Helooo!! Wah! Juz now luckily ar my dad remind me to go tuition! Die2 I tot today is wednesday! How fast time flies! Hehe! I even fogot date and day! haha! Lucky finish hwk oredy liao! Haha! And for the Surds and Indices...I can't believe a question det lotsa ppl dunno...I KNOW! Hahaha! Got cocky for a sec! Hahaha! I got nth much to say really...For today is a boring day! Haha! LOVE playing Diner Dash on my sis PSP! Hahas! And CAN'T WAIT TO GO TO WILD2 WET!!! Hahas! Wif my BESTFRENZ! Yea they r sisters....Hahahas! It's on the 5th of Dec...So yea! I'm excited! Hahas! For those of you who wanna come...Sure! Come along! Bring ur own stuffs! Last but not least...Ur own money! Hahaha!

Heluuuuu Everybodyz...! How's holiday so far? Boring? Busy? Fun? Oklah wadeva...Well my holiday sure sucks! Haha! Went cycling wif my frenz juz now...Now I feel giddy for no reason...-.-...I guess it muz have been the rain...Wen I play the swing at Sun Plaza Park oso like wanna thow up liddet...Hahas! Well I had a blast juz now...So called...Haha!

It was raining heavily at Tamp...like Duh...So early in the journey I fell oredy...my jeans torn abit...n my knee too! No blood! Haha! So I dun reli give a damn...Hahas! But it hurts la at ferst...The bicycle was damn tall and heavy...! -.=....So we cycled to Ain's hse frm Diyana's hse...Coz the rain was too heavy! She gave us cheese cake! MMMMMM!!! LOVE IT! Hahas! We sat there for quite a while...At least until Barbie and The Nutcracker was over...hahas! Den we cycled to TM...We parked our bicycle at the sports centre there...And then walked to TM... At the interchange...Got this fat and stumpy clown asking for donation...With their hair BLONDE when they are Malays! Yerp! You've got it! MAT REP! Very the fucker sia det kid...Wen he calls me kakak...which is big sister in malay...means RESPECT ME AR! I say i dun wanna give him money n walked off...U think I wanna trust those kind of people? And then he said sumtyng bout my sweater! None of ur business wad he said...He relly pushed my red button! I insulted him out loud ar! Think I care he wanna beat me up? What? Transexual? Beat up girls!? -.-
Where's his lisence? I nvr call police gud enuf...-.-...

Den we walk2 at TM...den ate at McDonalds...As usual...Fillet...But Freaking full! Coz I ate Mudpie b4 det! Hahas! Yumminess sey that ice cream! hahas! When the rain starts to drizzle...we set off to Sun Plaza Park...Had a race...I WON! Haha! Can't say I cheat ar...I DID told Maizurah where to stop! I shout leh n she looks as if she heard det...Juz fated for me to win...If nt i 2nd ar! Haha! Tiring sia! Den we play the swing...Giddiness starts...Feel like throwing up! So I didn't swing so high...Only for a moment...! hahas! Den we play at the playground...Den we go off...Den after buying sumtyng at the Shop N Save den we go home...

At home I ate steak....Oh ya! Yesterday at chilli crab as a family! I LOVE family togetherness! And I LOVE Chilli Crab! hahas! My dad cooked it! I guess that's all...Hahas! Gtg! Bye2! Wanna play PSP Diner Dash ar! Hehe! Bubbye! Take care!

