It's all fated.

The blade is banned.
I swore to God I won't do it again.
And I won't...But the intention

is just there...

I'll just keep it all in.

Overly-sensitive?

Or simply a stupid emokid?

Low self-esteem?

Or simply a loser who always

look on the darkside of life?

A stupid loser?

Or simply Kirin...?

Do I hate all these things that

revolves around me...

Or am I hated by all these things?

My eyes are tired from crying.

My brain is sick of trying.

And in my heart, I'm already dying.

No worries...Not family problem anymore.

Just social problems.

So yea, I won't be online

and pester anyone as usual.

And I won't be answering any sms,

it goes the same way.

Silence is golden? Hahas. -.-

I wish I'm gone from all of your lives.

And I bet, there are more friends out there,

who will forget me sooner or later.

Oh well...This is life.

Nothing new to me.