Just a random post.
I really need to blog... Coz I'm err...confused?
First of all... Last night's dream.
I went to bed at 5 a.m...
But I only slept around 5.30 a.m...
Troubled mind & stomach. Hmm...
Anyway, I was thinking...
How will my result turn out to be...
Good...Or bad? So I dragged that into my dream.
But in the dream...
Me and Maizurah were extra close...
Like yea, those bestfriends in TV.
Ain got her results first.
She didn't really liked it and she just wished me luck.
I know after that I cried coz she was like
CLEVER and didn't do well...
WHAT ABOUT ME?! -.-

As my friends were busy saying...
'Oh my gosh I'm so worried...'
I was gazing across the hall...And
outside the square thingy near the staircase.
Hahaha! And there's someone who's doing the
same thing to me luh... Hahas! [WEIRD. xD]
And it's that look, I used to always get in school...
That look, that I used to always love...
That look, which is gone...forever.
And it's that look, from that guy.
It's kinda weird...Why did I even dream about him?
I thought he's gone from my life...
Well, reality speaking, he is gone from my life.
But why was he in that dream?
But the thing is, I talked to Maizurah soon after.
I remembered we talk about another guy.
I didn't know who the person was. xD
I see...There's like, a meaning.
But what is it? Oh whatever.
I need to do some brainwashing.

Hmm...I sense something is wrong with my friendship.
Okay lah this is random...But...
It's been a while since the two of us met...
And I just got this feeling that...
I hurt her recently... Well I hope I didn't
and if I did...I'm really sorry...
If we're drifting apart,
can't we do something to save it? Hmm...?

Hmm...Called for job today...
They were too busy to entertain.
I don't really care...
But yea someone said something that really hurt me.
I should work, so I wouldn't be home?
What is that supposed to mean???
I wonder...Did that person thought, what
I would feel if I hear that? Gosh...I don't think so. -.-
Since you've said so...Hahas! Like I said...
Thanks! For the permission! I'll work ok? =)
Sarcasm? Or excitement? You decide.
Whatever it is...It totally screwed up my mood...
I got no mood for anyone...For the WHOLE week.
Right now, all I wanna do is ignore everyone.
Handphone switched off.
MSN, not planning to go online.
And I don't bother meeting up with anyone.
Anyone who has an appointment with me this week,
consider it as cancelled. EVERYTHING CANCELLED.
I don't wanna see any of you. -.-
Except for my grandma's birthday...
So...errr...see ya cuzzies!

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Maybe I should reallllllyyyy consider
about study abroad...
It might be cool huh?
Who would miss me anyway? =)