I seek apologies for my previous post...
Filled with foul language...
I promise it won't happen again... (:

Today is the day...I promised to myself...
That I would start changing... Hehee.
Well I broke the promise last year,
due to my busy schedule...
This year I still have 3 months of holiday.
The place I wanna work at,
doesn't wanna pay the workers...
I'd rather not take the risk and work there.
So yea, I'm totally free...
Why not spend the time for my God...? (:
I can't even understand my feelings nowadays.
I feel not sad, but devastated...
And I'm angry at myself for being sad,
I end up being angry and before sleep I'll cry.
I'm so confused! I feel like I should be happy,
but the actual fact is I'm sad.
I'm so confused! But I know...
Allah understands my feelings... (:
I guess, visiting His home, which is the mosque,
frequently, seems like a great idea! Hehe!

Today around 1.30 PM, went to have lunch
at McDonald's with Maizurah...
As usual, we went window shopping...
And go crazy when we look at V-Day cards... xD
Then went around to look for a birthday gift for Him...
FOUND IT! Oh my gosh!
I LOVE IT! I hope he does too! xD
Anyway, then went to Isetan, made a keychain
for myself...Cost me $16.40! EEKS!
It's JUST... "RIN(heart-shape)"-[dangly heart key]
Can't picture it? Nevemind... LOL!
Picture will be posted soon enough...
Very pretty leh! Hahas! PINK & BLACK & BLING! o.o
Like in other words, PERFECT! haha!
Worth my money leh... Hehe!
Can't stop looking at it! Weeee~! xD

Anyway, after we had no idea where else to go,
we head down to the mosque around 4.45 PM...
After prayed, we chilled at the park...Talked and all.
Then around 7.10 PM, went back to the mosque.
After praying, we sat there for the lecture.
Went off around 8.30 PM...
The lecture was so good! And some parts were funny!
Talking about Al-Kausar or known as Al-Haudh...
Well that's how Mai told me to spell it... Haha!
It's about a drink that you get from this so-called well,
before, upon or after entering Heaven.
That's the 3 conclusions they made.
The drink can quench your thirst for eternity!
WOAHHHH~! Cooool! Hahas! But you must be
a filial and good Muslim on Earth...
It's the best tasting drink ever! Wow...
I was simply amazed by the speeches! hehe!
And brainwashed at the same time! xD
After I left, my heart felt very light...
And I was so determined to change...
I really hope this determination will last!
Insya'Allah I will change into a better person.
First of all, I must learn to be patient! Hahas!
Then at home, after dinner,
I learnt some religious stuffs for around 2 hours,
then I went online! THAT'S ALL! (:
Assalamualaikum! (:
Toodles! Hehe!

And OH MY ALLAH! xD
I dreamt of a guy I totally dislike! Like EUH!
He was so nice to me, I was mean to him.
But we end up being nice with each other! EEEE!
I guess I won't keep anymore grudges...
But STILL...Eee why was he sweet to me??! o.o....
Luckily it was just a dream! HAHA!