An Empty Chair Sits All Alone.
Abandoned and Lonely,
Like A Broken Soul.
And Here I Am,
Out In The Cold.
And It's Your Hands That I Wish To Hold...
[for this one, I drew a chair, supposedly at this isolated place uh...But drawing not complete yet... Hehe]

Ok this is the loooonnnngggg one... What do you expect? I was dead bored! Haha! Ok most of it doesn't rhyme though...That's why I don't call it a poem...I just call it...Some shits I've written... Hahas!

Is this true what I'm feeling?
Is it finally over?
Or am I just confused with my feelings?
Maybe I'm just what you call,
a crestfallen lover...

I'm afraid of the consequences,
But I'm loving the memories.
I love to see you smiling,
Your smiles take away my worries...

But the smiles are never meant for me.
Just ignorance and plain arrogance.
What have I done to you?
Or do you just hate me?

For more than a year,
I've kept this feeling for you...
And finally you knew,
That I love you...

I thought that would bring happiness,
But my judgement is so untrue...
You ignore my existence,
And leave me torn apart in silence...

But I have confidence,
Never to let go of you...
Until my dark past came to me,
and leave me feeling blue...

Ok let me explain a little here... The dark past... Is actually that 2 dreams... Seriously reminds me of that heartbreaker... And I DON'T WANT to be reminded about him! Ugh... -.-... Both 'story'...Mainly describe my feelings towards my crush right now... After I'm reminded of my past... I don't know...That fear of falling in love just came back to me...And that JOKE I heard from my crush's mouth 2 weeks ago became SOOOOO CLEAR in my head... And it makes me even MORE afraid to fall in love... Hmms... I don't know la... I'm afraid but I'm still praying that one day he'll give me a chance to love him... Haha! So yea...Confused soul...And for now, I feel like my blog url... Simply suits me... Hehe! I guess that's all... Actually today, my life has a storyline...You know, everywhere I go today, I hear a 'narrator' in my head advising me... Haha! I'm NOT crazy... It always happens when I'm emo... Haha! My mind encourages me to smile again... =)

Ok ok I'll stop here...I'll type out more of this crap if I make more of it kays? Now I need to revise my A-maths formulaes! Bubbyes!