It's 6.55 a.m. in the morning and I'm blogging....Totally what the hell...Argh I can't sleep! Stomach ache feels like $%#@ sia...I dreamt I went to USA...Haha! Macam paham...Wif some peepz...Seriously I dunno who they are...Den I got a freaking stomach ache in the dream! A sudden want to vomit...Ugh..! But the pain was too excruciating that it made me realise...Eh...This is no dream...I really have a stomach ache! -.-....And I twist n turn myself on my bed...Wondering what's the cause of the pain...I really thought it was one of those normal stomach aches I usually get due to gas la...But this time...it was even worse...I look outside the window...WHAT!? The sun haven't even rose yet! -.-....I off my air-con coz I tot it made me have gastric pain due to the extreme cold! Haha! But guess not...Wen I on my fan and lied down on my bed...And then it got worse! Den i sit up an out it comes! But I closed my mouth n was choking duh..I quickly rushed to my kitchen but near the entrance of my kitchen...on the living room side...I couldn't hold them in my hands nimore...There was too much of it! All the way I spilled some vomit..! YUCKS! I tot of stopping at the kitchen sink...To think again...THERE WERE DISHES! Spilled some there too! XD

In the toilet I was like a Pontianak with my hair super messy...I held the sink firmly and it came out like it was from a tap! Eeeee! I hate the feeling! Gasping for air! And the floor was covered with vomit and so was my hair and my sweater! Shampooed my hair oredy...Wash the sweater oredy...! Practically the whole Mee Goreng Seafood I ate from Habibi yesterday came out...! I wanted to stop...But the sight and smell an taste of the vomit juz made me continue! WORST morning I've ever had in 2007! And YES! This IS worse den school! 6 a.m.???! Hello? Everyone was sleeping! And now I'm wide awake! I slept at 2.30 a.m. yesterday! That's less den 5 hours of sleeping! The last time I vomit was when in 2003! I Was primary 5 back then!

Had to wipe the floor like Cinderella...Haha! But the gud part is...my stomach seems a li' flat now..! Haha! Coz after I vomit...It was toilet time! Damn! Wth is happening in my digestive system!? Now...I STILL have a stomach ache...Like got gas liddet...But I think the cause here is food poisoning...Oh yea there she comes! MIGRANE! Not enough sleep! Argh! How do you sleep when you're not sleepy!? Oh man...My bro's perfume makes things worse for me...ARGH! Oh well better be going...I might as well get some rest after my dad gave me 2 tablets for food poisoning...Luckily it was tiny! I HATE big pills! I'll stop here! Good Morning! =)

Hmm...Sometimes...I just feel I can get out from this world I'm stucked in...I always have to lie to myself...My true feelings...My true identity...That person in me impatiently wanting to come out...I wish it can juz come out...And that special person that I always dream about and usually can't see the face becoming a real person....If only I meet someone like him...Losing frenz...Wad can I say...People change...Especially when they have more new frenz...My wish come true bout having more frenz...But who cares...? They are juz online frenz...hmm...If only we can be real frenz...This is pathetic! I'm certain I'm gonna change after secondary school! And any assholes who broke my heart once...Forget it! I'm gonna ignore them! Straighten things up with them...And it'll be goodbye...This is not what I want...But the tirade will not go on forever...I'll show the world who I am...And nobody will be able to determine my future anymore...! I'm tired of the people around me...As if I don't know some are hypocrites....So what...they dun appreciate me after I appreciated them so much...Den it's goodbye since I guess it'll make em' happy...Niwaes...Kinda sleepy oredy...Sun's rising soon...So better get some rest now! Bye!

Oh yea! Here's the Bangkok Trip picts I promised you guys...But that's not all...Gotta wait sumore for me to add the picts to this slide show! So...Enjoy while waiting? hahaha!

Helo! Today, I went swimming with my lil cuzzies! REALLY exhausting! Coz...Go to the medium pool...muz carry the small azurah...den wanna race la wad la...phew damn tiring! den to the abit deeper pool, muz carry amirul n liyana at the same tym! PHEW! Haha! Tiring babe! Haha! And so we swam and swam and swam and REALLY enjoyed ourselves! Hehe! Syiok! Didn't get to swim erm...exercise? Haha! Well I did la..Carry weights? Haha! Ok wadev... Such a sunny waether in the pool is like...ahhh....heaven....HAHAHA! Den I was walking towards the swimming complex...At the inline hockey area...gt some competition...Den dey go n on Ayo Technology...Ala...My bf Justin Timberlake knows ar I was passing by....Dets y he dedicate the song to me...! HAHAHAHA! "She wants it...SO...I gotta give it to her!"-Justin Timberlake... Hahaha! Simple LUUURRRVVVEEE That Song!

