I don't wanna think about the two of you.
Coz even I love someone...
I don't want you, Kak Zainab,
to lose Abang, like how I lose him...
It's almost a month and I still can't get over him...
This whole month I'm so emotional coz
I miss him too much...
Everyday, I regret for saying those things
to him...
Everyday, I regret for being too shy...
Everyday, I think of you Mr I...
Everyday, I wish I'm still in sec 3...
Everyday, I wish you are still here
to make me smile like you always do...
Everyday, I wish I could just apologise to you, and say how much I need you...

And I'm sorry to all my friends,
for lying to you people that I have a new crush.
Who am I kidding?
I love this guy for almost 2 years already...
Moving on is almost impossible...
Nobody can replace him...
And my sis is bringing me to Wild2 Wet tomorrow.
How can I face him if I saw him?
I'm too embarassed with him already.
I guess I just need some time...
And I don't wish to have any boyfriends...
Until I finish schooling.
Unless that guy is him...
There's an exception I suppose.
But I know it will never come true.