And here's my night post...I have nothing better to do is it? Of coz! Blgging is ALWAYS the most important! Hahas! There was chaos in my life just now and almost made me forget about my dreams! I cannot do it!! I can't! The feeling is too deep already... I knew all of these was coming up... That's why I only want it to happen 7 months later...Haiz... I don't wanna lose you like I lost him... I thought I've lost everything when I lost him...But after that feeling came back to me but towards you... I feel like I'm back to normal again...If I have to forget you...I'm that fuckin' emo kid who likes to keep to herself and all she does is cry every single day! And always have negative thoughts about EVERYTHING. I don't like to be that girl anymore... I hate to be an emokid... I feel so depressed for every reason.... And I can feel that I'm becoming emo again now... This is so wrong...

So tomorrow there's A-maths differentiation test...Like what the hell..I'm not prepared...So don't even hope to pass? And I still have my A-maths homework and physics worksheet to complete! So bye2! And I'm feeling all fucked up and stress ryte now...I am SO wonderin' HOW THE HELL to complete all those with my fuckin' pissed off mind..! And I also have a Malay Mock Test tomorrow...Ah what the hell with that...I'll slap my bloody face if I fail..-.-...