I'mSorryI Can'tBePerfect

If Only You Could See That I'm Trying.
Thursday, 30 April 2009;4:37 pm
Hello!!
I'm back from school but I'm leaving again at 5 PM...
Yea I have my sports climbing trial...
I was really wondering whether I should go or not.
It's only the 2nd week of lessons...
And it's already so tiring...
Will I have time for CCA and at the same time
cope with my studies and do well in both?
Oh well, since I'm not joining TPSU...
I'm gonna go for the Sports Climbing trial..
I have a strong feeling I'm the only one from 1R02
who is joining sports climbing... Oh well...

The school week has finally passed! Yay!
I made lots of new friends this week...
And my class bond is strong...
And I'm very happy about it! Hehe!
It's like me and my girl classmates
always go and have lunch/breakfast together...
Today we went to have lunch at Design School.
Lucky us... There weren't so much people...
So we managed to find a seat...
I ate nasi campur.. Nice seh! hehe!
And I drank iced milk tea...
Then when we were eating,
there was this cute cat which came along!
SO CUTE!!! hehe! But no feeding.. Poor kitty! x)
Then went off with Shasha...

After that was APEL class... It was so fun!
Like life skills like that lah...
Ouh ya... During the RA1 tutorial...
I reached 1 MINUTE to 9.15 AM...
If I reached at 9.15 AM, sure die one... -Absent-
I reached level 4 like around 9.05 AM...
I COULDN'T FIND MY CLASS!! -.-
Then after the class, the tutor said she recognised me...
But was unsure... So I said I went for
the that time got this consulting the lecturers thingy.
Then she remembered I went with Mai...
She said I lucky girl got in Retail Management.
She's the one who said I'll confirm get in one...
Lucky meh? Hahaha!
Since I was late... I don't know her name... LoL!

What I realised is I'm lucky because
all the lecturers/tutors that I get are friendly and funny!
Which makes lessons interesting, thus,
I can do well and understand better in studies!
Ahhh!! 4.49 PM already! And I'm still in jeans!
I need to change into my sports attire!!
Go home then must rush to pack my things
since I'm going KL tomorrow morning...
I'm gonna miss you people...
89% chance I won't update tonight and won't go online.
And since I don't have the chance to chat with my guy
or even talk to him... I just wanna say...
TAKE CARE WHEN YOU GO FOR YOUR NIGHT TRIP!
And eat properly lah! -.-

Okay I guess that should be all...
Come back from KL, must go religious class...
Then must do homework... Sian... -.-
Ok2 Happy holidays peepz! take care!
BYEEEEEE~!!! x)

From what I see...
There's just too many signs that the world is ending...
All I wish is that I'll die before the end of the world...
I'm truly grateful to meet friends who are willing
to help me change for the better...
For those who still thinks you live forever,
like how I used to think...
Come on... Lets all wake up... And start changing.
(:
Wednesday, 29 April 2009;11:14 am
I'm in school!!
And learing Microsoft Excel...
Damn this lesson is fun! LOL!
Just a short update! I'll update more tonight...
I think. hehe!
So excited for tomorrow's Sports Climbing Trial!
okay lah! I wanna pay attention! BYE! xD

1:32 update...
3 hours break!! Long sia...
I had a class discussion a while ago...
Just after my CSA Lab...
Then went to meet up with Mazlan...with Shasha.
We went to have our lunch at Flavours...
I actually didn't know where that place was...
I know I sound pathetic... Haha!
So Mazlan brought us there...
The place was packed! o.o...
But we managed to find a table...
Shasha didn't eat since she was fasting...
I ate Hor Fun Mushroom... Nice lah...
Doesn't look like Hor Fun in my eyes... hahas!
Mazlan had Chicken Rice...
And we drank Bandung...
I didn't feel like eating actually... But what the heck... hehe.
Sorry Shasha if some of his jokes offended you! =X

Then when we were about to leave...
We bumped into Jannah & one of Suhaimi's brother...
I don't wanna name coz I'm unsure of which one of them
did I saw just now.. Hahas!
Then we went to the library...
Where I'm at now...
Only Shasha is reading...
As everyone knows... I hate reading. (:
Currently I'm bored...
I'm alone here, Shasha's alone reading
and Mazlan has went back to his workplace...
I should be going off from here at around 2.30 PM...
I still need to collect my EZ-Link card soon...
2 hours lecture... Gosh...
Hopefully I won't be sleepy... hehe!
But it's Econs, so I might enjoy it la...
MIGHT.

I guess that's it for today...
I'm really lazy to update tonight...
I think I slacked too much...
I'm becoming the secondary school Kirin...
I need to change already... So yea...
Wish me all the best for tomorrow's trial!!
I really hope I get in! hehe!
If not I'll just do my best for the TPSU,
which haven't give me any sms or email
to tell me when's the interview... -.-
And I need to pack up tonight since I'm
staying overnight at my brother's place...
I realised that I typed so loud in this library... xD
Well... That can't be helped... haha!
If no noise means I'll be a slow typer...
rather noisy than slow... hehe!
Okay lah... I pity my friend so lonely...
I've gotta go now! BYEEEE~!
Tuesday, 28 April 2009;9:24 pm
Today was my first day of tutorial....
Before I start, I'd like to apologise to Mr Wong...
I don't have to explain why here... Haha!
I forgot to apologise just now... Hehe...

Today was the first day of tutorials...
I was on time for it...
Lost at level 5... Couldn't find my class... xD
Made lots of new friends today...
All my classmates la...
COOL OR WHAT!? 3 girls including me...
Are born on 12th of October! hahas!
Ximin and Flare...
Flare's a cool girl... Hahas!
And Shasha's birthday is also a 12...
I won't tell the month la...
After POM tutorial, went to have a class discussion on CCN.
But just a brief one...
We'll continue tomorrow...
After that I'll go meet up my friend for lunch..

Then we went to have our lunch at Mensa...
All the RMT girls...
Not all lah... Some...
Then went off for Econs lecture...
Currently my fave subject? Haha!
Raining heavily and lift damn slow! -.-
I think we were quite late for class... Around...
4-5 minutes late? I think so..
I was opening the wrapper of my sweet,
then Flare was like clearing her throat...
Like hinting me to give her one la...
Wah she could actually see me doing that,
coz my hand was in my laptop bag! Haha!
Econs was fun la as usual...

Then went off to the library...Bought POM booklet...
Then went to chill at the library...
Discuss a little about CCN with Shasha...
Saw Hafiz there... He don't mix with us anymore...
Then I went off... Shasha had floorball trial...

I guess that's all lah!!
Lazy lah type long2... Hehe!
And congrats to my friend about something!
Wish you all the best! xD
BYE2!! Assalamualaikum!
Monday, 27 April 2009;6:33 pm
I just need 30 more posts to have 700 posts...
Oh what do I care anyway... Hehes...
Sorry I didn't update yesterday...
Lazy to go online...
I just went to Courts...
Where there was this massive sale...

Today I simply got the Monday blues...
Argh... It was hell to wake up...
I slept at 1 AM... Woke up at 7 AM...
And again, nobody told me to sleep late. Hehee
I was ALMOST late for lecture...
I reached LT 18 around 9.04 AM or so...
LT still closed... Lucky me... hahas!
After RA 1 lecture... There was a sale of used books.
I bought the APEL book for $5...
I don't even know the original price...
So, I don't know whether it was worth it or not...
Whatever lah... My mum's money anyway... LoL!
As I can see...
People are like avoiding me & Shasha... hahas!
They have their group of friends,
everytime lecture, nobody wants to sit with us...
Who cares... Many people only make noise...
Cannot concentrate... Hehe!
Even though me & Shasha talk alot...
We shut up during lectures... x)

We didn't eat proper food during our break...
Since it's only an hour...
I just bought a drink at Cheers..
CSA this week sucks...
The lecturer was like Speedy Gonzales... -.-
She's not Mr Go Seng Bing... Sad...
During RA 1, me & Shasha kept on yawning... LOL!
She was tired lah... I was more to dead bored
and of course sleepy... xD
When's the calculations starting?!
Theory is SOOO boring! -.-
Financial statements... Bleargh... o.o...
It's not like I'm planning to be an accountant! -.-

After school, went to Biz Park with Shasha...
To have our lunch...
I just ate epok-epok and crackers...
I drank Mocha Freeze... Nice la...
but for $1, I'd rather cross the road and buy
from the bubbletea shop...
This one the cup quite small seh...
We talked and get to know each other more...
Then we just chill uh...
We're surprised at certain points when we know
more and more about one another... Hahas!
She's surprised that I like to hit people... LoL!
I'm sure Diyana wouldn't be surprised at all... xD
But I've changed lah... hahas!
It has been quite a while since I hit someone...

