Argh I feel so fucking shitty right now that I don't feel like blogging much...Ugh I guess I have to... Hmms... So what happened today? Emo emo day... Cover up with a stupid smile and fake laughs...-.-... Watched Off Centre during English periods... Well the show made me realise one thing... I'm crazy... Seriously... Vinod or whatever the name is... Seems hyper and all...But he's actually severely depressed...And that's what I'll be in 2 years time if these problems keeps on haunting my day and night... Oh forget it...! Seriously if I have more friends... I am so spending 3/4 of my time with them than my family... I'm just sick of all this uh... And I won't let it spoil my life! NEVER!! For now... I'd rather keep all my problems to myself and just let it burst in my heart and leave me bleeding in silence... My blog's name is torn apart in silence anyway... So that is why I name my blog this name! [Go and die la if you think I'm emo! You don't know the situation I'm facing...Just shut up! This is not emo nor emotional! These are natural feelings!]

Anyway... The physics test was ok...Managable... Hopefully pass... Ah whatever... After school went to Interchange.... I just need that break from this depression... So why not shop huh? I think I spent about $40 today... Slightly lesser... $37+++... I bought LOTS of thing...I bought this silver pendant...With 2 year warranty... Cool! Only $4! I also bought this gorgeous earring! ^^ But $6.90 uh...A little ex...But nice mah...Who cares... Can save money for these few weeks since I can't go out anymore...Exam weeks... Then after exams... WHEEE~~!!! SHOPPING!!! Well straight away after school actually had a talk with Maizurah... Didn't help much... Hahas! Still help la but not so much... SOMEBODY said I was going to be late to meet at interchange... Since I ALWAYS get ready so late! Hahas! Look who's talking?? LOL! I reached interchange first! Haha! Bought my mum another Mothers' Day gift which was a coin pouch... She loved it...There's a 'Whatever' and the thing is white... $4.90... Also I bought this huge ring.. Hahas... And this gorgeous hair clip...Black notebook, pink silverish pen, a cubix keychain for my bro and a Garnier mask for myself... To relief stress... Hehe! Reached home at about 6.50... At home, my sis put fake lashes on me...Wow I love it! Hahas! Looks so nice! ^^ Thanks sis!

And just now I took some picts... Oh Abang Yus, thanks for your cigarette! Haha! I borrowed it for 2 of my picts! Hehe! The one with glitters...That's the one I borrowed... Haha! Just to fit in with the mood... Oh my gosh! Even the unlighted cigarette STINKS! How do you people smoke?? BLEARGH! >.<... I really held my breath seyh... Niwaes...Here are the picts..That's all..Bye...By the way... Listen to the lyrics of this song... 'Tears will help you learn and grow so better off to let it flow...' Very true..I guess... Hehe! That's why I love this song..! ^^

I don't smoke...It's just a pose...-.-...Cigarette STINKS! >.<..

When your reflection becomes your best pal...XD

Not in the mood to smile I guess...