Helu2! Sori la long tym no update...Kinda dull yea my life this week...Hahaha! So...Went to my lil' cuzzie's house and stay overnight there...! At least I have something to talk about right??

(Now...I'm like staring at my laptop screen...for 10 mins coz I dunno wad to say..XD)
(Make that 15 mins? ahaha!)
I went to my cuzzie's house at Toa Payoh...My grandma and another cuzz also stayed overnight there...I don't know why...I was hungry like...THE WHOLE NIGHT! Even though I ate in the day! Haha! Weird...Me and Nadhirah...We talked like until 5 a.m. in the morning and yea woke up at 11.30 a.m... Sleepy beb! Kept on having stupid sudden headaches...-.=....

When I reach there yesterday...They on 'Takle Angkat Beb!'....Which was....SUPER FUNNY!..."Main game nampak? Main game nampak?"...Hahaha! Bacer blog aku nmpk? Bacer blog aku nmpk? Hahaha! Ok sorry for those non-malays yea...Haha if u didn't get wad I say that part...Not important niwaes...After that...those kids kept on asking me to play this PS2 game, Bully, and they kept on 'bowing down' on me hahaha! And calling me the pro master coz I was gud at that game! Haha! Cute kids! Haha! It was their parents bdae yesterday! Oh yea kak yaya's oso! Happy birthday darling! Haha! Back to the story...It's like GEREKNESS! Same bdae as ur husband! Haha! So my uncle gave my aunt a bouquet of roses...(ROMANTICNESS!)...Den Amirul, my pri 3 cuzzie snatched the flower from his mom, came to me with it and said..."Will You Marry Me?"...I was like...O.O...Hahaha! Coz since he was pri 1...my other cuzzies all say he has a crush on me...! At ferst I dun believe ar...like crap...But he likes to gaze at me...and then smile2 to himself...haha! Cute la! I still take it as he love me as a big sister la! Hahas! Crap la small kid like sum1 6 yrs older...=.=....Hahas! If liddet i love him too la sey! Haha! So...after that we ate cake...YUMMY! Haha! Den we talk2 dirty all 6 of us! hahaha! Oh well...had fun while it lasted...Kids nowadays...hahaha! We played, sing, joke like till 3 a.m...Den it was juz me n Nad talking until 5 a.m. kip on saying we're damn hungry! Hahaha! It was fun la staying at their house!

Den today went to Toa Payoh Interchange...WAH! Like the clothes super cheap la sia! Haha! Bought 4 clothes! NICE! Haha! So cheap! Such gorgeous stuffz for $3 or $5??!! You guys (referring to shopping maniac galz!) out there! HIT TOA PAYOH INTERCHANGE!! You won't regret! Beautiful dress...blouse...Arh! Haha! Den I saw this ???t-shirt design printing shop???...Hahaha! Oh well...Urm if we have our own shirt...Juz print the design...It's $3 each n NO DISCOUNT!...T-shirt n printing...$12...WITH DISCOUNT...if we pay as a class la...Juz browsing the shops for my fellow classmates from 3e3-4e3! Hehe! And now...My cuzzies are in my house...Today, tomorrow n the following day...Is BABYSITTING day...Haha! Dey say dey wanna test me coz I say I wanna have 4 kids...-.-..Haha! Ok la guys....12.25 oredy...Better get some rest yea! Guddie Nites Nites! =)
(Nak tido nmpk? Nak tido nmpk?) Hahaha! Ok2 ignore me! hahaha! 2moro i'll hav a better post den dis la k? n sori for the picts la...cudden find the tym peepz...=)

