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Saturday, 16 May 2009;7:58 pm
Helllloooo peepz...
I was a bit late for my MF lecture today...
I couldn't wake up! Haha!
I slept late lah last night...
I couldn't sleep... Haiz...
Talk about sleepless nights...
I thought I wouldn't cry yesterday...
but I did... In fact, I did twice...

The first time was when I slept...
I had a nightmare lah...
Imagine getting raped... Ish!
But no raping scenes lah...
I just remembered I said that and was
running away and crying...
And the next thing I know I was sobbing
and crying in my sleep! LOL!
Traumatic dream... xD
See lah... Cry so much...
In my dream also can cry! Sheesh...

Then around 11 PM or so lah...
I cried again...
I just can't control my emotions...
But thanks to my friends...
Who gave me advices and ask me to be strong...
I'm able to smile again... =)
But yea... Smiling don't really help much...
Sometimes, you just smile to cover up
your true emotions...

Lecture was okay lah just now...
To think that it took away my only
can-wake-up-late day... Which is Saturday...
It's very frustrating. xD
After that had breakfast with Shasha at Prata Paradise...
Then we didn't wanna go home...
I remembered I need to get my friends' presents.
So we walked to interchange...
After that we went to lepak at Central Park...

We spent quite a lot of time there...
We learnt more about each other...
Then we went to Ain's house...
Passed her present to her maid...
Then we went off...
You don't know how giddy I was already...
Certain point of time when I was sitting with her...
My head was like spinning around...
But I ignored the pain lah...
Then after I reached home my legs are weak again la...
I wanted to sleep, but I can't...
Oh ya... I cried again... What the... o.o...
So I just listen to music... Sing along... And closed my eyes...
Well, that's resting to me... =)

Oh well... I think I feel better by an inch... Or so?
Hahas... I don't know lah...
I need to ease my mind... Hmmm...
My soul is not at peace...
Okay lah! I wanna chat with my bestie ah! BYE!!! xD
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The name's Kirin
Currently In TP, Business School
Under Retail Management
Born on 121092
Status? Of coz single!
Who gets married at the age of 16?
But I am attached already.

Well I love singing.
ROCK IS MY LULLABY!
Love Siti Nurhaliza and BFMV!!!
Can't deny I'm vain. LOL.
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