Oh dear oh dear... I'm not feeling too well emotionally right now! Erk! What's happening to me!!? Damn it... Has it been too long and I've yet to receive any signs that he likes me too?? Oh dear... I'm so worried right now...NO...Not fear of rejection... But if nothing happens by next Wednesday... I don't know what to say...OMG My lips are SEALED! I am NOT telling you what's going on with my emotions right now! Though I will be blogging about it in my second blog... OH MY GOD KIRIN!!!!! Ok shhhh....Just shut up now.

Went to tuition just now...Did Integration...As usual...Mr Tok always aim me coz I've finished the syllabus...-.-... Give me a break la dey! Doesn't mean finished, I'm good at it...Sheesh... I was quite ermm...Happy to go tuition! Hahas! One was because I miss schooling [what the f**k?]...LOL! Secondly, we were doing A-maths...My favourite subject [like HA-HA]... The third reason just came up to me AFTER tuition when I was waiting for everyone to pay their tuition fees and I was waiting for Mr Tok to settle the fees with them first since I had some questions to ask... I'm not telling you the third reason...o.o... It totally left me smiling for a sec! O.O... And suddenly I told myself, I need a bloody brainwash... HAHAS! What the f**k is WRONG with my f***ing BRAIN!? -.-... One is enough la seyh...Ish...-.-...

And now I'm like so excited for tomorrow! OMG!! I'm gonna buy Baby Taz plushie tomorrow! TOMORROW!!! Hahas! Yay yay! LOL! Later I'll take lots of picts of it! Hehe! TALK ABOUT TAKING PICTURES! My sis said she's gonna buy me a PINK SLIM DIGITAL CAMERA FOR MY BIRTHDAY! OH MY GREAT GOD! OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT IS ON MY WISHLIST FOR GOD'S SAKES!!! O.O... I didn't quite express my excitement just now... Hahas! Coz I was confused...She said she'll give me a budget of $500 and I must choose my birthday present... I was like FOOLAMAK! Hahahas! When she suggested a digital camera...I was STILL thinking what I should ask from her... But after some time... couldn't think of anything else but me and that BEAUTIFUL DIGITAL CAMERA... Camwhoring 24/7! Hahaha! I tell you, everywhere I go I'll bring that camera! Huhu! Well my birthday is like 12th of October...Hello... Still so far Miss Kirin... Hahas! So yea...Do't wanna think much about it now... Coz I'm seriously facing a GODDAMN DILEMMA right now...-.-...

When can I say something to you again?? Just a SIMPLE HELLO would do! Anything to stop myself from going to the wrong path! OMG!! Please GO ONLINE!!! Hahahas! -.-....