Yet another boring day...BAH! Hahas! All I did was update my DEAD diary...Sheesh...I don't even have time to design new bridal gowns! Now that is NOT a good sign! Hahas! Reading through my diary was fun...How great my friendship with her WAS...And how terrible it is now...And I always see at the end of the page..."Another great day with my bestfriend! ^^"...Where are those days now?...All I see now is..."And yet another quarell...She ignored me again and I don't know why..."...Please...Stop blaming your sis for all this...She did not influence me...Look in your room...Does she get all those stuffs I gave you everytime we go out together? I barely buy her anything...She's my bestfriend and you have no right to blame her for destroying our friendship! If you can say that...SO CAN I! YOUR BLOODY BESTFRIEND WHO HAPPENS TO BE MY ENEMY IS THE ONE CAUSING ALL THIS! You like that? No? NO RIGHT!? Then don't give my friend that look like you're blaming her! I'm not choosing between the two of you... But look how you treat me...You tell me you're having yet another one of your mood swings...BUT WHY AM I ALWAYS THE ONLY VICTIM!?? And I happen to be your closest friend among all of them! Do you notice that!? DO YOU!? I don't think so...

I've cried enough for you...If you wanna leave me...Go ahead...I don't care anymore...I DON'T CARE! I don't want to cry for you ANYMORE! I've HAD IT! I know I've made mistakes...And I've done my best to change...But you still don't appreciate it...And when I care for you...You even scold me once when I was trying to be concern...You said do you have to tell me everything that happens in your life...Well If it makes my friend sad..Yes I want to know...But since you said like that and made ME sad in return...I guess I'd rather see you being sad!

Aiha...Thanks so much for the post...It's really meaningful...You made me cry seyh! Sheesh! Hahas! Well it's better if she reads your blog too...At least she knows how I REALLY feel after reading your post...hahas...Well cheer up about the family thing...If you think your family don't care...You can regard me as one of you NEW family member! hahas! And I read this passage yesterday...It says that Muslims MUST always think positive! IT'S A SIN IF YOU DON'T!! Hahas! So you better be strong and be a positive thinker like me ok sis? ^^

And Natasha...Thanks for your support too! You can get through your sec 3 year! All the best!! Hehes! I have faith in you...And you better do better than me! Hahas! That would be easy since my results was so LOUSY! hahahas! ^^