Haiz...Fate is just SO CRUEL sometimes... Oh well...I know there's a reason why it happens anyway... But I'm finding away to escape from that fate! Hahas! Ok what fate am I talking about here..?

For 4 weeks, I have extra lessons on WEDNESDAYS...OF ALL DAYS LA SIA!!! The problem is now...I can attend the Chemistry one... But not the Physics one....Argh! Eyh by hook or by crook, I'LL NEVER CHANGE MY TUITION TIME SLOT! Sunday the pace is VERY fast and I can't catch up...Thursday, it's at night and I'm so tired by then and the class is NOISY! Wednesday's class is simply THE best uh... Hahas! Not so noisy, the pace is JUST RIGHT, I like my classmates! Hahas! Kirin...Kirin...! LoL! And..And... And... If I change to Thursday... NoOoOOOOooo...!!! I can't see him anymore!! Cannot cannot cannot!!! Gosh if I really MUST change... I'll be regretting like...for weeks! Coz I had the chance to sit with for the LAST TIME[hopefully not] this week, and I chose not to! Oh my God Kirin is SO slenger! Hopefully I can stay uh....Talked to Mr Kim and Mr Ng already... Me, Shermeen and Sharon...

I'm gonna miss him if I must change class! Noooo! 4 freakin' lessons I won't get that 'look' when I enter the room! Hahas! Oh well..Secret's out, my eyes always go to him when I enter the room, and sometimes, he's the one who look at me first! Haha! And that look is not outstanding or what uh... Oh shut up...I just love to see that innocent face la! Haha! But somehow, my crush's face is more innocent though NOT the attitude...-.-... But I know he's smart too like that tuition guy only that the guy from my tuition is more hardworking! Hahaha! But that look from that tuition guy doesn't make me smile like that look from my crush... Hahas! Somehow just a look is so special... Though he never smiles at me...*sobx* hahaha! Smile is like IMPOSSIBLE? LoL! Since it seems like even my EXISTENCE is ignored by him... Haha! OK la stop talking about these two... I'm not a timer in relationship eh...I WAS THE ONE who got timed in the past! Sheesh...!
And what relationship? I'm not even attached! So how can you say I'm not faithful to my crush???

And the Tampines Idol...Hmm...I wanna join BUT Nadzirah said the dateline for signing up is WAYYYY Over... Oh bother... Then they pt the poster like just a few days ago sia at my void deck... STUPID SIA! Not my fault what! Nevermind...I still have the Teachers' Day audition... Whee~! So many audition! If I get to join Tampines Idol & Teachers' Day celebration... I perform like 3 times already in a year...SINGING... Hahas! Didn't know I had the courage to sing in front of live audience in the first place... Haha!

Ok so what have I learn from this two mishaps? Obviously one is...
~> God just want to separate me from that tuition guy, so I will concentrate on ONE guy...JUST IN CASE, I fall for that tuition guy... HAHAHA! Give me a break la... I have no special feelings for him!

And secondly...
~>I got to know about the audition like SUPER LATE...Obviously God knows what's best for me... Maybe I'm just not ready... And I can't conquer my fear later on the stage fot the finals... And also, the finals is like 10 days before English 'O' Level/Prelim Oral...Not sure for which exam...So yea, should use the time more wisely rather than sing sing sing AND SING....

Like the Muslims says...Mesti ada hikmah di sebalik takdir ini... Haha! Kirin macam paham!! LoL! In English it means, everything happens for a reason... So yea, I always look on the bright side... Very easy to not think about the Tampines Idol thingy uh... But about the changing of tution class is like...Argghhh! Haha! I only have like 3 months before my tuition totally ends...And I have to STOP SEEING him like 3 months earlier???! And 4 more months, I can't see my crush! Oh my gosh...Terrible life..! Haha! The 2nd "can't see" is gonna be VERY depressing I tell you... Especially if I'm STILL ignored! Gosh...

Whatever...It's all in God's hand anyways... Fated...What to do? Just have to accept them... Hmms... Ok l I guess that's all, I just returned from school and like SUPER hungry now since I just ate this very small sponge cake and chocolate ice cream... I WANT VANILLA!! Not fair! They finished it all! Sheesh-ness! So the alternative was Chocolate then...Thanks teachers for the ice cream! Hehe! Whee~! Monday no school! As if can party like that... Sure study like ass... Hahas! Ok la! Gotta go now...I'm having gastric pain [which will seriously give me heartburn ANY MOMENT now...-.-] and headache since the first second I stepped out of my house to go to school... Not enough sleep uh... Hahas! Ok la! Chiao!