The more nervous I become...
It's an ending for all of us...
But is the ending for the two of us...?
The usual glimpse you give me,
The wishes you wished me...
It's going to be over soon...
But is it true?
Am I going to lose you forever?
And is this the end of our hide and seek?
I'm still confused about you,
But there's nothing else for me to do...
I'm afraid of losing you,
But this is fate, And there's nothing that I can do.
I'm to shy to tell you this, but...
I Will Forever Miss You... =)
Like so random ke pe? haha! I don't know, I suddenly felt like saying all those things that are trapped in my heart... And yeap, it's for Mr I... Like who else seyh... LoL! Saw Ain's personal message on MSN, "if you like someone, just TELL them"... Hmm... Yea true but do we HAVE that courage to do so? The thing that we all fear the most. Rejection. Imagine the heartbreak... Piece of shit... Haha! I wouldn't want to take the risk especially after hearing so many rumours about him. Anyway, my cousin said there are a lot of hotties in TP. HAHS! Like...I don't care? Haha! I know got one hottie in Applied Science school uh... HAHA! Don't ask me who! Haha! That's all! Nothing much to be said...I didn't even speak a word to mum today... Simply coz she's ignoring me... Hrmms... Oh well, I'd rather keep to myself instead...=)
And how terrible can life be? Me and my gang are seriously parting... All of us are going to separate schools... Haiz... Oh well... I'm really not looking forward for Graduation Day... I'm going to miss all my bestfriends and good friends, and close friends... Maizurah, Ain, Syafiqah, Samantha Chua, Stephanie, Diyana, Farah, Nadzirah, Sarita, Yi Han, Sharon 4E3, Sharon 4E4, Pui Ann, Shu Jun, Wei Jie, Jia Hao, Charmain... Ala alot uh... Haha! And not to forget my favourite teachers of all times, Mr Ang K S, Mr Ang K K, Mr Khong, Mrs Shankar, Mdm Irma, Mdm Irni and Mdm Fara!! >.<... Especially Mr Ang K S!! Hmm... Oh well, I live across the school, YOU BET I'M COMING BACK TO SCHOOL ON EVERY TEACHERS' DAY! Haha!
Look on the bright side... Maybe I'll find fun lecturers in TP...And find new friends! Yay! Hahas! [Especially from Adventure Club! Cool adventurous friends! Hehes... Well I'm more scared of NOT having any friends... Sheesh... I seriously gotta try and build up the courage to join Tampines Idol... It'll be even cooler if I win it! Hehe! Finding friends wouldn't be a big deal then I guess... But nehh...I wanna have friends coz I'm friendly...Not famous... It wouldn't be fun then if whenever people see me, all they want me to do is SING. -.-... OH OH OH BY THE WAYYYY... I am SO planning to study VERY hard in TP coz I'm really looking forward to join Paris American Academy of fashion! Hehe! It would be like a DREAM COME TRUE. Which means, I will leave Singapore... Hmm hopefully my family would be happy without me around for years... =)
