Wohoooo~! One more 'O' Level thingy...OVER! No more Malay Oral! Hahas! And like wow? My prayers have been answered! Alhamdulillah...Hehe...After Amirah went and I was still at the waiting area, I started praying and praying and praying! Hahaha! And then after my 5 minutes was up...I prayed even MORE! Hahah! Who cares whether Mr Tay was in front of me or whatever seyh...Too stress to even care! Every step I took, I say some prayers! Hahaha! It's like...Oh No...DOOMS DAY! Hahas! Lucky the cockroach which was in the hall was gone from my sight! If not I'd be like shrieking? EEEKKKKK! Hahaha! I hate cockroach la sia...LoL! Ok shut up la Kirin...LoL!

When I reached the table...I smiled at the teachers..."Good Evening teachers...Sorry I didn't bring my IC nor my Ez-Link card..."...I said in PROPER malay uh... Haha! So weird like that..."Selamat Petang cikgu-cikgu....Maaf, tetapi saya todak membawa kad pengenalan, mahupun card Ez-Link saya..."...LoL! Then the teacher was joking uh..."Then how I know you are really Nur Assyakirin?"...Then I reply uh..."I lie also no point Cikgu..."...Haha! Then I start. That is when my prayers were answered! I didn't screw up much and I could talk and read quite fluently! I was SO proud of myself! Haha! Oh I just say one word wrongly but I say the correct one again after that... The conversation questions...

[In Malay...]
1. Describe a sports that you know of. Explain.
2.What are the rules and regulations for that particular sport that you chose?
3.More teens are not interested in sports nowadays. How to make these teenagers interested in sports?
4.Sports is a good career and can last very long. Do you agree with this statement?

I was kinda satisfied with what I answered ar... Hopefully I can get my A1 for Malay...If possible... Top for Malay? Hahas! Sorry Farah! Hahas! Why not give me a chance huh? LoL! Juz kidding la! Khairin said after I left the teacher were like laughing... I think I know very well why they're laughing...I was supposed to say safety helmet, which was "topi keselamatan"...But I said helmet for the motorbike, which was "topi keledar"... Gawd!!! I totally know about that! Alamak... Haish...! Feel like a loser? Haha! But I won't let that mistake demoralise me! So I kept on going! Wheee~! LoL! Very determine for that freakin' A1 sia! Hahas! Lalala...! LoL! Thanks to all my friends who took Oral on the same day as me today for teaching me how to pronounce some of the words! Had so much fun! Hehe! And I didn't realise how some of my schoolmates are so funny after all these years! Hahas! Ok I laughed alot...That's why I wasn't so stress at first...
Thanks SOOOO MUCH....To all of those people who wished me good luck! I needed that! Hehe! You peepz are just the best!

After school, around 4.30 p.m... I went to the shop with my mum to buy my father's birthday present! HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYAH! Hahas! The birthday present was...Ingredients to cook Nasi Briyani! Wheee~! Haha! I cooked something so ADVANCED! Haha! And GOD it tasted good! Haha! Then I saw Mr Ang K K at my void deck...He walked with me until at the Golden Pines there... Hahas! At the playground at my house there, he asked me to differentiate sinX...I was like huh? All of a sudden? Haha! At first I said -cosX...then I was like...EH! No... cosX... Hahas! Then he asked me slightly difficult question... cos2X...That one I got correct... -2sin2X... Hahas! I cooked for sooo long! But it was satisfactory! My family members loved it! I LOVED IT! Hahas! I sayang my mother, brother[Abang Pil] and sister la...! Hehe! I know Abang Yus and Abang Faz will like it too! Hehe! But...

I cooked it especially for my dad... And I was so eager for him to come home especially after I saw his message for me after I wished him Happy Birthday before I went to school...which was "Thanks. Luv u"...I was so touched...When was the last time he said he love me? I can't even remember...Certainly not last year... That's why I always think he doesn't love me...But what happened a moment ago... Really make me think twice uh whether he actually really loves me or not... You know what? He didn't even say thank you...He critic my cooking instead... Coz I used the Nasi Briyani Mix... I mean, it is my first time what...I know ar you're a great cook and so on... Even if your cooking sucks sometimes, too salty or bland...I never insult your cooking coz I don't wanna hurt you... And you hurt my feelings without even thinking of all the hardwork I put in to make you proud...I thought you'd give me that gasp...Wow! My daughter cooked for me Nasi Briyani!... Instead I got the opposite of that...Haiz... Whatever la... At least my other family members are on MY side! Hehe! All agree that he's unappreciative and 5 against 1...Who wins? 5! Hahaha! Sayang you all la! Hahas! They cheered me up! Hehe!

I guess that's all la...And I've let what happened this week in the past lah... Though I still don't dare to hope for him anymore... I mean, fate is in God's hands...and I'll accept whatever the fate is...^^...God knows what's best for us and everything happens for a reason... And we only plan but it's God who determines it all...=)
Like Miss Zaleha said, sometimes even if you love someone very much, as in a crush uh...Doesn't mean the person will love you back too...

I'm not like that one person I know who seriously doesn't give up even if he's rejected by that girl...Just accept the fate la...Move on!! Hahas! Yea that's me...Just emo for the day I got hurt and I'll be the happy me again... How can Miss Zaleha think our class has no emokid...Haha! Look at the back of the class la! There's one! Haha! Ya...me? Haha! Part time only...LoL!