I'mSorryI Can'tBePerfect

If Only You Could See That I'm Trying.
Friday, 22 February 2008;5:30 pm
HELLO!!! Today must be the happiest day of my life! Hahahas! I achieved one of my dreams! Which is to sing to the live audience!! Hahas! Yay me! Haha! Worth the $140 for the motivational course la! Hahas! I ALMOST gave up! But they said my name already! I had NO CHOICE! Hahas! I couldn't back out last minute...And also Nadzirah would be so disappointed...Hehes.. The whole morning I was nervous! Haha! I was VERY NERVOUS about my solo part of the song! Scared if I blew up any part of it! Haha! It's gonna suck if I ever did!

We left the school at about 8.30 like that...I think...Haha! I didn't even eat my banana biscuits! Haha! Ate it at home though...LOVE IT! Hahas! Talk about addicted to it! Had the last minute rehearsal with Nadz behind the stage in the canteen..Hahas! The place was in Hougang...I forgot the name of the place...Home Of The Aged Sick I think...Hahas! Anyhow only... I took alot of picts indeed with my friends! Hahas! My nerves got even more tensed up when I was at the place! Hahas! Ben played the violin...I could hear it...But was TOO STRESSED to listen to it properly! Haha! We rehearsed about 4 times before we performed...and that DIYANA called me KHAIRIN instead of KIRIN! I'm KIrin NOT KHAIrin!!! Hahas! I WAS SHIVERING LIKE TOOTZ I TELL YA! I was so scared when I was on the stage...! I remembered what Mrs Chong said and I tried to look up! Erk! Scary! Haha! All those people STARING at me! Ahhhh!! Hahas!

And the mic wasn't on! Argh! I was already shivering and i must hold the mic! I need two hands! Coz it was so obvious I was shivering! Hahas! But I gained confidence by time...Except for one part when I didn't sound that nice and my confidence level decreased! ARGH! Hahas! But I did it la...I almost laughed seyh after I've made that mistake...I seriously cannot make mistake...Coz I tend to laugh at myself! Haha! Ya I know...I sound crazy...Haha! And then Nadzirah's mic got some technical problems...I also got scared coz it was HER TURN! Haha! So I passed my mic to her! I tried my best to look up la...But 90% of the time I looked down! Haha! After the whole thing I just walked as quickly as possible to the backstage! Haha! I was blushing like hell! Hahas! Coz so many people were like praising us...LoL! Never felt THAT among my schoolmates before...If family members and cousins different story la...Haha! So many supporters! Hahas! Too bad I won't be performing again! Haha! And my ambition is SO not to be a singer! Haha! But it was, in the past...

We made some hearts out of straws...Complicated but I LOVE the result! Haha! I made 3! And was so happy that I learnt how to do it! Hahas! We also made some origami...Origami is SO not my kind of thing! Haha! Coz I am VERY impatient! Huahaha! When we were about to went home...I talked to Mdm Irma about this Sunday performance for the malay dancers...Must I come or not...Then she said no need...but come to support la...I said see first...Then she said..I 'eksyen' oredy...Haha! I can sing very well on stage and looked very natural but don't wanna dance for malay dance! haha! So I told her la...Dancing and Singing is COMPLETELY different! Hahas! I have very little talent in dancing! Hahas! These feets are not made for dancing! LoL! And then got this old lady who wanted to follow us home coz she thinks that the bus is going to Malaysia...Haiz...I pity her very much...I guess that's all I did for today! WOAH! Talk about a long post! Haha! And I will end here with the video of me and Nadz for all of you out there! Hahas! The performance was a lil' boring...Bear with it! Haha! Yay! Tomorrow got class outing! Wohoo!! Hahas! I can't wait!



I'm in black n grey! Nadzirah is the one in white ok? ENJOY! ^^



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