Then we went our separate ways...
I realised after we know each other more...
We've become closer now..
We only knew each other for like 2 weeks,
but it seems like we've known for months... xD

My sis and mum went to IKEA...
Leaving me and my grandma alone at home..
It makes no difference lah...
I can't follow coz I want to study Accounting...
I forgot to bring my lecture 1 notes...
So now I have to revise whatever crap she thought just now.
I think I'm sleeping early tonight...
So tired..! Tomorrow school at 10 AM to 4 PM...
PRINCIPLE OF MANAGEMENT!! SHIT!
I hate that subject! Sucks la...!! -.-
It's tutorial.... My 1st tutorial...
I hope it won't be as boring as last week...
I also have Microeconomics tutorial...
I don't mind that... Hehe..

Okay lah!!! I've gotta go now!!
6.55 already... Rest for a while... pray..
and study... Go online for an hour or so...
THEN SLEEP!!! yay!! xD
Okay2 BYE! Assalamualaikum!

Those who thinks Poly life is NOT stressful & slack...
You better change your mindset eh people!
It's BUSY and stressful!
If you think I'm bullshitting,
AFTER YOUR 'O' LEVELS...
Join Poly and SEE FOR YOURSELVES! -.-
Saturday, 25 April 2009;4:24 pm
Hello peepz...!
So early I'm blogging already... Hehe!
It's because I wanna study at night...
Oh yea, before I start...
Nice or not my new blogskin?? Hehe!
I don't really like using blogskins created by others.
So I made my own one! Hehe!

This morning I overslept...
Supposed to wake up at 8...
End up waking up at 8.50 Am... Hehe!
After showering and all...
My brother fetched me to go to his house...
For my full body massage...
The house was damn humid lah can?

The auntie who massaged me was so friendly! Hehe!
Had to strip and was like paiseh... xD
But some things HAVE to be done...
I felt abit better after the whole process...
Ate my lunch with my bro and sis-in-law...
Confirm going KL next week! YAY!!! Hehe!
Then played SingStar with my bro...
This singing game on PS2... Fun la! Hehe!
Then I went home...

Until now got gastric pain..
Ahhh cannot go jogging!! =(
My mood like shit just now...
As usual, I take my diary, I read, I can smile already.
Haha! If not sure sulk the whole day...
But I won't talk much uh today....
Okay lah! I wanna rest!
I'll update again tomorrow! BYE!
Assalamualaikum!
Friday, 24 April 2009;9:34 pm
HELLLOOOO FRIENDS! xD
Wahhh... I'm so tired today... -.-
Not because of school's long hours la...
I went jogging alone just now...
Kinda scary coz the place was like... Quiet?
And I'm like in between the road and a small forest. xD

Half way through, I felt this pain la...
Then I thought it was those normal pain
you get when you run...
Then the pain was like different, and
I the pain got worse when I breathe in... -.-
Confirm my heartburn... -.-
Then I can't run already, I walked briskly...
Certain parts I still tried to run...
Wahh I really must build up my stamina
for the rock climbing trial...
And Jia Qi said there's an interview for the TPSU.
Nevermind, I'll try my luck! Hehe!

Then went home I was like so dizzy...
Oh well... Hehe!
I didn't even bring my handphone...
Lazy lah... Later people sms blablabla...
Then I lied down on the bed...
After a few minutes.. I sang...
It was like, I could sing better! WOW!
I should run more often! So I can sing EVEN BETTER!
Hehe! So happy seh!
Then I took a shower...
Ok let's talk about school...

I was on time for school.
Coz I woke up late...
I should be EARLY for school...
Not on time... Hehe!
Marketing Fundementals was a fun subject!
And my CM, Mr da Silva is great!
Funny lecturer/CM... Hehe!
Then lunch break me & Shasha ate Nasi Goreng Pattaya
at the double-storey canteen, Mensa...
She enjoyed her meal...
Not me though... So much veggies! Gahh! o.o..
We drak Soya Bean Milk... Nice! Hehe!
Then went to bind my Retail Accounting notes...
Only 80 cents! So cheap! Hehe!
And then we went for Principles Of Management lecture.
SUCKS LOR...! So boring...
The two of us kept yawning! -.-
The lecturer so boring one... -.-
Imagine, worse than accounting..
HOW BORING IS THAT!?
Hahas! Well next Friday no boring lecture!! xD
Then we went home...
That's all lah...
My cousin, aunt and grandma came just now...

Ahh! Tired already! Hehe!
Need to go for massage tomorrow...
Coz of this BACK ACHE! Talk about PROLONGED... xD
And I'm gonna do revision before I sleep!
So... NIGHTS!!!
Assalamualaikum!
Thursday, 23 April 2009;10:20 pm

The only 2 Malays from 1R02...


Shasha & Kirin.


Outside LT 18...


Waste my time dressing up...
For such a lousy party... -.-
;8:39 pm
Hellloooo...! OMG!
The RMT Party was so disappointing...
I mean, NO LIFE AT ALL! -.-
I got the RMT Interest Group President
as my group leader... Which makes no difference. xD
My group got 5th... -.-
Group number 1...
Oh well, at least I made a few friends...
Here's an overview of what happened...

Reached school 10 minutes early...
Then walked slowly to LT 18...
While waiting for the LT to open,
me & Shasha camwhored and all...
Then we went into our separate groups...
I made some new friends from different classes...
One of them is Syazwani...
Cool or what?
Syakirin, Sharifah, Syazwani... Haha!
But I don't think Shasha knows Syaz...
Yay got 3 Malay friends already... Hahas! Kental sak...
Haha! But what to do... My course very few Malays.
Syaz and Hafiz are from 1R04...

Played some dumb games...
My GL keep on cheating... -.-
No fun leh... Cheaters always lose...
And we lost! Shit la... haha!
As usual, I get hyper at times... Haha!
Got a quiz session and I was like super eager
to raise up my hand! LOL!
That's why after school...
I JOINED TPSU!!! WHOOOO~!!! xD
Oh yeah!! I don't think there's any form of interviews...
If there is... I'm going to show my best! YEAH!! xD

Then went home lor...
Went home and rot! Hehe!
Not really luh... Watch tv blah3...
Okay... Really out of words.. Haha!
Did you see the small hurricane last night?!
Okay lah... Strong gusts of wind!
Scary shit sia! The trees at my house area
were swaying vigorously sia!

OKAY LAH!! I end here!
Next posts are pictures! BYE!
Wednesday, 22 April 2009;9:35 pm
HELLLOOOOO BLOG HOPPERS! =D
Today I came to school 1 hour & 30 minutes early. xD
Kiasu or what? Haha! No lah...
I had to buy books... And print lecture notes...
But I only bought books coz not enough time...

Waited for Shasha for quite some time...
Nevermind, she waited for me before too. x)
Then I sat at the Mushroom...
I saw Shi Chang! So happy! Haha!
Long time never see him! xD
But he had to rush off for lecture...
So I was alone again...
Since today was the CCA Recruitment Day...
I received some flyers...
The first one this lame cca... tutor people... -.-
Then i got invited to... SPORTS CLIMBING!
I was like... you bet I'm joining! xD
When Shasha came we went to the booth and I signed up.
My trial is on Thursday at 5.30 PM...
At Sports Stadium...
WISH ME LUCK PEOPLE!
I'll try my very best!
Lets see... Will I beg if I don't make it? xD
WE'LL SEE! Hahaha!

Okay2... Then I went to buy my books...
Just 3 books freakin' heavy already! o.o...
Queue damn long sia... -.-
Then we went to eat the sandwich thingy...
Then Hafiz joined us...
Then we went to class... JUST ON TIME. =)
We had the 1st lecture of Microeconomics...
I loveeee Mr Wong Nee Tat! Haha!
He was like this hilarious lecturer! xD
During the lecture,
I sat in between Hafiz and Shasha...
Then we got 15 minutes break...
Me and Shasha left the LT...
To check out some places...

