haha!
Or maybe still in the lala land stuck with one crush? xD
Oh well... I don't regret having a boyfriend...
I learnt alot... And the feeling of being loved
instead of devoted to someone without response
is wonderful! GREAT! xD
Ok I'm being random. xD
Saturday, 6 June 2009;4:18 am

Muke tak perlu, aku tau... xD
Seriously I don't care what judgements people make... =)


2 Geeks? Haha! Both my specs...
But he's wearing the one I wear to school...


Actually the true fact only one geek uh... Me.. xD


Dah bez exam aper lagiii lepak uhhh... xD


My favourite hangout venue! Esplanade!


Me & The silly faces I make... LoL!


Oh YES! I love shopping! Haha! Someone spotted us at Bugis?
I don't know who coz he knows how I look like,
but I don't know how he looks like... xD
Some old friends of mine uh... Add at MSN but never chat. xD

I love this photo!! xD


Standard gak.. Mac 'N Cheese!!! =D


I shared that with my boyfriend... Romantic? NOT.
Haha! His parents are opposite us? xD
;2:11 am
WOHOOO~! EXAMS OVER!!!
And here I am to update on the days I miss out...
Actually no uh... Haha! I'm uodating about
my meet-his-parent session and today!
I shall start with the PAST.
Oh by the way... I've been listening to Thaqif's covers uh...
Sial ah... Melting sia! His voice freaking nice siot! xD
Minus point... He looks super geeky...
WHO CARES! HIS VOICE IS HEAVENLY! o.o...
Eh not easy okay for a local Malay voice to melt my heart! xD

So what happened last Saturday?
Can't elaborate much coz I forgot... xD
Eh 1 week already sia...
I remembered I was super duper nervous...
Semi-emo uh coz I was stressed over school stuff also...
I was sooooo quiet during the lunch...
We ate at Swensen's... I know! So expensive...
I feel so akward seh, first time already eat at expensive place...
felt like eating fries only sia... Hahaha!
Coz I already ate pizza at home...Full sia...
Overall I think his family was friendly and all...
Difficult for me lah since I come from a shy family... LOL.
Then we went separate ways...
Me & dear went to watch Monsters Vs. Aliens....
EH GREAT SHOW SEH... Haha!
"He's a man! Just look at his boobs!"... LOL! Something like that la...
I forgot the actual line... xD
Didn't get to spend much time with him...
After movies straight away went home...
Haha we're a good couple... Be home by 8.30 PM latest. xD
I don't wanna get scoldings, he don't wanna leave bad impressions.
I remember I saw Judy! Haha!

Ok today!!
The easiest paper of the week...
Unfortunately I had insufficient time to complete the paper
and was utterly disappointed with myself...
Saw my 2 line post before this? Yeap...
I was also distracted by that...
Common sense lah what happened!
Cannot be coz I quarrelled with my father right? xD
I didn't have such a good sleep the night before...
I was having my gastrics...
So I started to become weak...Stomach hurt like !@#$...
Then I cannot write fast...
Seriously I know the facts well seh... Haiz...
Nevermind... Insya'Allah can pass...

Then like all the way my heart was crying uh...
I just try to overcome that feeling with happiness...
I just laughed and joked a lot with my bestie, Shasha...
We went for breakfast at Mac...Then we played bowling...
First I was okay uh... Hahas... I lost lah overall...
I got over 138 I think... Shasha got 147 was it? I forgot..
I lost focus in the second game
when I saw lots of ITE guys...
My mind is not in the game already...
AND NOT INTO THOSE GUYS HELLO...
It's like I don't know uh I suddenly think about my guy..
All those memories uh...
I was like soooooo close to crying...
But I just held back my tears...
I think I've cried enough the previous night...
I REALISED I DIDN'T CRY TODAY! Yay! Hehe!
Well these few days I've been crying a lot lately...
Maybe I'm stressed, or simply have my own reasons... =P
So the result was, kept on getting gutter...
At least got one strike seh! Haha!
Note to self: Don't play bowling when broken hearted.

I played two games...
The last throw for the 1st game, I heard a crack sound at my back
when I threw the ball... and then the pain comes.
Shit. The backache has returned..
I've been having this backache since March seh... -.-
It comes and go... But the come is way longer than the go. x(
I went to the doctor, he said muscle...
But I don't think so uh...
I wanna go for an X-ray one day...
Seriously uh... It has been too long...