Wheeee~! Helo peepz! I'm back from bangkok! Actually on Sunday oredy In Singapore la...Duno why the *toot* when the plane reached changi airport...I heard a national day song in my head...O.o...Miss my country much? Hahaha! The flight was so early! So sleepy la yesterday...Miss my laptop!!! And you've guessed it! The ferst thing I took in the house was my laptop! Hehehe! I didn't even unpacked first...! haha! I was VERY pissed off by my father! Sheesh! Since we were still in Bangkok Airport...Urgh! VERY irritating! Since we reached Bangkok...Until we LEFT! I'm pissed off by him! And ESPECIALLY by my menstrual cramps! Fuck it la...Make me lose my smile on a shopping spree! Argh! So freaking painful sia! Especially when you barely eat! You think I WANT to eat properly when the restaurants food has pork?! NO WAY! I only ate cereal! That's the only Halal food! And egg since like DUH it's Halal! Hahas! Oso I drank big gulp there! The place is 'infested' with 7 Eleven and stray dogs! Geez! SCARY BIG DOGS! I was paranoid wherever I went! Haha! Arhh! A Dog! haha! Kip on Shrieking! XD I have phobia of dogs! Hahas!

Friday..16th November 2007....
Ate at the airport...Couldn't finish it...too much! The ice tea sux! LoL! At 5 liddat, took Jet Star Asia to Bangkok! Reached there around 7 Bangkok tym...8 sing tym...Took a cab to my hotel...Grand Tower Inn Hotel...Very grand I tell ya! Haha! It's juz 3 Stars...Hahas! Still...Got bath tub la sia!But I didn't bathe...Only showered...No tym la sey! Shower oso dey complain long la wad la...I had some 'problems' in the toilet! Haha! I reli tot i wanted to shit...didn't even had the thing in mind that the time has come for me! Darn it! So I reached the hotel b4 my brother n mother...Wif my dad only...He slept yea...And snores...My ears! So i sat on the couch wif Mr Teddy! Hehe! And watch dis teenage dangdut competition! Haha! Their voice...omg...So funny! hahaha! But their dresses are all made by their mother or father...Sial ar! SO NICE! Jeles sak...Haha! I snoozed for a sec...haha! After my mum came denmy dad went to my bro's room and den I slept...Kinda late! Hahas! Oh yea! The view of the clouds when you are in the kky is GORGEOUS! Hahas! Fluffy candy floss! Hahas!

Saturday..17th November 2007....
It's Shopping Spree Day Baby! Hahahas! HEAVEN!!! hahas! Except for the part that I had to wake up early and ate at a place without a Halal sign! Sheesh! Won't be doing THAT again! Haha! Juz ate scrambled eggs n bread for breakfast n 2 small bowls of cereal...And suffer coz of hunger at night! Haha! Damn those vendors! All sell pork!!! And the only halal and cheap food stall is CLOSED! Wtf?! Argh! Haha!

In the morning...Went to Chaktuchak...The best shopping place...ON EARTH! Haha! The menstrual cramps spoils it all! Grr...! Sorry family members for ruining your day...Couldn't help it! Huahaha! Didnt even ASK for it! SO I bought a puma bag, a black bag wif flowers on it and a pencil case to match! A long skirt, a pink n black tee...red PJs!...a stripy brown n white sweater with a hood!...a black sneakers with pink star...3 cat shirt for my kitty cats!...voodoo doll keyhains for my frenz...3 hair accesories...Chanel shades...a pair of ear rings...Anna Sui glitter liquid eye shadow...Maybelline XXL Intense mascara...Dets all I think for the day...Hahas! Den go back hotel...sleep...We went to this animal section...OMG! HEAVEN! hahas! ANIMALS!!! CUTE!!! Puppiess all around! Getting their bath! Hahas! Cute la sia! and 4 chubby kittens! Roses among the thorns! Hahas! The cat bed was lyk super cheap! Saw exotic creatures...Squirrel!! So bad sia...they are nt meant to be caged! Or even dressed up! They put on a that for that poor squirrel! I'll put up the puppies video for u guys! The irritating voice is me like duh! Haha! Couldn't resist saying "CUTENYERRR"...hahaha!