Then the lesson continued...
I really understand the lesson...
Which is a good thing...
And I'm already planning to study hard already! =)
Wait, I've started studying hard... Hehe!
I'm aiming for at least a GPA of 3.5...
Coz that's the requirement to enter SMU...
And the grades shall be like my PSLE & O-Level.
All As and Bs... Hehe! Insya'Allah...!
The class ended 15 minutes early...

Went to the BUS Lab... to print lecture notes...
Then went to sit at BUS School to stapler those stuffs...
So in the end, me & Shasha went home around 6.15 PM or so...
Kinda late... Hard working class reps! Hahaha!
Oh well, I want the both of us to succeed! Wheee~! xD
That's another thing... Me & Shasha are quite close now...
So yea, I'm glad she's the hardworking type!
She's from the 1st class in her school...
I'm from the 1st class in my school... Hahas!

Then went to bookshop...
At the staircase I almost fel.. -.-
Too tired already...
Went home, after praying and all...
Went out again with my family...
Went to have our dinner at Tender Best...
I ate rice and chicken wings...
Super hungry sia when I got home from school. xD

Went home, go online...
Chat with a few TP mates...
And that's all! Hehe!
Oh yeahhh! I saw Bryan! My worst nightmare!
But I doubt he recognises me! xD
And I saw a lot of my Junyuan close friends today!
Okay lah... I'll stop here for today!
And get well soon my dearest boyfriend! hehe!
Toodles! Assalamualaikum!

P.S. LET'S PARTY ON TOMORROW!!! Wheee~! =D
Tuesday, 21 April 2009;10:02 pm

See the mess behind me?! LOL!
I found this mask in my drawer... xD


Hideous old lady.... With a big screw on the head. xD



My notebook for Retail Accounting! Nice right?!
ZAC EFRON SO CUTE!!! Hehehe!



FINALLY... I've cleared my book shelves/drawers...
It feels so heavy to throw away my books!
Especially my A-maths books! o.o...
But yea, I need space for new books...
And I have no younger siblings to teach... xD
Kinda cleared up I think... xD


OH MY GOD!!!
My brother was on TV!
Channel 5 News & Suria News...
I'm so proud of him! Hahah! I talk like a mother...
My brother seh... Of course uh... Haha!
I'm not keen to shake hands with the PM though...
More looking forward for the CK Tang Scholarship... =D
So yea, I should start wokring hard! Wheee~!


Today was a stay-at-home day...
Nothing much happened la...
My mood is quite okay today...
School late tomorrow... 3 PM to 5 PM...
Nothing much to say lah!! BYE2!!
;12:11 am

Rin & Mimi at Sony shop at Tamp 1...
Takde keje nyer budak2... xD


My new MiniToons Membership card..


Tom Yam Soup Noodle @ BaliThai.


Nothing better to do... xD


Once again, nothing better to do...


Hagen Dasz! Is that how you spell it? xD
Monday, 20 April 2009;10:58 pm
Heyy peepz!! How was you first day of school?
Mine was rather plain...
Could have been better if I didn't have
this bloody diarrhoea... -.-

I was on time for school but 15 minutes late
to meet my friend at the Mushroom... LOL.
Came to school and these TPSU people screaming...
Waduhhh so early scream2 already.... Haha!
WE SAY WELCOME! WE SAY WELCOME!
WE SAY WELCOME WELCOME WELCOME! -.-..
Errrr... Thanks? Hahaha!
Seriously, what time did they reach sia? xD
I just met Shasha outside the LT...
I was ON TIME for lecture... Hahas!
Wasn't early though... Me? Early? Haha! Doesn't match. xD
The lecture was boringggg.... xD
She simply talked about ground rules so much...
And Mr Da Silva has explained most of those...
So yea I was bored...Lost interest already...
Then she started on Retail Accounting... o.o..
Here comes hell... I barely understood some parts... xD
Some parts I do understand lah...
I'm not that dumb... Haha!
The 1 hour 45 minutes passed by quickly...
Then it was break...

I didn't eat, spent my time in toilet... -.-
I just drank milo, then me and Shasha had a chat...
Today I made a new friend... His name is Hafiz...
But different class lah... Friendly guy... Haha!
During CSA I sat with Shasha, Hafiz and this engine guy...
I don't know him lah... Don't bother knowing? LOL.
He's Shasha's friend...
CSA is an interesting subject! I like! Hehe!
Got homework leh... -.-... First day seh! -.-
But I haven't buy the book, so yea...
I'll buy on Wednesday...
Since I'm not schooling tomorrow...
I need to buy the Financial Accountings book also...
My knowledge on A-maths are wasted... Haha!
Coz I'm learning POA... Nothing to do with A-maths... -.-
Overall, 3 books costs almost $100...
MORE TO COME YEAH! O.O

On the way home, went to buy tuna...
Should eat that for my lunch...
Then after I bought that, as I walked,
I saw Izzat and his friend... Then I continued
my journey home... I saw this auntie...
Talking to herself at my void deck...
It was very obvious she wasn't wearing a bluetooth device. o.o..
After eating, went to Interchange...
With my family members...
Since my massage thingy was postponed to Saturday...
Yes, my back hurts until today.. =)
Then we went to eat at so many places...
I was super full...
I made a new MiniToons card...
Also decided to buy a new school bag... backpack....
Then around 4.30 PM, I met my dearest...
We went around browsing through bags...
And we joked alot...
Especially about this one man with stain on his shirt... xD
We simply missed each other too much! Haha!
There was an accident...
Three parts of the roof at Tamp 1 broke,
and a worker fell off the roof...
What was he doing in there? Spying? LOL.
I didn't wanna check for blood... xD
So I just looked at the broken roof... xD
Then I went to buy Sharon's present...
We also went for a drink at Food Palace...
And I was super bloated...
Somewhere in Tamp 1, I suddenly feel this pain
when I wanted to breathe, so we stopped walking for a while...
Around 7 PM, we head home...
On the way, saw Izzat... Again? xD
He was with Karan this time...
Dear saw him at first, I didn't...
Then we went home...

At home nothing much happened I think...
Nothing interesting...
So yea... I'll end here for today! BYE!
Assalamualaikum! =D
Sunday, 19 April 2009;10:08 pm
Heloo... 10.11 PM already...
So sad sia, somebody haven't sms me
for so long already... Haha! Nevermind la...
I know he's enjoying himself out there... =)

I watched P.S. I Love You just now...
Speaking of which...
Dear! When are you returning my book?!
The show was boring compared the the story book...
Daniel was not as hot as how he was explained in the book.
But Gerry SURE WAS A HOTTIE! xD
But yea, romantic lah the show...
Should watch! Hehe! It was my 2nd time...

I don't feel well luh today...
Keep on having this sudden giddiness...
Oh well... Kak Yaya said coz of my
irregular daily meals... Haha! OOPS.
Tomorrow waking up at 7 AM, if cannot then 7.30 AM.
I think I'm sleeping at 12 AM...
Just now I read my 2008 diary...
Wow I didn't know I had some feelings for my boyfriend
somewhere in May 2008... LOL.
Maybe it wasn't strong, that's why I didn't care. xD
I only read my diary when I'm feeling down...
Coz the memories always makes me laugh... xD

Okay lah... I don't know what else to say...
Can't think straight... Miss my guy too much... =S
Hehehe! So... Good night!
Assalamualaikum!
;3:48 pm
Oh gosh!! My stomach hurts! =X
Well yea I got my gastric pains again...
Which I so hate... Bleargh...
Well, I only got myself to blame...
Coz I ate like sooooo late? xD

I didn't go for my religious class today...
Gosh I'm so not going to crash diet anymore.. -.-
Why am I blogging?
Simply coz I'm bored... Hehe...
And I miss my boyfriend? LoL!
Our schedule is way off from each others' I think...
So yea, kinda difficult to meet up.. -.-
Friday after school I'm having dinner with Shi Chang...
Long time never see that guy also! Hahas!

