It's all fated.

Hey peepz! Nothing much to say bout' today coz seriously...TODAY WAS BORING! Maybe it's true like my fren say...When there is this one person you love for the first time..Ok la so called first love even though it's crappy love...It's impossible to forget that person...Unless the person is like the 30th one! OMG! That's a large number! LoL! Coz I'm facing this situation now...I thought that it was easy for me to forget my past...and all those sweet and dark memories I've faced with him even though I SWEAR I have NEVER went out together with him! It's always co-incidence det we met...

I try so hard but I just can't forget him! Talk bout the heartbreaks he gave me! More than once I tell ya! But I just can't forget him even after remembering the bad things he does to me! Ok the heartbreak has already been mended coz there's something up in my mind that nobody should even know! Wakaka! At least it helps me to relief my stress! It's just some conclusions I've made la actually...But seriously...Forgetting the first person you've ever loved? Believe me...It's IMPOSSIBLE! Maybe one day I can forget him! I can't wait for that day! When my cuzz said she thought she saw him with his gal holding hands...Gosh! You don't know how much pain I feel in me! But in the end...when I think bout it...Why shud I feel sad...? It's over...And then I was happy for him! LoL! Anyways...we were just really close frenz det accidentaly go above the border line! And then we sank deep to the bottom! LoL! I think I'm regarded as his enemy now...Oh really? Whatever...I don't care! Unless you are one of those M & M's...It's no reason for me to hate you too! I relief my stress every time I blog...Coz there's just nobody in this world who can understand how I feel so I guess This is the best solution...Coz my diary is LOST! Argh! I am SO angry! My diary is better coz all the secrets are there...Imagine if I put my secrets here [ooo...No WAY!]...There's gonna be big rumours man! All over! And fights too! LoL! So...better not! K la guys! Got to sleep! Going to exercise tomorrow! LoL! Bubbyes!