Den At 6 go out again to the night bazaar...Syiok ar! Haha! In the day my bro scold me coz I irritate him coz of my father's irritation! Like duh! Who's NOT irritated by him? And at night it was his turn! KWANG3!!!! Haha! And so I bought 2 more voodoo keychains, 2 notebooks, a white tshirt, a black cardigan, a pair of glittery brown slippers, a wth egg toy...now burst oredy! XD...A keychain wif my name on it...My Most Beautiful KEYCHAIN!...A friendship band...And tidbits...And..BROKE! Haha! Might have missed on one or two stuff thou...Bought too many stuffz! Haha! It was the BEST DAY of my life! Except for the part where my dad spoils my day and menstrual cramps! Sheesh! My bro bought this durian crackers thingy...SIAL ARH! SUPER NICE BODOH! Hahaha! I took the TukTuk...Whee! So Syiok! Haha! Very scary thou...I had to sit on the base...-.-...No space...Sheesh! And he kept on talking bout tiger show! WTF!? Urmmm it has no tigers on the show...but whores selling their bodies and yarh...U get it alright! haha! Blegh! Haha! Cheap girls! XD Den we went for massage! My dad n bro went for the Thai Massage...While Me n my mum went for the foot massage...I got a cute massag-er haha! Duh it's a guy...-.=....His smile...Ahhh...!! So SWEET!!! SO CUTE!! XDD At first the massage was ok...I HATE THE ENDING! he crawled up my leg starting from my knee! Argh! Super ticklish! And WTF! He went up till my very very very upper thigh! Ala...You know where la...MOLESTER!!! I was like EEEEKKKK!! lucky it for a moment only...It looks so ODD if u were to see it! Especially when it's a HE! You know wad it looks like....XP it makes me SICK! Lucky he's handsome and skinny sia! If not my legs would break if he's fat! Haha! Huhu...! I hav a crush on a Thai boy! haha! Wadeva la kirin...XD Go hotel pack back n sleep! B4 det we were lost! -.- The taxi driver didn't know the way to our hotel! Oh yea we tok this pict den they put it in a glass! Coolness! 3D pict! Hehe! $40! Wudden pay that much if it isn't cool ryte? haha! But my mum paid that la...

Sunday...18th November 2007....
Aww man....It's my last day in Bangkok! I'll miss that freaking place! Had a crisis wif my dad! Didn't even bother to talk to him! But at airport he suddenly nyc...Like wth...Split peronality? O.o....We got separate seats in the plane! Huhuhu! Freedom! Haha! But I didn't get the window part...Sit in between of ladies...The one at the window is a Thai lady...sial arh...all the way she look at me sia...Scary... I draw, she look I sit lyk normal she look....i look out the window, she look...I was like why the heck is she staring at me?? O.o...Weird sia! Haha! Amazed by me maybe? Haha! I got a damn freaking headache+stomach ache=dizzy n feel like vomitting! So I juz open det 'table' and went to sleep...Before that, I noticed the lady beside me looked at me again, and followed my action...Haha! Told ya she's amzed by my brilliant ideas! Haha! And my designs of coz! haha! The flight was FUN! Every flight is! Hehe! And when we reached Singapore...I heard this in my brain...~>This is home...Truly...Where I know I must be...This is where I won't be Alone...For this is where I know it's home!...<~ Hahaha! Weird la sia! Haha! Did I really miss Singapore det much? O.o...Haha! And the quarell starts again wif my dad! How the hell can his fren think i'm his 2nd wife?! WTF is det supposed to be?! Blind or sumtyng old man? I have taste you see...Haha! We had our meal at the canteen there...den we went home! =) All the way NOT talking to my dad...Juz piss me off u c...Grrr....!

That's all folks! Hahas! Picts will be uploaded soon...Most probably next week? Hahas! I'll try to make a slide show yea! Tick tock tick look at the time! 3.51 a.m.! Gud nyte n sweet dreams!

