Juz a few more days before school reopens...Somehow or rather...These freakin' A-maths Tuition questions on Integration ARE SO TOUGH! What the freakin' hell sia... -.-... And my brain is like..SHOOT! Jammed for a while, so why not take a break huh? HAHA! Kirin...Kirin... LOL! Haiz...I can't really concentrate with this uneasy feeling in my heart...Hmm... You what? Somehow or rather...I feel unwanted and not needed by him in his life...Well these are negative thoughts...I don't know whether he's shy with me or whatever... But if he really want to ignore my existence...Then I see no need of me to carry on hoping... Well for now, only God knows huh? Hehe! So why no just keep on praying? Well I've been doing that...But I'm just sick of all these wonderful dreams I have every night coz I know it can never happen... Build up hopes and watch it crashing into rubbles when a disaster strikes? Tch... I don't know la eh... Since he's not ready for anyhing, and couldn't be bothered to know me well like what HE 'PLANNED'...I don't see why I need to take the first steps to get to know him...Well I have...Hahas! But not much...

Nahh...I'm not feeling down or disappointed at the moment...Surprisingly, this 'crush' topic no longer makes me sad or whatever, coz that hope isn't so high anymore...And I still have plenty more friends that can make me laugh...Hehe! Friends that are simply as crazy as me! Hahas! But nobody else can make me laugh the way that person does uh...Haha! Somehow or rather it feels different...LoL! Oh my god! I spent so much time blogging already! Hehe! Though I feel all better now! Whheeee~! So yea...LET'S GET BACK TO A-MATHS! ^^