Tomorrow will be my first lecture...
I wonder if I'll get bored... Hahas!
I must stay FOCUS! haha! xD
Which also means that I can't be hungry... Haha!
If my stomach grumbles, I can't concentrate.
School has just started and I feel like I got no life...
And some things are just so disappointing to find out! o.o...
Oh well, some things are just fated... xD
I know you peepz don't understand what I'm talking about... xD
My sis bought me 4 t-shirts to wear to school...
Like cool~! hehe!
I'm wearing brown I think tomorrow...
With grey jeans...
And of course my brown bag...
And I'm SO tying up my hair...
Irritating la study then the hair messy... -.-

Okay lah... I think I've gotta go...
The stomach ache's back... TOODLES!
Assalamualaikum! =)
;1:54 am
1.55 AM... Got religious class later...
Alaaaa.... Lazy seh must wake up early...
Still got time to blog and change blogskin eh? xD
Well I can't sleep seh... Hehe!
So yea, I'm chatting with some friends...
And my previous blogskin was kinda irritating coz
the words are like stuck together...

I went out for dinner just now...
Eat very little...Drink alot... LOL.
I think I got gas in my stomach...
That's why I couldn't eat much...
I told Abang Pil about my backache...
He recommended me this place to go for a massage.
I might be going there this Tuesday since I'm not schooling.
Next next week, I might be going to KL...
On Thursday night... Haha
school started then wanna go for holiday... Ish3... xD

I can't wait for lessons to start!!! =D
Urghh if only my religious class starts later in the day!
11 AM so early one... Haha!
I watched this drama just now...
The actor was so HOT!
He's a eurasian, green eyes, tall, hot body and.... MUSLIM! WOW!
Complete lah eh! Hahaha!
But the show very touching lah...
I was like so close to tears! LOL! Emotional...
Okay lah... I go off first... 2.27 AM already...
And I should go to sleep now...
So... good morning!! Toodles!
Assalamualaikum!! =D

I guess I've not been appreciating him well lately...
I should really start opening up my eyes...
And see how much he loves me...
Gosh I'm so unappreciative...! -.-
Saturday, 18 April 2009;6:26 pm
Hey wassup peepz...?!
Today seems to be a terrible day for me...
Terrible start... Not such a good ending...
I hate this day...
I don't wana elaborate on that...
BUT today will be a short post...
Coz I got nothing much to say...

What did I do today?
Woke up late... Shower...
Used the lappy, chat and crap...
Seriously I think the business cheer is good...
Business students are number 1 at talking cock.
Okay2... After that I cried myself to sleep.
Around 6 PM woke up...
Still no mood lor... So I've decided to stay in my room.
I don't know how many times I've sighed... -.-
As I'm typing these out...
My fingers are like trembling? LoL?
I think I know the reason lah...
My last meal was around 1 PM... Yesterday...
My last drink was around 7 PM... Yesterday...
Yeah, today I haven't even eat nor drink yet...
Crazy girl... Hehe...
Even fast also not that long one... LoL!
See first lah I've regained my appetite to eat...
If not... I'll see if I wanna eat tomorrow...
So... TOODLES!
Assalamualaikum...
Pictures will be uploaded soon...
Coz I'm kinda lazy right now... xD
Friday, 17 April 2009;11:06 pm
WASSUP PEOPLE!!!
Blog hoppers Oiiii....!!!
[Oiiii..!]
Blog hoppers oiii....!!!
[Oiiii...!]
Blog hoppers oiiii....!!!
[SAK SAK Oiiii....!!!!!!!]

Haha don't mind me... I'm hyper-ventilating...xD
OH MY GOSH!!! WAS TODAY THE BEST DAY EVER OR WHAT?!
I had soooooo muchhhhh funnnn~!!!!
Go business! Go business! Go business! LOL!
I was kinda late for school by a few minutes...
My bro sent me by his motorbike...
Met Shasha and went to lecture theater...
Changed to our yellow TBS t-shirt...
Then we sat for a brief from Mr Da Silva...
He was friendly and funny...
I talked to him before during the open house!! xD
And... Why am I so proud? LOL.
Then we has a tea reception...
I only at 1 nugget and 1 popiah...
Like very little... then I drank F&N orange...
Which results in... STOMACH ACHE...
Which I simply ignored the whole way! =D
Empty stomach go drink gassy drink = gastric pains.
Then we went on to meet our care person...
My care person is Mr Dominic Seah... Very funny guy...
What luck, got the discipline master as my CP... xD

Then he gave us some briefings and all...
And gave us our matric card... As usual...
He don't know how to pronounce my name...
It's nothing new already... Since primary 1 I think... -.-
All teachers don't know how to pronounce my name
when they first see it... -.-
So yea, in poly, as usual, I'm known as... Kirin!
I don't really like to be called Rin by many...
Only certain people can call me Rin... Haha! =P
Kirin sounds more cool... Like japanese name! LOL!
Well, it is some Japanese legendary creature... xD
Then he asked who wanted to be the class rep...
No way lah I wanna be the leader of the leaders...
Shasha became the class rep..
I volunteered to be assistant class rep...
Wahh the only 2 malays in the class... LOL.
Gerek ke perr...?! xD

Now is 1.30 AM... Seriously...
I need to listen to some songs... I'm dozing off already. xD
Ok back to my story...
Then we went off to the stadium...
At the sports complex there...
I saw Shermeen... Then I saw Faris from AS...
One of the orientation leaders also...
Obviously he didn't see me la.. haha!
So many people in yellow! LOL.
Then sat at the stadium... Walao...!!!
SO CRAMPY SIA!!! Butt cramps, leg cramps and of course...
My back hurts like TOOTS! -.-
But of course, I've gotta keep the spirit up! WOHOOO~!!
Then I heard Vincent, one of my SL, cheer the 2K09 cheer..
Where we say... Business 2K09, Always On The Go Ah... WHOOO~!
His 'WHOOO' so high pitch sia! Hahaha! xD
I was like... Woahh... Hahaha!

We had our lunch...
I ate rice again... But this time it's better than yesterday's...
Then the competition begins!!
There was the mass dance... Like cool la!
Coz so colourful seh the field! Hehe!
Coz mixtures from different schools...
Cool sia Steph said she was part of it...!
But she's in engine school la...
Then we just screamed out so many cheers... WHEE~!
Then we went OFF TO BEDOK RESERVOIR!!

The Regatta Challenge! Dragon boat uh...
Walao...So humid sia...
I almost collapsed like twice?
Both times were when we sat down,
then suddenly ask to stand up to cheer...
I was so enthu throughout the whole day...
I got a headache since the 1st briefing already...
Coz I was very tired lah... Like DUH...
Then I didn't eat much during tea reception...
I started screaming like hell already...
I got a worse headache but again...
Cheering is more important than health!!! xD
After the first time my legs weakened and
my vision suddenly darken but brighten up again
a few seconds later...
I lost the energy to cheer... As in raise up my hand
with lots and lots of energy...
After I hydrated myself, I regained some of the energy.

Then business school won 4 out of 6 races! WOOHOO~~!!!
GO BUSINESS GO! Hahahas!
Wahh the wakeboarding performance was AWESOME!!
He's the best wakeboarder in Singapore! Cool or what? xD
Then got cheerleading competition...
Once again, I saw Faris among the business SLs... Hahas!
I was looking at the SLs as they did a cheer,
then I saw some people in green, then I saw him again.
I also saw Sharon! Hahas but she didn't see me...
And overall... BUSINESS WON!!! So yea, I edited this cheer...
It goes like...

Sine Sine Cosine Sine, 3.14159...
Business Business Oh So Fine!
We Have Won The War This Time!
[Repeat 3 times...]
Won This Time Ah!
Won This Time!
Win This Time Ah!
WON FIFTH TIME!!! WHOOOOO~!!!

