OH MY GOSH!!! One more paper and I'M FREEEEEE~! Hehe! Left Science MCQ only... Today I feel weird... I don't know why but I keep on thinking about death... I pray hard that what I think isn't true... I Have a long way to go in order to be a good Muslim and I'm still changing towards that... My life can't be over yet... At least after I've totally changed... Hahs! I'm being paranoid for no reasons...

So...I planned to tell that person I like him and whatever crap...I guess I'd better not... Just let it be the same shit as it is all this while... I couldn't be bothered... And I'm TOTALLY not a despo... So I don't wish to be named a DESPO by confessing to a guy... Haha! If he don't like me and too late by the time I enter Poly... Then whatever uh... I don't feel like being attached anyway... Haha! I feels too good to be single! Haha! [Wonderful I tell you! xD] For those attached girls... Aww... Too bad for you. Haha! The BEST part is... TOTALLY no jealousy! Sheesh I hate that the MOST! I thought trust was the most important factor in relationships? Anyway I love to be free luh... And I love myself too much. Haha! [Most importantly, I still don't have the confirmation from my mum that I can be attached! Hahas!] Waddya expect... I lied to her 2 years ago when she found out I was so-called attached to a monkey. -.-... We don't even date! Why should I count him as my ex? Waste my time. -.-...And I lost my mum's trust because of someone who ACT as though he loved me! FREAKIN' LOSER! I HATE YOU!! xD

THAT'S another reason why I am AFRAID to be attached. =)

Hmm...plans after O's... Should I work? Stay at home? Or what? Haha! Work, I get income, with the money, I go SHOPPING. Stay at home, I'll spend the time to exercise and SO trimming down so that I won't be FAT in Poly... Like euh... Haha! And I'll be designing new designs at least once a week. Furthermore, I need to attend the sewing course which is like ALOT and I have to attend religious class VERY regularly[VERY excited for that! ^^]... Do I even have time to work? Hmm... Most probably no... I'll just learn how to sew and when I'm a pro already, I will sew my designs then... [Wow...How cool is that? Hehe!] For the simple designs, I can sell them online! Earn money! One gown is like already over $100... Huhu! I will sew around 3 good enough to go shopping! Wheee~! I also have to go to 4E3's BBQ... EXCITED NYER AKU!!! Hahas! I am SO looking forward for that! Yaaaayyyy! xD

Everything planned up I guess... Whee~! Hehe. I'm not studying today... SS was quite ok... I think I can pass... Hahas! Unsure whether I can pass my Combined Humans or not but I'm sure I can pass my SS... Hopefully... Hehe! Next exam will be the last which is Chem/Physics MCQ. Oh yea! All the best to all my friends re-taking their Mother Tongue 'O' Levels! Especially to that someone! Hahas! I'm sure all of you can do better for this one and can even score a Distinction for it! ^^ Oh well I guess that's all for today! I'll be going to my grandma's home tomorrow! Adios Amigos! =D