And I suddenly hate myself you see... It's so irritating to live with this guilt... I mean, I've been such a jerk... How can I like someone, and I know that someone happens to read my blog sometimes, and I blog about another guy?? True that I don't like the other guy... But I kept on praising him sia... Hahas! Ok like last week, I just did that for so-called revenge since my heart was really shattered upon hearing that something from his own freakin' mouth... A fact that I seriously couldn't take it as a joke... But even this week I'm still blogging about the other guy...I'm just too much la seyh...

I SUCK.

So yea...I won't blog about that tuition guy anymore... Hahas! And I guess, if I really HAVE TO change to Thursday's time slot for tuition...I guess I'll just have to accept it... But seriously, the main reason why I DON'T wanna go Thursday's time slot is because of that irritating Mr Know-It-All, I have NO CHANCE to answer any questions! -.-...And the class is SO noisy! 7.30 pm? I'm like TIRED...-.-... Seriously it has got NOTHING to do with Ali...I don't even TALK to him...Why should I even care?? o.o... All I said before is just a joke...So yea, for those who know I have a crush on 'my crush'...Hahas...I hope you galz don't think I have another crush... I don't. It's just a joke. Why would I wanna leave someone I've cried for? Doesn't make sense right? And to my bestfriend, you asked me not to be with him if I become a popular singer one day...[Which seriously won't happen since I HATE to be a singer]... I'll still wait for him... He said he's not ready YET... It means I should wait for him... And I still am... =)

Hmm today is kinda boring day...In other words...IT SUCKS! Hahas! Well only me, my mum and Fiqry at home...Fiqry cried alot uh today... Ishk... Can't wait for him to grow until that stage where he cries only when he falls or anything... Toddler! Hehe! Since my mum had to look after him, I cooked la... Hahas! I cooked Chicken Sambal... Just following instructions from my mum... Since it's Saturday, it happens to be my beauty day... So yea, after a long shower, I had my breakfast than I ate this daily tablet for teens to look gorgeous! Haha! There's four types, then they say uh...This one eat for Saturday and Wednesday only or something like that uh... I ate for the acne one... Thanks Along for buying me that thing...I was unsure about thanking her yesterday since I thought the thing was capsule uh...And I have a terrible fear of eating capsules...o.o... So I was like...Errr...Gosh...This is gonna be HELL... LoL! It turns out to be normal pills...So yea...

I joked alot with my mum today... And there's a wedding dinner at my void deck...Got one lady sang Purnama Merindu by Siti Nurhaliza... Purnama is Moon, Merindu is Miss... Like the moon is missing something? Haha! I am SO bad at translation! LoL! Anyway it's a beautiful song and difficult to sing... I can only sing that song sometime, when my voice is really ok...I can't even have a SLIGHT sore throat to sing that song...! Haha! But that lady who sang that song, sounded horribly monotonous! LoL! And I don't think she realised that since she sang the WHOLE song! Haha! I heard some sarcastic remarks from the audiences! Hahaha! And I was like LOL at home! Hahahaha! Ok la...I guess that's all... Hahas! Since I've CONFESSED... Hahas... I guess part of the guilt is gone... Hmm...I really hope he understands if he happens to read my blog...Ugh! I suck! Hahas!