Haha! Enthu sak Kirin... xD
Jia Qi loves this cheer... She saw me yesterday...
I didn't see her.. Hahas!
We sure had a good time chatting just now! xD
Then after that sang the school song...
Temasek's me! Temasek's you! We Are A Team!
Haven't finish yet, me & Shasha left already...
I didn't go for the Jam & Hop...
My back is already aching and you want me to hop? xD

Then I was on the way to the bus stop to take 291...
This idiotic guy purposely bump into me at the side
like twice coz the first one he just hit my bag...
Idiot sia... Say sorry and still got time to flirt... No life.. -.-
Obviously I don't entertain him lor...
I wanted to go to Interchange...
I wanted to apply for my Ez-Link...
Saw Mr Khong in the bus!!
OMG I DAMN MISS HIM LAH SEH!!
We talked all the way sia! Hehehe!
He ask me to go back to school and give
inspiration to the sec 4 students... LOL? xD
And ask me to go cross country tomorrow...
I'll pass yea! Haha! I've seen enough of Bedok Reservoir
for this week... hahas!
And 80% chance I'll be quiet, coz I'm
SO not enthu when it comes to Junyuan... xD

My guy said he's at Tampines Interchange too...
So yea we met...
Then went to buy a drink at CS, then walked home...
I was enthu all the way... TP cheers stuck in my brain. xD
And somehow he seemed like the opposite of me... =S
His school uniform doesn't look like a uniform...
Hahas! Looks like some normal shirt...
Well, he looks good in it... Hahas!
And I look sloppy in my TP BUS t-shirt... xD
With my oh-so-messy hair... LOL!
And yea! A yellow bow at my hair! Hahas!
Like some retard... Haha! WHO CARES!!! =P

Well, I wanna apologise to him about just now...
I must be too tired already...
Feelings all jumbled up, and I end up throwing tantrums. -.-
Well, I hope he understands...
I had a long day, and not such a good night last night...
Doesn't mean I cheered alot,
I'm truly happy already... I was just
trying my best to forget about those sad stuffs...
I screamed to let out my anger in a fun way... =)
So...We're cool right hunns? =S
I take it as you were asleep, that's why you didn't reply me.

Went home, I planned to lie down for a few minutes then
I will take a shower...
I end up dozing off for almost 2 hours... LOL!
from 8++ to 10 PM... Haha! Too tired!
Woke up, then had my shower...

I'm not schooling on Tuesday,
and I have an RMT party on Thursday!!
Wohooo~! I'mmmm coming up...
SO YOU'D BETTER GET THIS PARTY STARTED! ^^
I'm so excited for school to start! Yay!!
Monday, school starts at 9 AM, ends at 1 PM...
My bestie, Shi Chang, from IIT,
has already planned with me to have lunch together one day...
So long never see him!!
The last time we had lunch together was primary 5 or 6?? xD

I got my Matric card already...
Face like what the hell lah bodoh... -.-
Nevermind... Not photogenic uh... Haha!
As long as the real person don't look like in the picture
good enough for me... I look so fat... F***... -.-
Okay lah... I wanna sleep already...
Sound clips of cheers, pictures, and videos
will be uploaded tomorrow alright!
I'm loving all of you peepz yaw! =P
And I'm hoping to be an SL for next year's FO...
So... Watch out those graduating students...
Make sure you guys are LOUDER than this year's
RMT batch of students alright!? =D
Wow... I'm really training my leadership skills... Hehe!

Okie dokies! Damn tired already! Whoo~!
Once again, congratulations Business school..
WE DESERVE IT! =D
Champions 5 years in a row!!!
2.29 AM already!!! SLEEPY SIA!!! Zzzz....
Okay2! Good morning!!!
Assalamualaikum! =)
Thursday, 16 April 2009;10:09 pm
Current mood: Depressed.

I don't care anymore...
What ever happens to me...
I don't care anymore...
When it's too late for anyone to care...
I guess nothing could be change by then.

I hate my life...
;7:55 pm
WASSUP PEOPLE!??!!

Okay I'm DAMN hyper today...
But not right now... I'm like barely alive...LOL!
OH MY GOODNESS.... I'm so tired!! =((
So I'll blog as fast as I can, take a shower...
Maybe eat, then I will sleep!!
School at 8.30 AM tomorrow! AGAIN.

I had a hell of a hard time waking up at 6.30 AM today...
End up waking up at 6.45 AM...
Reminder to self... Don't talk on the phone
with boyfriend before sleep if tomorrow is a school day.
Hahaha! Planned to sleep at 10.30 PM...
End up sleeping at 12.30 AM...
Put down the phone around 12 AM...
Then I shine my nail before I went to bed... Haha vain.

I was thinking twice about applying eyeliner to school...
Maybe I'd be the extra one... But I still put it on...
Met Sharon, then went our separate ways in the TCC.
My course alot of people wear eyeliner seh...
Some even used makeup... So I didn't feel odd at all...

At first I thought I was the ONLY malay...
And was like... Woahhh... Dream come true? LOL!
I know if my class 80% malay...
80% chance I can't fit in... LOL....
Then this girl asked me my name...
She's a malay too! Haha! At least I won't
be speaking English throughout my 3 years... xD
So yea... Only the 2 of us are Malays in our class... LOL.
One thing about my look just now...
I look like some rock babe... Hahah! I am? xD

The talks and all simply bored me...
And my course is like so dead...
They don't bother doing any cheer... xD
At first lah... In the end we rock also! =P
But I don't care uh...
I missed out the fun during FOC...
I am NOT missing out the fun during orientation!
Haha! Even one of my classmate,
which was my first friend made, Jac,
said I was very supportive... LOL!
Semangat TP ke perrr...! xD
I'm like the opposite of who I was in JYSS...
Reliez had a dinner outing today, but I'm too tired sia.. xD

Then we had our lunch together...
I didn't really enjoyed my lunch... Whatever...
Then we went on to this lecture room...
Only the RMT are there... Oh yea! I forgot!
RMT is Retail Management, my course...
And my class is 1R02... Second class...
Then in hat room got this Battle Of The Sexes...
A few games played, then got a Dance Battle...
And 3 boys and 3 girls were chosen...
And I WAS CHOSEN!?! O.O...
I was like... Nooooo~!!! I don't want!!!
But they still force... Oh well...
I was SUPER embarassed...SUPER....
But I had to be bold uh... LOL.
They on this song... Boom Boom Boom Boom?
I think that was what I saw...
Then we had to shake our bodies and everywhere...
Practically like dancing at the club uh...
I was like... Oh God forgive me for this..! =X
FIRST AND LAST I TELL YA! -.-
I looked like a stripper at a bar! -.-

Then we did the mass dance...
Oh yay!! It was sooooo fun!!! Haha!
And I was so tired after that! xD
There was also the chicky dance...
I did that too! LOL! And was having so much fun!
Back in secondary school, all of these
I couldn't be bothered to do... Hehe!
I wanna be the decent and innocent type, so yea...
Not in TP alright! Hahah!
They say if you know how to do the mass dance...
You are OFFICIALLY...
A TEMASEK POLY STUDENT
!!! WOHOOO~!! xD
Sweating like hell sia that time...
Not only me... EVERYONE...
As usual, the Sports Hall is DAMN humid... -.-

Then we went of to the running track...
To watch the Tug-o-war...
As you can see from the pictures up there...
The mascots were adorable! LOL!
I'm sure they were sweating like SUPER WET in there. xD
Then we did the mass dance plus school dance again...
It was sooo muchhhh FUNNNN~!!
I'm so proud I'm in Temasek Polytechnic!!
My favourite cheer in Business School is...
BIZ BIZ BIZ BUSINESS!! [Clap 4 times]

Hehe! Okay lah...Tomorrow will be another long day...
Monday, lesson will start...
Oh yea forgot to say who my new close friends are...
Kay, Jac and Sharifah A.K.A Shasha...
For now lah... But I'm closest to Shasha...
Meeting her at Mushroom tomorrow
before heading to LT22 which I have NO IDEA
where the hell it is located at... xD

Oh well, for now... I'll stop here!
It's a start of something new!
And my boyfriend is very glad that there are...
ZERO hot guys in RMT... LOL!
I don't plan to be a timer anyway... =)
So.. TOODLES!!! ALL THE BEST BUSINESS SCHOOL
for the FINAL CHALLENGE tomorrow!
Business will win again!!! OH YEAHH! xD
Assalamualaikum... =)
;7:12 pm






Look of the day!!! Nice right the 'It's a fresh statr.' picture?
The sunlight like cool sia... Haha!
I was bored waiting for some announcement just now...
So I snapped some pictures without people noticing. =P
Wednesday, 15 April 2009;5:22 pm
Heyyyy wassup???
Let's make this the post of the day...
Since I don't wanna stay up late tonight...
I need to make this quick coz I'm going out at 6 PM
to meet Zulaiha.... I didn't meet Ain today...
It rained and I was lazy... LOL.
I accidentally messaged my boyfriend
when I was supposed to message Ain... xD
I was like so paiseh! Haha!

