It's all fated.

Yes it's me again.
Expect me to blog like everytime when I'm sad. Haha!
Why must I keep on being sad about him huh?
Hahas! Okay I just found out something!
Not all French people speaks French!! Haha!
Eh cool ar like that! Haha!
The MORE I wanna stay single...! xD
I think French people are hottt..! Haha!
and OF COURSE. Romantic...! ^^
I got 3 dream guys in my head...

Like OBVIOUSLY I won't get...They are...
Michael Buble, Justin Timberlake and Brad Pitt.
Let's take their characteristics that I like yea...
Micheal Buble, OMG! If ONLY I can find a guy with that SEXY voice.
I SO love that low tone voice la...! Seriously makes me go coo-koo! XD
So we'll be a perfect singing duet! haha!
Haha I want a guy who can sing la...Especially Jazz songs. [Melts!] xD
But if you can't sing it's ok... Too bad for me then. haha!
Justin Timberlake...THOSE MOVES! haha!
So hot! He's sizzlin'! LoL!
and I love that cute voice and looks and HOT body. xD
Brad Pitt, need I say more, he's HOT in general! haha!

Overall, I'm more into performing people,
then sporty people. One reason I do not agree
with my friends about hot soccer players. Euh... xD
Don't care you perform in whatever uh...
Even if you play the instrument to entertain people,
that's like IMPRESSIVE!
That's why I like to sing. I like to entertain people that way.
It's passion and interest. =)

Sometimes I question myself...
I dislike Malays so much...
Since like...FOREVER...
Can I get someone who's not a Malay as a husband one day?
But a Muslim of course... MUST be.
And in your eyes... Is it wrong for me to NOT mix with Malay,
when in fact, I'm one of them.
And am I called a racist, because I dislike my own race?
Will I be charged for it? haha!
It's difficult to influence a person to convert into a Muslim.
So I have to think twice about disliking Malays THAT much. xD
I'll end up being single all my life. HAHA!

OH YES! The number 1 thing I like about anyone and SO ENVY bout it!
BIG EYES!! Don't care boy or girl la...
My eyes are small!!! Haha!
That's the reason why I'm always mistaken for a chinese. xD
A tanned chinese or what? xD
And fair skin is SUPER envied.
Because I'm actually fair! But I grow up to be dark!!
Sheeeeesh! xD
Those LUCKY girls to be fair! haha!

And I also wonder...Is this insomnia really coz of my heartbreak...?
I think not... I think I might be too happy.
Haha! Coz of someone else la... =)
How cool is this... At first,
I do not believe in Love at First Sight...
Now it's happening to me. Haha!
It's called...MOVING ON. Haha!
Don't worry, Mr I knows about it. I told him myself. Haha!
Coz I think he'll be happier if he knows,
I do not have a crush on him anymore. =)
I used to believe that Hatred Can Change Into Love.
It happens to me twice. And both ends with hatred in the end.
So that 'believe' is striked off my mind.
I don't care if people think I blog too long...
Coz I didn't create this blog for people to read.
I created it so I can let my feelings out.
If people wanna read and complain,
I suggest you leave my blog, and read the newspaper.
It's more interesting. [I think.. I don't read. Haha!]

Oh ya! My sewing course is like for a while only seyh.
Should I work after that??
I REALLY wanna be a model for malay traditional clothes.
Either that or some jobs that allow me to speak to public.
NOT Food & Beverages. IT SUCKS.
I wanna be more outspoken. But still shy. Haha!
Hey! I served people quite well when I worked at Polar okay?
See? I know when I should and shouldn't be shy! ^^
ESPECIALLY DURING SALES!! Wohoo~!
You SO have to ask the salesgirls TONNES of things!
Is this 3 for $10?! OMG, YOU SERIOUS OR SOMETHING?! xD
Hahahas! Typical Kirin. LOL! I become a maniac during sales.
Asking for prices is NEVER a problem. xD
[not in wet market though... Euh! So smelly! xP]
The summary is..I DO NOT need social courses!
And for saying that to me, that is SO mean. -.-
Eh shouldn't there be another Great Singapore Sale for the end of year?
THE HAS TO BE!!! OH! Christmas Sale!!! I SO must go for that!!
Haha! Shopping at Orchard sucks like *toots* though... xD