REHEARSALS!!! Gosh I'm TIRED! It's almost 10 hours of schooling for today! Aiyoyo... Boleh mati leh...It means can die leh... Hahas! Work also like 8 hours only seyh... Oh well, this week is BUSY BUSY days, but next week is CHILL & STUDY days... OH! And FASTING days! Wheee~! I can lose weight!!! Hahas! Thought of seriously enjoying the days before fasting by eating lots of stuffs... Too bad I have no appetite this week... Thanks to this nervous feeling I have for Friday and EVERY rehearsal days! -.-... Stomach ache everyday! Ahhh!! Hahas!

Yesterday's rehearsal... Quite okay uh...Found out I have to walk down the aisle myself... And and and...I cannot stand close to Sam Chua anymore... Must stand very far from each other...o.o... I was like MORE scared than last week... Eeek! Hahas! Sylvest[I think...] from No Link, took a video of me and Sam singing... Only got one part when I sang, they sang along, and I thought I sounded terrible that part. Haha! I don't think it was Terrence's voice though... That guy's voice is...Fuh~! Can't put into words... Hahas! POWER! ^^ He loves my voice? I love his voice more! Hahas! Geography remedial was dead boring la seyh...-.-... And when I went home, I made flowers with my mom, using paper... FOR MY FAVOURITE TEACHER OF ALL TIMES...! Hehe! OH! And yesterday, I slept around 1.30 a.m. to STUDY CHEMISTRY... AND GUESS WHAT?!! The CHEM TEST WAS CANCELLED! Damn I was angry! -.-....And at night I got all emotional...Sheesh...-.-... AND OH YEAH!!! I told Mr Ang if this friday I do something, it's meant for him la... And he looked scared! Haha! He thought I was going to ask him sing! Hmm...Good suggestion, I shall pass the microphone to him! Hahah! And he seemed happy that I'm gonna sing for him...Awww... I'm gonna make you proud Mr Ang! Hehe!

Today was quite okay la... I have no mixed up emotions... I had 3 tests today... VERY FRUSTRATED with A-maths test! I KNOW ALL THE INTEGRATION QUESTIONS!!! BUT I MADE SO MANY CARELESS MISTAKES!! OH MY GOD!! I HATE MYSELF!!! -.-... Chem test... DIDN'T EVEN COME OUT ON THE PROCESS OF EXTRACTING IRON ORE!! OH MY GOD I HATE CHEM!!! -.-... Pass good enough la that piece of crap! -.-... During Chem Practical... Wah! The nitrogen dioxide had this pungent smell! I sniffed it in and I was like choking on it for a sec! Sheesh! I was super careless during the pratical too! What the hell... During English, we watched Dead Poet Society, a great show! The vocabs were...FUYOH~! Hahas! They were GENIUS! Hahas! But the ending was kinda sad coz this handsome guy killed himself...*sobx*! Hahas! And today was my last day of English period... MRS SHANKAR!!! I'M GONNA MISS YOU!!! And THURSDAY IS MY LAST MATHS PERIOD! Oh my GOD!! MR ANG!!! I'M GONNA MISS YOU EVEN MORE!!! Hahas! It won't be last period for sure, confirm I must come back for A-maths class... Hahaha! Oh well, since it's lesson with Mr Ang, I WON'T COMPLAIN! =)

