It's all fated.

Together we make a difference...Our Friends, Our Family...We will share a special dream...Together we feel, THE SINGAPORE HEART BEAT! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! Hehe! Sorry I didn't get to blog yesterday...Damn exhausted after the whole thing... Hahas! Yesterday on the way home I cried also uh... I wasn't sad...It's because I was damn SLEEPY! Hahaha! Yesterday MUST be the best day of my life! Yeeeeehawww~! Hahahas! I LOVE MAMA AND AYAH!!! Hehe! Well they make my life worth living! =)

Yesterday was a total contrast of what happened on Friday... SERIOUSLY... Hahaha! And I realise something, I won't waste a single drop of tear on him anymore! Woohoo~! I'll only cry if my parents scold me! Hahaha! And I also realise...That sudden heartbreak made me all childish again... Just like when I was sec 1 and younger... I realised that when I sulk over a simple thing...Which was ice cream! Hahas! After the event, I wanted ice cream but my parents don't allow me... Then I was like...Making faces? Hahaha! I didn't sulk for long la... Hahas! I don't think that's new in my parents' eyes though... Hahaha! I was the baby of the house for almost 16 years until Fiqry came along! Hahas! Well I'm still the youngest in the house, since Fiqry is my sister's son... Not my younger brother... Haha!

It was a hot and sunny day at first...Gosh seriously I was sweating like *toots*! -.-... My make-up!! Haha! Tried something extraordinary for my face... I used red eye shadow for the first time! Haha! At first I thought it was going to be ugly...But in the end, it looks nice! Hahas! Just need to know how to use it la actually... But I am NOT using red again! Haha! Simply because red is NOT my colour...-.-... I didn't had a good start with my father... He was in his 'I know it all' mood... And so he put me in my 'Whatever' mood. Haha!

We didn't exactly went to Marina Bay... We went to Padang... Dang it was hot! Luckily I brought my shades along! ^^... The goodie bag was...LAME...-.-... What the... We got a different goodie bag from those who went to Marina Bay... We got the lame one... Padang was like so called the second class spectators uh... Who cares? Haha! I still had fun! The people at Marina Bay didn't get the torch light and the 'paddle pop' float which we got... Don't ask me why they call it paddle pop. I just go with the flow... Haha! We're supposed to get $10, I guess they cancelled that plan...-.-... And this year, no umbrella...So Aiha, I am not umbrella girl... Haha! She was Canon Girl! Hahas! She was so called working with Canon for the day, and we sms-ed each other all the way! ^^... This year, the Padang people had to form a flag using the paddle pop that we got... It was GORGEOUS! I'm sure most of you watched the news yesterday...But we used the flash light at night...Which was NICER! OMG!! I saw my light on TV! Haha! You've got to admit the Singapore flag we formed was gorgeous! Hahas! I WAS PART OF NDP!!! 3 CHEERS FOR THE PADANG PEOPLE!!! HIP HIP HOORAY!!! HIP HIP HOORAY! HIP HIP HOORAYYYY!!! ^^... We did a great job as Singaporeans! =)

Around 5 pm... It started raining... Hahas! And people start to go home...LOSERS!! BOOOO~!!! Scared of rain! -.-... Thumbs down for these people! Are they even SINGAPOREANS? -.-... Then this group of Chinese was like standing with their umbrellas and we wanted to watch the parade on the big screen...Simply selfish la these people! They were wearing ponchos and caps for God's sakes! -.-... So the people at the back, including me, shouted as loud as we could... OI! SIT DOWN LA! UMBRELLAS DOWN!!! WE CANNOT SEE!!!... Hahas! They sat down and looked at us in such a rude manner, as if we care, we looked at each other and laughed! Haha! WE WIN! LoL! And I felt as though...We are one big family! Hehe! One people, one nation, ONE SINGAPORE!! Hehe! Sorry la eh...But every national day, I'm very patriotic... Hahas! Because I LOVE SINGAPORE!!! Hehe! Then those people wanted to leave half-way, we were like...WOHOOO~! Yeah!!!... Hahas! I know, we were mean...Who cares? Haha! Then they left a lot of rubbish behind! What the...-.-... Then this lady stood up and reprimanded them...Hey please pick up your litter!... Hahahaha! They were about to ignore her... Then they stand there like... Eh this is not our rubbish what... Then it was MY turn... Eh! Pick up litter also difficult ar? Even if it's not yours, JUST PICK UP LA!... To call themselves Singaporeans! Sheesh! Then me and that lady was smiling to each other like saying that we did a good job as Singaporeans! Haha!

