You know what? Today is the WORST day EVER. Haiz... First of all, I'm sick physically... I have a bad flu... I don't know how many times [I think more than 30 times already...] I sneezed today! And everytime I sneeze, my stomach hurts soooooooo badly! Hmm not stomach actually... The sneezing just makes my you-know-what cramps WORSE. I can hardly pay attention in class just now due to the pain... And to add on to that...

I got back my shitty A-maths result... Might as well burn the bloody piece of crap... I really thought I could pas my A-maths paper 1... But I end up failing it... Haiz... Kirin...You are SOOOOO dumb. [I know. =( ] The mistakes are seriously unreasonable, because I could actually do 85% of the questions, due to some lame ass careless mistakes, and the question is LINKED...10 FREAKIN' MARKS and I got ZERO for the whole @#$%ING QUESTION! And I actually know exactly how to do the question...Haiz... I hate myself... I'm stupid... I just deserve to die... And can you imagine?? A PURE SCIENCE student, getting a lame B4 for combined science?? Oh my gosh! I must be DAMN STUPID! *Sobx* I actually did better for Chem than Physics, when I studied like SO MUCH MORE for Physics than Chem... What the hell? -.-... These results seriously demoralise me! But somehow it motivates me to do better for my O's... I know I'm talking crap... Ignore me. Close this window. You won't understand me anyway. See? I'm mentally SICK due to these shitty results... I'm not going to JC anymore la...Being a JC drop-out is SUPER not cool... So I'd rather go to Poly instead... I don't care what my family says... I'll study hard and still go to SMU, since I'm going to Business School... But this doesn't mean I won't do well for my O's uh... I'll try my best...

Emotionally sick... Hrmms... Due to my disgusting A-maths result that I don't expect, I was SO disappointed with myself for not sparing some time to check my work, I even cried in class... Nobody realised though. Hahas! And I expect at least a B3 for my Physics, and I got a B4. Thank You. And when I got home, I got more sick? -.-... I ate my medication already though... Sick chicken...-.-... BUT I'll NEVER absent myself from school. Even though I can't walk like a normal person, I'll STILL come to school. I must spend every last moment I can in school to improve my results. I CAN'T GIVE UP. Only losers give up. I'm NOT a loser... Oh well, I guess that's all...It's 10.00 p.m... My revision time... Hahas! Sorry but certain people can study better at night you see... So...Toodles! =)