Hey Peepz...I'm leaving in urm...half an hour time...From my house det is...Hehe! I'm going to Thailand! Bangkok! I'm gonna mish you guys...Especially my buddies! Whether I come back safely or not...Only God knows...Hope I do come back safely! Erk! Kinda scared oso leh to go there...Can't blog very long...Get some nagging from my dad later on! Sheesh! For those of you who are my best of the best frenz...Like duh...Of coz I'll buy you guys sumthing! Hehe! So I'll be back on the 18th of November...Eh gtg la sey! Nid to transfer dis, transfer det in the computer...Hehe! K la! Bubbye! Gonna Mish You! And blogging! Hahas! BYE!

Heluu...! Today is BERRY the fun! Haha! Except for the morning part...Got two test...Sheesh! Physics sure fail la sey....Hmm...Yesterday designed the class tee for fun! Hahas! Not told but I did it for fun so if ppl wanna critic they can juz zip up their bloody mouth! Hahas! Very emo la...Dark angel with the future 4e3-ians names on the wings! With vectors all over...Actually the best drawing I've ever drew! DREWW!!!! Haha! Ok siao! Had a lil' quarell with my bo yesterday..It's like not that i'm dumb n dun cre bout my studies...You see I have no passion for science even an INCH! For art...Gosh...YARDS! Hahas! But people sy later no future, expensive subject...So I chose 3e3...And I'M SUFFERING!!! Haha! I didn't say I hate maths ok! I kinda love it...KINDA! Haha! Went to conert my money and got 2290 Baht but my bro gimme some extra so now it's 2500 Baht! Whee~! SHOPPING!!! Haha!

Hmm...uz now asked a few of my frenz bout the design...They love it! =) Except for Hui Peng...Urmm...I dunno what expression was that...Haha! Maybe she was juz busy with band la...But I design for the girls only...Maybe ask syafiqah to design for the boys one...Dunno la! Haha! Jersey seems crappy wappy to me...Design once and TOTALLY no nice...NO! Not because I drew it! Haha! Oh well lets move on! So after the test went home, go out again with mumzies to Geylang...Walk here, walk there...Saw some GORGEOUS Fabrics and Cloths...Simply purrrfecto to make a dress that I have design! Hehehe! As IF I'm so free...Haha! Juz watch out...After my 'O' Level...It's the sewing course...And after that! ALLL my baju raya will be tailor made! BY ME! Hahas! Den went to have our lunch eat mee kuah...Sheesh! Taste like metal la the soup! Blegh! Den went to TKC...den go home...Den go out wif my mum n sis go Tamp Interchange...Eat sumore...Haha! And go home...I eat like a pig yesterday and today...Haha! Yesterday...Drank 2 big cups of bandung...eat not so much dets why my stomach grumbled this morning during geo test! LOL! Every month sure got this period of time when I become so...so..umm...Greedy? Haha! Signs...Haha! And juz a few minutes ao was reading my diary...Haha! Some goons actually fell for my trick! Hahas! To think again...How dumb that person is...Now i REALLY REALLY hate that person! And juz now I even forgot how many times I said 'f**k la..! HAHAHA!'....Kip on saying that n laf! Haha! Well lyk duh of coz la becoz of det guy...Seeing how stupid I was to believe him...And I even mentioned say I feel guilty if I let him go! Hahaha! Oh well...I did that and I didn't feel guilty...I feel FREEE!!! Haha! From a person who ALWAYS makes me cry and break my heart! And he best part is we don't meet he can do all THAT! What if we meet?! Dun even wanna think about it...He's the last person on Earth I wanna meet now...Sheesh...! K lars! Gtg! Got some tuition homewerkz undone here! Adios AMIGOS! =)

Helo everybodyz!! Sorry yesterday nvr blog... I was umm...'busy'...Haha! Forgot... Coz I chat all the way sey...! Hahas! Yesterday I went out wif Aiha, Maizurh's younger sis...My bestie too! Hahas! Well I was late! Haha! My cat peed blood? Hahas! I dunno but it was seriously gross n there was blood on my mum's bed! YUCKS! I HATE the sight of blood!

