Oh by the way...
I may not be blogging for 1 or 2 days...
And I also won't go online...
Seems like the internet is cursed...
Everytime I go online, there'll be a quarrel.
Seems small but really hurts at times...
As usual... I just act like I'm fine.
But I keep it all in...And it compiles.
Many are helping...
But not a single one is working...
Thanks for all the encouragements...
I'll try my best to stay strong as long as I can.
Just now, that stupid thought
crossed my mind again.
Hurt myself and watch myself bleed.
But of course I didn't do it...
It's just some typical thoughts...
But heck no I'm gonna do it again...
Once in my life and that's it...
I promised to God I won't do it...
It means I won't do it again.

I'm not neglecting my blog/friends/boyfriend.
I just wanna stay off the net.
If needed, just text me.
I'm still alive, like hello... -.-
So yea, I'll stop here. bye. take care.