Heys...And here I am..Still confused about the same ol' shit...Should I believe these people about what they say about him?...Are they just saying these to play with my feelings?...Whatever reason it is... I don't care... I don't believe anyone else in this world except my family members... Imagine, what if I happen to fall deeply in love and put all my hopes on that person...And one day...I found out all this while these people have been lying to me... It is going to hurt... But that won't happen coz now my mind is 90% on studies...Nah...Not 100%...My life would be so boring then... And I'm having doubts about having a relationsip after my O's... I'm like totally afraid of heartbreaks now...If I'm broken hearted again one day...And I'm sure if it's by this person... I'd take more than a year to be happy again... I will so do badly for my 'A' Levels... That is SO not good... Coz I can just dream on to go SMU then... See?? I really think my future is more important... WAYYY more important... And these people around me...So fucking busybody...Just makes me want to forget that I like him...-.-...Like hello...I don't give a shit about your lives...Can you fuck out of my life? It's totally my fucking problem who I like... And like I don't even care if he has the same feelings towards me or not...Why should YOU bother right? Can you guys just STAY OUT of this?? ARGH! I hate these people! I swear I do!

Just now there were 2 tests...I think I'm gonna fail my A-maths test...And the Malay test is like SO difficult...Sheesh...But still got hope to pass ar...The class was so damn noisy just now...The sec 5s are just so noisy and rude...-.-... I finished early so I left after checking my work...Then went to have my lunch with Maizurah at KFC... Damn full right now...Hehs... I wasn't really emo in school just now... I laughed quite alot especially during English lesson...Only one conversation can make me laugh that much... Hahas! Me, Sharon and Maizurah were like so dirty-minded! Haha! Naughty naughty! XD

So what's my plan after getting my 'O' Level results...? I want to change my handphone number and not tell ANY of my secondary school friends...And also I want to change my email address! Without telling any of them too...I mean it...Forget me... Coz I really want to start a new life... I don't see the point of remembering people who are so busybody and some, always make me cry... I'll only give my number to those friends whom I REALLY treasure and don't wanna lose... And I'm sticking to that plan! Oh yea! And I'm changing my image too! So yea...None of you would recognise me...! ^^ Okies! I guess that's all! Gotta go now! Adios amigos!!! ^^