After shower and all, I got ready for school...
I feel so excited for school!! Hehe!
Somehow I'm worried too.. Hmm...
What if me and my boyfriend become too busy for one another??
What if we... Oh gosh... I don't even wanna say about it!
I hope I'm not the one to cause it... =X

I discussed with Sharon about school tomorrow..
I'm meeting her at 8 AM...
I'm waking up at 6.30 AM...
After school, I'm meeting Diyana....
After that go home, I shower and SLEEP. xD
That's what I plan la....

I'm gonna miss my relaxing life... Haha!
Oh well... I've gotta go already!!!
Maybe tonight I will blog? If I have the time...
Okay goodbye!
Assalamualaikum! =)

I'M ALL READY FOR SCHOOL!!! Yay!!!
On my to-do list....

So yea... I'M READY ALRIGHT!! xD

;2:36 am
2.36 AM... Still awake...
Going crazy in my room playing...
"Who has the biggest brain?" on Facebook...
Wow... My mental sum is weak! LOL!
Maybe it's the pressure uh...
But my rank is just a NERD... xD
SO NOT A NERD SEH! xD
And now I'm playing Geo Challenge...
My Geography sucks I tell ya... Hahaha!
BUT... MY POSITION IS...
Geography Student! Quite high actually... Haha!
And it is an actual fact... Haha!
I WAS a geography student... xD
Who doesn't learn about maps and countries... xD

ALAAAAAAA tonight last night I can stay up late!
Not really uh... I can stay up late on Fridays...
Saturdays cannot... Next morning got religious class.
BUT... Will I have the energy to stay up late on Fridays
after long hours in school?? Alaaaa.... Sad sia... xD
So today is the last night I'm able to stay up late...
But yesterday was the last day I can wake up late...
Even later I'm waking up early in the morning to meet Ain.
We might be too busy to meet later...
So we've decided to meet up later...
Now is 3 AM.... I'll sleep at 3.30 AM.. Haha!
I'm gonna miss staying up late...
Still remember back in December...
Chat with my crush until 5-6 AM...
Haha now my boyfriend already lah...
Then got scolded by my mum so many times already. xD
What to do... He was working in the day what...
Weird... When we're a couple already we don't
chat until so late like that anymore... Haha!
Just a few times lah...

3.08 AM... What should I do now?
I don't wanna sleep! But I'm HUNGRY!!! =X
I wanted to eat chocolates... But...
I'll be fat if I eat before sleep! -.-...
I must eat something in the morning...
Okay lah... I got too much nonsensical posts in my blog la...
I continue playing the Geo Challenge now!
I'll blog again later!!! CHAO!

3.16 AM update... I'm an air traffic controller! LOL!
So proud my Geography skills still there... xD
[no life sak Kirin... xD]
Tuesday, 14 April 2009;10:32 pm
YOOOOO~! How's my new blogskin?
I love it but the words are so close to one another...
The margin I mean.. Sucks lah...
I tried to adjust so many things already...
NOTHING'S WORKING!
Anyway I just make this blogskin coz I know
when school starts, I won't have time for
this anymore... I guess? xD

OH MY GOSH!! Less than 2 days before school starts!
Ive already bought 3 pens today...
Blue, Black and PINK! =D
So yea, I'm ready for school? LOL.
Mum wanted to buy me a Hello Kitty pencil case...
Errr.... Right. Hahahas!
I already bought mine early last year at Wallet Shop...
With a matching wallet! PINK & BLACK! =D
95% chance I'm wearing brown sneakers,
with my brown backpack... =D

Today, I don't really feel well...
So I chose to sleep longer... haha!
Anyway, I can't sleep late anymore what...
School starts confirm I sleep early...
Tomorrow night I will sleep at 10 PM...
Coz I wanna wake up at 6.30 AM...
Kiasu sia... School starts at 8.30 AM... xD
But must get ready mah... Hehe!
Maybe I wanna have breakfast first? Who knows?

Did you peepz saw the sky today!?!
SO GORGEOUS!!! Filled with stars!! =D
I kept on looking at the sky! Hehe!
Last night after some research at TP website...
OH GOSH... I think I chose the wrong course!!
They show those from business course who got into University.
None are from Retail Management!?! OH MY GOD!!
I wonder... Is it a good thing?
As in, I can be the first one to enter the University...
IF I study damn hard...
The bad thing is... I might just be like the rest of em'! =X
Hopefully I can go to the University...

Okay peepz... I think I've gotta go already...
I'm craving for chocolates again! xD
So... TOODLES!
Assalamualaikum! =)
;2:30 am
2.30 AM and I'm still awake... LoL...
I can't sleep... Even though I feel sleepy...
Because my back hurts... =(
So yea, I go online... Not in a mood to chat...
I'm uploading pictures at facebook...
Do quizzes and whatever shits...
Oh ya to add on to the misery...
MY STOMACH'S GROWLING! -.-
I'm damn hungry coz all I ate today was...
5 chicken nuggets for breakfast...
Skipped lunch...
Ate chocolate and fish nuggets for dinner.
I mean... COME ON...
Who can be full eating that! xD
well, I was full, but not for long... xD
GOSH! I just sneezed, while I'm lying down and typing this,
and my back hurts so much! Darn it! -.-
Oh PLEASE get well soon by Thursday...
I don't wanna be sick on my orientation day! =(

My date was urmm... No comments. Plain? xD
Quite boring lah... Haha! QUITE only... xD
The movie was AWESOME I tell ya!
We watched Fast & Furious 4...
As usual... Vin Diesel was HUNKALICIOUS! x)
Paul Walker, not bad lah... But cannot challenge Vin Diesel.
With that fierce look, which makes him SO hot...
And that body! OH MY GOODNESS! xD
I think I irritate my boyfriend a little...
Coz I kept on saying that Vin Diesel was hot... xD
I was simply stating an actual fact... Haha!
Vin Diesel is not so handsome, he's just hot!
And the show was sooooo exciting, thrilling and fun!
I'm SO waiting for Fast & Furious 5! =D
[Oh please let there be pink cars! xD]
Those of you who haven't watch...
GO AND WATCH LAH SEH! =D
Tough luck, one part of the show I got my cramps... -.-
Spoiler lah seh... -.-

Through out the date, both of us were tired...
But he was more obvious...
I was more to weak than tired...
Simply gathering up the energy I have to look hyper. xD
Went home... head for the bed!
After resting for a while, I took a shower...
I thought I'd be more fresh... But I become more tired. xD
3 AM already now... So fast...
Back pain, go away, come again some other day! xD

I'm not attending my sewing course tomorrow...
I need to get ready stuffs for school...
And I got a feeling I wanna quit this course...
I feel like it's too expensive, and nonsense, they actually
put 1 basic lesson in my intermediate lesson,
so I only have 3 intermediate lessons... Like cheat people sia.
Furthermore, school is starting...
I think I wanna concentrate on school uh...
School and madrasah only... Hehe!
I will sew though, but not at that course...
See first lah! Maybe I'll go every Saturday...
Mak kau... No life sia...
Weekdays school, saturday sewing course, sunday madrasah...

Oh yeahhh I realised both me and my guy...
Get angry easily over small things... haha!
People stare from afar also we will be like...
What the hell sia look at people until like that....! -.-
Hehehe! Oh well... I think he mixed too much with me..
He also turned to be short-tempered already. xD
I'm short-tempered since like... Forever? xD

3.16 AM already...
I think I should try to sleep again! Haha!
My boyfriend is gonna kill me! Hahaha!
Coz I said I'm going to sleep at 12.30 AM...
Now is wayyyy beyond 12.30 AM... Haha!
No choice what... I can't sleep... Not that I don't want to...
Okay lah! I'll blog again later at night! TOODLES!
Good morning people!! =D
Monday, 13 April 2009;3:49 pm
It's already monday!!!! Like... YAY! xD
Yay because... SCHOOL STARTS ON THURSDAY!
The day I've been waiting for...Hehe!
I will keep the excitement low for now...
I'll be HYPER on Wednesday night... Hehe!

