Helo... How was your first day of school? Most of you must be delighted since you get to see your friends once again... Well to me, today is the WORST day of school in 2008 so far... My keychain is spoil, my friendship with my group of friends is somehow...Fading... Ah! Much more but I don't feel like sharing... After School, all I wanted to do was to cry... Hahas! Ok the tears were already blurring my vision... But I controlled my emotions and I could hold back the tears... Hehes... Then I went to revise Chemistry with Diyana... Thanks Diyana for asking for my keychain back from them! Hehes... I may seem happy after some time when we were revising, but I didn't felt lighter in the heart even ABIT...Hmms... I don't know...In my brain, it says revenge... In my heart it says forget and I'll break... I don't know!! Ok fine another freakin' dilemma... Oh well why should this be your problem huh? Hehes... I know, I keep on complaining about my life...I sound like some emokid...-.-... Well I love the video Mr Ang K S showed to 4E3... It was so inspirational... Nick was such a great guy... He made me realise how thankful I should be about myself... I used to hate the way I look since I'm so hairy...Well at least I have limbs... And Allah must have given me these hairs for a reason...And I don't have to find the reason why, I just need to appreciate what He has given me...=)

Well like 1/3 of the show, I realised like...Hmm...I've blogged about this before...I told someone about this before... Hahas! Yea Diyana realises that coz I'm like her motivator? Hahas! But I also realised another thing...I want people to have confidence in themselves...Love themselves...But I'm the one who's hating myself all the while... Well I must start loving myself then! Hahas! Don't talk about my face la...I ALWAYS love my face! Haha! Since like...Forever? Haha! Except for the part where I have facial hair...Gosh...There I go again...Whining about my looks...And I even fear to have a boyfriend coz of it...[My mum must be thankful of it! Haha!]...Oh well I'm sure one day, there will be that someone who is willing to accept me for who I am INSIDE...And not what I am on the OUTSIDE... Well so far only one person who knows me for who I really am apart from my close friends... I think? Haha! Like Nick said, he's still single, but he's still waiting for his future wife, whom he thinks will accept him for who he really is and not how he looks like. Hehes! Truly inspired me that part... =)

And also like Shi Chang told me, teens are still not matured to think that way since they are immatured... They'll learn to accept people fr who they really are one day when they are matured in future... Hehe! Now that's MY motivator! Hehe! You're a great friend...=)

And some jokes seems so funny to some people, and seems so hurtful when someone else hears about it by their own ears...Haix...