We juz went to the interchange...Just to waste tym! Haha! Coz all I wanted to buy was a pen refill which I can buy from Big Bookshop which is so close to my house! Haha! Sooooo long since I went out with her that time...! Hahas! After buying the refill, we just walked around TM...saw this furry pen! Pink like candy floss! Hehe! Like duh! Of coz I bought it! Haha! [And today I realise the ink sucks! Lke drying oredy...Too bad but the pen is still nice!] After that we went to CS...Aiha saw this sweater? Oh wadeva...Let's stick wif shirt! Haha! Which was DAMN EXPENSIVE! $32!!?? I can buy a bag with that! Hahaha! So we walked around CS, TM and the shops everywhere at Tampines Interchange...And finally we saw it at TM level 2...we forgot to go there...-.-...Our legs were damn tired! Haha!

At home juz on the comp, watch HAIRSPRAY at the same time...chat and friendster! Haha! Daily routine! Hahas! Juz now go remedial...YAY! Finally it's friday! And TUITION!!! Hahas! I dunno y but I always enjoy my tuition lessons! Hahas! Unlike the lessons in school...-.-...BORING! Haha! Alamak! Still haven't ask the teacher his name! LoL! As per normal, I always have a question to ask him after the lesson! Haha! Today so many people...So paiseh wanna ask... Niwaes I was WAYYY at the back and I can hardly see the board! -.-....I was late niwaes...Haha! My fault too! Go home buy Fish Ole from KFC...And eat at home! Hahas! I guess dets all...Sleepy lar sey! Haha! Bubbye! Nytez!

DIYANA!!! Why did you tell me I can't eat Mars!!!! *SoBx!* My Fave Choc in the world!!! ARGH!!! Hahas! Yesterday I went to City Hall with Diyana, Ain n Maizurah...FUN!! Haha! The whole day we were talking dirty! haha! And diyana and ain...u guys are SO disgusting! I have no relationship with that bear! hahaha! Siak! XD

Niwaes...I saw CHRISTINA at Polar...Sheesh! She said oi...I act lyk I dunno her! Huahaha! XD SOMEBODY was angry! Hahas! Like all the way she try to find fault with me la! Haha! She said I've put on weight...Haha! I say I happy la not working there nimore dets y can put on weight! HAHA! Take that! LoL! And we looked at each other like wanna fight! Hahaha! Think i scared ar? Hahahahaha! Get a break! Dis friday we r going to Cik Rozita's house! Yay! Oh ya! She told us how she disciplines her son! OMG!!! Her son get a 95 for his exam and gets beatings la sia! She's some perfectionist!All the while the son got 100 for his exams! Sheesh! His aggregate is 267! OMG!!!! ARGH! So freaking clever!! Jealousness! Haha! Except for the discipline part yea! Haha! And so we went to Marina Square food court and eat rice! I was like some vegetarian! Haha! All the side dishes on my plate was veggies! Long beans and egg plants! YUMMY! Favourite veggies! Haha!

And so we went to window shopping n shopping after that! Hahas! I bought a bag! YaY! Hahas! So now total only... 14 bags? argh! lost count...Hahaha! But I wasn't lying! There could be more! I juz forgot! Haha! And when I go to Bangkok...Add 2-3 more to that list! Haha! Ok so wad if i'm a bag freak? Haha! It's called collection...XD After that we went to Suntec...At Carrefour was where the bear incident happened. Kan Diyana and Ain? Haha! Perverts! After that we went to Donut Factory! DAMN! I'm addicted to it!!!! DOUBLE CHOC AND MINT CHOC!!! MUZ HAVE DONUT!!! Haha! I bought a total of 4 donuts! At 3 at the spot and another one I ate this morning! Mmmm...! I WANT MOREE!!! Hahas! Obsessed with them! haha! I'll grow fat if I were to werk there! Haha! Den we went home... School is SUPER BORING I tell you! Why must life be SOOO boring...Haha! Oh ya! The Sims Life Stories Cannot Play sia! Bloody in the hell! Pain in the ass la seyy...

