Hellooooz everyone! Happy fathers' day? Tch...I guess not. I'm like PISSED OFF by my father just a moment ago... Sheesh...Can he EVER make me smile?? Oh don't even HOPE he can make me LAUGH! -.-... Like what sia...I was talking to my brother...Not even to HIM... And he was like interruping the convo...My bro didn't mind at all by the way we speak to each other...It's like SO normal between us...I mean...like all these years seyh! And he's there to just RUIN the convo, and scold me without prior reason! What?! ARGH! So angry right now! THANK GOD HE HEARD WHAT I TOLD MY MUM JUST NOW! SHEESH! I told my mum I had no mood to even WISH him a 'Happy Fathers' Day'... But he he heard I didn't want to celebrate Fathers' Day with him...If I don't even wanna WISH...Do you think I even WANT to celebrate? -.-... Then he was like sying I talk like those UNdisciplined kids always loitering around and making such a nuisance in public... Nonsense sia...-.-... I mean it was just a casual way I speak with my bro seyh... I mean, What's With Him?? -.-... Well look on the bright side...At least this UNDISCIPLINED child of yours happens to be in the freakin' first class in her bloody school, she happens to pray every single day and hoping and trying her very BEST to be more religious, she has a bloody talent YOU NEVER APPRECIATE and she's your FREAKIN' DAUGHTER! And you know what??? I felt really hurt when you said I lok like that grandma in the show 'Congkak' just coz she had facial hair! DO YOU THINK I ASKED FOR IT?! Do you!? Huh...I thought YOU'D understand better as my FATHER and not mock me about it! You know? Without mum, I'd NEVER think I'm beautiful, ESPECIALLY if YOU are around. That's not the first time you insult my looks. Why can't you be more like mum? I' ve tried my best to show you that I love you, but you keep on pissing me off... Haiz...I don't know Ayah... I'm just tired of crying because of you... I know my siblings read my blog... Memang adik tak pernah kene pukul... But don't think he has never demoralise me before... He's so proud of Abang Pil when he sew something... And when I sew something and sewing happens to be PART OF MY PASSION AND DREAMS...He just said...Tch! Your brother can sew better!...FINE. Sickening sia I'm crying again...Haiz... I'll show you Ayah, with Mama by my side guiding me through life, I'll show you how important it is to be religious, I'll show you I'll be a fashion designer one day and I'll prove to you that I'LL BE THAT CHILD OF YOURS TO MAKE YOU PROUD WITH THE STINKIN' DEGREE IN MY HANDS! And I'm sorry Ayah for being the most rebellious among all of your children... I guess I must control my anger if I don't wanna end up to be like you... And I'm sorry I don't like to be part of the music industry when I grow up coz I HATE to be a singer like you want me to be.

Oh well, I guess that's all....Hmmm blogging always bring a smile back to my face! Hehes! I feel all better now. I don't expect any freakin' lectures from anyone ok? Hahas! I just needed to let my feelings free...Since I hate to share these kind of problems with family members...I'll end up getting scolded. Actually I hate to share any kind of problems with my family members coz I'll either end up getting lectured or pissed off. So yea, I'd rather blog! Wheee~! hahas! Ok la! Bubbyes! ^^

OH! And bubbyes Abang Pil!! I'll miss you when you go for your reservice! ^^ Huhu macam paham tak menjadi? Hahas!