Many more incidents that happened today
which made my condition more worse uh...
Whatever uh with my backache... Fed up siol... -.-
Then went to Interchange with Shasha...
We bought our mothers' presents...
Then we just window-shopped...
Shasha bought shades... I didn't buy anything...
Then we went to my house...
After I prayed...And seriously changed my looks...
Haha I looked sick when I went to school...
Before going to school I look in the mirror ah...
Gosh I look depressed... Haha!
Didn't bother to even put on eyeliner...
But before going out I put on some makeup uh...
Since I'm going to town...

Went to Bugis... Entered Iluma for the first time...
Wow new mall and so empty.... Nice. xD
They are terrible in marketing and retailing la oi! xD
They need people with RETAIL MANAGEMENT diploma
to help them promote their mall... EHEM! Kan? Kan? xD
Then we went to chill/lepak at my favourite
hang out place which is Esplanade...
We set there for a very long time? LOL!
We wanna know more about each other lah...
Not VERY long time uh... Quite okay...
Coz I lepak longer with Mai before... Nyehehe! xD
I learnt LOTS of stuffs from Shasha!
That's why I LOOOVVVEEE to hear her stories! Haha!
Coz my friends all innocent decent types...
Don't know anything about these stuffs...
So when I got a friend who knows more about
the wilder side of life... Wah so fun to hear! Haha!
I'd be so interested in the convo ah... xD Jakun sak...

Then we went home...
Shasha spilled her drink at a wrong place... Haha! xD
Overall I had a blast uh, ignoring the backache that is...
Thanks for the great day Shasha...
You stay strong aites!
You told me not to be emo right? Haha!
Stay cheerful as always ok! Don't be sad...
Take it as a challenge from God okay babe! =)

I want to sleep already ahhh...
Okay ah I post the pictures then go to sleep...
tomorrow got 4e3 meeting seh...
malas nyer aku nak bangon pagi!!
Why 12 PM seh... 2 PM AH! xD
I wake up at 12 seh...
See ah! Holiday also must wake up early... -.-
Okay2... Gotta go! BYEEEEE~!
One more paper to go... RELIGIOUS CLASS!
Thursday, 4 June 2009;4:30 pm
Are you tired of me already...?
Sorry...
Tuesday, 2 June 2009;1:59 pm
Seriously... I'm in such a dilemma...
Am I really ready to wear the scarf...
I mean, yea it's compulsory...
And we all don't have much time left in this world...
I don't feel like I'm ready...
But do I have much time left to repent afterward?
Okay how about...
I go to school like normal...
but outside school I wear? Urgh! I don't know!
People might think otherwise of me... =S
Should start slow... First of all..
Reduce on my tight shirts... Difficult seh...
Almost all tight... xD

I said I won't blog but I'm dead bored
and hate to revise CSA...So I blog.
2 papers are done...
POM was okay lah...
Microeconomics, I have a feeling I might do well for it.
Since it is my MOTT FAVOURITE subject!
Hopefully lah... Insya'Allah...
Half way through the paper I got stomach ache...
Shit sia... Totally lost concentration!
Around 5 minutes or so I was okay already...
After this I'm gonna pray, eat medicine,
and have a short nap before I revise CSA...
I'm having a cold... Sheesh! I sneeze like...
UNCOUNTABLE NUMBER OF TIMES!
Irritating ah when I keep on sneezing during the exam! -.-

I was supposed to go to the clinic
to seek treatment for my eyes...
but I couldn't be bothered, so yea... Hehe!
I think it's a waste of money and time! =)
I rather spend the time sleeping...
than bore myself to death waiting for the number!
Goosshhhh I can't stop thinking about 4E3's Chalet!
I'm so excited for it!!!
I hope it'll be a blast! Whee~! xD

Went out with Mai yesterday...
We saw OM Tan... OMG... Haha!
Still wear smart clothings with running shoes... LoL!
Seriously, call the fashion police... xD
Saw Natasha and some other juniors...
Who are currently seniors in JYSS... DUH~! haha!
I still remember the time when I took my Malay O's...
I remember I didn't went home straight after school..
HAHA! Biaserrrr jugakkk!! xD
All the best for the results sec 4s!
I love my Malay result only... LoL!
Coz it's the only A, sadly.. xD
Rabakk perr... haha! well, I'm still grateful. =)
At least I'm in my beloved TP already kan? =D

Anyway, there's a slight change in plans... Haha!
I'm going to my sister's house for a while...
Maybe I go home first after that...
Sick lah dey...
ARGHH! TOMORROW CSA! Mati, mati... Tentu mati... xD
Okay lah all the best for the exams peepz!
3 more days! Go Go Go!!!!
After that.... ENJOY AH!! [and finish up your projects please! x)]
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The name's Kirin
Currently In TP, Business School
Under Retail Management
Born on 121092
Status? Of coz single!
Who gets married at the age of 16?
But I am attached already.

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