On Sunday, it's a baby sitter day! Haha! I took care of my lil cuzzies almost the whole day! Bring them out, buy them stuffs! Haha! And like imagine all those 4 kids are my children! WOW! haha! Well I really want 4 kids! =) I know that sounds alot...But NOT enough! Haha! I LOVE kids! Hahas! I guess dets all! I'll have to stop here! Bye!

Hey Peepz! FINALLY! It's FRIDAY!! Eh I suddenly don't feel that feeling like I wanna cry when I listen to the song at my frenster...This means...I'm OVER the past!!! WHEEE~! Hahas! I can carry on with life now...I only love 1 PERSON! Hahas! DUDE HARLINO!!!!! Cinta banget same cowok itu!!! Hahas! I said I love that guy so much in Indonesia...Haha! I'm NEVER sick of his SUPER SWEET smile! DUDE COWOK GANTENG GWE!! Haha! I dun wanna translate det for you! Haha!

Niwaes...Yesterday was my first day of tuition! And I swear it was GREATTTTT!!! Hahaha! No I don't sound nerdy! Haha! I asked the teacher LOTSSS of questions! Hahas! Except for one...What the heck is his name?? O.o....Haha! Cold lar the room! Hahas! Shermeen is also in the same class as me! So only 1 friend! Hahas! Didn't talk toher niwaes...Busy concentrating! Night class! Hahas! NO MALAY AT ALL!!! So....HAPPY!! Haha! I can concentrate much more easily! Hahas! There are only 2 boys...2 QUIET chinese boys! And the tutor...He Rawkz! Hahas! Chinese oso! Gerek ar! LoL! But before going to tuition, I go to Tampines Interchange and go SHOPPING! hahas! Well not shopping lyk hell ar...Det, I will do in Bangkok! Woohooo~! Shopping heaven! Hahas! I bought gummies, Nadia's bdae present, a long skirt and black belt with a bLiNg2 buckle! hahas! Couldn't shop much thou...Coz it was already 7 pm by the tym I finish shopping...And I forgot what time is my tuition and die die I thought it was 7 pm...Haha! I reached the tuition centre at 7.15 pm...I really thought I was late! Bt I was WAYYY early! There were only sec 4s! Haha! I saw those peepz in my school before! Myn was at 7.45! -.-...If I knew I would have continue shopping! Haha! K la! Gtg! Wanna Chill! Bye!

Finally it has been one year since we parted away from each other...Though it happened unwillingly for me and I really leave you coz I want you to be happy...Didn't really had a new one all along...Well one jerk for 13 days that is...Sheesh! I actually took the whole of october to make the decision...And everytime I think of it I would cry...But I really want you to be happy...So I left you...What do I get? Nothing...You just forget me like I'm just some rubbish! DAMN YOU FOR THAT! I got all the info from Farah OK!? Argh! Only that part made me hate you SOOOOO MUCH! But it's just the heart! But the fact is...I still miss you!? Why the hell did we even meet at habbo?! Why did I even PLAY that freaking game!? If not we won't even know each other!! Argh! Why did I even bother counselling you when we first met!? I wouldn't end up like this! Crying so much coz I miss you! I knew this would happen...But not so early... Tomorrow...The whole day would be Jiwang Day...Hahas! A day which I made such a disgusting decision! Argh! You wouldn't change if I hadn't leave you! I have nothing to say bout who you are now! I never wish to be back with you nimore...Unless you become what you were last time...Which is so impossible...So I'm actually missing the you in the past...Not the guy in tampines i know now... For the last time family members if you read this...I never go out with him! Hahas! Coincidence got la...Oh shit! 1.00 am oredy n skooling tomoro! Haha! Adios amigos! Chiao! And for that guy...My heart says I miss you...But my brain says I should hate you! Maybe I should listen to the brain...Hahas! Ok la! Nites!