Hi. I'm sorry but I'm not in a good mood again.

Yesterday it was "blow up" mood...Get angry over little things...Today it's "emo mood"...I've been thinking negative throughout the whole day and all I want to do is cry... But I didn't since I can't cry when I'm fasting... Haiz... I feel so insulted by mum just now...How could she call me a minah...??? -.-... And my dad with his ever-lasting irritating-nism...Stop it sia...-.-

Went to the shop just now, my mum blamed me on this small groceries stuffs uh...I used to don't mind...And treat it as a joke...But just now I was seriously cut...And I felt like crying. -.-... Just a moment ago, I felt like crying coz I suddenly feel not needed by everyone. Can ask my friend about that. I suddenly feel she doesn't need me anymore too. SUPER RANDOM. Sorry for wasting your time just now Ain... [Seriously...I suck big time...] Argh can this depression get any worse?! Depressed...Despressed...Depressed... To make it worse, I have a bloody sore throat, thanks to Mr Germ Spreader, Abang Pil... And I can't sing, and singing happens to be the main thing to make me happy! Since I can't sing, I'm sad...VERY sad. Haiz... I have a month and 29 days to get better... I must start singing sooner or later...

And these pimples are too much la bodoh! -.-... Bought a new facial cleanser by Loreal...Favourite brand... But this time for pimples, not whitening... Went to Interchange with my mother... She dragged me to Courts... Went to the sewing machines section... We saw this cool sewing machine by Brothers. She asked the price...$289... And she asked me..."So shall I buy for you now?".. I was SHOCKED! Sss..sseww...ssewi...SEWING MACHINE?!!! FOR ME?!! O.O... Oh my gosh...She was serious about it... I felt like crying coz I was so touched...! She may not buy me my Raya shoes or be my Wallet if we go shopping... But which mum would spend so much for her daughter's lame dream to be a fashion designer?! My mum would! Hehe! Thanks so much mum...I love you... Hehes! Yay...! One sewing machine coming up for me! From Brothers for God Sakes! It's an expensive brand! *faints*

Just did an online CLEO survey... Hoping to get free Maybelline mascara... Haha. What the hell. Shit la my throat hurts. Gotta go already uhh... BYE!