I'm so bored lah..
And I love the song in my blog!
Like sweet or what seh??
I'm so glad he loved the slideshow I made...
The music is this song at my blog... Nice right? xD
I'm kinda stressed a little...
What should I wear on Thursday?
I have a big ugly 'mark' near my neck there...
That day was humid, and I wore scarf...
I kept on wiping my neck since it itches...
When go home, I shower and it was soooo painful...
Shit sia.. My skin came off... -.-
Now not nice already...
I think I'll wear t-shirt, maybe it'll cover up that area...
Ok shoe... Which sneakers should I wear?
Brown? Black+pink? Black+white?
BAG... brown bacpack? black side bag? Red+black side back?
Eishh stress uh! Nevermind later I will decide.
I need to bring my mum to the bookstore to
buy me stationery... I don't know how come
my pens are all gone after 'O' levels... xD
The only thing left is my correction tape... -.-

MY HAIR... I don't know what to do with it!
90% chance, I'm gonna tie my hair up...
100% chance I'm gonna wax my fringe...
Overall, I will look like a typical secondary school girl.
Oh well... Whatever... Hahas!
It's a good thing that I love my hair already now...
Ouh I so need to ask my mum to buy a new eyeliner...
The one we're using is finishing...
And eyeliner is IMPORTANT in my life. xD

Wow.. School is starting and even if school haven't start now,
I rarely meet my secondary school friends already..
We all seem to be busy...
What about later? No time at all?
I hope not... Me, Ain & Mai MUST meet often! Hehe!
What about my bestie from primary school?!
I hope I can still meet Nadia... =)
Not fair Kak Yaya same course & school as her! Hmph! xD
I'm very sure I can still meet my bestie, Kak Yaya, though! x)

In a moment, I'm going on a date...
Which is our last date together...
Since we can only go dating once a month...
Lucky my boyfriend is understanding! Haha!
If not, sure I got dump already! xD
Last date at Downtown only... Haha pathetic sak... xD
Nevermind lah... At least we can still see each other!
Furthermore he's schooling tomorrow...
Shouldn't go home so late... Unlike me.. Haha!
I'm more to curfew and terrible health... xD
Downtown is like... my 2nd home? LOL.
Keep on going there sia! -.-

Hmm... I feel like making a duet version
of this song in my blog... It would be so nice!
Maybe I'll make it tonight or tomorrow...
Anything lahh... One day I MUST make it. That's all. xD
Since I don't blog on my dates...
And after this date, I'll be 'dead' at home...
High chance I'll be sick coz I walked too much. LOL.
So... This is the post of the day!! TOODLES~!
Assalamualaikum~! =)


Sunday, 12 April 2009;9:17 pm
Hello people...
Oh my gosh... I'm soooo weak... -.-
I'm so so sick today...
Stupid cramps! I'm having one of those periods
where I will be really weak and sick...
the last time was back in December 2008...
And hoorayy I had religious class...
Gosh... I was like... CAN I NOT GO?!? xD

I woke up at 9 AM... But I just can't get up...
So end up getting up at 10 AM. xD
Nobody even woke me up...
Okay lah... Samihah woke me up by all the texts she gave me.
I was late... Coz I was sick.
Then I was like rushing uh... Brisk walk plus some jogging. xD
With my frictionless slipper and the wet floor.
I almost fell so many times! -.-
Like stupid sia... Then I shouldn't run, but I did.
End up, my cramps got worse...
And the cold air-conditioned container wasn't helping!!
Can't concentrate sia so painful...
I tried my best to concentrate anyway...
Today's lesson was funny and fun! Hehe!
Today my ustazah didn't come...
So it was Ustazah Kurniawati who taught us...
She's funny! Hehehe!
Learnt about the Ma'Juj & Ya'Juj...

They are two disbelieving tribes from among the sons of Adam...
They used to spread mischief on earth,
so Allah gave Dhul-Qarnayn the power to build a barrier to detain them.
They will keep on digging at it until
Allah gives them permission to come out at the end of time,
after `Isa (peace be upon him) has killed the Dajjal[1 EYED MONSTER! xD].
They will emerge in huge numbers
and will drink up the lake of Tiberias (in Palestine).
They will spread mischief on earth
and no one will be able to resist them.
`Isa (peace be upon him) and the believers
with him will take refuge in Mount Tur
until Allah destroys Ya'juj and Ma'juj
by sending worms that will eat their necks.
Then Allah will send rain to wash away their bodies
into the sea and cleanse the earth of their stench.

And I heard they are trapped in this wall in Palestine?
Somewhere there lah... Haha! And now
they are like having a war there...
My ustazah said if the wall is broken, and the
Ya'juj & Ma'juj will break free...
That is a big sign of Qiamat, A.K.A end of the world...
We know that it's nearing... [I'm scared! =X]
And I am changing!! But I need to quicken my pace also... xD
And Tauhid is the highest level of education!
Cool! Higher than maths & science as my ustazah said! COOL~!
Hahaha! Yea I'm learning Tauhid... [Happy seh! xD]
And OH MY GOD! I feel cold so easily just now! -.-

Okay2 I don't wanna elaborate much on what I learn...
In case I said the wrong thing... I don't wanna bear
other people's sins. Haha! That one also
I copy from the net about the Ya'juj & Ma'juj... Hehe!

After the class... I waited for dear...
Since he said he wanted to fetch me home...
I was seriously in pain and he was late... Haha!
So I just walked slowly by myself first...
After a while he came... Gosh... I walked damn slow. xD
Compared to my usual pace that is... Hehe!
I'm so lucky to have such a caring boyfriend! Haha!
2nd time this week I said that... xD
But really seh... It was raining...
And he was worried that I was weak, so he walked me home...
Hahas! Oh lucky lucky me! xD
And I made him a special slideshow
especially for our 2nd month which is today...
I love you dearest!! =)

At home, my grandma gave me a massage just now... Nice..! xD
OKAY LAH!! GOTTA GO SWEETIES!!
Enjoy school for those of you who starts tomorrow!
Luckily I'm in business, orientation 2 days only! YAY! xD
Bye2! Assalamualaikum! =)

Oh yea... Thanks for the Tazmanian Devil keychain
Kak Zainab & Abang Pil!
They came back from Australia! Nice!
Haha! Tazmanian devil is loved! xD
;12:00 am
ASSALAMUALAIKUM [Maybe Peace Be Upon You]...!
Today was pretty eventful I shall say... Hehe!
I went to the Maulidur Rasul at Tampines Stadium...
On the way, I saw Hui Peng... =)
Poor thing for those people parading...
It was raining heavily..
Then I saw Junyuan Rugby boys?
I was like... What's The Link? xD
Just told my guy about it and that's all.
I think they know me? Haha gasak la eh..

I saw Sharifah Aini... A diva lah...
Her voice damn powerful and nice la!
But I don't like her coz she quarrel with Siti before! Hmph!
When she sang, she looked at lyrics?
I was like... Aren't you a singer? Haha!
Nevermind about her... xD
After some time... I got bored.
Okay.. seriously bored... Haha! So I went out.
I went to Tampines Interchange with Nadhirah..
Oh that's my cousin by the way...

Somewhere around this traffic light..
Got this group of 4 friends... 3 guys, 1 girl...
They turn around and look at us...
Then suddenly they sang Cindai by Siti... I was like...errr.... xD
but I don't think Nad realised uh...
We went to have our dinner at McDonald's...
I was like.. 'Tortured' coz I couldn't finish my fries...
As usual.. Haha!
Then we walked around at Tampines 1...
SO CROWDED! Aiyooo~!
And the PMS was driving me NUTS.
And also the cramps PLUS back ache!
Imagine! Like the whole waist area hurt like OMG!
I REALLY felt like crying...
Since I'm losing lots of blood...
I feel cold DAMN EASILY... It was SUPER COLD! =X
After I met dear for a while, we left.