The rain certainly did not kill my National Day spirit... Haha! I was SUPER DUPER HYPER!!! Hahas! I screamed a lot! I was among the few who shouted the loudest... Haha! Simply screamed all my heartbreak away! Haha! Singapore cured my heartbreak! I love Singapore!! Haha! We were so called having a picnic there, together as one big family... You know what I have always wished for..? I always wish that I can be part of the National Day Parade... I don't want to be part of the marching contingent... Like what my parents wish I would be in...-.-...Expect me to be Guard Of Honour for SPF... Like my sister..Prftt... Haha! I will never be a police! -.-...The thought of joining NPCC wasn't even in my brain! What about Singapore Police Force? OF COZ NO! Haha! My wish is to be the singer for National Day...Hehe! I don't want to sing new songs... I just want to sing the old songs...In particular, I want to sing...TOGETHER...We will share a special dream...Together we feel...THE SINGAPORE HEARTBEAT! Hahas! I hope one day, my dream will come true... It's my childhood dream... Since I was, let's say... Primary 4? Hahas! And now I'm like Sec 4? That's why every National Day, I will sing their song with pride! Hehe! Especially if I attend the parade...What if they hear me and next time they want me to be part of it? Haha! I WANT!! Haha! [I wish...-.-]

When I saw the Black Knights in the sky...Wow wheee~! So beautiful!! They made a shape of a heart and I saw it LIVE! Yeah!!! Haha! They keep on making the trick where they almost crash into one another... Haha! COOL SHIT! I know I was noisy uh... Keep on saying...COOOOLLL~!!! Hahas! Well it is the truth... I was much more noisy when the fireworks came! I screamed my lungs out I think! Haha! And while watching the parade with my parents, I suddenly realise how much I love my father... Even though we quarrel all the time... And I felt that wonderful feeling in my heart, which was even more wonderful than the feeling of falling in love...It was the affection that I felt from both of my parents... At that moment, I felt that...Why do I even need him in my life anymore? I have them! I have Singapore!... And then I realised that my heartbreak was fully cured... Hehe! I just needed one day! How cool is that!? Ok2 now my plan is...If I happen to be in a relationship, if I were to break up, I will break up on National Day eve! Haha! Kirin is SO crazy! LoL! That's a good sign, because if I'm crazy means, I'm back to my normal self! Hehe!

For like the first time, I took a lot of picture with my father! Hehe! I mean, I wouldn't be here without my father, and I might not look this beautiful without him either... So I thank Allah that he's my father... Hehe! We had another quarrel on the way to the bus, but things settled down between us in the bus... Then the three of us had our dinner at Rasa 21...At around 10.45 pm like that... We ate Chicken Rice... I had fun eating with them! Haha! Although I was too lethargic to even smile properly! Haha! Reached home around 11.30 pm... After praying, my battery was flat and I went to bed! Haha! I dreamt about so my things! Haha! I know got one dream, I cried hysterically because my father had to go to jail! Haha! It shows how much I love him! Hehe! And I saw him in my dream...-.-... It was him in 10 years time, in police uniform. Hahs! Good la...I also hate police right... So...What a coincidence ay? Hahas!

I guess I'll stop here, I'll upload videos and slideshow soon... I need quite a long time to upload the videos at youtube...So...Have to wait for the videos aites? ^^...Ok gotta go now! Bye!

Where I belong, Where I keep my heart and soul...Where we are one big family...
I want the whole world to know, I wanna shout it out loud...
THAT THIS IS WHERE I KNOW I BELONG! =D