Gosh I was so blur today!
Mainly in the day... Coz I was fasting.
It has been a while since I fast...
And seeing people around me eat...
Gosh... The challenge was so strong!
And I was sick today...
I went into a coughing spasm when I
was at my sewing course...
Which led to heartburn.
Irritating sia this heartburn... -.-
Since I was fasting, I didn't eat my medicine.

Today I stayed there for 1 and 1/2 hours...
Left at 6 PM... Told to leave actually. xD
Coz they said I looked so yellow and pale.
YELLOW!? Ewww...! xD
Paying back my missed fasts...
Is not a good idea when I'm sick.
Coz I become more sick. Haha!
Oh well, I'm quite happy that I fast today!
When I reached the sewing course...
Found out I got a new nickname from the aunties.
Sweet girl. Haha! Serious or what? xD
Maybe coz all I do there is smile... xD
Do things wrongly also I just smile! Haha!

Just now cut the sleeves wrongly... No allowance.
Accidentally said "MAMPOS" loudly...
Shoots... Minus points for my fasting... -.-
Got one auntie kept on repeating it...
MAMPOS...MAMPOS... Errr...I get it?? xD
In the end, designed a new sleeve...
Hmm... Quite cool lah the sleeve...
I'm so excited about that dress! Wheee~!
I didn't know my mistake could actually
lead to a beautiful sleeve!
Beautiful Disaster... haha! Mepek. xD
Wanted to sew today...
Too bad I barely had enough stamina left.
Just enough to go home. xD
Auntie Betsy was like...
Poor girl... Her hands all shivering already.
I didn't realise until I looked at my hands. xD

While at the MRT... Thinking of the
dread to walk home... Argh... xD
No choice, I needed to go to the mosque...
I just miss praying at the mosque! =)
After praying, met Mai at the mosque...
Prayed together...Talked for a while
and then we went home at 9 PM...
Hmmm...she told me something...
Somebody feels sorry about something...
Just keep your feelings la eh...

At home, I watched Forum Perdana...
A show where they have lectures about Islam.
Anyway, today's topic was about Wahyu Cinta...
In other words... Love...
More about teenage love...
The thing that was like the highlight of
the day for me in that show was...
Teens nowadays go to school and fall
in love for the wrong things...
We should go to school and fall in love
with education but in our generation...
We go to school to find love for the
other gender instead... Is that true?
It's undeniably true.

I can't deny that I was in love with both.
BUT... I only pursued in one.
Which is love for education.
And I didn't mind losing the other love...
Well I did mind, for a few months...
BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT. xD
The point is I went to school to study. xD
And the end result is rather satisfying. =)

Another point raised in the show...
Love should be in this order...
1.God [Allah]...Dunno about other religions.
2.Parents
3.Other Family Members
4.Friends etc.

Which means... Our boyfriend or
whoever... Comes under the 4th category.
The rest... You should know lah... xD
I also heard about teens showing love
through sex and physical affection.
Is this love? Or rather... sensual relief?
Girls... Don't sell yourselves to these beasts.
Put your dignity in front of love.
I'm sure we girls have the brain to think! ^^
They want more than just hold hands?
Leave them. More guys out there. (:
Oh my gosh!! I just lectured in my blog!
Shut up seh... xD
I feel good after saying those things! ^^
My grandma wants me to be her
companion to go to these lectures at mosques.
Hmmm.... COOL~! Hehe!
I'd be GLAD to follow her! Hehe!

And to dearest...
Please be rational about what you're facing now...
Doing what you think of doing just now...
Is very childish... Coz I know you're not.
Like you told me the other day when I was sad...
Just pray and you'll feel better...
Allah will understand your feelings dear...
Insya'Allah after praying you'll feel better.
If you think running away from home is good...
What about those kids who wish they have
a home to live in?
Don't be sad anymore aites? =)
I'm always here for you... =D

I guess that's all for now... Toodles!
Assalamualaikum... =)