Went back to Tampines Stadium...
Gosh... The lecture was FUNNY!
Too bad it was like halfway already... =(
Okay I had fun there... They teach how to be
respectful children... how to earn your way to Heaven...
and how to be a good wife! Haha! Good tips lah seh! xD
They say what we have on earth is only 1%
of the goodness Allah give us...
The 99% will be in heaven....
If that 1% includes this house we live in...
Imagine the other 99%! Wow... =)
But you'll have to earn that....
Always keep Allah in your heart...
Wow... I feel so different suddenly... Haha!
One of the lectures says that we shouldn't
waste our husband's money...
Really got me thinking...
Maybe I don't need that honeymoon in Paris...
I'd feel grateful even if we just go to Malaysia...
Coz I'm grateful that there's at least someone
who is willing to be the person to bear those sins
I make after getting married and also bear the sins
made by my future kids... At least I have a companion,
when I'm in Heaven one day... =) Insya'Allah...
Chey! Now I'm giving a lecture huh? xD

Then I see those orphans... Oh gosh...
Poor kids...! SO cute seh!
At first I was like, how come this aunty got so many kids?
Then I saw their donation box...
Jamiyah Children's Home... Alalala... =X
Okay I am SO going to clear my wardrobe soon,
and those clothes I don't need, shall be donated to them!
But would they wear? Since they wear scarf,
and my clothings are mostly t-shirts? Haha!
Also got one lecture saying that we should be
active in buying new clothes, and active in donating our old clothes.
SO we can help the shop owners with their business,
and help the less fortunate people with new clothes. COOL! xD

Okay enough of my lectures yea... haha!
I'm so sick... Yet later in the morning got Madrasah...
Insya'Allah I'll feel better... I don't wanna miss lessons.
It's only 2 hours... I guess I can cope with that...
And Samihah really wants me to go...
Oh yea! I saw BJ Kadir just now! Haha! [sempat sak... xD]
ANYWAY...

It's my 2nd month with Suhaimi!
So fast seh... Haha! It feels like very long already? xD
Hopefully we last long yea!
ANYWAY AGAIN... The PAIN is starting again...
So I'd better go now! Pictures will be uploaded tomorrow k!
So... Good morning!
Assalamualaikum...! =)

OH YA! How can I forget!?
On the way home... I walked home la around 11 PM...
Of course with my cousin uh...
Hal way I felt like... I had goosebumps...
And I feel uneasy and all...
And I'm having my you-know-what....
So yea... I just recite some prayers...
Then I was okay already... Sheesh... Scary much... =S
Friday, 10 April 2009;10:45 pm
ARGH I HATE THIS DAY!!!
I mean seriously, I'm FUMING til' NOW!
A day filled with ANGER! Gahhhh~! -.-
The MAIN cause is OF COZ... DANIAL KHALIS.
I mean seriously...
WHAT THE FUCK IS HIS PROBLEM??
Simply find faults with me at Facebook!
And calling me names! What the hell... Grow up ah!

Anyway, today is like sleepover day in my house.
Two of my grandmothers are here...
And my cousin is here too! She's blogging too now! xD
And A.K.A sick day....
Oh gosh... I'm really sick...
Anytime now... Hehehe! Not anytime to die la! Touchwood! xD
Now I'm having heartburn...
COZ... I DRANK CARBONATED DRINK!! xD
[Padan muker kau Rin... xD]
And my backache... Don't even talk about it...
I should really go to the doctor seh... Sheesh...
But no time ah... Busy lah aku! xD
And when school starts...
NO WAY I'M GONNA MISS A DAY OF SCHOOL! xD
Especially in my beloved TP! xD
[Padehal blom start pon seh...]

I just went out at night with my cousin,
to buy prepaid card...
And realised today is GOOD FRIDAY FOR FUCK SAKE...
SHOPS ARE CLOSED! Arghh!
I simply blew up just now! SHEESH!
And my prepaid left how many cents seh! Bodoh sak...
Nevermind, tomorrow I go buy...

And at home, I find JOY. LoL!
Coz I won this 'small war'... Haha!
That GOON simply forgot WHO is my boyfriend...
Still wanna mess with me?
Seriously... Last time I was single...
You can do those childish stuffs you alwasy do...
Now I'm not. And my friends are here to defend me as well.
So here's an advice, JANGAN CARI PASAL AH!
Aku ader kacau kau ke per?! -.-
ANYWAY! GOTTA GO!! Got an err... Appointment. xD
What the hell seh... This week no date...
Last week of 'able to go dating' some more! Alaaaa...!
Wasted uh! Wasted uh! xD
Okay2 I'm starting to crap...
And sorry Reliez, I can't make it tomorrow, coz...
I love my religion more than Reliez. xD
Okay lah bye!
Assalamualaikum! =D
Thursday, 9 April 2009;11:28 pm
Okay here I am blogging yet AGAIN...
You know me... When I feel uneasy,
I will blog like ALOT of times. Hehe...
I've been listening to Siti's songs lately...
And I found the perfect song for my blog...
Kesilapanku, Keegoanmu...
I feel like crying, but nahhh I won't. (=
Gosh... Of all times to have a quarrel...
3 days before our 2 months...
I can't even describe my feelings...
Well, I did my part by apologising already...
It's all up to you now...
Nobody said you don't deserve me...
You said it yourself at your MSN personal message.
Once again I say sorry...
Sorry for starting the havoc...
I don't know what else you want me to say...
I thought you should know me better than this...
I told you earlier why I have the moodswings...
Do you understand? Wait. I don't think so.
That's why you ignored me for the whole day. Thanks. (=

Now this song is a sad song...[blog song]
The words are so meaningful that I'm touched...
Of course lahh my idol sing whattt...! Hehe! (=
What's the use of faking a smile when nobody's there to appreciate.

Besar kesilapanku besar lagi kesilapanmu
Hampa yang kau rasakan hampa lagi perasaanku
Kau cuba menyatakan aku
Membuat kesilapan
Yang tak mungkin kau maafkan lagi
Ku tak mungkin kau perlu di sisi

Besar kesalahanku besar lagi keegoanmu
Berkali ku beri alasan berkali-kali kau menolaknya
Kau ingin ku menyalakan
Diri ini bagai lilin
Dan terbakar oleh perbuatanmu

Suasana sepi kini menambahkan hening
Di dalam hatiku
Mengadil sikapmu biar di jiwamu aku telah tiada
Di waktu begini diusik kenangan silam
Yang bertandang
Lalu ku biarkan
Ia menabahkan hati ini

Kekasihku cukup engkau buat ku begini
Luka ini usah engkau berdarahkan kembali
Aku masih cinta padamu
Aku masih setia padamu
Kembalilah engkau kepadaku seperti dahulu

Di dalam rindu ku menangis
Di dalam kalbu ku terasa
Teringatmu di kala derita
Yang memisahkan kita
Di dalam sendu ku berseru
Yang terukir dalam hatiku
kekasih bukalah pintu untuk sekali ini
Aku cinta kepadamu...
;10:42 pm
Oh my gosh!
Victoria is TOTALLY going to get me that yellow t-shirt!
My GL rocks lah seh! Haha!
She said she'll try to...
But if she can't get it for me...
It's okay! =)
At least she tried! Hehe!
And I will try my best to go to that outing... Whee~! =)
And another oh my gosh is...
Just a while ago when I bent my body...
There was this three cracking sounds in a row
from my back like....
Kruk, Kruk, Kruk...! And then it hurts!
Ahhh! What the hell!?!!! It almost got better,
and it cracks that loud? LOL!
Hopefully it's a good sign! Hahaha!
Mampos sak bunyi gitu... Oh gosh...
Hopefully I'm fine...
And these frequent heartburns are SO not helping.
Must be the chilli and the anger I keep inside me...

So... I guess... You'll continue to ignore me huh?
Oh well... I can't do anything about that can I?
I don't know what else to say...
If you think by keeping quiet and staying away from the
problem helps, then be it.
You're the one with the experiences, not me.
I never had a real boyfriend, so I guess you could understand.
;8:48 pm












Okay here are all the pictures...
That picture of the car... Hmmm...
The picture is kinda... Obscene... Hahaha!
And that 'funny face' pose...
Gosh... The shadow from the roof make my face ugly!
Like saggy face! EWWWW~!! xD
Don't mind me but that 'blue' shop simply makes me laugh. xD
Isn't there better signs? LOL.
P.S. Did you guys wach Whacked Out Sports on Channel 5??
That dumb blonde totally threw the bowling ball like basket ball! xD
What a bimbo! xD
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The name's Kirin
Currently In TP, Business School
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Born on 121092
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Who gets married at the age of 16?
But I am attached already.

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