It's all fated.

When the outsiders we trust,
can't be trusted... It's time to get serious.

Anyway, what nonsense is that?
Oh well... Nothing much to elaborate on.
Anyway... Thanks to some friends
for your concern...I'm touched. Hehe!
Babes... I'm not as gullible
as my looks states... =)
As they say, looks can be deceiving. =)
Don't understand me? Too bad.
If you can do it to me, I can do it to you.
Friendship. Whatever...

So...Today I just went out to take the
bag I ordered online like in NOVEMBER. -.-
So I met Sam Chua at Tampines East...
OMG! My bagpack is SO NICE! ^^
Can I start school tomorrow? Haha!
I'm so EAGER to start school! Wheee~!
I can't believe I'm in TP! I'm in TP!!! TP!!! xD
Excited much? DUHH~!
My dream school was actually TPJC...
Only to find out I can't even DREAM to enter
the science stream... So what the heck...
Second choice then... TEMASEK POLY! ^^
Hmm...I've been listening to Independent Woman.

I'm motivated by the song...
So this friday, I'm gonna find a job with Nadia.
I'm not telling anyone where I'll be working.
When I'm too busy with work and also course...
It means I have lesser time for everybody,
which means I'll have lesser time to cry! YAY!
And it means that I can be more independent,
rather than ask my mum for money... -.-
ANY JOB ALSO CAN LA SEYH!
Hmm...If I like the job, I think I
wanna work while schooling...
Super busy then? Oh yeahhh~!
Surprising, but true...I like to be busy.
But shouldn't be long...
Maybe one month of schooling plus working?
Coz I really wanna do very well in studies.
And I wanna work also coz I wanna
broaden up my social skills with public...
Retail Management requires this I think. (:
I just LOVE talking to the public!
"Yes, may I help you...??" Haha! Standard line. xD
I don't see it as "serving people"
and downgrading myself... I see it as
improving public speaking... =D

Anyway, it was fun talking to Sam...
Had lots of laughter...
And she brainwashed me. xD
So...I'm not gonna quit singing as I planned.
So my prom nite performance, was rather...
A warm up...The beginning.
Publicity sounds tempting... Hmmmmmmm.
Most probably we'll be joining
Teenage Icon... Cool huh?
Planned that before, but we had O's...
Hopefully the plan is not cancelled again.
Shall we still be Sweet Serenade..?
I miss being adored by so many people! xD
That shall be done NEXT WEEK!
At my bro's wedding...
So from today onwards, I vow,
to never drink ice blend again.
Take good care of my voice...
Train my voice, so I can reach the high notes.
Those sore throat and coughs seriously
damaged my voice! *sobx*...
Nevermind, a month or so,
it shall be all better again..! =)

Like I say, it's time to get serious.
I'm serious about joining Teenage Icon.
Nobody's stopping me. NOBODY.
Not searching for fame la...
More to money... Hahaha!
Like what I talked with Sam just now...
I realised I have a mindset like a chinese...
When it comes to settling down for a family...
You can't just live with love okay? -.-

It's time for a change.
No more crying for people,
more smiling for myself!
Not changing to be selfish la bodoh... -.-
Say goodbye to weak, stupid and
sensitive Nur Assyakirin...
I'm changing. And that's final.
The heartbreaks changed me.