School ended and we[me & Sam] straight away went for our rehearsal... Wah today quite a number of people didn't come! Hmm... I can't skip tomorrow's rehearsal to go to tuition though since there's photo-taking...[If you come to tuition tomorrow... DAMN YOU!!! When I come, you don't come, when I don't come, YOU COME! -.- Mr A...You better don't come tomorrow! Haha!] Tuition on thursday night... God...The noisy and annoying class...-.-... I wish upon a star that Mr A would be there! Hahaha! If he's there, I can't hear any voice coz all I wanna hear is HIS voice! Hehe! But he's like me la...We're very disciplined and quiet during class yea? Hahahahaha! Gosh I dreamt I chat with him that night... I was like.."Hey! Long time no see!"...he replied,"Oh busy uh..."...Me,"Me too! Hahas!"...The weird part was when he said,"Hahas! Cool... Looks like we're both busy huh? Why don't we study together then? So we'll be busy with each other then!"..All I replied was..."good idea...hehe"...In that dream, I was like BLUSHING! Hahahaha! Then I asked uh so that is why he rarely come to tuition nowadays...But he didn't reply... Awww... Shoots... I saw his display picture and was staring at it all the way... HAHA! He was wearing his specs and it was his messy curly hair that I saw during the holidays...But I only see half of his face... WHO CARES?! Still handsome! Haha! I guess I do miss him huh? When Mr I always giv me those hopes, I don't really think of Mr A much, but thinking of Mr I just cuts me deep...So I'll think of Mr A... I feel like I'm lying to myself...Coz I still love Mr I more than anyone in this world... Haiz... =(

Just now, the rehearsal was fun! Hehe! Simply because I kept on blushing? Hahas! I don't know how many people praised my voice eh... [Alhamdulillah... All the praises are meant for Allah...^^] Since 90% of them don't know me... They just call me Siti Nurhaliza...Which is NOT me, OBVIOUSLY... Hahas! But thanks anyway... Haha! As usual, Terrence kept on praising me... Haha! That boy ar... So sweet one! Hahas! And today he was funny! Hahas! Kept on rasing his thumbs up and giving me that supportive face whenever he sees me! Haha! The first time I sang today, a lot of screaming from my schoolmates... Hahas! I had to move around more than Sam had to... I have to walk to the teachers alone.. Ahh! Haha! Nevermind, it's for Mr Ang! Haha! MR ANG! I have a surprise for you on that day...! Nyehehe~! Don't worry la...I won't ask you to sing! Hahas! I can't tell you guys what it is... I'm afraid it won't be a surprise if Mr Ang reads my blog... Hahas! See for yourself this Friday ok? I NEED A CAMERAMAN!!! Hahas! CONFIRM will be SHOCKED! Hahahaha! Before anything, take not... I HAVE NO SPECIAL FEELINGS FOR MR ANG!! -.-... And MR A is not him!! MR A is a malay, MY AGE, MUSLIM and HANDSOME! Hahaha!

Then during the rehearsal just now... After I performed 2nd time, I chat with my new friends... Then Terrence was like...You sound like Mariah Carey... Then Sulaiman and this counciller girl shout at him...NO LA! Siti Nurhaliza!... Hahas! Then they were like influenced by SAMANTHA CHUA... She looks like Siti right?! "You know ar...If she wears make up ar... MORE LIKE SITI LEH!... Oh ya! Ya! People might even think she IS Siti..."...YEA RIGHT! I don't think Junyuan students are THAT blind... Haha! Then I helped Syl to pull out the stucked plug for his amplifier... They pulled and pulled but cannot come out, but I managed to do it...With patience and strength! Hahas! Cool~! And Syl was like so impressed? Hahas! No big deal la... LoL! I love my new friends, coz they always support me when I sing! Hehe! And Terrence wanted to exchange voice with me, since I FREAKIN' LOVE HIS VOICE, while he FREAKIN' LOVE MY VOICE... Hahas! So yea.. I said his voice was manly... He was being humble that's why he denied it! Haha! I think he's voice is the best among the guy performers! I'm not saying that coz he praises me... I love that voice since he performed for Junyuan Got Talent! It's just that I have no clue who the heck he is at that point of time... Hahas!

Tomorrow, need to bring PE shirt, Class tee, after school, rush home, use make-up, wear my full costume for the performance day coz I have 2 photo-taking! Wheeee~! I loike! haha! Bringing hair wax and some facial stuffs to school tomorrow... I wanna look rockin' in my class pict! Hahas! Ok la! It's 11.12 pm already! Need to pack up my bag!!! And then I sleepppppp!!! Bubbyes! Goodnight!